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cetoddle-archive · 1 year ago

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therapy was interesting she kinda just out of nowhere asks if i like writing and i was hesitantly like….yes……and she got all excited she was like you should really pursue that. i think that’d be great for you. and i was like thank you but why are you saying this. i don’t remember exactly what she said cause i think i blacked out a little but basically said im very well spoken and deliberate with my word choice and she said she’d have been very surprised if i said i don’t write at all

#im trying to remember what exactly she was saying but my brain kind of short circuited #i was like oooo im being praised i think this is great -w- and barely processed what she was saying #i told her a little bit about all the work i’ve already done on some of my projects and she seemed genuinely impressed ..#but maybe she was just being nice..but then she yells at me when i say things like that #so i guess i’m going to choose to believe she was being genuine because she’d yell at me for thinking otherwise #she’s really encouraging me to continue writing and i’m stressed ;-;#she asked why i don’t consider pursuing it more seriously someday and i was like well #i just don’t think it’s realistic #she asked why and i kinda just.#well laurie i don’t actually know i just feel it in my bones i suppose #she went >:(#i told her a little bit about the kind of stuff i like to write and she got all sad cause i enjoy writing horror stuff #she’s like aw :( i’ll never be able to read any of your stuff i get scared so easily :(#that made me actually laugh for real #maybe this comes as a surprise to some of u i talk abt it sometimes but i do actually write short stories a lot #i just have literally never shared them with another living soul cause i’m fairly certain they’re SHIT. but i do it #i stay silly !!!!#sigh…#id like to have told her more about my bigger projects but whenever ppl do try and ask abt it #i just freeze up like oh it’s silly..it’s just something i do as a hobby irs nothing serious don’t mind me…#😖#i like writing but i don’t like talking about my writing #anywaysss #snow.txt

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