#this was so difficult man 😔
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Uni work from last term ^.^
First time doing isometric drawing, I really enjoyed it :D, tho it became quite tiring by the end.
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I’ve filmed a new video process of some traditional art I did not so long ago, just waiting for a spare moment to edit it! >:)
#illustration#art#digital art#character design#this was so difficult man 😔#I tried to emulate a traditional calligraphy painting style#but it was too much lineart#한옥#hanok#isometric drawing
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#PEOPLE ON THIS STUPID FUCKING APP ACTING LIKE THEY'RE THE PARAGON OF ROMANCE?? EXCUSE ME?? THE ENTIRE RELATIONSHIP IS BASED OFF WEI WUXIANS#SELFISH NEED TO RUN AWAY FROM HIS PAST DEEDS AND THE CONSEQUENCES THEY'VE HAD (jiang cheng) AND THEN LAN WANGJI BEING FREAKISHLY SEXUALLY#OBSESSED WITH HIMIT'S ALL ABOUT LAN WANGJILAN WANGJI WHO HAS ACTUALLY PRACTICALLY NEVER SUFFERED COMPARED TO OTHER CHARACTERS BUT EVERYONE#IN THIS STUPID FUCKING FANDOM BABIES HIM BECAUSE UWU SAD HUSBAND 😔😔😔 HE'S SUFFERED SO MUCH FROM THE ABSENCE OF THE MAN WHO KILLED#THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE 😔😔😔😔BUT YAY NOW HE GETS TO TAKE HIM BACK TO THE CLOUD RECESSES WHERE HE WILL BE ABSOLUTELY FUCKING MISREABLE AND#HAVE NO FRIENDS BUT HE'S STILL SOMEWHAT HAPPY BECAUSE HE'S HIDDEN AWAY FROM ANYONE WHO IS (rightfully) ANGRY AT HIM AND HAS NOW SUCCESSFULL#REMOVED HIMSELF FROM ANY AND ALL DIFFICULT/COMPLEX RELATIONSHIPS HIS ACTIONS AND DECISIONS HAVE HAD A DIRECT PART IN MAKING#FUCKING HELL#i hate wx#i genuinely despise it#anti wangxian
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hi. i'm a little bit drunk on wine, but please don't mind me. i found your post in the wild about orv and how it portrays the passive suicidality and i kept thinking about it. i don't really remember the exact chapter, but near the start of the book, when kdj teaches sys to subjugate the beasts and she says, self depracting, how she has no talent for it, and then kdj's inner monologue which goes something like 'if she's not talented, i should just kill myself'. i seriously didn't think nothing of it when i first read it! and that appeared again. and then the deaths happened, his backstory was revealed, the whole OD arc... and i kept thinking about that one throwaway line in the first chapters. GOD
orv does this very neat trick where it reveals kim dokja's suicidality through a slow drip feed. that throwaway line near the start of the novel. a single death or even a handful of deaths. him saying that the novel helped him survive. those are easy to not notice. but as he dies again and again and you learn more and more about him... yeah. it's not a realization that hits you all at once. when you learn that he's attempted suicide in the past, it slots perfectly into the puzzle you've already assembled of him at that point. a man who considers his own death an acceptable solution to most problems is one who has DEFINITELY tried to kill himself before
#narrates#orv#suicide#its SO GOOD. kdj the man of ever#but yeah. as funny as it can be to talk about how kdj sees any problem and decides to kill himself about it#that is uncomfortably real to how passive suicidality works. it's like a rut your brain gets stuck in#once you've realized that suicide is something you can do#that's when it becomes an acceptable solution in your mind to a Lot of problems#you won't do it probably. but every time something emotionally difficult comes up that thought is always there#so yeah. he jokes about it. he's a perfectly regular and mentally stable individual#also i realize that these tags are WAY TOO REVEALING but come on. you don't have kdj as a fave without relating to that aspect of him 😔#(OBLIGATORY NOTE THAT I AM RELATIVELY MENTALLY STABLE AT THIS POINT IN TIME)
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im not even gonna add a 'hear me out' you have no choice but to hear my words.
#cydaea's good too. pretty spider lady#she doesnt have anything outside of her boss fight though‚ and its incredibly difficult to get a video of her model cause‚ well. diablo.#azmodans easy‚ this guys got cutscenes *and* is in hots#they're from diablo 3 btw! i need to replay that game i love it#cydaea has not left my brain since i played 3. ma'am its been like 8 or so years. at least pay rent#this guys voice is also so good. like man you already have a kick ass design you dont need that too!!! mean to me 😔 /j#they're *probably* not going to become f/os but houugh... 😳#i do find it incredibly funny that if they do bob will stick out so badly#two demons‚ a zombie‚ and this random ass man#what is wrong with me to have the CANNIBAL be the normal one lmao#i ADORE the succubus designs in 3 they're so good#anyways. 👆 hot man.
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Hewwo everybody! first of all: happy Juneteenth to all my African American friends! Second, I have update on the semifinals: i am traveling for a convention (anime ohio) and don’t have access to a computer, so semifinals will go up next weekend, not this weekend. Had a lot of stuff going on including con crunching so I kinda.. forgor to make the next bracket round….. so it will have to wait til I get back. sorry. Please be patient with me 🥲
#I have been very busy and stressed bc I ALSO have to prepare to move for grad school#had somewhat of a meltdown yesterday#anyway. I’m at booth 1225 if any of y’all will be there 👁️👁️#kinda annoyed I got put into the second artist room#I have terrible luck with table placements but whatever. 😒#hoping it will still be good#at least my costs are low so I’m pretty much guaranteed to breakeven at the very least#edit: the con was good :D#made a lot of monies and everyone was super nice#also hilariously I ran into someone from college who I knew and who was also tabling#I was wearing my school hat as I was coming in and it was like a homing becon apparently#literally the Spider-Man pointing meme#anyway#wanna go again next year but it will be more difficult to travel cuz of school and stuff#and I won’t be able to steal my parents cars 😔😔😔#or leave my cat with them for the weekend#will see what happens
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I mean come ON! How am I supposed to stay sane??
#thinking thoughts again#this man will be the death of me#screaming crying throwing up because I'll never know how soft his lips feel#also i cried the other day because i can't bring back his smell in my mind anymore#i remembered the way he smelled so clearly for so long#and now i'm mourning my loss#please respect my privacy at this difficult time 😔#noah reid#riikka posts
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So tired of being petite and skinny I'm gonna viciously attack somebody
#i just wanna be seen as a man#pleaseee#im to lazy to work out but ive tried just gaining fat before#its so difficult for me and its pissing me off!!!#wtv i dont care#i just wanna be a big huge man but i was stuck in the body of a xs woman 😔#whining#tw body image#me
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ough. toriel my beloved
#comics may or may not be coming#(they are i am drawing them)#why is it so difficult. not the process of drawing but something about choosing a canvas size and marking the panels makes my brain lag#okay kingdings is something that exists i guess but can we have a little old lady interaction.#need more content of wingdings actually being a part of that world and an important individual for the people around him#rather than just existing as a satellite to a handful of characters and straight up being barely acknowledged by others#specially considering he was the goddamn Royal Scientist the man genius himself#anyway toriel. their relationship would be funny#she may be perpetually confused by his mannerisms but shes immune to creepy (re: her own creepy ass children across universes)#woman always sees right through him and thinks hes the silliest thing#she knows how badly you want a family mr weirdo come now you can sit at the thanksgiving table#feels kind of bad her efforts cannot undo the debilitating loneliness he radiates however 😔#but my favourite thing: will never Not kiss her hand#there are no romantic undertones it is just a gesture of reverence#will do it to your mom your grandma your sister. really any lady he feels he owes formal acknowledgement#and queen toriel is always owed formal acknowledgement#gugunghhuhguh. ily toriel cant wait to finally figure out how to draw you
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ok i lowkey hate days after death (and most of my writing) but chapter 14 ATE DOWNNNN
#i am a god at ginny’s pov fr#she shouldve been mc bcuz shes just so easy to write#and lily luna tbh#it goes ginny > lily > albus > james > harry#HARRY SHOULD BE THE EASIEST TO WRITE BUT HE ISNTTTTTT#hes so difficult for me 😔😔😔 he is a 50 year old depressed repressed man which are all the things i am not 😔😔#happy young emotionally in touch girl here haiiiiii 😁🔥🔥#i like writing angry middle aged women so much though. its just so easy idk i cant explain it#like yes i am overly wordy in my sentences but if u can forgive it then it could slay 🔥 a lil bit 🔥🔥#harry potter#hp#ginny weasley#ginny potter#hpcc#cursed child#hp nextgen#hp next gen#hp golden era#hinny fanfic#hinny#scorbus#jalice#lilysander#romione#deamus#my fics#days after death#rewriting
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everyday god challenges me in new ways
(i went to the dentist today)
#😔😔😔#sensory issues + multiple ppl with their hands and tools in ur mouth#+ the tools making the worst sounds known to man#+ having hyper mobile joints so they keep nearly dislocating you jaw#+ having to make small talk#= i’m gonna nap for the next 3 to 5 hours lmao#fern rambles#my dentist and the techs are fr great it’s just difficult for me
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I’ve been getting more into creepy, obsessive, a little Yandere Dabi and Shigaraki and it’s driving me absolutely insane omfg
#I didn’t like shiggy for the longest time#and now I’m like…..#well if he’s a little pathetic and gross then I don’t mind a piece of that#WHAT HAPPENED TO ME#the way I used to vehemently hate that man#I think I’m gonna write a full version of that thing I wrote yesterday#was that yesterday???? I think I’m getting my days mixed up#but I’m gonna write a full fic about it later on today bc I can’t get it out of my head ☝🏻#anyway I have work today and a midterm due which I think is so stupid bc the semester is literally only 8 weeks#wtf is a midterm in 8 weeks???? but go off ig#it shouldn’t be too difficult hopefully#and also an astronomy quiz that I’m absolutely dreading 😔#—in store chit chat! 🍫
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instrument thoughts
#been working on art. just wanna practice the piano honestly but alas i dont have a second one here at home.#man i want a string instrument so bad. shouldve bought the pipa i saw for sale a couple of months back 😔😔😔#jk i dont want a pipa i want an oud i want an oud so bad im gonna throw up#also had to cut my practice short this morning so 😔😔😔#this is a recent thing btw!!#before now#ive just been playing the piano for fun and vibes (“ooh nice chord”) without ever learning anything properly#but learning pieces is kinda fun!! also scales are difficult which makes it fun!! it's been real nice and relaxing to practice!!#but aghhhhh the fun of learning the piano makes me remember the fun of learning the guitar#learning how to play on instruments is just fun#rlly. i want lots so can i have lots of fun!!
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i’m dying i’m going to die i’m dying i’m going to explode and die
#i hate breakups man#i hate breakups so much#why is this shit getting so difficult again#angsty lain 😔#lain speaks
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Hello everyone
I am Sakher, a young man of 22 years old, I am young man like the rest of the people in this world, I have ambitions and dreams that I want to achieve, but as long as I live in an occupied country, I cannot achieve anything because of this occupation, I live with five members of my family and each one of us has dreams and ambitions as well, our life before the war was not a good life either, we have been suffering for a long time, I have lived and witnessed more than 8 wars and I am still young and I am supposed to be a successful person at this age and have a beautiful life but they stole my life, in 2014 this occupation killed my brother and my brother was 15 years old and he was a child I saw my brother cut into pieces before my eyes and I will never forget this scene, and they also destroyed my house, but over these years a war like this will never pass, this war is devastating they have literally destroyed everything I have lived through difficult days in this war to the point that I will never forget these days in my life, I have spent long days without food or water and I have seen death several times, continue to support me to achieve my dream and leave Gaza with my family when the borders open, and I also hope that you will donate to me and my family to buy food and buy life necessities because prices in Gaza are very expensive. Thank you.
We use wood to light fires so we can cook food and heat water, because there is no gas, and this is very tiring and deteriorates our mental health.
My mom makes bread here because there is no electricity and my mom got burns on her hands from the fire. 😔
This is part of our daily suffering that we live in Gaza. We are very, very tired. 💔
I hope you can help me and my family get out of this hell, you can help me by donating or sharing on this link and thank you all
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Avo please 😔 do the DP&W fandom some justice.
Please please give us a Deadpool and Logan Eiffel Tower fic (or just headcanons whatever works best for you 💜)
rated e. smut & fluff. minors dni.
There are ups and downs to all aspects of the relationship, you suppose.
The downs tend to be pretty dramatic: Wade says something thoughtless, or goading, or just plain irritating, and Logan tends to react… explosively. The snik of claws appearing has become a sort of soundtrack to your day. Usually you can intercede in time to calm tensions down but when you can’t, well, they usually end up breaking not only each other’s bones but the furniture too.
At least you only buy the flat-pack stuff.
You’ll inevitably tell them both off and force them to repair what’s been smashed, and after a couple of hours and a few drinks they’re in each other’s good books again: Wade is cursing at the SKOGSTA and Logan is trying to suppress an affectionate smile behind a beer.
But when it’s good? Man, it’s fucking great. The three of you have an unmatched synergy. A lot of your friends are jealous of how easy things are for you, how the pieces just sort of fell into normalcy after your time in the Void. Your favourite place to be is with your legs slung up over Logan’s thighs on the sofa, face buried in your mercenary’s lap, some shitty movie on that Wade keeps trying to guess the twist to.
And then there are nights like tonight, nights where brief touches throughout the day evolve into caresses evolve into gropes. Inevitably you’re thrown onto the bed, and it’s not much of a wait before one of you is between the others.
Tonight it’s your turn to be spoiled.
Logan’s hands dig into your hips so hard you’re scared his claws will flick out. Actually, scratch that, you’re not scared; the idea of it makes you so wet you’re pretty sure he can feel it on his cock. You love it when he loses control. He slams into you even harder when you let out a choked-off little moan, your pleasure only beckoning the beast out further.
Wade cups your jaw in his hand, angling it open a little further so he can press deeper into your throat. When he’s happy with the angle he slides his grip down to your neck so he can feel himself fucking you there.
“Fuck, aren’t you a pretty sight, baby?” he hums, running his thumb around the seam of your lips where drool starts to spill. “You should see the way you’re taking his cock. People would pay by the hour to watch that.” He tilts his head to the side, a thought taking root. “Hmm, actually, that’s not a bad idea. Think there’s a market for mutant porn? Nightcrawler must have an OnlyFans, right?”
You slap his thigh to get his attention back. This is why you like him in the middle. Logan can keep his mouth occupied with his thick cock, you can fuck him with your favourite strap. Either way it’s difficult for him to talk.
You do find it pretty endearing though, all things considered. Bastard, you think, lovingly.
Logan growls, and for a second you’re not sure if it’s in agreement or aggravation. Luckily he’s quick to clarify.
“He’s right. You take me so fucking well. Pretty fucking pussy was made for me. Us,” he mutters, voice so gravelly it could pave a driveway. You moan around Wade’s dick at his filthy mouth, clutching the sheets so tight they threaten to rip as he doubles his pace. His cock pistons in and out of you making a wet sound which fills the bedroom and you’d be embarrassed if you weren’t so fucking turned on. With every thrust you’re pushed forward, taking Wade so far down your throat that your eyes start to water.
Messy and desperate is how they like you, and you kinda agree with them.
Then Logan’s movement pauses for a second, something you know only happens when he’s been met with something totally astounding.
“Wha… Wade, I’m not gonna give you a fucking high five.”
You pull back, looking to see where Wade is lowering his hand, pouting.
“Come on, Peanut. You know you want to.”
“Wade, what the fuck?” you ask. “Don’t be weird about this, I’ll bite your dick off.”
“Okay well you did that before and it made me cum, so that’s not the threat you think it is, sweetheart. Besides this right here? This is the best thing ever. Just wanted to find some camaraderie with my boo in the moment. C’mon, you won’t leave me hanging, will you?”
He holds his hand out to you, and you pause for a moment - well aware Logan is still balls deep inside your soaking cunt - before giving in and slapping it. Yeah. This is pretty great, to be fair. Wade pumps his fist in triumph.
“Knew it! You never let me down. Not even after the dick biting.”
“You actually asked for that, honey.”
“I did! I’m known for my fat ass and incredible ideas.”
A noise makes the two of you turn around. It’s Logan, but, contrary to your expectations, he’s not angry. He’s laughing. It’s a noise neither of you are used to, especially not during sex. He tries to hide the smile on his rugged features and starts gently rocking his hips back into a rhythm inside of you.
“You’re both ridiculous,” he says, fondly. You exchange a look with Wade, both jubilant.
Yeah, you are ridiculous - and he fits right in.
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crying screaming throwing up how the FUCK does the monkie kid fandom tag shit. whys it so complicated. i need a comprehensive list or something before i fucking EXPLODE !!
#im just a bit frustrated. why are there so many specific ship names#like theyre cool as hell but its so difficult figuring them out#plus the characters have like 2 different names at least idk man i need someone to explain this to me 😔#from the broiler#should i tag this#im not going to but if anyone sees this and wants to help this poor soul to understand the fandom that would be very appreciated</3
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