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balatro theme so gas but then i realize
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#ive been listening to it the entire day#then spent a while tryna find the iyowa song that reminded me of it (album only 😔)#and when i played the balatro theme after listening to the iyowa song i was just :ooo same notes!!#thought it was just same progression lol#anyways#Youtube
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drawing kaz and im just :(( bc no alexander
ok continuing from tags and :oo
bc im a chronic mentally ill maurice ravel stan, im drawing alkaz w poetry from ravel's songs. for kazimierz it's mallarmé's sainte bc!!! musicienne du silence- ive always thought abt kaz bc of that line aghhhhh
i like to think abt alexander deifying kazimierz a bit. alexander loves music a lot and so someone as gifted at it as kazimierz is raised on a v high pedestal for him to the point of deification.....
uwegh this is all my hc ofc bc im crazy insane delusional
but i want to tie it in w alexander from kazimierz' point of view via D'Anne jouant de l'espinette!!! (except in this case, i suppose it's alexander playing the lute or smth lol)
i like to think of kaz as liking alexander in an unplatonic way first. forward kazimierz 最高すぎじゃん🤧👍im always an advocate for carnivore kaz
and so there's the physical praising from d'anne jouant. young (lol) beautiful and of godly figure.
but!! the ending especially of becoming as glorious as the saints at the thought of the narrator's love being reciprocated!!
i rlly enjoy the parallel narrative of alexander viewing kazimierz as a saint (sacred, revering) -> kazimierz feeling like a saint only bc of alexander's love (worldly, impassioned)
anyways that is all i think bard yaouri is so cool and i love making these two make out in my head every so often
#uweghhh uweghhhhh i wanna draw alexander#everytime i file at work and trash a duplicate record#i just doodle a lil alexander as a break#uwegghgh uweghhhhh i love him ik when i draw alkaz the focus is usually on kazimierz but!!!!#thats bc that's his precious partner!!! whats precious to my alexander is precious to me too#the current piece is supposed to be a glimpse into how alexander views kaz hehe (comme un saint)#actually i want to vomit abt this but idk if itll fit in tags and i dont wanna put them here either so#read moreing#i dont wanna tag main tag but#alkaz#for my insane alkaz thoughts
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playing a bit of ravel and im feeling this doodle i made a while back of ricardo and maurice playing rapsodie espagnol in my soul
#go on ao3 i have a fic of maurice and ricardo playing a two piano piece#im the no. 1 proponent of the raviñes agenda#maurice ravel#ricardo viñes#no but for fucking real tho what the fuck is with the hand crossing in this guy's pieces do u just want me to kms#i feel like im doing an obscene act or birthing a child#im piano posting but now i have raviñes brainrot ourghhhhhh im in pain#thinking of them running thru paris riding bikes and playing four hand pieces back home#i should continue that one raviñes fic i have...#raviñes
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rabid growling im cataloging CD music rn and one of the tracks was in dulci jubilo Everything Reminds Me Of Him
#alexander rappolt#pentiment#im sobbing ive been stuck w alkaz brainrot for days#was crying to my roommates last night asking if i should replay the game for my two liner bards#reminder that pentiment is currently 50% off on steam!!!!!!#aghhhhh i will post fanart at some point soon....... was forced to draw after being parted from my precious keyboard.....#but now me and my piano are back together and ive been spending my time practicing again..... who knows when ill finish the art....#it's just kaz tho :((( i wanted to make an accompanying alexander piece bc!!!! ive been stuck w so much brainrot yall dont understand!!!#every so often i open my word files and write a little for my personal alkaz fanfic.........#feeding myself.......#soz for tag vomit i dont talk abt the bard boys a lot but i do rlly love them#also yes i paused my work to sneak this alkaz vomit post in ily shitty desk cubicle job#alkaz
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nap on a hammock under a tree w two dogs on the lap in a light drizzle
#schlimpy#had to cut it short bc it started raining real#but got some good zs w the dawgs#was wearing a coat so it wasnt that bad + tree buff
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instrument thoughts
#been working on art. just wanna practice the piano honestly but alas i dont have a second one here at home.#man i want a string instrument so bad. shouldve bought the pipa i saw for sale a couple of months back 😔😔😔#jk i dont want a pipa i want an oud i want an oud so bad im gonna throw up#also had to cut my practice short this morning so 😔😔😔#this is a recent thing btw!!#before now#ive just been playing the piano for fun and vibes (“ooh nice chord”) without ever learning anything properly#but learning pieces is kinda fun!! also scales are difficult which makes it fun!! it's been real nice and relaxing to practice!!#but aghhhhh the fun of learning the piano makes me remember the fun of learning the guitar#learning how to play on instruments is just fun#rlly. i want lots so can i have lots of fun!!
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just heard placet futile sung by a man and 😟😟😟😟
#lesbian anthem it simply does not work with a male voice#to be clear#maurice ravel#not the debussy one lmao#interesting listen tho#always love hearing vocal pieces sung by the opposite voice/arranged for choral
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miller oberman, from his book impossible things
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ice pick deciding to make danko have ethical anxiety freak outs that fuck up the music, distort the screen, and make him lose health every time he pulls his revolver out in patho three is so important to me. i cannot believe they had to make putting the freak in situations so crucial it affected all 3 of his video game senses.
#wife get behind me ill protect u from anyone who has ever mischaracterised u as a heartless bastard#i love u daniil dankovsky no one gets u like i (and the thousands of other mentally ill queer fans out there) do
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somatization is crazyyyy
#havent been keeping up w my shit#did a fuckton of lab tests earlier this year and they were all normal#my doc said it was all stress#and now that im getting episodes again#i go to the clinic for very real aches and get redirected to a counsellor instead like#christ man makes me feel insane#anyways doing my destress routine again
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random thought of making a marvel itabag but i lichrally dc any pair except loki&thor + symbrock
#also marvel ew#the fucking thor series is so cursed for dragging me into that shit#only comic ive ever rlly read properly was journey into mystery for obvious reasons#a bit of the young avengers but imma be real idc either#venom a little bit sure but again#i really cannot give a fuck for superhero comics#like if even apollo and midnighter couldnt hook me in nothing can#my interest starts and ends with whatever the fuck kid loki was (rest in piss)#sorry. marvel hating on main#i stopped pretending i gave a fuck after they killed loki off completely (i was still coping for endgame bc of his last words in IW)#then loki tv was just a punch on the face bc our loki rlly is never coming back#i should clarify mcu but my distaste for mcu just extended completely to marvel#ick. tag vomit again my b#i just wanna make a new ita bag ig lol
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catboy joseph maurice ravel
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me: man i wish i could have more conversations and connect more with strangers in public spaces
me, the moment a conversation with a stranger actually happens: *flees the scene immediately because i dont know how to follow up*
#i think i ought to have said thank you or something??? i genuinely dont know lol#sorry#was at a gallery and happened to bump into the guy who wrote and prepared the exhibit#but he was touring someone else#shouldve been forward and asked to join in like the little shit i am (i love talking to ppl at their expense)#i just rlly like social interaction lol#also!! out of topic but i think my handshakes are a bit too firm idk if it's rude or smth#anyways thats all im just rambling lol
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Okey, but the fact that when Eddie wakes up BOTH TIMES in the movie the first thing he does is speaking to venom and when he learns that hes not with him THEN hes starting to look around where he even is
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I fucking love Tumblr communities. There could be a LOT more work done to make them better (it loads slow and the notif clearing can get a bit troublesome) but I really like the vibes of it.
#it's discord#tumblr communities is just discord#but i get shy joining servers so being able to join communities without it alerting everyone is fucking great
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i go into ao3 and witness the joy of god's creation in exchanges like this
#Moved by the friendship of other men#for posterity#greek mythology#and also#tagamemnon#but honestly i cannot for the life of me tell if the tag is just for the two epics or the greek mythos fandom in general somebody clue me in
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