#this was more of a vent tbh
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Post sob-session glow 🌟
#a bit of a vent post tbh#inspired by headlock by imogen heap#banger of a song#ok tag time#transformers#digital art#rodimus#mtmte#lost light#more than meets the eye#maccadams#maccadam#ohmellow
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Some of my favourite 'not fan art' pieces I did this year! Hope to draw even more original work in the coming one
#It's been really freeing to draw my own silly little ideas or OCs this year#I do love fan art and drawing characters I love but it's nice to have a choice#Maybe next year I'll draw even more original stuff. Even if it's vent art or maybe a zine idk#I really miss the spring/summer I was in a cowboy mood tbh. Can't wait for warmer weather to come back#art#sketch#character art#horror#gore#original character#original art
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Haven't I given enough?
Given enough
#artists on tumblr#art#illustration#the postwoman#the bad bad shadow guy#character design#angst#everyone: oh bee is back she might post more of the postwoman and bad bad shadow guy :D#me: drop this#best I can do chief#i told my friend i wanted to draw her sad because i always draw her happy and she said when was the last time you drew her happy#and im like....thats fair#might be for another day lmao#tbh it's also a big vent art#song in caption is gilded lily by cults#using my ocs to cope
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Day 63: Stupid
It's ok to be wrong sometimes.......right?
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#amy rose#amy rose daily#sonic#sth#sonic fanart#please donate!#amy rose fanart#day 63#this is vent art tbh but I think it applies to Amy as well#everytime I read a Metamy fic and Amy wants to save Metal#and everyone is like: What no thats stupid and dangerous!!#and yet I know that if SONIC asked / encouraged saving Metal he'd get almost no pushback#her friends should actually trust her i think#tho I think part of that is the fandom liking to villianize her or use her an a character with “bad ideas”#cough * those sonadow fics where Amy implies Sonic shouldn't trust Shadow Cough*#anyway oops#sorry for complaining about fandom of all things I just.......Amy deserves more man#trust her#shes awesome#luckily bad Amy in sonadow fics is much rarier nowadays - its few and far between
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To give an example of how many of these types of tags/replies I get, most (though not all) of these are all from one post.
This isn't meant to shame anyone, which is why I've cropped out usernames, so please don't take this as a personal attack if you leave these types of tags on art/writing. I'm only asking that you consider how you might feel when a whole bunch of people are tagging your work with comments about harming themselves in reaction to something you created.
I know it's meant to be a compliment but I have severe depression and anxiety and seeing so many of these comments is overwhelming and makes me actively dislike posts where I get so many of them. I stop interacting with those posts, I don't look at them and I've considered deleting posts I that I used to love.
Yes, I like writing angst and sad things. Yes, dramatic tags are fun! Even ones that are like "I'm exploding!" are fine, because that's ridiculous! "Crying, screaming, throwing up!", "I'm sobbing", "Frothing at the mouth" and many more silly/dramatic tags are absolutely fine with me! Just not ones that so blatantly involve self harm and suicide.
I'm not trying to tell anyone how they can or can't react to art/writing, but just consider that the writer/artist does see your tags, all the tags and stuff like this being repeatedly thrown someone's way can effect them mentally.
#not bsd#vent#suicide#self harm#cw suicide#cw self harm#tw suicide#tw self harm#If I need more content warnings please tell me#I will add them to the tags#I already reblogged a post talking about this subject#but I have since still received the same sort of tags#so I'm making my own post#Idk if i will keep it up though#tbh posting this is giving me a lot of anxiety
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It honestly baffles me that some people are so casually dismissive of animals' feelings. Istg some ppl only see pets like toys and are barely able to hide it
#vent post alert#but I'm just so frustrated#my mom's dog got hit by a car yesterday and she refused to take him to the vet#she said she doesn't have any money for it and that he's fine#physically he seems fine just bruised. I think he might have something internal but she's been very dismissive of that#anyway. he spent the whole night crying bc he was alone and terrified#I went upstairs and almost begged her to take him to the vet but she still refused saying he was fine#then she put him inside her house and he calmed down after a while#the next morning when she came downstairs to talk to me she kept being dismissive#saying he was fine in the end he just wanted attention#and I'm like yeah?? obviously?? he got hit by a car???? the poor thing is traumatized and terrified#ofc he doesn't want to be alone#and she hit me with the 'dogs don't get traumatized. he's just being dramatic'#I pointed out some dogs have psychological pregnancy so ofc they have psychological problems too#and THEN she hit me with 'but those are female dogs. males are different. because hormones' like. WHAT#this just in not only do human males not have feelings but now dog males don't either. because hormones.#I thought my mom was smarter than this tbh#istg her boyfriend is just making her more ignorant. bc this is the kind of bs I expected to hear from him but not from her#anyway I don't know what to do. I don't have money for the vet either bc I just had to pay for a surgery#we talked and she said she'll monitor the dog and if he looks like he's getting worse she'll take him to the vet#ig I'll have to settle for that#I love my mom but man. this is weird#I just didn't expect it from her#what's worse is that when it's just her and me it's one thing. but when her bf is around I feel like she gets different#like with me she agrees but then around him she doesn't?? how am I supposed to trust her that way#it's all just so weird. idk what to think or what to feel rn. I just feel bad#sleep.txt
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Me: I know it's not the same for everyone else, but for me personally...
Them: Yeah well that's not how it is for me! You don't speak for everyone.
#i feel like i have this multiple times a day in my notes tbh#april vents#i know i'm a bit more negative today#i'm really stressed and overwhelmed#and it is making everything suck
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Going back to my roots ☁️
#suddenly getting an upboost in wanting to draw these guys again#tbh the drive never really left I always feel like drawing them??? I just jevef have the time lmao#it felt so refreshing and free to see them on a page once more :]#this was also a small way to vent about the heat coming in where I am now lol#art#no straight roads#nsr#fan art#traditional art#sketchbook art#doodles#djss#fan character
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my opinion about the watcher news basically boils down to this:
watcher is screwing over a huge portion of its fanbase with this move considering how many people within it are teenagers who may not have access to streaming services, low-income adults who can't afford yet another streaming service (if any), and international fans who couldn't sign up for a US based streaming service even if they wanted to. it's okay to be angry about this, especially if you're one of those people who now can't support shows you loved or will be unable to see any of those shows going forward because of it.
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youtube's payout to creators has dwindled in recent years to the point that it is impossible to fund the kind of productions watcher makes purely through it, and in order to sustain a company of 40+ people they need a more stable source of income not reliant on ads from outside companies and patreon, which, in this case, means a pivot to streaming. it's okay to be upset that creators you like have to turn to such methods to continue funding their work, whether you have the means to support them through these avenues or not.
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if the early reactions to this move are any indication, watcher will probably not get the fan buy-in they anticipated and in all likelihood the new streaming site will either fail within a year or two because it isn't making enough money and take the company with it or they'll be bought out by a larger company and have their shows archived or deleted for tax purposes like what's happened to roosterteeth. it is okay to be scared by that potential future and seek to preserve as much content as you can before that happens.
are all statements that can and should coexist
#watcher#hello all i will post this to vent and then go back to organizing my sideblog's queue like i intended to do today#me gazing tearfully at my substitute + nikola art from two years ago like fuck we didn't know how good we had it huh#i'm glad they've confirmed they're not archiving or deleting their yt channels but enough damage has been done by the confusion#(tho tbh i do not trust them not to go back on this if it it means pushing more traffic to the new site if it starts failing)#and i'm absolutely archiving as much of the puppet history stuff as i can bc it's such a comfort show for me#jfc they really have dropped the ball on this
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i always imagined this would happen without warning, like suddenly on an ocean cliff side but this is the kind of thing where waiting for the time to be right would just mean waiting forever.
Marya Hornbacher Waiting / @/nihil (on pinterest) / Louise Glück Twilight / Sleeping At Last Eight / unknown / Leila Chatti Postcard from Gone / Marya Hornbacher Waiting
#on growing up#on loneliness#on letting go#on giving up#on emotion#on sadness#more of a vent than anything else tbh lmao#web weave#web weaving#poetry compilation#literature#poem#poetry#quote#text#words#writing#marya hornbacher#waiting#louise gluck#twilight#sleeping at last#eight#leila chatti#postcard from gone#dark academia#dark academia quote#dark academia poetry#spilled poetry#spilled thoughts
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messed around and doodled a cover for an aro comic i may or may not ever end up making 👍
#duck ocs#aromantic#aroace#shes ace too but it focuses more on the aro aspects if i. ever make it lol#she was a scrapped character for a school project years ago but i was thinking abt it again....#also fun fact her name cinta means (romantic) love specifically of which i thought the irony would be kinda funny#i made her to kinda vent my frustrations abt some of my own experiences tbh. good lord the amatonormativity here is suffocating#gw gk mau jodoh!!!! leave me alone!!!!#duck scribbles
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I keep thinking about Sephiroth going to therapy and how incredibly unrealistic it would be for him to get proper help when he was at Shinra. Professor Hojo likely micromanaged every aspect of his medical care with meticulous documentation and using Sephiroth's whole being as research material. No scenario where Sephiroth gets therapy ends well because he was Shinra's property, not his own person.
#1 Any therapy sessions would have been conducted under Hojo's supervision, or worse: Hojo taking on the roll of the therapist himself. Sephiroth wouldn't be able to properly talk about his struggles without it being a) dismissed by Hojo or b) having it used against him.
#2 Even if Genesis and Angeal (or even Sephiroth himself) had managed to arrange therapy outside of Shinra, the company's pervasive, creepy ass control over Midgar would have likely led to monitoring and coercing the therapist for information.
#3 (and what I heavily suspect was the case) Shinra provided a therapist within their roster of doctors for Sephiroth. Hojo may have been disgusting but he wasn't dense, and knew that every type of doctor would benefit his precious creation. BUT these therapy sessions are heavily monitored and tailored to fit Shinra's needs. It could've been another avenue for Hojo to manipulate Sephiroth and have a full view of his mind. Hojo would want full access to every little thing that goes on in Sephiroth's psyche. Writing this out now, I wouldn't be surprised if these "therapy sessions" were something he was forced to do, forced to open up and give up what little privacy he had. Sephiroth was not a person to Shinra. He was a weapon, something less than human. That man had no freedom until his breakdown in Nibelheim.
#more a vent than a theory#shinra is probably creepier than canon lets on tbh#ff7#ffvii#final fantasy 7#sephiroth#final fantasy vii
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after attempting to commission art of boba fett without his helmet, i am forced to consider that a good number of artists, subconsciously or not, cannot accept that temuera morrison has always been hot despite his lack of european features, and honestly this explains a lot about the fucking travesty that is every single clone's face in TCW and TBB
#me: okay here is a reference image of young temuera morrison#the artist‚ without fail: /outputs image of a man with a chiseled jaw‚ narrow nose‚ and prominent cheekbones#me: ...who tf is this#i was literally spending hours trying to edit the images to look more like morrison#rounding out the jaw‚ making the nose bigger‚ completely redrawing the eyebrows etc#and i spent a lot of those hours wondering if this explained why the clones look Like That in TCW and TBB#i think it might be tbh#i feel it's kind of like when an artist has a preconceived notion of a hand#and that makes it much harder for them to draw a hand that actually resembles a hand#artists/animators have a preconceived notion of handsomeness#which includes features like a chiseled jaw and prominent cheekbones‚ etc#so they see temuera morrison. they see that he is hot. so they draw him with those ''hot'' features even though he doesn't have them#it's very frustrating to see‚ esp in some of the most popular SW media of the last decade#boba fett#temuera morrison#bit of a vent post
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Seen a lot of bad takes and misinterpretations of Scar as a character across all major versions of the FMA series, and none betrays a greater failure in grasping his character, his narrative, and the journey he goes through than describing him as a "murderous religious fanatic."
Congratulations! You completely failed to grasp the most rudimentary beats of this character and instead went with a racist caricature instead! Flush your head into a toilet!
#people are so conditioned into anti-west asian and anti-south asian racism that they'll see a religious brown character and immediately#jump into your stock-standard anti-west asian/anti-arab/islamophobic race theory#''he murders people because he believes in the religion of his people'' HOW THE FUCK DID YOU GET TO THAT CONCLUSION#i remember seeing this shit yeaaaaars ago back when 03 was the only fma anime#it was maddening then and although that claim seems less popular now i still came across it recently#fma#fma 03#fmab#(this is a more relevant critique towards 03 fans tbh which is a shock given broho fans' penchant for shit takes)#scar fma#mine#vent
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I probably will need to do Physical Therapy for the rest of my life but at the moment mental health makes that feel SO OVERWHELMING that I wish I could check myself into a magically ethical institution that would only let me eat after I do my Required Physical Therapy because I just can't self-motivate to even cook food and EAT half the time. Adding excersize to that sounds IMPOSSIBLE rn. I wish I could just exist in a tiny quiet room with no worries about rent or food money for a while, and hope I can process everything and catch up with the world around me. I'll get through it but I'm still gonna process my brain thoughts with weird little doodles!
#chronic pain#pttd#vent#to me this is like an escapist form of medical whump#medical whump#oh to be a silly little man in a quiet soft room for a few months to try and cope with the suffering that is EXISTING sometimes#I get mid to high numbers on the beighton test but idk if its EDS ZEBRA tier high tbh. Maybe more mild hypermobility issues#oc#my art#doodle
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be as you’ve always been (lover, be good to me)
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#fanart#digital#deidrawing#do not be misled i drew this nearly 4 years ago in ibis paint LMAO!!!#not really into jjk anymore idk what happens once culling game arc starts and i don't really care <3 just thought id post this after leavin#it sitting in my phone's camera roll since december 2020. i still care him tbh. from what i heard of the ending i wish he was given more#i think this was kinda a vent piece at the time. things are better now <3 i also just really liked megumi
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