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Those of you who follow me know that one of my kins is Bakugo...
Which is why suprisingly, when I first watched the first few episodes of MHA back in 2016. I wasn't sure how to feel about Katsuki Bakugo at first. To be honest... Til episode 8 that is...
When I first saw Bakugo, I thought "okay, another bully to the MC trope thing.. yeah yeah whatever..." But then this happened... This scene right here was the moment I realized, Bakugo's character was a lot more complex than I first thought...
In this scene at first glance, it seems like he's being a dick to Deku like usual. Which granted, is true for the most part... However, this is when I realized this is deeper. This scene I believe is when Bakugo's inferiority complex started to show. You can see him trembling, being hard on himself subtly, getting defensive, and even crying. It was clear at this moment to me that Bakugo had a lot complexities to him than just the typical bully character, and that they were doing something different this time.
#bnha#mha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#bkdk#bakudeku#bakugo#deku#katsuki bakugo#bakugo kin#dynachan#dyna speaks#dyna analysis#bakugo analysis#dyna posts#dyna info dumps#dyna rambles#i dunno maybe im just yapping#who knows#this was how i felt at least#im not defending bakugos actions btw#i think its interesting that there was more to him thats all
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#gojo satoru#megumi fushiguro#jjk art#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#pulled another allnighter fr Angst's sake cries i havent slept.......but i couldnt help myself i was out all DAY i hadnt drawn all DAY#do u know what that does to a mf i felt all antsy and Wrong#so i cracked an energy drink i think i may have a problem honestly but hey at least u get ur daily dose of megumi angst#remember how i said i considered including gojo in the yuuji/tsumiki/megu squared train piece#well this is me making up fr Not including him there#i ws right his and megumi's relationship deserves its own homage smile :)#anyway @ anon who wanted a gojo/megumi hug.....ik it's not exactly a hug but you can forgive me im sure <3#dare i say it's better than hugs jeremy.....#honestly fr all my gripes w gojo i Did get kind of emo abt this?? but i feel like. the majority of my emotions r on megumi's behalf#also might have been the mukashi mukashi no kyou no boku on repeat that'll also do it#seriously debated putting translated lyrics as the caption but it feels like a copout doing 2 lyric-captions in a row#also i do have some shame. miku lyrics r a bit.#anyway art notes uhhhhh finally got gojo's hair to not look Yuuji#who knew the trick was to make it longer smh maybe sleep deprivation n 10 hours of staring at a screen Does make simple problems hard#oh file name 'proud of you' btw
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Edwin after the confession is a menace
Bonus Charles being normal about it:

#payneland#edwin x charles#dead boy detectives#dbda#give a man a warning Edwin smh#what is he doing anyway? is it on purpose? he just can't help himself now thta he accepted his feelings? he just likes saying it?#not even he know methinks#honestly charles should hear how loved he is often#i think edwin would agree#also I think it would be funny if they had to deal with a specific kind of creature at least once a year#i picked the church grim because there truly are a lot of stories about them#and it felt fitting
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Some photos I took in Parisian second-hand bookshops this week.
#i bought five hundred books#or at least that's how it felt as i was hauling my suitcase up and down stairs in the métro#i liked how in one bookshop the shelves in the history section were labelled 'Pre-Revolution - Revolution - Post-Revolution'#bringing back the revolutionary calendar but discreetly.
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got my ribs tattooed today and i cannot stress enough please do not get them if you value your life
#ramble#i did it for like. research purposes bc i have a sternum and a rib in my books#i wanted to know what it felt like#the answer was Bad#idk if it’s 9/10 tap out pain like everyone says but it’s REAL BAD!!!!!#this isn’t even a ‘DON’T do it wink wink’ DO NOT DO IT#it was a 2 hour session and i nearly threw up twice and that’s NEVER happened to me before#at least now i know how much i need to take care of my rib clients i’m so sorry for doing that to you
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your favourite arach-narchists 🕷️
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#tried to draw this like how miles would in his sketchbook#god i love this movie to death#i preordered the artbook#you should too#i havent felt this rabid over a piece of media in YEARS#did i cry? yes#after the past couple of years for creatives this movie was like a warm hug and a nudge in the right direction#spiderverse team you are my everything#i think im done with my fanart spree though#at least until i rewatch spiderverse this weekend#spiderman#spiderman across the spiderverse#spiderverse#miles morales#hobie brown#gwen stacy#spidergwen#stillindigo art
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so much happened in this whole episode but i’m still on fig infiltrating ruben’s dream, making it look like the place where his friend was murdered, and then disguising herself as kipperlilly & repeatedly saying different variants of “somebody needs to take the fall for this, and it’s not going to be me. it’s going to be you.” while adaine as the elven oracle shows up next to her. can you imagine waking up from that, the idea of a horrible truth being pinned on you by your friend to save her own skin while the personification of fate and destiny stands there, almost as a promise that this is GOING to happen to you. we don’t even know if this kid is guilty. my god.
#fantasy high#dimension 20#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fantasy high junior year#fig faeth#ruben hopclap#lucy frostblade#the rat grinders#adaine abernant#kipperlilly copperkettle#watching fig terrorize him like girl!!! we don’t even know if he’s guilty!!!!#this might just be for me but i do not think 5 teenagers willingly brutally killed their friend idk#like there just has to be some other element to it and i am very scared to find out what that was#what if they were put in a position where they felt there was/there was no other choice… like oh my god#my comedy brain is having fun but my ‘this is a teenager’ brain is in such deep distress all the time this season#the rat grinders i trust brennan to not make u cartoonishly evil so i am holding u as gently as i can in my confused shaky hands#also with the devil’s nectar i’ve been wondering why they all seem so well-adjusted & now i’m curious if they’ve been intentionally-#changing their memories in a way so that either the trauma is lesser or they think they aren’t guilty. idk#but it seems like from how gertie was talking she was making it more recently so the well adjustedness from early jy doesn’t quite add up#they could have another source maybe??? idk i’m just low stakes 4 a.m. spitballing here#there’s also the strong possibility that they’re aware of what happened but they weren’t the ones who killed lucy. idk who knows#the way you could probably devil’s nectar yourself into believing it wasn’t your fault someone died… CRAZY IMPLICATIONS!!! CRAZY IDEA!!!#anyways the bad kids & the rat grinders don’t ever have to like each other but i do wonder if at least some of those kids deserve a chance
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so, um. that spoke uu episode, huh.
#☆ my art .#☆ unstable universe .#it was extremely fun#i love the way spoke's character is developing#the underlying question of who are you that seems to always be around his character#who is he? is he a hero? is he anything at all?#it seems like he keeps trying to look for a place for himself ever since jamato left#like he keeps trying to find a purpose. probably why he latched on to get rid of the exploits in the first place#partly ofc#but that's probably why he was so adamant of climbing the ranks in the mafia#it gave him a purpose and a place he wanted to fit in#somewhere he felt he could belong i guess#yapping again. um#spokeishere#mapicc#planetlord#imajesticrose#ashswag#i restarted the lineart on this one at least 5 times i thought i wouldn't finish it at all#still not a fan of how it turned out but i dont feel like fixing it#whatever
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HYUNJIN | ODDINARY TRAILER
#hwang hyunjin#hyunjin#bystay#createskz#a9gifs#staydaily#skzco#stray kids#flashing tw#*gif#*ccarly#*hyunjin#*carly:hyunjin#idk what inspired me to gif this again in the year our lord 2024. but i felt like it. so#this is at least the third time i've giffed this LKJSDFLKSJLDF#mainly just wanted to see how my coloring abilities improved#i remember previously wanting to claw my face off coloring these but this time i had fun yay#i think i like my coloring best on these of the three times too yay (2)
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From the lovely minds of @babyblankyerror and @aroace-get-out-of-my-face I bring you ford hating a puppet more then Bill lol
Ford hate room requested in this
#science time with dr pine#ford pines#gravity falls#oh my god as soon as I woke up today I knew I had to draw this#I swear both of you are my muses lol#and love how much ford hate this puppet#because I feel like we’ll hate something for no real reason#or at least#a practical one lol#like I hate the movie cloverfield with a PASSION#if I watched again would I hate it as much maybe#but damn if that movie doesn’t make feel some kinda rage#anyway this getting long enough#also this super rushed but I still felt like I wanted to draw it before motivation left me#hope y’all have a good day :)
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Hey uh. Am I misinterpreting something or have you been implying that the entire changeling situation sucks for more reasons than “bad things happen if the changeling gets caught”. Like am I misinterpreting something or are you saying it’s directly terrible, at least the process, for the godkid???
Fifth Consequence of becoming a Fairy: Alterations of the Soul.
The child's body undergoes Physical Changes to become a fairy, but they also undergo a metaphysical change as well. The soul must be adjusted, shaped, broken and remade. These changes allows the child to accept magic into their body, and handle any disruptions in time or perception.
Their soul is transformed into their proper Fairy's Crown, and the child would have officially become a True Pixie! Yippiiiie!!
Thankfully, this part of the process is painless! Or, well, more like Timmy fell unconscious during it. Though Timmy says he sometimes feels strange moments of loss. Like an essential part of himself has been ripped away from where it should be.
Bitties Series: [Start] > [Previous] > [Next]
#fairly oddparents#fop#fop a new wish#fop timmy turner#fop timmy#timmy turner#<- ask to tag#asks#itty bitties fop au#haha timmy feels soul dysphoria#hes never felt uncomfortable being in a fairy's body. but his soul??#oughhh. its difffferent. its weiiird. thats now how it should feel like. it should be in his chest or something. not detached from him!#having it as a hat sorta makes it better. at least he can feel it on his head and not just. floating around above him.#if you guys have watched madoka magica this is a bit like that.#haha#fun fact my name is pronounced 2 different ways#its either pronounced exactly like kyubey or as cubby#as in like. “cube-bay” or “cub-bee”#i love shooting characters with da Trans Experience Beam
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#I used deluxe versions and the tv albums when available#and based it on their Spotify stats#some of these surprised me#I had to double check 1989 because I was so surprised it was I Know Places#and inthaf and Robin are two of my favorites although they didn’t surprise me as much#I felt a little weird including Ronan but it is the least streamed#understandably - it’s a beautiful tribute but I rarely listen to it because of how heartbreaking it is#I’m sure most people are the same way#poll#taylor swift polls
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"We get it, we get it! Tim Burton did not direct The Nightmare Before Christmas! Shut up about it! It's so annoying!"
I hope it's as annoying as the 30+ years Henry Selick spent where he heard the vast majority calling the film he directed for 3+ years a "Tim Burton movie". I hope it's as annoying as the times he had to listen to people thanking Burton for Nightmare and calling him a "genius" for it. I hope it's as annoying as Disney was when they slapped Tim Burton's name in the title only 3 weeks before the movie came out to market it. I hope it's as annoying as Henry Selick watching people call Coraline a "Tim Burton movie" because they heard it was from the same director as The Nightmare Before Christmas.
I hope it's that annoying.
#henry selick#tim burton#disney#christmas#halloween#the nightmare before christmas#tnbc#nightmare before christmas#for the record: there is nothing wrong tagging tim burton in your posts about nightmare#they're his characters and story after all#but if youre going to sweat about doing it then AT LEAST tag henry selick too#i never want to speak for henry but just imagine how he felt for 3 decades about this#and now that he's getting the proper crediting and correction it's suddenly 'annoying'#and not when ppl didnt bother looking at the movies credits and trusting a 3 second google search#vent#i guess?
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The thing that bugs me most about Caitlyn's arc is how obviously she was forced into the position Jayce had been set up to fill.
Jayce was the de facto head of the council that Sheriff Marcus (keep that in mind) reported directly to for city security.
He was the Golden Boy, Man of Progress, beloved by everyone in Piltover for the invention of Hextech! Charismatic! Handsome!
They didn't NEED martial law. After Jayce emerged unscathed from the terrorist attack, most of the council dead, Piltover would have been falling over itself to give him sole authority regardless of him wanting to quit the council right before the attack.
And Jayce should have been beside himself with rage! Jinx turned his invention, his dream, into a weapon that nearly killed him and the two people he loves most! Mel and Viktor, at the same time! She ruined his peace deal! (And killed Silco, but for some reason Cait and Vi never tell anyone about that)
But nope. He's just sad, and tries to talk Caitlyn down from wanting to kill Jinx.... Like wtf!! Where did his passion go?? His recklessness? Caitlyn got it all.
Let's say he's still reeling after killing the kid in his shimmer raid and fearing the consequences of violent intervention. Fine. But then there is the attack at the memorial. Now it's bigger than Jinx, and his entire city is threatened.
Picture the end of episode 1, with the council gathering in the basement after the memorial attack and it is JAYCE marching in to announce the strike team, with Caitlyn and Vi beside him, with their shiny Hextech weapons.
They didn't need to give Caitlyn political power. She could have become Sheriff under Jayce! She would have had nearly the EXACT same scenes. She doesn't get a single moment where she acts like a political leader in Act 2 anyway!
We never see her do anything the sheriff wouldn't do, which tells me this was a late change to cram all the remaining story into one season, to every character's detriment. If Caitlyn had just been following Jayce's orders until running into Vi, her flip would not have felt so jarring.
She loves Jayce as an older brother, she's grieving her mother, she and Jayce could have BOTH been manipulated by Ambessa. Let Caitlyn be at the forefront of all the awful shit she's ORDERED to do, instead of ordering it HERSELF.
By giving her ultimate authority instead, the few clipped scenes of her redemption, her "I know" and letting Jinx go free are nowhere near enough to get the audience back on her side. As evidenced by how many people hated her arc this season.
#jayce talis#caitlyn kirraman#arcane critical#jinx arcane#jayce and cait were done so dirty#EVERY character was#and the longer i think about it the more i see the bones of the story they probably planned to tell and i get MADDER#and yea it would have made people hate jayce who i adore#but at least he would have felt like s1 jayce#you can kinda see how jayce would deserve to rot in a ditch if he did play dictator but he DOESNT#his only morally dubious action in s2 is reviving viktor with the hexcore (which no one blames him for) and making Cait's sniper rifle#and he makes Cait a NEW sniper rifle after climbing out of the ditch anyway!!#arcane#arcane season 2
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Ok but what makes Connor my personal fave and so interesting to me is the knowledge that, damn, that missing sense of identity is so gonna come down crashing on him now that he is a deviant and can’t suppress the sense of dread that comes with not knowing who you really are and what you stand for.
Because what do you mean the first thing he does as a deviant is to assign himself a new mission, which is as over the top as it gets? I know he is very driven in general, but invading the Cyberlife Tower all by himself a few hours after becoming a person with a free will? Even as Markus himself (you know, the guy who started a revolution, broke into the news tower, etc.) tells him that his mission is a suicide! That screams „I need a goal so extreme that I forget that I haven’t found my place yet, and I also HAVE to prove my worth the only way I know.“
Whereas Markus was encouraged (to an extent) to be more independent, Connor was conditioned to be as dependant as possible. He sees himself solely through Amanda's eyes and measures his own worth by how happy she is with his actions for a big part of the game. I believe that his relationship with Hank is also based on this - he kinda replaces one person he strives to please with the next, because the new person is more accepting of his personal ethics and doesn’t threaten to kill him all the time (well, as long as Connor's ethics align with Hank's, that is, but they generally do in the deviant route). I'm not saying this because I blame Hank or want to question the sincerity of their relationship, I mostly blame it on Connor not knowing who he is and how not to define himself through other people's approval of his actions.
And then, he meets Markus who wants the very same thing Connor wants (in the deviant route, that is), and if Markus as much as chooses to trust him instead of executing him there and then, Connor basically puts everything at stake to show just how useful he is, instead of calming down for a moment and reflecting on who he is as a person. He knows he has fucked up, he feels guilty, and the only way he believes this can be fixed is by marching into the tower and awakening tens of thousands of androids at once. You see, Markus has accepted him and his apology already, but in Connor's books, apologising and being forgiven isn’t enough, because that is the point of being forgiven if he can’t deliver? He identifies himself through his actions, a forgiveness that is granted to him as a person because he has shown regret, and not as a result of something he has done for the other, is simply not enough.
Because who is Connor if you take away the acts of service from him? Who is he if he can’t impress someone, get someone's approval, if he doesn’t get told he did well? I don’t think he knows the answer just yet. He doesn’t see himself, the closest thing to an identity he has is seeing his actions reflected back to him by the people he wants to impress.
And you kinda know that the moment he doesn’t have a task, he’s gonna end up in a black hole because he’d be left feeling absolutely empty.
And I think that’s soooo interesting to think about and to explore…
The game ends, but Connor’s journey has just started.
Yeah.
#dbh#detroit become human#dbh connor#my meta#that’s at least how i see him rn#opinions can change but that’s what im getting from him so far#for connor i really imagine that he would struggle with his deviancy a lot#because when you are a person and not just a machine#you kinda feel responsible to figure out who you are and it’s really tormenting not to know it#tbh maybe im stating the obvious lmao but i felt like rambling today#my ramblings
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honestly i just think I will fundamentally never understand the very common (and sometimes posited as universal which i don’t love) sentiment among aromantic people/communities that like. oh one part of aromanticism is Not Understanding Or Caring About Or Getting The Point Of the line between friendship and romance, the distinction of different types of relationship. because for me as an aromantic person that line and distinction is actually Extremely important and clear and it feels… weird and bad to consistently see it posited as this like. Prominent Aro Thing to not understand/care about that.
ACTIONS will never inherently be allotted to one type of relationship or another, and the only feeling that is inherently romantic is romantic attraction/love, but the like. labeling itself of relationships and feelings and actions based on the person or people involved… idk. THAT is very important to me. it is Very Important to me that it’s extremely clear that none of my relationships or actions or feelings are or ever will be romantic and it’s important to me that those labels are seen and respected. it’s important to me in my personal life, and it’s reflectively important to me in the stories i tell and the ones i interact with.
idk. people are obviously welcome to the sentiment and i dont begrudge them having it and maybe im misunderstanding what this means when people say it. but it does make me feel a little anxious and once again the odd guy out in my own community to constantly be seeing this posited as like. An Inherently Aromantic Quality to not understand the difference between types of relationship or the point in differentiating. it will always be critically important to me that romance has and will have no place in my life or relationships. once i learned it was possible not to feel romantic feelings or attraction - and i accepted that it was true for me - everything became very clear to me at that point. ‘how do you Know’ i just know. I Just Know. and that matters to me.
#gav gab#aromantic#im just thinking out loud bc i saw someone say this again#was perusing the notes of one of those aros 🤝 poly people posts#(which i usually agree with btw at least more than i dont)#and someone in the notes was like oh it’s cause neither of us understand drawing lines between romance and friendship#and it felt like a kick in the teeth lmao like#no actually my lines between romance and friendship are#extremely fucking strong and Very important to me#and it’s not like people mean this#I Know it’s not what they mean#but it feels to me like people are trying to force romance into my life Somehow#even in the form of like. Fuck Labels Ambiguity#which is not intent it is fair to ascribe to anyone else#especially other aros#but is EMOTIONALLY how it FEELS to me#as an aro who is profoundly romance repulsed and cares very much#for the right to label my relationships and feelings#and depict relationships and feelings in my creative work#as being completely and definitively Not Romantic At All Ever No Wiggle Room No Ambiguity#aro blogging
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