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#arlecchino#genshin impact#my art#this was fun to do tbh#listened to markipliers podcast while drawing this and didnt even realize time passed by#alkaline by sleep token is so arlecchino coded
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Hello! I'm sorry if this is a weird ask, feel free to ignore if you want, but I would like to know how would you think the Sakamaki's would react to Laito strutting in high heels?
(also can I go as â¤ď¸âđĽ anon? It's a burning heart if you can't see)
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Iâm still in bed as Iâm typing prolly the first half of this out (just woke up) but this honestly was an interesting ask (congrats, you are now nixxioâs â¤ď¸âđĽ anon, you shall suffer like the rest of the anons here//j)
Small little tw I suppose >>> There's a brief mention of homophobia and transphobia in this ask, but nothing detailed or explicit to be known- So just keep it in mind
sorta of a long post below >>>>
OKAYYYYY- I wanna first talk about how Laito got himself into the whole act of strutting.
Kou. That's it, end of ask
No but I feel like with all the clubbing and whatnot, that's how Laito possibly could've found his brief interest in such a thing. Also convinced this man has been to drag shows as well, so that just adds more fuel to the fire. As for where he got the heels...Does it REALLY need to be said with how he does get around with women on a daily?
He doesn't even slip or anything when first walking in heels, he treats it as nothing- A walk in the park simply. Laito prolly has worn high heels to school before and simply nobody took it in (Just to be cunty I guess????)
okay now time for reactions amongst the rest of the Sakamakis
Ayato >>> Finds it the funniest shit alive actually
I don't know, he doesn't find it as it being a trans interest from his triplet, but a simple act of comedy that gets on the rest of the households nerves.
I can probably count up to 6+ times where Ayato purposely tries tripping Laito up//down the stairs WHILE he is in heels, it's priceless.
He sorta wants to try strutting himself in heels just to see how it is.
Ayato sprained his ankle within the first ten minutes of being in the heels (It's not for everyone)
Ayato also uses Laito's ability to strut in heels for his own media uses, he'll take videos just to post them and gain attention (taking all the credit in fact of putting his triplet in heels)
He seems pretty cool with it, finds it entertaining every time w//Laito, but he also enjoys it because it's something Laito does for Ayato to get him in a better mood at times, despite it being...Silly. He doesn't judge his brother for wearing heels other than jokingly calling him a queer or a drag, doesn't care what Laito does either way
Kanato >>> Hates it
He has no interest whatsoever in the art of strutting, ESPECIALLY when it's coming from his perverted brother.
Kanato in fact finds the noise of heels against the floor annoying, whether it's a spike or flat platform. Sure, he's into the doll aesthetic of clothing with the cute heels and stuff, but least they don't CLICK CLACK CLICK CLICK CLA- (i'm shutting up)
Not to mention how Laito is already taller than Kanato, the heels just add more which Kanato takes STRONG offense to as seeing it as a way to taunt Kanato for being 5'5
Laito has offered Kanato try the many pairs of heels he owns (stole) but Kanato wants NOTHING whatsoever to do with them
Shu >>> Ehhhhhh?
He doesn't really care what Laito does, or any of his siblings overall. He barely keeps his eyes open, so why would Laito strutting be entertaining?
I guess the times he is awake and it happened to be when Laito is in heels, he'll take a moment or so to watch him, but that's really it.
You guys know the fucking drama cd where everyone is drunk to FUCK except Subaru (I have a yt link to the Vampire Juice cd if anyone is curious) And how Shu is just a laughing hysteric mess drunk?
Yeah, drunk Shu + strutting Laito = Pure madness
It's like a literal circus, Shu looses his voice drunk with a flushed face seeing Laito and heels, and it gets better when Ayato trips him and stuff too.
Reiji >>> "You're only tarnishing the Sakamaki name"
Doesn't appreciate this side of Laito, thinking him wearing any form of female clothing is disgusting nonetheless (Hi I'm one of those DL blogs who is convinced Reiji Sakamaki is homphobic and wants nothing to do with queers, trans people, etc...)
Has probably yelled at Laito wayyy too many times for him to not walk in heels around the mansion, as the noise disturbs the peace. Reiji also has a thing for finding markings on the floor from when Ayato attempted to try sturtting and tripped and scratched the wooden material//other material of the floor up (Which now he has to get rid of all over the place)
When it comes to wearing heels out in public, Reiji doesn't care, just as long as he isn't in the presence of Laito himself. As they enter the limo to get to school, and Laito comes in wearing the heels, you can hear Reiji heavily sigh and rub his face under his glasses.
Subaru >>> Fucking fed up
If Subaru hears "She's a super queen (duper queen) She's droppin', she's flippin', she's winnin'" ONE more time, he is blowing the mansion up.
He has nothing against drag queens and stuff (Because he doesn't seriously care about them) But the music makes him want to fucking kill himself
When Laito strunts, Subaru is his target to tease and bother the most.
And don't get Subaru started with the heel noises too, he hates them MORE than Kanato.
Subaru was resting in his coffin one time only to hear those fucking heels pranching and struttig on the LID of the coffin. (He sent Laito flying when he opened it with full force)
When he hears just one click clack from the heels, Subaru knows it's over for him and his patiences, right out the damn window. He gets headaches rather easily, and Laito strutting DOESN'T help them.
#this was fun to do tbh#LMAO#this is silly#nixxio ask#â¤ď¸âđĽ anon#laito sakamaki#sakamaki laito#ayato sakamaki#sakamaki ayato#kanato sakamaki#sakamaki kanato#shu sakamaki#sakamaki shu#reiji sakamaki#sakamaki reiji#subaru sakamaki#sakamaki subaru#diabolik lovers#diahell#diaboys#dialovers#nixxio headcanons#diabolik lovers headcanons#nixxio text#sakamaki brothers#kou mukami#mukami kou
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Blue hydrangea
#blue flowers#light blue#pastel blue#pastel#my art#flower aesthetic#flowercore#cottagecore#doodle#my artwork#heeheeeee#this was fun to do tbh#refrenced from a image i saw on pinterest !!!#<3#blue hydrangea#hydrangea#blue#i rly need to learn how to orginize my tags ehe
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"I had choice paralysis :(" is a KILLER line.
He's such a comedic powerhouse, I'm glad more people are getting exposed to him :'D
#smosh#smosh pit#tntl#shayne topp#zac oyama#tommy bowe#try not to laugh#dropout#smosh tntl 149 for anyone looking for the full video! since this took off :)#okay this broke containment noticeably so some additional context for anyone wondering#guy in trench is zac oyama. extremely funny comedian. he's on a streaming service called dropout. I advise looking up 'Make Some Noise' on#yt and watching the full episodes/compilations available for free there#He is in a youtube video with Smosh cast in an improv format they do called 'Try Not To Laugh'. Smosh cast folks are also very funny- a good#proportion of them at this point are also prifessional comedians. There are other Try Not To Laugh videos. a LOT of them. they can be#hit or miss but a lot of them are quite good (blind pairs or the musical episodes are all pretty good)#Smosh has multiple channels- this one is called Smosh Pit ajd also has other stuff they do. Challenge Pit is also quite funny. there is also#smosh games channel. smosh cast channel. and the main smosh channel#tbh i recommend looking up compilations of cast members to figure out what content you might find compelling but they make a pretty broad#spread of stuff at this point so odds are decent youll find something funny. esp if you already watch dropout :)#ok infodump over. glad ppl are having fun with this lol
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life of regret
#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford#gravity falls#my art#no way . i had all of these tags written out on mobile ab stanford and fiddleford post fallout and it CRASHEDDDD#THEYRE GONEEEWW (slipping thru my fingers like sand)#whag freaking ever . i was just talking about how i always forget theres a pocket of time between their split and fords disappearance#and how crazy it is that i had no idea fidds used the gun on ford until last month#it just unlocked smt in my brain thats all.đ and then i said i was smashing my head w a rock. maybe even 20â¤ď¸#tbh i was neutral on fidds back then but i rly rly like him now T_T .. power of other fidd enjoyers lifting me up#i had a lot of fun coloring this one but i didnt know what exactly i wanted to do w it . i had fidds and the gun all finished#but i was like uhhh.. >added the wrapped light#and then i added a whole bunch of scribbled soc of the blind eye symbols but it was waay too crowded/busy#i wish i couldve found a way to keep themđ§ u know when HAHAHAHAH u know those ugly like#math prints of just random equations . thats what it started looking like n i had 2 tap out#editing 2 say i posted this and i had that panic NOOO WAIT ITS JOT FINISHED but I Will be Okay.<say it w me#if i spend too much time on it ill just overwork it and then never share so -__-
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SCIENCE BEGETS TRUTHâ¨
#ace attorney#my art#ema skye#the text behind her also says 'SCIENCE BEGETS TRUTH#and she's holding two micro pipettes haha#I really liked doing this one tbh... it's fun silly ace attorney stuff but behind it is a message I truly believe in too!!!#I used to work in a lab. I thought I wanna gunna be a scientist#I'm an artist now though (as you can see haha). I hope AU scientist me is out there living her best life!#this art is a love letter from me to ace attorney and to science!!!!#thank you everyone on patreon for voting for me to draw ema skye
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always good to keep a screamhole handy
#danny phantom#danny fenton#college au#ember mclain#this one was a struggle to finish tbh#but the thinking around it is how ghosts handle stress#like#hmm#bc of the way they operate ghosts donât have human emotional regulation#there is no shoving feelings down#they gotta go OUT#ghost fights and having fun in the ghost zone is usually enough#but in times of big stress sometimes heâs just gotta scream/wail it out#easier to just destress the ghost way yanno#less work#quicker recovery#also in this#displays of power arenât inherently aggressive but they do affect how much respect you get#heâs just screaming into a mostly uninhabited void#but heâs the ghost king and he wasnât really thinking#so just like#ghost nukes tf out of this little area#no harm no foul tho
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Is this my best comic ever?? Nope. Do I think I characterized either of these two particularly well in this comic?? Not really. Did I spend an unreasonable amount of time on it to the point that it would be a waste to not post it?? Yes, yes I did.
I really committed to this one, spent a lot of time on those backgrounds and treated myself to ample suffering with the perspective, which is not my strong suit but I am happy with how it ultimately looks. Yay perspective and background practice!!
(Tbh I shouldn't talk like I think this one sucks, I think I've just been staring at it for so long that my brain has decided it's not good and it's actually way better than I think it is, and honestly I am quite happy with it. The artistic process really is something, isn't it?)
The inspiration was basically me reminding... myself... to take breaks sometimes... by drawing for several hour stints during my only little bits of free time. Which totally tracks. Probably. But I've been rolling around in my brain this idea that Lambert is a very uptight people pleaser and anxious workaholic, but Narinder, at least since adjusting himself to the circumstances (which probably took at least a century, maybe two) has discovered the joys of self care, and has made an active effort to chill tf out. This has not made him any less terrifying to the cultists (save for Lambert's closest disciples), nor has it made him friendlier to really anyone but Lambert (and maybe his siblings), but he sure has found some serious peace of mind. That said, I can't place what his motivations are here. Perhaps he is secretly concerned about Lambert's sanity, because he doesn't want them to turn into what he was, or maybe he's just trying to steal away some quality time with his one and only friend, but regardless of the reason, I spent too much time on this for nobody to see it, dang it.
That said. Enjoy this silly little comic that I spent way too much time on, and I hope this silly comic brings you some joy today.
#cult of the lamb#cult of the lamb fanart#cotl#cotl fanart#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#cotl narilamb#narilamb#(like honestly narilamb is a qpr to me specifically and i intend this as such but this can easily be read as romantic as well tbh)#also we get some bonus jalala and rinor in this one!! and some bonus... implied leshycat. technically#not gonna tag those individually cuz there's just like. not enough of it for me to feel like those tags have any meaning#but they're here as a bonus. also jalala and rinor are fun to draw maybe i should make a mini comic just about them sometime#rambles aside pls enjoy this ridiculous comic that i spent an unreasonable amount of time on it was a joy to work on#and even tho its not my best comic ever i do love how it turned out it was such a good time
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friendship is magic
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#zeno's art#my little pony#my litte pony friendship is magic#mlp#mlp fim#twilight sparkle#rainbow dash#fluttershy#pinkie pie#applejack#rarity#this was a fun redesign practice#tried to be diverse with body type and species as the og show is pretty limited (i understand why tho)#my personal favorites are rainbow dash and rarity#and twilight. i cooked tbh#i feel like a lot of redesigns just add accessories which is fine but i really wanted to change a lot#some more than others#also dashie is a half zebra and pegasus and fluttershy is half pegasus half those little bug ponies that showed up in one ep#pinkie is a sheep#i might do equestria girl designs and slash or some background pony redesigns#idk#enough ramble
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heâs so gorgious
speedran this trend on twitter dot com ^.^ I love turning middle aged men into cutie pies
#mxmarsart#I wouldâve tried some fun perspective but the tunnel vision was too strong#I just had to get it done and I had to get it done NOW#I never realize how much I love drawing impulsesv until I donât for a day and then do again and Iâm like#oh my gosh Iâve missed this#impulsesv#impulsesv fanart#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#life series#life series smp#life series fanart#could be either tbh ^_^#hermitblr#trafficblr
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clumsy!reader is still bad at yoga and yoga instructor!rafe wants to keep her all to himself...
18+ mdni!
c/w: rafe being touchy & blatantly flirting w her, him getting jealous, slightly suggestive, reader being oblivious
wc: 1.9k
idk if anyone missed him but he's back & better than ever !! (after a small vacation that ended up being almost 3 months :D)
some parts are more or less inspired by this, this, this & this ask
part 1
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Rafe is in the midst of helping someone fix their posture when he hears the gates of heaven opening in the form of a melodious giggle chiming from the back of the room. He lifts his head in order to detect the source of such a vibrant sound; noticing that his favorite client is currently directing her attention towards some guy next to her. Â
The joyful expression sheâs sporting makes a scowl paint over his features. Why is this random man making her laugh like that? Â
âYeah, you got it. Just keep workinâ on it though,â he quickly dismisses the person he was helping before stomping over to find her practically lying on the floor with the guyâs hands on her calf, along with his mat pulled far too close to hers for Rafeâs liking. Â Â
âI think you should bend it more here, right? Iâm honestly not too sure,â the guy chuckles as he tries to figure out what sheâs doing wrong. Â
âNo cause I have no idea how everyone else makes it seem so easy. Itâs so hard to get it right, I feel so stupid half the time,â she complains with a huff, not even noticing Rafe looming within earshot. Â
âSeriously, I thought this was a beginnerâs class but it feels like some of these poses are meant for like literal pros,â he continues with a shake of his head.Â
âI know, right?â another peal of laughter bubbles from her throat as she shifts into a seated position, giving up altogether. Â
âEverything alright?â Rafe doesnât mean for his tone to come out so clipped but thereâs something in the way the guyâs touching her so freely that makes his hands curl into fists.Â
He keeps reminding himself over and over again that this is a client, which means that he canât just smash his face inâ no matter how severely his fingers are itching for it right about now. Â
âOh, I was just trying to help her with this,â the guy explains in tandem with her head turning to look at Rafe. She seems startled. Â
âWell, why donât you focus on your own form for a change? I mean, sâkinda my job to help her, yeah?â he scoffs, making the guy halt his movements in a state of surprise before he's lifting his hands up in apology. Â
âDamn, sorry dude,â he mutters out from under his breath while Rafe merely glares at him with the words stay professional bouncing around his skull. Â
A tense silence follows, making her grow quiet while she takes slow sips from her water bottle as a distraction; wondering why he seems so bothered to see her talking to someone else. Â
However, when he finally turns his attention towards her, she shrugs it off as him merely having a bad day because it seems like the only logical explanation to her. Because at the end of the day, him being jealous makes as much sense to her as her math homework in high school.
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Rafe is convinced that the universe is purposefully trying to poke and prod at his limits, giving his carefully curated facade opportunities to crackâ allowing for the borderline psychotic aspects of his personality to breathe through the crevices. Because only a week later, Rafe sees her entering the gym with another guy she seems to be awfully friendly with.Â
âThatâs crazy, I donât even wanna know what Kie said to that,â she rolls her eyes jokingly while heâs showing her something on his phone. Â
âYeeeah, guess you could say she wasnât the biggest fan,â he laughs in a carefree manner, raking a hand through his disheveled, sand-colored hair. Â
âFor some reason Iâm not surprised,â she mutters out before she notices Rafe standing in the hallway leading to the yoga class. âOh, gotta go so Iâm not late. See you after?âÂ
âYeah, Iâll be here. Think Pope said heâs gonna join me for leg day, so weâll see if Iâm still standing when you get back. But you have fun,â he offers her a wave before walking away towards the locker rooms.Â
And at last, her warm eyes meet Rafeâs. âHi,â her voice is soft, nearly shy; a stark contrast to her demeanor only a few seconds ago. Â
âHey,â he greets her in a casual manner, although his mind is somewhere else entirely. âSo, that your boyfriend or?â he tries to approach the subject with nonchalance because itâs not necessarily any of his business. Â
Heâs not even sure why heâs askingâ keeps telling himself that heâs just curious and tries to appear friendly by making small talk. After all, some clients have given him feedback on his apparently intimidating aura, claiming they donât always have the courage to ask for his help because they get anxious heâll judge them. Therefore, it's something heâs been trying to work on. Â
âWhat? Oh, JJ? No, heâs just a friend. He goes to the gym here, so I usually just tag along with him. Free ride, right?â she answers with a lighthearted tone. Â
âRight. Yeah,â he scratches at the back of his neck, contemplating whether or not to ask the next question since he doesnât want to overstep any boundaries. However, thereâs something deep in his stomach that grumbles at the prospect of her being in a relationship, makes him feel nearly insane and ultimately, makes the decision for him.Â
âYou, uh, you got one?â Â
âWhat?â she asks, features coated in confusion.Â
âA boyfriend, I mean,â his gaze is unwavering, eager. Â
âOh, umâ no, I donât. Why?â her puzzled eyes flit over the lines of his countenance, seemingly trying to grasp onto his motives.Â
âJust, uhâŚwondering. I mean, heâd be kind of a dick if heâs not drivinâ you here himself,â he shrugs, a strange sort of relief making his shoulders feather-light when she lets out an airy giggle in response. Â
âYeah, honestly sometimes wish I had one just so he could drive me around and stuff,â she jokes while they begin to pad over to the class.Â
âYou donât have your license yet?â he raises his brows in surprise. Â
âNo, I do. I just donât really like driving. I donât know why but itâs so stressful to me. Usually try to avoid it as much as I can,â she elaborates while gathering her hair away from her face and securing the strands into a ponytail.  Â
âOh yeah? Well, if you ever need a ride home just let me know, alright?â he says, fighting the urge to tuck a loose tendril that has managed to escape the restraints of her hair tie back behind her ear. Â
âReally? Thatâs so sweet of you! But, um, wouldnât wanna be a bother,â the hesitation is present in her voice. Â
âNah, couldnât bother me if you tried,â he promises, wishing they could talk for longer. However, the ocean of people flooding inside the room behind them cuts their conversation short. Â
âYouâre just saying that,â she dismisses him with a playful scoff.Â
âMâbeing for real. Youâre my favorite face around here. Plus, makes my job more fun when youâre always stumblin' on your feet,â he canât help his mouth from twisting upwards at the way her eyes round out in response to his words.Â
âShut up. Iâm gonna go set down my mat now, before thereâs only space right in front of you,â she offers him a giddy smile that makes him grin like an idiot. Then, sheâs tiptoeing away from him in order to locate a vacant spot.Â
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Rafe has become awfully familiar with these newfound feelings of fondness for the girl whoâs by far the most helpless little bambi heâs ever encountered. He thinks she should honestly pick another hobby at this point, because maybe yoga just isnât meant for her. However, heâd never say any of that out loud because even the thought of not seeing her getting all flustered while she loses her balance whenever heâs near makes him feel physically unwell. Â
Heâs not entirely sure whether her apparently oblivious brain simply hasnât caught onto the fact that he so clearly has a thing for her, or if sheâs well aware and merely chooses to be a tease about it. Nonetheless, the moment she walked into the class today, he could feel his workout shorts tightening and all sheâd offered him was a simple smile. Â
And now sheâs right in front of him, all tangled limbs and pretty eyes blinking up at himâ practically begging for his guidance and for him to put his hands all over her (something she doesnât seem to mind all that much). Â
âYou put this cute little set on just for me, huh?â he rasps out while his thumb smooths over the bubblegum pink fabric; feeling it out as he pinches the stretchy fabric between his fingertips, making her breath get caught in her throat in the process. Â
âOh, umâ just wanted toâŚtry out some new stuff I ordered. You think itâs cute?â she stares at him with something bashful glimmering in her eyes.Â
âMhm. Fits you nice,â he mumbles out as his gaze lingers on the way the tight material wraps around her figure, not leaving much to the (his) imagination. He bets itâd be so easy to just rip right through these cute yoga pants and pull her closer with a firm grip on her hips before burying his face between her plush thighs.
âThanks,â she peeps out, flustered. Â
He tries to shake off the improper, filthy thoughts with a clear of his throat when he gets caught staring at her for a little too long. Â
âSo, you actually wanna bend your leg on the other side of your body on the mat and support your foot with your left arm not the right one. Easy to get them confused,â he chuckles as she shifts her position according to his instructions as best as she can.Â
âLike this?â she seeks reassurance with a soft tone. Â
âYeah, just like that, Bambi. Good job,â his mouth quirks up some while her mind begins to cloud over in response to his low cadence. Sheâs not entirely sure what exactly it is about him that makes her feel so fuzzy on the inside, but she thinks itâs nice, thinks she wants to always have him this close to herâ wants him even closer.
She doesnât remember the last time sheâs had such an intense crush on someoneâ slowly turning into a crazy person by each second of not knowing whether heâs merely flirting with her for his own amusement or because heâs actually into her. However, she thinks sheâs embarrassed herself in front of him far too many times for the latter to be true in any reality. Â
âThen need you to move your right hand here,â he adjusts her form with a grip on her wrist while he maneuvers her to his liking; tingles erupting all over the skin he skims over with his fingertips. Â
Her head is spinning. Â
âSee? Knew you could do it. Feels nice, hm?â he rumbles out, letting his hands rest on her shoulders for support, despite the position not really requiring it. Â
She hums her response because she doesnât trust for any coherent words to stumble out of her mouth at the moment, all the while Rafe is desperately trying to not pay attention to the nearly painful situation in his pants.
#for some reason ended up writing this mostly from rafe's pov which i don't usually do but it was pretty fun tbh#yoga instructor!rafe#rafe cameron#rafe imagine#rafe obx#rafe outer banks#rafe x reader#rafe cameron imagine#rafe cameron x reader#outerbanks rafe#outer banks#obx fanfiction#obx#obx fic#rafe fanfiction#rafe fic#rafe cameron outer banks#outer banks fanfiction#rafe cameron fanfiction#rafe cameron x female reader#rafe cameron x y/n#rafe fluff#rafe cameron fluff#rafe cameron obx#rafe cameron au#rafe cameron fic#rafe cameron blurb#rafe cameron drabble#outer banks rafe#rafe au
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WAIT CHAT HOLD ON-
SENTINEL HAS WINGS!!!!!
"Yeah obviously he turns into a jet-" NO!!!!!
Initially I thought they were like angel wings (which yeah, they are) and it's great symbolism because of his whole false Prime thing. He has this façade about being a noble leader and all that and he probably thinks that he's Primus' gift to the universe. The Devil disguised as an angel. Or something something the Devil was once the most beautiful angel of all. Idk lotsa places you can go with the angel symbolism.
HOWEVER
They're GOLDEN. You know who else had golden wings? Icarus. Who flew too close to the sun. Who's entire myth is about hubris and how pride can be your undoing. Does that sound familiar to you guys???
Sentinel flew too close to the sun believing that he could kill the Primes and seize all that wealth and power with no consequence. He thought that he was sooo great and nothing bad would ever happen to him because he won!!! And then he got too comfortable and sloppy and everything he built fell apart in just one day.
Whoever was on the design team for Transformers One you cooked hard with this one
#transformers one#transformers one spoilers#i actually really love his design and entire character tbh#yeah he's obviously a piece of shit but he's a fun piece of shit to watch#i do think he deserved to die but megatron kinda got lost in the sauce but that's a whole other discussion lmao#sentinel prime#tf one#tf one spoilers#tf one sentinel prime#maccadam#tf one 2024#sometimes you just need to love a character who's a bad person#i'm not a sentinel simp tho chat i've seen hotter robots
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so one of the things that's so horrifying about birth control is that you have to, like, navigate this incredibly personal choice about your body and yet also face the epitome of misogyny. like, someone in the comments will say it wasn't that bad for me, and you'll be utterly silenced. like, everyone treats birth control like something that's super dirty. like, you have no fucking information or control over this thing because certain powerful people find it icky.
first it was the oral contraceptives. you went on those young, mostly for reasons unrelated to birth control - even your dermatologist suggested them to control your acne. the list of side effects was longer than your arm, and you just stared at it, horrified.
it made you so mentally ill, but you just heard that this was adulthood. that, yes, there are of course side effects, what did you expect. one day you looked up yasmin makes me depressed because surely this was far too intense, and you discovered that over 12,000 lawsuits had been successfully filed against the brand. it remains commonly prescribed on the open market. you switched brands a few times before oral contraceptives stopped being in any way effective. your doctor just, like, shrugged and said you could try a different brand again.
and the thing is that you're a feminist. you know from your own experience that birth control can be lifesaving, and that even when used for birth control - it is necessary healthcare. you have seen it save so many people from such bad situations, yourself included. it is critical that any person has access to birth control, and you would never suggest that we just get rid of all of it.
you were a little skeeved out by the implant (heard too many bad stories about it) and figured - okay, iud. it was some of the worst pain you've ever fucking experienced, and you did it with a small number of tylenol in your system (3), like you were getting your bikini line waxed instead of something practically sewn into your body.
and what's wild is that because sometimes it isn't a painful insertion process, it is vanishingly rare to find a doctor that will actually numb the area. while your doctor was talking to you about which brand to choose, you were thinking about the other ways you've been injured in your life. you thought about how you had a suspicious mole frozen off - something so small and easy - and how they'd numbed a huge area. you thought about when you broke your wrist and didn't actually notice, because you'd thought it was a sprain.
your understanding of pain is that how the human body responds to injury doesn't always relate to the actual pain tolerance of the person - it's more about how lucky that person is physically. maybe they broke it in a perfect way. maybe they happened to get hurt in a place without a lot of nerve endings. some people can handle a broken femur but crumble under a sore tooth. there's no true way to predict how "much" something actually hurts.
in no other situation would it be appropriate for doctors to ignore pain. just because someone can break their wrist and not feel it doesn't mean no one should receive pain meds for a broken wrist. it just means that particular person was lucky about it. it should not define treatment.
in the comments of videos about IUDs, literally thousands of people report agony. blinding, nauseating, soul-crushing agony. they say things like i had 2 kids and this was the worst thing i ever experienced or i literally have a tattoo on my ribs and it felt like a tickle. this thing almost killed me or would rather run into traffic than ever feel that again.
so it's either true that every single person who reports severe pain is exaggerating. or it's true that it's far more likely you will experience pain, rather than "just a pinch." and yet - there's nothing fucking been done about it. it kind of feels like a shrug is layered on top of everything - since technically it's elective, isn't it kind of your fault for agreeing to select it? stop being fearmongering. stop being defensive.
you fucking needed yours. you are almost weirdly protective of it. yours was so important for your physical and mental health. it helped you off hormonal birth control and even started helping some of your symptoms. it still fucking hurt for no fucking reason.
once while recovering from surgery, they offered you like 15 days of vicodin. you only took 2 of them. you've been offered oxy for tonsillitis. you turned down opioids while recovering from your wisdom tooth extraction. everything else has the option. you fucking drove yourself home after it, shocked and quietly weeping, feeling like something very bad had just happened. the nurse that held your hand during the experience looked down at you, tears in her eyes, and said - i know. this is cruelty in action.
and it's fucked up because the conversation is never just "hey, so the way we are doing this is fucking barbaric and doctors should be required to offer serious pain meds" - it's usually something around the lines of "well, it didn't kill you, did it?"
you just found out that removing that little bitch will hurt just as bad. a little pinch like how oral contraceptives have "some" serious symptoms. like your life and pain are expendable or not really important. like maybe we are all hysterical about it?
hysteria comes from the latin word for uterus, which is great!
you stand here at a crossroads. like - this thing is so important. did they really have to make it so fucking dangerous. and why is it that if you make a complaint, you're told - i didn't even want you to have this in the first place. we're told be careful what you wish for. we're told that it's our fault for wanting something so illict; we could simply choose not to need medication. that maybe if we don't like the scraps, we should get ready to starve.
we have been saying for so long - "i'm not asking you to remove the option, i'm asking you to reconsider the risk." this entire time we hear: well, this is what you wanted, isn't it?
#where's the word woman in this u might wonder if u suck#good news i am nonbinary and have a uterus so that is something that can happen#im also gender fluid tho which means im immune to certain psychic damage bc if u call me a woman i'll be like <3 okay <3#writeblr#the tightrope of ''ppl need access to this''#and like also#''what the fuck is going on over there'' is like. so difficult as an activist#i was <3 punctured <3 during mine#and almost bled out on the table :) they didn't have anyone standing by bc it's ''just a little insertion''#so i started crashing and i vaguely remember apologizing for the fuss as i heard my heart rate monitor start going <3 tachycardic <3#she wasn't even a bad doctor tbh#ps btw the reason i even HAD a heart monitor is that i have a genuine heart condition and they knew GOING IN that there was a chance#i'd crash on the table#like my heart just likes to do fun little tricks and <3 stop working <3 (i do not want to discuss the specifics ty i am okay im ontop of it#and they were like 'oh u will be fine' and then she did do a puncture thru my uterus . pop!#and im sitting there dizzy and feeling my heartrate start to drop bc it feels almost. beautiful. like. the whole ground just#woosh! out from under you. and shit is like grey's anatomy. i'm looking up at her grey eyes#she's old she wears this nice shawl she's like got Cool Lesbian vibes and people are sprinting into the room#from other parts of the clinic unrelated to me. while the monitor is like a little aria singing#and shes like hey youre okay stay awake stay with me something went wrong we have to keep trying#and i remember thinking - i was trying to think of nice things. i have so many beautiful places that now overlap#with this terrible memory#i became dimly aware that there was too much on her wrists and hands. like#that was too many liters#and then when they had finished all this. i packed up and drove myself home#i have had (bad thing) happen to me. and the same feeling happened after#that numb almost lamblike bleating. you cry without noise. like. ur body is so shocked and ur mind so empty#you just stare at the road and everything everything is happening behind glass and static and you are standing so far away from it#while you hold ur hands at 10 and 2. and something in ur brain is SCREAMING at you - IT WAS BAD AND IT SHOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED#and ur just watching the alarms in your body going off and youre thinking. a little pinch! ha. i think i just lost something important.
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âPromiseâ - a nrmts + trucy comic
This comic is for @metaphorical-goblin for the Nrmts creators server art/fic trade!
#narumitsu#miles edgeworth#phoenix wright#trucy wright#7yg#once again telling everyone to go join the server bc itâs fun there!!!!#HUUUUUGGGEEEEE shoutout to willow for having a huge brain and for being such a wonderful trade partner! it was an honor to work with you <3#i love seeing edgeworth and trucy togetherâŚ.#trucy be like âthis performance SUCKS. BOOOOOOO :tomato::tomato:tomato:â#i saw it was sicktember and tbh i laughed because i didnât even mean to do this⌠iâd been planning it since august so JHLKSDJF#anyway *baby coughs on phoenix*#beanix#fan art#fan comic#aa#rendevok
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diff universes, same sillies
Part 2 to the second pic
#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#sonic movie#sonic boom#tbh i think boom!sonadow is the most fun to play with cuz it can anything and funny as shit#wanted to do a follow up for the second one but#cannot decide which reaction to give Shadow would be the funniest#probably basically zero reaction while sonic is having few crisises at once
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i thought i felt your shape, but i was wrong. really all i felt was falsely strong, i held on tight and closed my eyes. it was dumb, i had no sense of your size. it was dumb to hold so tight.
also on inprnt :]
#tumblr murked my quality so bad MY GODDDD please click on this i promise i have somewhat of an idea of wht im doing. kinda#anyway i once again have no idea what i was doing here but i did have fun. they make me miserable in the best way possible#im trying to be a bit more experimental both in style and colour... well. half on tht last one (guy who really likes reds and blues)#but im trying out line weight a bit more. hooty hoo. going to try drawing some more practice portraits n stuff soon#link#zelda#loz#botw#zelink#(a smidge bcus im insane. as usual)#princess zelda#zelda botw#link botw#loz fanart#tloz#i add new tags each time. i just like to get silly with it sometimes tbh :]#my art
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