#this was for her bday last year :3
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ann!! 💝
#ann takamaki#panther#p5 ann#p5#persona 5#p5r#persona 5 royal#this was for her bday last year :3#birthday art#p5 fanart#my art#art#artists on tumblr
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found a pattern for a sweater that's so beautiful and i just have to make it but 4 different family members have decided to request things for me to make them so i want to make those first 🥲
#ive been crocheting and knitting for like 3-4 years and they all decided to ask for things last month#my sister wants a cropped sweater (easy pattern that will be done quickly) and a shrug/bolero thing#my little sister decided she wants a stitch plush#and my brother wants a nemo plush#and my grandma requested i make her something but didnt specify what#the worst part of all this is that i need to buy yarn . i hate buying yarn so much#might go buy some next weekend if my sister comes visit again#and then i also need to measure her#and i want to finish the plushes by mid October cause it's my sisters birthday#my older sister's bday is at the end of thjs month so i dont think i can finish hers on time#I'll try though . it all depends on how uni stuff will go#maybe i can make a pretty pillow or sth for my grandma? idk. what do grandmas like?#jo says stuff#my crochet
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girls and gays love me for my lesbian vampire movie reviews
#funniest thing was bringing it up and this girl i did not exactly recognize saying she remembered me mentioning them last year#<- it's a friend i'm not suuper close to bday's party and i see these people exactly once a year#i love it <3#arriving early kinda tests my socializing skills though. i didn't go w my friend this year. he overnapped and arrived late#super fun though yippee i love her
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a Miku from my phone (last November as well) !!!
#ikikik 3 count 'em Three art posts in a day yeah yeah#i hadn't posted these yet & i wanted to now since i've seen many people post for her bday !#also this and the last one are a few months short of being a year old & it felt Not Right to not post them#hatsune miku#flea art !!
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Symperilamvanon Panton Cosmos - Semper Clara Stella
Birthday gift for a friend, but posted here early so keep it a secret
#arterna#docas constellation#My beautiful talented son <3#I am kind of artblocked so I went for a simple drawing so as to not tire me out too much#Annual constellation drawing though last year's was much more technically impressive ahh#Made these bday gifts in advance this year because i won't be home and I can never know how my energy will be down the line oof#Don't let gloomy know i have hers ready already but I might draw one extra Glow as a bonus hehe#Oh and the funny words mean All Encompassing Cosmos and Eternally Bright Stella
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im GOING to write today ........ i WILL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#the sky speaks#i havent used twitter in so long and lemme say i missed using tumblr like twitter. just putting my long rambly notes into a single post#anyways onto the rambling#i havent been writing or drawing like at alllll#too busy#also was so sick#but now that i have my new job and i know what my schedule is gonna sorta look like#3 days at joann 2 days cleaning w mom and 2 days nothin#PLUS i dont have to spend money on therapy til after the new year now#and mom is coming home and she seems rly optimistic abt sobriety#im feeling like i can finally create again !!!!#i have 2 creative presents i need to do before christmas#but aside that and 1 prompt still in my inbox (that i rly wanna do anyways) everything else i wanna do is all for Me :)#im kinda put out bc a lot of stuff i wanted to do this fall got shelved.. i wanted to make bday art of kirishima xinyan and kazuha.#i wanted to open comms. but im way too rusty w art rn to be confident doing that. maybe after new years?#god i wanted to come out to my parents properly. the day my mom went to rehab was national coming out day.#it was also one of my last therapy sessions. i came out to her instead#i still managed to do stuff tho. started my new job and got together with friends TWICE !! and i've kept up w doing my moms job alone#idk where im going w this anymore ive lost steam. but yeah. i wanna write today! idk what yet. i hav so many wips i could work on..
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Hey so how many times can your friend get back together with their cunt of a boyfriend who treats her like shit before you can get angry
#cause we’re on strike 3#she doesn’t listennnnn#but then who does she come crying to when he loses his shit about her doing something for herself#ME#she ruined my birthday celebration last year because they broke up for the nth time#and she was too sad 😢 and wanted to do smt to cheer her up instead of celebrating my bday#and i want to slap her in the face#and him too but that’s old news#i swear
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currently experiencing The Horrors (thinking abt the fact that i have to start going into the office again from tomorrow)
this will either fix me entirely or cause me to descend so deeply into my burnout sinkhole that i will never be seen or heard from again
#regrettably i think maybe getting out of the house for a few hours might help. don't tell the ceo that#idk im having a really hard time keeping my head above water right now#i basically didn't have any time off last year just to do nothing. every holiday i took was to like. do an activity#like go to america or germany for cons or travel for a concert or some other event#whereas i usually use 75% of my time off to get some desperately needed rest#im really running on empty at this point but i really don't wanna use a bunch of my annual leave this early in the year#also i need to start learning how to say no to people#because last year i used probably 60% of my leave for other people#like. i used 2 weeks to go to washington with my brother as his 18th bday present. that was literally half my leave#and then i used another 3-4 days to visit relatives#and this year i was like 'im gonna be proper selfish with my a/l this year and use it ALL to do what i want to do'#then my mum rang me up and asked me to use a day of it to hang out with her and i said yes. like an idiot#like don't misunderstand me. i love my mum. but i already see her every weekend#and i also have to like. not tell her when i book leave for myself because she'll be like 'oh so we can do something!'#NO. PLEASE. LET ME ROT IN PEACE.#im just so frustrated that i im such a pushover and i already broke my promise to myself this early on#like. why can i not advocate for myself ever. why can i not just. disappoint people. and have that be okay.#personal
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:-) things are getting better september truly is a month of new beginnings
#yesterday i went out to the grocery store late at night and bought so much yogurt i think that was my turning point i am forever changed#and today i went to the mall with my mom and bought myself a pair of sunglasses that i really wanted for so long#and the guy that works there recognized me 😭😭😭😭#i went there before to buy my cousin a graduation gift and honestly i came back bc i wanted the same ones i got for her they’re so cool#anyway the staff recognized me and gave me a special discount bc im a ‘regular’ even tho this is only my second time buying from them 🥹🥹#that was so nice of him bc if it wasnt for that dicount i probably wouldnt have bought the sunglasses bc theyre a bit pricey for my budget#anyway i got them 🥹 so im feeling a bit better#also! i bought myself a little rice cooker for one serving so i don’t starve and stop ordering so much food that i don’t have money for#i think this month is spending on myself month#and tomorrow im going out to celebrate my friend’s birthday 🥰🥰 we’re going to a bakery then to a museum and im bringing my camera with me <3#recently i’ve fixed my 10 year old camera and its so perfect i love it so much i found a manual online and im gonna learn how to properly#use all the effects and settings it has#i bought it with my mom in 2013 and honestly we picked the best design ever it looks so coooool god i love my little camera im taking it#everywhere with me 🥹💛💛#anyway .. the last episode of uncanny counter 2 aired today 🥲🥲🥲 im gonna make myself some rice in my new rice cooker and watch it 🫶#then i’ll take a warm shower and finish off my friends bday gift#im making them a crochet cat keychain i hope it comes out well#alsoooo LETTERS WITH NOTES OUT TOMORROW im soooo excited i love you september#anyway i came here to talk about my week bc it was nice :-) i hope everyone’s september is going well too <3
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being a kid was thinking surely being an adult can’t be that bad but i just spent 2 and a half hours on a thursday morning trying to install a new antivirus on my laptop and now i either have to kill myself or go out and spend 7 dollars on coffee to cope
#like. it’s the little things like that that just. eat away at your soul or something like i get it now.#it took 2 hours because i just bought the one i bought last year bc i had such a terrible fucking time last year#uninstalling the old one and trying to remove every part of it bc i have a macbook and i don’t know how to use it still so i can’t#control panel uninstall like om windows. so anyway i just rebought the new version and i download it and the first thing it says to me??????#uninstall old software. BRO. you ARE the old software. but ok so i spend 30 minutes doing that#with the goddamn library/ whatever folders over and over and over again and on my moms laptop too#and so i’m like ok i think i got it all so i go to install it again and it’s like. you have no internet or the program isnt working.#try again. so i’m like. ok. so i do and it’s like ok. so i wait 30 more minutes before i’m like ??#anyway i go back and read the description of the thing and yeah last yeah they phased out my os#SO i’m like ok. ok. now i already spent the money on something i can’t use and ofc i bought it through amazon so when i called the company#they were like we can’t help u i’m like yeah i didn’t think so but thanks anyway. anyway. amazon helped me and i got a different program and#that installed in 3 minutes so anyway fuck apple for always phasing out old os and fuck mcafee for doing it too#and my mom and i have been fighting for like 2 weeks now and i’m just truly reaching my limit#but i still have to go out and buy her a bday present this afternoon like why can’t life just be good and fun ever
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my phone completely stopped working and i just started sobbing because its 7 am and i literally was going to sleep i always have so much bad luck i always had so many fucking PROBLRMS WITH MY LAPTOP AND IPHONE AND NOTHING GIVES ME MIGRAINES LIKE THIS I WANNa sdieeeee I WANNA DIEEE oh my god i can’t breathe like i’mCTUALLY crying i know i’m fucking insane and annoying but fuck off oh my god
#i have such a migraine likedjfudfhudzjgdfh#and now i have to find a new fucking phone and i have to spend my SAVED money. that i wanted to use for more useful things in the future on#SOME FUCKING IPHONE oh my god i actually need to kill myself#these are such non issues but i'm so fucking tired and frustrarted and things never go my way and this was the last fucking straw#my mom found a cheap iphone and i have to give her my saved money now Hahhahaha. this is fucking killing me#i had this phone since my bday in 2019 its been 3 fucking years How the dfuck is it so bad and fragile#ALL I DID WAS CUT A FUCKING VIDEO AND GO ON TUMBLR AND IT FUCKING RESTARTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#AND ITS STUCK ITS FUCKING STUCK AND WONT DO SHIT AND MY FUCKING SIM CARD IS LOCKED I CANT RECEIVE TWO FACTOR AUTHEHHRHHTHNNNBHJGVHF!H#FUCKKKKKK MY DICKK AND BAKLLS
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... man i just remembered how last night i had a dream by the end of it there was a cat, and in it i said "oh she looks exactly like tigra!! are you also an attention seeking dumbass like her?" and it was so i may have actually dreamt about her
#my posts#my dreams#sorta i dont care about the rest of that one dream#..... i miss her she was the best creature ive ever met#like yeah i may be allergic to cats. yeah she did basically want to be constantly near or on top of me like a baby#which ended up with me struggling with allergy a lot. but she WAS my baby#... itd be her bday next month. and last month was the anniversary of her death. so im not really surprised#this happened once before and it was even sadder so its not the worst case scenario sdighds#but i miss her that little dumbass made it less than 3 months to be a 21 y-o cat#..... that. means shes been gone for 4 years now huh#man.#theres a cat nearby on a house that i pass when i take the bus for class and depending on the day when i come back home#her name is michy and shes a calico like she was but her face is more of the flat type and her eyes are dif color#but shes also an atention seeking dumbass and she is very sweet and always meows at me when i see her#she is making me both want a cat a lot again and also letting me live vicariously through someone elses pet siuhsug#...... idk what im doing im just rambling im trying to be a bit less sad i guess sghsiguhsg#im gonna watch some stupid videos and then im gonna return here to be bisexual over middle aged men maybe#i just had to get it out of me bc yeah i miss her a lot
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she liked the poem i wrote for her!!! (im still not over her)
#i didn't even like her romantically bruh#she just... made me feel rlly nice okay#but she gave me mixed signals and hurt my feelings a lot of times#so after i moved out i hadn't talked to her#didn't even follow her insta#but she found mine recently#cuz a common friend of ours tagged me in her story#then we planned to meet up#i had planned to give her the poem as a bday gift when we'd meet#just like i did last year#but she stood me up like 5 times in 2 days 😃#then i wasn't planning on sending the poem to her#par pata nhi konsa sasta nasha phooke maine vo insta pe use bhej di#and she liked it#she says she misses me#but i kinda don't trust her#anyways#this is what 🌈homoerotic teenage friendships✨ do to a girl :3
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I need to make friends with more crafty people I'm constantly giving handmade gifts but hardly ever get any :'(
#also we could scheme together....#last year i made my bil an entire quilt for his bday. this year he got me nothing LMAO. no more handmade for him#my sil made me a beautifully beaded mushroom last year that i adore though. love her <3
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YIPPEEE
#i was correct!!! im so smart!!!!#official fmwl posted wife bday!!!#i didnt see her post from last year so i had to somewhat guess when the 'official' date would be and +w+bb I WAS RIGHT yayyy#her ingame anni is 39th october btw. which is why its a guesss.#until now >:3#sillyposting#uououuu the darling......#TO ME. she is 32 now. yes.#12 years older feels rightt....#ingame she is said to be both in her 20's and in her 30's so. im just picking an age for her.#waugh......#anyway today i have been very normal. about intimacy. and nothing out of ordinary is happening in my brain.#=w=b#anyway more twitter stuff: (the only things i check are fmwl and mikuexpo)#but the fucking eu goods got delayed! the fuck??#ok im not thatt upset up it is. =3=pp#they were supposed to be shipped out like the 10th. when concerts start like 27th. erm.#who are we kidding. we knew this couldve happened. goddamn.#anyway the aus goods are cute too! i dont think ill get them unless theyre exeptional etcc ermm#idk.#ooooh miku..........
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hi
#my best friend of 15 years i love her so so much feels like shes drifting a little bit and it makes me nervy#we've never gone more than like 2 days without messaging and its like. we survived 3 moves#and right after her bday last week shes a little distant and we're going to diff colleges after going to diff schools for like 6 years#i dont want to lose contact 😕#and not to play jealous but shes always w another friend of hers like i want to spend time w you too#j on delivered and opened . its kindof stressing me ojr
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