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:-) things are getting better september truly is a month of new beginnings
#yesterday i went out to the grocery store late at night and bought so much yogurt i think that was my turning point i am forever changed#and today i went to the mall with my mom and bought myself a pair of sunglasses that i really wanted for so long#and the guy that works there recognized me šššš#i went there before to buy my cousin a graduation gift and honestly i came back bc i wanted the same ones i got for her theyāre so cool#anyway the staff recognized me and gave me a special discount bc im a āregularā even tho this is only my second time buying from them š„¹š„¹#that was so nice of him bc if it wasnt for that dicount i probably wouldnt have bought the sunglasses bc theyre a bit pricey for my budget#anyway i got them š„¹ so im feeling a bit better#also! i bought myself a little rice cooker for one serving so i donāt starve and stop ordering so much food that i donāt have money for#i think this month is spending on myself month#and tomorrow im going out to celebrate my friendās birthday š„°š„° weāre going to a bakery then to a museum and im bringing my camera with me <3#recently iāve fixed my 10 year old camera and its so perfect i love it so much i found a manual online and im gonna learn how to properly#use all the effects and settings it has#i bought it with my mom in 2013 and honestly we picked the best design ever it looks so coooool god i love my little camera im taking it#everywhere with me š„¹šš#anyway .. the last episode of uncanny counter 2 aired today š„²š„²š„² im gonna make myself some rice in my new rice cooker and watch it š«¶#then iāll take a warm shower and finish off my friends bday gift#im making them a crochet cat keychain i hope it comes out well#alsoooo LETTERS WITH NOTES OUT TOMORROW im soooo excited i love you september#anyway i came here to talk about my week bc it was nice :-) i hope everyoneās september is going well too <3
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and I begin to bloom like a lotus flower once again the Agust D trilogy
#agust d#min yoongi#bts#suga#bts suga#bangtan#bangtan sonyeondan#bts gifs#btsedit#my gifs#i've had this concept in my head for a while now#and i've been trying to figure out how i wanted to do it#and i finally figured it out#the font is the pulp fiction font lol#i wanted to use the scarface font but it's paid and all the free versions look weird#and like... i'm not paying $30 for a font i'll only use once#and anyway the color effect wouldn't really work with it#this set right here is the entire reason i decided to learn how to make gifs in photoshop#anyway his eyes man#he has the most beautiful intense eyes i have ever seen#amygdala is very very hard for me to watch actually#and that's part of why this took me so long also#had to keep in mind what he said in the shoot sketch lol#cuz like... y'know really amygdala is faaaaaar from my favorite agust d track#but the sheer emotion in both the song itself and the mv#it's almost suffocating#he's tremendously talented and yeah i'm a lil obsessed tbh lol
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Do you conlang? I was wondering if you had naming languages (or possibly even more developed ones) for pulling the words you use. I tried to search your blog but didn't find anything, wouldn't be surprised if the feature is just busted tho. Your worldbuilding is wonderful and I particularly enjoy the anthropological and linguistic elements.
Ok the thing is I had kind of decided I was not going to do any conlanging because I don't feel like I'm equipped to do a good job of it, like was fully like "I'm just going to do JUST enough that it doesn't fail an immediate sniff test and is more thoughtful than just keysmashing and putting in vowels". And then have kinda been conlanging anyway (though not to a very deep and serious extent. I maybe have like....an above average comprehension of how language construction works via willingness to research, but that's not saying much, also I can never remember the meanings of most linguistic terms like 'frictives' or etc off the top of my head. I'm just kinda raw dogging it with a vague conceptualization of what these things mean)
I do at least have a naming language for Wardi (and more basic rules for other established languages) but the rudimentary forms of it were devised with methods much shakier and less linguistically viable than even the most basic naming language schemes, and I only went back over it LONG after I had already made a bunch of words so there's some inconsistencies with consonant presence and usage. (This can at least be justified because it IS a language that would have a lot of loanwords and would be heavily influenced by other language groups- Burri being by far the most significant, Highland-Finnic and Yuroma-Lowlands also being large contributors)
The 'method' I used was:
-Skip basic construction elements and fully move into devising necessary name words, with at least a Vibe of what consonants are going to be common and how pronunciation works -Identify some roots out of the established words and their meanings. Establish an ongoing glossary of known roots/words. -Construct new words based in root words, or as obvious extensions/variants of established words. -Get really involved in how the literal meanings of some words might not translate properly to english, mostly use this to produce a glossary of in-universe slang. -Realize that I probably should have at least some very basic internal consistency at this point. -Google search tutorials on writing a naming language. -Reverse engineer a naming language out of established words, and ascribe all remaining inconsistencies to being loanwords or just the mysteries of life or whatever.
I do at least have some strongly established pronunciation rules and a sense of broad regional dialect/accents.
-'ai' words are almost always pronounced with a long 'aye' sound.
-There is no 'Z' or 'X' sound, a Wardi speaker pronouncing 'zebra' would go for 'tsee-brah', and would attempt 'xylophone' as 'ssye-lohp-hon'
-'V' sounds are nearly absent and occur only in loanwords, and tend to be pronounced with a 'W' sound. 'Virsum' is a Highland word (pronounced 'veer-soom') denoting ancestry, a Wardi speaker would go 'weer-sum'.
-'Ch' spellings almost always imply a soft 'chuh' sound when appearing after an E, I, or O (pelatoche= pel-ah-toh-chey), but a hard 'kh' sound after an A or U (odomache= oh-doh-mah-khe). When at the start of a word, it's usually a soft 'ch' unless followed by an 'i' sound (chin (dog) is pronounced with a hard K 'khiin', cholem (salt) is pronounced with a soft Ch 'cho-lehm')
-Western Wardin has strong Burri cultural and linguistic influence, and a distinct accent- one of the most pronounced differences is use of the Ʊ sound in 'nn' words. The western city of Ephennos is pronounced 'ey-fey-nyos' by most residents, the southeastern city of Erubinnos is pronounced 'eh-roo-been-nos' by most residents. Palo's surname 'Apolynnon' is pronounced 'A-puh-lee-nyon' in the Burri and western Wardi dialects (which is the 'proper' pronunciation, given that it's a Kos name), but will generally be spoken as 'Ah-poh-leen-non' in the south and east.
-R's are rolled in Highland-Finnic words. Rolling R's is common in far northern rural Wardi dialects but no others. Most urban Wardi speakers consider rolling R's sort of a hick thing, and often think it sounds stupid or at least uneducated. (Brakul's name should be pronounced with a brief rolled 'r', short 'ah' and long 'uul', but is generally being pronounced by his south-southeastern compatriots with a long unrolled 'Brah' sound).
Anyway not really a sturdy construction that will hold up to the scrutiny of someone well equipped for linguistics but not pure bullshit either.
#I actually did just make a post about this on my sideblog LOL I think in spite of my deciding not to conlang this is going to go full#full conlanging at some point#The main issue is that the narrative/dialogue is being written as an english 'translation' (IE the characters are speaking in their actual#tongues and it's being translated to english with accurate meaning but non-literal treatment)#Which you might say like 'Uh Yeah No Shit' but I think approaching it with that mindset at the forefront does have a different effect than#just fully writing in english. Like there's some mindfulness to what they actually might be saying and what literal meanings should be#retained to form a better understanding of the culture and what should be 'translated' non-literally but with accurate meaning#(And what should be not translated at all)#But yeah there's very little motivation for conlanging besides Pure Fun because VERY few Wardi words beyond animal/people/place names#will make it into the actual text. Like the only things I leave 'untranslated' are very key or untranslatable concepts that will be#better understood through implication than attempts to convey the meaning in english#Like the epithet 'ganmachen' is used to compliment positive traits associated with the ox zodiac sign or affectionately tease#negative ones. This idea can be established pretty naturally without exposition dumps because the zodiac signs are of cultural#importance and will come up frequently. The meaning can get across to the reader pretty well if properly set up.#So like leaving it as 'ganmachen' you can get 'oh this is an affectionate reference to an auspicious zodiac sign' but translating#it as the actual meaning of 'ox-faced' is inevitably going to come across as 'you look like a cow' regardless of any zodiac angle#^(pretty much retyped tags from other post)#Another aspect is there's a few characters that have Wardi as a second language and some of whom don't have a solid grasp on it#And I want to convey this in dialogue (which is being written in english) but I don't want it to just be like. Random '''broken''' english#like I want there to be an internal consistency to what parts of the language they have difficulties with (which then has implications for#how each language's grammar/conjugation/etc works). Like Brakul is fairly fluent in Wardi at the time of the story but still struggles#with some of the conjugation (which is inflectional in Wardi) especially future/preterite tense. So he'll sometimes just use the#verb unconjugated or inappropriately in present tense. Though this doesn't come across as starkly in text because it's#written in english. Like his future tense Wardi is depicted as like 'I am to talk with him later' instead of 'I'll talk with him later'#Which sounds unnatural but not like fully incorrect#But it would sound much more Off in Wardi. Spanish might be a better example like it would be like him approaching it with#'Voy a hablar con Ʃl mƔs tarde' or maybe 'Hablo con Ʃl mƔs tarde' instead of 'HablarƩ con Ʃl mƔs tarde'#(I THINK. I'm not a fluent spanish speaker sorry if the latter has anything wrong with it too)
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I thought it was hilarious, at first, that everyoneās decided Doomguy is still the protagonist of MyHouse.wad. After all, it doesnāt really have much more to do with Doom than gmod has to do with Half-Life 2. But then I remembered, isnāt that a plot point of Doom II? Visiting the burnt out ruins of your hometown on your way to the portal to Hell? Why couldnāt Doomguy take a few minutes to have a nightmare of an emotional journey in a childhood friendās home to come to terms with everyone and everything he ever loved being destroyed?
#doom#myhouse.wad#lines i did#just to be clear i still do think its very funny that its been unanimously decided that dg is the protagonist of myhouse.wad#man has been fighting demons for thirty years and what does he get for his thirtieth birthday? more demons#except this time theyre mental and emotional demons#myhouse.wad does deserve all the popularity its getting tho#like.. yeah its amazing in its atmosphere n stuff#but its also nuts on a purely technological level#stepped inside the house the first time and just had to stop for a sec bc is that a hecking. BASEMENT?? a SECOND FLOOR in CLASSIC DOOM????#that shouldnt even be POSSIBLE.#(i mean. it obviously IS possible w clever use of various teleport effects. but still. it was a bit of a :O !!!!!!! moment)#setting a ridiculously high bar right off the bat and then following through for the rest of the game in meeting it#anyway. it was really good.#i guess in this case the good end would be more of a metaphorical/mental state?#being at peace internally as u go to voluntarily enter the depths of hell...#or something like that; anyway. idk man i am still just going :eyes: at the whole thing
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No hate Iāve just got like.. The absolute polar opposite opinion. I tend to be less into high fantasy where gods are confirmed Real with little to no room for interpretation because of the way it often sets up dichotomies of like, the Correct/Good belief systems vs the Wrong/Bad belief systems. If gods are observably materially real with exact specific natures and correct interpretations, it just kind of Adds limitations that would not otherwise exist, and a lot of the times results in worlds that feel flat and lacking in diversity. I think this framework can be perfectly fine for fantasy but approaching it with the exact same lack of nuance I'm talking about lends to executions that are reductive at BEST.
Part of why Iām into the hard realism no canon magic/supernatural fantasy is because of how much freedom it gives to explore the full spectrum of belief systems. There's nothing about this framing that prevents you from treating belief systems in a thoughtful and serious manner, and if anything it's a better framework to explore the full implications and effects on reality of religious belief (because In Real Life religion is a personal/cultural lens to subjective reality and has profound societal effects without people having Empirically Provable interactions with deities or etc). And tbh I feel like thinking that having a religion be Canon Reality in a setting is the only way for beliefs to not be treated as Stupid just kind of loops back around into treating religious belief as Being Stupid (ie: it's only NOT stupid when it's a materially provable aspect of reality)
I think you can have a setting that embraces the idea of a religion people believe in by simply having a setting that embraces the idea of a religion people believe in. You know?
#Like I'm writing in a setting that's hard realism no canon supernatural elements but it's filtered through character POVs and#their respective cultural lenses so like. People DO believe in their own religions so it IS real to them in their subjective perceptions#of reality. And it has VERY material effects on reality on personal/cultural/societal levels which I don't think you can examine as fully#in settings where a single religious worldview is Canon and minimally/not at all open to interpretation#I;m really struggling to word this I don't think I'm fully getting across what I'm trying to say but whatever#Also some hate @ tags saying like 'based when you do this for christianity though' like not devils advocating for christianity here#but yeah I don't think THERE STUPID LOL is an even slightly useful/not dumb as fuck lens for examining systemic oppression#and bigotry I think you do have to accept that these things are not rooted in Being Stupid to grapple with them in any meaningful way
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a large amount of time I've been spending on -untitled undefined scope original fiction project- since the last time I posted about it has been trying to develop the protagonist concept I came up with last summer or whatever into like, a character that would feel real and era appropriate.
it's fun research to do. naturally a lot of the details I assigned to her are things that I already think are cool, so it's been a lot of fun trying to trace her traits back through the relatively recent past, getting reminded of how much things have changed, or where the gaps in my intuition are, and then doing a flurry of reading to get a sense for exactly how someone like her and the people around her could have happened and what her life was probably like leading up to her present day. hopefully this results in some good good verisimilitude.
#I wrote a short story from her perspective over the holidays and then didn't know how to continue it#and then I got distracted by real life stuff for a few months#I forget if I posted about that#and then I've been picking through archive dot org for the last few weeks looking at this stuff#the last big rabbit hole was trying to get a better feel for era appropriate ts/tv subculture#the current one I'm looking at is how she would've gotten into language learning and how that would've worked#nettle has been prodding me about the setting thing lately so I've been thinking about that more too#probably the biggest hurdle by far is figuring out how I want to play that#and how I want the thing to be divided up#since the original coc scenario I'm developing this out of is centered on a flight from LA to honolulu#and the airport dungeon was definitely meant to be a hook for a larger campaign#some amount of it is going to cover protag lady's failed life in LA and some of it is going to be worse things happening in hawaii#but it's like. how much do I want to balance it one way or the other#and realistically how much does the aesthetics of 20th century air travel add to the story#besides me personally thinking it's compelling ofc#a lot of what I find compelling about hawaii is that it's an east/west cultural crossroads and realistically that's also true of socal#and I can wax poetic about socal as much as I want without worrying all that much about mishandling something#and there's also a lot of socal specific history along similar parallels to pull from that I'm more familiar with#I guess it comes down to whether curiosity re: 'doing it right' is enough of a motivator to do the increased amount of research#which I guess it has so far with the above character details. so hopefully that will continue#but it also feels like using machine translation a bit yknow. it's hard to know how effectively I'll be able to sanity check#although depending on where this goes I might be able to get other people involved to sensitivity read down the line#with most of the creative things I do I just have a tendency to always rely really heavily on figuring things out myself#I also want protag lady to have a Cool Car and idk how to get that from point a to point b narratively#this is like an entire second or third post's worth of tags but I don't feel like unfucking this so whatever. suffer. I guess.
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Please BE EXCITED about stuff you like/ want to be excited about š That's what life supposed to be about, finding joy in the smallest things, in the things we enjoy and love. And the people that judge us for having that joy in our hearts lose their own life, because they spend too much time judging someone else's life instead of doing something with their own. FUCK them
this is one of my favorite asks and i love you
#nobody will ever stop me from getting excited about things i like#i just always feel like i'm not allowed to share that excitement with anybody directly because of being made fun of in the past#or like i at least have to tone it down by like 99% and make it very brief#because of fear of rejection so i keep it to myself contained in my own space#sometimes i really wanna talk about my favorite things with somebody but i'm like#'nobody knows or cares about this. what if i send something and they hate it and tell me it's horrible'#(a reaction i've been the most used to. either that or just silence)#and i wouldn't know who would actually be interested or if i would be putting them in a situation#where they're not interested at all but they're too nice to say it and then i feel annoying if i keep talking about it#because now even if it isn't SAID that they hate it i still always feel like people are thinking that behind it all#so like if somebody came at me right now telling me everything i like is horrible#that itself wouldn't really bother me because i could just block and continue life without a second thought about that person specifically#because that's just unnecessary and rude regardless of what it's about and i would assume it's just somebody looking to stir things up#delete/block. not taking it personally and not worth thinking about#but it's the anxiety built up from it happening for so long and so consistently from so many people and some that i used to be close to#that now it feels to me that everybody feels that way even if i know LOGICALLY that it isn't true. the feeling is still there#it's one of the long-term effects that are so hard to get rid of once they're set#this is just another thing about myself to work on for probably my entire life#but russ has been helping me with so much lately it's unbelievable
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welcome to single-issue voting youāve come to understand what single-issue voting is
#SHOW ME SOMEONE BETTER THAN BIDEN AND WE WILL TALK. SOMEONE MORE VIABLE.#trump will make things worse. and that does count for something.#and it IS okay to say as a transgender person in the us with strong understanding of how genocide is perpetuated and set up i CAN in fact#effectively say that it is HIGHLY LIKELY that we would reach an extermination stage under trump and instigated by him.#and it is not selfish to say that LESS GENOCIDE IS BETTER THAN MORE GENOCIDE and that trump could damn well make things worse there as well#and has a track record of support for israel and so it DOES matter. it DOES. and refusing to acknowledge that is turning on your peers#and saying that it is wrong to put our mask on first while advocating for our siblings everywhere is not wrong. and it IS how the most#effective activism is sustained and accomplished. we are no use to you dead#and yes. yes it is that scary. i live in fucking california and it is that scary even here. it is not safe and it will get worse#also donāt tell me to kill myself grow the fuck up. and donāt say you speak for all people of color cause you sure as fuck do Not
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bonds are necessary for the true hypnosis mic to be used according to rei!!!! so bonds not only negate the effects on the target, but also on the user as well!!!!!
#this is vee speaking#the amount of love rei has can bring humanity to its knees i think#like i feel like thatās basically rei saying as long as you have love nothing can harm you/anything thatās broken can be fixed#i wonder what hypmic would have been like if all six divisions actually got to be in the series from the start lol#like i feel like i was right about rosasa being created for rei to get him into the battles#esp now that we know HIS agenda behind the drbs was to find a user#and in harmonious cooperation we learned you can share a mic so if the bondās strong enough#they can withstand the effects together#oof iām straying from my original thought lol but i like this train of thought better lol#chuuoku intentionally brought nagosaka in to utilise their bonds with ichiro and samatoki#so i canāt tell if chuuoku fully understood why the drbs were a thing???#but i assume so and ramuda and jakurai was just their easiest back up plan????#like tho half the teams were put together by choice the other half (posse dh bat) were government crafted#and setting aside posse for being crafted for watchdog reasons lol nagosaka were intentionally made and made using bonds#rei went to rosasa and batās connecting thread was hitoya#so i think chuuoku must have also been in on the drbs plan š¤#and ramuda now that iām thinking about it????#like he may not know the entire picture but he seemed to know when to step in to combat the true hypnosis mic effects hmm š¤#lol look at me spontaneously building an observation from ground up thru tags again having food for thought is always fun lol
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gin, we need your critical opinion about megalopolis. was it really that bad?
i mean.
is it unwatchable? no. but also it is not good for sure. would love for it to be a case of "so bad it circles back being somehow good", but unfortunately no, becasue in order to achieve such a thing coppola should have gone camp and embraced the style instead of taking himself too seriously.
there are. ideas. that considered by themselves sort of make sense if you are desperate to find sense in this insanity of a movie, but whether within or without context for the large part they remain disjointed. and are anyway very cringe at core. i don't know how to put it kindly but the script just sucks. and choices were made.
#continuing in the tags because i'm embarassed lol i am no expert at all and just like watching movies#before and after watching it myself i read and listened to opinions coming from both sides as one does and#listen the movie ain't that deep#what moves some people to call it a masterpiece is essentially the same that moves other call it a disappointment: - this constant quoting#(both in the dialogues and in the visuals) something else something cool#without paying the due attention as to whether each quote is coherent to the context in which it is being used or adds any value to the#general narration#- but also this. delirious. thing with lights and cgi (it should have been practical effects!!) and. editing. that wants to be something bu#it's genuinely just outdatedā ridicolousā i found it kinda offending even lol#i appreciate a genuine homage to the arts as the next guy but citations aren't enough#this movie created some talk about the duality of cinema as a form of art and entertainment which isn't entirely out pf place but if you#watch megalopolis you will easily see the entertainment aspect isn't there because the movie sucksā and that the art aspect is shallow#anyway i forgot all the million things i wanted to add so very quickly:#director: gave himself five stars on letterboxd. bad#writing: bad#editing: bad#photography: okayish#music: don't even remember it#acting: there's only so much an actor can do when their characters are unflattering#set & costume design: i don't understand why the future utopia looks like 10s fast fashion clodius and wow are the only ones who get it. ba#sorry for the nonsense hope my answer is at least more enjoyable than watching megalopolis ha-ha (':#gin answer
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āItās my fun side that gets me in trouble. :,) ā
š» a KILLER FREQUENCY Forrest Nash playlist on YT xoxo āŖ
"Do you take requests? I've got a list of names I'd love to see in the obituaries."
(No tracklist. We click and die like the callers KFAM couldn't save.) (audio is NSFW tho lol)
#killer frequency#forrest nash#ooc (all tags) āis this about the character or a romance or like a love letter for himā yes.#playlist#fanmix#You Know What bc there's a fam in KFAM leme just. plug a quick workaround for YT ads in the tags for anyone who might want it ok#with the caveat that this might effect popup notifications on the browser (idk if it's just for YT or in gen)#1. use firefox as a browser. (p.s. it lets u sync bookmarks etc. from another browser i heard but haven't done it myself)#2. firefox has extensions. search the window's options (i forget wht it looks like on default) until u see the puzzle piece icon. click it#3. searchbar of the extensions page: search for ublockorigin#4. if u want to dl that extension to the browser then it will come up as a new icon on the browser#5. & 6. click it and then its gear icon which is settings. one of the tabs says My Filters. click that.#7. where u can type in that page start with www.youtube.com and then 2 hashtags#followed by +js(set#put a comma then a space#yt.config_.EXPERIMENT_FLAGS.service_worker_enabled#another comma and space#false)#8. and then click Apply Changes.
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ensekai has the new ui now! I've been playing around its settings to see what works for me and orz... I still end up motion sick... But, at least the changes I made lessened it by A LOT, so I'm happy bout that!
#aria rants#im feeling slightly motion sick but that might be a cumulative effect from me testing out what settings works best#one things for certain tho is that the fade/muted scheme that the new ui has is the one fucking me up#i cant look at the transition between sections now cuz of the transparent look combined with the bright light#my new settings now consists of basically keeping the old notes look and putting the bg brigtness as low as possible#i wish colopale lets me lower that more than 50% cuz i really need it badly. my lane transparency is at 100%#its good enough... not the best tho cuz i also wish colopale lets us change the brightness of the notes effect#yk-- the light that comes out of the notes whenever its clicked? thats also fucking me up a bit so when i tested it out#i made sure to look up as much as i can so i dont have to see the light effects o<-< and thats all that i can change#i tried to change the note speed in case thatd contribute to the motion sickness but changing to a slower speed fucked me up more#so im keeping my 10 speed and 3 timing otherwise i wouldnt at all be able to play this game anymore cuz of the Wretched new ui orz...#if theres anything im sure bout the new ensekai is that i wouldnt be able to tier anymore cuz id have to lessen my play time of it#cuz of the new ui fucking me up even with the changes i made with the settings so id have to take longer breaks when playing orz...
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watched a playthrough of a pmd hack that made me sit down and never look at a smeargle or the decoy dolls the same way again. made my brother sit thru it after. now im putting it here bc i cant stop thinking abt it. more psychological horror games made in skytemple please .
#like . that is some incrediblly effective work with the skytemple and all the pmd assets and ?????????#its also cosmic horror sort of (and thats what the devs call it) but it has more elements of psych i think . for most of it#i love the way they took smeargle (a pokemon people dont tend to think of outside of like. annoying comp sets)#and basically made a game that uses its gimmick better than the actual games.. its so cool :]#smeargle my girl smeargle who is so very ok š#pmd#between this and someone making an entire fully functional ace attorney case in skytemple im loving the ways people can use it
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been thinking about john's complicated relationship to physical touch and the significance to certain placements that's sort of similar to his feelings about being called "johnny/johnny boy".
like if he knows you well and you move his face by the chin/pat him on the cheek/hold him by the jaw, he'll usually go along with it/let it happen initially, maybe with some token grumbling, because he's curious about the reasons (and usually dtf if it seems provocative like that lmao). but those same exact touches from someone he doesn't know well/actively hates? he'll bite your fingers off. bare minimum, it's the dirtiest, most terrifying i-can-see-into-your-soul-sunshine look you've ever seen in your life.
specifically, the chin, the nape of the neck, and the upper arm are auto-aggression producers from anyone acquaintance or lower, the same way that being called "johnny/johnny boy" is.
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#in casual settings he tends to be pretty amenable to being touched. despite his old man bitching he's a PDA kinda guy#he likes to touch people and be touched and when he's comfortable he just sorta sprawls over people#but he's also HYPER aware of the ways that over-affection/immediate familiarity can be used to manipulate#and those 3 primary power placements are the ones that egotistical fuckers trying to pull their weight tend to favor for Effect#so touching his chin/nape/upper arm will Instantly get his guard up if he's anything less than chilling in your company#moral of the story is don't go grabbing the mf! he's got teeth and a hard forehead and a habit of busting balls!#( headcanons. ) I'M JUST LIKE THE BASTARDS I'VE HATED ALL ME LIFE.#first scheduled headcanon post of the semester has arrived gents#sched.
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i may be hyping mtself up too much but the ideas i have for skills bracket 2 already are killing me it'll be soooo funny
#submission form for not the characters involved jn the bracket but i stead for items to give 2 the characters#so they can kill each other#if auth specifically gets voted out he is allowed to switch out with pansy and pansy os just in the competition now. fuck youo#it'll be a mess but at least we'd be going in knowing what we're doing this time around#random polls for suggestion that's juat 'cocomelon him.' whether or not this effects the bracket would be up in the air#a secret rule that actually there is One skill that just can't be voted out and depending on how shit goes#people are either gonna find out real wuickly or not at all. election fraud babey!!#JAJWSJDJFKDKDMDJFKFKD#im kidding abt that last one but wouldn't it be Funny. wouldn't it give you a funny hahas. yes it would. laugh with me.#i have a url for this saved I'll try to set it up later today idk#or maybe we should wait til april. give us SOMETHING positive to look forward to during thst month#no it has to ve normal first i T HAS to be normal first. okay.#okay normal bracket first insane bracket second
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State legalization bill passed!!!!! We are good to grow!
After months of planning and waiting, I finally ordered my very first seeds aaahhh yaaaayy!!! MANGO KUSH!!! I kinda wanted to try Tropicana Cookies, which sounds amazing for ADHD, but I figured that might be too hard to grow (and consume, it's pretty strong) so I went with my gut. Never met a mango I didn't like, and this is a good hybrid strain with great medical uses.
These won't be auto-flower, since the seed bank I had a coupon for doesn't have an auto version, but for a photo-period, Mango Kush is supposed to be easy to grow even for first-timers.
Can't wait to nurture my lovely magical girls to full flower š
#ironically while I'm on a tolerance break from all this shitty Delta-8 lab-created stuff I've had to use in the meantime#actually it passed a while ago but I was busy and didn't have time to set up the grow tent lmfao#BUT NOW#Fred gonna grow the GOOD KUSH#not to be a stoner on main#but weed has actually changed my life#a medicine that treats all of my mental health issues and has ZERO SIDE EFFECTS#I'm not throwing out my SSRI or nothing but holy SHIT there is no comparison#cannabis has done for me what meds never could#plus my dad is likely having knee surgery soon so if I can grow fast enough this will be excellent for his pain management and recovery#a magic fucking plant you can just like... grow yourself#amazing#cannabis
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