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the eyes of a man in love
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more windbreaker comics
#you can NOT tell me that togame isnt head over heels for sakura this man is SMITTEN!!!!#like did u see his face...DID U........ im so glad he came back to join the protection squad the way i SCREAMED !!!!#wind breaker spoilers#wind breaker 148#the last few chapters of wbk really rewired my brain im gonna be spinning through these fruity fucks for a while dont mind me#togasaku#kamesaku#haruka sakura#togame jo#wind breaker#wind breaker comics#comics#thecmart#wbk#also sry ill address asks in due time!!! my headspace is still a dumpster fire im barely squeezing these lil comics out
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"The new Supermans too bright its too colourful"
shut up SHUT UP SHUT UP HES THE SYMBOL OF HOPE AND THE SYMBOL OF HOPE ISN'T GOING TO BE SAD AND DEPRESSING THIS AIN'T A REALISTIC UNIVERSE HES FLYING FOR CRYING OUT LOUD LET MOVIES BE COLOURFUL AGAIN I'M SICK OF THE BLANDNESS AND HAVING TO SQUINT AT EVERY DARK SCENE AND LASTLY ONCE AGAIN
HE'S THE SYMBOL OF HOPE LET THE SYMBOL OF HOPE BRING LIGHT AND COLOUR TO DARK TIMES
#i will fight so many of those snyder cultists on this#LET MY BOI BE COLOURFUL AND BE FRIENDLY AND BE GOOD IM SICK OF THE EVIL OR DARK SUPERMAN GIVE ME BACK MY CHILDHOOD CHRISTOPHER REEVES SUPERM#AN I NEED SOME JOY IN THESE TIMES THE WORLDS GOIJG TO HELL#*holding david corenswet's superman* get behind me pookie ill protect you#i just love him smm and i cant keep warring over him being the symbol of hope#superman#clark kent#smallville#david corenswet#christopher reeves#superman 2025#dc#metropolis#lois lane
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Battles going so poorly Xaviers crawling around just asking me to put him out of his misery
#and this is why i hate using claymores bc no battle goes well with a claymore in my hand#love and deepspace#xavier love and deepspace#aha#also i straight up died and this dude goes ���ill protect you next time 😍☝️”#not if i kill you first xavier. not if i kill you first.#🫠
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the "girls seeking an impossible wish trapped in a system that twists them into hollow shells of grief and resentment used by other girls to fuel their own desperate struggle" pipeline is multiversal
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#revue starlight#daiba nana#nana daiba#puella magi madoka magica#akemi homura#homura akemi#doodles#mine#alternate title: give a lesbian a timeloop and she'll achieve unprecedented levels of negative character development#for context the text on nana is the witch walpurgisnacht's desc and the text on homura is from the final scene of revstar's starlight#spec dialogue spoken by claire to her gaystie flora after flora falls from the tower and claire is trapped inside. in case u are not#in the intersection of the venn diagram#we r webweaving#YOU MUST UNDERSTAND. when i realized this i went a little insane#like banana IS walpurgisnachtcore and homura IS floracore#banana wants to create a stage where there is no pain or suffering at the cost of stagnancy. homura makes a promise that madoka#cannot remember. homura falls from the tower time and again while madoka ends her struggle by remaining at the summit and ensuring#that homura never gets her wish (to protect her. to save her)#like i'm ill about it. somebody put homura in the audience for starlight and watch her crumple like a submersible#shoujo kageki revue starlight
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Enid sniffing Wednesday repeatedly before proclaiming “you’re about to have a vision” then catching her before she hits the ground
Oooh I love this and her like growling at anyone who gets close to Wednesday when she's out. I've seen some angst-y art of Enid laying next to Wednesday worrying while Wednesday is in a vision and I just want to write something where Enid is just ready for her to wake up with some water because she knows that Wednesday's visions are often intense and having water and seeing Enid's face helps ground her. I like the idea of Enid's like inner wolf falling for Wednesday before her human self even realizes and then it hits her and she's like "oh wow 😳"
#i saw something about Enid's wolf like howling with pride over being able to protect her (room)mate#i just like both the addams curse and Enid's wolf being like “oh yeah she's the one”#and like Wednesday and Enid both have to catch up#meanwhile gomez is like I'm gonna tell them and morticia is like don't you dare because she loves the chaos#she's known for like ever that her dumbass asexual/demiromantic mess of a daughter is in love with Enid and is making it everyone's problem#meanwhile autistic Wednesday is trying to figure out why most sensory stuff is overwhelming but Enid holding her is so soothing#and Enid is totally trying to play off why she suddenly involuntarily growls loud enough for the whole school to hear every time someone#even looks at Wednesday#i just think about them a lot#like way too much#they've become my special interest#i need to write or ill explode#wenclair
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i think martha kent should get to threaten rex leech with a shotgun tbh
#rimi talks#many people in kon's life would happily line up to punt this guy and i think that's beautiful#i think clark would have some Feelings about not realizing that kon's living situation was as fucked up as it was#and i would also love to see this. bc like kon also doesn't realize it was fucked up. and is so determined to be independent#but also i feel like i have to add 7386482 disclaimers. NOBODY BLAME CLARK FOR EDITORIAL DECISIONS#just bc clark carries the weight of the world on his shoulders and blames himself for everything DOESN'T MEAN THAT'S CORRECT#(also. ill take traits kon inherited from clark for $800)#anyway im getting off track. the point is. rex coming back into kon's life at some point way down the line could be soooo juicy#like the contrast of kon having a real support system. and being older and less naive.#many directions it could go in. have ma hate rex's ass or lois eviscerate him. have clark and kon have a heart to heart about it.#have tim threaten and blackmail him again bc i still think that's fucking hilarious.#have kara hear about what happened and be filled with righteous fury that has nowhere to go. bc kon wouldn't actually want him hurt#have roxy step in before anyone else has the chance. let her go dad what the FUCK?#it's about the number of people who love and want to protect kon. unlike what happened the first time around#the kontrast of it all. if you will.#and also about kon getting some kind of closure that a grown ass adult Using him as a child was not actually his fault#ough..........
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Every time someone draws or writes scarab to be a cutesy little bug guy and infantilizes a grown ass man who has canonically killed, an angel looses its wings
#is he allowed to be sweet? yes but you dont need to make him look like an anime girl to do that#some of yalls prismo and scarab dynamics look like the hot yaoi base meme#prismo isnt an alpha wolf tough guy STOP ITTTT#its okay lovebug.. ill protect you(in an alpha wolf voice)#two grown ass men guys. check yourself before you wreck yourself#prohibitedwish#prismo the wishmaster#fionna and cake#adventure time#prismo#scarab the god auditor
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The A Court of Thorns and Roses (ACOTAR) fandom is one of the most divided literary communities today. It’s not just a matter of which characters people ship, but rather a deep schism over how people interpret the characters, themes, and real-life issues embedded in the story. The arguments go far beyond typical fandom disagreements and have morphed into full-fledged debates about morality, trauma, and the human condition. At the heart of these conflicts is the tendency for fans to project their own experiences and values onto the characters, creating new "canon" versions of the story to fit their narrative. What makes this even more significant is that ACOTAR isn’t just fantasy fiction—it touches on real issues like domestic abuse, sexual coercion, trauma, and mental health. These are not fictional concepts; they are lived experiences for many people. By brushing these topics aside or simplifying them, the fandom risks doing a disservice to the people who see their own pain mirrored in the pages of these books.
"It’s Just Fiction" — A Dismissive Take on Real Issues
When people say "it’s just fiction," they’re missing the point. Fiction, especially in fantasy, is often used as a mirror to reflect real-world problems. In ACOTAR, we see characters grappling with trauma, mental illness, abuse, and recovery—things that real people face every day. It’s not simply a story of faeries and magic; it’s a story of survival and the human struggle to overcome deep-seated pain.
Take Rhysand’s actions, for instance. Under the Mountain, he subjects Feyre to what can only be described as sexual coercion, making her dress in revealing clothing and sit on his lap while drugged, all under the guise of "protecting" her. In the real world, this would be considered sexual harassment or even assault. The argument that he was forced into these actions to protect her doesn’t erase the trauma it inflicted on Feyre. Fans who brush this off as a romantic plot device are ignoring the very real dynamics of power, consent, and coercion that exist in abusive relationships.
Similarly, Gwyn’s backstory, though not heavily detailed, strongly implies that she was gang-raped by Hybern’s forces during the war. The fact that this is left as an undertone in the series, not explicitly addressed, doesn’t make it any less important. Sexual violence, like what Gwyn endured, is a topic that has far-reaching emotional and psychological consequences for survivors. Yet, in some corners of the fandom, these moments are glossed over in favor of debating which romantic pairing is better.
Tamlin: Abuser or Victim of Circumstance?
Tamlin is one of the most hotly contested characters in the series, and it’s easy to see why. His actions in A Court of Mist and Fury—where he physically confines Feyre, restricts her movements, and isolates her from the outside world—are textbook examples of domestic abuse. There’s no argument that what he did was wrong. But there’s also context that complicates his character and, in some ways, makes him more sympathetic than he’s often given credit for.
Tamlin was traumatized by the events Under the Mountain, forced to watch helplessly as his people suffered for fifty years. He was powerless, and that sense of impotence likely contributed to his need for control once Feyre returned to the Spring Court. He was terrified of losing her, and that fear manifested in controlling behavior. Does that excuse what he did? Absolutely not. But it provides a context that many readers seem to ignore. Tamlin was also suffering, and he lacked the emotional tools to cope with his trauma in a healthy way.
Feyre, too, was suffering, but neither of them communicated effectively, and their relationship deteriorated as a result. Both were deeply broken, but instead of healing together, their trauma pulled them apart. Some fans take this complexity and reduce Tamlin to a one-dimensional abuser, ignoring the fact that many abusers come from places of deep pain themselves. Others take it too far in the opposite direction, defending every action he took. The truth lies somewhere in between: Tamlin was an abuser, but he was also a victim of his own unresolved trauma.
Rhysand: Savior or Manipulator?
Rhysand, on the other hand, is often seen as Feyre’s savior, the one who rescues her from Tamlin’s abuse and shows her how to be strong. But the fandom’s lionization of Rhysand ignores many of his own toxic behaviors, particularly his emotional manipulation of Feyre.
While Tamlin physically trapped her, Rhysand’s control was far more insidious. He isolated Feyre mentally, ensuring that the only people she trusted were members of his Inner Circle—people whose loyalty ultimately lies with him. Over time, Feyre’s connections to anyone outside of Rhysand’s immediate orbit are severed. Lucien, who had been a close friend, is gradually pushed away, and Feyre is left with no one to question her relationship with Rhysand.
This emotional isolation is a form of manipulation that can be just as damaging as physical confinement. Rhysand controlled the narrative around Feyre, making sure that she only saw the world through his lens. This is most evident in A Court of Silver Flames, when he instructs his Inner Circle not to tell Feyre about the dangers of her pregnancy. He withholds vital information about her own body, taking away her agency and reducing her to a bystander in her own life. The fact that Mor, Cassian, Amren, and Azriel all follow his orders without question only reinforces the power imbalance in their relationship.
Many fans excuse Rhysand’s actions because he’s portrayed as the "good guy" in contrast to Tamlin. But when you strip away the romantic lens, Rhysand’s behavior is just as controlling and manipulative, albeit in a different way. The fact that Feyre wasn’t physically confined doesn’t make his actions any less problematic.
The Creation of a New "Canon"
Given the complexity of these characters and the morally gray areas they inhabit, it’s no wonder that parts of the fandom have taken to creating their own "canon" versions of the story. Fans rework characters’ motivations, rewrite key events, and even create alternate universes to fit their preferred narrative. In some ways, this is a normal part of any fandom; people create headcanons and fan fiction to explore different possibilities within the world. But in the ACOTAR fandom, this rewriting often feels like a necessity rather than a choice.
Pro-Rhysand fans, for instance, downplay or outright ignore his more problematic actions, painting him as the perfect mate for Feyre. On the flip side, anti-Tamlin fans erase any nuance in his character, labeling him irredeemable and unworthy of any sympathy. It’s as if the original narrative can no longer be accepted as it is because it doesn’t fit into a simple good vs. evil framework.
This rewriting of canon can be harmful because it erases the complexities that make these characters human. Tamlin is not just a villain, and Rhysand is not just a hero. Both characters have committed acts of abuse, but they also have their own traumas and struggles that inform their actions. Ignoring these complexities simplifies the narrative in a way that doesn’t do justice to the story’s deeper themes.
The Seriousness of ACOTAR’s Themes
The divisions within the ACOTAR fandom aren’t just about ships or character preferences; they’re about how seriously the themes of the series should be taken. Domestic abuse, sexual coercion, trauma—these are not just plot points to be dismissed as fiction. They are real, painful experiences that people face every day.
Feyre’s experiences with both Tamlin and Rhysand reflect different forms of abuse, and neither should be diminished. Tamlin’s physical control was overt and obvious, while Rhysand’s emotional manipulation was more subtle but no less damaging. Both forms of abuse are real, and both deserve to be addressed with the gravity they warrant.
Similarly, Gwyn’s implied assault is a reflection of the horrors that many survivors of sexual violence face. Her story is not just a subplot; it’s a reflection of the very real trauma that many women endure. Dismissing these moments as mere fiction invalidates the experiences of readers who may have lived through similar pain.
Conclusion
The ACOTAR fandom is divided because the series itself is complex, filled with morally gray characters and real-world issues that demand serious consideration. By rewriting canon to fit personal narratives, parts of the fandom are erasing the very complexities that make the story impactful. Domestic abuse, sexual coercion, trauma—these are not topics that should be brushed aside or simplified. They are reflections of real pain, and they deserve to be treated with respect and understanding. Both Tamlin and Rhysand are flawed characters, and both engage in abusive behaviors, though in different ways. Acknowledging these complexities is essential to understanding the series as a whole, and it’s something the fandom, as divided as it is, must come to terms with.
#acotar#anti feyre#anti feyre archeron#honestly in this post she's a victim so ill go easy on her this time🤣#anti rhysand#anti rhys#anti mor#anti cassian#anti ic#anti inner circle#anti sjm#anti morrigan#anti sarah j maas#feyre acotar#acowar#tamlin#pro tamlin#meh tamlin#pro nesta#sorry tam tam cant do much to protect you this time🥹😞#pro lucien#the only real one in this whole book
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thinking about lovelace. thinking about how hesitant she is to trust other people because of how shes been hurt in the past. despite all that she still sacrificed herself for minkowski, but pushed hilbert off when she was bleeding out because he was the one who hurt her first crew. thinking about how she blamed hera for eiffel getting jettisonned into space, and about how she got killed the third time because she was protecting him from kepler. thinking about lovelace protecting the people she loves and taking everyone else down with her.
#IM ILL#I MISS HER SO MUCH#lovelace the woman that you are…#dont get me wrong this is SO unhealthy and shes gonna have a very hard time adjusting to a life where her and her friends are actually. Safe#but offense as a defense to protect yourself….. man#wolf 359 spoilers#w359 spoilers#w359#wolf 359#ask to tag
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annoying conversations happening on twitter this week about dazai and his canonical whoreness .... very ableist delivery of people treating him like a tiny 22 yr old minor who clearly doesn't know what sex is and its getting weeeeeiirrrrd ...........
#like idk and idc about other peoples perceptions but to me dazai fucks#its in the source material regarding the fact that hes a DOG and nobody understands how he manages to charm women#women send him love notes to the office bcs he doesnt give out his address......uses sex as a tool and people can infer what they want#but i dont have it has having any nefarious meaning other than he knows himself well and how to get what he wants#and (in MY mind) enjoys it :p#he says he appreciates ALLLL women#women being official the source content but to me he's a man with no preference :p#what i find ableist is the notion that someone with clear though unstated mental illnesses must be “protected” and “he doesnt know what#sex is" like come on. we read the same stuff#youre saying it because you think it gets in the way of ur fav ships that he whores around#well guess what!!!!! he does!!!!!#so what!!!!!! live with it!!!!!! everyone else has to!!!!!#women cry in the source content and i infer that to be bcs he just straight up ghosts them after#maybe he sees a couple of people a few times but for the most part#he dips </3#but we dont need to pretend hes innocent and like#sex - afraid#im tirrredddd of these takes they stink and theyre not fun to read#tldr: my dazai fucks (and WANTS TO!!!!!!!! SEEKS IT OUT!!!! ENJOYS IT!!!! SKILLED LOVER THAT U CANT HAVE!!!!)#(unless u get him.....then hes devoted teehee<3)#enuff said i think#ACTUALLY FURTHER POINT. hes a flirt and a whore. PROUD!!!!!!!!!#he gives u the eyes and he'll have u wrapped around his fingerrrr anyway. thats it now
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I swear the most hated enemy in this life is your best friend’s self-loathing
#genuinely so upset right now#other people telling me they don’t like themselves makes me kind of ill over how much i hate it#because NOOO YOURE GOOD YOURE HUMAN THERES NOTHING INHERENTLY WRONG INSIDE YOU I HATE YOUR THOUGHTS SO BAD#genuinely started crying because my best friend told me they think they’re ugly like i can’t do this#it’s so wrongggggg ughhhhhhhh#and then they’ll be all oh i hate being a bummer#like NOOO YOURE NOTTTTT#I LOVE YOU AND ANY EMOTION YOU GIVE ME#BECAUSE THEY COME FROM YOU AND I WELCOME THEM INTO MY LIFE AND PLEASEEEEE#i want to fixxxxx ittttttt but i know its not just magically fixable#so instead i gotta provide slow support over time and treasure everything they choose to share and come to me for help with#meanwhile my shit ass protective side is going haywire because WHAT THE FUCK THATS MY BEST FRIEND#genuinely in shamble any time i think about them being upset#like the world sucks so bad for that
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sorry but the speed at which thistle goes from wanting to blast laios to hell dragon-style to granting him the "honor" of joining his perfect fairytale within the span of, what, an hour tops? is convincing me that he absolutely split on this guy sunshine-ways after realizing he was trying to help
don't try to tell me this was a backstabber move because this irradiated piece of clown kibble was being 100% sincere. he was planning to do the same to delgal! also is this the face of a two-timer to you?
look at him. he made a helpful new friend :) he's feeding a stray
#he's so so so funny but i get him i really do#if i had his mental illness and whos to say i don't well i'll tell you#i'm trying to protect my loved ones? dummy comes in and outsmarts me and heals my shoulder and feeds me so-so home cooking and#gives me premium advice on buffing up my high security prison?#i'd go from KILL THIS MOTHERFUCKER to OMG BESTIE so fast you wouldn't believe#and i have. several times. minus the forcefeeding#in thistle's pov he isn't shoving a thing of goop down laios' throat he's holding a bottle of milk to a wee little kitten's mouth#who's a good smart boy huh. you are yes you are!!! delgal look at my new puppy!!!#anyway love u thistle stay real bby <3#thistle#thistle dungeon meshi#laios#laios & thistle#dunmeshi#dmposting#dm spoilers#bebisel#roomba media#frn#txt#sc
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Long post about Monty under the cut because I'm a defender until the end of my days
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"Monty was evil" "Monty should have known" blah blah blah blah blah!!! Tell me you've never been betrayed by a parental figure without telling me you've never been betrayed by a parental figure. She cared for him and was the first connection he ever made - yes it was toxic, but he was a crow before he was ever human. He, with only a week of human existence under his belt, didn't have the emotional intelligence, lived experience, or support system necessary to a) realize the way she treated him was abusive, b) come to terms with her being a bad person, c) break the bond he had with her, AND d) get himself safely out of the situation while protecting others. Actually, pretty much no one who grows up in an abusive household has the ability to do all of these things until after years of healing and/or therapy!
He is not at fault for wanting her approval. It is shown she cared for him as a crow, and even though she harmed him when he was human, he still recalls being a crow - remembers her affection and how it made him feel. To him, the only way to be rewarded (not even with a material thing; with kindness) is to do exactly as she says. His relationship with Edwin wasn't solid enough for him to trust that he could get support or his emotional needs met, and while Esther wasn't reliable in that either, her conditions to receive affection and kindness were clear and easy to achieve. The only time we see her say anything rude to him or physically harm him is after Monty questions her methods or shows affection for Edwin, which means all he had to do up until episode 6 was hang out with Edwin and gain his trust.
All he knew at that point was "gain Edwin's trust = Esther approves + Edwin likes me." I'm sure she hinted at bigger plans, but having only been human a short time, never having a support system, having no reference for a healthy maternal relationship, etc, he trusted her. Anyone in his position would do the same. She was the first person to show him any sort of kindness, to fulfill his basic needs. He was vulnerable around her. There's a trust built there. It's not an easy thing to break.
He was 16 and had barely been human, barely felt things on a deeper level. A 16 year old can recognize their parent is abusive. A 16 year old can attempt to defy their parent. A 16 year old can try to escape. A 16 year old with only a week of humanity? He did try. It's unrealistic, and honestly it's insulting to victims of abuse, to expect him to have been able to recognize the extent of her plans and have the strength to escape with his life. He dies when he tries to leave. That wasn't added to the show simply to have a convenient way to get rid of Monty. It's the reality of abuse victims everywhere. The moment a victim steps out of line, they risk their life.
Engage with your media critically. Analyze the roles each character plays and their relationships and bonds. Fucking research the effects of abuse. He wanted approval from the first person who ever showed him kindness, the first person he bonded with. Children in abusive situations strive for it naturally. It takes years of working on yourself and your past traumas to fully recognize the extent of the abuse and a fuck-ton of willpower to get away from it. Those who try don't always make it.
And to be clear - if you don't like him because you find him annoying, or you simply didn't connect with his character, that's fine. But I firmly believe not liking him because he helped Esther is victim blaming.
#tw abuse mention#tw abuse#tw death mention#tw child abuse#not sure how to phrase this as a tw but?? i do discuss abuse victim realities and death at the hands of their abuser(s)#again i dont care if you dont like him for any other reason but if you label him evil i will fight you#for obvious reasons this is a joke#i would never target/harass/harm/you get the point someone for thinking that but i absolutely will judge#i feel like i repeated myself a couple times here but whatever#basically monty represents the reality of tons of abuse victims and blaming him for trusting & helping her is blaming those victims as well#people stay in abusive situations for years after realizing its abusive. people harm others to protect themselves or appease their abuser#do you think they're evil for it? do you believe them unredeemable? horrible? monsters? they're victims too#victims who harm people are still victims and i will stand by that#ill stop talking now or it'll be truly off topic but#you understand#dead boy detectives#dbda#dead boy detective agency#monty finch#monty the crow#snail.chatters
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hello hello! I hope you don't mind me dropping by but I just want to say I love your art so much, the way you draw vashwood is just so sweet and tender but can I just ramble about the way you draw Vash especially? More specifically, the way you draw his expressions when he's looking at Wolfwood???
I just LOVE the way you draw Vash's expression because the way you make him look at Wolfwood is so soft 😭😭😭. There's just something about it that's so tender, like whenever I look at Vash's expressions in your art I just think "that is genuinely someone who loves another person with all their heart" and it just mends and breaks my heart at once, you capture Vash's love for Wolfwood in ways I can't explain 👏
It's unbridled love mixed with the fear of hurting Wolfwood in their relationship. It's wanting to spill so much affection but holding back in fear of messing up. He looks at Wolfwood like he's longing for him so earnestly be it pre-relationship or even when they're already dating it's just so??? 💕💕💘💞💖💖💞💕
There's just something so tender and heart wrenching at the way Vash looks at Wolfwood in your art, it gets me really emotional and I hope you have a lovely day/night for real <33!!!
ouuuuu thank you so so much for your kind words and for taking the time to tell me this T_T !!! i'm glad my expressions for vash's longing gazes at wolfwood is well done enough to have this sort of response to it…
he's the kind of person that has to hold back in both words and touch when it comes to love, when it comes to wolfwood, but i think it's a difficult emotion to restrain, especially when wolfwood is kind enough to let it be.
ultimately, what they're allowed to have is the inevitable shared spaces during their travels, it's the other's physical presence, being next to wolfwood, being able to take him in through the way he simply exists. smelling smoke, seeing smoke, seeing the cigarette between his fingers, seeing the crosses littered across his person, the rosary snug around his neck, his scruff at his chin, messy bangs, messy hair, tired eyes, the canine that peeks when he speaks, and a voice carrying heavy words, but honest, and kind, and one vash could never get tired of hearing, like how he'd never be tired of just looking at wolfwood.
it's of gratitude, it's of sorrow, it's of grief, it's of love, praise, adoration, it's desperate and it's full of yearning. at first, it's a gaze he feels he has to be satisfied with until he's learned that he's allowed for more and at that point, when wolfwood has given him so much, how could he look at him in any other way?
in any case, i def like to make it known and parade around vash's deeeeeep deep deep feelings of love towards wolfwood, so i'm very happy to know i can express that clearly through his expression alone. i Also just love wolfwood so maybe the projection goes from the heart of the artist to the heart of the art.
i ended up collecting a few caps of his expressions just out of curiosity for myself :3 i have much to improve still, i'll keep on drawing vash's loving self until i can get the ultimate loving expression down!!
#asks#thank you for sending this ahhh <333 long asks like these are always so so sweet thank u....#i think one of the most agonizing parts about drawing vash's expression is knowing that wolfwood is going to look at it and underestimate#the depths of just how much vash loves him - or he can acknowledge in a strained pained way that he's cared for#that his feelings towards vash are reciprocated in this sweet manner - but he can't allow himself to have it be deeper#u could say the same thing about vash's reaction towards wolfwood's loving gaze to him. but although ww is similar in vash to complications#when it comes to loving - i think ww knows better of when they're short on time and how he's only got so much time to indulge and plunge#into a short loving paradise with vash. maybe thats too confusing... naturally it doesnt have to be this deep either. vash just loves..#wolfwood just loves... they've both got so much heart and yet restrained due to the lives they have to lead - for the people they have to#protect..... they make me so Ill.
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my biggest fear is that Jax will do something Really bad (intentionally or unintentionally) to a beloved character bc I will probably end up defending his ass against the entire fandom. My track record with defending horrible fictional people like my life depends on it is NOT good.
#Sighs so heavily#Shoutout to chara kokichi c!dream agatha#Its those green and purple bitches#They always get me#Im just scared. Im scared its gonna be exile all over again.#Guys do you know how insane it felt to be a c!dream stan watching exile happen real time#Bc pre-exile i was really invested in the c!discduo friendship arc#And then i was watching exile real time get more and more abusive and going “ohhhh…noooooo…… ooooooouhghhhh naoooooooo”#Even chilchuck i feel like i am beating back the deadbeat dad / shitty husband allegations with a BROOMMMM. LIKE YOUVE GOT HIM ROOONGGGGGG!#Agatha is charming and cute so most of her hate is just from misogynistic men on Reddit And that particular section of hardcore Wanda stans#Neither of which are places I frequent so. Got lucky there. Everyone loves her weeeeooooo aS DEY SHOULDD#Chara. I genuinely think ppl just mischaracterize them. Idk i was abused as a child and reacted similarly to the way they reacted#So i get rly protective over them i wont even lie. Like theyre not a bad kid they’re just mental illness.#kokichi…..yeah. Yeah.#I will never be free of him. Sad!
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~ inseparable opposing images ~
#i will never shut up about how poignantly fascinating alex’s relationship with the way he presents himself to the world is#and i feel like it’s so well highlighted with these two photos#his ability to put his sunglasses on and look cool and unreachable and like he’s just stepped off the pages of a magazine#and then the softer and quieter vulnerability that’s behind that facade#i feel like getting that glimpse is a potent reminder of how much he needs that facade to protect himself#how it helps keep safe the more sensitive sides of him that are the reason he’s wound up in the public eye in the first place#aghhhh#i could honestly write a whole essay about this stuff because i just find him so fascinating#but i won’t because no one needs to watch me descending into yet another endless ramble in my own tags#it’s becoming a habit lately#i guess that’s what being stuck in bed ill for weeks on end will do for you#far too much time for my brain to think#alex turner#alex photos#arctic monkeys#lulu posts
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