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i have never wanted to snap my keyboard in half more than i do now
too bad i’mm invested in this game now
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Made this while I was watching drawtectives. Hag yuri upon you
#My art#drawtectives#jancy true#joebean#joebeane#Jobean#Jobeane#Idk how to spell her name and then there wasn’t even a real name for her. Amnesia yuri LOSES </3#I found out they have a ship name and its#Truebean#i think#its cute#anyway this was my theory for why she couldn’t remember herself sooner. It’s because she’s down bad#When Joebeane gave them stuff for free and than Jancy appeared I thought ohhhhhh. Because her children or aomething#Which when you think about it doesn’t make sense so that’s why you shouldn’t think about it too hard#Trubean#Why is there a million ways to spell this stupid orc woman’s name#Drawfee#drawtectives fanart#Jobeans#Trubeans#truebeans#joe beans#Idk if I got it yet
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I’ll never forget when I was arguing with a person in favor of total prison abolition and I asked them “what about violent offenders?” And they said “Well, in a world where prisons have been abolished, we’ll have leveled the playing field and everyone will have their basic needs met, and crime won’t be as much of an issue.” And then I was like “okay. But…no. Because rich people also rape and murder, so it isn’t just a poor person thing. So what will we do about that?” And I don’t think they answered me after that. I’m ashamed to say I continued to think that the problem was that I simply didn’t understand prison abolitionists enough and that their point was right in front of me, and it would click once I finally let myself understand it. It took me a long time to realize that if something is going to make sense, it needs to make sense. If you want to turn theory into Praxis (I’m using that word right don’t correct me I’ll vomit) everyone needs to be on board, which mean it all needs to click and it needs to click fast and fucking clear. You need to turn a complex idea into something both digestible and flexible enough to be expanded upon. Every time I ask a prison abolitionist what they actually intend to do about violent crime, I get directed to a summer reading list and a BreadTuber. It’s like a sleight-of-hand trick. Where’s the answer to my question. There it is. No wait, there it is. It’s under this cup. No it isn’t. “There’s theory that can explain this better than I can.” As if most theory isn’t just a collection of essays meant to be absorbed and discussed by academics, not the average skeptic. “Read this book.” And the book won’t even answer the question. The book tells you to go ask someone else. “Oh, watch this so-and-so, she totally explains it better than me.” Why can’t you explain it at all? Why did you even bring it up if you were going to point me to someone else to give me the basics that you should probably already know? Maybe I’m just one of those crazy people who thinks that some people need to be kept away from the public for everyone’s good. Maybe that just makes me insane. Maybe not believing that pervasive systemic misogyny could be solved with a UBI and a prayer circle makes me a bad guy. But it’s not like women’s safety is a priority anyway. It’s not like there is an objective claim to be made that re-releasing violent offenders or simply not locking them up is deadly.
#I’m sorry#there are just people out here who need punishment and to be contained and rehabilitation will not work#like I’m one of the more insane people who thinks that you can rehabilitate anyone if they want to change and learn from their behavior#ANYONE#but there are people out here who do not and will not ever want it#and those people shouldn’t get a pass because you read incomplete abolitionist theory once#and now you think that a UBI would solve everything#that’s the thing about most abolitionists that I’ve noticed#once you press them on the hard shit#they go#well there are some good books on the subject#there are some other creators#okay#and what have those other books and creators said?#Tee Noir once started off a video telling people not to ask her to defend her defense of prison abolition#they should just ‘Google it’ she said (or something like that)#now I don’t watch Tee Noir#gothra#feminism#social justice#prison abolition#criminal justice#prison reform#tw vomit
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This game is truly written by the kind of liberals who love to make statements like “I love animals more than humans” and the humans they’re always referring to end up being people of color. Genuinely what the fuck
#I decided to let Harding die in 3 seconds and Assan had absolutely nothing to do with that choice jfc#hot take I guess even though it shouldn’t be 🫠#bioware critical
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Men that stroke their cocks to your most innocent selfies.
#the ones that are sfw and innocent enough to post on social media#the ones that shouldn’t make their cocks hard or their balls ache but here they are#you don’t even send a nude or suggestive pic#just a soft sweet smiling photo paired with a ‘how’s your day?’ and they’re GONE#OR OR OR you’re not even dating#maybe you’re just friends or acquaintances or MAYBE you don’t know each other at all#but he’s still jacking it to the cute photos you post of yourself online#this is entirely marq’s fault#ENTIRELY#my brain is mush
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#okay I can’t deny it anymore#I think I’m sick#no fever thank god#but bruh#just staying awake shouldn’t be t h a t hard
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I don’t think we talk enough about how being love bombed can like really fuck you up??? Like yeah is it easy to identify from an outside perspective? Absolutely. But being in it and having someone devote that much time and attention to you (even if it is manipulative in nature) to then having it end abruptly when they’ve gotten what they wanted out of you… 🫠
#mine#text post#it’s so devious and sinister the way people can just do this to people#and every time I come out of it#I just feel so stupid and like of course that’s what was happening#why wouldn’t that be what was happening???#and not only does it feel super shitty to feel like you were being used#and also that like everything they said was just a ploy to get something from you#but like the withdrawal of attention is my least favorite part#because it feels nice to be pursued and flirted with and called pretty#and to have someone ask about your day#etc etc#but then when it disappears#you just feel awful#at least I do#and don’t even get me started on how it becomes so hard to believe people after that#to believe anything anyone says#to see yourself as desirable outside of manipulation and being used#just shitty shitty shitty#ruminating on things I shouldn’t#but was thinking about this tonight#having fallen prey to it so many times#sorry for the rant#I’m done now
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Bagginshieldtober - Day 4, 8, and 10
Prompts - Culture, Courting, and Music
I really enjoyed the process of this one, esp because I saw this photo on pinterest and immediately thought of them :3 <3
#the hobbit#lotr#bagginshieldtober#bilbo baggins#thorin oakenshield#bagginshield#my beloveds#I’m on a mission to step out of my comfort zone regarding digital art and I’m happy with how its gone so far#also i’m realizing that maybe i shouldn’t be drawing so late at night#because this was a hell of a lot brighter and vibrant in the wee hours of the night i was drawing this while my roommate slept next to me#aaaaanyway#i miss them#i tried so hard to make thorins left hand look as delicate as possible#this makes me happy#they look so at peace#ok i have to stop looking at this or its never going to get posted#aaaaa
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Publishing has always been a fucking nightmare, but now it’s a layer of hell. It’s not enough that writers be good at what they do. Writers have to maintain an active social media presence and cultivate a following. Be available.
They have to be conventionally attractive enough to look good enough to see on a screen, aesthetically pleasing, kind, funny, up-to-date on trends, socially aware but not so controversial that they turn off a brand from California from slapping their discount code on a video promoting a book.
They have to do all of this with no media training, with little help from the companies that are supposed to be doing this for them.
Of course, a lot of this isn't possible for say, the 40-something mother of two who teaches English at a school and writes on the side. She’s boxed out of an already complex industry that already has enough walls.
On some level, I think authors have always marketed themselves a little, but we’ve reached such a crazy point where we’re demanding the author become the influencer. Accessibility in publishing has narrowed from an inch to a sliver. And that inch was hard enough to get in as is.
#This is about traditional publishing but there’s pretty privilege and ageism in self publishing too#I can’t think of the last time I saw an up and coming author recording videos who was over thirty#And frankly that’s a shame#It could be that I’m not looking hard enough#but it’s more likely that algorithms are trained the way they are#truly I don’t think they should have to do any of that at all#And forgive me but (and I know it’s rich because I’m an artist on a platform) but art shouldn’t be at the mercy of an algorithm#Now there’s also something to be said about self publishing becoming easier and easier to achieve success in#And doors opening because of influencer status is real and makes publishing wider in a way#But that doesn’t mean it’s accessible#I’m not gonna plaster my health issues over the wall but that life is certainly not accessible to me!#are you healthy enough to write and make sure people on social media still want to like your stuff#are you mentally well enough to be your own pr#I’m sure people who have studied this have more to say and have said it better but this is what I’ve observed#writing#publishing#publishing industry
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not everyone who lives in california is rich. i repeat, not everyone who lives in california is rich.
#and even those who are don’t deserve to have their house destroyed#this shouldn’t even have to be said but alas#not to mention so much wildlife is suffering because of all of this#it’s not that hard to spare some empathy#la fires#*
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people who hate on botl annabeth… imagine knowing that your best friend / the guy you like is prophesied to die in 6 months and it seems like he doesn’t even want to spend it with you, and memorizes another girls phone number, and that girl who he’s spending so much time with takes over your quest, when you’ve been longing for one for years.. YOUR quest!!
and on top of that, the guy you like goes missing after an explosion (… where you just kissed him) after you just got told on this quest you’ll ‘lose a love to worse than death,’ then comes back like nothing happened, and then you put two and two together… calypsos island. you think she’d just be completely fine??
#also her history of always getting left behind — her step mom and dad/ luke joining kronos can you blame her for being scared about rachel??#yes she shouldn’t have taken it out on rachel but… she was a 15 year old girl (i played dumb. was it hard?)#i also love rachel she’s such a cutie this is not rachel shade#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackson#annabeth chase#pjo hoo toa#pjo#battle of the labyrinth#botl#pjo botl
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wow…..the under man…..
#undertale#sans undertale#art#fanart#my art#sans#after like a year hes still incredibly hard to draw. he shouldn’t be this hard to draw#but i just can’t get his eye shape right!!
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SaEon has loved her since they were kids. His comment of knowing each other for “twenty years” makes sense. (Side note: I don’t think he’s their real son. But that’s just speculation).
He remembers what she likes & isn’t overtly loud about it despite his sometimes overbearing personality.
It’s attractive that he remembers the little details about HeeJoo.
#umm sir tell your wife you like her cuz she’s under the impression that you don’t like her#you already put a ring on it so it shouldn’t be that hard#tsundere#P.S. all the parents suck in this show. They can eat bricks!#when the phone rings#kdrama#chae soo bin
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i don’t know who needs to hear this (me) but if you experience chronic pain or illness or you’re disabled and you can’t work at all or you can’t work certain jobs or you can only work a couple hours or you’re struggling to find a job, it’s okay. especially if you’re also in full time education because this is difficult and i wish we didn’t have to work whilst being in full time education.
but my point is; you are trying your best with what you have. do not push yourself to do what able bodied and healthy people are doing because that is not only an unrealistic, but quite unfair, standard to set for yourself
#kept feeling guilty because my able bodied boyfriend has been pulling 8hr shifts every weekend#and i’ve only been working a 5hr shift on a saturday#then i remembered how much i struggle move around sometimes and maybe i shouldn’t be so hard on myself#disability#disabled#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronically ill#chronic fatigue
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Yesterday, in NYC, a man lit a woman, who was sleeping in a subway car, on fire until she died. So the man arrested will be charged with terrorism as well as murder, correct? His attack was also threatening the lives of other homeless people (which it is assumed she was so). Surely he will also be charged with terrorism for scaring those people, right?
Or is it only terrorism when rich people are threatened?
Also, surely the fact the person who did this being an undocumented immigrant won’t be mentioned in every single news article about it, right? A woman was brutally murdered. Who gives a shit where the perpetrator is from, all we should care is that he is detained and punished.
Right?
We all agreed to this, right?
Or does race and immigration status only matter when a non-white and or undocumented immigrant commits a crime?
Same place, same police.
And I think we all know how differently this murder will be treated. And why.
#as far as I can tell she hasn’t been identified yet and it seems she was homeless#SHE WAS ASLEEP!#you could not have gotten more non threatening than what she was doing#it pisses me off that the media isn’t covering blake livelys lawsuit and horrific allegations but were so fast to capitalize on Johnny#depps lawsuit#it pisses me off this woman’s death will be nothing more than a small news article where it’s possible her name may never even be found#but both luigi and Thompson will have every single aspect of their live transcribed and memorialize fucking pisses me off#the fact that Thompsons murder will be portrayed as outrageous while this woman’s murder#a woman BURNT ALIVE#one of the most painful ways to die#will be forgetton#even if she is identified#there won’t be her picture everywhere hashtags about her journalists painstakingly documenting everything#the obvious hypocrisy in this murder compared to Luigi’s murder is obvious and painful#I know it holds so much symbolic value fuck American healthcare I am completely on board 100% agree#but I think people are so hypocritical criticizing police for only working so hard on a murder when it’s a rich guy (true) while the masses#including me#are obsessed with a case about two rich white men#I’m not at all saying what luigi did shouldn’t be praised and focused on and talked about not at all#but just as a current events and true crime girlie (derogatory) it just always bothers me that cases that go big involve rich white people#almost always#this post was meant to be purely criticizing how authorities are handling this case but ig also a slight condemnation for making this#attention so rare#does thins make sense#rae’s rambles#luigi mangione#current events
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Every time someone asks the cast to marry/adopt them I have a physical reaction of second hand embarrassment. Especially since you can see that they’re not comfortable with that kind of question. Half of this fandom is wonderful and one of the most open and respectful fandoms I have been in but then the other half is just gross.
PLEASE DO NOT RUIN THIS FOR THE REST OF US AND MAKE US THAT BROADWAY FANDOM
#it’s not that hard to read the room#it’s so clear on the casts faces that you shouldn’t say that stuff#the outsiders musical#the outsiders#soc saturday#melody rose#the outsiders fandom
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