#this shit is relatable

[shwizles]

I don't know what my problem is but, I've always thought about Death. Whether it's Yesterday, Today or Tomorrow, it's all the same. It feels shit. It doesn't matter when this thought ends. One day, naturally, I felt like not wanted to live anymore.

I don't know if it will really happen somedays. Vaguely it's the thought that I think quite often.

I didn't know that it would be so dramatic. Saying that better days will come in life, like fool, I believed in that. Today is no different from those pathetic past days anyway, pretty sure it will be the same for future too. Might be a lot worse.

That's why I stopped believing that better days will come. I tried to run away from the anxiety that shook me to my core. I have nothing precious that I will leave behind.

(*Taken from chapter 1 of Waterside Night by Euja.)

[jellyjamheadobb]

[rivetgoth]

It's honestly crazy that discussion around testosterone HRT skews so much towards the beginning stages of it (to the point that you have dozens of guys thinking their transition is "failed" if they don't pass by like a year in lol) and what the initial changes of the first couple of months to years look like, like the classic laundry list of those early basic changes like bottom growth, voice drop, etc, when IMO literally none of that compares remotely to the depth and intensity of the long term total masculinization you start to experience like 3-5+ years in.

[that-bluesybitch]

[funnyshorts]

[lesbianralzarek]

"life doesnt get better, you just get stronger" does NOT include ages 11-17. life does in fact just get better from there. those years are dogshit. like, you do get stronger but its mostly just a factor of not being 11-17 anymore. positive thinking helps but it doesnt fix whatevers going on at 15, you have to brute force through that one raw

[worthless-mess]

"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.

[lustfulcrystal]

Facts!🤭

[troythecatfish]

[mxshr0mz]

why did my dad send this

should i be concerned

[mysticmuse0]

[axolotls4eva]

Dude when my social battery runs out there’s like no warning. I don’t get the 20% warnings it’s just I’ll be enjoying my time and then all of a sudden if one more word is spoken I’m going to kill myself and everyone around me.

[jellyjamheadobb]

[astrogirlythings]

[memeshost]

[omgitssvpernxva]