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Pedro Pascal as Joel Miller:
A 50 hour print that used almost an entire spool of filament for both the bust and the stand…. It was WELL worth it.
Now it’s time to decide if I’m going to keep him like this or sand, prime and paint. 👀 (the print lines are much less visible than the zoomed in images make them seem)
#pedro pascal#Joel miller#the last of us#TLOU#3d printing#the texture on his shirt and backpack are nuts#also his HAIR#and the beard patches#this model was well worth it#look at all the details#also check out the golf ball on the stand 😬#eastman3d
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:D versus D:
oh and ofc the full pieces :V
#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 medic#medic tf2#emesis blue#dr fritz ludwig#fritz ludwig#digital art#illustration#artists on tumblr#mine#my art#honestly. its kind of jarring to see how off model i draw medic#but it doesnt really bother me lmao#i accept that i draw him in a way that caters specifically to me#and thats just how its gonna have 2 be#hes my girl i get to draw him however i damn well please#anyway i havent slept bc i was doing this#worth it . honestly#anyway#blu medic in general has no dog teeth and has more gray hairs including a white streak#u heard right medics dog teeth are a RECENT development#medic
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Shawn Wells
#shawn wells#beautiful black man#menstyle#moda masculina#male beauty#men worth your time#black men#menswear#mensfashion#male model#black is beautiful#mens style
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Part of my experience with abuse is hoping I get a kid like me so I can know how easy it can be to love them, how easy it is to not treat them how I was treated, and breaking that cycle. It was only hard for them to love me as a child because they didn't love me in the first place. They wished for me to know the hate they had, and I refuse to carry their water for them like that. It was never hard to love me.
#mental health#mental health recovery#abuse#abuse tw#even if i never become a dad i know what it's like to love strangers as though they were my flesh#and i wouldn't wish them the hate that i experienced#treating myself like a stranger in some ways helped me realize i never deserved any of it#anyway. if you were treated this way: you weren't hard to love as a child#even the most 'out of control' chuldren are not impossible to love#aand the effort to love them is worth it every time#because loving and respecting people is worth it even when it's not always easy#like i'm not saying parenting is easy. but the easy part ought to be the love part#maybe that's the first easy thing you should do before having children i think#because as a hastag abused kid: we can tell when you hate us. we can feel the searing hatred#we can tell when you wouldn't care if we died. and it sticks with you#and you become an ANTI-role model to us#i am well into my life as an adult and my abusers from childhood are STILL my anti-role models because of how awful they were
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he still has his tonsils. by the way if you even care
#sorry this is fucking UNINTELLIGIBLE but unfortunately i’m still on my bullshit about dr. daddyissues. yeah it’s gonna be all month#i am rotating episode 2.8 ‘the mistake’ in my head at breakneck speed. i am gnawing on it i want to swallow it#oh he’s such a lying liar who lies. charming little bastard. would rather die/lose his license than express one wholly unaffected emotion#‘he thinks not giving a crap makes him like house. like it’s something to aspire to’ quick question HOW serious do the daddy issues have to#be before you start latching on to fucking GREGORY HOUSE as a paternal figure and role model. really#even cameron is not down this bad. even WILSON is not down this bad.#the daddy issues of it all are very understandable though because even setting aside whatever went down back in childhood that shit his#father did to him in seasons 1-2 is SO messed up. jesus#imagine traveling all the way across the world to the hospital your son works in for a consult which confirms what you already knew: you’re#going to die of cancer in like 2 months. making a whole point out of stopping by to visit your son. not telling him what’s going on.#letting him spend a whole episode’s worth of time gradually coming to terms with his complicated feelings towards you (complicated on#account of a whole childhood of objectively awful parenting). the kid finally is able to try reaching back out to you. after YOU initiated#the contact in the first place. how do you react? well obviously by telling him ‘oh sorry i actually have to get in a taxi right now’ and#fucking back off to the other side of the world without giving him a chance to actually talk to you at all and resolve any of the emotions#you just dredged up. oh by the way you still haven’t fucking told him you’re about to die and in fact actively mislead him into thinking#he’s going to have the chance to try meeting with you again next time he visits your home country.#especially fucked up given that the whole reason it DID take your son so long to come around THIS time is that he feels like every time#he’s tried reaching out to you in the past you’ve just disappointed him by refusing to put in the effort to meet him there.#And Now Here We Are Again.#rowan what the FUCK is wrong with you. i want to dig you up and kill you again#house md#robert chase#caseyposting
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help
#i stg being that cute has got to be illegal somewhere#i didn't think it would be possible to make her look even better but here we are#interestingly enough#now that i've played some more actual game instead of just photo modeing my way through ikrie's quest#they didn't change all that much about her animations#quite possibly because they were already at the higher end of what the original game had to offer since TFW was already an improvement#and as much as it pains me to say this#in the end it's really just a minor side quest out in the middle of nowhere a lot of people will probably never play#(you should tho! absolutely worth it. go to keener's rock and enjoy)#so compared to what they did with the dialogue in the main game#this remains pretty much the same#however.#i think it might be due to the updated face models so animations translate a little differently#there seems to be a little more nuance to some expressions#...unfortunately somewhat at the cost of That iconic smirk#oh well. can't have everything#i LOVE how she looks now though this is pretty much what i had in my head the entire time#ikrie#horizon zero dawn#hzd remaster
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you are pretty, dearest!
#SPEEDRUNNING TO POST BEFORE MY ABM QUIZ STARTS PLEASE POST POSTPOSDPTOPTT GKRKGKRKG#edit: editing this post to make it more presentable since i got time :3#rendered this while at school hehe#~ art#💚 constabell#okay okay and i gotta drop my thoughts here as usual#i totally imagine norton was expressing some sort of insecurity about his face and how it doesnt make him look any better. to which#irene rejects the idea and holds him closer. you are pretty! i think you are very handsome. words hit deep. but this one struck a chord dee#so deep that it reassures him that he still have some worth and he is still deserving of being loved. so much so that a beautiful lady-#is very much in love with him :3#andd yes ^^ his burn scars do extend to his arm - i saw it in his model + sources online if you were able to remove his sleeve#im sure i posted about it here in this blog but its quite far now#i hc his scars to mostly appear on his left side - explains why his left temple is only affected#i imagine there is some coverage on his body as well - i actually wondered if im able to draw that out#unfortunately im jsut not good at masc anatomy so that needs some work. orr i just go chibi mode AHAHAH but what if i dont want to :pleadin
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its so hard out here for a guy who hates paying 50 dollars for a game and not getting a physical copy of it
#and i thought having to see people playing frontiers at midnight when i had to wait a few more hours was hard ...................#stay strong physical edition warriors .......#well its not even just that i also just didnt think any of the digital deluxe bonuses were worth the 10 extra dollars#like the terios model is ugly and idc about the movie stuff#and i dont really see the point of a digital art book . art books are only good as physical books in my opinion
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I've got too many games I want to play and not enough free time 😭 I still need to finish my BG3 playthrough but since Endless Ocean: Luminous came out I've been playing a lot of that instead. Also just got back into Wizard101 last night. Started playing House Flipper again last weekend. Still need to finish BOTW so I can start a TOTK playthrough and finish Pokemon Shield so I can start on Pokemon Violet. I've been fighting off the urge to start up a new Skyrim playthrough for weeks. My brother just told me that Paper Mario: The Thousand Year Door is getting ported to the Switch. And now I'm suddenly feeling inspired to replay DAI... And throughout all of this I'm also playing the hell out of DragonVale on my phone. Someone just pay me to play video games all day please
#and before anyone suggests it: no i cant try to get into streaming#the way i play video games is extremely frustrating for other people to watch ahdjsksl#no one is going to give me money for producing a video where i spend two hours checking every barrel in the map while juggling my inventory#and then immediately give up on a puzzle and just sit in silence for 30 minutes while i look up a walkthrough instead#i need a situation that pays me $200 a day just to be autistic at the screen alone in the comfort of my own home#rambling#a few years ago i made it a mission to play all of the dragon age games and dlcs in order and i did not complete it#i got all the way to inquisition before i quit#i had already played it on ps3 but i wanted to replay on my new gaming laptop and unfortunately my computer decided it was too complicated#and also i just wanted to play as an elf again and i was resisting that urge bc i played as an elf the first time and wanted something new#so i didnt connect to my character as much#BUT ive learned a lot about optimizing my games from getting bg3 to run on my computer#so i think i could get it to handle dai now. especially if i upgrade to ssd like ive been wanting#and i just saw a dai post on my dash that made me daydream about possible characters and i was struck with inspiration#when i first played through on ps3 i didnt know anything about da lore. it was my first dragon age game#i was just doing whatever i thought seemed coolest#so i basically modeled my inquisitor after my dnd oc and then just picked a vallaslin i thought was pretty#and then when it came time to pick a specialization i was just like 'i mean my hand has rift magic right? seems obvious enough'#but now i know the LORE. and the dalish really interest me. and i want to make an inquisitor thats their own character#i didnt want to replay another elf mage bc i thought it would be too similar#but at the same time i wanted to re-experience dai (and experience trespasser for the first time) now that i knew more about the dalish#(with mods that fix the annoying bits where your character seems to not know about their own religion of course lol...)#i was thinking about that and i just got hit with some inspiration#instead of 'my dnd character but with a cool tattoo and rift magic and they kinda roll with the inquisitor stuff bc idk whats going on'#what if i made a more intentional character with a much different personality and their own backstory#theyre still the first of their clan but i know what that means now so theyre not really into the herald of andraste stuff#theyre a devotee of falon'din with his vallaslin and fittingly choose necromancy specialization (tho theyre annoyed by all the maker talk)#they can look cool and goth and maybe they even make some different choices about the well of sorrows 👀#i could keep rambling but im running out of tags gah#anyways ive got lots of ideas now and i think the playthrough would be unique enough to be worth it
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i love choi yeonjun so much
#recently ive been thinking about him more than usual. hes like my biggest role model and my biggest inspiration#hes just. hes everything#DO YOU GET ME#i love his confidence that never wavers. even when he was still working on his dream he truly believed he could achieve it#he loves himself and knows his worth and i wish i could reach that level of confidence one day#and even if he's so confident. he's also an extremely grateful and humble person !!#he never takes things for granted and he's really down to earth too#he just has the perfect balance of confidence and humility that i wish i could find too#and !!! i love his mindset so much. he values growth and constant improvement#and he (and well all of txt) helped me value hard work because dude the passion that they have for what they do is so inspiring#and his motto being 'be the only one not the best one'. that just shows everything#he's just so incredibly inspiring i don't know how he's real#all the trainees and idols looking up to him are so real for that because how could anyone know of him and not just be awestruck#his mom nicknamed him 'healing' and that's so true. he really is healing#i have no idea how hes real. i don't even plan on becoming an idol ever but hes just my role model too#he just has the purest heart and such a good mindset and through him i learned i want to be like that too#HE IS MY ROLE MODEL. DO YOU GET IT. I LOVE HIM SO MUCHM DO YOU GET IT.#ok i just had to vent that out i love choi yeonjun so much <3
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im coming back to say, the ranboo rebrand was fucking cool. now excuse me while i beg my mum to give me access to my bank account so i will be able to buy the r800 jacket when it comes out. boobers rise.
#ゞbillzoned#˗ˏˋ 🖇️﹕𝙫𝙚𝙚 𝙧𝙖𝙢𝙗𝙡𝙚𝙨 *#mcyt#ranboo#ranboolive#ranboo rebrand#THEIR MODEL LOOKS SO COOL WTF#the little boober too:(#my mum will say no#but its worth a shot#two posts in one day#is pretty unusual for me#but oh well
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regulus fans getting sooo bugged out over that quote in the books about how he was less handsome than sirius n trying to deny it…why girls embrace your fav being nothing special embrace them being a little wonky looking. my best little baby princess looks like a parsnip and i go awooga awooga over him every single day i am having the time of my life. i am free
#losing your mind over a character who looks like a normal guy is always x1000 more fun than doing loop de loops to swear they were a#calvin klein model. like sorry if there was a passage in the book that went like ‘remus was boring looking. if anything he was a little#ugly but certainly not worth a second glance.’ do you know how loudly id whoop and cheer. brother id get it fucking tattooed#if your fav is canonically hot then whatever you’ve got a pass. but if your fav is not hot-coded i think that is fine there is no need to#yassify them girl. lay down your arms. it’s time to rest.#frankly sometimes being the resident r girl feels like one guy attending a party on his own. like wearing the hat and everything and#blasting music but it’s literally just me in a room on my own. well that’s fine
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[ID: Animated gif showing four test renders of a wheeled wooden dragon toy from the same angle; with each render, small adjustments happen to its textures, darkening portions and adding details like nicks in the edges of the wood piece that might be the dragon's eye or brow bone. The final render stays visible while hand-drawn arrows appear, with handwritten labels that point out locations of a knot, wear, dents, glued, cracks, and rings. Some of the cracks are visible but nearly everything else is obscured by the angle of view. End ID]
Getting some unique moments into the wood material, I'm aiming for subtle changes. They're supposed to blend well with the wood grain textures! But on the best of days I want a neon sign pointing to the intentional work I've done and that desire now is exacerbated by how precisely the test render angle I've been using hides the detail areas. Between the dents in the right wing barely visible due to a glancing angle that the glued crack in the left wing would conversely require to be spotted, the obscuring of both chunky end grain edges on the lower piece of the face that needed their ring direction reinforced, and that just-out-of-view hand painted knot near the back right hip...it looks like I'm planning some grand reveal. I am not.
#cj gladback#dragon roll#3d wip#3d texturing#blender#gif#well to be fair i am planning the reveal in that i've got notes on what i'll want gathered for my portfolio#still making choices about the main scene to show it off in (whether in a kid's possession or on a repair bench)#and how much to try to port to UE versus just sticking with cycles renders for everything with the full detail model#aside from LOD0 and LOD1 comparisons#still get to check if a tiny breaking of the symmetry in the model itself (chipping one eye piece where it lays against the snout in front)#is worth the extra work or just draws attention to the overclean lines everywhere else#and retopoing for the LOD1 version -- not doing anything actually low poly just the level where rounded edges are still good#but there's nothing extra that just had to be added for subd support#and technically I'm not quite retopoing the traditional way--may learn that I should have#but it felt like it was worth it to work from a version of the mesh where the subd modifier was applied and reduce edges#rather than try to build new ones that follow the curves perfectly#ramblings#tag you're writ
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I'm going to lose my fucking mind
#For context: I was going to make a post complaining about how lesbians don't have enough good musical theater duets#(like we have the love songs from 'The Color Purple' which're alright but doesn't match the passion or desperation present in the book imo#'Changing My Major' which is a great love song but doesn't hit that sweet duet spot#'Dance With You' and the last verse of 'You Happened' from The Prom are sweet but the girls barely get to actually sing about each other#Honestly 'Oh Well' from Love In Hate Nation comes closest to what I want but it ends on a bittersweet note unless you see the show live#If only Elphaba and Glinda were canon...#But anyway. I can't believe that there's an adaptation of The Color Purple coming in the year of our lord 2023 and this is#how they're talking about Shug Avery. Her *role model*. Lock up your *husbands*. Ick. Pfaff.#I mean they're going to be gay. You can't get around that. But Shug is the love of her life. Can we please talk about that in the character#Don't mind me I'm just over here overreacting#From what I've read one of the biggest adaptational changes in the musical is her reaction to Shug's affair.#Like in the book Shug is the one light in her life. I sobbed myself to sleep over her nosedive in self-worth when they took a break#In the musical she's just...fine with it? I get why that's more satisfying emotionally but I still think it undermines their relationship#I don't get the curse thing either. I'm a little fuzzier on this part but in the book doesn't she just leave him and she's able to thrive?#Then when he asks her to get back together she's able to just know that the worst with Shug or alone is better than the best with him?#This book man. I hate that there isn't an adaptation as devoted to the Celie/Shug relationship as the book is.#Hate that the only recommendation I've seen calling it a sapphic book was from someone who thought that Celie's letters were to her lover#I remember watching this steamy adaptation of a Shakespeare play in soph Eng and seething because they only kiss once in the 1985 movie#Ig I can't expect too much from 1985 but...it was in the book! It was one of the most important parts! They don't even live together in it!#This was all to say I wast a lesbian 'Green Green Dress' a lesbian 'Home' a lesbian 'Natasha & Anatole' a lesbian Legally Blonde finale#The list goes on#I'm sure The Color Purple (2023) will be a good adaptation and movie. I will not pop blood vessels while watching it.#Maybe I should just avoid press releases and the movie will surprise me in a good way.
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I could be wrong here but I feel like in the context of this post it should be extremely clear that my tags are directed not at Jews or any other non-Christians, but rather at Christians who are in turn addressing other Christians. I'm not Christian, I don't see any need to get Jesus involved either, but I also understand that it's not reasonable to expect Christians to pretend that their religious beliefs have no bearing on their sense of right and wrong, especially when they are talking to other people who share those beliefs. Same goes for any religion.
#I am half Jewish my literal entire father is Jewish#I understand perfectly well that Jews don't care what Jesus thinks#but I also understand that some people DO care what Jesus thinks whether I like it or not!#it's *maybe* possible that the op (who wrote the 'or just don't bring Jesus into it' comment)#thought that I meant 'if you have to make an Easter-related post about Palestine'#when really I meant 'if you feel the need to bring Jesus into *any* post about Palestine'#I was really tempted to respond to them clarifying what I meant but I decided it's just not worth it#but the second comment ('right like Jews do not care' etc.) is so condescending and wrongheaded#...okay I went to their blog and saw that they consider Zionism 'an indigenous land back movement' lmao#well that just vanquished any qualms I had about complaining about them on my blog#the idea that my dad—a white 3rd gen New Yorker—is 'indigenous' to the middle east is (in isolation) hilarious#anyway to get back on topic: the original post WAS complaining about a legitimately antisemitic pro-Palestine Christian post#but a Christian supporting Palestine for Jesus-related reasons is not inherently antisemitic#as long as those reasons are 'Jesus (who was literally Jewish) is my role model and these are the values he espouses'#(and as long as those values do not include hating Jews obviously)#x#personal
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can I just. shriek. over the way smoothies are marketed so strongly as for weight loss and how oh no we should not put one (1) gram of sugar in it because we MiGhT gEt FaT because I'm just. I'm here looking this stuff up as a way to trick my silly little brain into eating more. I do not need this to be any harder than it already is
#personal#catkin rambles#smoothies#i am very angry actually. well. more just tired. so tired.#the diet industry should go die in a hole#so should using underweight models#and photoshop to make them look unrealistic#and beauty expectations#and diet culture in general#just. no#not all of us need to lose weight! and the ones of us who specifically don't are more likely to have a reason for it i think#and that would be a reason that would be made worse by seeing all this stuff#sometimes i wonder if it's even worth fighting#it would be so much easier to just give up and let things happen as they may#i might try this intuitive eating thing#see how it goes for a bit#it will not hurt me if i *do* lose a bit of weight having significantly overeaten in the last week#idk im just worn out with all of this#i have blender. check. i have large cup with straw. check. i have ingredients#but gee whiz article about what you shouldn't put in smoothies thanks for killing my vague intention to eat today#(well. intention to try smoothie anyway)#16% mortality rate they say
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