#this knowledge may kill me!!

[cutemeat]

i delusionally think deetress scraps cld happen under chernin brothers bcuz the scene got deleted but they also wrote her one canon lesbian sexual experience (trying to get off via female masseuse in franks back in business)

sorry i had to process this ask for like 12 hours before i could look at it again to post it

[anewp0tat0]

I am so passed April fools cause life hard and busy but I hope we're still in a silly mood ;;v;;

(very belated) April Black Butler Animo Black Arts Magazine- Ciel Dies.

I really needed to participate in this months mag for 2 reasons, 1) because I missed doing last months mag even though the prompt that I had pitched since day 1 of me joining (wild west) was finally selected... and I didn't even get to participate. so I'm bummed. and 2) because I actually also am mostly responsible for conceiving this prompt and I am proud of myself(as well as everyone else who participated hahaaa) for having an idea. so yes.

I also got to do the cover this time.

[doctorbrown]

DOCTOBER '24 ⸺ 「 7 / 31 * TYLENOL 」

November 10, 1888

When the papers Emmett has been staring at for the last several minutes begin to split themselves in two by their own accord, he blinks, dropping his head into his hands with a weary sigh. The ache blossoming behind his eyes has already started to spread to his temples, making any kind of higher thought a challenge, never mind focusing on the words he’d already put down on the page. 

Despite already cracking the secret of time-travel, replicating that success with less-than-favourable components of the Nineteenth Century was proving to be just as challenging–if not more so–as the first time. 

Only this time, he didn’t have the luxury of time and a family fortune to squander. It wasn’t safe for himself or his family to remain here indefinitely, not with every single day altering the timeline in infinite and unknown ways, and with 1908 rapidly approaching and the arrival of his family in California, Emmett could feel the rope tightening around his neck little-by-little every passing day.

The chances of meddling in his own family’s history, even inadvertently, was far too great and those consequences would be catastrophic. Should he do something to prevent his own conception—

No, he would have it figured out by then.

But how?

The train was the only reliable vehicle capable of reaching speeds of eighty-eight miles an hour when pushed to the limit, however designing the steam powered engine capable of withstanding the strain and producing the relevant output was almost as daunting as considering the modifications the train itself would need to avoid tearing itself to shreds.

Emmett presses his fingers to his temples and massages small circles in hopes of chasing away the pesky headache. 

“Are you feeling alright, dear?” Clara asks when he groans, looking up from the second shirt of Jules’ she has had to mend just this week.

“I’m fine, Clara. Just a headache.”

“Let me check. There’s that nasty bug that’s been going around the school. Three of my kids have been out the past few days and while I don’t think I’ve brought it home, better safe than sorry.”

Clara sets her sewing equipment down and joins her husband at the table, pressing the back of her hand to his forehead. Emmett doesn’t squirm, though he can’t help the way he feels slightly ridiculous now that the tables have been turned on him. How many times had he done this for Marty or Jules over the years?

He didn’t mind the concern, but after so many years of relying on himself, he wasn’t used to having someone willing to do that for him.

“No, you don’t feel warm.” She pulls her hand away and glances down at Emmett’s Time Machine blueprints strewn out over the table, clicking her tongue softly.

“I told you, it’s just a headache.” Once Clara’s hand is free of his forehead, he resumes the motions, attempting to rub the pain away. What he wouldn’t give for the cabinet back in his lab in the Twentieth Century, stocked with the latest developments in modern medicine.

He’d always made sure to keep the lab well-stocked for the occasional mishap and Marty’s unfortunate run-ins with the local hooligans. 

But with the discovery of aspirin still eleven years away, there was little to be done for quick pain relief without attempting to synthesise it himself. 

 “I’ve hit a wall. If I can only—” 

“Why don’t you put that down for the night and we’ll sit down with it again in the morning? It’s late, Emmett, and don’t give me that look. If you overwork yourself by stressing over this, you will make yourself sick and then what good will that do?”

Emmett thinks twice before speaking, torn between pursuing the thought as far as his pounding mind and double-vision will allow and acquiescing to his wife’s demand, which time and experience had taught him was not a question despite its deceptive phrasing.

She's right, and trying to force himself to continue when it's clear he could use the rest would likely result in him making some easily avoidable mistakes.

[tongjaitongjai]

Mordred: My kink is when people actually care about me and my feelings

Merlin: too unrealistic, settle for bondage like the rest of us.

[emmodii-mode]

Just finished my first playthrough of BG3. Romanced Lae'zel, but ending up turning into an Illithid because the idea of making Orpheus or Karlach do it didn't sit well with me (or my character).

I told Lae'zel to leave with Orpheus in the end (I heard she wouldn't stay with a ghaik anyway, which she's valid for, but also, it doesn't feel right to ask her to stay when I know how much her people mean to her). And like-

Her face before she flies off---

She looks so heartbroken and sad.

[theskeletoninthegarden]

Sorry about the theater of emotions going on my face from across the room. I'm trying to resolve an argument that I made up between two fictional characters.

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

peace and love on planet earth save me.... peace and love on planet earth.... save me peace and love on planet earth....

[sskk-manifesto]

(｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡

[elegyofthemoon]

day 3 went from "its soooo over" to "LETS FUCKING GOOOOOO"

not that i have a schedule but i am proud that i am fighting against anxiety by shoving myself into situations to get some work done

[msommers]

the thing is that i let myself fully sit in the weight of riya's emotions during the "i'm going to make you proud" moment with her mom and that's what killed me

[celibibratty]

I know the idea of the game is to our main characters become an old master one day in a certain moment of their life, but one part of me kinda don't like that?, i like more the idea of after they kill the villans, they become some kinda of badass vigilants/justice gangsters, and continue be like this since they become old(no idea how they pay the bills living in that way?, but it doesn't matter is just a game), idk i just like our main characters more being some kinda of "lone wolf", i think it fits more their style

[autistic-shaiapouf]

Mystery bugs in my home and I don't recognize them! I've seen a few around at this point and might make a more formal post about it tomorrow but, mystery bugs below the cut if anyone wants to take a shot at helping me ID them:

Not the best pics but it's got an abdomen with clear markings that make me think either roach or earwig, but photos of the nymphs of either don't seem to be matching up; granted I only looked for maybe 5 minutes and mightve missed something obvious but this guy's not ringing any bells for me

[astrxealis]

really want to read more and more literature (esp classics!) aghhhh yesterday iirc i was on a walk with my mom and twin and an old guy (not a weirdo dw) who was jogging or walking too actually asked what book i was carrying and it's a little funny bcs uhm he just went "oh a classic!" you see. i was carrying dante's inferno. which i still haven't properly started to read but anyways he might... if my mom is right... be the local parish guy so oopsies !! LMAO anyways yeah really interested in lovecraft for a while now! horror scares me and gives me paranoia but i also enjoy the writing of it? and i remember once that something/someone said my writing is kinda similar to his. hm.

[orcelito]

Weeping Now.....................

[vaugarde]

im only 4 episodes in and theres so many characters already wow

[aymayzing]

I was trying to be so brave and watch a movie that mentioned that maybe equal rights for women are cool with my dad without getting into a fight but I failed :((