#this just hit me square in the feels
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When we’re out in a crowd laughing loud And nobody knows why ♪ When we’re lost at a club, getting drunk And you give me that smile ♪ Going home in the back of a cart And your hand touches mine ♪ When we’re done making love And you look up and give me those eyes ♪ ‘Cause all of the small things that you do Are what remind me why I fell for you And when we’re apart, and I’m missing you I close my eyes and all I see is you And the small things you do.
Siyoh’s Parents, Aanya & Sasja Mari as Newly Weds in Doma Head canons about them below the cut.
Some light head canons about Siyoh’s parents. The above song is strong sentiments Sasja feels for Aanya.
♀ Aanya Mari
• Thavnarian born/raised • Spent many years as a dancer • Incredibly intelligent • More book smart than street smart • Family oriented
♂ Sasja Mari
• Doman born/raised • Trader/Merchant • Musically talented • Street smart not book smart • Battle prowess/Swordsman • Incredibly devoted/loving • Also family oriented
Shared Head Canons
• Met in Thavnair while Sasja was there trading from Doma. He spotted her street dancing in the markets, immediately had stars in his eyes upon seeing her. • He courted her for a few weeks in the markets before finally asking her on a date, she said yes, and the rest is history. They became inseparable for a while. • Eventually he asked her to marry him, she said yes, and the pair settled down in Doma with Sasja’s family. • When Aanya was pregnant with Siyoh the two migrated back to Thavnair for a short while to be with Aanya’s family which is why Siyoh was born in Thavnair despite being raised almost entirely in Doma. • Sasja wakes up every day besides Aanya and still has stars in his eyes for her. Still can’t believe he managed to put a ring on her finger.
#riftdancing - screenshots#riftdancing - roleplay#character - siyoh mari#character - sasja mari#character - aanya mari#ffxiv#miqomarch#kind of#it inspired this#I still need to do things for the actual prompt#this just hit me square in the feels#hhhhhhhhhh#I can't believe I killed these two off for siyoh's story#they deserved better#not because of my writing#but just--- what happened to them#they died playing a part in the resistance
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I think there's some kind of homophobic background as to why there always has to be a "twink" in Achilles and Patroclus relationship. I don't see nearly enough content where they're both buff/strong? Twinks are usually seen as the "woman" in thinly veiled homophobic MLM/BL content, and I think that's what goes on with both old and modern Patrochilles content, cause I still see this shit happen. I need more gay content where both of them are buff, ik that's what the bara market is for but like, that's not what I'm going for either in a sense. I'm just tired of people making Achilles (and/or Pat too) a twink. Go off with your interpretation, I can't and won't stop you, I just... Get tired of it I guess.
#WOAH ITS A CONTROVERSIAL OPINION#Before you rb with you yelling at me#i ultimately do not care#i cant exactly stop every single person out there who interprets either Achilles or Patroclus as twinks#i just have a feeling its rooted in homophobia#and/or just... idk#theres something off about it#personally i think teen achilles was pretty feminine but became more masculine/square during the war#while patroclus was small as kids but puberty hit him like a truck immediately#but thats me#and if thats not you then thats fine#i dont pretened to have the ultimate and only right opinion#i just think i want to learn more as to why one of them always consistently has to be a twink#one of them almost always has to be a twink and maybe im reading too hard into it but i have a feeling its rooted in bad faith#patrochilles
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my inability to play mobile games nowadays is also a source of suffering as a person who loves rhythm games. i miss her (SIF1).....
#but 1) she is shut down <3 and 2) even if she was still up i probably would barely play because the game was getting.... messy#i loved the old UI but they kept like. adding shit. too many little red exclamation marks#but it was one of the comfiest feeling rhythm game mechanics i ever played#i need to find a rhythm game that really feels good is my problem. high key i actually do not like most of the project diva style gameplay#TOO MANY button inputs that are hard to read im too learning disabled for that#i did love project mirai tho. and i liked project diva X because the progression was less skill focused and more perseverance#i really dont like post ps4 pd i do NOT like those multi button inputs where you have to do like#r1 + square + circle + whatever and it like changes every time. girl i cant READ#i much prefer rhythm games where the inputs are simple and dont require as much thinking or reading#and its more focused on just how good can u hit those simple inputs#i really loved beat saber when i played it at a vr arcade once. but i do not have the space or money for vr rn LOL#i also have really enjoyed taiko. someday i'd like to try a peripheral. one time i played it on the dk bongo gamecube controller#to see what it felt like. it felt bad <3 but it was fun <3 <3 <3 <3#osu i havent really liked. although i do enjoy elite beat agents and oeundan. i think its the physically small screen of the ds#sometimes its fun to boot up melodys escape or audiosurf too. but id really like to try other games#when i did play mobage i was partial to stuff like sb69's three track system and llsif's 9 spot system#but i didnt like the way deemo felt.... the size of the visual hit boxes were TOO SMALL it always felt weird#flick notes sucked whenever i played a mobage tho. i have SWEATY FINGERS dont to this me#swipe notes are fine its just flick. also i dont like how hard they are to read similar to a lot of console games <3
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my brain chemistry has slightly changed again
like....i used to not feel lonely like ever? And now im drinking that missing my friends juice every day. Chatting online isnt enough i need to be sitting in the same room as you! I need to hug you and hold your hand! Like ive never been a very touchy-feely person either but thats changing too now
like damn im sitting here having a glass of red after dinner and im getting sad bcs i would rather be getting tipsy with my friends
#boblabla#alcohol cw#i just idk#ive been feeling a bit lonely and isolated for a while#and now thats its a long weekend and i have a lot of time#its hitting me#like besties you can kiss me square on the lips if you want idc anymore fuck it i have so much love and idk where to put it
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i never considered how brave my neurotypical flatmate is for willingly choosing to live with two diagnosed ADHD flatmates but she was out all last night in nottingham leaving the two of us alone and it was HELL we were just going back and forth over what to do bc we both wanted to do SOMETHING but neither of us knew what like we were pacing and shouting at each other and then it went quiet for a while before my flatmate completely seriously just went ‘…. we could try acid?’ like there was no impulse control to speak of my flatmate took it to nottingham with her
#like yk that horrible adhd feeling when you KNOW you need to do something like ur skin is practically crawling with the need for it#but you can’t think of anything and all the piercing shops are closed#it was like that but squared bc me and my flatmate both got hit with it at once#and we’ve not rlly spent time together ALONE when we’re both like that for ages now#so we were both just like ‼️‼️ARGHHHHH‼️‼️#and usually we’re quite compatible BECAUSE we get it bc one will have this feeling and the other will come up with normal shit to do#like go to the cinema or the bars or something to Satiate The Urge without doing something extremely dangerous and out of character#BUT WE WERE BOTH OUT OF ACTION AND MY FLATMATE ABANDONED US TO IT#we did not do acid dw <3 I did think I was going to murder my flatmate in cold blood tho#and now I feel really restless so im gonna go out and hopefully not spend all my money on pointless shit for no reason#hella goes to uni
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... how am I meant to get any sort of restful sleep when it's like 85F indoors in my bedroom at NIGHT .. hhhhhhhhhhhhhh
#why the next poll adventure and everything else has taken so long lol.. I straight up have just not done anything#the past few days... staring down my todo list and sweating hopelessly#AT LEAST it;s relatively low humidity. the highest it's been up to is maybe 65%. but is usually around 50 or 40ish#There is one small window air conditioner in a roomate's room that can KIND OF be shared by nailing a sheet up to block off the hallway#with the rooms in it so the cool air goes into the other bedrooms but doesnt flow out into the kitchen or etc but#wjhen it's the time of day that the sun is directly hitting the window & it's like 102F outside even that doesnt help much. to cool 3 rooms#and I always feel like we're going to explode the air conditioner or something running it too much with direct heat on it. sometimes it#smells like hot plastic or whatever ghj.. so it's mostly just.. block off all windows with 5 layers of blankets and cardboard#starting at 10am (meaning.. no indoor light for days basically.. no natural lighting.. time passes weird. hard to determine time of day).#throw water on the bed every night so you sleep in wet sheets and keep your clothes and hair wet at all times. ice. cold drinks. keep a#little fan running pointed directly at you nearly 24/7 even when sleeping with a fan blowing air on you makes your eyes and throat painfull#dry. etc. etc.. and i KNOW people have it worse in plenty of places blah blah. i am just complaining on my little blog that is about me lol#I think the biggest thing about lack of adequate/central air conditioning for me is just the LACK of productivity!!! I am working on games!#and novels!! and so many other crafts. costumes! sculptures!!! things I want to do!!! we all have a limited amount of time on this planet a#nd I have so many goals!! To lose basically 4-5 days straight or producivity - when if I had been able to temperature#control my environment better I could have easily gotten more done because I wouldn't be laying around nuseous and too hot#and sick to do anything all day etc. -- is like.... GRRRRRR... it just feels so senseless.. i could have USEd that time...#Every CEO who has contributed to global warming owes me 1million doallrs to fund my art projects and make up for all the time#I've lost on them due to their stupid bullshit.. also they should be stoned to death in a public square. but redistribute the money FIRST#to everyone on the planet. but especially people who have been affected by floods. fires. etc. etc.#poor people who have limited choice in housing and access to air conditioning. homeless people in cooling centers. people with disabillitie#and health issues that are worse in the heat so the entire future just seems increasingly terrifying for them. etc. etc.#ANYWAY.... eughhhgh.... It can cool down SLIGHTLY at night but the past few nights I have been sleeping in an 81 degree room and I wake up#and first thing in the morning its like 82 by then and I'm so nauseous and nasty feeling... just so so tired of it.. I NEED SNOW#literally not even joking.. snow would heal me. .. oughffff...#AND i got the new nasty stinky poo poo pee pee tumblr dashboard update lol.. e v i l
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asnumption: you’re the type to melt if someone notices you aren’t feeling well and asks if you’re okay 🥺
ahdsjoiflkdgnl- this is true.
this is so true aackk! omg I started blushing just thinking about this hahahaha~ you definitely read me like a book with that one~
(like- doesn't even have to be sickness unwell- thoughit'stotallythattoo- but if someone notices I'm acting a bit quiet or unusual and is like 'are you alright?' I... i just dsjaiofkjakosk~!!)
#waterfallasks#djasipkofijgk i feel like im admitting so much rn#maybe going a BIT too deep on here but#as someone who grew up with the#“always be fine and easy and don't be a burden”#“put everyone above yourself” mindset#it just DESTROYS me when someone notices im not ok#and checks in. like cares enough to check in???? dahsjiofgkj#def sickness too tho. if im feeling unwell and someone asks- DJAISOKFdaskmlg#melting. blushing. maybe crying a little hehe~#THANK YOU FOR THE ASSUMPTION!!!#you deeeefinitely hit me square in my chest haha~
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what exactly is macthinker classified as
i'm not sure if i am interpreting this correctly. i consider it #yaoi (saying this term in a joking sense) but like with anything you can imagine it however you want. thumbs up emoji
#clemask#macthinker#related im tagging anything related to it#theyre both crazy transgender to me though if thats also what youre asking. any character can be transgender if you hit them with beams har#enough. as they say the highest honor you can give a character is a trait that you also have#if i interpreted this wrong just feel free to send another ask and explain more#thumbs up emoji squared
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i am not kidding BLESS those jeans
if someone is somehow reading my blog and sharing last night's critique of the baggy pants vs choreo precision issue i would just like to say you are doing the work of the gods thank you SO much
#jeon jungkook#there is nothing i embrace more than an all-black wardrobe and the lines on this times square look are just *chef's kiss*#bless the piercings bless the tattoos bless the black palette is all i can say#i know it's too cold on an outdoor stage rn to do the bare arms but fck if that didn't make the choreo pop even harder#i wanna get a still from that one instant with his right arm gesturing right before The Shoulder Move#bc it's insanely hot - just the line of his extended tattoed arm and his shoulder like#it CANNOT be overstated how expressive his gestures are and how the sleeveless look really highlighted that#have i watched the mv a disgusting amount of times? i have indeed#i'm sorry it's just EVERYTHING i have been asking for from a pop song for so long#the BASS the live instruments THE BRASS SECTION .... the *BASS*#if you have followed me for more than two seconds you've probably run into me expounding on my 'horn theory' of good pop music lol#i.e. if you want a really good power hit pop song you need a goddamn brass section#evidence: the 70s and 80s. ... even beyonce knows this#but also funk/disco bass trumps everything else and i would kill to have an extended remix done by AN ACTUAL BAND#the current remixes don't add anything for me - i want an actual bass player going to town a la the disco extended plays of yore#maybe in the concert version ... kinda hoping jk takes inspo from yoongi's concert setup#i feel like that might have been part of the impetus behind recording with actual musicians#i can't believe that's so unusual these days - it's sad that i watched a reaction clip and the person was like#what sample is that?? what is that from??#and i'm like yelling at the screen it's an actual band that's how it's *supposed* to be#also can i say i love how he (and all the maknae line now that i think of it) makes it so clear when he's singing and when it's#the backing track - like no lip syncing/pretending just sticking to the bts standards for live performance vs like music show#thinking on it part of it may be that like the rap line *can't* really coast over a backing track so then vocal line doesn't either#(i say maknae line only in reference to this last year's recent live performances bc there've been multiple from each of them)#and he's outside and it's cold - that is HARD on the vocal chords#most of your diva singers - not that jk is a diva but he does have the range of one - like mariah or ariana would never#do that to their voices - i think he's just used to being the indestructable bunny#he better have people babying him tonight and giving him hot soup and tea with honey and vitamin c and idk ginseng#having the humidifier going and getting as much rest as possible to keep healthy
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"And what if the ultimate problem is that I feel like I've had zero control from the start, since birth? I didn't want any of this. I didn't want my abilities. I didn't know I was special until now. And I so desperately just want to be normal. I want to go back to being ignorance and bliss."
I know she's panicking about her role as ashari princess and the trials and being considered a hero and figuring out relationships and all that but like. This is also giving off major late-autism-diagnosis vibes.
#ignore me#maddie liveblogs critical role#yes this is 99% projecting but like.#she's autistic yeah? she doesn't people very well. she's awkward and feels more at ease w nature than ppl.#(I could go more into it but that's another post!)#ANYWays that quote above just hit me square in the face#as a totally oblivious kid who didn't realize I was autistic until my mid20s#the whole 'I didn't know I was special until now' and wanting to be normal and feeling happier w ignorance was Such a late-diagnosis mood#I wish I could explain it better but like. oof this hits hard. I feel ya girl
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Literally only saved from full body sobbing in the pit at the blur concert yesterday by the grace of testosterone bc this album literally makes me feel like tearing my heart out
#st Charles square is a fun little britpoppy thing and then the rest is so devestating#Russian strings especially was rlly hitting last night…when he says there’s nothing fake on earth it makes me want to die#very like…existentially sad n connected to the hopeless feeling of contemporary life as opposed to the traditional ‘sad song’#like there are songs in the album abt breakups but that’s not where the sadness comes from it’s just this overarching sense of drudgery#which is something britpop has always excelled at when it tries imo. blur especially#like the universal is fundamentally a sad song abt those same things#anyway. sorry music makes me kinda crazy#warlock wartalks
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god. god i love queer people and the feelings it gives me to see us photographed and memorialized. everytime i see photos of gay men together or two lesbians held chest to chest i feel such a fierce ache and longing and profound love. everytime i see photos of trans people, new and old, i feel so much pride and joy and connection. nothing else has even made me feel so close to divinity than that.
#this is so fucking sappy#i just saw a photo on my dash and it hit me square in the chest#like fuck. queer people make me so happy to see#and to feel such a belonging with them is such a wonderful and powerful gift to me
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A 2-tweet thread by absolutefuckery (@absolutesilly) from April 17, 2023.
First tweet: it's important to me that the "A fell first, B fell harder" trope ISN'T about B loving A more. it's about A spending a long time just getting used to having this (seemingly) hopeless pining going on in the background 24/7, while B is just. hit by a truck with it all of a sudden
Second tweet: fell first: been suppressing their emotions for so long that it's like white noise for them. always there but mostly manageable. a bruise that only hurts when you press on it
fell harder: If We Don't Get Married Tomorrow I'm Gonna Start Biting People
/end ID]
!!!!!!!
#arguably Marinette also fell first#but otherwise this is just love square#can't convince me otherwise#Adrien had that long burn white noise static from day one#Marinette had the Hit by a Truck feeling#Alternatively#Chat Noir is the Hit by a Truck and Ladybug is white noise static#ML#Miraculous Ladybug#ML adjacent#Adrienette#Ladynoir#Love Square#Marinette Dupain-Cheng#Adrien Agreste#includes image#includes image ID#includes image description#described#LycoRogue's added two cents in the tags#reblog
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i love when im reading a "reverse harem" type shoujo manga and they do that thing where instead of everyone falling for the main character in the pilot or right when they're introduced, each boy falls slowly over the course of the plot. like ur waiting like okay which boy will be caught this time. who is next
#i see the all at once style falling more often in dude with a bunch of girls type stories but in some girl with a bunch of guys stories too#but i do love it when its slow. who will get hit this time and how. which is the next target. watch out boy. it could be u next#i finished reading those not so sweet boys last night it was really good#now part of me does feel like damn. you know you guys have a great solution to this love square.#yuki you bisexual fool you have a great solution. throuple that shit. quadruple it. you can do it#but i didnt mind the direction anyway the characters were all really well done and their dynamics between eachother#and the main character were so fun. just a solidly written little story#and the way the guys all fell for the main character was great like u could see it each time#watch out boy. ur falling next. watch out
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Irls don't try to armchair diagnose me with every cluster b mental illness challenge failed
#days since last such incident: 0#vent#delete later probably im just mad#“ah yeah you know its kind of annoying that people try to stick x one on me when i dont really fit that bill”#“oh yeah i get it bro i think i understand you now”#*proceeds to hit me with other New Fun diagnosis that you speculate that i have*#*also proceeds to feel Surprised that nobody else has thought of that one yet*#wow i wonder Why its almost like its because it doesnt fit and you are also making Assumptions#its almost like we're back at Square One of this Entire thing i Just expressed my frustrations about#whatever#i guess its my fault for thinking that was a grievance worth bringing up
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Kazushi Hagiwara's message and art surprised me the most. I didn't realize Inomata-sensei was even referenced in Bastard!!. He even referred to Inomata-sensei as a goddess in his post.
#this one hit me a lot too#i also think i heard before that she was almost approached for romancing saga?#but i feel like i assumed it was just a rumor at the time#but to see kawazu say as much now is quite surprising#i wish we'd got to see some art square hired her for as some anniversary work or something#would have been amazing#also now that i look at yoko's face more there#it even reminds me of inomata's eyes so much#not just the eyes naturally but particularly there
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