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Hi!! If you have the time- how would the jjk guys react to the reader giving them the silent treatment?
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Gojo:
Would try to make you laugh at first When that doesn't work and he notices you're just getting more irritated, he'd start bribing you Buys you flowers, handbags, dresses, jewellery you name it If you're still silent, then he'll go deadly serious Would confront you in the dark, sitting on the sofa like he's been waiting for hours 'Is there nothing I can do? Are we done for good? Are you leaving me too?'
Geto:
Gets snarky Two can play that game He's not the calm and patient guy everyone thinks he is He just reacts in subtle ways Makes passive-aggressive comments But eventually will get tired, sighs and just asks you straight up what he did wrong 'Alright, what happened? Let me inside that head of yours.'
Choso:
Keeps asking you what's wrong Gets really sad and depressed Very much kicked puppy vibes Just follows you around everywhere Until you crack 'I didn't know what I did but I'm sorry. Please talk to me? I'm scared'
Toji:
LOL LMFAO ROFL This man would be soooo annoying He'd be smug as hell at first Says shit like 'It's nice to have peace and quiet here' 'You should get mad at me more often ma' BUT eventually realising you're not gonna crack He'll start to get nervous Starts cleaning up after himself Double checks to make sure the trash is out, he hasn't left any dishes in the sink, didn't miss any appointments or anniversaries etc etc Would send Megumi in to get a feel for your mood 'make yourself extra cute kid' 'ask her why she isn't speaking to me. no don't tell her I told you to. whose side are you on?'
Nanami:
Would ask you immediately if there's something wrong Is so mature and healthy it's irritating 'please communicate with me, darling. I can't apologise and fix whatever I ruined if you don't talk to me.' Eventually, he'll give you space But then you'll start feeling really bad because he'll assume that you hate him or something Like, he'll start buying sandwiches to take to work cause he thinks you won't make lunch for him like normal or sleeps on the couch eats dinner and watches shows by himself so you cave first and the smile he gives you is so worth it
Sukuna:
Doesn't notice a thing at first He isn't the type to be clingy, he's not the affectionate one, he mostly returns it So there'll just be a period of silence Until he begins to feel your absence in which case he'll seek you out and then becomes the clingy one 'it is a pleasant day out, would you care to join me for a stroll? gets sooo offended if you don't say anything 'no? would you prefer to stroll with someone else? tell me who and they will be killed. in fact, continue to remain in silence and everyone will be killed.'
Yuji:
Confused :0 asks Nobara for advice 'you're a girl, she's a girl. so tell me what's going on' 'is it the time of the month?' uses loads of different tricks to make you break performs dances and skits gets Gojo involved tries to get Megumi involved (no chance) he's so stupid you just have to cave and explain he's an idiot and he'll nod happily
Megumi:
yeahhhhhh you'll be having a silent off for days and weeks you'll both continue to co-exist in silence it's just not smart
Inumaki:
annoying as hell texts you shit like: 'when she copies you' 'ho is u good?' 'can you be original at least?' when that doesn't work he'll break into your social media or gaming accounts right in front of you and threatens to release a post pretending to be you like 'you know, hitler wasn't that bad' or an ugly picture of you then you'll have to cave and he gets so caught up in the victory, he'll accidentally post it yep, he's a dead man walking
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giulia gwinn x anxiety!reader
part one - part two
summary: you try to hide it, but she already knows
warnings: diagnosed anxiety, fear, zoloft mentions, angst, split into two parts because of the word count
the second half starts, and somehow, you manage to push through. you make an assist to sydney. for a fleeting moment, thereâs a spark of joy. youâre happy for her, you really are.Â
then you start to think that youâve realized something. the acknowledgment youâre used to isnât coming. no one is rushing to congratulate you for the assist, like they normally do for anyone else who makes a great play.Â
you know itâs not because they donât care, but your mind betrays you. it starts spinning with doubt, with fear. did they notice the mistake you made earlier? do they think youâre not good enough? why is no one congratulating you?
your heart beats faster now, the panic rising again. you try to push the thoughts aside, to focus on the game, but the fear is too strong. itâs all you can think about.Â
then, a familiar voice pulls you from your spiraling thoughts. pernille is next to you, her arms around you in a tight hug.Â
âyou did great,â she says, her voice warm and reassuring.Â
tuva follows, giving you a pat on the back, and for a brief moment, the fog lifts. youâve made a mistake, but they donât hate you. they donât blame you. they still believe in you.
your heart is still racing, too fast, too loud, pounding against your chest like it's trying to break free. calm down, calm down, you tell yourself, but it doesnât help.Â
nothing helps. itâs like a constant hum of anxiety buzzing in your ears, drowning out everything else.
when the coach calls for the substitution, you barely register it at first. youâre already so deep in your head that the words don't hit until heâs looking directly at you, a hint of concern in his eyes. you blink, startled, as he gives a quick nod towards the sideline.Â
linda comes on for you, and you give her a light hug before the coach reaches out to put his hand on your shoulder.
"y/n, rest. you did great. go ahead and sit the last twenty minutes out."
it feels like the earth shifts beneath your feet. the pressure mounting in your chest. as you walk toward the benches , all you can feel is this deep sense of failure.Â
I didnât do well. I wasnât good enough. thatâs why heâs subbing me off.Â
your pulse doesnât slow down as you sit on the bench, your leg bouncing uncontrollably. you try to still it, but your body doesnât listen. itâs as if the constant movement is the only thing you can do to release the built-up energy inside of you.Â
I wasnât good enough, you repeat, the thoughts relentless, pushing through the cracks in your mind.Â
sam kerr sits beside you, and without a word, she leans her head on your shoulder. itâs a small gesture, but itâs enough. the weight of her support, her presence, pulls you out of the storm in your head, if only for a moment.Â
âgreat job love,â you hear her say silently, and you want to believe her, want to feel proud of what youâve done, but itâs so hard to shake the feeling of not being enough.Â
you glance back at the field, watching the play unfold, but your focus isnât there. your body feels heavy, and your mind is racing.Â
I donât belong here. I canât even finish a game. Iâm not enough for this team.Â
the rest of the game moves in a blur as you try to calm your breathing, to remind yourself that itâs okay, that youâre doing your best.Â
the anxiety has a grip on you, pulling you deeper. your leg keeps bouncing, faster now, each movement a desperate attempt to release the tension building inside you. itâs exhausting, and the fear is suffocating.Â
when the coach comes over after the game, his words are meant to comfort you.Â
ây/n, you did great out there. youâre doing everything right. you just needed a breakâtake it easy.â but they donât sink in, not right away. you nod and give him a quick smile, but it doesnât reach your eyes.Â
I didnât do great, you think. I was subbed out. I couldnât finish the match.
ten minutes after the ending of the game, youâre surrounded by teammates celebrating the 5-2 victory over arsenal. it should feel like a triumph, and in some ways, it does.Â
when youâre talking to lea about the win, lenaâstill recovering from her ACL injuryâsuddenly picks you up from behind, lifting you off your feet in an enthusiastic embrace.
âyou did so good!!!â she shouts, her voice filled with joy.
for a split second, panic courses through you. you freeze, body rigid, terrified that somehow youâre going to hurt her. you donât want to be the reason she gets injured again. you pull away quickly, a nervous laugh escaping your lips as you explain,Â
âi donât want to be the reason you get hurt again.â
lena laughs, shaking her head. âyouâre so light. you couldnât hurt me,â she reassures you, and for the first time all day, you feel a little bit lighter.Â
the fear begins to lift, and you let out a shaky breath, finally starting to believe that maybe youâre being ridiculous, youâre not as bad as your anxiety makes you think.
lea picks you up next, and for a fleeting moment, you feel the weight of your worries start to fade. the team loves you. they donât hate you. theyâre not disappointed in you. you are enough.
later that night, when you and giulia arrive home, the house feels different. quieter. more intimate. the adrenaline of the match still buzzes in your veins, but now youâre alone with giulia.Â
she sits next to you on the couch, her strong arms around you as you both begin to unwind. you talk about the game. your assist, the plays you both loved from giuli, the moments that didnât go as planned.Â
then giuliaâs tone shifts. sheâs quieter now, her hand resting on your knee as she watches you carefully.
âhowâs therapy going?â she asks, her voice gentle but probing.
the question catches you off guard, and suddenly, youâre paralyzed with fear. youâve been hiding the truth from her for so long. the medication. the diagnosis. the fact that things havenât gotten better, despite what youâve been telling everyone, including her. your chest tightens as the words struggle to leave your mouth.Â
(throwback) you sit in the small, sterile office at bayernâs campus, your fingers anxiously tapping against the arms of the chair. the white walls seem to close in on you as you try to focus on the woman sitting across from you.Â
the psychiatrist.Â
sheâs kind and patient, but everything about this situation feels foreign and uncomfortable. youâre not used to talking about your feelings. youâve spent your whole life pushing them down, burying them behind a smile, behind the constant drive to be better, to be strong.Â
today, everything feels too much. too heavy.
ây/n, youâve been dealing with a lot of pressure lately,â she says, her voice soft but steady.Â
âand itâs okay to admit that youâre struggling with it. itâs more common than you might think.â
you want to argue. iâm fine, you want to say. i donât need help. however, the words stick in your throat. you canât lie, not anymore. not when it feels like your entire body is suffocating under the weight of everything.Â
you nod, even though a part of you still wants to shut it all down. itâs too much now. the fear. the racing thoughts. the panic attacks. itâs been months, and itâs only getting worse. so you listen as the psychiatrist continues, explaining how anxiety can feel like an endless cycle thatâs hard to escape, how sometimes your mind just needs help.Â
medication, she suggests, can ease the constant tension, help you regain some control.Â
she mentions zoloft, a small pill to take each morning. at first, the idea of it makes you cringe. medication? youâve never been the type to rely on pills, but deep down, you know something has to change.Â
youâre tired of feeling like your chest is going to explode every time you step onto the pitch. tired of the constant weight of guilt and fear that follows you everywhere.
âit might take some time to work,â she says, as if reading your mind. âit can help. we can monitor it together with the rest of the doctors here.â
you nod again, though it feels like a distant part of you is screaming to stop. you donât want to admit that somethingâs wrong, that youâre not strong enough to handle it all. but here you are, agreeing to try something new, agreeing to take that pill.Â
you want to believe itâll work, but youâre also afraid it wonât. if it doesnât, what will that say about you?
the psychiatrist hands you the prescription, and you take it, your hands shaking slightly. the weight of the small bottle feels overwhelming, like it holds all your fears inside. this is it, you think. this is the fix. this is how itâs going to get better. the thought doesnât make you feel better. it only makes the weight heavier. what if it doesnât work?
that night, when you get home, you find yourself standing in front of the dresser, staring at the small, nondescript bottle in your hand.Â
you want to hide it. you donât want anyoneâespecially giuliaâto know. you canât let her see this side of you, not when youâve worked so hard to keep up the facade.Â
without thinking, you open the drawer of your underwear dresser. it feels like the safest place, the one place where no one would look. you tuck the bottle inside, burying it underneath your things, as if hiding it will somehow make it less real. less of a reflection of whatâs wrong with you.
the next morning, you take the pill as if itâs just another routine. but the guilt hangs over you, a shadow that doesnât leave.Â
you try not to think about it, but the more you take the pill each day, the worse it feels. it doesnât help. it doesnât change anything.you think that youâre still broken. it only makes you feel like youâre drifting farther away from yourself like youâre numbing your emotions, but not in a good way.Â
itâs like youâre fading into someone elseâs skin, and you donât know how to stop it.
you feel like youâre suffocating in your own mind, and you donât know how to explain it to giulia.Â
what if she thinks Iâm not good enough for her? what if she sees me as weak? sheâs always been your anchor, the one person you never want to disappoint, but telling her about this... it feels like the ultimate failure.
and so, you keep it to yourself. the pill bottle stays hidden, tucked away in that drawer. the anxious thoughts continue to spiral, unchecked, but you donât want anyone to know. not even giulia. not even her.
back to the presentâ giuliaâs quiet, but you can feel the weight of her gaze on you. sheâs waiting, and you know sheâs already figured out that somethingâs wrong. itâs been weeks, and the cracks in your facade are starting to show.
âtherapy has been fine.â you smile, pulling a loose piece of blonde hair behind giuliaâs ear. her hair wasnât in her signature ponytail braid from the game, but in loose curls over her shoulders that the braid gave her.Â
you try to focus on something, anythingâanything to avoid her eyesâbut itâs useless. your hands are shaking, and every thought feels like itâs running away from you. the anxiety from the match still lingers in your chest, but now itâs compounded by guilt.Â
guilt for not telling her sooner. guilt for hiding the truth. you feel trapped in your own head, like youâre suffocating under the weight of your own emotions.
giulia watches you carefully, her brow furrowed. she doesnât need to ask anymore. she knows. and thatâs what scares you most.
ây/n,â giulia finally says, her voice calm but firm.Â
âyou know we need to talk, right?â
you swallow hard. your throat feels tight, the words stuck there. you try to smile, but it feels forced, like it wonât reach your eyes.Â
âabout what?â
she leans forward, elbows resting on her knees, eyes never leaving yours.Â
âabout you. about everything youâve been hiding.â
the words hit like a punch to the stomach, and you flinch. hidingâthe word stings. because itâs true. youâve been hiding everything. everything thatâs been eating at you for months now.Â
the anxiety, the fear, the constant worry that youâre not good enoughâthat youâll fail again and let everyone down. especially her. the person whoâs always had your back for the last five years. the person whoâs seen you at your best, at your worst, and still loved you unconditionally.Â
now, youâre afraid to admit that youâve been struggling.
âgiulia, I donâtââ you begin, but she interrupts, her tone sharper now, like sheâs not going to let you brush it off again.
âdonât, y/n. donât shut me out again!â giuliaâs voice is soft but serious, and her eyes search yours with a piercing intensity.Â
âiâve seen the way youâve been. Iâve seen how youâve been withdrawing, how youâre not talking to me or anyone else about it. I know youâre not okay. I know youâre not just tired or stressed from the game. this is something else. I want to help.â
you feel your chest tighten at her words. you want to tell her everything, want to explain whatâs been going on inside your head, but the fear grips you tight.Â
what if she thinks youâre weak? what if she thinks she canât handle this part of you? what if she doesnât understand? you thought.
giuliaâs expression softens, her tone gentler now, but she doesnât back down.Â
ây/n, I know you better than anyone. and I can see it. I know whatâs been going on. I know youâre struggling with anxiety. and I know youâve been taking medication for it. you donât have to hide it from me anymore.â
the room goes quiet. your heart skips a beat, and the blood rushes to your ears.Â
how does she know? you didnât tell her. you didnât want to burden her with it, didnât want her to look at you differently.Â
somehow, giulia knows. sheâs known all along.
âgiulia, Iââ you start, but she cuts you off, her voice gentle but firm.
âwhy didnât you tell me, y/n?â giulia asks, her voice laced with a mix of concern and hurt.Â
âwhy didnât you come to me? why have you been hiding this from me?â
the words hit you like a slap, and you blink back the tears that threaten to fall.Â
âi didnât want you to think I was... weak,â you admit, your voice trembling.
 i didnât want you to think I was... broken.â
giulia leans in, her hand reaching for yours, gently taking it in hers. her grip is steady, warm, and you feel a little bit of the weight on your chest lift.Â
ây/n, youâre not broken,â she says softly.Â
âyouâre human. and being human means you have struggles. you have fears, and you have moments where you need help. that doesnât make you weak. it makes you real. Iâm not going anywhere. I want to help you, but you have to let me in.â
you feel the tears that youâve been holding back finally spill over, hot and unrelenting. the sobs wrack your body as giulia pulls you into her arms, holding you close. youâve been so terrified of letting her see you like thisâvulnerable, broken, messy.Â
you realize that sheâs not looking at you with disappointment. sheâs not seeing your anxiety as a flaw or a weakness. sheâs seeing you. all of you.
âiâm sorry,â you choke out, your voice muffled against her shoulder.Â
âi didnât mean to shut you out. i thought... i thought youâd think i wasnât strong enough to be your partner anymore.â
giulia shakes her head, her fingers soothing through your hair.Â
ây/n, I never thought that. I never would. I donât need you to be perfect. I just need you to be you. and right now, that means letting me be here for you.â
âweâll get through this together, okay?â giulia whispers into your hair, her voice filled with unwavering support.Â
âyou donât have to face this alone.â
you nod against her, the sobs slowing, the tightness in your chest loosening. for the first time in months, you finally feel like you can breathe.
the morning light filters through the curtains, casting soft beams across the bedroom. the air is calm, the silence between you and giulia comfortable for once, free of the tension youâve been carrying for weeks. luckily, you guys have the day off from anything football related so you can stay in bed for longer.Â
you sit on the edge of the bed, your fingers still trembling slightly, but youâre more at ease than youâve been in a long time. last night, you opened up to her in ways you didnât think you could. and though your heart had pounded in your chest and the fear of being judged had nearly consumed you, giulia hadnât wavered.Â
you glance over at her, the way sheâs lounging on the bed, her legs propped up under the covers, her eyes half-lidded as she smiles faintly in your direction.Â
the bottle of zoloft sits on the nightstand, so small, so innocent-looking. it feels heavier than it should, but the weight is different now.Â
itâs no longer just a symbol of everything thatâs wrong with you. itâs a step forward. and youâre ready to take it.Â
without hesitation, you pick up the bottle, twisting the cap off, feeling giuliaâs gaze on you. her eyes are soft, not judgmental, just... waiting. you feel a small sense of reassurance, as if her presence alone is all you need.Â
thereâs no longer that nagging voice telling you to hide, to keep it to yourself. you canât change your past, but you can change how you move forward, and you want to move forward, especially with giu.Â
you take the pill, the cool surface of the tablet smooth in your fingers, and swallow it down with a sip of water. itâs such a small act, but it feels monumental.
âgood morning,â giulia says, her voice light, laced with affection. her eyes soften, and she shifts slightly to make space for you on the bed.Â
you settle down next to her, the pillow cool against your skin, and you let out a breath you didnât realize you were holding. giuliaâs hand brushes your waist, and you lace your fingers around hers.Â
âiâm proud of you, you know,â she murmurs, her voice barely above a whisper. she turns her head to look at you, her eyes warm, filled with love. thereâs no judgment, just acceptance.Â
you nod, trying not to let the lump in your throat get the best of you. itâs hard to believe sometimes, that sheâs always going to be there, in moments like these, it feels real. it feels like you can finally breathe.
âthank you,â you reply softly, feeling a quiet sense of peace settle over you.Â
âfor being patient. for being so loving my love.â
giulia smiles, the softest smile youâve ever seen.Â
âyouâre perfect just the way you are.âÂ
she brushes a stray lock of hair from your face, her touch gentle.Â
life is not easy, and youâre not perfect. you donât have to be. you have giulia, and thatâs enough.
baby steps. itâs enough.
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âLong Rambling Incoming â
Disclaimer: Before this expansion I was by no means a regular player. Sometime I would have burst of playtime where I would jump on every week, other I would lose track of time and wouldn't touch it for months. I have also played this game since 2016. So ain't no New Light.
Might be the minority here but ...
I Hate how Episode: Revenant's story is being delivered.
So much time passes between Acts that I forget what happen during the first one, but somehow because it dropped all in the first day it also feels like things are progressing too fast.
It feels like, when it comes to story interactions, we capture Eramis and released her all in the same week instead of her being our custody for months.
The other episodes/seasons felt like our Guardian was active in the operations that the NPCs were doing, while this one it just feels like we're, ironically, just fetching things for NPCs.
Like we're waiting on our ship twiddling our thumbs until called on.
The "Fieldwork" also does not help in filling the story or the time. They are so short and easy that they become forgettable. Also does not help the audio was missing the first couple of weeks.
Onslaught also didn't do much for the story. I don't really feel like I'm saving Eliskni and the disjointed audio didn't help.
I get some players felt like they HAD to come back every week or wasn't patient enough to wait a week but this ain't it.
Best solution maybe ...
If this was a TV series with (15) 1-hour episodes, per season, give players the first (5) 1-hour episodes INSTEAD of (1) 1-hour long episode and (4) 10-minute long minisodes.
Players still get to finish whenever they want but it also has a good play time.
I shouldn't be finish with this Act in only 2 hours THEN have to wait 76 DAYS for more story.
AND most of that 2-hour run time was not even story. It is me going into the episode activity and then getting more dialogue afterwards.
And again, I believe I touch on this in previous post.
IT WAS NOT MANDATORY TO PLAY THE WEEKLY STORY MISSIONS.
You could have just as easily played everything else in Destiny 2 then jumped on the last week of the season, and played through the season story.
You didn't even have to do the story to get the season activities unlocked. AND they stopped locking previous season things after the new one began so realistically you could have completed them all before the next expansion.
No one has explain to me a good answer on WHY weekly missions were so hard for players and "I didn't want to have to jump on every week" or "I don't want a weekly story mission" is not a good answer when the options above were available.
Destiny 2 need something because there's a triangle of players, Casuals, No Lifers and Content creators, and when it good for two points it sucks for the last one.
Casuals are going to have to learn that they are going to miss out on things just because they don't play enough.
No lifers are going to have to learn that they're going to run out things to do because they do it all in a the first week or couple weeks.
Content Creators are going to have to learn to be entertaining without the game feeding constant steam of content or something now being easy because they made a boss melting build
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This post is already too long, so Destiny rambling part 2?
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Pip pip from your friendly neighbourhood lurker, I saw your requests are open and so I shall request my fluffy little idea to you dear writer and I hope you find just as funny and sweet as I did.
So for my request for the mtp bois basically on TikTok I saw a vid where a gf found her bf sleeping on the soft and decided to prank him by setting up a fake game of uno (but you can choose a different board game/card game if you want) once set up she starts shaking him awake and telling him its his turn obviously confused and half asleep but still takes his turn.
I donât have any pacifically for this request so Iâm leaving up to you to choose who would be best for this scenario.
From yours truly,
Your friendly neighbourhood lurker ïżŒ
Hello, Friendly Neighborhood Lurker! For your ask, I decided on a few things on my own. Sadly, I don't believe uno existed during the Victorian era, so I opted for chess instead (a game I am absolute trash at, but shall write about it nonetheless). I also decided that William and Sherlock would be the most likely to fall asleep on the sofa during a busy day, so they will be our victims lol
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My Turn? - Moriarty Boys x Reader
William Moriarty
Your poor William had been working himself to death lately.
Between the long days of teaching, long evenings of grading papers, and long nights of committing acts of violence, it was a miracle he ever got any sleep.
So when he finally fell into a deep slumber on the sofa one lazy morning, you knew now was the perfect time to spring your trap.
William awoke to the realization of a few things. 1. There was fresh tea brewing beside him. Earl grey, as far as he could tell. 2. You were sitting beside him. The floral notes of your favorite perfume was unmistakeable. 3. You were calling to him. Gently, lovingly. It brought him out of his slumber in the most lovely way he could imagine. His eyes opened sluggishly, turning his head to look over at you. "Yes, y/n? What is it?" He yawned, trying to focus on your words. You giggled, "It's your turn, William." He realized what you were talking about. There was a chessboard in front of you, set up next to said previously mentioned tea. The table between you two held snacks as well, set up like one of your usual game nights. He observed the board, before chuckling himself, "I can assure you, my dear, I am not the one who placed these pieces. But, to humor you..." He picked up a pawn, using it to behead one of your knights. Another laugh, "Why do you say that, Will? We were playing, and you must've been so tired you dozed off-" "This board is set up to a Stafford's gambit. Though I am no great chess player, even I know that this is a poor choice of plays." You finally released your laughter, trying to scoff it down to no avail, "And here I was, dear, hoping I had finally tricked you." Finally, he sat up. leaning across the table to give you a peck on the cheek. "Mm. Maybe one day, my sweet girl. Maybe one day."
Sherlock Holmes
This man is the most manic creature ever created by fiction, do you think he sleeps on a regular basis?
He's too smart to fall for your tricks after just one nap, which is why you waited for a much different occurance to happen...
You waited til he was coming back from a case.
"Dove?!" He was elated. His latest case had truly been genius. A devious crime scene, a truly mad perpetrator, everything he could have wanted! Even a headless nun! He simply had to tell you, his beloved partner of 2 years, all about it! "I'm over here where you left me, Lock!" He ran to you, bounding over heaps of books that he had looked through earlier, before joining you on the ragged sofa. In front of you was a chessboard, still in the early few plays. "Did John play a few games with you? Goodness knows that man is rubbish at chess. He should stick to being a doctor." You laughed, placing your hand on his knee, "No, dear, remember? We were just starting our game when Lestrade barged in and asked for your help." His face fell, trying to recall the events earlier that day. Truly, he couldn't recall too much besides following Lestrade out the door. A guilty look marred his face, "Dove, I am so sorry. I don't even remember. The case, it took up so much of my mind..." He looked over to you. Normally, he would have expected you to look sad. Disappointed, maybe. Instead, you had a smile. He took an extra second to observe the layout in front of him. Those were not any type of moves he would have played. He pinched your arm, and you squealed, "Liar. Good one, though. You almost got me." A kiss on your cheek, and he picked up one of your bishops off of the board. "Now, let me tell you about the headless nun."
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I had a good streak goin' at work. Just got the beach gear, the umbrella, all the memories, the weapon specific parts- Zack was fixin' to get geared real good. And then they take it away from me. For like, three years. C'mon man, you can't get a guy addicted and then put it on the high shelf. That's just mean.
#i'm spiraling man#i had the itches#i even re-downloaded the horribly voiced reunion to scratch it#sigh#this is why i don't like playing just released games#so many patches and fixes and maintenance#one right after the other#but hey almost to 30 already.#and my boy has meteor strike!#i wonder if we're gonna get english dub for it.
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let me be clear i like veilguard but it does suck that no one disapproves anymore outside of like. three choices. i want to be fighting for my life earning approval back again someone has GOT to hate my ass. i should be careful about party composition and companion reactions again. i miss tactically taking fenris out of the party before i'm nice to merrill like those were the days
#please omg can someone hate my ass . not really. but in previous games it sometimes did feel like i was earning approval back#like a. 'even when we fight i still love you. don't forget that' way . i wanted some uphill battle and dav IS super sanitised#the difference is more staggering to old players than new ones. i think dav plays rly well for someone who doesnt know the franchise#but i keep asking questions like 'should the dalish not be more worried about solas/etc' 'the crows r not this nice'#'why wouldnt isabela ask about varric' 'there should probably be more fantasy racism here'#of course these r the devs who were slandering zevran weeks before release. however its also just. man.#I AM ENJOYING THE GAME THOUGH. just wish it had a bit (a lot) more relevance and respect to what its built up in the prev games#dragon age#dav spoilers#veilguard spoilers#dav#txt#like for example i think one of my favorite small writing moments is cass asking about the inquisitor's family in dai#where she approves if you are also estranged but disapproves if you say you want to go back#because for a split second she does not just see a so called 'herald' that she's forced to work with#it's someone just like her who never got along w their family and despite herself she likes the inquisitor more for it#or it's someone who couldn't be less like her and her dislike and initial mistrust becomes more certain#it just. there's is an amount of depth lost when vg tries this hard to make rook be loved as a default
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Ok I made this theory before (link). But that flashback has been over for a while (and I was too busy sobbing my heart out over Kuma, Ginny, and Bonney) and who knows when we'll get a follow up, so I'm just going to revisit my theory in the meantime.
Brook is originally from God Valley
God Valley is an island in the West Blue that was known for its abundant resources. We don't know much beyond that, but if they have abundant natural resources, I think it's safe to say they also were a part of a trade system.
And what do you need if you have merchant ships sailing around with expensive goods? A convoy to protect them from pirates.
Convoy: The act of accompanying or escorting, especially for protective purposes. An accompanying and protecting force, as of ships or troops. A group, as of ships or motor vehicles, traveling together with a protective escort or for safety or convenience.
Which, Brook was the leader of a battle convoy for a "certain kingdom".
Furthermore, Brook not only has a devil fruit, but it appears in the Devil Fruit Encyclopedia, which he read. Where better to get a devil fruit that defies death itself than a place named God Valley? How did information about this fruit get recorded? Someone had to have had it before, which means the revived human can still die a second death.
I'm just very curious about what all he did while leading that convoy. Did he encounter the Germa? Did they deliver goods to O'Hara?
According to the Wiki, the West Blue had five prominent mafia families, could that tie into his backstory as well?
Also, what is going on in the West anyways? I know I'm getting off topic here, but we have five mafia families, and two incidents in which a country was wiped off the map. No wonder those merchant ships needed a convoy escort lmao. Maybe its supposed to be this universe version of the Wild West?
#I still don't know why Brook kept the name secret#but i have played and dmed enough tabletop games to know that âa certain kingdomâ means that the place has not yet been named lmao#so maybe that's it#also i have questions on the yomi yomi no mi being in that encyclopedia#i have questions about that encyclopedia actually#why has it not been released to the fans yet?#i would buy it#i doubt i'm the only one with this theory#but we don't know a whole lot of islands from the west blue#and god valley seems like a pretty conspicuous one#although there is that one island that had some famous muscians apparently so i guess he could be from there#i'm just obsessed with Brook#ok?#one piece#brook#soul king brook#one piece brook#one piece theories and headcanons#god valley
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sometimes you post about sucking at a video game on tumblr and you get the most encouraging msgs imaginable from complete strangers who are just really into whatever game u talked about and wanna see u thrive and its so wholesome. and sometimes you post about sucking at a video game on tumblr and randos who you have never talked to in your entire life will write comments on your text post from august of last year about how you're dumb as shit for struggling on this level, not realizing that i posted that text post in august of last frickin year. pardon ive actually beaten this game 3 times since then but thank you for being mean to me and calling me naive for no reason??? đ
#i posted about sucking at elden ring once and this cute elden ring blog rb my post and was like#YOU GOT THIS BABY GAMER YOU CAN DO THIS LEVEL UP YOUR VIGOR YOU GOT THIS!#that comment single-handedly made me want 2 play elden ring again like wtf.... you are so nice....... i did level up vigor btw!!#but then i made this text post about how i was struggling in the underdark in bg3. i posted it in AUGUST when the game released#and i still get comments to this day from ppl who are like 'lol just get good' motherfucker i have beaten the game 3 times since then......#and also why are u talking to me like this i literally do not know you wtf be NICE đ#i get so offended when ppl call me naive. honestly it's true too but you don't have to say it :) makes me insecure leave me alone!!!#im gonna start biting ppl BE NICE!! let me suck at video games in peace wtf :(
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spending my whole life trying and trying and trying and trying to be good enough for people who don't give a fuck about me
#im so tired living seems pointless why am i doing this what is the reason#the firm i work at is going thru a merger so it's releasing all the interns except 2#i went into her office and said that id like to stay here bc my dad said so bc i got in cause he was friends with the head#and she said ill think about it based on performance ive not decided yet#and this other guy he went in to tell her that cool he'll leave and she told him that she was hoping that he'd stay#he literally does nothing but play games on his phone he doesn't work at all#i have no idea what he has that i don't#but just. im stuck like this forever right never ever good enough for people i like or care about#not for parents they have a diff fav child not for ex gf not for bestie who has a boyfriend much better at loving her than me#not for that one guy who rejected me in interview bc i don't read the newspaper and didn't know the date of the finance act#im so fucking sick of this i never even wanted to this fuckinh course and obviously even my best isn't enough and ofc im not good enough#for anyone in this field and ill just struggle and struggle and struggle all my life just to earn some fucking money so i can live away#from my sociopathic parents#and the worst part is that i can't stop feeling like maybe it IS me yk maybe i am the problem maybe im not trying hard enough#but how else am i supposed to handle this i prioritize my studies and lose all my friends i prioritise my friends and fail in d#exams#and the trauma keeps on coming every fucking day bc sociopathic parents but i jsut push it down and say not rn i will cry at night anx then#never cry#i wish someone would just tell me that idk you're wrong you're not made for this you really do have some mental illness and you're really#trying your best and do something that's easy and that you love doing#oh god this is now a ventpost#mes
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If there is at least one thing I can credit FE for doing better than Tales in localization, it's not trying to actively go out of their way for an entire game to avoid subtext or direct text between two men that is romantic or implied romantic. Funny when it's so present that the attempt doesn't even work; infuriating that it was attempted to begin with.
So as much as I often have issues with some of FE's localizations, at least they have a leg up on loc Tales for that.
#DCB Comments#imagine changing entire sentences and vocal tones just to try to avoid it#if anything I'd say at least in FE the locs just... keep what's there like#they could've toned Soren and Houses Yuri down and they didn't. they just kept their lines or in some cases#especially with Houses Yuri I'd say leaned into them#have to specify bc Houses Yuri got to keep his bi agenda. Vesperia Yuri had the unfortunate issue of#the loc not wanting to keep his gay and trying reeeeally hard to avoid it#including altering entire sentences to avoid any woe is them misunderstandings about men having feelings for each other#meanwhile Houses Yuri is free to call men cute and lo and behold everyone loved that for him#they removed and altered a LOT of Vesperia Yuri's personality traits#(including any ability to express real sadness or fear bc woe is them if he's not a cool edgy man)#but they also really changed his tone toward Flynn PLUS some of what they say to each other#and twisted it to make it sound like Yuri was either angry or wasn't actually emotional abt him#forget the way they brought Grant George in for the DE release and made him sound just completely DEAD with zero personality#like. I can tolerate playing Houses dubbed despite my gripes with it (story based stuff)#it didn't feel like they were trying to alter LBGT+ aspects and they even for some rly leaned into it#basically if you haven't played Vesperia Yuri is... really gay coded. the loc pretended not to notice#in fact he's queer + gay coded bc and doesn't fit male gender norms and the gacha games LOVE that with his hair/outfits#Rays mind you is JP only bc it was shut down very quickly in the west and Vesp Yuri's story in Rays is uh#basically it centers around Flynn he loses his shit to protect Flynn and they do the usual like#don't-admit-it's-gay-outright in fictional media by using the ''Yuri's important person'' shtick#but he activates a special power in the middle of utterly raging to get Flynn back from their enemies#funny thing? that game never made it to that arc. I was told in about five months the western ver would've gotten that#but in some way I'm glad it didn't bc who knows how they would've tried to spin that#It's BAFFLING to me how you can get characters in Tales like JAY but the locs shake in their boots at the idea of queer gays#but given how allergic fictional media is to admitting a male character is gay -gestures to Ike and Vesp Yuri-#I'm not surprised I'm just actually angry that the locs try to censor homosexual relationships as much as possible even when they barely ca#if anyone does know Vesp Yuri and is confused on why I'm calling him gay coded despite what the dub did with Judith feel free to ask#bc I do ship them a little bit myself! but I just recognize that canon wise I really can't see him as anything but gay-demiromantic#but again at least FE locs don't shake in their boots anymore abt same sex pairs including men (side eyes Lucius/Raven)
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question of the day , are we getting anything else besides sonic ?
Maybe
And if it's gonna be something else, most likely it's gonna be deltarune, maybe even undertale and oneshot
Maybe even something else, who knows
#i wanted to draw something oneshot related for a while actually#and im sure my deltarune hyperfixation will come back when new chapters will release and i will play them#why no pizza tower - i don't know#i just absolutely dont feel like even thinking about it? like i still like the game but don't want to draw
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Beasties of Greenhollow soundtrack! Some tracks on this are from older projects like elphame but all of them have been reworked in some way. Most of them are entirely new. Enjoy!
#soundtrack#music#indiegamedev#Youtube#beasties of greenhollow#indiegame#chiptune#elphame#hey again gang. Another scream into the void#Things have been getting more interesting tbh#I'm starting therapy again. I have learned from this that my anxiety is in the very very high end.#And I guess the only thing that surprises me about that is that it's an abnormally high amount vs the average.#I've had more intrusive thoughts this week than in a long time. (I almost said ever but that was 2021 where they woke me up...)#It's mostly about my mistakes and ppl I've scared out of being in my life because of the actions based on my anxieties.#Like âif i could go back in time I could fix itâ... girl you'd be going back in time like 100 times. At that point it's not fair lmao#I think I shouldn't talk about who I'm dating here anymore. Friends told me to stop seeing so many new people and I took that advice.#I'm exercising incredibly frequently; obsessively so. It really doesn't change much in my anxiety. I walk for like 3 hours a day.#My friend group is... difficult. One of us had a falling out with another and the dynamic is just so awkward for me now.#it just seems like everyone else has moved past it though but I still miss him. I don't think this can be reversed#we used to talk on my stream and play digimon cards n jackbox and d&d... But now they're only interested in d&d which I don't love#For god's sake I've published a game and moved to a nice new place. why aren't I happy hahahaha#work is no longer enjoyable since BoG was publised. our new project is in an iffy category but it's not my place to argue#I want to write music and animate but I have to do my hours for this new project before I can do anything like that...#I ended up siding with my current boss in that ethical dilemma I posted about and rn idk if that was the right decision.#Okay what can i talk about that's good? We moved to a nice place. I'm celebrating BoG's release with family tomorrow.#Graeme's playing Iconoclasts- one of my favourite games! He's also returning to work soon so it'll be less awkward to have a lady over#Thinking about good stuff going on just draws the mind to holidays I've had before. I treasure my memories!#Okay so I've complained for a long long time bc life doesn't feel great rn. But rest assured I already know this is 90% my fault hahaha#Oh another good thing that happened!!! My elestrals card was printed and ppl are really happy with it. I have a card in a real card game!!!#don't tell anyone but there's another one on the way. Anyway that will do for now. I'm sorry about my... self.
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not me constantly putting mass effect, zelda, and pathologic examples in my classes and showing my entire ass over and over and over............
#thoughts#shitpost#strangely enough I put a lot of untitled goose game too???#I don't know why I didn't even play it that much....#it's just a very well executed concept what can I say#OF COURSE there is some edith finch/brothers/etc all the narrative designer Classics#I never put examples from the games I worked on....... I have too much beef with them.....#maybe I will once the next one is released but my two âbigâ ones I'm like...... trying to find an extract on youtube....#.....and then the cringe wins.....#(I mean I could use them as a way to critique what I think doesn't work BUT that's cowardly and not super professional I think)#(given those decisions weren't mine --I'd be throwing colleagues under the bus and that's not nice)#but that's so funny I'll be like#HEY so think about family dynamics in your worldbuilding#for NO REASON in particular here are. salarians.#there are just a RANDOM EXAMPLE. don't overthink it. I certainly. have not. spent the last decade thinking about them.#did you know the way they reproduce is called haplodiploidy --no wait come back I'm NORMAL I swear đđđ
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I just woke up from a nap and while I was in the process of waking up I did briefly wonder if Persona 5: The Phantom X had just been a fever dream (derogatory)
#look I want to be excited but until I (1) get confirmation it is going to even release outside China and#(2) learn more about it so I know it isn't just a persona 5 reskin then I'm not gonna hold my breath#it looks soooo similar to p5 it just makes me wonder about the actual quality of it#also I do generally just dislike mobile games so even if I can play it and it is good I probably won't stick with it for long#I just don't want p5 to be bastardized for the sake of turning it into a gacha game I guess#sorry to be such a hater I just don't have high hopes tbh#I will admit the designs of the characters are fire tho. the mc has nonbinary swag and the owl guy is adorable (wish it was a girl tho)#why did that blue eyed girl have to have Akechi hair and catfish me like that tho :(#sera rambles
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I haven't played the original Half-Life all the way through, but I played Black Mesa (the fan remake with updated graphics and whatnot) and apparently they cut the tedious parts of On A Rail down by quite a bit. It might be worth looking into if that's what made the game hard to get through! I really enjoyed it, personally ^^ I'm super excited to potentially see more Stanley Parable posts as well, since I got TSPUD recently and loved it! Congrats on the achievement!!
Oohh, sounds interesting :0 I'm a bit of a stubborn SOB when it comes to Games-I've-Already-Got haha, so I'll probably still try to see this version through, but thank you for the tip! Likely I'll need it if I ever want to subject myself to going back through to look for specific level details that YouTube videos simply will not pause long enough on lol
Congrats to you as well on getting to play Ultra! I still can't swing the price just yet, but I also refuse to engage in spoilers aside from quickly glancing away from thumbnails, darn algorithms knowing what I'm interested in, not giving a care about spoilers! Lol
But you can be sure to expect Stanley stuff, it's a game I love <3
#TSPUD is a funny acronym hehe#I haven't seen it initialized down until now but yes that is what it would be! It's very silly#I've got one of those mindsets of ''Well I have the game so I might as well beat it!'' haha#A symptom of not having that many games to begin with that has carried over#Even tho I have a lot more games now I still just want to beat the ones I've got!#There's also something to playing the original and then making the technological and story leap to 2 that I'm looking forward to :)#Even if currently it's frustrating XP I'm frustratinger! I'm stubborner! You won't best me game! Haha#If I'm wont to play Star Control II but for realsies at some point - hell I got frustrated multiple times at Deltarune!#But I still powered through!#It's part of the game experience I think :D I don't have to enjoy it but I do want to give it a fair shake lol#Anyway anyway lol âȘ#Jelly to the people who've gotten to play so far! Ah!#I always feel a bit behind the curve haha but that's alright :) I've finally gotten the first main release back!#It's a game that I already know that I love so why wouldn't I want to play it again hehe#Lots of classics :) Like the Sims 2! Which speaking of in maybe a rather unrelated way lol -#I got my first magic lamp! I've never gotten one before! My cheat never worked so I was alway like ''What is this'' haha#I got one! And there's still mystery to it! After all these years I'm still seeing new things <3#The Stanley Parable#Half Life#The Sims#WPVG
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what happens when you don't use their pet name to call them?
⥠content: zayne/sylus/xavier/rafayel x gn!reader; more dialogue heavy; silly and cute
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ZAYNE âĄ
âCan you help me put this on, Zayne?â
From the reflection in the mirror, you tried not to react at the twist in his brow and the momentary confusion in his eyes. Wordlessly, he moved behind you, fingers taking the necklace out of your hand. With his gaze focused on the task before him, you could see him open his mouth, hesitating to speak.
âDid I do something wrong?â he questioned.
Zayneâs deft hands carefully laid the chain around your neck, centering the pendent between your collarbones.
You plastered on your most innocent expression, despite the twinge of guilt you felt at his question.
âHm? Why do you ask?â
Swiftly, he clasped the ends of the chain together. His eyes flicked towards yours in the mirror.
âYouâre calling me by my first name. I thought pet names were an important step in a relationship for you.â
You nodded. âYes, Zayne, I do think itâs an important step.â
His eyes narrowed at your continual uncharacteristic responses.
Folding his arms, he mused aloud. âIt took you some time to drop the title âdoctorâ for me and to just use my name. After we became official, you were quick to call me âloveâ.â
You fiddled with your necklace, trying to, impossibly, force away the heat from your face.
âSo, either I did something to make you upset, orââhe leaned in close to you, the side of his face almost touching yoursââyouâre playing a trick on me.â
You gave a mock frown. He cocked his head to the side, awaiting your response.
âOkay, okay, it was a prank.â Sighing, you surrendered to his deductions. âI wanted to see how youâd react, but you saw right through me,â you mumbled.
His lips quirked. âIâve known you for long enough to figure these things out.â
Wanting to wipe off the amused look he had on his face, you quickly planted a kiss on his cheek. His face turned into surprise. He chuckled, shaking his head at your triumphant smile.
âThank you for helping me, my love."
SYLUS âĄ
âSylus, could you play that new record you bought?â
You called from the sofa. Standing by the record player, he turned to face you. The offence on his face was unmistakable as he placed his hands on his hips.
âSylus?â he scoffed. âWe both know thatâs not what you call me.â
Your brows furrowed, feigning confusion. âWhat are you talking about? Isnât that your name?â
âSweetie,â he levelled a look of scepticism at you, âthat hasnât been my name for the past month weâve been together.â
âI still donât know what you mean, Sylus.â
He paused. Gears turned in his head trying to unpack what was happening, much like he would do when reading the truthfulness of a dealer during a bargain.
âY/N.â
Youâve never heard your own name being said in such a serious manner. Perhaps you got a taste of your own medicine.
âIâm not particularly fond of lose-lose situations.â The softness in his tone made you feel weak. âYou can tell me if Iâve done something to annoy you. I wonât be angry.â
âNot at all!â you quickly blurted out. Unable to hide it any longer, you confessed. âYou havenât done anything to annoy me. I was just trying to pull a small prank.â
All the tension visibly released from his body. A relieved sigh escaped him. âYou really do play some dangerous games, kitten.â
Playfulness returned to his voice. âNow then, how will you correct your mistake?â
âHoney,â you drawled out each syllable, making it sound as syrupy as the nickname itself, âcould you play that new record you bought now?â
Sylus couldnât help but laugh at your exaggeration. âWhy of course.â
XAVIER âĄ
âXavier, do you want to try this?â
Subtly glancing at his reaction from the kitchen, you saw his face immediately fall into a pout. The look was fatal, and it took all the willpower you had not to drop the ruse right then and there.
âThatâs not my name,â he answered.
âWhat do you mean?â you chuckled, continuing to put icing on the sugar cookies you baked. âOf course it is!â
âNo, itâs not,â he insisted.
Placing his book down, he walked to stand at your side by the counter. You avoided his eye contact, pretending that nothing was amiss.
Resting a hand under his chin, he began to think. âYou usually call me bunny, sweetheart, sunshine, or darling.â
Your jaw dropped in amused shock. âYou remember all the names Iâve called you?â
His mouth twitches. âThere are some more, but⊠they might be a bit embarrassing to say aloud right now.â
That was enough to make you look at him with wide eyes.
âXavier!â Your face turned pink as you slapped his shoulder. There was no force behind the hit, but enough to convey your embarrassment.
âYou did it again. You used the wrong name.â He stuck his bottom lip out.
You gently poked at his cheek, trying to lift the corner of his lip upwards. âCome on, donât be sad darling.â
Immediately, he brightened before you.
âIt was just a joke I saw couples do online. I wanted to see how youâd react.â
He nodded thoughtfully. âAnd was my reaction satisfactory?â
âI think it was,â you smiled at him, "but itâs a shame I didnât film it, it wouldâve made for a good Moments post.â
He shook his head. âBut, the nicknames we use are only for us.â
The finished cookie in your hand had a bite suddenly taken from it as Xavier leaned down to have a taste.
âI donât want anyone else to know.â
RAFAYEL âĄ
âAre you ready to go yet, Rafayel?â
He continued to hum to himself, completely ignoring you. You folded your arms as you watched him busy himself with something trivial. He flung open a random cupboard and inspected what appeared to be an assortment of spare art supplies.
âRafayel,â you called again.
He then turned his attention to the fishbowl in the centre of the room, where a small orange fish darted around.
âReddie, do you hear something?â he asked, gazing so earnestly into the bowl. This fish paused its movement and stared back at his owner.
âRafayel~â you sang his name aloud this time, extending the last syllable.
He gasped, apparently receiving some confirmation from Reddie.
âYou hear something too? Thank god. I was thinking there must be something wrong with my ears.â
Surveying the room around him, Rafayel intentionally looked past you standing barely a few metres from him, tapping your foot against the wooden floorboards of his studio.
âIt sounds likeââhe continuedââsome kind of voice. Someone familiar to me, but I canât make out who it is.â
âRafayel!â you shouted his name between fits of laughter. Only he could respond to your jokes with his own dramatics.
He sucked in a breath in puzzlement. âI wonder who this person is calling out to.â
âBaby,â you finally conceded, âIâm talking to you!â
It seemed like he couldnât keep up the act either, as he started laughing with you.
âTook you long enough,â he huffed, moving towards you and linking your arm with his. âOtherwise, Reddie and I would have been searching for this phantom voice for the rest of the day.â
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