#this is what heavan feels like

[sethsbigtits]

oh my god I love working in the back of the store jesus christ almighty

[opal-apples]

some of the big meta posts I've seen about good omens that people retweet with shock and awe I'm like. yeah I thought we all got that. I don't understand how you DIDNT get that. love and light

[bleucaesura]

WAITING TO WANT YOU LESS - 3 / ?

Blitzø leaned his forehead against the bathroom door and cursed all of hell and creation. How could he let Loona see him like that? He was supposed to be the grown up. He was supposed to have his shit together. And after the disaster at Beelzebub’s party…

Fuck…

Blitzø turned his back to the door and slid to the floor, head in his hands.

Fuckity fuck fuck FUCK!

He pulled his knees up to his chest, wrapping his arms tightly around them. He buried his face as deep as it would go.

What the fuck was he doing? Wasting a whole fucking day running around like an idiot ‘apologizing’ to a bunch of fucktards he didn’t give two shits about - just because he’d been too fucking scared to say what he was feeling this morning. Or fucking last night in Stolas’s bedroom…

Blitzø dug his claws into his shoulders, the stinging pain grounding him and steadying his breaths.

“I’m a fucking idiot.” He muttered to his navel, face buried in his arms.

After a few more minutes wallowing on the floor, Blitzø got up and slunk over to the mirror and sink. He splashed water on his face and peeked up at his pathetic visage.

“Fucking disgrace…” He snarled and flicked water at his reflection. He swallowed back the burning tears and stared blankly into the middle distance.

Why couldn’t he believe anyone could possibly love him? Had Stolas’s confession really been that much of a shock? He was fucking lying to himself if he said it was.

Yeah Stolas was always acting like a thirsty bitch, but he was always reaching out, making an effort… Blitzø had just refused to believe it meant anything other than a means to an end. Because, how could he possibly be worth anything more than his body? Especially to a prince..?

Stolas’s words echoed in his head. “Why would I allow everyone to see how much I like you? How much I’ve tried so fucking hard to spend time with you, to support you? You don’t owe me those things… but you can’t just ignore all that.”

And yet he had… Blitzø had ignored all that…

He’d spent so many heavan forsaken years plowing his way through hell and fucking anyone who looked his way, that he’d forgotten how to let himself truly care for anyone. He drowned his pain in shallow pleasures, and wasn’t ashamed to use his charm to get what he wanted. Others’ feelings be damned. Because everyone was out for themselves. No one cared about him. So he wouldn’t care about anyone ever again...

Tears streamed down Blitzø’s cheeks and suddenly he felt very dirty. Like all the years of his careless philandering had left him soiled, rotten - unworthy.

His heart pounded in his chest like a frantic animal trying to break free of its cage. Without realizing it, he’d begun to claw at himself, trying to tear off his clothes as quickly as possible. He had to get the filth off. He needed to be clean.

It took too painfully long to strip. He wasn’t even out of his pants and boots before he had the shower on and was crawling in, one pant leg and boot still clinging on as he tumbled into the tub. He clambered up, threw the last vestiges of clothes off, and cranked the shower to scalding hot. He grabbed a scrubber, usually reserved for getting under his and Loona’s claws, and began to rake it over his skin.

Blitzø sobbed ragged tears and scrubbed at his skin. He felt like every inch of him was covered in filth and it needed to be scraped from his body; his soul. Maybe if he cleaned deep enough, he’d be good enough for Stolas. Maybe if he got rid of all the disgusting parts of himself, he could start over…

Maybe.

Maybe…

Blitzø scrubbed and scrubbed until his skin was raw; until he was curled up and sobbing on the tub floor; until the water ran ice cold and swirled with his bloody ichor down the shower drain.

*****

[just-jae]

Hazbin Hoetl 5-6

Spoiler warning!

Not gonna lie, at first I was cringing a bit at Lucifer. I was expecting him the have, like, grace and baddie energy. but he's talking to himself pretending to show off rubber ducks to a crowd.

And of all the potential dynamics he and Al could have had, competing father figures was NOT on my mind at all dude. Al? Dad?

But, I watched these last two episodes a couple (okay maybe several) times over and, it's really growing on me. It was definitely the predeveloped impressions getting in the way of really enjoying these characters. Even the irks I had about Alastor aren't really irks anymore, especially with "Dad beat Dad having much better animation and a banger number for Al (seriously wtf he's horrific in this episode)--

"Could you butt out of my song?"

"Your song? I started this!"

"I'm singing it, I'll finish it!"

Before, I was seeing it as how well they pull off my (and arguably the long simmering fandom's) idea of these characters instead of how well the characters as they actually are are told. So many people thought this show would be a super serious deep dive on Christianity and commentary on religion itself. But at this point, it really feels like Heavan and Hell are metaphores. They focus a lot more on personal issues like relationships, coping mechanisms, flaws like nievety, displaced senses of self worth, etc.

Charlie's idea of what "gets people into heaven" is naive and brochure-like. Adam gave a literal list of three items that seemed overly simplistic (and turned out to be wrong).

But at least they had some idea about it. The higher angels themselves had no clue whatsoever, their only concern was preserving the status quo. And even when things are called to question they fall back to old ways just bc they're scared to change anything. Sera didn't have any malice toward Hell, she just doesn't want to make things worse, having Angels fall, have Hell attack Earth or Heaven, have more evil spread, by changing things.

Getting a better idea of what all of this is about makes it so much easier to appreciate things I initially was put off by. It just has a context that it fits into now.

Lucifer being this disillusioned depressed dork with "yeaaaah, No." energy fits into what we've seen of heavenly culture (uncanny innocence, annoying teen pop-culture energy, being perfectionist yet blind to their own flaws)

And The "Hell's Great Dad" song really broke the ice, especially when Mimzy busted in singing ITS MEEEEEEE-- like

Love her. I wasn't expecting to see Mimzy AT ALL since she was removed from the main cast. And after seeing people talk about her and how they were wondering about her, it definitely felt like popping in the way she did was a response to that. Even I was wondering bc you don't just drop a former love interest for a character like Alastor, but still have them show up in the pilot-- I wanted to see Mimzy lol.

like literally:

"It's MEEE, It's MEEE,

I know you were all waiting for MEEEE!

I'm Here, what a GAAAS,

Took a while but I'm here at LAAST"

Like, im sorry but I felt like she was pointing at me personally, not the other characters, and that was hilarious.

It's so random but doesn't feel out of place at all somehow. The tensions were already super high, so a random screaming woman busting in with even higher energy is like-- wtf?? :'D??

She was a blast the entire time tho, and actually tied into the reoccurring theme of only reaching out to someone so they can do something for you.

It also definitely pinched a side of Alastor, irritating that he does apparently NEED to be there, there's some obligation he actually has to the hotel, or at the very least some stakes to not holding things together, not bc he defended the hotel but bc he specifically says "I can't have that here" , he also doesn't refute the claims Mimzy makes about him. Al clearly adores her and isn't surprised by her antics at all yet still tells her to leave. With the mention of Alastor's "leash" in the same episode BC of Mimzy was just such a great way to use her character. A fun entrance, thematic relevance, and a great plot device to reveal more about Alastor's situation and motives.

Like I said, at first the food tasted cold. I was thinking to myself "Eh, nothing really that crazy ig" but the more I watch the episodes and get over whatever my expectations were, the more I enjoy what's there.

Like, at first I was thinking, "Oh no Lucy's another akward dork, a normie, a loooooserr" (not that being an akward dork or a normie is bad but those were the vibes I was giving off, I'm sorry)

But I keep watching "Hell's Greatest Dad" and NOW it's like

LOOK AT HIM< LOOK AT HIM GO

Like, he's fugghing adorable with the "WAP BAP BOOM"

the puppets and the circus imagery, and just the innocent unmalicious enthusiasm. He's stumbling around over barely knowing his daughter and is now sprinting to make up for being so absent-- and even that absence is implied to be due to chronic depression and pining, missing heaven and having to live in hell forever, not only being the one who supposedly created it by accident, but tried and failed to fix it, even having his own theme park ripped off by a deadly Sin. The show calls it out bluntly, but despite his cheery tone and, yeaaah, no, yeaaah, no" attitude, they did a great job showing that his depression manifested in detachment and disinterest. It sucks for the people it effects but it also sucks to be the one who dropped the ropes in your relationships.

So seeing him brjghtenup and glow over just helping his Charlie put her hotel together was great. He feels useful and wanted again. And imo it's a double edge sword as well if Lucy feels like he has to be useful to be a decent dad.

So, idk. I guess I do want to see how he handles trying to be in Charlie's life again, especially since, at this point Alastor knows and has supported her more than he ever has-- despite the rough beginning and the mockery. (Also Lilith's face being faded out was sus af)

I'm convinced that in Al's case it's definitely not from a genuine place, at least, we still have no reason to believe it is. He was glaring at Lucy as soon as he walked in, and the nearly every comment on how great his relationship with Charlie is was also a jab to piss off Lucy instead of a genuine expression.

A performance, in short.

Still, the fact that someone who's only just met Charlie has a better relationship with her than her father has got to suck to realize if you're the father.

Also-- the scene at the club-- I was pretty mixed about it, like, doing drugs, itself isn't bad-- it can be unhealthy and it can put others at risk if you're resigning your cognizance and self control for the sake of coping with stress-- so it can very easily enable bad things, especially if you become addicted, so,imo is pretty wreckless and definitely a vice. But it doesn't make you a bad person.

But then again angels also seem to think premarital sex and promiscuity is bad too. (Promiscuity puts you at risk for disease, and like drugs can be driven by vices, but, again, the thing itself isn't bad and can still be a healthy practice when it comes from a healthy place)

I'm genuinely proud of Angel for actually growing though, seeing him take care of Nifty and protect her from Val got me on the "Fuck em up" energy. It's always great to see a group of friends watching out for eachother when they know there's a danger to what they're doing-- ESPECIALLY when one of them is new to it all. That's why if you ARE going to do drugs or drink or whatever, definitely don't do it alone or without someone you trust with your safety.

And also never feel like you have to do those things to maintain relationships, some people feel like it would be an insult to imply they dont trust someone or just for being disinterested in their offer. And, frankly there are people who will prey on that.

That was just a great scene. It had some flaws, but was still great.

Also--

PENTIOUS

I HATE

BROTHERMAN MADE ALL THE MISTAKES.

"Bc I'M HAVING SEX WITH EVERY--"

THATS NOT WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY YOU FUCK

Also, not gonna lie but Sera's got me like

Its been a while since I've been down bad for a femenine character.

She is beauty, she is grace~

[cryptid-in-your-walls]

Hi i have feelings about the umbrella academy season four

ONE

IT LITERALLY JUST CREATED MORE PLOTHOLES THAN IT SOLVED

TWO

YOU HAD TO GIVE FIVE A ROMACE ARC WHAT THE SHITTTT HE WAS HEVALY AROACE CODED AND LILA OF ALL PEOPLE WHYYY THE AGE DIFFERENCE IS PROBLEMATIC EITHER WAY YOU PULL IT BODILY HES 19 NINETEEN LILA IS LIKE FOURTY AND MENTALLY HES LIKE SIXTY TO SEVENTY

THREE

THIS IS ALSO PROBLEMATIC FOR LILA SHES BI CODED MAKING THE BI CHARACTER CHEAT ON HER HUSBAND ENFORCES PROBLEMATIC STEREOTYPES

FOUR

BACK TO FIVE WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO HIS CHARACTER LIKE BRUH THE SASS THE BARELY RESTRAINED ANGER HIS CHARACTER IS SO WATERED DOWN AND YOU EXPECT ME TO BELIEVE THAT HE JUST SETTLED DOWN TO WORK FOR THE CIA WTFFF WILD MAVERICK FIVE FIVE OF ALL PEOPLE AND HE DIDNT EVEN NOTICE RIBBONS’ KEEPER TATTOO HUHHH NO AND THEY FORGOT HIS WHOLE THING WAS SAVING HIS FAMILY NOT THE WORLD HIS FAMILY

FIVE

BEN LIKE THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HIS SEASON THEY DID HIM SO DIRTY LITERALLY FORCING HIM TO BECOME THE MONSTER HE SO FEARED HAVING HIM ISOLATE HIMSELF FROM THE REST OF THE UMBRELLAS LIKE HE MAY HAVE BEEN FROM A DIFFERENT TIMELINE BUT THEYRE STILL FAMILY

SIX

LUTHER LIKE WRF THE WHOLE POINT OF THE ENDING OF SEASON THREE WAS THAT MAYBE WE CAN FIND SLOANE AND THE SPARROWS AND WE JUST DIDNT LIKE I GET THAT THEY LOST THIER POWERS BUT HE JUST NEVER EVEN LOOKS LIKE HUH AND THEY FUCKED HIM UP SO HARD LIKE THIS HAS BEEN ON A DOWNTREND SINCE THEY FOUND OUT HE WAS SENT TO THE MOON FOR NO REASON LIKE STOP HAVING HIS CHARACTER BE. Him BEING MORE USELESS THAN HE THOUGH HE WAs

SEVEN

KLAUS THIS ONE IS STRAIGHT UP HOMOPHOBIC AND JUST THE WHOLE THING WITH HIM AND ALLISON WHAT IT WAS DIEGO WHO WAS THERE ALWAYS NOT HER WHATTTT BUT LIKE HAVING HIM BE STRAIGHT UP SEX TRAFFICED AND PLAYING IT OFF AS ANOTHER FUNNY SIDE PLOT AND HIM BEING COMPLETELY UNAFFECTED BY HIS PTSD BOTH FROM HARGREEVES AND THE WAR HUHHH LIKE THATS JUST SO SHITTY DAN IS STRAIGHT UP JUST GONE AND HES BEING FORCED TO GET POSSESSED THEN VOILATED AND JUST FUCK THIS SHOWWWW

EIGHT

THE ENDING HAVING THEM BE THE CAUSE OF THE END AND HAVING THEM SACRIFICE THEMSELVES SO THEY JUST CEASED TO EXIST BECAUSE OF THE MARIGOLD THE MARIGOLD SYMBOLIZES THEIR TRAUMA INFLICTED ON THEM BY HARGREAVES BY HAVING THAT BE THE THING THAT KILLS THEM THATS BASICALLY LIKE SAYING YOUR TRAUMA IS THE PROBLEM AND IT WOULD BE BETTER IF YOU NEVER EVEN EXISTED LIKE THIS SHOW STARTED AS A METAPHOR FOR CHILDREN WITH SEVERE TRAUMA THATS SO SHIT

NINE

THE ONE TRUE TIMELINE THING IS SO BULLSHIT TOO LIKE IT LITERALLY JUST BEING A PARK IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE WITH ALL THE VILLANS AND CHARACTERS JUST CASUALLY GETTING ALONG ITS AN OBVIOUS METAPHOR FOR HEAVAN AND LIKE BRUH WHY IS IT ALWAYS LIKE JUST AND THEY ALL GET ALONG IN HEAVEN LILE NO THAT COMPLETELY CANCELS OUT ALL THE CHARACTER ARCS NONE OF THIS EVEN MATTERS ANYMORE ITS. ENTIRELY BULLSHIT MOOT POINT

I have much more to say but i kinda feel like shit rn so I’ll update later

On the other hand the five deli thing was kinda funny

[strawberryonfire]

Hazbin Hotel Sin Headcanons

This is basically what I think the sins of the Hazbin characters were (for now) and what made them go to Hell

TW: Mentions of murder drugs, s**ual assault, and homiphobic people (Katie Killjoy)

Before this starts, (you can skip this if you want) in s1 ep4 of Helluva Boss, it was estaished that the Cherubs couldn't go back to Heavan because their mission ended up with the death of a human, even if they didn't actually kill him. So, like many other people theorize, it's probably much harder to get into Heavan than hell, and if you kill someone, directly, indirectly, or by acident, you might go to Hell or just have to prove yourself to be worthy of going to hevan. I think some of the characters probably killed someone and that's part of the reason they were dammed.

...

Vaggie: I have two theories for her. The first one is that she went to Hell for her anger; maybe she killed someone in a rage? My second theory, and the one I like the most, is that she accidentally killed someone, most likely a man, while defending herself. Vaggie was walking alone at night and some man tried to have his way with her, and she fought back. She probably stabbed him or something and ran away, and accidentally killed him. I like the idea of Vaggie losing her eye after she came into Hell.

Angel Dust: I do think lust and drugs were a reason he went to Hell, but not the main reasons. He was an Italian mobster when alive, and probably killed quite a few people in his time. So I think his actions in the mob is a large reason why he's in Hell.

Alastor: I'm pretty sure it's canon that Alastor was a cannibal and still is, and I also think he was a serial killer who ate his victim's.

Niffty: I feel like Niffty was a bit boy-obsessed when she was a human, and probably got her heart broken by one. Maybe she was dumped or a guy she liked had a girlfriend, so she killed him. I also kind of like the idea of her being a bit of a pyromaniac.

Husk: He was probably an alcoholic and most definitely a gambler, so that's two factors. A lot of people think Husk was a soldier in the Vietnam War, but I'm pretty sure he was an old ass man when he died, so he would have been a bit too old to serve in that war. If he was a soldier at one point in his life, I think he would have served in WW2, and he probably did kill people while serving. Husk probably got PTSD from the war, and to cope, he turned to alcohol and became an alcoholic.

Sir Pentious: I don’t have too many thoughts about what landed Pentious in Hell, but I have a feeling child labor was involved.

Baxter: I also don't have too many thought on Baxter either, but I feel like he was a mad scientist or something like that, and one of his experiments ended the life of someone, or he did messed up experiments on people or maybe animals.

Cherri Bomb: I feel like Cherri probably made/sold bombs or fireworks, or anything illigal like that, for money, or she was a protester of some kind. She was probably a violent one too, in my mind.

Valentino: I think Val was a pimp who mistreated his workers and possibly s**ually abused them in some way. Soft of like what he does with Angel.

Vox: I feel like Vox was a greedy and unfair T.V salesman, but that's all I have for him right now.

Velvette: She was probably a social media influencer and did some illegal stuff on the side.

Katie Kljoy: Katie is obviously homiphobic, but I have another thought in mind for her. In the pilot, after Charlie calls her a bitch, she turns into a more demonic form, which reminds me of a prey mantis. If you don't know, female prey mantisis eat the male (after mating I think) so this got me thinking that Katie might have killed her husband (if she had one).

Katie: Looks like they're fighting tooth and nail for that Hotspot!

Tom Trench: I've said this in my hazbin hotel death headcanons that Tom Trench probably died in the trenches In WW1, so he most likely killed others if he was a soldier. Also, based on some things he said during the pilot, I feel like he was a bit of a pervert when he was alive. ( an example down below if you wanna know)

...

Tom: And I'd sure Luke to nail her Hotspot! (referring to Cherri Bomb)

[isadrora]

The Fledgling writes Good Omens for school!

Alexander Perry

Year 6

Assignment: English Close reading

Description: Choose a piece of writing to describe and have opinion about (fiction)

Author: Irisblefic

Source: Archive of Our Own (https://archiveofourown.org/works/1055257)

Year published: 2006-09-30

Intro:

I choose this piece of writing becuase of two reasons. For the first, I have watched the tv show “Good Omens” and enjoy it a lot. I then learned that is based on a book that is also called Good Omens (authors Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett). With help of my mum I have also read the book. I like the book very much. I think that it is very different from the show but they both have lots to give offer. One of things both have in common is the stories that the fans (like me and my mum) write themselves. This is called Fan fiction. It is very legal to do this and is actually encouraged by the creator and actors. I want to write about a very good story that is written by a writer that has written many stories based on this world and charcters I enjoy.

Content:

In terms of just happening things in the story, there are these two characters that figure out that they love each other very much over week period. This I will say is one of those things where its not enough o just say “this happens” because the writer makes it clear that there is lots going on the surface with emotions. I will like to point out that I choose this story because there is lots of deeper stuff in feelings and what the characters dont say: this is a very interesting part of the story and makes it very unique.

Characters:

Crowley: (a demon his name he chose for himself is Anthony J Crowley):

He is a man shaped Being. He is a fallen angel: that is he used to be an angel in Heaven until some angels that were in Heaven had the fight with the ones in charge because they were rebelios (The First War in Heavan). We dont know why he was thrown out of Heavan exactly. This story only gives us idea but I am taking ideas from the TV show and the book and using it to make my ideas some more deep. Crowley as he is now has a slim shape, he is tall, and it is known his face sharp and pretty (rather than typical handsome as is common to use to describe male characters in books). Unique to him is that he has plants and is “highly strung” which has to do with that he is actually not as relaxed and cool as he pretends to be. He shouts at his plants and is obsessed with cleaning and being organized. This shows clearly in the story also that he has become “human like” and part of why he actually lets himself accept being in love and more truthful about being with Aziraphale. The show also lets us have a good idea of him because he is as a demon might be, sarcastick and thin and dark. It is funny to watch the show be cause the TV Crowley has different voice I think than the book and both are very good. This story I’m talking about now is very close to book character I think but I can also imagine the TV Crowley if I like which is I think a positive aspect. I will say more about this later.

Aziraphale:

He is an angel although quite a strange one, different from the other ones we meet in the show version and its clear in all the versions (and also from the fanfiction story) that he has been opn earth (and with Crowley) so long that its changed him. My mother told me the term “he’s gone native” to describe him which she says is common to say that people take up habits and thinking of the place they settle. This to me is exact right for these two main characters. He is kind and well spoken. He has good manners and old fashioned style. Although the story Im talking about doesn’t do lots of physical descriptions one can get clear ideas just by “reading for context”. Just by using dialoge especially the expression “Oh dear” “Good heavens” and others a reader can get an idea of him, softer looking than Crowley which actually makes good sense because they are clear meant to be opposites (but in a positive way in the end). In this story its clear he’s accepted his love for Crowley and is shown actually to be the one to have made effort to take things further. This actually is different from how he is in the show where he is scared and in Denial quite a lot. But whats also interesting is the story lets it be seen that he is not just “soft” he is somewhat of “bastard” this also from the book and show. Its important as my mum says that this is clear as part of his personality or Crowley would never have been able to see him different from other angels. I get the idea from “In 7 Days” that he is actually manipulating (not in bad way) that him and Crowley grow closer. I will talk also more of this upcoming.

Discussion:

First of all the way this story is presented is effective. I especially like the way it is broken into weekdays. The title is important : in Bible terms the earth was created in 7 days and this reflects the time it takes for the two main characters to realize their love properly. Creation is good idea for theme here because Crowley grows plants (creates life) and Aziraphale loves books (ideas created). It is also so good that every day division has a little heading underneath. Some made me laugh, like the Monday one that starts the story (“Survival of the fittest. ONLY the fittest.”). This has literally to do with Crowleys plants but also you can maybe think that is about Crowley and Aziraphale love too. It has survived so long and so much that even though “Evolution” is a bit of joke in book and show , something about it is actually true.

Moving on, the point of view (POV) is mostly from Crowley side. I personally like the fanfiction stories that are from his side. This is just preference because he is my favourite character. I would like to say also that it would be so good to get the POV of this story from Aziraphale also: I would like one day to try write something like that if ever I get good at it. But it works very well from Crowley POV for this story because as I said before he is interesting in that its Clear he loves Aziraphale for a long time. But the story makes very clear he has lots of what is called “defense mechanisms” to prevent him being hurt or looking too close at the feelings. So we see his shouting at plants, at his still thinking in terms like “ruining” Aziraphales day because they were Enemies, like him throwing away the card from Aziraphale at first and so on. This is him keeping old habits because he can’t think of how to be otherwise. I will say that my mum calls this story “a Crowley character study” and I like that idea a lot. Its not always important that lots of things Happen in a story for it to be very exciting and good and this story taught me that.

For another thing we can maybe think about “turning point” which most stories must have and I think that irisbleufic has this happen on the Wednesday (which seems good place as feels like middle of a week). It seems like a turning point comes when Crowley has Aziraphale sleeping on his couch after they spent night drinking wine and chatting. I think that its clear they dont do anything romantic at this point but that Aziraphale is there at all still is what Crowley reacts to (even if not openly). For me I think this part makes clear that Aziraphale is now the one making effort to get them to be together properly: because Aziraphale doesn’t really sleep if he doesn’t want to (its clear that demon and angel dont need sleep for real) and so why would he at end of the Wednesday part be sure to be snoring so Crowley wont make him leave. I think this is where Crowley gives into his feelings even with out him really knowing he does.

Another important part that I like evry much is the Thursday section. Crowley rushes over to Aziraphale bookshop what he thinks is emergency. They have dialogue that is this:

“See, that's the problem with things like dust, and plants," Crowley added philosophically, helping himself to some more tea. "If they're inanimate, then I'm your aunt. You've got to let them know who's boss."

Aziraphale smiled faintly, setting down his cup.

"Why do you think I asked you here?"

This is a very good dialoge. It has different meaning to both of them. Aziraphale reply to Crowley almost seem like he is a bit smug because he knows Crowley will do anything for him but Crowley still thinks he has upper hand. “philosophy” is aword that the writer uses lots to connect to Crowley. My mum says this shows how Crowley likes to think of himself that he has control and a plan for his whole long life. But then there is Aziraphale now deciding that they should change that plan. This type of writing is very clever. Nothing big happens really but the small things happen in an important way.

Its also good how the Friday part is just used to show an easy normal scene that is between them as if they are already married or properly together. That is its as if they already are just nobody said it yet. “Laundry” is the heading for this one and that shows how normal everything seems already. Its also very funny to me because their version of laundry is snapping fingers and cleaning things (this also from the show which is very flirting part). When Crowley just says he will “start sleeping over” just casually, it is almost a shock because it isn’t a shock. That is how the story has led you to think of it all as logical even though there been no Romantic confession or big fights or anything.

The Saturday part is what is called as climax of the story because in a way its where Crowley has the full realization. It is never really put like that but irisbleufic makes it clear from his behaviour. Its not like in movies where the person will say “I love her/ him” and then run to them or whatever. What happens is that all the things that Crowley did before to make sure he was ok are not enough anymore. His Defense mechanism is not good because Aziraphale quietly been breaking it down. I will say that there is a piece about a Movie that Crowley watches that I didn’t understand about Gone with theWind. I asked my mum to explain what this meant and I think it has to do with that that movie is a very serious movie that everyone loves but is actually a bit horrible and so thats why Crowley calling it comedy is funny. I like that shows his sarcastick nature.

Moving last to the last day and this when they get together properly. I think its very good that the writer does not show the actual event. I think that it is important that the characters show their love physical because of their being changed by earth and they have become more earthly. It makes good sense and is very romantic. For my opinion though we cannot really imagine how the Sexual part will look for angel and demon and so its much better to be shown how they feel afterwards. This story is very good at that in fact actually is wonderfull. The characters are not changed by what happens between them, they are just more open. Crowley is still kind of bratty and Aziraphale is still fussy. But they are finally together and that is the point of the story in the end. Its interesting that Crowley actually says the fact that Aziraphale had a “seduction” plan for him., I want to ask, is it maybe that he knew about Aziraphale wanting it all wlong? Or is is just that he wants to try still be cool after he admits it to himself? It may be doesn’t matter because the last part is so good that I dont want the story to end even. The last line is I understand Inuuendo and that is also important because it shows Crowley being open to finally being loving and Affectionate.

Conclusion: A lot of people dont think that writing about FanFiction stories is real work and I think that is ridiculous i hope that this story will prove that wrong. A lot of people also think that the sexual parts of some stories are not good for us in Year 6 to write about but there are books we read with some of that in it already and worse than for example this story or others Ive read. It is a proper part of the story and needed for it to be good. To end I will say that this story is one of best things Ive ever read and theres lots more stuff about this “world” Good omens to read and that is positive

[royalwriteroftheuniverse]

Is this what hevan feels like? Mornings with...

In-between mornings and nights with- well you can guess

Its apart of my mornings with series. I've turned it into a series now lol since I have tons of em lol

Warnings: none mostly basically all fluffness and love and insomnia. 18+ just incase

Reblogs and comments welcome and appreciated No permission to post /repost or publish anywhere

"Hey babe why are you up?"

Couldn't sleep."

"I gathered" he wrapped his arms around me

I sighed I love that warmness. And his strength I don't know if I'll ever admit that to anyone but my self.

"You want to talk about it?"

"No, not right now anyway."

"Ok, he played with the end of my hair a bit as he leaned in and kissed my cheek.

"Whenever you're ready to talk about it ok?"

"K"

We sit in silence for a few moments.

"Why aren't you going back to bed?"

"Because if you're here I'm here. When are you going to get it in that pretty head of yours that I'm with you-"

"If you say till the end of the line I swear-"

"No" he laugh "no lines no jokes. No nothin like that." He shakes his head "but I'm with you I want to be with you so I'm staying with you. I'll never leave you I promise. You're here so I'm here."

"Thought you had work tomorrow?"

"I'll call in sick" he shrugs. I roll my eyes.

"No you won't. comeone let's go into bed. I didnt want to keep you up with tv or something that why I'm not I'm bed but we're both up anyway right?" I hold onto his hand as we get up but then I stop into the hallway.

"I do trust you. You know that right? I just. Somethings are hard to talk about."

"I get that love. I do." He wraps his arms around me. "And I'll wait as long as I need you. I mean need to," he laughs a bit as a hand comes up to my face, "but I do love you. I feel like I need you to breathe." Why do you think I woke up. When you weren't there?"

"You're getting too old and needed to use the bathroom?"

"Wow. ok then you're just plain mean. And I did have to use the bathroom. But I woke up first then I realized I had to go. " he laughs "you made me miss out on about 5 or 6 minutes of quality sleep there."

"I'm sorry."

He looked in my eyes.

"Dont be. I- I'm here for you. I'm so in love with you I-I dont care if you just stare at the ceiling wake me up, ill stare you while you at that."

That made me laugh

"Ok and when you're ready to talk we'll talk."

I nodded my head.

"We could also kiss." He smirks.

"Oh so close you were so close you were being so romantic."

"What? Hey its your fault im addicted to kissing you."

"Oh so now you're addicted to me."

"Yes you and your...kisses."

"You are something else" I shake my head in laughter.

"I'm just in love."

"Me too."

"So come on Missy back in bed. And I'm going to wrap my arms around you. Until you feel safe and love."

"I know I am"

"Well then I'll hold you until the sun comes up. Regardless if you're sleeping or not."

So we got back in bed and he held me so tight against him he pulled me close to him I love thr smell of soap and downy on him."

He gave me a kiss and then I settled between his shoulder and the crook of his neck. I osed my eyes for a moment inhaling being so happy.

Then he was gently streaking my cheek and gave me the lightest kiss as I opened my eyes. It was morning.

"Good morning sweetheart." He smiled and there were heart eyes if I ever saw them.

I just smiled back at him. Still getting my bering I don't even remember falling asleep.

"How about some breakfast love? I made my specialty." He smiled.

He pulled my coverea back and grabbed my hand I nodded.

"But I swear if there is anything green-"

He just laughted at me or rather with me.

I have to wonder if this is what heavan is like?

Tags:

@nana1000night @sapphire-rogers @patzammit @sparklybarbarianninja @hawkeyes-queen @flufftober

[canvas-madness-txc]

Previously On: Chaotic Stupid

{Underfell Papyrus x Reader}

"SMALL FIRE! I SAID SMALL FIRE. THIS IS NOT SMALL!"

You and Sans turned around to look at Papyrus. Then back at the fire. The flames rose as high as a skyscraper and smoke raised up to the heavans as it continied to burn. Sans shrugged.

"i dunno, chief. could'a been bigger."

Papyrus smacked his skull.

"BIGGER OR NOT, WE DON'T NEED A FIRE THAT IS TWICE THE SIZE OF OUR HOUSE!" He paused for a moment.

"WAIT SOMETHING DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT."

"What is it," you asked. You turned to Sans but he looked as lost as you were. His eyesockets went blank when he realized what was wrong.

"weren't the kid and the weed supposed to be with us?" Understanding dawned on you and Papyrus. The three of you began searching for your friends. Sans had teleported somewhere and Papyrus had pulled out his phone. As you were looking around, you felt someone pull on your sleeve. You turned around to Frisk's smiling face and Flowey's panicked one. You called for Sans and Papyrus telling them that they didn't need to keep looking. They seemed calmer now. Silence filled the air, only broken by thr cracking of the bonfire.

"well that's a relief. tori would have killed us," he mumbled. Papyrus nodded.

"HOPEFULLY THIS HAS TAUGHT YOU NOT TO PARTAKE IN STUPID ACTIVITES."

"hey it's not only my fault! you left them unsupervised too!"

"I LEFT FOR FIVE MINUTES AND I TOLD YOU TO KEEP AND EYE ON THEM!"

"alright whatever you say head honcho."

"HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I TOLD YOU TO STOP CALLING ME THAT!

"no." You left the brothers to their bickering. Frisk pulled a bag of marshmallows from their backpack. They placed two on a stick — one for themselves and one for Flowey. You followed suite. As you were eating the marshmallows you came to another thought.

"Frisk," you said as they looked up at you, "Where's Undyne—"

"UNDYNE DON'T—"

Your head shot up as Undyne placed the most wood you've ever seen in your life into the fire.

The explosion was short- lived but it did give you a good shock. Everyone was covered in ash and coughing. Wood debris scattered the ground. Frisk mourned the loss of their marshmallow. You all stood in silence for a while.

"WHAT WERE YOU THINKING!?"

"I thought it needed more fuel!" Papyrus glanced at the remains of the fire.

"WELL I GUESS YOU THOUGHT WRONG," he replied with a smirk.

"uh.... bro. you're on fire!"

Papyrus immediately threw his scarf off. Stamping on his cape he turned to look at Undyne.

"THANKS A LOT UNDYNE," he snapped. She smiled sheepishly.

"Sorry Paps. I didn't think that was going to happen. "

"APOLOGY ACCEPTED."

Papyrus placed his scarf into his bag and took a seat beside you.

"THIS WAS A DISASTER." You shrugged.

"It's could have been worse," you said.

"I WAS LIT ON FIRE!" You giggled as Papyrus stared at you, completely aghast.

"THIS IS NOT FUNNY!"

"i dunno bro it was kinda funny and besides no one got hurt," Sans cut in. Frisk nodded. Flowey looked shell- shocked as well but chose not to say anything. You continued to laugh. Papyrus shoved you a bit.

"STOP BEING SO CUTE," he whispered.

"Nope," you whispered back. Frisk had managed to overhear. They grinned at you both.

*Kiss

*Kiss

"FRISK."

*Kiss

*Kiss

"FRISK STOP!" Papyrus began blushing a bit as Frisk continued to tease. Then they said the unthinkable.

"Well you like them so much you should!" Your face began heating up as well.

"Plus we all know," they continued. Frisk gestured ath the others. You didn't buy it, but the others began nodding. Undyne also mentioned that it was infuriating to watch this go one without any progress every day. Sans agreed and said you guys didn't do a great job of hiding it either. You looked over to Papyrus, whose face was in his hands.

"Well we could always try," you offered. He sat quietly for a moment.

"ALRIGHT. BUT SOMEWHERE FAR AWAY FROM THESE THREE," Papyrus replied. In retaliation Undyne got up and grabbed him into a headlock.

"HEY DON'T NOOGIE THE SKELETON!"

"Too late!"

You sat with your friends and thought about what you just got into. The thought of dating Papyrus didn't seem as horrible as you turned it over in your head. You thought you would like it. Hopefully it wouldn't be as chaotically stupid as this. Knowing your friends, there would be no promises. But you didn't care.

[sentimental-sheep]

Interpretation of Sn 2 Ending

Throughout the confession and afterwards we see that they are clearly not in the same headspace. Aziraphale tells Crowley that he needs him in Heaven with him, that they can make a change. On some level he is unsure if he can face this on his own (no matter what you think Azi true intentions may have been).

However Crowley takes a step back in all of this. All this new information seems like an affront to his initial plan. He was already confused and overwhelmed with Nina pushing him to confess, Beel and Gabriel getting together, and even before that the two of them dancing together. Now Crowley feels like Aziraphale is slipping away from him and as their trying to convince each other of their viewpoints, both are taking in very different messages.

Aziraphale is confused why Crowley won’t help him as he always has, and in a way feels as though he’s abandoning him because of his hatred towards heaven.

Whereas Crowley feels like Aziraphale doesn’t trust him; that he sees him as an exception to hell or maybe not even that and is anandoning him for his love of heavan.

cue the desperation of their kiss as his last ditch effort to convey something, anything to Aziraphale really. Because I don’t think Crowley believed, wholeheartedly atleast, that he could convince Aziraphale in that moment. He was just slipping away, and what else was there to do.

Then Aziraphale says I forgive you, and then Crowley says don’t bother.

Crowley very much feels like this is the ending of something and sees no point in reconciliation. This wasn’t the moment he envisioned in his head, this wasn’t how things were supposed to go, and he was the one who pulled away first.

He’s lost to heaven before, and this is him losing again.

Whereas Aziraphale doesn’t think they can be together right now until they work things out.

You can see Aziraphale physically wipe off Crowley’s kiss because he knows it was not one borne from love. As though it is something tainted and dirty.

Which adds to the hurt of his “I forgive you” line because it shows him rejection that moment, and that moment felt different in their minds.

A scene I love that they added was when we see that Crowley has been waiting outside and Aziraphale looks back at him.

Throughout history we’ve seen Crowley leaving when things get tough, but he stays. After one of the most gutting moments between them he stays.

A part of Crowley may have been hoping that Aziraphale change my mind. But we see Aziraphale look back, not knowing whether or not Crowley would be there.

Aziraphale needs to see him, and I think that Crowley might have known that.

He needs to see that even though they aren’t on the same page, Crowley will still be there.

It is such a tragic final confirmation of their love, and I think it gives them both some semblance of peace before theyre able to turn away from each other.

because imagine if Aziraphale hadn’t turned back? Imagine if their last moments were backs turnt, doors closing behind them? It’s such a subtle but impactful scene to me.

[fellow-nerd]

So my friends dragged me into watching good omens and lord did it completely wreck me.

I wasn't the biggest fan if the book so I was skeptical to how the show was gonna be, but i was so pleasantly surprised like all the problems and things I didn't really understand were clearer in the show so it was a great time.

And then...

Season 2

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

I was so rooting for Crowley and Aziraphale to get their gay train wreck asses together but no I can never be happy.

The thing that really got me was the last bit of episode 6(yes I KNOW it killed everyone but like it hurt more for me ok)

Lemme explain

So crowly obviously has loved Aziraphale for forever and as someone who has also pined over their best friend it really really just stab me in the heart and left me bleeding out in a puddle of my own blood.

Cuz like yeah you hang out and have a grand old time but it's never excatly what you want since you always have to sacrifice your wants and a chance at a relationship in order to not kill the friendship.

So when Crowley grew a pair and straight up confessed I balled like it was so good I was so ready for some gay shenanigans.

BUT AZIRAPHALE JUST HAD TO SAY NO LIKE HEAVAN IS OBVIOSULY PLAYING HIM AND HES GONNA HAVE TO CRAWL BACK TO CROWLEY TO UNDO THE WHOLE MESS AND ITS GONNA BE ANGSTY AND ROUGH BUT I HAVE TO HOPW THEY GET TOGETHER YA KNOW. 😭

It was just a lot and I can't help but feel completely empty. Like its rare that fiction makes me feels empty empty after it ends but this show is so good that it accomplished it. Since I finished it earlier I have just been listening to Hozier and Queen and losing my mind.

Anyways that's my little good omens rant and I will anxiously be awaiting good omens 3

[trashworldblog]

so beth good omens huh

YEAH

[s1 spoilers ahead]

its really good and i have alot of emotions that i havent quite worked out yet. but heres some thoughts:

- Very Good

- this healed a part of my former catholic currently religiously traumatized soul. obviously a show like good omens would hurt some sore spots, even unintionally just due to the aesthetics, right? WRONG. i never thought id be able to watch something that has to do with religion and not feel uncomfortable. but somehow, i got through the entire first season without feeling that discomfort. maybe ive grown, maybe its the show. but the way they... did... well, everything felt so disconnected from the catholicism i grew up with.

and the show is obviously catholic (at least to my experience) everything is story book catholicism, and yet... it feels different. maybe its god being a woman of color (i believe?) adam and eve being people of color, the gay angel and demon eye fucking every so often, and the honest depiction of first testimant things being Fucked Up, even for a demon, feels so disconnected from the white washed, hateful, church i grew up with. so it didnt hurt watching it. not for a second. and that made me incredibly happy.

- the use of queen music is killing me and so fucking perfect. first of all, all bangers. obviously. its queen. second, theres something about queen, and its place in the queer community, mirroring nicely with crowley and aziraphale. i cant quite put it to words yet.

- the camera angles in heaven being incredibly uncomfortable and awkward, literally warping the angles to be gigantic monsters. if they used normal camera angles and focus lenses, heaven wouldnt look too off. empty and barren, yes, but otherwise fine. using these low or up close shots makes my neck sweat and physically want to lean away from my tv. so good!!!! immediately shows they are very much not the heros in this story. also heavan and hell wanting war so bad showed that heavan was NOT on humanity's side. they were on heavans side. it made a beautiful common enemy for aziraphale and crowley and the humans to be up against. i hope they explore aziraphale and crowley and humanity vs the afterlives in the future.

- GAY PEOPLE!!!! THEY ARE SO IN LOVE!!!! AND AFRAID!!!! i hope they use this break after saving the world and showing their people theyre invincible to holy water/ demonic fire to get together!!!! they wont but i can dream!!!

- the idea of people always watching and keeping score is so terrifying when you think about it. no wonder theyre terrified. theyre existence is to just do what angels and demons do. and they have to do that forever without break. can you imagine how exhausting that must be?

maybe for a regular demon and angel thats fine, but aziraphale and crowley are a bit more then that. theyre in a slight gray area, and it cant be easy to do ONLY holy or ONLY evil things. add on to that the horrors of being on earth for a long time. you cant get attached to much. people die, things go out of style, animals and plants go extinct, libraries and art burn, things get lost and lost media is heartbreaking.

-the actors are really good. like these mfs are in LOVE LOOK AT THEIR EYES. wow. best "im in love with you but im hiding it" eyes ive ever seen. also i need to watch the finale again to appreciate the body language used to show that theyre in swapped bodies.

- the plot is really good and interesting!! i was afraid of missing crowley and aziraphale when we switched to adam or the witch hunter or the witch but i didnt miss them most of the time! i was super intrested in how adam would turn out without crowley or aziraphale's influence. and the witch stuff was pretty interesting too! some times i got a little lost in it all and got distracted, but tbh thats the adhd experience so.

-theyre so stupid and yearning and blind to eachothers emotions i love it

conclusion: good show! i am reading alot of fanfic about it and i started a side blog to store some good omens stuff on. i enjoy this blog being my personal and watcher blog, and i kinda wanted to have a good omens layout so, sideblog! ill still reblog some good omens things here, but most of it will be over there.

[eyeofnewtblog]

Things that happen at home:

My SO: *talking about how his operation went, how he feels physically, describing the aftermath* yeah, so, you know that burning feeling you get a couple of days after a surgeries?

Me: No? I’ve literally never had a broken bone, let alone had any kind of surgery. I have absolutely zero experience with this. Do you need me to do anything?

My husband, after what seems like just quiet cuddling: Did it hurt, though?

Me, very confused and honestly wondering what is going on with his medication: Did what hurt?

My husband, on exactly three different mind altering drugs: WhEn YoU fELl FrOm HeAvAn.

Me: OH MY GAWD. Shut up and sleep already!

My husband, drugged out of his poor little gourd: But snuggles!

You can’t say no to your partner in crime, your ride or die, your best bitch, when they ask for snuggles.

It’s like. A law. Or something.

[rockmanzero11]

google set a reminder for that tag ramble i wanna hear it

i realized ive only rambled on cathloic quickman and now angel quickman... i need to ramble more...

but yes right away sunkey

Ok the first thing i wanna say is this FUCKS??? IDK IF YOU MENT THE WHITE BACKGROUND BUT IT ADDS SOMETHING TO IT... LIKE A CERTAIN SOFTNESS AND a angel holy like feeling. its very diff to explain but idk. i feel like this is the last image someone sees when they see a light in a tunnel..

also this quick drawing uses a different color than the darker colors you use, it rlly gos well w the other colors, makes rhe purpledish black. also the addition of blue / teal in his eyes, ears and lineart(?)

looking at 4he boomerang.. icant tell if its gold with silver accents or silver with gold accents. its like the dress everyone argued about what color it was..or cut mans color. anyways the BLOOD its probably the same color as quicks armor but its just DIFFRENT trust me. also the blood turning into hearts is such a intresting little detail... it also implies he used the boomerang like a sycthe which is a semi horrying concept.BUT THE HEARTS on the right also imply he stabbed someone with rhe other end hes got a double edged sword. litterally.

now onto the halo and wings. for some reason they remind me of the Renaissance or ancient greece. Wings built by hand to fly...but do not fly too close to the sun icarus..

The blue reminds me of a royal heirloom blue. its beauty is almost heavan like. close to enlightment.

or is this all a ruse? a trick? Devils can look like angels at most times.. and quickmans horns are showing- One has his Halo on it.. What is he in this image? who knows...

Do you trust him to be a guardian angel? i dont. hed probably force me to drink 4 megaman g fuels in a row and tell me to sit completely still in a chair.

anyways i was also listening to fallen angel and the town inside me as i wrote this. thos le l songs kinda fit with the image.

thank you for the slop sunkey

[museforblooms]

what about jiyeon? <3 also not gonna lie i'm kinda curious about blue cheer and club heaven since i have no memory about seeing them before...

★⠀⠀ ⁄ ⠀⠀ you have chosen .... LEE JIYEON — she hasn't been doing much and she's really been enjoying it, tbh. her life has always been such a whirlwind between comebacks and other promotions that having this moment to just pause and reset has been really nice. she secured a new apartment just outside of seoul a few weeks ago and don't tell anyone this but... she's actually excited about their hiatus for all her selfish reasons. no pressure to be perfect, no cameras following her every move, etc, etc. she feels like a real person again.

★⠀⠀ ⁄ ⠀⠀ you have chosen .... BLUE CHEER — due to several members of blue cheer currently serving their mandatory military service, we've mainly been seeing solo projects and the guys hanging out on their own time. dawon is still leading the charge as one of the main heartthrobs in south korea and it doesn't look like that title will be going away anytime soon! rowan and luyun are currently in china, their homeland, to do some acting and solo work. sinu's getting his masters degree as well!

★⠀⠀ ⁄ ⠀⠀ you have chosen .... CLUB HEAVEN — any information known about club heavan was bought from sasaengs on twitter :/ it's not confirmed how many members there are yet, but it seems like superbloom is looking into creating another co-ed band........ belladonna isn't selling the way they want so superbloom is willing to do anything to ensure they don't suffer too much from the loss of pf.

want to know what the superbloomz have been up to lately? ask here!

[zimmyzz]

Demon Slayer AU

Explanation: me and my best friend (@zombie-catzz ) have this helluva boss rp. It's oc x canon, so if you're not comfortable with this, then I suggest you do not read this. This is just one of the many (and I mean many) aus that we have created. This rp has been going on for over a year now, and we've worked on and built the story since it's started. This is the Demon Slayer AU, based on the anime. I'm the only one thats watched this. This is my ocs pov mostly, but I write in third person. Let's get on with the story!!

Chapter one: "Mom...?"

Zakaria steps through the forest, a paper in hand. Their ears were flat on their head, and their fluffy cat tail was wrapped around their waist, like a belt. They were puzzled. Their mom wanted them to visit, but they didn't know why. She told them she missed them in her letter and gave them an address, which was obscure.

"Mom's handwriting doesn't look like this," Zakaria realizes, their fingers digging into the paper. "It's much neater."

They began walking towards the house, the snow crunching under their shoes. They weren't from here. They lived in a different part of Japan. As the approached the house, they noticed things were different. The flowers she took care of year round were dead, which was strange. Winter had just started a few days ago, meaning she would've taken the flowerpots inside by now. Windows were open. Her mom hated bugs year round, so it was strange that the windows were still open. They grabbed the icy doorknob, turning it and stepping inside.

Immediately, Zakaria was greeted by an awful smell. They pinched their nose with their fingers, gagging slightly. The smell was horrible, like rotting meat. They could hear the buzzing of flies. They walked into the kitchen, opening the chemical cabinet and grabbing a bottle of air freshener. They sprayed around the kitchen, unplugging their nose and giving the air a whiff. It didn't help. The cirtusy air freshener only mixed with the horrible smell, making it worse. They felt like they were going to vomit. They walked out of the kitchen and over to the staircase. They walked up it, making sure to avoid the third step from the top. It had always been broken and creaked when you stepped on it. When they got to that step, it was much more broken than before. They raised an eyebrow.

"What happened to the step?" Zakaria asked themselves, stepping over it and into the second floor hallway.

The smell had gotten worse. They gagged once again, feeling like they were really going to hurl. They walk into their mothers room. The first thing spotted was their mother on the floor, a large gash in her stomach. Their eyes filled with tears, their body beginning to quiver.

"M-Mom..?" They whispered, mostly to themselves. They sprinted over, sliding onto their knees.

Flies and maggots surrounded her body. Her stomach, liver, lungs, and heart were missing, but pieces were seen on the floor near her. Her ribs had been torn out. They were on the floor, cracks all in them, across the room. She had been mauled. Maybe it was a bear or some type of animal? It couldn't be. Bears would be hibernating right now.

"Who did this to you?" Zakaria shouted to the air, the screams ripping through their throat.

Tears began filling their eyes, angry tears, but also sorrowful tears. Angry because they wished they could've been here. Maybe if they were, she would still be here, but sorrowful because they loved their mom. She would do anything for them, and they shares the same feeling. They took deep breaths, trying to calm down enough to speak. They touched her cold, limp hand, pulling it to their heart.

"I'm sorry I didn't visit earlier, mom.." Zakaria whispered to her, hoping to God she hears in Heavan. "I'll miss you."

Zakaria dragged her body down the stairs. They saw what looked like a blood handprint on the doorknob. Their eyebrows furrowed, touching it. It was already dry. This clearly had happened a while ago. They looked at the window closely. The window wasn't open, it was shattered.

Chapter Two will be called New Friends, so stay tuned!