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mini crochet donuts!!
#my art#crochet#crochet donut#crochet mini donut#galaxy crochet donut#chocolate crochet donut#berry yoghurt crochet donut#this is very relaxing i like it a lot#i'm gonna make a hamburger next
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Scholarly peak is catching up on recent literature
#bingqiu#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#svsss#sqq#lbh#my art#which is honestly just to say that i've finished the other two print books i was reading#and am now prepared to leap feet first into svsss bk4#i succeeded in holding off for an entire two weeks. i have the conviction of a wet paper towel.#lets see bk4 was described as - what? - an ''angst and smut pile''??#i am very much looking forward to this#i was promised a story with my snake boy#because i am very much not over zhuzhi-lang's fate so this had better be A REALLY NICE HAPPY ONE FOLKS#anyway have sqq and lbh cuddling and reading as i project on them#i like to assume that as time goes on sqq is able to relax his persona a bit more around lbh#i think he should get to cuddle and bitch about shitty novels#but man sqh is really the ONLY source of any books that have an even slightly modern cadence/style i have a feeling sqq would be very keen#though if i'm being honest i really wonder if sqh could ever bring himself to write fiction again#if you're A Writer it tends to be hard to RESIST you just get an itch to tell a story#but also like... the fear that all of this could happen again... or that the characters you're creating might be REAL and SUFFERING...#yeah... i honestly suspect he can't write anymore and that it honestly probably sucks a lot... but for the sake of this joke he is :P
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I always think it's funny when I see one of those posts from someone going I can't BELIEVE people talk about Ghibli films as aesthetic comfort sweet soft movies, these movies are about DARK FUCKED UP subject matter and heavy topics like DEATH and WAR and then you can scroll a little further and you can see reblogged clips from Ghibli movies of slow pans across sprawling meadows and beautifully rendered alien fauna or cozy villages with the most beautiful piano score played over it, sandwiched between moments of genuine human compassion and connection, quiet sequences of people performing mundane tasks, and I'm like yeah man that's crazy, definitely people are crazy if they associate these things w their corresponding movies. personally, I sit down to watch Kiki's Delivery Service stone-faced as I meditate on the Loss Of Innocence and I don't experience any other parts of the movie. only the serious bits. I don't reblog a single aesthetic gifset from the movie because then that means I would be Missing The Point
#be so for real you guys. movies can be multiple things#the serious subject matter and the darker parts of ghibli movies are not like. the only thing.#it's actually really funny to summarize them that way#there's so many Ghibli movies also and they are not interchangeable so when i read these posts#i love imagining frustratedly reciting it to someone who was just watching whisper of the heart#which is about a lot of things. and also very much IS a soft and relaxing sweet movie#“but you don't get the POINT of the movie is serious/dark” no i super do. i also see it as a whole.#sergle.txt#even the really fucked up ones are still beautiful damn! the wind rises? fuck#nausicaa is one of my favorites and it is in fact. still aesthetic as hell. and soft. despite it all.#ofc i love mononoke. i also like the art in it. keep up bud
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here's the thing. I have never gotten an accurate diagnosis from a doctor. not once in my entire life. everything that anyone has ever figured out is wrong with me I have had to figure out BY MYSELF, ON THE INTERNET. and then I either fix it myself or if I absolutely HAVE to have a doctor's prescription for the thing that will fix me then I will go do the little doctor dance where I pretend I don't really know for sure but I have a mutual friend who works in the mental health field and she really seems to think I have this thing. and then they are like well if someone else thinks it too then you are clearly bothering other people with your symptoms which is the criterion for whether you should get help or not. and then they prescribe me the correct medication because I have FOOLED them into practicing effective medicine on me. I have BAMBOOZLED them into properly diagnosing and prescribing for me. a doctor is not a wise or clever or well informed person who can help you figure out what is going on with your body. a doctor is the janky branch you pick up off the ground to whack your frisbee down from a tree because your arms are too short. it's not even a good tool, it's just all you've got.
#i am very tired and in a lot of pain so it's possible i'm not being entirely fair right now#but can we all collectively turn against doctors the way we did against the cops#because basically i have. i have the same instinctive recoil from a doctor that i do from a cop#like okay you're an enemy. i'm playing it cool but you are my enemy and I'm not relaxed#psir
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I am fairly sexually conservative I think and yet I have to say many of my brothers and sisters in Christ have a visceral hatred of sexuality I can only describe as pathological
#im going to hazard to postulate that your intense aversion and disgust is itself a disordered sexuality#i very strongly suspect it is or should be possible for you to acknowledge the evil but like…relax#what do i mean by relax#i dunno#the image i have of some of you is that Monty python sketch where John Cleese is just writhing at his desk#fulminating over his hatred of commies#that cannot be healthy#i dunno maybe I’m wrong and the more you hate sexuality the closer to God you are#probably not for nothing that a lot of mystic traditions insist on celibacy maybe it really does get in the way#it just seems like…it’s drawing a lot of bitter ugliness out of people and maybe you could calm down
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obsessed with the trope of person a can't sleep unless person b is in the same room with them. they don't even have to Sleep Together or anything – person b could literally be cooking or gaming or showering or whatever but it's enough for person a to feel safe to finally rest their eyes. plus points for when person b doesn't notice that they've dozed off but when they finally do, they just look at them with the softest fucking eyes before tucking them in. maybe they'll even.... give their beloved a small kiss on their forehead.... ok more plus points if this isn't an established relationship!!!!!!
#it's just so fucking sweet#and then person b just spends like an hour staring at person a#bc woooowwwwww#they look so relaxed and so content like this#:((((((((((#anyway. suguru?#i would say yes#he's person b#despite his own sleeping problems i think he's still person b there's just something soooso comforting abt him#aaand obviously bc i am biased as fuck i will also say that person b could also be toji#i think he also has a very comforting Aura#a teddy bear yk#but yeahhhh idk i am always thinking abt this concept#i love it a lot a lot!!!!!!!!!#mickey can't stop thinking#ok came back to say that this is also jason!!!!!!!!!!!!!#my beloved#sugu#toji
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redesigned creek cuz im sick of feeling rage every time i see him
#a lot offff this is based off rps with him :3 so if ur like why. that's why#im sick of rping him and seeing his ugly canon icon and having a physical visceral reaction#i want to see him in the new movies style SO BAD!!!! RAGRHH#also i went thru a lot of effort to make his trousers NOT neon yellow only for the filters i applied to turn them neon again#creek#trolls#redesign#art#fanart#my recent art has been so sketchy and non refined but i truly just cant b bothered atm#now realising ive hardly posted it here HOLD ONNN I will b posting all my recent art eventually#he clacks when he walks cuz i think its a very relaxing sound. namaste or whatever
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I wonder when the Noldor looked around at their dwindling numbers and realized that they were dying faster than they could ever keep up with.
#tolkien#silmarillion#I actually have a lot of feelings about this#because the noldor that come over from Valinor are pretty much all you get for the first age’s long war#birth rates are also in the basement if they exist at all#elves don’t have children during war#even if the siege of Angband is peaceful enough to relax that custom#I still don’t think you would have many children#elves have known war before - we know they did before the great journey#but it’s also got to be sobering to realize that your casualty rates are literally unsustainable#(like so#the house of finwë probably isn’t a representative sample of casualty rates#but damn the big picture still can’t be good#we have one grandchild of finwë who survives to the second age out of fifteen and that’s a very very bad rate)#what does that DO to a people group#to go from immortal and undying#to accepting that your whole clan is getting whittled down chunk by chunk#when did they start realizing that even if they beat Morgoth#they wouldn’t recognize the survivors
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space/saturn imagery ritsu i love you
#qkdraws#id in alt#mob psycho 100#mob psycho#mp100#mp100 ritsu#ritsu kageyama#eyestrain#sorry i keep drawing rings around ritsu. no im not im not sorry even a little bit#anyway i tried a sliiightly smoother shading method there. idk if it reads like that but ! was fun to do regardless#takes a lot longer than my cell shading but the process is relaxing#this was mainly hair practice. and ngl !!! i kinda like how it turned out. the hair anyway#i had Very different plans for this pic i originally wanted it to be solidly light blue everywhere#and the shading would simply pick things apart and make it readable. instead it became one of my most colorful pieces ????#don't ask how that happened. im terrible at sticking to the plan#most of my art turns out completely different from the idea i first had. maybe one day i'll stick to the script#a bit mixed on my feelings for this one. i don't think it's bad but i think it...... could use some work
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Legend has it...
the moss was the reason why i gave cj a chance x] (i didnt really know who tally hall was very well,,,sorry th fans)
anyways! ramble time (we love those don't we)
he is a spirit, has never been a human
his statue is a sort of...vessel? idk the word, but he can't go far from it. if he tries to leave the statue he just teleports back to it
he is the oldest of the jashlings, and the second hardest to find (first is space jash because well...he's in space)
was a storyteller/writer/singer, would probably get along with the gw announcer)
the spirit form is always around, but physically appears when the statue is interacted with (see example below)
form is yellowish and glows, like a lightning bug!
he doesn't directly talk to you, would just start singing stories and warnings before disappearing again
he's a little sad that his statue is getting dirty and would appreciate a clean up
however, the tear stains never disappear no matter how hard you scrub
who knows how long he's been there
or what his name is
but we know the name of his creator!...only because its engraved in his stone
who the fuck is named "chonny jash" anyways? must have been an interesting guy...or a total weirdo
#another cid jashling nobody can stop me#me with cj was like#man this guy really like tally hall IS THAT THE MOSS???#this was in feb of last year and its only gone downhill from there#/lh#this was very fun to do#ive never drawn woods so dont look too hard#this one and the space jash background were very good learning experiences#one more fun fact i gave the statue a contrapposto pose!#at least tried to#its just a way that a lot of statues are made to give off a relaxed pose#chonny jash#angelo tag
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can you draw L and Light doing work together I think it'd be cute and relaxing
L says the overhead lights stay off
#ask#death note#light yagami#l lawliet#lawlight#maybe#i've been having fun w perspective lately just freehanding it seeing what happens it's nostalgic to me bc i used to draw a lot of#houses n shit bc geometric shapes and different perspectives are very relaxing to draw for me#did a very dark color palette bc i have been going crazy wild with color palettes lately (they are coming soon) idk something in my#head clicked and i have just been a color understander i've pulled color palettes out of thin air and they work it's wild and very fun but#wanted to do smth more low-key bc i drew this in the middle of the night for one and also blue greys are some of my fav colors#for sketching and i didn't feel like lining and finishing this for realsies#ah just realized i forgor their handcuffs oops i am not going back to fix that
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I continue to be in the foulest of moods so here are some Zeus + Apollo headcanons because they make me happy :)
(Important note: this is largely specific to my original work and is not me making inferences from mythical or historical texts)
Zeus and Apollo spar. Like a lot. Like a lot. A big reason why Apollo gets so good at boxing is because he usually sparred with his father as a young god and getting hit with one of Zeus' punches is!! Not advisable. He focused on becoming fleet-footed to combat Zeus' more solid fighting style which was definitely helped by his dancing. Conversely, Hermes would later develop wrestling partially as a response to Apollo's annoying fleet-footedness in combat.
Zeus decides to tie his mind to Apollo's when the strain of Apollo's visions become too intense for him to handle alone. When Apollo first returns from his exile after slaying Python, his visions are so severe that he suffered from 'time-blindness' where he could only percieve the future and was completely unable to see the present. Zeus shoulders some of that strain until Apollo becomes strong enough to handle prophecy on his own - though Zeus is careful not to give Apollo absolute prophecy lest he get overwhelmed again.
Despite their closeness, or maybe because of it, Zeus and Apollo argue quite a lot. Usually it's banal things like administrative work or squabbling over which of them should get the larger portion of a hecatomb, but they do argue about how prophecies should be carried out quite frequently too. There's a general agreement for Zeus not to bring up Apollo's children after how messy Aristaeus' anointing was (and how angry Apollo was at Zeus' disagreement with his decision to make his firstborn son a god) but the odd occasion where it cannot be avoided is usually when they have their most grave spats.
One of Zeus' greatest regrets is his relationship with Ares, partially because Ares grows up seeing him dote and teach Apollo with his full attention. There is... a lot of himself that he sees in Ares. A lot of Kronos too and the part of Zeus that is a warrior before he is a king has done his best to keep the boy at arms length entirely because of that familiarity with the face staring back at him. It's another of the things he and Apollo have argued ceaselessly about. Naturally, Apollo has attempted to bridge that gap many times and while Ares is still quite close with Artemis, when it comes to Apollo, he is particularly sensitive.
Zeus is the one that ultimately decided that Apollo should never marry. Due to Apollo's love-curse and his already concerning tendency to be overly attached and committed to his mortal affairs and offspring, Zeus decided that marriage would be doom to Apollo's spirit and proclaimed him unfit for the ceremony and its status. Instead of the expected argument, everyone was quite surprised when Apollo merely bowed his head and accepted such an outrageous decision.
#ginger rambles#apollo#zeus#pursuing daybreak posting#Apollo and Ares have a really fun dynamic tbh#Apollo is partially his therapist/partially his rival/partially the guy that cuts his hair so Ares sees a lot of his whether he wants to#or not#Ares thought Apollo was pitying him for a very long time and that stopped them from being better friends for a while#wrt Zeus Apollo is just kind of a confidant as much as he's a son#The three of them - Zeus Athena and Apollo - are a very tight-knit group who share many many things together#but Zeus' relationship with Athena is VERY different from the one he has with Apollo and that influences what kind of role Zeus plays#in Apollo's life in a very profound way.#Athena and Apollo - like Zeus and Apollo - argue all the time and over seemingly everything#It's much rarer when the two of them truly disagree though and all the better for it because Apollo's anger is deathly cold and Athena's#is blazing hot#Which is to say it's always very very awkward when they're fighting because Apollo will be coldly professional while Athena will be#actively trying to hurt him LMAO#Very “good morning” “I don't give pleasantries to cowards” core#this was very relaxing to do mmhm#writing#headcanons
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Piper and Danse friendship is like the platonic version of that married couple where the husband says nothing and the wife is the chattiest most extroverted person and you cannot imagine how they found each other let alone end up as a pair.
But like he knows her favorites and the one joke, the one time you heard him speak mind you, he made had her dying with laughter cause it was specifically for her. Or she can tell exactly how he’s feeling despite the same expression for every emotion and you swear she made a comment and try corners of his mouth lifted.
Like they are those two that bonded not because they were alike but because they were so different what they did like together made them grow much closer.
#like I doubt either of them were hostile to each other before or after bb because Piper honestly embodies#a lot of values Danse respects and wants to foster for himself just more expressive in pipers case#she’s nosey and prying enough to not back down from him when he’s forlorn after BB but aware enough how fragile he actual is now#they would be good friends that some people think are dating just because guy and girl who always hang out but it’s more like piper is#shit talking some corrupt asshole and anti corporation and corruption Danse is like yes Ms Wright you make very insightful points#yeah I feel like no matter how long you know Danse he calls everyone by their last name unless he’s super relaxed which is hard for him even#after he’s like less traumatized by BB cause he just has regular solider PTSD too#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#piper wright#paladin danse
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I don’t think Angel wings are sensitive like bird wings, but if someone preens Grian’s wings he gets sleepy and will fall asleep under the right circumstances
Not an angel thing, just purely a Grian thing
#I’m aware of how birds are with their wings so just so u know ! i never write them that way#in my head he is very touch starved and craves affection constantly but will never ask for it#so when it happens he buckles and relaxes !#passes out on scar preening his wings and scar panics#falls backwards on him and scars like OH ?!??!??#i thibk preening wings would feel a lot like a nice haircut… the combing and styling…
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You have made me interested in balloon smp but I feel so old and of touch because I cannot find the past streams on twitch. Cannot figure out where and in which order to watch...can I ask where you've been watching the videos/streams?
ok, so, there’s ~36 people all doing it concurrently, which is a lot. But! Here is the list of players, if you know someone you like on that list pick them and just watch sequentially day 1->finale. if you don’t know Anyone on there and you want a point to start at for just. Getting most of the plot, pick someone from A B or C. Or E. Team F has a really great plot but they stay a bit out of the overarching plot until the last weeks, and I haven’t gotten to team D yet so I don’t know what they know im sorry team d 🥺
Many of the players have VOD channels up on YouTube or playlists of balloon vods specifically, lots of people who don’t have the streams in their twitch archives somewhere (like, “past broadcasts” usually), look for player vod channels. Some don’t have saved archives and some didn’t stream it! I know for certain sophie robby skull kuu gibson buggle and jame have up to date vod channels because I’ve seen them… woops and skullvolver are making edited videos rn but theyre Both team a… and im not sure who else is planning on it!
tldr, pick someone and watch them in order and peek in on other peoples’ vods from time to time when something Happens because sometimes seeing it from another angle is cool. Also, sometimes seeing it from another angle is Important because there’s Lore no one else got to see. Search “playername vods” on YouTube and it should direct you to the right place.
more specifics that kinda get into spoilers:
Here’s some plots of interest that certain people see and others don’t (ONLY BASED ON WHAT I KNOW I am not a lore master I don’t have 36x8x32… uh… good gravy 576 possible hours. of content. I DONT HAVE 576 HOURS TO SIT AND WATCH STREAMS someone was going to put together a lore doc somewhere though):
woops: tries to keep track of lore, goes on ghost knight swordquest
sophiebaybey: unwitting accessory to world murder, sees WAY more of PG and balloons lore than most people on account of The Events.
skullvolver/socksbx: revenant revengequest x2 and soul link plot, also socks is a mod and they get up to some funny business. poke in and watch one of them for the end of day 14 trust me 🫵
robbydude: doomer gnome made me cry but that’s not important. ghostquest continues upon the holy land even if we DONT WANT IT TO. jerry mouse is there
jame7t: sees kind of all of it from a distance, good coverage, citadel time (I like building streams)
shinigamieater: it’s possession clues. What if you were 15 ants of dubious morality in a human body
padabana: instigates the end of the world, once if you’re realistic twice if you’re being pedantic. it’s paranoia clues
kaoiji: there’s time travel, and it gets worse from there but I can’t FIND their vods so im redirecting you to robbydude
renobee: GOD??????????
#blsmp#uh if anyone has plots of interest to add I am also interested so you can put those in here#ask#ALSO I WILL come back and say two things number one.#this is tuoys. they’re playing soap opera. it gets pretty dramatic and intense but if they actually fought we wouldnt know about it#so if you’re a bit sensitive to arguing maybe relax and step back. those are friends on the internet playing characters don’t be weird#One and a half it ALSO gets pretty silly which is why I keep coming back it’s very silly#two this is all improv with Some direction by the mod team SO IF YOU WANT TO APPRECIATE THE MOD TEAM…#THEY HAVE A KOFI… STILL UP……….#to support the devs they made So many custom events and models and sounds it’s cool#https://ko-fi.com/balloonsmp … coughs…#anyways. Anon; I would never say my way of doing it was best but here’s what I did:#woops from day 1->end. robbydude day 1->end. Wildly skip around buggle jame kuu gibson skull socks yoda and ausk#wildly skip back and forth between sophie and Holly because I got end of evangelion’d at the end of gibsons stream and went HEYYYYYY#hooray! Discovery! It’s like digging for clues in here. enrichment for fisher#you don’t get the full story with One perspective and it’s cool!#uhhhmmm im trying to decide who’s best to watch for the finale but. I don’t know. Gibson’s my favorite so far for finale vibes#sorry for yapping it’s early and I have been putting off packing my suitcase for 4 hours. Ehe#I would also say that in the beginning no one contacts each others teams so disparate things happen#but by the end they’re all working together so a lot of things repeat if you watch multiple perspectives
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I love the shape language for Machete and Vasco, how angular and pointy the former is VS how round and soft the other... It's so GOOD I adore that
Thank you! I like the contrast as well, it makes them very fun to draw together. I try to keep them visually distinct while still making sure that they look harmonious and complementary next to each other.
#some more design musings that I've noticed that don't really matter but I tend to think about when drawing them:#Machete's shapes have an upward direction the ears the neck fluff and even the tip of his snout has that upturned angle#while Vasco's vibe is more loose and relaxed his huge floppy ears almost make him look like he's melting#neither of them have strong markings but the positioning of the gradients they have is very similar it's just different colors#Vasco has dark almond eyes (with what I can only describe as disney eyelashes)#his irises appear nearly black but if you shone a strong light directly on them they'd reveal a honey/amber hue#Machete's eyes are big and prominent with disproportionally small pupils#lately I've been drawing him with just the faintest salmon colored irises#but if the color scheme of the piece calls for it they can be depicted more vividly red#Machete has longer untameable fur here and there while Vasco is uniformly smooth and velvety#Machete is supposed to be the serious and inhibited half of the two but his face has a lot more expressive potential than Vasco's#it's actually kind of a struggle that I can't make Vasco emote with his ears at all those are typically a huge advantage in furry art#Vasco's body language is open and casual he takes up space confidently#Machete is usually very closed and defensive he has a habit of crossing his arms and legs and keeping his hands together and close to body#in general Vasco shouldn't be wearing anything black or red and Machete can't be seen wearing blue or gold#white is neutral territory it's usually the color of sleepwear and undershirts and as a result has a more intimate tone to it#answered#ardate
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