#this is too much for me to handle rn

[goldenhypen]

guys. guys. GUYS-

[moliathh]

The Japanese VA of Alucard (Jouji Nakata) and Integra (Yoshiko Sakakibara) just met on the set of JJK and they greeted with the line of Alucard and Integra greeting at the ending of Hellsing:

"Welcome back"

"I'm home"

SOURCE:

(1st pic): explaination tweet

(2nd pic): Jouji Nakata's tweet

[ganondoodle]

i cant lie, im also beating myself up about not being able to get excited for the new game, or anything anymore it seems, while it can be fun to criticise things, some things you just dont like so badly that the frustration knowing it could be so much better but isnt and you not able to change it outweighs any fun- i dont like being a 'hater', i hate totk, but not bc i hate zelda but bc i LOVE it and want it to be better (though im starting to doubt my ability to do anything good with it too..)

and with the new game trailer (like, i still hope its better than im fearing rn) i feel similarly as when the next totk trailers dropped after the first one (which DID excite me), all of them gave me a sense of dread bc it seemed to go into a direction i wouldnt like, i tried to tone that voice down to enjoy the game, but then .. i was right

i dont want to be an annoying complainer about everything new, but maybe i am and i dont like that thought, i dont want to spoil anyones fun, i want to partake in it :(

[skunkes]

not an ask, but I saw ur post and relate a lot to it.

anticipatory grief sucks. people will tell you not to think about it, not to let it steal from today, but some days are just so hard. sometimes it feels unavoidable, like it’s some goliath mountain in the distance or even the sky and you can’t not look at it. it’s like you have to keep trying to distract yourself not to think about it, and it’s exhausting, and you’re so fucking scared of the inevitable.

like how does anyone even function? the idea of the world continuing to spin when there’s this terrible, horrible thing that will happen some day is unfathomable but it does, and it’s horrible. Some day will mark the before and the after. nobody can ever be ready for it.

I hope the love you have keeps you strong. wishing you the best.

this is literally it. i know thinking about it Now wont make the actual day it happens any easier. but it's impossible to not think about it, especially since there's no tangible way to preserve memories or feelings or the like forever. i cry easily and get emotional over most anything and everything, which is another layer of difficulty wrt it because I spiral. I want to squeeze out of my body. im not meant for any of it

[dogboner]

personal growth is crazy because it seems like nothing has changed until you're crying because you don't want to die. you learn something about yourself that ten years ago would have actually killed you, and now you're thinking about what you can do to heal and make peace with it. nothing may have changed to you, but to the person you were however long ago, you are the "it gets better"

[sunny-d-thomas]

i’ve been trying to read other batman comics to get more of an idea of the dc world + other character personalities but i can’t stop thinking about Duke and his parents. genuinely cannot go a single moment reading a dc comic without thinking something like “i wish i was reading about the Thomas family’s dinner plans and favorite restaurants right now!” and losing all focus, not absorbing/remembering anything on the pages -_-

[hyunpic]

😭😭

[happi-dreams]

Good mornings ,,

Fireafy doodle for me to cope ,,, (also TPOT 15 spoilers in the tags so we woo we woo we woo !!!!!! )

[orcelito]

Super sexy me is so sexy I accidentally set off the fire alarm while baking pie shells for my pumpkin pie. And now I don't know if I should've even baked them in the first place. But well. Too late now 👍

[burningcomputerpersona]

my cds (and cassette tape) finally arrived in the mail today!!

[justplaggin]

bsd season 5 pv - coming july 2023

[fandomchaosposts]

*laughs nervously* I hope and want but at the same time I don't hope and I don't want because that would be bad and I don't want that

[alangdorf]

[kissingarthurclaus]

Morning guys!! I'm still working/taking care of my cat and making sure he's ok (he's doing WAY better and seems to be recovering quickly 💖💖) so hopefully I'll get queue and interaction back to normal soon!

[gay-jesus-probably]

it's fun when a hell plague is going around your household and you happen to be the final victim, cause like. You don't have to worry about infecting anyone else, everyone understands exactly how miserable you feel and can sympathize, and on top of that if you were taking care of them while you were still healthy, now you get that paid back in interest, because they're grateful for the care you gave and feel bad about infecting you.

The only downside is you're the last one to get sick, so you get to watch those motherfuckers recovering while you're still in the downwards spiral, they've already had all the soup in the house, and you're probably almost out of kleenex. So that's a real downside.

Anyways, I'm dying, so that's fun.

[daz4i]

it's so evil that i gotta wake up at 7 tomorrow. i literally don't wanna ?