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too-tmi-too-handle · 7 months ago

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when you find that ONE pressure point that is the source of all your pain

KILL IT...KILL IT WITH FIRE...

#chronic pain #pressure points #pain relief #flamethrower #kill it with fire #the entire right side of my body is no longer in shambles #this is the best ive felt in months #too bad it will only last half the day though

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umblrspectrum · 2 months ago

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happy solvermas

#cause t. no actually if christ is the son of god and the solver is god then it'd be like uzimas #quick sketch i pulled out of my ass yesterday to see if i could get myself out of art block/burnout/whatever ive got going on #v was added after cause i had no idea how to work her into the scene #implied nuziv or something look man im just desperate about this ship #and i dont know how to draw fluff or whatever #im so bad at romance i dont know how to express it #but i've been desperately trying to draw nuziv for the past months #i think this is actually like some of my best linework yet im really satisfied with everything right now #been a long time since i've felt that #turns out the “stop overthinking every pixel of the expressions and just draw the approximation the audience will get the jist” approach wo #ks #something something n is the star of their life. tree light chrismtas #it is taking. All of my restraint right now #to not be So Mean to all of you #You Don't Even Know #I Could Do Something. I Might Still.#art #murder drones #murder drones uzi #uzi doorman #murder drones n #serial designation n #murder drones v #serial designation v #murder drones cyn #i need liam to explain whether cyn and the solver are the same person already so i can tag them appropriately its driving me nuts #oh yeah cyn got a plush core to chew on by the way #the idea of giving her a chew toy was rolling around in my head and i think its a very funny visual so here we are

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wonderful-magician · 10 months ago

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Who pushed him over and why? Wrong answers only lmao

Wowo magician can draw more than just people standing in the void?? Damn..

#starlight express #stex #stex caboose #cb the red caboose #posted this earlier #but it didnt post #so i hope it doesn't have two posts #that would suck UHHGGG #Anyway yeah have the ceebs i drew the pose at a hospital and felt like it was the best thing ive drawn in a month.#because it might actually be exactly that

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tanasha-not-yet · 6 months ago

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i stole the balloon beast from @captain-amadeus and shrank it, here's the post

#sofia the fandom #sofia the first #stf #greylock the grand #greylock sofia the first #slickwell #slickwell sofia the first #i will not apologize #this idea is not my problem now #it's YOURS #i just thought about that moment when magnus said his celebration lasted for the entire month #and roland said it sure felt like it #and i thought what it was like for greylock to be forced to try to make it somewhat interesting for the entire month #i mean it wasn't easy for slickwell too!#but i don't know much about him #i don't know much about greylock either but i know this b-ch loves being in the spotlight #and makes sure he's the most fun and entertaining person in the room #how was it for him to realize he's not exciting anymore after a couple days #probably predictable #also sorry for traumatizing yall these are my 2nd 3d and 4th times of drawing slickwell and it's not intentional #however making greylock ugly is an artistic choice. probably the best one ive ever made #iven shitson the killer of grass !!!

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sonknuxadow · 1 year ago

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^ guy who has to draw funny hedgehogs or else they will die

#okay i did draw stuff that didnt involve the hedgehog characters i promise i was just picking my favorites/what i thought was the best #from each month and realized i kept picking stuff with sonic and/or shadow in it #so i decided i would make all of them have at least one hedgehog character because the pattern was funny to me #anyway kind of disappointed with how little i drew this year ive been struggling with motivation to do art for a while now #but . i did get at least one or two finished drawings for each month.#and i also managed to do artfight even if i did less art for that than ive done in the past #whihc are still accomplishments i think. considering how ive been feeling #also i didnt get to do one of these last year because my laptop decided to stop working around december #and i did get a new one soon after. but i wasnt able to get access to the stuff on my old one until a little while into the year #and at that point it felt like the moment had passed and it would be awkward to post the art summary thing . so i just didnt #so . yay i get to do it this time #if this picture is making you notice how inconsistent the way i draw werehog sonic is no it isnt

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hanahakizombie · 14 days ago

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"i am the one who is evil"

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penisbilt · 10 months ago

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the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now

#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL #really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us #ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great #extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore #the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog #its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow #i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating #i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one #i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it #theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget #anyway. anyway.#our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by #there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!'#we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad #cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now #maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that #im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away #ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free #i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20 #i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her #but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more #maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know #because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before #i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years #i dunno. i dont know #anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process #the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months #the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time #when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move #just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend

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milkcanslam · 1 month ago

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experiencing burnout again lmao

#um jammy thinky #i feel like ive done everything with these characters #even tho i still have ideas i just dont feel passionated as i was before #not sure if its just a slump or genuine waning interest #since it isnt the first time this has happened to me #because ive felt similar before then my interest came back in full swing #resting seems the best option #ill still post tho since i still have art from months ago in the meanwhile #and respond to requests to the best of my abilities #after next week probably

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faaun · 10 months ago

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Tbh I've noticed I like men much more as a concept when it comes to romantic relationships, but I fear the moment I declare myself a lesbian a man will come along and ruin my dreams of living happily ever after with a woman 😅

u dont have to declare urself anything ! i promise ur dreams of living w a woman will not be ruined, if u ever fall in love w a man your dream will just change/you'll grow a new dream of a happy life w that person ! don't feel the need to restrict urself bc of a potential event in ur future. and if u only like men conceptually and don't feel attracted to them in any way, then it's ok to label urself as a lesbian ! labels can change as we change, and also many labels (like sexualities) are just tools that are sometimes helpful but rarely ever truly necessary :) ♡

#ive never liked men as a concept i think i just felt briefly attracted to some and then it disappeared and hasnt happened in ages #but at the time i also felt slightly disillusioned/confused abt whether its a good idea to call myself a lesbian anymore etc etc #i think the best move is to just . not feel the need for a label tbh #at this moment ive realised that after months of experimenting and trying to build up a healthy representation of men in my head that #its just not for me and so the label lesbian applies best #but b4 this i felt like being bi/unlabelled w just a super super strong preference for women was what worked best 4 me #labels are supposed to help u/serve u and not be a category that limits u ! its ok to not declare urself as anything #its ok to change ur mind 1000 times too ♡#anyway however it happens i hope ur dreams come true ! whether theyre dreams u have now or dreams u will have #in the future ♡#asks #anon

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orcelito · 2 months ago

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Ok so they still can't find any signs of injuries, but she does have a fever. So they're putting her on some meds stuff to hopefully help with that, and if she's not better by next Thursday, we're gonna do some blood tests for her. They think she has a virus, Could be the same one that gave June her cold earlier this month, but a different manifestation of it. So here's hoping the meds help her!!! It's the same stuff that the emergency vet gave me, except this time double checked to ensure that I don't get empty capsules (bc for some reason the packets come with half of them empty??? Weird af). And also a fluids thing that will help her in the short run with hydration and fever. She's a grumpy kitty for being manhandled so much (as much as Tally can get grumpy) but as soon as we got home, she jumped up to eat some dry food, which I think is a good sign!!! God Willing, she can beat this virus and get her health back up to what it should be. I miss my little chaos demon.

#speculation nation #animal sickness ment/#my bank account is now several hundred dollars lighter. between this and the emergency vet visit 😔#worth it for her though. i'll gladly pay thousands if it'll save her life. i was prepared to possibly have to last Saturday.#(when i didnt know what it was and felt like it could maybe be smth she might need surgery for)#thankfully doesnt seem like itll be That much. though if she does need the blood work thatll be another $200 gone 😔#so. hoping that the meds work so i wont have to lol #ive already spent like $300+ 😭😭😭#but it rly is so concerning seeing her so lethargic and in pain. she just does not feel good.#and given how dramatically my last cats' healths dipped... for Sammy and Cassy. yeah i didnt wanna risk it ending up like that.#wanna be proactive to make sure that i keep her around for as long as possible. bc i love her so so dearly.#she went from about 9 pounds to about 8 pounds in the last month tho... it really is so concerning #the vet wasnt the Most concerned bc 8 is still a healthy weight for her. so as long as she doesnt lose even More she should be okay.#she feels so light though... 😭😭😭 it feels so wrong. like shes just a little scrap. my poor little baby...#i hope i wont have to bring her in to the vet for at least another year. for a normal checkup. not anything else like this.#i will just do my best to take care of her.

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24-guy · 4 months ago

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WAIT FUCK I HAVE BATMAN AND SCOOBY DOO ON DVD WHY DIDNT I WATCH THAT ON HALLOWEEN.

#j is talking again #worst day now #halloween had literally been the best day for me in actual months it is the happiest i felt #and now. ruined #obviously thats a joke #except it being the best day ive had thing #that was true

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re-decorate · 4 months ago

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the healing effects of vessel are unparalleled

#this is the best ive felt in the past several months #except for my show ofc #<3 #ramblings #god something about vessel #i listen to it SO rarely #i save it for when i really really need it #in the past few years i've probably listened to it more at concerts than i've streamed it #but goddamn this album is everything to me

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houseofwolvess · 8 months ago

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im coming up on my 6 month anniversary of starting testosterone and im feeling weirdly emotional over it

#just... wow #six months #starting T has been arguably one of the best decisions ive ever made #i haven't felt this happy in my body since i was a little kid #my dysphoria is so much better and even though i still obviously experience it it doesn't rule my life anymore #i feel better physically than i have in years and it's easier than ever to imagine a future for myself that i actually enjoy #everything's just. better #i don't know. i knew id be happy about transitioning but i didn't know it would improve my life THIS much

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regret-breathing · 10 months ago

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ive started calling the femme ive been growing closer to over the last nine or ten months my sweetheart. im truly not beating the old man allegations on this one.

#regret posting #i get to see her in less than forty eight hours!!!#weve never met in person.#i thought id be more nervous. but after the last two months of turmoil ive not felt more sure footed than when i think of meeting her.#shes amazing. and even if we’re both so awkward we barely get a word in over two nights together #im certain meeting her wont be a mistake.#even if i make an ass of myself and shes bored within an hour.#even if i embarrass myself in front of her best friend so badly that she takes me back home early #even if everything goes to shit. sitting next to her and hearing her voice will be worth it.#i dont usually get got this badly 😅😅 im not used to it lol #wish me luck queers of tumblr.

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theblehthatbloos · 11 months ago

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I'm out of the hospital, turns out I have some kind of emotional trauma that's making my body try to suffocate itself, honestly same but what a bitch way to do it. Making it so I can barely breathe but I still have 99% oxygen and my vitals are good. Fuckin' hell dude. Anyways wish me luck in figuring that out, didn't make a lot of progress crying in the parking lol at 4am while waiting for an Uber after the news that my mind and body have disconnected or something, but check the bracelet swag

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#hell yeah #im going to explode #literally i was so chill #i do get stressed at work but i love my job #i had a really bad dating experience the month before but that's not it i think #i was waiting for my uber home while still suffocating and some random dude started playing music #i have no idea what the lyrics were #i dont even think it was English #but i was thinking about how frustrated i was and i felt my face get wet #just uncontrollable tears #4 minutes straight of crying #head looking up and wiping away every few seconds #paused so my driver didn't see me sobing but they did here me sniffing and trying yo breathe. not the best look #got upstairs and home #picked up a back of nerd candy and i fell apart #ive been chill for atleast a week #yeah i couldn't breathe but nothing came up #alll of this to say...#it was April 2nd #and unless my bodys a prankster #the only other thing from today was the end of the boop #i miss the boop so much #not it but holy shit it brings a little silly smile #boop

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eyepatchdate · 2 years ago

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ok tbh. as i continue to have more Positive Pride Thoughts, as was my resolution for pride this year, i think i want to emphasize my birom status more, because personally...thats what really matters most to me? i come out as bi to normies so i dont have to explain things, but being a birom ace is really just. vital to my being, idk. i usually say ‘im ace’ when talking about myself but thats just really not accurate. i am BIROM ACE. that is what MATTERS to me.

#shitpost #again. i never talk about this stuff so posting is weird #but i PROMISED myself id start writing and trying to articulate some of this #and my tumblr diary really is the best place to do so lol #i love being in love and the first time i fell in love i was four years old and i remember it clearly lol #and of course ive fallen so many times since then too. its easy! its beautiful! i love being in love!#and thats important to me! its so important and i feel like i let it get washed away in the assumptions people usually make about aces #(and those are exhausting but i Promised i wouldnt talk about that stuff. i will NOT get negative this year!)#just. i am biromantic!!!!! being biromantic is important to me!! the MOST important even!#i knew i was birom when i was in elementary school! i have always spoken of my future partner in bi terms.#(tho as anyone around normies its easy to accidentally speak in a comphet kinda way so often it would be like. 'future husband...OR WIFE')#like i just would add it hastily in afterwards #because i really did! always know!!! even from a very young age i talked like that!#(i was fortunate to know a gay couple before i even knew what gay or queerness really meant. so it always felt normal to me.)#(i know that is not a lot of people's experiences)#but yeah. ok. im done. just trying to make a post about this stuff that has been swimming in my head #before pride month is up #im not against posting more in general but. i sortof really wanted tot ry to talk during pride #and afterwards ill go back to my usual self haha

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