#this is soooo real sighs ...
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zl wedding (again)
#no idea who officiates but impa is the maid of honor and aryll is link's best (wo)man because she is alive and well obviously.#tulin is the ring bearer. they get the stable trotters to play for the reception. nothing bad happens to them ever again#in terms of location i like tarrey town better for ceremony aesthetics but the idea of a hateno beach reception is soooo appealing#SIGH. someday i will get to plan a real wedding instead of a fictional one god willing#skribbles#zelink#totk#botw
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i <3 u not
#hey guys so#do u get it#kmfdm reference#guysss#yk like the song…#i <3 not…#ya anyways i want to make an animatic with that song bc like idk it just fits their vibe lol#TO ME AT LEAST💔#but like im soooo bad at committing to animatics the struggle is real#one day… sighs sadly looks out window#btw guys what should their ship name be#im thinking of sentronus or megasen depends on how u see em#i just dont want it to be confused with like megatrons name bc theyre so similar😭#transformers#transformers fanart#transformers art#lavesartstuff#maccadam#sentinel prime#megatronus prime#transformers one spoilers#i guess lol#transformers one#tfone
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my greatest achievement in DA2 is maxing out Carver's friendship
and all it took was begrudgingly kissing a little templar ass in act 1 because Carver didn't want to plan a prison break if my Hawke got his ass arrested for being stupid.
#carver hawke#dragon age#dragon age 2#da2#well that and he didn't want leandra gamlen and himself to also get arrested for harboring an apostate but you get me#carver hawke loves his sibling and doesn't want them to get taken away that's why he's such an ass and approves of 'pro-templar' choices#in act 1 he's not pro-templar himself but kissing a little templar ass is how you avoid being arrested#'why yes cullen you are so right the templars are so cool and sexy' my hawke says through gritted teeth for that +5 friendship#look i love him okay he's my favorite and i will go the extra mile to make him happy and it's worth it for how much softer can be later on#honestly maxing out his friendship isn't hard if you're aware of what quests you're bringing him on and make him a grey warden#oh but you do need the legacy dlc otherwise you can't fully max friendship out... you can still get enough to change his dialogue/attitude#also like... we the player know hawke won't be arrested like they're not in any actual dangers from the templars as the playable character#but carver doesn't know that and neither does hawke so the templars *are* a real threat to them#and it's incredibly reckless to purposely piss off templars AND selfish because it's not just hawke that'll be arrested it's their family#for harboring them like we witness templars going after people hiding apostates soooo.....#i'm just saying that carver isn't irrational or just being an ass to personally annoy you okay he has cause#also once carver's a warden and ed has money and the estate THEN he's way more open about telling the templars to piss off#sigh one day i'll sit down and write an essay about carver.... one day
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Do you have any voiceclaims for sector Λ?
Nope... I'm out of the voice acting world, so I have no idea what voices could work...
If you have suggestions I'll all ears!
#answer#I am soooo old for that aksjdfhalksfh#I'm so sorry ;;;#not even italian VAs#they have original voices in my head and I can't link them to any real life person sigh
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sighs. thinking about bare again…..
#bird noises#bare: a pop opera#been a MINUTE since i thought about that musical#currently have are you there on the brain……#DO YOU KNOW WELL OF COURSE YOU DO WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE AFRAID#THAT NOTHING WILL BECOME OF ALL THE PLANS THAT YOU HAVE MADE#SO I WATCH THE GIRLS SURROUND HIM AND HE SAYS ITS JUST A GAME#I GUESS THAT I BELIEVE HIM BUT IT HURTS ME JUST THE SAME#AND IM ALL ABOUT THIS STUPID ACT SO WHO AM I TO BLAMEEEEEEE#ARE YOU THERE? ARE YOU THERE? DO YOU WATCH ME WHEN I CRY#AND IF ITS IN YOUR POWER HOW CAN YOU SIT IDLY BY#IVE TRIED TO FIND THE MEANING GOD YOU KNOW HOW HARD IVE TRIED#BUT I DONT KNOW WHERE IM GOING AND I DONT HAVE ANY GUIDE#sigh#i love bare soooo much#i’m firmly agnostic but that musical does make me feel a certain type of way that i cannot articulate at 1am#my favorite bootleg got taken down years ago and i have NEVER recovered#it was a very good show & the bootlegger put in silly commentary at times#which was alarming to see as we approached the end/the play performance and the notes got Real Ominous#and i was seeing it for the first time#speaking of which 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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shout out to the scout in my TF2 lobby that was verbally abusing me for 30 minutes cuz I kept dying and Intel was being taken CONSTANTLY
#/j obviously#it was soooo funny#every time i died he would just sigh and then kill the guy that had intel lmao#i am unfortunately inebriated so thinking isnt easy rn#he was so funny tho#you a real one apollo#nani the fuck#tf2
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#personal#bless my supervisor really#after lunch i'm half dead bored as shit trying not to fall asleep in my desk and she's like hey you and White Guy™ should work on this thing#i am soooo bad at playing it cool truly. the rumors are true i stopped aging after 19#but hey we spent 30 minutes at my desk and i did all my daily quota of looking#god. he's just. i just love hearing him talk. id rank his voice in the top ten things about him#i was just SPOILED today#he gets there early everyday so wheneve i come in he's preparing his breakfast in the kitchen. singing to himself and stuff#he literally had me sighing out loud as i walked to my bus stop#this is sabotage really because ive been on the cute girl grind as of late#last friday she was wearing this shirt with holes in the shoulders and the amount of skin i could see.....#i understand how the victorians felt basically#she's such a girlfailure...... and god she's so pretty#couldn't stop staring at the shape of her waist in the dress she wore today#she's so easy to talk to too. and perceptive and very thoughtful#okay i think that's enough#i hope you guys know that i'm holding myself back from rambling about every daily thing like this is middle school#i got it real bad#if you are on my mind all night and day blame it on mu youth..........
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#sigh. puts up the barricades please I do not want to see d.nf on my dash#and again I do have it super filtered#I’m just soooo tired every little thing being HARD LAUNCH HARD LAUNCH until the next thing bc of course that didn’t happen#and life went on as usual#look I get it I’m the minority I’m aroace and easily exhausted by shipping esp real ppl shipping#but it’s times like this I miss the lore fandom bc man the complete focus on platonic dynamics and relationships was so nice#look if they ever actually say they’re dating I guess I’ll eat my words but so far I am not getting the sense that that will ever happen#and so it is extremely annoying to want to follow drm fans and get 90% of One Single Ship#and no sap except as third wheel for said ship#sorry I’m the only one who seems to not care abt George 😭😭 not in a bad way just. he’s fine and funny sometimes I guess but#I Just Don’t Care. and also another thing I need to get off my chest#why do ppl act like George is really shady and passive aggressive and ‘oh he should interact w X person who wronged drm he’d ROAST THEM!’#like huh#George is one of the most Don’t talk about anything be vague be private ppl ever#I’m not saying he hasn’t had his moments of public support for drm but I just don’t get it#(it’s probably because he’s so vague and noncommittal that fans can just project their own feelings onto him)#sigh anyway I’m done that makes me feel better a bit#no tags just venting#<- it’s funny that became my venting tag now that I only vent in tags#bc some things such as this I am afraid to even put under read more lol
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help I can't stop thinking about furniture. it's keeping me from thinking about the other way more important things I need to be thinking about (Jenkins, Dan Fielding, etc.)
#I could have just said John Larroquette but. I didn't#but anyway kitchens are expensive furniture is expensive paint is expensive#if we were rich I would be having the best time of my life. I'd love moving to a new place.#I'm having the best time playing with my 3d model of the apartment like it's a doll house#BUT actually buying things in real life is hell and it makes me so sad#god. imagine all the furniture I could assemble if I had money... sigh#trying to think about my guys to fall asleep but the furniture won't let me. ugh. I love furniture so much.#I know we're going to ikea next week and it's so bad how stupidly excited I am about it#ikea was probably my first hyperfixation as a kid and I haven't liked anything else for this long (it's been like. 27 years lol)#I cannot be normal about it#I will get to build shelves. and put things in shelves. organise things. build our wardrobe (for the third time in three years)#whenever we buy the kitchen I'll get to build most of that and then organise it too#I'm soooo excited!! and this time I'm only like... slightly chronically ill! and I won't have two surgeries right after we move (I hope....)#so maybe I'll have enough energy that it won't be awful this time!#anyway#need to sleep it's 6:30 and I'm so tired but my brain won't shut up#also my cat. he is yelling at me. I don't know what he's trying to say but he's very upset apparently#personal
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//i saw poly art of craig being shipped with both tweek & thomas (of the tourettes fame) and i'm like. what if we cut out the middle man and get rid of craig this arrangement? :3c
#misc :: ( ooc )#//specifically i have been thinking about metro tweek & thomas#//whom i have taken to calling tom or tommy to differentiate him from Craig's Dad#//DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MUCH FEAR I FELT SEEING CRAIG X THOMAS IN GOOGLE SEARCH SUGGEST#//clicked on it out of morbid curiosity like. what kinda shit is this-#//breathed a huge sigh of relief when i found out it was Lil Guy Thomas not Craig's Dad Thomas#//anyway altho i have been thinking of metro tom/tweeks#//with the two of them both having a great distrust of other people#//since tom's mom gets murdered by other humans and he too lowkey sees humans as the real monsters instead of the mutants#//(not as bad as tweek is about it tho)#//but they're like we only have each other that's it. oh and the dark ones. but thas it#//LET ME KISS THOSE RADIATION BURNS AWAYYYY 🎶#//anyway even tho i have been on my metro brainrot they're good in all verses tbh#//main verse tweek & tom would be soooo lowgrade cunty to everyone around them#//like they're fucking sick of you people#//and they're emboldened by each other to actually say something about it lol#//just a couple of lil dudes against the ableism of the world at large#//they probably come together via agreeing with the other's bitching and then figure out that they have nicer stuff in common from there#//i don't always ship but when i do it's with myself apparently HDKSHSKS
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#myevilposts#sighing so loud.#g-d i'm so pissed off. i hate misandrists soooo much i especially hate when they deny that that's what they are.#or act like they are somehow valid bc one (1) man was abusive towards them.#like honey my mom was both physically and mentally abusive to me and i don't hate women. it's very easy to not be a dick actually.#once again. what they should actually be angry about is the systemic issue of the patriarchy or their single abusive man.#not men as a whole. like it's so easy.#it's actually so easy to just hate shitty men and not men as a whole. btw.#also i can't believe people think my struggles to be included in discussions about pregnancy due to uninclusive language#(which is very very much a trans issue.) isn't real just because i'm a man.#honey. i have a womb. i can in theory get pregnant. i don't want to be misgendered and excluded from a conversation#that literally fucking applies to me and is important to my physical and mental health and well being. just because i'm a man.#i am being oppressed in this situation. that is what transandrophobia is.#like is the fact that people are calling pregnancy and abortion 'women's issues' and i'm like 'hey. those things apply to me#and i'm a trans man. please use inclusive language that doesn't misgender and/or exclude me.' and people are#like 'ugh shut up you're literally a man. you should deal with being excluded from this conversation.#that literally fucking applies to you and being misgendered by our language.' actually like progressive?#like do you think it's progressive to say that me getting misgendered and excluded from a conversation due to#cisnormativity is fine. because oh i'm a man. men aren't ever treated like shit ever.#when i am quite literally being shat on for being a man in this situation. despite it literally including me.#transphobia tw#like don't you all literally see that what you're saying is that misgendering is ok just because i'm a man?#and that my having to deal with pregnancy and abortion is invalid? just because i'm a man. and acting like that's a progressive thing#to say??? like literally stoppp. you are literally telling me. who is trans. and being oppressed bc i am trans.#that the transphobia that is specifically targeting me. bc i am trans. isn't real. bc i am a trans MAN specifically.#and like yes. i experience transandrophobia in real life. it is not just an 'online' issue bc no form of transphobia is.
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Me, a very reasonable person: "This is something I *ought* to bring up with my psychiatrist, but I wouldn't want to be a bother and alarm or unsettle the poor man... :/"
#meh I'm fairly certain the pandemic has given me an eating disorder by amplifying my compulsions#unfortunately it's compulsions against eating lol#i have real trouble eating anything that isn't explicitly leftovers when I'm alone#and the list of 'forbidden' foods in my own house is growing and growing and rapidly#i thiiiiiink i should bring that up but i feel like i shouldn't drop the 'i think i have an ED' bomb on the poor man#whose job it is to treat issues like that lol#aw damn#stupid pandemic#the mental toll was too much#meh#i mean it's good that we usually have a lot of leftovers but also i lose on average one kilo every month#soooo#yeah#also it's annoying to be hungry when there's food in the house but also none is leftovers so i can't eat it#this is such a bother i don't have time for therapy rn meeeh#sigh#discussions of eating disorders cw#eating disorders cw
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I need to make a new pmd story right now or I'll explode
#rat rambles#someone I follow made some pmd ocs based on one of their pokerogue runs and Im just sitting here like why didnt I do that first fuck#I have three guys Ive been using in literally every run (because theyre my only tier 3 shinies lol) and I wanna make them ocs sooo bad#I might end up doing it but I mostly am just unsure because Id have to make some tough decisions when it comes to their designs#mainly if I stick closer to the actual colors used for the shinies or make my own pallets for them#on the one hand I Do like the colors used for them but on the other hand I wouldn't actually want this story to be too pokerogue inspired#so like Id feel bad using the pokerogue shinies for a story that ultimately has little to nothing to do with it#second biggest issue is that one of them is a golurk and god I dont wanna draw that#also one of them is a pyukumuku and thats fine by me but it does necessitate some creativity#the other two are an eevee and leavanny#although Id definitely have the eevee evolve into flareon since my best runs with him were when he was one#now tbf those also happened to be the runs I got multilense on him (one of them I got two on him) and he was able to stunlock anything#slower than him to death with bites and steal all their items with covet#Im so glad they switched eevee's passive to pick up it makes my life so much easier#simple wasnt Terrible but it was hard to use well since most of its evolutions arent strong or defensive enough to utilize it well#tbf I didnt try very hard since leavanny is my default sweeper and he learns sword dance#but eevee does make for good support early on at least even if it takes good rng for it to hold up well late game#tbf leavanny should also be in that camp but its simply built different (gets sharpness as a passive)#golurk is the real one that falls off hard tho unfortunately#which sucks because it's terrible early game and good for like five seconds mid game and then mostly terrible late game#I say mostly because god does my boy hard carry me through the final boss every time#generally a decently built leavanny with stone axe can cleave through 90% of the game but bestie gets hard countered by the final boss#I will say tho that Ive enjoyed using pyukymuku Way more than I thought I would its lowkey highkey saved my ass more time than I can count#its soooo important in pokerogue to have a stalling pokemon because youre inevitably going to need one#oh yeah I forgot to mention that eevee isnt one of the tier three shinies but my boy is the lesser of two evils amongs my tier two shinies#the other is goldeen. which I have also used in a huge chunk of my runs. it was the second shiny I got.#that guy tormented me so bad I was sitting here having to convince myself that the seaking carry was real#every now and then I get to use a better water type and I feel a surge of emotion as I remember what it feels like to use a good water type#and then I sigh and go back to seaking since I need my luck score maxxed out and I dont have space for my other tier two shines because#theyre both 5 costs
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I am sure the Joe Goldberg reference was a joke because he is in fact a stalker first and she is indeed engage in stalker behaviours, even if in a way that is incredibly relatable.
Taylor Swift watching her ex on a location app because he forgot to turn it off I'm obsessed with you admitting that to the entire world.
#i mean in fairness her ex like absolutely had a location he once visited blasted to the whole world with confirmation from the pub#i also think it's not a problem to look at toxic behaviour and tease at the extent it could lead to#like if she just looked at it and said nothing it's like. no one would know its just a violation of privacy right#anyways i am not even trying to insult her! being in a relationship where you both mutually talk about how#if the other leaves is also toxic i think the fact she is being open and vulnerable is art#and in general i do also agree you shouldnt take everything literally. i mean itd be better if she changed rhe name for example#also 🤝🤝🤝🤝🤝🤝 bipolar swiftie#though i won't be not defensive of use of psychotic regardless#but i just dont think someone joking someone who would track the location of someone is akin to a stalker is in some horrible taste#like god the actual amount of ableism and bigotry around taylor hate. anyone see how many people openly admitted to being#willing to marry a FASCIST over a swiftie. sighs.#also to be real i also have ocd and i am TERRIFIED of this sort of stalker behaviour because i am so obsessive in myself#i wouldnt do this but id be so compelled id be insane about it ✌️✌️#watching you made my intrusive thoughts SO much worse.#i am like soooo scared of my own attention being gateway of harm to others#the closest i ever got to psychosis was an extention of this actually. i went on an antipsych too fast to know if it was tho
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hehe... yay
#one of my fav blogs posting a v mild anti tuck??? (anti tommy and buck) post#ngl i was like FINALLY!!! after almost every blog turned into a shipper of them. what a sigh of relief#like. yes thank u tommy for being the catalyst into buck realizing he’s bi (AMAZING ep. AMAZING scene)#the character tho. tommy i do not like you. yes you’ve grown better but like... i still do not forgive u#the stuff you did when hen and chim first joined. ESP when chim joined bc by the time hen joined she at least had chim#and the team’s hideousness went down like .005%#u were still nasty!!!#u may have had ur insecurities and ur reasons but you’re still a white man who was racist and misogynistic to kiss a grown white man’s ass#soooo... yeah. no forgiveness. no like#not forgiving u for that#maybe chim did maybe he didn’t. i mean. u weren’t initially invited to his wedding#so anyway. YAY IS THIS THE START OF PPL REALIZE REAL EYES -ING#unfollowed so many buddie turned tuck shipper blogs#like... almost all of them did 😭 like i understood after that first ep. and the second. but after... it felt kinda nauseating seeing how#much ppl loved his character. like did u all forget?????#buddie i miss seeing u on my dash more too#PLEASE let this be a restart
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Terrible day today but at least I am going to sleep now. If you have any silly things to send me it would be much appreciated haha ❤️
#don’t want to overshare and I’m too drained to anyway soooo#goodnight!#I will be okay in the morning#I have a lot of work to do tomorrow and Monday but it’s all okay <3 …… sigh#I wish I had a magic button to fix my brain but unfortunately I have to live in it forever#bummer!#<- light hearted. I am going to survive this#anyway I need to sleep but yeah#just send me literally anything idc (if you want)#you don’t have to. ik it’s very pathetic of me to post asking for attention lol#I just kind of. need it just tonight#just wish these shitty nights weren’t becoming so frequent#seriously need to be medicated it’s getting real bad y’all LMAO#like I PROMISE I am not normally like this 😭 ocd (or whatever yk I don’t have a diagnosis but. yk) has gotten so bad in the past few months#idk why :(#ellyposting#wackyposting#vent#just to be safe#delete later#(maybe. like in the morning when I am less pathetic and self-aware again probably)
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