#like... almost all of them did 😭 like i understood after that first ep. and the second. but after... it felt kinda nauseating seeing how

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hehe... yay

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▪︎ IPKKND Ep 126 : Stuck in the painful game he created

> Arnav starts a dangerous game to make Khushi confess first

"If she's not happy, then why is she getting married? Why she took such decision, which she'll regret later? If she's not happy, then why she got engaged?" Here his words are only targeted to Khushi. Not to him tho. Why?Because he knows he won't get married to Lavanaya.

"Who told her to accept? Anyone forced her to a man she doesn't love?" See, he already understoods she wasn't getting married out of love. He's angry because she refuses to take action and confess to him ! "You would rather marry a man you don't love that confess your feelings to me ?! Why ? How dare you ?!"

Arnav tries to read Khushi's worry. "In what way is she forced? Is it something she can't free herself alone ?"

But then, he heard her fiance gave her a gift she accepted, implying their relationship wasn't that bad as he was trying to guess, which angered him. This is represented by this scene of him trying to stop himself from walking on that bracelet Khushi received from her fiance on purpose.

"Tell your fiance next time to not give you cheap gifts" "Don't you dare accept the gift of another man, a man you don't even love !"

Since he's hurt by her having that bracelet, for even thinking of marrying another man, ESPECIALLY for not waiting for him (this detail is very important because when they'll get married a second time, she will tell "i'll wait for you", which will make him happy in extreme ways), he's being stubborn and tries to push her to admit everything even with the help of his toxicity !

"-The price of things doesn't matter for me. -It should. Because cheap things don't last long. "It should matter Khushi because his love for you isn't as deep as my love. My love isn't cheap. My love with last for a lifetime and behond."

-Why are you not happy? "Khushi tell me, tell me you want me to set you free, I will!"

-You'll will never understands my happiness. Your bank account is so good but then, why do you look so tense? "When you pushed me away after almost kissing me, where was your worry for my happiness? Why are you worry about my happiness when you're getting married to another woman? Your feeling for me don't even compare to your love for Lavanya. Right?!"

"Instead of asking me, you should ask yourself why are so unhappy?"

Here I think she isn't insinuating that he's unhappy because of her. She thinks he loves Lavanya (more precisely, that he loves Lavanya but still at the same time has feelings for her too). She is talking about him refusing to let go of his hatred that glued him in his past.

She tells him that she's happy, liying just like he did the night before. And she breaks his heart just like broke hers.

And now, he just wants to hurt her back by ordering his engagement to happen sooner. He doesn't mean a word as always. But his actions are gonna be even more cruel in the next eps.

He won't let himself d*e from the pain alone, he'll try to drag her with him and try absolutely everything to make her confess, even taking the risk of hurting her in a such deep ways in the process that she'll start to think of him as a man unworthy of her love. Khushi never ever felt he was unworthy, she was always feeling the one unworthy of him.

"Either this engagement takes place tomorrow or never." Arnav's engagement with Lavanaya only happened because of Khushi. It was his way too push her away to prove he could control the imbalance between them.

"I got engaged just to prove you you can't take all the power over me but I didn't mean a word. You didn't even gave me a chance to fix the whole thing, you didn't even wait for me?! But here you are being engaged to a man you don't even love? Well, if you want to play this game, I'll show you how a better player I am than you, I won't suffer alone Khushi." SOOOO TOOOOXIIIIIC UUUUUGH GIVE US A BREEEAK !! 😭

His will to get officially engaged is just because of Khushi, to prove her he can be happy without her. To prove to her and himself that he can control the imbalance he thinks there is between their love for each other (still in this moment, the imbalance triggers him in horrific ways, he doesn't want to be the one who love the other more, he doesn't want to be like his mother).

Arnav makes sure to lock eyes with Khushi before leaving, he might have done it unconsciously but I think it was his way to challenge her again, to make sure she knows he's doing it because she refuses to confess first.

Khushi thinks he's doing it just to prove her the feelings he has for her still don't hold importance. She has no idea about his fear of the imbalance thing.

She doesn't know that Arnav hearing how much he means to her will absolue his whole soul, free him from what's k'lling him inside.