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TIMELINE (WIP)
LOCKUP: CANNIBAL ECLIPSE AU
MAIN YEAR: 2034
Current time (as of creation- before most progression and asks): August 19 2034 (11:35 AM)
Lunar and BM1/BM2’s friendship: July 12 2034 (hours unknown)
BM1 and Moon’s friendship: July 17 2034 (hours unknown)
Family/friends photo taken: July 23 2034 (hours unknown-estimated 12:05 AM)
Lunar gifting Moon his necklace: July 30 2034 (hours unknown-estimated 1:15 PM)
Beginning of Eclipse’s spree: August 5 (hours unknown) 2034
Lunar’s death: August 6 2034 (18:40 PM)
First attack (On Sun and Moon by Eclipse): August 6 2034 (18:42 PM)
Dazzle’s death: August 8 2034 (14:29 PM)
Second attack (On Sun and Moon by Eclipse): August 8 2034 (14:30 PM)
Shelter creation (first day of building): August 11 2034 (around 23 PM)
BM1’s death: August 13 2034 (estimated to be around 7 AM)
Recruiting/saving BM2: August 13 2034 (estimated to be around 7:30 AM)
Third attack (On Sun by Eclipse): August 15 2034 (3:54 AM)
Fourth attack (On Sun by Eclipse: August 17 2034 (23:48 PM)
Earth’s death: August 18 2034 (1:01 AM)
Making Earth’s burial: August 18 2034 (1:47 AM)
#timeline#this is pain to keep track of#also kinda spoilers#spoilers to WIP fanart#wip#WIP ⚠️#cannibal!eclipse#cannibal eclipse#LOCKUP AU
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Just remember this idea I had for a fic where Steve’s dad worked in marketing and made jiggles for commercials so they had a full music studio in their house.
The local music store had a section where local artists can sell cassettes. It’s mostly poorly recorded country music from The Hideout’s open mic night, but Corroded Coffin is there too. Eddie practically stalks the shelf to see if anyone buys their music. No one ever does (except for Gareth’s mom).
Then one day, Eddie goes into the shop after work to see if any of CC’s stock is gone, and sees a new tape there. No artist name. No song titles. Just a slip of paper stuck into the case with a hand drawn rose on it.
Eddie buys it and even though it’s not his typical type of music, falls absolutely in love with the voice on the tape. He loves the music. The production quality. The way sadness seeps into every corner of side A and B.
He goes back to the record shop and asks who left the tape, but the employee has no idea. They think someone just stuck it there without permission and have no idea who they’re supposed to pay for the sale.
Two more tapes show up over the next month with a different drawn flower on it, each sadder than the last. The artist is clearly going through something. Eddie still has no idea who they are and is now stalking the shelf not just to see if his own music is selling (it’s not).
He’s in full investigation mode and it’s annoying all of his friends. He needs to know who this person is because he’s a little in love with them and also a little worried about them. It’s really sad music.
Meanwhile, Steve is just trying to process the end of his relationship with Nancy in the only way he can think of.
#if anyone likes this and wants to write you have full permission#Steve doesn’t want to keep the music because it feels like he’s keeping the pain#but he doesn’t want to throw it in the trash because that feels wrong so he sticks it on the shelf and forgets about it#Meanwhile Eddie is going insane because who in Hawkins can produce music of this quality and also has a voice of an Angel#and is just keeping that to themselves??!?#also for me Steve is playing every instrument on the track#steve harrington#eddie munson#steddie#stranger things
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Unexpected but fair.
How long were we disconnected?
#uhmm if it looks weird or ugly thats a you issue. Sorry not sorry im trying not to burn out by doing overcomplicated animation every time!!!#teehee#hes a pain in the ass dude gooooodddddd this took longer than i'd hope itd take...#but the background looks pretty fuckin cool i think it was worth it#theres so much to do in this environment#also lmfao i had to change the palette bc of damn color theory. so. he may be sickly green. maybe.#hngrfthhhhh its done thank god now we can move on#i have an 11 day deadline to get where i need to be LETS GO LETS GO#he doesn’t usually keep track of time btw :-)#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#uhhh if he looks weird blame.. uhm.. blame him because his ass was believe it or not TOO TALL for the canvas#youre telling me this short little shithead was too tall???#fgrtrggffghhhhhh
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roadkill.
my art entry for @megaroniandcheez's dtiys. see tags for notes and explanations on the art. also tumblr may have absolutely nuked the quality so click the picture for a better look
#dream discusses bsd 🖋️#dream doodles 🖋️#cheez dtiys#this took between 6-8 hours. I don't know the exact time since I wasn't really keeping track#anyways this would've come out quicker if I hadn't put it off for a few days but I really needed to take a break since it got frustrating#the bg and skeleton were already done but I was really stuck on what to do with chuuya and I even scrapped the original pose I had for him#it was too difficult given my current skill set. but I can see how i've improved since my last major piece (aka my own dtiys)#but yeah. also disregard his gloves I literally forgot that and I didn't want to detail his actual hands so. gloves it was. yeah.#for my sake just pretend that he either forgot or just activated corruption suddenly so then he'll rip them off anyways#still drew his hat blowing away amidst the flurry of feathers though#oh also this is 16 chuuya. 22 chuuya's hair PAINS me to draw so I went the gay little ponytail route#design notes include making his coat have fur to reference how he was based off of a bearded vulture#also his wings were very fun to draw. I used an actual picture of a bearded vulture as reference too#I got a little lazy with the ram skeleton but the skull has the most amount of effort put into it#I considered adding remnants of flesh still sticking to the bones themselves but bearded vultures primarily eat bones/bone marrow anyways#also technically I used this dtiys as a way to test out my art program's filters with the blurring of said ram skeleton. really adds depth#CEO of nonsensical backgrounds. that's a forest I just also got lazy with it. not the main focus of the drawing#I do like the backlighting and the corruption marks though. very proud of how that turned out. this whole thing was experimental#not sure if i'll hate this piece eventually but I'm proud of it at the moment so reblogs are greatly appreciated#dtiys#dtiys entry#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd chuuya#bsd fanart#bungou stray dogs fanart#bungou stray dogs chuuya#bungo stray dogs fanart#bungo stray dogs chuuya
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if you're still taking requests, please please please draw some bitlomo (bitters/palomo)!!! if you're not up for it it's okay, i'm just obsessing suuuper hard over them lately x3c
"Shut up, Palomo," "Is this about the sniper rifle thing? Because I feel like it's about the sniper rifle thing," "Oh my god," "Cause if it is the sniper rifle thing-" "CHARLIE. SHUT UP!" ... "I shtill feel 'ike you're mad 'bou'he shniper rihful thing," "For fuck's sake"
#rvb#red vs blue#rvb bitters#rvb palomo#my art#batsy art#palomo is the kind of guy who tries to keep talking when youre holding his jaw... cant take a fuckin hint can he#mr oblivious#lil sad that bitters' angry eyebrow got kinda lost in his hair! but i enjoy his bangs too much to do anything about it#chorus blorbos go brrr#when i tell you this sent me on a wildly off the tracks train of thought about the lts in general.... lmao#also do you have any idea how hard it is to talk while someone is holding your face like that. its a pain in the ass. dedication to the yap#palomo is doing raptor hands i just didnt feel like doing his whole arm bc a lot of it wouldve just meandered off the edge of my canvas so#disembodied hand for him its fine
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Kark if I can remember who I've sent return "boops" to.
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Do you think knights radiant who formerly had chronic pain of some sort still experience phantom versions of that pain bc they're so used to being in pain, even tho being radiant seemingly permanently heals conditions like that
#jasper rambles#i just. its so strange to think about a world where my pain could magically be fixed when ive become so used to it#the stormlight archive#knights radiant#stormlight archive#what else do i tag this as id love to hear peoples thoughts abt this#i have a hard time keeping track of radiant abilities too so im a lil shaky on the lore
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Doodles yay
#ren won't shut up#oc#persona#aighh#i kinda like drawing everything one layer likr this but it can be a pain#BUT! only one layer to keep track of!
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How did you manage to handle not one, but FOUR separate accounts in fl? I recently made the account for my HD little guy but having to do the tutorial again just seems miserable
there's... weirdly several answers to that question, actually??
a HUGE part of it is due to the way FL is structured. the 10-minute action timer is a core part of the game on a fundamental level, and the fact that i can very easily run out of stuff to do on one character and thus have an excuse to quickly and easily swap to another is just... convenient? satisfying? i'm not entirely sure how to explain it. the fact that i can make progress even while i am fundamentally simultaneously Not Making Progress is like pure dopamine for my freak insane awful little brain. there's just something really pleasing about spending all of my actions pursuing The Goal Of The Day™ on one account before casually swapping to another and doing the same without feeling like i'm wasting time or acting to the first account's explicit detriment. the downtime helps! the recharge time helps! the structure really really works!!
i'm technically only actively playing three, maybe two accounts minimum. the only reason the fourth (the one that'll be my future BaL playthrough) currently exists at all is so i can get his earlygame completely out of the way now and not have to waste time running through it all later, when what i actually want to do is play the ambition i've made myself wait a full year to play. and also getting free goodies as seasonal stuff happens,, something something surprise tools to help us later. the only two accounts i'd say i'm really "actively playing" at the moment are caeru and lark- and of the two, lark takes the most priority, since his ambition is the one i'm currently pursuing in earnest. for a couple months now- despite being My Main FL Character- the scoundrel has actually been pretty inactive on a gameplay front outside of the occasional progression in TLC and discordance content. purely by virtue of having Very little left to do outside of Very long-term grinds and vanities. they're in their "now what?" "now you can start playing the game" era. they've graduated to previous protagonist background cameo in a sequel anime series. they're like the yin FLPC equivalent of red at the top of mount silver. they're Literally just vibing rn. i only keep posting about them regardless because i'm insane and i will never ever ever ever ever let that bat go. but yeah, big TLDR, outside of doing the bare minimum to keep making waves/notability up every week, i'm not actually spending that much time on accounts i'm not currently actively interested in playing. and that accounts for way more gaming spoons than you might think.
i have a virtually lifelong history of playing MMOs, especially and specifically world of warcraft. i was born in the endless grind for useless video game pixel vanities and/or bragging rights. molded by it. you all have merely adapted to doing the same piece of content a pointlessly excessive amount of times for literally no reason besides whimsy and folly. me? i've done my time. i've served my sentence. i've spent weeks doing the original burning crusade netherwing dailies. i've devoted days to running praetorium over and over and over again, back-to-back, nonstop, long before square enix cut it in half and made it NOT take at minimum an hour and a half per run. i've perfected my silverwastes + auric basin goldfarming strategies. i've (almost) crafted dragonwrath tarecgosa's rest. i've killed the sha of anger so many times its dying scream of agony is embedded into the very fabric of my being. ""only"" doing making your name content four times over? that is nothing to me. it means nothing to me. it is so infinitesimal i can do the persuasive seduction quests in my sleep. it's not a matter of handling misery, or having the capacity, or even sighing as i remember the brass embassy raid segment of the watchful questline seriously i don't know why i keep forgetting that exists or what even is my problem with it i just am so consistently mildly inconvenienced by it and its highly specific resource requirements and it is the worst thing ever. maybe i'm just so used to the scoundrel's near-infinite money and troves of disposable items that i've completely forgotten what being poor is like. despite having done that step 3 fucking times now. ahem. anyway. i have transcended the feeble mortal bindings of my resistant-to-grinding flesh and ascended to a higher plane of enlightenment, they may call me insane but they will be the ones left laughing when they see what that "insanity" has wrought, i've usurped them, i've usurped them all-
hacks and coughs and awkwardly clears my throat. i mean. uh. um. Ahem.
the empress' court artistry + tales of the university nerfs helped too.
#and yes#before you ask#i have forgotten which account has which items/has done which content many a time#i think the most painful incident was forgetting to keep up the scoundrel's making waves while i was still playing nemesis with caeru#given that im trying to build it up to 12 and reset their specialization... that was uniquely painful#then again they have like 40 BDR so it wasnt actually that inconveniencing lmao#fallen london#ask#long post#sorry for the infodump + sudden villain monologue.#all jokes and personal accounts aside i totally get the apprehension abt doing that stuff again#it's not for everyone. not by a long shot.#im only doing this because im genuinely invested and in love with this silly little browser game#and way back when i started i made a (only half metaphorical) solemn oath to experience all of its ''main stories''#and truly see everything it has to offer#(bc i like. physically cant do hyperfixations by halves. i need to consume Everything abt the thing or i'll explode)#(and even then i'll probably explode anyway. it's either completely drop it or go All In until it stops taking up so much space in my brain#(and. given the track record. that is not happening with FL for a while yet)#but like. that isnt actually normal behavior. just. just to clarify.#from what ive seen a VAST majority of people do not go out of their way to play literally every ambition#and that is so valid. it is so overwhelming. you have to juggle so much.#you have to play the earlygame So Many Goddamn Times.#(as i said. served my time. did my sentence. i am my scars. etc etc)#the best advice i can give as someone who's so completely desensitized to that repetition it doesnt even phase me anymore?#the same advice i can stress to all FL players. legitimately just take ur time with it. play when you want to.#dont when you dont.#sometimes you have to grit your teeth and bear things. and when it comes to alts you Will have to grit your teeth and bear it all again#but the beauty of this being a game that one plays for fun is that unlike. say. crushing deadlines or annoying coworkers in real life#you are completely within your power to decide when where and if you want to grit and bear it all#..wow this is ADVANCED yin rambling holy shit. i actually reached the tag limit. i think this ask should be put on some kind of list
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i hope eramis finds athrys eventually :,(
I do too :,( it's what she deserves, she's gone through so much already and what I think would be the best for her road to recovery is being granted the grace to settle down with her wife and children in some semblance of safety and dignity to try to heal- I'm really hoping that she'll be able to get that, maybe with Eido and the YW's help, maybe just by herself
I was hoping that we'd see Athrys and the kids in game at least once but I don't have too many hopes about that happening, mostly bc I came to the realization that they'd have to put a name and number on all of them if they did so. I came to this realization when trying to write Eramis fic where I MYSELF was trying desperately to juggle not naming and numbering Eramis and Athrys's 'many hatchlings', however, so I don't exactly blame them for copping out of this one
#trying to keep track of feanor's 7 sons was painful enough as is when reading the silmarillion#and he had only 7!! thats like one big eliksni litter!!#how many is 'many' to a species that has their young in clutches?#anon#reply#destiny 2#eramis#athrys
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yayyyy happy seattle night 1 and happy haim night 1!!! it’s time to play the surprise song game :) to clarify this is ONLY for the surprise song set so guesses of nbnc won’t be counted if it’s a setlist addition. if you think it’ll be a one night only surprise song thing then feel free to guess it but it would be way to much for me to keep track of everyone’s guesses otherwise. but anyway as per usual just drop your guesses in the tags or replies and i will give you a shoutout if you’re right 🩷
my guesses are right where you left me (i know) and the outside
#almost went invisible but i have a weird feeling that she already played it (even though i don’t ACTUALLY think she did?)#ITS GETTING SO HARD TO KEEP TRACK#mine#surprise song game#taylor swift#i’m currently experiencing massive pain thanks to unlucky like us#so i feel like tonight taylor is just gonna pile it on
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#succession#tw: csa#like the constant CONSTANT jokes about the topic where he's the victim#the sudden bedwetting before he was just sent away to school#the feelings of responsibility for keeping his family happy and together and Good we're all Good#his self-loathing around sex and intimacy#the way his siblings refer to his physical abuse in a pretty blase way but everything around When He Went Off To School is vague#the show spends a ton of time showing that his actual memories of his childhood are on two tracks: what his siblings saw and what he felt#his father convinced that there's something wrong with him#some fatal crack that can't be fixed - and roman agrees#and PARTICULARLY in the most recent episode when he reveals he couldn't breathe normally around logan#and shiv goes to ask frank and karl 'how bad was dad'#like I don't think logan was the one who did this specifically to roman#but it was clearly someone logan knew#shiv the girl with the selective memory but the girl who knew not to be around those men#being moved enough by her brother's pain to confront the panicked sliver of a question: did dad do this? and if not - did he know?#logan didn't like women but he loved his little girl#shiv was safe#roman? not so much#'why bastard? why base?' why indeed roman
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any alternatives to pacing in circles thinking about the character??? its messing up my weaksauce legs but i cant stop
#theres a circle tracked into the carpet#and i keep using my allotted pain free walking time up just pacing for up to an hour at a time its a big problem#says things
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my mind is a machine that turns superpowers into chronic illnesses
#chronic illness#spoonie#disabled#chronic pain#autism#superpowers#look.#telepaths have chronic overstimulation#the shapeshifter has hypermobility#the oracle can’t keep track of where she is in time#the one that can see ghosts also has schizophrenia and can’t tell the difference#the blood hunter might have hemophilia#power is a draining force and if they can’t control it they’ll all destroy themselves#can you tell i’m chronically ill
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Hello!
I’m the same anon that asked you to rank the AFTG characters’s attractiveness (based on the general public’s opinion) weeks ago
Now rank them as exy players based on the general public’s opinion😈 Like if you had to guess how much a pro team would be willing to pay to have them on their team judging by how good they are. Talk about them like how people talked about Mbappe Messi Griezmann.
omg hellooooo hope you’re doing well i love ranking things and i love you so here’s a top 10 list of the players we know enough of for me to rank lol:
1. Kevin Day - i think this one is pretty obvious. he was on the olympic team at like 18. even w the hand injury
2. Jean Moreau - okay personally i think that once Jean is healthy he could be as good as if not better than Kevin. it’s telling that the Ravens only lose once Jean leaves, not even when Kevin leaves. once he’s in therapy and healed from his injuries other teams won’t even know what hit them 😤 (but i could go on about how sports stars are a mix of talent + personality and Kevin is a little more appealing to teams than Jean since he’s so media trained)
3. Andrew Minyard - maybe idk enough about sports but the fact that he blocks as many goals as he does per game and can remember stats so well has got to be super appealing to pro teams. i mean maybe him putting in such low effort should make him lower on this list, but i still think he’d be in pretty high demand
4. Riko Moriyama - i’m genuinely not putting him here out of spite lmao Kevin lost his hand bc people were saying Riko was holding Kevin back + Neil was able to successfully shut out Riko in the Foxes v Ravens championship game by playing a position he only has a couple weeks experience in.. embarrassing for Riko truly
5. Jeremy Knox - tbh i think that talent-wise there are probably better players than Jeremy, like he’s really good but not like The Best. but i think they mention that the Trojans are in pretty high demand bc of their sportsmanship and i think Jeremy’s leadership/attitude do him a lot of favors (+ Kevin wouldn’t care about him unless he was really good lol). i’m undecided on whether Jeremy will go pro though (i think he’d make a good dude narrating games or coach etc)
6. Neil Josten - I think Neil has the capacity to be higher on this list and in time would be better than Riko and behind Andrew (i think Andrew’s better than Neil lmao <3). however i do think some of the Neil drama in the press might have him here. the PR of the pro team Neil joins is gonna have their work cut out for them
7. Zane Reacher - it’s unfortunate that he’s on this list, but Jean gave his stamp of approval that he should’ve been given a perfect court number so here he is
8. Laila Dermott - again Jean’s first words to her are “you’re very good”. Jean speaks and I listen fr 🙏
9. Grayson Johnson - 😔 unfortunately i think the implication was that he was next in line behind Zane. but he will soon be rotting in hell so he will never join a pro team!
10. Matt Boyd - keeps up with Kevin Day. won a championship. Matt is slay and a good candidate
#we’re just gonna conveniently ignore the fact that jean kevin and neil are gonna retire at like 25 since the ravens schedule is too harsh#and jean has had too many broken bones and concussions in order to not deal with a ton of lingering pain#suspension of disbelief lmao#i’m excluding a lot of the ravens and trojans bc unfortunately i can’t keep track of all those bitches yet ❤️#ask tag#tsc#aftg#the sunshine court#tfc#jean moreau
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augh. the things i could do were i not so burdened by the CURSES….
i do actually have a couple more flondon-adjacent refs to post but i was planning to wait until i finished refs for most of my sunless skies ocs. thaaaat hasn’t happened so i probably will just go ahead with what i have for now. hopefully i’ll have the spoons to work on art again soon
anyway here’s some recent goofy pics of my darling Mr. Kitty, he’s still doing great. sweet, ridiculous beast that he is. dork goofball cat
#chatter#the fatigue is the worst i think#also executive dysfunction is a bitch and i am in active battle against it every day#like the pain sucks but it alone wouldn’t halt me dead in my tracks and stop me from getting around to all the stuff i wanna do#but every month i feel like i’m more drained than ever and it keeps being surprising that i haven’t hit the lower limit of exhaustion#maybe this month it’s the new medication im trying so. we’ll see if it gets a little better when i’m more adjusted to it#emotionally i’m chill its just annoying that there’s so many things i need and/or want to do that feel too steep a hill to climb#oh well. fuck it we ball
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