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Long time no anything . Im not rly drawing trigun rn but I do look in on this blog from time to time!! It makes me happy to see my lw stuff being reblogged :))
When I see my one (1) vw piece being reblogged I always roll my eyes LOL. The only reason I keep it up is because it’s about ww having brown eyes…
#this is nothing meaningful lol#legal talks#I still have more lws to draw#just not particularly pressed rn#ik when the next season drops im gonna be all over it again tho lmao
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So here we are
...again
#a preview for next week#because i'm losing my mind over the next chapter#in the best way#i wrote this chapter last fall with no intention of it ever seeing the light of day#i was just having fun writing for them and getting to know them#the word 'again' has a link to my first post of the two of them#the photo i took right after finishing this chapter the first time#it felt fitting to recreate it now#as time went on i really wanted to share their whole story#and then i heard this song and it sparked inspiration for this entire arc#every time i hear the intro i see this image of the two them walking together#so it was fun to finally create it#it's so simple.. nothing special really.. but meaningful to me nonetheless yknow#for me... sharing this chapter now feels like a full circle moment#even tho we're only half way through this arc lol#anyway.. i hope you enjoy this week's chapter as much as i've enjoyed writing it and bringing it to life#enjoy the good feels while they last lol#💛🩵#aries outtakes#atlas extras#asher extras#spotify
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i won’t hold people to the same standards i have on myself in terms of friendship bc everyone shows they care in different ways
#this is a part affirmation and part intro to a rant i need to unleash#but i’ll leave it in the tags here bc it feels safer lol#it’s abt my housemate the other day when we had our last class which is online but our previous classes were in person so as a class we#usually just pull it up on the main computer and broadcast the zoom in the classroom#but on this day the class before this zoom class got out early so lots of people went home early to just watch it on their own zoom or wtvr#so the row i sit in was pretty empty except for me my housemate and our two friends#and usually my housemate sits on my right but she got up and moved to sit on the other side next to our other friend and said nothing#and i didn’t want to say anything bc i was kinda sad/offended even though#her moving seats probably has nothing to do with me and much rather her personal preference i can’t help but think negatively abt myself#also one morning we were both off she went to the smoothie shop and coffee shop and just went to pick up her orders and i felt the same#reaction of like sad/offended bc she didn’t consider me at al like what if i wanted a smoothie too! TF#or coffee even though i don’t drink coffee anymore wtvr#my thoughts on her and my friendship are kinda rocky bc we feel so out of sync#i feel like she’s always in her own world and it’s hard to get through to her and become real friends#it’s whatever not all friendships can be deep and meaningful
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HELLO I also started watching Lone Star partially because of ur Marjan and Nancy art, i'm only at the beginning of season 3 right now and Marjan is definitely my favorite character. I wanted to know if Owen does some specific awful stuff that makes him so disliked? I find him a Bit amusing at most currently but mostly just very. dull? Like he's a laminated sheet of paper at most. And also i literally forget TK is his canonical son because he doesn't feel very fatherly. so I don't particularly feel much towards him, but wanted to know if i should brace myself for something terrible in specific later? LOVE YOUR ART TO DEATH BTW WHENEVER YOU SORT OUT PRINTS IM GONNA BE BUYING SOMETHING FOR SURE 😤
GOT ANOTHER ONE!!!! this is incredible im so delighted. marjaaaaaaaan….
personally i find him most tolerable in season 1-2, but even then i just think he’s one of the least interesting characters and YET he gets 70% of the screentime in any given episode—which bothers me sooooo much. a lot of his plots are really insufferable and we have to spend so much time on them, meanwhile they have one of the most interesting cast of characters I’ve literally ever seen, and none of them get any real arcs. imo it’s just frustrating as a viewer that i desperately want to know more about the muslim firefighter who wears a hijab or the black trans firefighter or the latino probie who cares a lot but was never given a shot bc of his dyslexia. ALL OF THOSE ARE SUCH COOL CHARACTER PREMISES! but no, we have to hear about 9/11 from owen again….
idk most of my ire comes from the fact that he Does have a cool dynamic with his son, and it Is a really neat setup for a story, but nearly all of owen’s plots are completely disconnected from literally everyone else on the show. i could surgically remove every owen-solo scene and i would still understand pretty much everything going on in any given episode, and it would be a quarter of the length. it’s bad writing! and really annoying to shelve such a diverse cast for rob lowe of all people.
tbh if everyone had the same amount of screentime i would probably hate him less? but it sucks that he takes up so much of what should be SUCH a stellar show. i could talk abt this forever gjfjdhfhf
(THANK YOUUU!!)
#lone star is sooooooo good and fun when it’s not aboit owen#it’s actually crazy how consistently less Owen screen time correlates with higher quality episodes#he’s just a nothing character and they’ve never once made me care about him in any meaningful way#and he is Always on screen. it’s annoying! and his plots suck. somehow we have a cop on the main cast and yet Owen brings more copaganda#also rob lowe is a piece of shit so that definitely bleeds in lol#anyways. thx for asking i hope you enjoy lone star <33 it just keeps getting weirder <333#iinryer mailbox
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more resident alien posting. predictions... spoilers so beware
well. i'm upset that the shows going to have a difficult time having more serious scenes now. and that's probably what it's going to try and set itself up for.
i reaaaally would have loved to see this show do something ACTUALLY different and good. by different i mean in terms of writing and not necessarily drifting from source material. yes i'm still sour over last ep, but i wouldn't be AS sour if everyone on the show didn't treat harry and asta's relationship as "mother and child." and also if the show didn't take such a nose dive into the type of comedy it's putting out.
ALSO? IN A RECENT INTERVIEW? Sheridan going on to state that harry would lose his first """love""" (more like lust. awesome that a show trying to teach human emotion gets those two things mixed up) and then realize there's love everywhere or something? why does this feel like "weird" people are forever left to the role of outcasts. already fucked it up once i guess the guy's trying to fuck it up more. could've just left it at "he'll lose his first love, then he will have to reconcile with his feelings." but he had to drop in that last corny bit.
like. the show's source is already good. i don't understand all these decisions they're making to try and make it seem "unique." and now to get numbers back they're dumbing it way down. WHICH. BY DOING SO. HOW ARE YOU GOING TO HAVE YOUR DRAMA? like how am i supposed to take anything seriously in the show. i *could* in season 1 and parts of season 2, but now it's just whatever. it's too goofed up for me to care. and now people who love the goofy won't give two shits about whatever message you want to drop or plot you want to develop. i dont give a shit about the greys!!! i dont care what theyre doing!!!! who gives a fuck if theyll blow up the earth. none of the characters really care anymore either. oh well!!!
also, predictions kind of. i'm not trying to say this will be the be all end all but it certainly could be a turn the show takes. in one of the issues of the comic (suicide blonde i think), harry is investigating the "suicide" of a woman. by the end of the issue, he catches up with her ex-lover and ex-roommate. they were both ladies. and the girl who died had a drinking problem btw. and was constantly seeing boys. i'm all for gay couples on screen as a gay guy myself but it'll feel so cheap to pair darcy and asta together despite the way theyve been played on screen. maybe its doable. i don't know. but i genuinely could care less considering the overall tone of the show's drifted more towards a sitcom than anything else. i think the small handful of 40+ year old gay wine moms would probably love it, but the vast majority of viewers wont. either they'll hate it and say it's forced diversity (there's already people saying that about the gay couple on screen this past episode) or it'll be another nothing moment to a further nothing story. if anything it'd feel one step removed from tokenization, considering they see harry as a manchild. ableism! show's trying to seem fucking wholesome but they can't be bothered to care about their nd viewers. like "haha look we have a main gay couple!!! what do you *mean* our show has rampant ableist tropes, we have a gay couple!"
i'm just so bummed. the show's cornered itself into a sitcom so meaningful moments aren't a thing anymore. plus the comparison of harry to a child is really getting at me. like he's a grown man as a human, and hes a grown alien thing as an alien. it's such a big slap in the face to any person who cherished the witty and unique story telling of the first season... like.... i don't know.... people who would've been fans of the comic too? i have small gripes about the comic, but at least it takes itself more seriously. but the show runners haaate the people who read the comics. why? i dont know. well maybe i do know. probably seen as too nerdy and weird for their idea of the show's viewerbase. despite the fucking basis of the show being weird and nerdy.
they couldve done the darcy asta thing better if they do go down that road. i'm just saying i wouldn't be surprised. they already scared off everyone who would've cared for something like that, so i don't know how they'll manage to find an audience that cares. everything in s1 was so organic and felt real!!!!! now its just!!! nothing!!!!!!!!!!
im also thinking about the fact that after posting that one resident alien drawing i did, i've had to block tons of people because they're freaks. loud and proud conservatives. man this shit sucks.
#resident alien#ra posting#sorry this one's kind of long#i'm still mad#i'll still keep up i guess out of spite#no i'm not paying for shit either LOL#i'll also clarify that i was in a sleepy daze when reading the comic#so i could've glazed past some things or the connection i made in my sleepy daze might not make sense now#which do correct me on that#but buhhhhh#whatever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#god forbid a guy have meaningful development in a show he cares about!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#also for anyone tempted to read the comic its written by two english guys so. keep that in mind i guess.#this is alllllll making me want to make my own thing#guhh#tbvh the show took out a lot of the comics... mysticism... but then the show shat all over the work they did to make it real and charming#flanderization hit it hard#feels way more tokeny. and also harry atp is nothing more than described as a manchild#EDITTING IN THE TAGS THEY DID CALL EACH OTHER FAMILY DIDNT THEY#technically they hadnt done that yet for asta and harry on screen i dont think but the interviews are still there#god what a mess
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barry being obsessed with going all YourFaveIsProblematic on 'great men' as a way to justify himself because if they could do bad things and still be regarded as great then so can he. he’s “doing” the “work” of “bettering himself” and berating sally for being drunk because it “sets a bad example” and hiding guns behind live laugh love decor. He’s literally putting on a wholesomecore front lol, he’s play acting as a ted lasso type and using lib therapy language which is indistinguishable from when he’s using evangelical language which is all utterly meaningless and he uses it as a violence. Ha ha ha
#he’s so fucking evil lol#meanwhile his child is experiencing Room#barry#barry spoilers#it’s endlessly funny to me that he managed to trick half the audience into actually thinking any of his efforts to be a better person were#real or meaningful in any capacity. it doesnt work. world’s a black hole sorry like what did we expect#it’s so fucking patriarchy bro like it’s so fucking fathers#he’s a sitcom dad!#and the great men thing is so. Yeah. YEAH. This society does valorize violent men lmfao#it’s almost like this world was built on violence and as much as we like to pretend we abhor it it’s baked into the structures of our lives#it’s a systemic problem you cant just change. There will always be an angry man in your house#of course he can still be the hero! literally nothing in the world has ever proven otherwise!!!
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i was gonna make a post abt how being a student again has made me eat really unhealthily again and then i remembered how when i was working in the summer i was living off guru & sandwiches from the dep. so maybe i just never really recovered from the six month depressive episode i had after i got fired and then broken up with in the winter of last year.
#i felt so useful at that job and so optimistic abt that relationship and then i just felt so discarded#and nothing has felt meaningful or close to my heart since lol
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the endless curse of being utterly uninterested in romance in fandom spaces
#one (1) ship im interested in and its being overshadowed by another entirely nonsensical ship too#but in general. UGH#i get obsessed with two characters bc i love their interactions and relationship and maybe they way theyve come to care about each other#and then all the posts (and fics) i see are like 'oh they should kiss lol' NO!! THEY SHOULD NOT!!!#have you never had a meaningful non-romantic relationship????#look at them!! theyre best friends!! theyre siblings!! whatever is going on with them is beyond normal relationships!!#just making them kiss immediately turns the entire concept so so so boring#like sometimes theres romance thats well-done but usually it discards everything else about the characters in question#like. theyre pining yay. what else. what about their unspoken but undying devotion to each other#what about their being trapped by the narrative together#what about the way theyre basically one entity and cant even tell where one ends and the other begins#what about their eternal loyalty that theyll never admit to anyone#what about the way they trust each other with every secret but dont even need to say anything out loud#what about the way this is the only person they feel safe and understood with#what about the unwilling bond forged through long travels#what about the beauty of friendship#noooo theyre just stupid pining idiots. kissy kiss kiss and its all done#friendship!! is!! amazing!!!! and more than enough!!!!!!#and with that other ship i see commonly why are you ignoring literally EVERY piece of symbolism in the og work UGH#like. no hate to avid shippers and enjoyers of romance#but i do not see the appeal#kissing is way overrated imo and then having all of my fav character dynamics being reduced to essentially Nothing#seeing super cool character dynamics being completely torn from the context and butchered into some pining#im so so so tired of it#a biscuit's rambles
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i encourage suicidal character hcs idgaf. there are so many bad things in this world and that’s not one of them
#ik a lot of people think it’s boring to just care about angst#or to want that#or to just want mentally ill characters#i get that#if there’s nothing else interesting then#yeah it’s a bore#but i really don’t think it’s something to get so up in arms about it#if a teenager feels seen bc honami wanted to die or they feel like honami would be suicidal then let them idrk#yeah it can be lame to just want needless suffering for a character#but it’s like. fine. it’s just a headcanon. it’s just someone else#you can be different#that’s alright#and me personally#i think suicidal hcs are fine#i think they should happen actually#because it’s more common than you think#and it’s not all ame types trying to cut till they die#there’s passive suicidalness#or just the general ‘i don’t really wanna live very long/anymore’ thought process#it’s different for everyone and it HAPPENS to everyone#so it’s really fine#idk. yeah ppl shld be smarter abt this stuff. but you won’t get there by telling them to shut up#lol#like it’s a diff issue entirely than just wanting angst i’m ngl#it’s more so lack of reading comprehension/media literacy#because you’ll notice their inability to make anything meaningful bleeds into other things#that’s what matters. not the little angst hc on the internet#anyway
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would it be okay if u told me why u like aoki😭/gen😭😭😭😭BEEN TRYNA LIKE HIM FOR SO LONG I JUST CANTT but i love ur art so much so i still consume it otherwise lol
i liked tohru adachi in high school and tbh i think that alone is enough of an explanation for why i ended up liking aoki
#snap chats#haha see i told you last post's tags were relevant#anyway vLKVJEVLKAEJVLKJ IM CRYING ANON youre so funny. this is the funniest ask i coulda got thank you so much#i dont know why i like him either <- yes i do#fine lets get Real Talk about it#well first off all i thought he looked hot rolling out the elevator and i was playing the eng dub and i think his voice sounds hot there#and thats like. not athing that happens to me ever <- literally thought sawashiro was hot two frames into the game but anyway#i like politician characters. or characters that are in a position of power ESPECIALLY if they have to act like they dont suck balls#like i very much love the idea of the power of charisma and that type of thing not to mention the 'strategizing' as aoki puts it#that comes with politics. LIKE HE SUCKS DONT GET IT TWISTED HE SUCKS BUT //shrug emoji//#like its why i love the mine rggo stories i like seeing mine's thought process and how he uses his intelligence#smart's sexy to me idk what to tell you but moving on#its fun watching him lose his cool too ESP IN HIS FIGHT LMAO HE STOMPIN HIS FOOT LIKE A TODDLER SHUT UP#i also really love the arakawa family in general and thinking of aoki's relationship with each of them makes my brain explode#especially him and sawashiro that shit is painful to watch and i love it so much#i also thought him going from goth to republican was the funniest shit in the world like i howled at that AND i was distraught#aokis so interesting to me from the notion that he IS loved by his family but he has so much hatred for himself it eats him up#and as a result he cant be happy no matter what he does- how hes constantly seeking validation even if it's nothing meaningful#his lil. Dog-Eat-Dog world world belief to ichi also appealed to my edgy depressed high schooler brain. sorry.#his speech at the lockers also got to me. unfortunately. sorry everyone i empathized too hard it got too real it wasnt funny anymore#like as much as i complain bout the very end the ending is what solidified me liking aoki if not also cause of ichi's impact in those scene#plus... analyzing him and the environment around him is so much fun too....#idk reasons for why i like aoki also boil down to personal reasons. he still sucks tho so i cant be upset when people hate him LOL#i probably have more reasons or could elaborate more i love rambling but i mean. who really wants to read all that 💀💀#maybe for a character that WASNT the worst but. aoki is so LMAO#thank you for loving my art regardless :) im sorry i have to be attached to the worst guys ever
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watching friends get really excited about dating as an aromantic person is such a unique experience... like waow I'm so happy for you !! glad you're having fun!! but what are you talking about
#it's a lot like when people infodump to me about shit I know nothing about lol#only there can be this. undercurrent of Weird#(yk on account of the allonormativity and the pervasive feeling of being other and detached from a part of the human experience#that is so widely prized and valued and seen as one of the Main Thing)#like i still want to hear about it!! I'm so happy my friends are doing what they want and forming relationships that are meaningful to them#but. it's strange. and I think hard to describe#man I'm glad that being asexual is not something I feel as deeply though. i would not want to have this feeling twofold
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Hello Mari, sorry, I wanted to ask you about a scene from the novel that Lithi published, the one where Jennette says that every time she saw Ijekiel her heart raced and she says that Ijekiel is kind to her. I wanted to ask you if you remember when in the novel that happened, before and after what events, because when I read it I never saw that scene :(
I do recall the quote you are talking about, but I don't remember it word for word. If it was from Jennette's POV, then it must have been in the last book of the main story. Maybe around Jennette and The Black Tower Magicians or Marionette on Stage? But she does think about her attraction to Ijekiel quite often, so it could be many other scenes, really. You'll have better luck asking Lithi herself haha.
#rereading Marionette on Stage- god Jennette and Ijekiel's relationship was so much more interesting in the novel#(i scream to an empty room because nobody cares about this)#their relationship was the one that suffered the most in the manhwa adaptation#they have like no meaningful interactions other than 'Ijekiel cares about her like a sister and she likes him'#but she also just forgot about her love for him which was so weird. kinda like she forgot about Claude lol#c'mon Spoon. she loved them during her whole life. some kind of Acknowledgement would be good. no the 'break up' scene is not good enough#this is what i mean when i say Anastasius' inclusion made Jennette's character worse. he stole her character development#and his development isn't even good!!#sorry that had nothing to do with the ask lol#also- oh wow MarioNETTE- JeNNETTE. i just realized that-#wmmap#wmmap novel
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Are there any flaws in the story of Disco Elysium that you would change if you could?
honestly in terms of narrative and structure? no, not really!
i think a popular answer to this question would be to say "make them not be cops!" but that feels to me like something you'd say to try to absolve yourself of the "guilt" (or whatever you want to call it) of liking characters that are cops, because the fact that they're cops is an intentional and meaningful part of the narrative, not just a lazy or convenient character decision.
however i will say that i would definitely change the inherent racism in just... everything about seol. yes the isolas are not a 1-to-1 copy of earth continents/countries but many of them are meant to be strong representations, and seol- which is both an isola and a nation, somehow- is just, like, all of asia. so not only does *every asian country* just get thrown into the same basket, it also happens to be a racist-isolationist culture that's Mysterious and Fascist and Closed-Off and Hostile and Exotic etc etc. it feels like they couldn't be bothered to be even the tiniest bit more culturally aware in that regard, didn't feel like talking to any asian people about how to go about things, and just took the western view of north korea and threw "asia" into it and called it a day. it's a really disappointing thing to see in a game that seems otherwise aware of those kinds of issues.
#and they further evaded having to develop seol at all by making kim despite his seolite ancestry#they kinda did that with sileng and siigay? deflecting racism by making the character hate their heritage#yes there is meaningful narrative value in an immigrant choosing to embrace where they live now etc#that in and of itself isn't a problem although it's usually better done by people with that lived experience#but taken with the general racism that seol is treated with? idk#i feel like kim's refusal to engage with his seolite heritage was in part a decision made out of laziness#which doesn't negate the meaning in that as part of his character#it's just something to hold in mind#LAZINESS ON THE PART OF THE WRITERS not on kim's part lol. idk if that was clear sorry#kiwipost#like you have all this deep delicious well thought out lore about so many parts of the world#including facts and opinions and racist rhetoric against many of these places#and seol gets... nothing. it literally got the north korea treatment. you get no info on it.#kim's avoidance of seol would feel more genuine and intentional if the narrative hadn't also been weirdly avoidant of it as well
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can’t wait for the day that other cis people figure out that having a more flexible and intentional relationship with gender identity, ie something you learn from listening to trans people, is also good for yourself and ur own relationship with your gender and body even if you’re not trans lmfao. you too can have gender euphoria bc how you present is also a choice you make every day. you too can find a mode of presentation that actively brings you delight and satisfaction. you’re not supposed to hate your gender, and that’s probably why you’re such a shitty ally also!!! giving myself space to question and then ultimately Choosing To Be A Lesbian Woman is the greatest source of pleasure for me. why would you not be open to the idea. it’s almost like the whole system hurts everyone and we all stand to benefit if we break free
#like if you as a cis woman don’t find true joy in your gender expression that’s a you problem that you can interrogate and change/heal#i have so much more in common with trans women and transfem people who find joy in womanhood#like seeking out a meaningful understanding of what that means to them#rather than being stuck thinking womanhood = whatever society gave to me lol#my trans friends have helped me heal my own relationship with gendered expectations etc so much#and that’s not WHY you should be an ally but like. you have nothing to lose here#this is kind of a vague post but it’s also just true
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I am a huge fan of cringe death Btw. I love seeing an attempt at humor I don't find funny on the internet and then scrolling away. I love looking at tiktoks made by people clearly in a different stage than I am and then turning off my phone. Big fan of living and letting others live. Btw if you even care
#every other day its always something I see like#guys LOL this is so cringe and disgusting#or LOOK HOW EMBARASSING THIS IS LOL#like if its not directly affecting the future of the next generation in a meaningful way#is it that serious#end the oh millenials are cringe with their zoom-ins#gen z is cringe when they pretend to be authentic#gen x is cringe when they wanna get involved#SHUT UP nothing about it is that serious#what happened to love and optimism and trusting the world has our back and receive and give love#and then say like oh im a hater lol thats just what i do my goodness get a life#turn off your phone more often#ben's conscious stream
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#this is. a ridiculously odd selection for this match#BUT ALSO ANYWAYS HI KIP HIIIII#please god. let them interact. if nothing else gimme best friends and gallery if not just the two of them#i want to die a happy bean this weekend please#wrestling#wrestling musing#also considering everything i think oc retains. i was just thinking about it yesterday but i dont think they would make him drop it#without a meaningful storyline behind it. and battle royals are an incredibly lazy way to crown a new champ so. yeah#my money is on oc. but i have wishes that wont come true lol#tk gonna be dealing me emotional damage yet again good lord#box thoughts
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