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this isnt the kind of stuff i'd usually post but im fuckin losing my mind. ive been watching through the bilibili livestream vods of like this arknights lore creator reading through and commentating on like the game stories and right now im watching the vod from his main story chapter 11 stream and his reaction to logos' sprite reveal is so fucking funny i had to clip it. man is really having a crisis on stream
#arknights#arknights logos#i guess????#im really just posting this for my own amusement bc my friends on my priv twt are probably sick of me talking about logos SKJHFDKSJH#sorry for the questionable caption quality i slapped this together in like 5 minutes#i recorded another version with like the bilibili on screen comments but i figured theyd be too messy but for the record#ok the commenters were mostly also losing it over logos but at least a few people were making fun of that 'WH???' bc yeah WHAT was that#the bit before this was also extremely funny like when logos showed up to kick the sanguinarch's ass and the bgm cut out#a few people in the comments were like watch out logos is here to pull out your speaker wires#to all the people who followed me for like my orv art. genuinely get used to just randomly being jumpscared by arknights every now and then#this is my house and sometimes i will just randomly go insane about gacha game pngs. that's just how things go around here#edit yknow that really iconic chapter 11 logos cg yeah the guy got to that point and was like#i cannot believe that one day i would suddenly find a MAN so fucking attractive and chat was like split between ohno and UNDERSTANDABLE TBH
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Overwhelmed by that new episode but one thing I just can’t shake is the suspicion that that’s Diego Molina. I know it isn’t. But the descriptions are a suspicious coincidence.
“He was a tall man, heavy-set, with the sort of build I associated with an athletic middle age. Any hair he might have had was gone, apparently burned off, and his clothes were a nondescript black suit and white shirt.” (Molina’s desc. in s1e12 First Aid of TMA)
“Dazed, I tried to get to my feet, only to be shoved to the ground by a heavyset man in black clothing, who demanded I identify myself, while pressing a gun against the back of my head.
I screamed. Then I wept, great heaving sobs of terror with broken ribs. This somehow seemed to satisfy him, and he threw me roughly over his shoulder and walked away from the Hilltop Centre, as the charity shop blazed behind us.” (Unknown man’s desc. in s1e7 Give and Take of TMAGP)
The association with fire and something called Hilltop is just something I can’t dismiss yet. I don’t know what that would even really mean if it was, but it immediately jumped out at me.
#this is mostly just for my own recording purposes but I figured it couldn’t hurt to write down#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#the magnus protocol#the Magnus protocol spoilers#Diego Molina#tmagp 7 give and take
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I like this guy he's fun to draw
#cricket doodles#marble hornets#hoodie#hoody#brian thomas#mh hoodie#hoodie mh#'Hoodie nature documentary' jokes are my absolute favorite they're so funny#Like yeah. Yeah that's what he records half the time#His own reveal entry is mostly just him zooming in on trees and a stream
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Warm up sketch
#inuyasha#brain rot art#i used to be able to run#far and fast#i was good at it#its in my blood#my dad still holds records at his old high school and i was determined to make them at my own#in 6th grade i had the farthest longjump of my class and the second fastest 100m#by 8th grade we were scheduling my first knee sugery#and told to choose between running and riding#i chose the horses#so i can still run and jump#just not with my own two legs#sometimes i miss it#mostly cause now i cant do more than a light jog without thinking about every step and how bad ill hurt later
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Realism is fun till it isn’t and I realize I’ve already committed too far and can’t just scrap it but I know it will take me too long so here are some sacrifices you may see finished later on
#dragon#myart#creature#I still generally have inspiration for the first one so that one will probably get finished first#I really like watching the speedpaints procreate automatically records even though it’s crunchy and has a weird green tint#specifically on realism because it’s wild for anything else and is actually psychotic#Mostly because I just suddenly start experimenting with brushes and start turning layers off and on for a good chunk of it#I use 3 layers usually for realism#One for the actual drawing one for the sketch and one for a base color#It makes it better I think because it’s more similar to actual painting or something#That might not be the reason I dont really know#It’s just better I do it that way#Maybe because I can’t get distracted and lost?#Realism is also a great source of learning for me#Even if i never really finish stuff like this#I might this time though who knows#Sorry for leaving you guys stranded I’m chasing a really big train across the country#My priorities are with locomotives#“You guys” (I say to my very few followers 🤑🤑 (that probably followed me in the first place for dragon adventures stuff))#I do what I want and what I want is not dragon adventures right now#Right now I want locomotive#I’m not hijacking that train it sounds like I’m going to hijack that train#however#i would appreciate owning a big train I feel like I would enjoy that#Side note how do my DA followers feel about the genetic traits in the event eggs making motorouk w/ the error trait worth like 100mil#I feel ill when I can recite all of the full species names from memory#It does make sense though I’ve been playing since the first event in 2019#I’m committed what can I say#Almost forgot a tag oops#art
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Drabble 85/366 - Doctor Who
“Is your grandfather ignoring you, my dear?” The Master scoops up Susan as she cries.
“She has to sleep in her crib.” The Doctor does nothing to stop him. (Susan has clearly inherited her father’s lungs.) “Put her down, Koschei.”
The Master smiles down at her. “Hush,” he murmurs. Susan inhales, and the Doctor tenses for another wail. “I said, hush, child.”
Susan blinks, sleepy.
“That’s cheating,” the Doctor grumbles.
“She doesn’t mind.” He rocks Susan, finally asleep through his hypnotic intervention. “You look as exhausted as she does.”
“Don’t even try.” The Master laughs, softly so Susan doesn’t wake.
#oh who could have seen this coming from my persistent master & susan posting#he babysat her!!! he did!!!! he must have!!!!!#drabble-a-day#drabble-a-day 2024#fanfiction#doctor who#the doctor#the master#should i tag susan she is mostly just here as Baby#eh. sure. for my own record keeping if nothing else#susan foreman
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I think every moment is eternal in its own right and we hold no authority to deny it that status. Even if it is a forever that will escape our memories, it’ll still exist as a forever in the history of time. In the memories of no-one but the Earth itself. In the records kept and made by no-one, where everything is stored for all time to come. No love is lost and no existence truly unacknowledged.
#even the moment that one may spare to read this post; it’ll be a second dedicated forever in the records of time just to this simple post.#fleeting moments of attention and acknowledgement that aren’t so fleeting at all because they still existed and still do in a way.#it is tragic that we must associate a certain event to a date for it to become a joyous occasion. there’ll never be another 1/5/24.#is that not enough for it to be special itself?#one may argue that they have nothing to remember random days by and that is true.#but not every moment of delight and pleasure is to be remembered I think. to be entirely honest with you I barely hold any memory of#literally anything prior to 2022 perhaps.#but that doesn’t mean that those moments didn’t exist or don’t hold their own importance.#because even if I don’t remember and even if any other parties don’t remember. those moments still exist forever in history in a way.#And even if we don’t remember. The earth surely does; right? The ground must remember the weight and shift of our feet as we walked.#I just think it’s bittersweet that even if ‘forgotten’; nothing truly ceases to exist or be truly forgotten because it still existed.#there is a moment dedicated in this world’s history — into matter how short in duration — dedicated entirely to that event.#whether it be something as simple as just going for a week and appreciating the setting sun.#do you understand or do i sound mad.#i don’t know; i have a feeling it might be because my birthday is approaching soon and i’ve had a-lot on my mind.#neutral things mostly so fret not.#i think i need to go for a walk.#✧.*🌹#‘2022’#this is a blatant lie actually I don’t even remember 2023#i am. trying my best to recall my last birthday and nothing seems to be coming up so. do with this what you will.#✧.*🗡️
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So seriously: if you have a serious recoil/disgust factor at uncommonly eaten parts of an animal being in any kind of food context (eg: whole fish being served at a table) and you want to work on minimizing that reaction, I really really recommend eating "normal" versions of those unusual foods, like for example deli-sliced tongue. I know I'm talking out of my ass here, but things like liver and haggis (organ meat), tongue (tongue), and probably a whole lot of others I've never had can be pretty easily made into forms that taste real good and don't look much like a weird lump of flesh you can recognize, and being able to get from "that's weird and gross but I want to get it" to "that's weird but it tastes really good and I want to get it" will probably make building up momentum easier when you move on to less "common" pastures.
Good luck, by the way. I believe in you.
#red rambles#i'm doing this with bugs for the record im not like JUST talking out my ass. I have a full on phobia of dead bugs#I can and have eaten live bugs! I've eaten and really enjoyed cricket-flour chips! I'm working my way up to "whole preserved scorpion in#chocolate'' type desserts but I haven't gotten there yet#so I know for a fact that there's a kind of person who has this sort of instinctive repulsion and also really really REALLY wants to get#over it. and also i didn't even realize this was a thing because i grew up with whitefish and tongue and so on#anyway im not sure if people like. KNOW that you can get like... liver *spread* or prepared tongue or brain or w/e#being able to go 'oh that is actually delicious' is a big thing or at least it is for me! it's very motivating!#you're the only one who is going to really 'push' you on these things- god knows my immediate family and friends mostly wants me to#STOP trying to eat bugs LMFAO (this is due to my behaviors but also like my dad told me I was not to keep cricket snacks in the house)#(so it's a bit of both but mostly because i cannot be trusted not to just eat a random ant because they are delicious these days)#but like at least in my experience the second you step out of the 'culturally normative' fold people stop being like 'yay stop being picky!#and start going 'no stop go back to being picky' so it's really really important to find your own motivators and not rely on other people
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ok good news folks i have discovered something that is clearly a tumblr oversight that is actually very very minor but that makes it absurdly easy to hide secrets in complete plain sight and i kinda feel like god about it
#trousled rambles#i DID put in a small visual cue but only out of the kindness of my own heart. and brother there's still not much of that#so unless you're looking very very closely you still probably will not see it. AHAHAHA#its not a big thing so i dont mind if nobody sees it. im mostly just so happy that i can feel even more like a supervillain now to be frank#i am going to have to gatekeep The Thing for now for the record. i cant just give it away or you'll FIND IT#just take this moment to imagine me rhythmically tapping my fingers together like i'm about to tie a damsel to some train tracks ok
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hm i should go thru my new music playlist
i have much to sort thru
need new musics for my (main) playlist
#i mostly find music thru youtube#i am subbed to a few record companies and just general music channels as well as musicians#and i just add them to my new music playlist for curating later#i go thru and listen to each one at my own leisure and then add the ones i like to designated playlists) of which i have 3:#my main playlist which i just call “my playlist”#BGM which is background music; i use for when i am cleaning#working or just want background stuff that isn't too distracting#and what i call treestream - which is royalty free music intended to be used for twitch or any streaming service with DMCA risks
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baking never feels more like science to me than when i'm trying to cobble together an intricate multi step recipe together from several different recipes and tutorials online because the recipe I'm imagining doesn't exist....
#genuinely feels like a science experiment making something fancier than a frosted layer cake#have to do all kinds of volume and weight conversions because one recipe is japanese and the other is indian and the other is english lmfao#none of the recipes are probably the exact volume I need so i might have to make some minis with my extra stuff#i have to find a very precise sheet pan size tomorrow for the patterned cake i'm gonna use as the outer bit#otherwise i'll have to make my own from parchment paper??? or tin foil??? man idk.....#i had to write out all of my instructions and ingredient lists so i don't have to go between 6 different websites tomorrow/sat#i had to do research on fucking. gelatine 😭because it's impossible to find gelatine sheets here and they're used in EVERY mousse recipe#and there's apparently a huge debate on what the ACTUAL conversion of sheet gelatine to powdered gelatine is for baking#I also had to type up like an exact order to make each component because most need a significant amount of cooling time#grayson im gonna try my hardest to make you this fancy ass lemon cake and i pray i succeed this time where i failed on my own birthday#2 yrs ago but also i think this will go better bc i'm not doing a jelly insert or a candied mirror glaze#I'm also making my own candied lemons and lemon curd even though i don't have to#mostly because i wanna try doing it and the sheer power of getting to say i made the whole thing from scratch *#minus the actual cake mix because i don't have a good from scratch cake track record and box mixes are so so reliable#and i have too many moving parts to worry about finding a new cake recipe#every fucking cake recipe now is a fucking genoise sponge for SOME REASON#which is NOTORIOUSLY DIFFICULT AND A HUGE PAIN IN THE ASS BECAUSE IT USES NO RISING AGENTS#i want to throttle whoever it was that made online recipe people turn to only using variations of a genoise sponge for their cake recipes#honestly i need to maybe join the baking subreddit and ask for some good old baking/cookbooks with reliable baking recipes#ones that aren't crazy labor intensive for fucks sake i'm not a french patisserie#my stuff#it would be cool to one day have baked enough and have enough know how of how standard baking recipe components work#so i can just come up with my own recipes on my own#and just use whatever flavors i want#i feel like i would enjoy being a baker except if i had to make wedding cakes
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~24 minutes of coloring, sped up 10x
i am. Besties with the highlighter
#video#timelapse#wip stuff#drawing process#tbh i think i focused better bc i was screen recording jdhdhd#maybe im not as slow as i thought#i have no reference for speed but now that i think abt it 20min to shade hair is kinda fast right!?!#then again this is in notes#where i just use the built in palettes cuz theyre nice#just be slapping those colors down. mostly intuitively kffhdjdd#on computer i have more Thoughts since i choose my own colors there#and therefore take way longer#but yippeeeeeeeee color
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Ok, podcast website, I desperately seek advice on a podcast I can start listening to!
-nonfiction/informational is good as long as there is not a ton of banter (big hater of banter when it’s just like guys who are supposed to be teaching you something). fictional/story based stuff also works!
-bonus points if there is some sort of transcript I can follow along with cause my ass is Audio Impaired
- podcastable interests I guess?: medicine, magick, Hellenism, animals/bio, punk rock, horror, gay shit hell yeah, comics, art, film, uhhhhhh anything crazy weird or creepy
-I got through like a season of welcome to nightvale and it was pretty good, I got further in the magnus archives but it got boring when they stopped just being monster of the week type dealio and I don’t wanna have to relisten to it all again rn (in the future perhaps)
#I need something for my new drive to work#podcast#I swear to god it’s SO hard to find a nonfiction podcast that isn’t just like mostly banter???? what I want is someone reading the#articles and information I can’t look up rn if I’m driving and also aren’t coleceted in An audio format like an audiobook but then they dont#insert their own shit opinions and little jokes and discussion I have to sit through forever like shut up shut up I just want information#I need someone to make Wikipedia into an audio scrolling type recording and if It goes over a link I find interesting I can say ‘ooo link to#page about fava beans’ and it will automatically jump from the page about beans in America to the fava bean page and start reading that#THATS my desired auditory informational experience what podcast is closest to that
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I've been seeing a lot of people redrawing their old work and I wanted to give it a try :D after this I will be doing another one because I've never had such a dopamine boost (or it could be me having my first energy drink in a month)
I honestly can't say for sure when the first one was done, but if I were to take a guess... 2016? It's when I got my first pair of markers. I loved drawing mermaids at the time bc it let me draw long flowey hair while avoiding legs haha, and this particular drawing was my favorite 🧜♀️
Remembered to work in a higher resolution this time too haha
#i recorded myself drawing this... would anyone wanna watch it sped up?#or did we leave speedpaints behind in 2015#i'll probably post it anyway just 'cause it's fun for me to watch#i've got stuff to work on for sure... my color choice mostly#i dont wanna have to keep using corrective layers without knowing how to pick those colors in the front end#but i think my anatomy has gotten a lot better over the last few weeks#i did not trace this hand#i repeat I didn't have to trace it; i just looked at my own and drew it#im more proud of that than i am the whole piece#original work#art progress#mermaid
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fucking perfect in every way how did he do that HOW
#also i really do like this recording#i mean. well. schreier is nasal af to the point where i get physically uncomfortable cause i feel my own nose clogging when i listen to him#janowitz is ok i guess but i skip her arias because i fucking know ill hear no chest voice there#so i just switch to Carol Vaness's recordings real quick and come back for the rest cause i really like the mezzo#anyway Hermann Prey <3333#and the tempi are mostly perfect too#solid recording but fuck the recording im talking about the music itself like oh my god this is insane#perfect perfect perfect#così fan tutte#wolfgang amadeus mozart#mozart#Spotify
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i do live in my own bubble, i forget that a cast being largely female is like. seen as an anomaly a lot of the time if it's not "intended for girls"
#remembering the su talk and people who got annoyed at rejuvenation asking jan why ''every single character is a woman''#(and he was just like ''idk i like women'' iirc jskdlfjsldkf)#anyways im in for a wild ride when i start posting my own stories arent i (cant keep a character male)#and apparently people think the reason LO's stories suck is because ''ewwww she only wants to write women thats gross''#and....... not the abusive shit but ok........... (also hm wonder why a trans woman writing female characters bothers you so much hmmm)#like i get she has a bad track record but id think her fixation on unhealthy relationships is a bigger issue than her writing women#... this isnt intimidating me ftr its making me feel more bold. i heart womanbeaming characters#(and tbh.... lbr no one gives a shit when its mostly male casts. people prefer that even.)#echoed voice
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