#this is me coming out loud and proud
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no body talk to me i’m trying to learn welsh to get back in touch with my family only no one told me welsh is literally so hard to learn 😭
#this is me coming out loud and proud#CYMRU#Y DRAIG RAHH#i tried to type wales and all i got was ‘henry prince of wales’#GET THE GYS OUTRA HERE
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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself
#maiora garrulates#the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing#and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew#words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS#AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER#“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing#so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet#i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button#anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals#but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee#we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even#oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe#its practice >;)c#all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options#a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY
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Hi, thank you for that post about us in the South. As a queer and disabled southerner it means a lot to see another person put it into words but also to get that reminder that we have a community here.
hey, its no problem <3 i promise you we're out there and we aren't going anywhere. it's a scary time for sure, but our communities have been through scary times in the past and we will make it just as previous generations have.
if no one else has your back, i promise you that i do. right now, we need that more than ever.
#seeing all the southerners who have already responded to that post means so much to me too#i want to try and get more into my community when i finally get out of the despair cycle#it will end and we will come out of this holding each other up as we always have#even as terrifying as the idea of outwardly showing myself to be queer is right now#i think its important for those of us who have outside support and places and people to fall back on to continue to stand proud#maybe not right away or maybe not directly around inauguration day but#i will continue to wear my pins and my shirts and i will continue to be loud and proud#to let others know that they aren't alone#sorry im just getting emotional about all of this ;;;;#sincerely your local queer and probably disabled southerner#who has lived in georgia their entire life#askers#anon#shh ac
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Can you do a human f reader with jealous inuarashi nsfw
sorry, but I don't take NSFW requests from anons because I can't verify their age.
#replies#anon#I would absolutely write it so the only thing holding you back is your own willingness to admit you wanna fuck that old furry#I'm just teasing here but to be honest furryfucking is not that weird on the kink scale IMO#it's a subset of monsterfucking which has started to become more accepted oddly enough. and even monsterfucking is not that weird to me#if you want Dogstorm smut you gotta come out and say it loud and proud!
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I’m throwing the tiniest parade in the world for Ted Lasso who finally made a decision for himself based on his wants and needs 🎉
#it’s just me out here I think 😂#he always had to make this decision for himself and articulate it out loud rather than bottle it up#now we see what comes after#I’d like to see a twist on it all in this next episode#a clear opening for a future full of hope and possibility and (fingers crossed) love#but right now I’m just really proud of him#ted lasso spoilers
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#i know no one wants to hear this but i need to put it somewhere#i'd like to say that i love taylor#love her so much#she has been such an intrinsic part of my life and my coming of age#and her music got me through and continues to get me through all my highs and lows#i believe that she is a good person and that she has good intentions#even now#i want to believe that so badly#but i am having a hard time!!!#like she seems.... proud of the fact that she is a billionaire#and like yes we joke about her being a capitalist#and of course i know she is also running a business#but it just feels incredibly out of touch the way she spoke about her money#and i know the argument would be well you just hate women being successful#and actually no thats not it at all and i wont be elaborating!#and the silence on palestine is literally SOOO loud#genocide is not political#i dont know i dont know i dont know#ive never struggled like this with her#its really been leaving a bad taste in my mouth the last few weeks though#i want nothing more than to celebrate the time piece because i truly am so proud of her#but everything feels kinda wrong rn
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Coming out is such a fucked up concept. For one, it’s a construct like the closet that puts all the pressure on young people who have been oppressed to subject themselves to public scrutiny. But then at the same time it’s so liberating and empowering when you do it. It’s a clusterfuck.
#coming out#bisexuality#like no one has any business with my label I’m not deceiving you and I’m not not proud#and I don’t want to tell people who I know are going to use this against me#but it’s so nice to be free and out and loud sometimes
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you don't get how crazy i'm going over this
#like....LIKE?????#not even talking about the lisbon of it all (we have to though these things are intrinsically connected but we're holding off for now)#i'm so....proud? of this little fictional man?#was the setup a little silly? maybe (but i loved every SECOND of it i can't BELIEVE i actually got a big blowout and a lowest point-#realization AND a rush to the airport confession that's SO)#this payoff was so SO worth it for me#and honestly i don't think the setup was even THAT silly -- what did lisbon say in 4.24? he had to hit rock bottom and know it or something#that's this. hurting her like this is his rock bottom (see you can't ignore the lisbon of it all - which i LOVE)#even with all the crazy shitty things he's done up until now; especially to HER; it was to get red john; he had that to fall back on#(not that he really saw it as a fallback but it gave him something else to focus on/something to justify his methods)#but after red john (episode not person) he doesn't have that anymore and he's been floundering ESPECIALLY when it comes to her#this wasn't a con (*not an official con) this was him doing something shitty and her finally having had enough#and him realizing just how right she's been; she was right on the first plane this season and she was right at the blue bird#and he's finally able to admit to himself just how much of a shit he's been...and then he's able to admit a lot of other things too#that little bit of honestly led to so much more and it let him FINALLY say out loud what they both knew (as much as they ignored it#or talked around it or pushed it down) and it let him say it without pretenses or expectations; just because#he 'needed to get to this' and she 'deserved to hear it' and i'm usually kind of meh on 'i needed to say it/you needed to hear it'#but this one; this one i GET#and i'm not explaining myself well at all i'm delirious but the point is this is SO well done and it feels DESERVED for me i love it#tm
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Hi, i’m queuing most of my replies lately because feb is going to be busy and then I’ m taking some time out with flowers and trees at the very end of feb/first week of march. Things are going to look like they’re moving slow but they are moving I swear. Although I will say if you’re waiting on a Pearl reply extra extra thank you for your patience because she’s :/// i pay her double on the hour atm.
#i LOVE writing pearl. LOVE it. but she's so ???#i think it's because stevie says every single thought she's ever had out loud#and then Pearl is SO particular#idk we're fighting atm it's FINE i'll get over it#anyway I learnt from my christmas break to actually set up a queue this time or I end up overwhelmed with drafts when I come back#look @ me. retaining information long enough to learn :)) i'm so proud
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s/o 2 my cousin for actually having my.back and lying to my.mom abt if im on anything. Real actual mvp thanks for that ily keep it up
#elias howls#moms asking if im on anything#girl i fucking tried 2 get you to be ok with me being on T I asked and offered to let tou go with me first appt to ask questions and you go#t all uppity and 'oh no no dont change your body :((( no thats scary for me and it makes me sad! no dont change the body I gave you!'#like. gosh. i wonder why I did it behind your back. thats a real thinker. might need a college professor or even a team of experts for this#like. damn! 7 times comimg out where you ignore the coming out part and seem real uncomfortable when I voice youre hurting me. i want to lo#ve you. i want you in my life but ypu makw it so fucking hard. like ive thought abt going low contact when I move out. thatd hurt you so m#uch and I dont wanna but what other choices do i have when you want to see the person whos dead? *im* here. look at me. see me. say my name#. Elias. It isn't hard#like ok w/e im losing all my family once I move out and im even more loud and proud and me itz fine it doesn't weigh me down at all haha#ive been thinking a lot recently. i dont think my memere will taks the news well. shes so fucking important to me. if I lose her in my life#? yeah. i don't know. but its probably gonna happen. andni havent prepared myself for it at all bc i want to believe she loves me for me bu#t. i don't know. im everyone's little girl. i can't be anything else. a blessing to my family. and im tainting her image by declaring mysel#f as something as unhoyl as a transsexual. what a curse. what a blight to the family.
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i love having my writing peer reviewed bc on the one hand i'll get people's genuine reactions which are cool to see and i'll also get cool suggestions from them that i wouldn't have otherwise thought of of on my own, and on the other hand i'll get the most batshit insane peer review letters ever seen by human eyes
#speak friend and enter#i wrote a piece for my fiction writing class and i was fairly proud of it i thought it turned out good#and most of the letters i got were very nice and gave me great feedback and cool suggestions#but this one person apparently did not enjoy it and proceeded to act like i was a kindergartner just discovering narrative structure#she deadass wrote 'did you try reading this story out loud? i think that would help because as it stands this story doesn't make sense.'#like. ma'am. not to be a jerk or anything but if literally everybody else in the class gets what i'm going for then maybe its a you problem#and full disclosure this was not an overly deep or complex piece. like it's a short story. there's no subtext it's just text#like if you didn't read it that's understandable but if you did then i genuinely dont understand why you dont understand ykwim#anywho 'sweetest peach on the whole damn tree and some people just don't like peaches' and whatnot but. come on
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ALSO JOE GOT THE GUITAR ALBUM OF HIS DREAMS I AM SO PROUD OF HIM
#half of my live reactions were just me screaming about the guitar lmaooo#I MEAN I AM PROUD OF ALL OF THEM OF COURSE#it was just so. so exciting to hear all of the incredibly fun guitar stuff that he had come up with#his solo in what a time to be alive nearly made me scream out loud at nearly 1am#faust talks
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tag drop.
#* i'ma shout it real loud and proud like / interactions#* i hit it bad with a brand new style / visage#* come and show me what you're all about / biography#* you can't blame me bring me in or try and tame me / aesthetic#* be makin them heads turn like woo / musings#* i'm the cause of everybody's concern / headcanon#* it's outrageous how this flavor got them shook like / ask#* show me how you gonna work work work work work it out / playlist
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maroon cannot be about a man hetlors are dumbasses i cannot stand them 😭
Look, you said it man not me 🤷🏻♀️
Have anyone of yall colored with a maroon pencil? It comes out purple.
Purple-red coming after gay haze is so fucking loud but the loudest thing she ever did was write welcome to new York and explain it away by saying "I'm just really happy the gays can get married" without ever denying she was gay in the process.
Just wow.
#kaleidoscope of LOUD heartbeats under coats ????? everybody here was someone else before??????#i know the song is happy but what a depressing lyric if u think about it#and you can want who you want girls and girls and boys and boys???????#girl what#she put proud bi on her instagram#she put 🌈me!🌈 out now on lesbian viz day#come on thats such a queer thing to do#ask and you shall receive#anon love#gaylor#maroon
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i also think, personally, that after so many times you need to recognize the pattern as it is and realize that person just does not respect you, or your time, or your energy, and is using you for their own selfish reasons. & that alone is disrespectful and not something you should allow yourself to go through. you need to respect and love yourself enough. esp to know when to let go of someone who is incapable of showing up for you in the ways you deserve. it’s hard, but moving on from people like this will allow your life to flourish in ways you didn’t even know existed. speaking from experience it’s a domino effect where suddenly everything is better, and falls into place how it should’ve been.
#i had a friend who would ghost me anytime i was going through something beautiful and happy#i’m not even exaggerating#every. single. time.#they then would come back with some bullshit excuse and it was always because some man wouldn’t answer her snapchat story or text her#i recognized the pattern of only talking to me if i was upset or going through something#and i think it made her genuinely feel better about herself- which is why she would disappear when i wasn’t miserable#like her#the final straw for me was when i told her how excited i was to be having a daughter#she ran to tumblr to turn it into a snark blog#and was posting about how devastated she was#and how depressed she was finding out ‘the worst news in the world!’#loud af online just to be ghosting me irl so i made the decision to never allow her back in because she was so custom to doing this#and frankly i am so proud of myself and haven’t looked back sense. i had the closure i needed then and there#i had a deep conversation with my girlfriends and they asked me if this was someone i would trust alone with my daughter to give advice#or be a good influence and when the answer was no#it was like ok… then why are you allowing her access to you? and this reaction is deplorable and speaks volumes on how she views you#and they were right
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#ima shout it real loud and proud like / interaction#i hit it bad with a brand new style / visage#come and show me what youre all about / biography#you cant blame me bring me in or try and tame me / aesthetic#be making them heads turn like woo / musings#im the cause of everybodys concern / headcanon#its outrageous how this flavor got them shook like / ask#show me how youre gonna work work work work work it out / playlist
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