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If I had to choose, I would probably pick Mission Marvel. That episode completely breaks the reality of PnF and serves no purpose other than to have a Marvel crossover. I feel like that's the reason most crossovers exist, but still, this one seems like the most pointless and least interesting to me.
"Phineas and Ferb Get Busted!" was the Most Pointless Episode of Phineas and Ferb
No. Really.
It's supposed to be a "what-if" situation to show why we shouldn't necessarily ROOT for Candace's endeavors, and yet Dan and Swampy have made it clear that Linda would NEVER actually do that to Phineas or Ferb. So there was literally no point in that episode existing because that "what-if" isn't even possible.
By all accounts, this episode should not exist and honestly just raises more questions than it answers. And I'm not just saying this because this episode rubs me the wrong way in general, the episode even has the whole thing take place in a dream, so even the creators knew this was a pointless story. And yeah, PnF is episodic, not all the episodes have a point, but they also feel like they BELONG within the series - but this one, I feel like we could've done well without. It exists purely to entice the curiosity of the fans and nothing else, and it doesn't even do it right because this isn't even a scenario that would realistically happen outside a dream within a dream.
Now you could argue that, perhaps, this is what CANDACE might've thought would happen if Phineas and Ferb got busted...but you'd be wrong! Because this dream was in PERRY'S dream! NOT Candace's! So it's not even introspection into Candace's psyche or her motivations or what her thought process was in all of this, the only noteworthy thing we get is Perry's fear of losing his owners, which you could've put in ANY OTHER EPISODE and it would've worked just as well - not to mention that it was a part of his character that we just ASSUMED he was already afraid of given it was part of his goal not to be discovered.
So in the end, this episode shouldn't have existed. I'm not saying that anyone is wrong for enjoying it, and perhaps that itself is enough to justify its existence, but it really shouldn't have existed.
#phineas and ferb#pnf#mission marvel#phineas and ferb mission marvel#twas a pointless episode in the show#no offense to anyone who really liked this episode#this is just my silly opinion after all#like I feel like this is the anti-SBTY of PnF#where I feel Summer Belongs to You is the most integral episode of PnF#the episode that perfectly encapsulates the feel of the show#mission Marvel is the complete opposite#it takes you out of the Dwampyverse#and puts you in the mcu#and it felt hastily thrown together#like the story felt like#everybody had different opinions of how they wanted it to go#plus i never liked Marvel all that much anyway#so maybe that's my personal bias
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A little promo with my little obsession on the side...........
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#klance#halloween au#im projecting on the internet my own impostor syndrome#i feel that im awful and should be learning how to draw instead of writing shitty fics#and when i want to write a post and share a little doodle or smth - 'sorry' is right between the lines and its so frustrating#like???? nobody probably cares#im either here or im not#and if i need to finish that little abomination of a fic then so be it you'd think people wouldnt mind too much#and would still want to listen to my captions and see whatever silly doodle however silly it is as long as its true#..............but what if its all redundant#what if i cant draw after i had to flip my entire routine upside down#and will forever chase a thrill of feeling like a prolific artist and it will be always out of reach now#what if people scroll past my art and feel nothing now#what if world is filled with people who kinda hate klance but stay out of reflex and not bc its their deeply routed source of comfort#what if i reached an artistic plateau and will never be good enough#what if this is the limit of my 'talent'#what if i will forever love the projects i want to share but will always hate the execution of it wanting to fix it fix it fix it learn mor#i keep reading the little notes i get on orders#some screenshots i saved#i find good words and opinions and love letters to art as a whole#and i feel insufficient#subpar#i drew a comic about it to an old poem and still havent finished it#there is a point of trying your best when it stops feeling like a challenge and feels like a failure#its the moment where you keep going of course#and yet#there are emotions im sure nobody shares on social media bc we just try to get through them#but who else will take it better than tumblr tags#either way if im less around its because im dealing with creational self-hatred and artistic ambitions#but on the other hand arent all artists like that? i ran out of tag space btw have an awesome weekend
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i think i have too many wip persona fanfics. just a hunch-
#rambearling#persona 4#p4#also the teddie sickfic's full doc name is ''teddie sickfic because i'm suffering''#(i was writing it while on my period and got a covid shot the week after-)#other than the two that already have chapters uploaded and also the genderfluid teddie oneshot#i don't think i'll end up finishing these honestly sflkdjfdskfjkslkjdf-#p4pu is an outlier and shouldn't be counted because it isn't really a fanfic it's complicated#it's why my bearestie submitted mitshu to the newsona ship opinion poll crackship round heehee :3#90% of the time my fanfic writing process is like. i get idea. i hyperfocus on idea for a few days. i lose motivation and stop writing it#i look at the google doc longingly but lack ideas fskldjfdsdkfsjfdkj-#that's what's happening with the arcana swap right now tbh i just also have intense brainworms for stuff later on-#i just wanna get to yu and yosuke joining the party............. once i get to that it's gonna be so silly#i have several snippets written and they're basically all after that point-#yu makes a mobile hotspot with izanagi so the investigation team can text in the tv world (2011 colorized)-#teddie takes a selfie to send to the investigation team group chat while in the middle of fighting the reaper (2011 colorized)-#<- i don't know if that one will actually fit anywhere in the chatfic and i'm beary disappointed by that fact#teddie probably liveblogs everything on tumblr
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never got so attached to a pathetic little real man like i did with Myeongkyun
#like i've been blocking left and right you get me#not because you hate my pathetic little man no but because it tells me you do not get the two sides of a problem#'i hate him he's the problem' maybe wait? maybe see the whole story? maybe don't assume all people SHOULD be in a way#like yeah he's such a bad communicator but if you DO look at the whole picture everything makes sense and ultimately#both him and youngjoon are just two very incompatible flawed people#and it's so easy to stick to the one you can relate to but i frankly do not want to see those opinions#anyWAY the moment he get's to finally sort through his feeling will be amazing#because i think he genuinely needs someone he can take example after at being themselves because at first he was all trying to be cold and#appear as a fuckboy idk but he is genuinely a huge puppy he is just a silly guy and i think having people around him that are like that and#show him understanding and PATIENCE and kindness is pushing him to realize he is like that and he can be like that and it is okay to#anyWAY#i really hope he and minseon work out they are the CUTEST#his man 3
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I'm probably far from the first person to say this, but you can't tell me that this song doesn't just scream Aventurine, c'mon.
#like. i don't even need to explain it do i. the lyrics are Right There they speak for themselves#aventurine#hsr aventurine#honkai star rail#hsr#Seven.txt#music stuff#panic! at the disco#p!atd#another song + character commentary post wow mayhaps i'll start making more of these but i fear people and their Opinions#but whatever. if i don't distract myself with a silly little tumblr post im gonna have a meltdown so. here. character commentary be upon ye#anyways listening to this and thinking of Aven gives me chills every single time i can't help it#as usual if u disagree feel free to keep that shit to yourself this is just my opinion let me have it in peace#Spotify#'oh but it's too Positive! he's actually miserable inside! he wouldn't embody this song that's just the mask he puts up!!!'#yeah ur right. and who said i wasn't talking about the mask#i'm not saying that this song embodies his truest self necessarily. but i think it does suit Some aspect of him#maybe the side that's trying to keep going. the side that picks him up off the floor and pushes himself out into the world day after day#forcing himself to find whatever scraps of hope he can hold onto. the song doesn't say '*Had* to have high hopes' for no reason#i dunno i'm just spitballin here. there's plenty of ways you can see Aven in this song. if u Want to#if you've never peeled urself off the bathroom floor and washed tears off your face while playing the most upbeat song you can find-#-to try and summon the motivation to keep going in spite of how u just spent 20mins wishing for it all to be over. well#well then u just can't understand my vision here
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emma and killian's love story deserved better writers, i mean you're gonna tell me that hook died like a HUNDRED TIMES in season five and then season six comes along and you never mention it? that's something that literally needs to get addressed again are you serious rn.
#that show could've been so good but they kept making incredibly stupid opinions#and then emma gets that vision of her dying and doesn't tell him which is honestly understandable#considering that he was dead like five days ago#but they never mention that it's just oh no she doesn't trust him enough#come oooon#what the fuck#and then when killian hides those stupid scissors and emma is all like i understand i would've done the same thing#WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY WOULD'VE#you already did the same thing#no consistency in writing whatsoever#and then that stupid drama about killian wanting to leave her instead of finally communicating about his past#and then emma just believes that he actually left and is not worried that something might have happened#maybe it wasn't the smartest decision to make killian be the one who killed her grandfather in the past#but it could've worked better and made sense if instead making it to a cheap drama because the views are low or whatever#you adressed the guilt he has about his past as villain that he cannot let go off especially after RISING FROM THE DEAD like oh my god#also you're gonna tell me that that skiny silly dude is supposed to be ZEUS#hilarious#anyways#fuck this season#their love story deserved better#ouat#captain swan
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Bestie I feel the same way like I was so upset that was with that person but now I’m so put off it’s crazy like I still love reading his characters like Steve rodgers , andy barber (sorry bestie I know how you feel about him) Ari and etc , like I feel like I fell in love with how his characters are written by all the fanfic writers that in my head I feel like he was like that in real life ( i hope this is making sense) then when I found out he was really creepy and icky in real life I felt like I just broke up with him if that makes sense , and when I see pictures of that person he’s with I feel weird like wow that’s kinda gross how they look together
I’m sorry for the vent i never told anyone this and I feel like this is a safe space to vent
I hope this is okay to vent I feel better now
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In case you wanna post a response I’ll be that emoji I hope that’s okay
I get how you feel. And I don’t get why people go SO FUCKING HARD defending him like?? If he isn’t some 40+ year old white millionaire actor dating someone half his age. But suddenly I’m not allowed to criticise that or him? Most of the time I do it in jest or in a funny way too but y’all act like it’s the end of the world.
Like I’m sick of feeling like I should be ashamed every time I post criticism. Atp if you don’t like it, I welcome you to unfollow me. I insist you unfollow me. Like I don’t let it consume my blog but I will post my opinions whenever I want and I’m sick of being anxious as shit over what people think bc I’m not saying anything wrong.
#here’s the truth: she looks SUPER young and it makes him look even older#this isn’t even ageist like please#if anyone is ageist it’s HIM and all the men of Hollywood for going after younger girls and never the ones their own age#I guess women have an expiry date huh#and so I’m not gonna sit there and simp for him like ‘omg he looks great!1!1’ he doesn’t#and ‘omg what a wonderful funny silly guy!1!’ he’s not#but you know what sometimes I WILL do that bc sometimes im in the mood to#and im certainly not gonna simp for her bc if it weren’t for him I wouldn’t even know she exists#BUT I DO NOT JUDGE PEOPLE WHO DO#fr y’all you do you#like i just scroll past it without making a big deal#but ONCE IN A WHILE I like to make my own opinion be known#on my own blog#jfc that’s all#😻anon#anon
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in my defense: i had fun drawing this
i know Nika is more mature than the other two but. shes still 15. of course she does dumb wacky shit sometimes!!
yeah shes pretty girly(not a bad thing!!!) but also she lives alone. so she can eat her cheap-ass hawaiian pizza any way she wants with no one to judge her for it
#this is my contribution to society.#my art#felix net i nika#fnin#shes a 15 year old with telekinesis. of course she would do this#i dont care if shes 'mature for her age' shes 15. shes allowed to be silly!!#i dont go to the fnin fandom but i heard they dont like her there#everyone is entitled to their own opinion and im not claiming to be objectively right here!!!#but shes so complex?? shes so intersting and good and kind and bucling under the weight of years of trauma and the stress of being#15 and having to fend for herself!!! yeah the fact in almost every book she gets a storyline about miraclously avoiding being put in an#orphanage gets a bit redundant after a while BUT its also beacuse yeah. that threat is always there. one mistake is all it would take#for her to lose her school and friends and her apartment#also the way kosik writes his female characters is sometimes.... weird?? or is that just me???#like the fact the narrator CONSTANTLY separates the trio's class into boys and girls when describing what theyre doing#and the way apparently its physically impossible for a girl to understand physics or how a car works#except if youre a ghost of a girl whose father was a engineer i guess#and how every boy(except maybe for gerald but hes. y'know. a dick) is incapable to understand complex 'girlish' emotions#*of understanding#I LOVE THESE BOOKS VERY MUCH but the portrayal of gender and gender roles gets a bit uncomfy for me sometimes......#maybe im just overreacting and overanalysing........#im just passionate about nika ok?#and AGAIN i really have no idea what the fandom is doing so maybe its not bad over there#but i like sitting here in the methaphorical mariana trench where someone checks in every few weeks and thats about it#feeding on the marine snow(i.e. the very off chance someone besides me posts something fnin here)#its great honestly
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they weren’t lying, that going outside, talking to people, going on a walk to get a little drink from the gas station really helps your mental health
#went to the writing thing!!! got a GOOD amount of work done did a Quick Sweep of my second act to edit more in depth later#and talked to some cool people about art and gender and disability and politics and stuff!!!!!!!#it's Nice being around people who aren't My People because i feel like i'm allowed to have opinions#ANYWAYS my bpd has been spiking because of [redacted] doing [redacted] and [redacted] and [redacted]#BUT i have evening plans of watching adventuring party and planning out more Long Term work <3#ALSO I BOUGHT MYSELF A NON-SAFE DRINK AND I LIKED IT#as in not one of my safe foods#i got a little strawberry yogurty drink thing and it was really nice!!!! AND it was only 90p!!!!!#and i walked home as the sun set and it was really nice even though i got lost because i was in a part of the city i'm not used to#BUT i managed to navigate all by myself (by following bus stops of the bus i got up to the place)#currently feeling very in my bejeweled era. feeling very i miss you but i miss sparkling!!!!!!!#i love discovering myself again after Trauma and Horrors. sadly this will probably all go away on saturday but we stay silly!!!1#i just feel more like a Person when i'm on my own or with people i'm not close to#ALSO I BOUGHT A BOOK TODAY#it was one of my favourite poets and i got to talk about him with the bookstore owners and it was so nice to have people Understand#AND I TALKED ABOUT WRITING PLAYS WITH A GUY WHO WAS ALSO WORKING ON HIS PLAY#we talked about being actor-writers and Bridging The Gap of the two mediums#he also recommended me some workshops i was going to sign up for anyway but it was nice of him :)#i LOVE being in queer and neurodivergent spaces!!!!!#i was very shy and socially anxious but i was able to approach people and have conversations the whole time!!!!#i did sit on my own to do my work but i preferred it that way :) i also needed so much table space for all my pages#ANYWAYS. rambling over. had a nice evening. this is my little journal entry :)
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i love. rose tyler SO MUCH
#my issue with rose is that i loved her so much that it unfairly tainted donna and martha for me#im currentlyyyyyyyy with amy and rory and i feel better about them but i just could not adjust after rose it was so bad#i liked martha mostly (altho to me it felt like they kinda. gave up on her character towards the end)#but i had like no attachment to her#donna too......... i think she is a good character and she has a good arc and i like her personality. but i dont LIKE HER.#which is so bad opinions of me but!!! all i could think while watching her seasons was YOURE NOT ROSE!!! I WANT ROSE!!#i do not like abandonment or replacement.... and dr who has lots of those....#but i do like dr who!!! thank u chaos for showing me the silly british show!!!
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Nier genuinely was and to a large extent still is one of my favorite characters but I do think part of my obsession used to be bc I was trying to now think of 6 as much bc at the time I had a crew member and friend who was really into shipping him with 7 to an unavoidable extent that I was uncomfortable with but there was technically nothing wrong with so I was being quiet abt it for the longest time that I think I built up an unhealthy resentment over
#Like to begin with I was never a fan of siete to start with and 6 was very much what you guys would call a babygirl nowadays to me lol#And when I don’t like a ship it’s usually like well whatever they’re not real and it’s not actually incest or whatever I can just look away#But no matter but many word I censored things always slipped through that eventually I unfollowed without saying anything (on Twitter)#Probably because of poor mental state from like 2018-2020 I also handled things were than usual#Like I know it’s a stupid game first of all. And second of all no relationship is established#But I can still remember the way I interpreted his backstory being as six was an orphan since a young age and 7 being the one to bring him#Into the eternals. I always figured 7 being noticably older and moreso a parent figure. Like he found this traumatized kid covered in blood#And decided to take him in and care for him bc as much as I don’t care for him bc of his personality I can still admit he’s a good guy ykno#It seems like a thing he’s do#So like I always imagined the whole killing spree happened when six was like 6-8 probably and 7 found him shortly after#7 being mid to late teens probably but not quite an adult yet when they happened#Like looking back this was all obviously just headcanon but back then I literally couldn’t see how people could interpret it differently#It was that whole fandom brainrot mindset that got into me I fear bc the disgust was in the pseudo inc/st despite them literally not being#Related#part of 6’s story is that he was raised by our (mc’s) father after he (dad) abandoned us and that didn’t make me think#Of mc and 6 as siblings either so there was some unseen hypocrisy in there too#And then long after this all blew over and is in the past now we got another event in the game where#A new character (momdad. I cannot remember their name after the first 3 letters “oro” sorry) keeps messing with time trying to ‘fix’ someth#<-vague story summary for spoiler reasons#But in this event momdad raises both the mc AND 6 so in this version of events they really would have been adopted siblings#Which would bc no different that biological sibling as far as I’m concerned when it comes to pairing characters#Which I’m of the firm opinion that you Should Not Do That. Lmao#Well anyways none of these timelines ended up working out iirc so it’s not “canon”#But the fact that in another timeline (which they’ve revisited different timelines with cow zodiac since then too) muddles the water ykno#All to say who fucking cares it’s a gacha game idk why I thought so deeply of it to begin with#I. I know why but well. Bigger issues#Which. No easy solutions to real life but a silly game is just that. A game. Don’t take it so seriously#I bet this all sounds silly and maybe a bit disjointed but it feels nice to tell and just let go of in a sense#Not being kept as a personal secret anymore no matter how dumb#Maybe reveal how my brain works a bit to anybody who even bothers to read all of this
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i think i need to take a break from rc fandom for a bit. here & reddit. i get so worked up and then so emotionally & mentally drained
#i wish i wasn’t affected so much by other people’s shit opinions/judgements but alas#i’m mentally ill and also autistic so i have too strong feelings about my hyperfixations - even a silly little game & fictional characters#it’s better after an update bc everyone’s busy playing and just happily posting content#but when it’s this time - a few weeks following an update all the way to the next one#is when i can’t stand it here lmao
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OKAY SO LIKE. for the heist scene for meeee its bad bc like. they gave dru wayyyy too many ways to fumble it. and not many r even in line w his characterisation up until that point
#heres my thoughts. on differetn SINGLE options to go with#if u want him to be bad at using the tech then explain WHY. this is his dads tech!!!! he grew up around it and was familiar enough with it#to show gru the entire secret lair and everything in it#imoooo this one is just silly like. unless dru is specifically shown to be terrible w all tech etc#but he knows the lair and he can drive WELL and the lair has... holograms in it even.#u cldddd explain it by saying he was never allowed to use it before and since freedonia is like. amish or smth hes not used to advanced tec#but likeee the suits r literally just a scroll wheel of options. its rlly not hard. i think this one is just stupiddd#if u want him to be CLUMSY then SHOW ITTTTTT. before the heist GRU is clumsier than him! like by far#you cld say that this is due to nerves bc hes not in his element. then By The Gods make that A THING#i like the interpretation that he goofs around bc he doesnt rlly grasp the actual danger. but even after he almost dies he still goofs arou#i think the best way to do it IN MY OPINION.#wld be to make his flaw as a villain just. nerves. he panics too easily#this is like. the only one set up earlier in the film. aside from maybeee not taking it sriously#when he steals thr lollipops and then gets so scared he forgets how to drive even#i wld maybe have him come along as part of the plan initially. and have him be okay up until theres some sort of threat#maybe once they first see bratt. idk#and thennn he just shuts down or starts fumbling. and gets them caught#idk how this wld affect their fight scene or the betrayal aspect but idgaf. just ramblingggg rlly.#btw im not trying to be like. 'rewriting dm3 cus the writers suck!' or whatver#im not a writer by anyyyy means i just. like trying to dismantle stuff i like and dont like and build around it#cus theres a lot of snippets in the film i RLLY like. its just they go nowhere or are actively contradicted
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cant believe i’m in a heated tense micro-argument with a teenager because she keeps saying she HATES shrek three cannot stand it but also by her own account has never seen it. she won’t say anything beyond “he hates being royal and hates being a dad big deal” and that it’s a poor quality movie. i accidentally started a whole thing because i mentioned if she wanted to watch shrek four then watching three made sense, at the very least if you’re going to shit on a movie you need to know what you’re talking about. we’re talking about shrek here though. what the fuck is happening
#tauto talks#it’s not even funny i fucking went downstairs to cry because shit was taking such a weird right turn#local child wants to watch shrek 4 and local adults living in the house keep trying to ask why she cannot stand the idea of watching#the third movie if she’s never seen it and then keeps talking about it like it is the worst movie ever#it became a whole thing her mom put the third one on and she would not pay attention and then it all got Worse#i wanted to make a point at least that you can’t really critique a media you haven’t seen surface level like this#but i keep feeling so fucking baffled at the fact this is all about shrek#because i genuinely like the shrek movies. all of them. like in order. and i think shrek 3 is underrated#gets overshadowed by shrek 2 being the best sequel in history and the first being The Classic and then shrek 4 being super cool#idk i got my feelings hurt because she joked about me needing to evaluate my work and i do Not understand why it was that serious#YOUVE NEVER SEEN IT#being mean to me “as a joke” over something you seem way too opinionated on for someone who has never seen it#what stupid youtube review bro got to you#communication error moment maybe i just can’t stop thinking about it because i hate conflict every time it happens ever#over SHREK of all things. christ#i hate it here#this post is cursed#i don’t know why it’s so serious to me (i guess it became serious when i was insulted but i’m genuinely trying to be like. normal and kind)#(she apologized but only after everyone had to be like. no girl that was rude. that was a low blow. why’d you make it that personal.)#i just think arthur is funny. he’s a silly guy. i think the story is nice and sweet and compelling and cheesy enough to enjoy#you can only like shrek 3 as an adult maybe#anyway yeah cursed post !!!!!
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the worst thing about a character having facets of their identity implied by canon but not actually confirmed is when you don't subscribe to those things for that particular character. but fandom will be fandom and call you homophobic or transphobic or any other type of phobic when you disagree. even though it is not a canon part of that character
#like. ok i have thoughts on this topic even if it *is* canon#i will absolutely not be elaborating on those thoughts bc this is tumblr after all. i may be a small blog but im not tempting fate#but when it's not canon????so what that it's heavily implied that tenko is a lesbian (example). idc. what if in my brain shes bi. or ace.#or even straight. or any other million things.#obviously dr is NOT a good example for this because those fans are a special type of silly goofy insane but you get my point#This Post Was Brought To You By im trying to find fic about one of my favoritest blorbos and am forced to confront the fact that my opinion#about them are not the majority opinion :pensive:#anyways. four followers of mine dont take this post serious. its not that deep im just making a problem way bigger than it should be.#and now im going to bed. good night i love you
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hii! it’s iluvloganhowlett i’m just on my other acc! could you do a logan fluff where logan has a soft spot for u and lit only u? like for a prompt, scott asks a question and logan answers with some “it’s none of your business” or is j flat out mean where as when you ask the same question minutes later he’s nicer and thorough with his answer.
and can u please make it logan x mutant!reader🥰🥰
Logan Howlett, underrated softie
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A/N: Hi @iluvloganhowlett!! I really appreciate your request and here it is! Enjoy, dear!!
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Winters in upstate New York were exceptionally known for their extreme coldness.
Which of course was no shock that a particular mansion at Westchester County was at -3 degrees celcius, almost reaching at 4 in your keen opinion.
Just being inside made you want to wear a thick full body coat today, wrapped with your favorite scarf and gloves. But you felt silly about that idea, seeing how everyone else was just casually surviving the day with good long sleeved tops. How lucky of them.
Though it was only 8pm, you had the senseless idea of wrapping yourself in your blanket, trying to fall asleep in your bedroom, desparately hoping to sleep through the coldest day of the week.
After a few tosses and turns, feeling the icy breeze sneak into your body, you just knew there was no hope in dozing off. Not with this kind of weather!
You groaned in defeat, sitting up to curse to yourself why you had to feel so, so, so frigid of all days today.
Maybe some instant hot chocolate by the kitchen would help you soothe yourself into sleeping soon.
So you got up, wore an oversized sweater over your thick long sleeved top, placed on your fuzzy slippers, and made your way out of your room to the kitchen.
There were still students around the mansion, either reading books with each other, watching the television by the living room, or playing some board games while having hot beverages and snacks. Hmmm, the smell of hot chocolate from some of them just made you realize that hot chocolate is always a good idea.
Meanwhile over at the kitchen, just a few minutes before you had arrived, Storm was in one of the seats in front of the counter, having her decaffinated coffee, mixing some sugar and some milk with it. Yup, she was one of those who enjoyed the taste of cofffe, even at night, so she has it decaffinated so it won't affect her sleep later.
Scott grabbed a bowl and a box of Lucky Charms cereal from the cupboards and made his way to the fridge, which was being leaned on by Logan, who was having a round of beer.
Scott stood in front of Logan with a serious look on his face, expecting Logan to move. But Logan, who wanted to mess with the man, just stared back at him, flashing a mischievous look. "You should take a picture, it'll last longer."
"Move, asshole," Scott sneered, "I need milk."
Logan continued drinking from his beer, still eyeing scott with the same mischievous look on his face, ignoring his command.
"Oh, Scott, I still have some!" Storm interrupted, saving Scott from possibly wanting to strike Logan, based on his tight grip on his bowl, and now slightly wrinked cereal box.
"Dick," Scott muttered under his breath, moving through Logan, who felt like he won another round of Logan v Scott. That small win was now done being celebrated when you finally arrived into the kitchen.
"Hey guys," you greeted your colleagues, getting some 'heys' from Storm and a slightly disgruntled Scott.
"Hey, doll," Logan recited gently, earning a dear smile from you. He watched you look around the cupboards, noticing your mystified expression as you wandered around each cupboard and cabinets.
You then moved to the fridge, "Sorry, could I just check something inside?" you asked Logan softly with your fingers skimming over each other.
Scott looked up from his meal, watching Logan expose a smile on his mouth, gently moving aside as you opened the fridge, watching you hmph in disappointment.
Scott made his own quiet hmph to himself, seeing Logan's patience with you, to which Storm smiled coyly seeing sparks fly around the tough Wolverine.
"Didn't find what you were looking for, darl?"
"Yeah, I think the kids got the last instant hot chocolate powders for themselves," you frowned lightly in disappointment. "It's okay though," admitting in defeat. You were starting to make your way out, looking at the doorframe, "I think I'll just-"
"Hold on there, bub," Logan's instruction brought you to a halt. You turned around to see a now quiet Logan, whose eyes were looking into, what he thought, were puppy eyes. "Instant powders are for kids," he continued, his eyes quickly scanning around the room as if he was about to make use of the information around him.
"How about I make you some real hot chocolate, huh?"
While Scott and Storm turned to each other, exchanging unsure looks, you let out a small laugh in disbelief, which determined Logan to actually pull it off.
"You?"
You didn't want to sound mean about it, I mean, anyone can make hot chocolate. It wasn't rocket science, or some gourmet dish, but never in your wildest dreams did you think that Logan Howlett, the man who only went to the kitchen to bring out his secret stash of beer, would make you hot chocolate?
But the way you asked didn't matter to Logan, as he got whole milk, chocolate, whipped cream, and heavy cream from the fridge, walked to another counter for powdered sugar, and expresso powder, which he directly got a teaspoon of from Storm's side to which she didn't say anything about, since she herself, was inclined to watch Logan act as if he was someone else she didn't know.
Logan was now whisking together his ingredients in a saucepan that you helped get.
"How long should these be over the heat?" you tip-toed, wanting to see over Logan's shoulder's as he was perfectly centered in front of the saucepan.
"Till you see small bubbles appear around the edges," he replied, looking over at you tip-toe, which he wanted to melt at just seeing.
He then stirred in chopped chocolate, waiting for it to melt, and carefully placing the sauce to low heat, stating to you that 'it's needed for the chocolate to melt completely.'
His little moment of domestic fluff with you and him in the kitchen was put to a pause when a voice from somewhere behind him got his unfortunate attention.
"Since when did you have time to learn all this?," Scott teased, receiving a nudge from the elbow from Storm who shook her head.
"Shut the hell up, prick," Logan said, not even facing a smirking Scott.
Logan then served the drinks in two mugs for him and for you, of course topping them with lots of whipped cream. More than excited to try Logan's hot chocolate, you immediately took a careful sip, tasting the intense, rich, and absolute heaven which had to be the most decadent hot chocolate ever.
"Oh my god," you said, closing your eyes with satisfaction, "It feels like I'm in one of those Parisian cafes, drinking the best hot chocolate there."
It was as if every sip made you forget about how cold and freezing you were just earlier, and seeing you look so content with the drink made Logan want to beam, but of course realized Scott and Storm were, annoyingly still around.
"Glad you like it, Y/N," he thanked, seeing you turn to face him with a curious look on your face.
"I do want to ask..." you hung back the question, "When did you have time to learn how to perfect this? I know you didn't just learn this overnight."
It was a genuine question because despite living since the 1800s or so, it was not exactly like Logan had free time to cook around or whip up hot chocolate, right? This man went through a lot in his life, and would he really just use his spare time investing in something like.. hot chocolate?
Logan looked down, with a humble and small smile on his face.
"My mother..," he first started, "When I was young and while my dad was out, she would make hot chocolate on cold days, or even any day for that matter."
There was so much value you had, appreciating the little yet deeply personal story behind your now, favorite drink. You knew Logan was never an open book with anyone. It was more of a shut and locked up book with the key below the bottom of the ocean for no one to pick up.
But the way he had just been with you tonight so far, was like, he was giving you the key for you, and literally you only.
"So you rememberd her exact recipe?" you inquired more, with a sparkle that Logan saw in your eyes.
"Nah, not exactly," he said, slightly timid with a grin, " 'course I adapted to today's ingredients like instant whipped cream, but it's something like what she made before."
"Do you think you could make some for me again tomorrow?" You genuinely requested, which made Logan more or less, want to fold and do as you say in a heartbeat.
But of course, he wanted to slightly play it cool. "Don't see why not," nodding in agreement.
"Good, I'm gonna bring this with me back to my room now," you announced, "Thanks so much, Logan, good night!"
You then smiled at Scott and Storm, waving them goodbye as you walked away from them, leaving them to smirk like children at Logan.
"That was cute." Storm said, bringing Logan back to his usual, serious look.
"I'd love to try some tomorrow too, Logan," Scott tried to fake his genuine statement at the same time trying not to burst a laughter out of him.
Without any words this time, Logan, holding his mug of hot chocolate in hand, passed Scott with one claw out from his other hand, slicing his cereal box in half.
"Asshole!" Scott yelled, now trying to pick up the pieces of cereal as Logan walked out of the kitchen took a sip from his mug, indulding in the fact that,
A. he made another successful hot chocolate in his life
B. he gets to make it again for you tomorrow
C. he hopes to make it for you for as long as winter's still there.
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