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im-smart-i-swear · 2 years ago

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in my defense: i had fun drawing this

i know Nika is more mature than the other two but. shes still 15. of course she does dumb wacky shit sometimes!!

yeah shes pretty girly(not a bad thing!!!) but also she lives alone. so she can eat her cheap-ass hawaiian pizza any way she wants with no one to judge her for it

#this is my contribution to society.#my art #felix net i nika #fnin #shes a 15 year old with telekinesis. of course she would do this #i dont care if shes 'mature for her age' shes 15. shes allowed to be silly!!#i dont go to the fnin fandom but i heard they dont like her there #everyone is entitled to their own opinion and im not claiming to be objectively right here!!!#but shes so complex?? shes so intersting and good and kind and bucling under the weight of years of trauma and the stress of being #15 and having to fend for herself!!! yeah the fact in almost every book she gets a storyline about miraclously avoiding being put in an #orphanage gets a bit redundant after a while BUT its also beacuse yeah. that threat is always there. one mistake is all it would take #for her to lose her school and friends and her apartment #also the way kosik writes his female characters is sometimes.... weird?? or is that just me???#like the fact the narrator CONSTANTLY separates the trio's class into boys and girls when describing what theyre doing #and the way apparently its physically impossible for a girl to understand physics or how a car works #except if youre a ghost of a girl whose father was a engineer i guess #and how every boy(except maybe for gerald but hes. y'know. a dick) is incapable to understand complex 'girlish' emotions #*of understanding #I LOVE THESE BOOKS VERY MUCH but the portrayal of gender and gender roles gets a bit uncomfy for me sometimes......#maybe im just overreacting and overanalysing........#im just passionate about nika ok?#and AGAIN i really have no idea what the fandom is doing so maybe its not bad over there #but i like sitting here in the methaphorical mariana trench where someone checks in every few weeks and thats about it #feeding on the marine snow(i.e. the very off chance someone besides me posts something fnin here)#its great honestly

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