#this is jarring for my brain actually....
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Greetings, Father! I just wanted to come by to say I've been reading some of your fics again and 🤌 as always, I am blown away by how good it is. Genuinely, reading them always refresh my mind in some ways (?) cuz it's interesting and the dynamic and flow you do is just so vast and yet so very you.
I do have a question and you're free to answer this ask privately or dm or not, I don't mind xD I am curious on your thought process whenever you write smutty fics, what are the things you fuss over? or what are some things you do to keep the vibes going. For me personally, I don't write a lot of spicy stuff but when I do it's hard for me to really capture the raw need and intimacy a lot of the time (not to mention I have this issue where I like writing the buildup and tension than the actual intercourse part LMAO)
Have a good day/night ahead! o7 I've got a few things I wanna draw from your posts so stay tune too hehe :3
Your tags are always amazing; I wake up and read them over my morning coffee and eggs. So good when other fans of the same skrunkly arseholes love your work about said skrunkly arseholes.
Also, your writing is bloody brilliant. Like, the thing you wrote for Nekro? Blew my brain out. It was gorgeous.
As for the smut...
I use personal experience and what I focus on. I find human bodies very fuckin' sexy, even the bits that other people might think are gross (or they might be embarrassed by). The bits they get coy/shy about me touching, the most intimate parts of them. Yeah those are what I want and they're going in my mouth. Admiring all their unique bits, their freckles, the pattern of their hair, the scars and the stretch marks, their curves and bumps. Arousal, for me, should be represented as similar to hunger; instinctual. Because that's how it processes for me.
If you like the build up, then focusing on the sweet relief of it, the dirty talk - "finally got what you need, baby? does that feel good?" - and how that intimacy of being inside someone (or having them inside you), feeling their heartbeat, listening to their little moans, feeling them tense up involuntarily and wiggle cause it feels so good, watching their bodies give or flex into your hands.
I say "you" here. I can't write x reader, but... ya get the idea.
Write one character like they're starving and tucking into a buffet, I guess?
I have varying levels of "hunger" on the dial. I don't tend to get as visceral in longer works because of the "flow" of the narrative. Like, 15k of narrative and then a sudden 7k of one character gobbing on another's dick would be funny and jarring, but, eh.
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post-TEG concept (warning TEG spoilers):
Lucy never knows what to do with the flowers Lockwood gives her so she just sticks them into the cracked parts of Skull.
He makes a lovely centerpiece on the Thinking Cloth.
#this visual has been in my brain for a while#lol I tried adding messages onto the actual cloth#I'm having so much fun with photoshop y'all#lucy carlyle#anthony lockwood#skull in the jar#lockwood and co fanart#lockwood and co#save lockwood and co#yveni art
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i know astrology is fake but i'm not too keen on how a lot of people on this website seem to be clowning on it as a hobby a bit too hard. i swear the woman who thinks it's neat how she and her friends with the same sun sign are all similar isn't trying to say that you are who you are born as and there is nothing you can do to change it. it's a hobby. an interest. what happened to finding meaning and joy in the small things. does it affect you if someone enjoys tarot reading or crystals. does it make you upset someone has interests that they enjoy.
#im not saying astrology/tarot/crystals/etc. get clowned on so much bc theyre hobbies mostly enjoyed by women But....#i saw a post about some astrology study and made the mistake of opening the notes on that bad boy#not fun. and that reminded me of that old post that was basically like ''liking astrology is transphobic''#anyways idk maybe its just that my bestie is very much a ''crystal girl'' but like. stuff like that are such neat hobbies#she makes some cute little jars with pretty rocks and they make her feel better bc if you believe in something you can make it happen#when it comes to small things#like yeah if you pick up a stone that's like ''this can help you be more open with your emotions'' and you are like ''oh hell yea!''#ofc that will be on your mind and the item will be a constant reminder and actually help you with your goals#and its like. ok what really stuck with me was when i was talking with my bff and i was like ''i think all this stuff is interesting but i#feel bad bc i am superstitious and believe in some signs like lucky numbers but i know that logically its just. if i pick a lucky number of#i pay extra attention to it but i want to believe its lucky but i know how human brains work in that aspect''#and she was just like. ''so? those things dont have to exclude each other'' and it clicked#if i have a little tigers eye with me it does not make me feel more grounded magically#but if i decide (or believe) it's grounding then it will b bc it's a reminder for me to calm down#and stuff#like. ah idk how to put my thoughts into words#but i just think its unfair that a few rotten apples have ruined the perception of fun hobbies for a lot#not every astrology enjoyer is trying to sell you mlm essential oils or genuinely believe peoples entire lives are dictated upon the stars#or something#idk i just feel like these things are v misunderstood even tho im not personally like super into them myself#but ppl super mean about that stuff arent invited to look at my medieval themed fortune telling cards#idkk im sleepy and cant articulate my points someone else say this but better#leevi talks#im just saying. i dont think its bioessentialism to decide to believe you personally have a season for growth when the stars are in a#certain position or whatever
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Giggling, Cackling even at the tags left on my MAWS gif post
That shirt is NOT approved by OSHA
#my adventures with superman#the brain dc#I genuinely really like this design for pre-accident Brain#it's the only one so far I've felt actually tried to capture his personality#he's flamboyant and dramatic naturally#and he still manages to be flamboyant and dramatic while also being a brain in a jar#so him dressing like a bit of a disaster makes perfect sense to me#I look at him and think “yeah that's a guy who if he became a brain in a jar would request the jar have a skull motif”
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Friendly reminder that if you don't like something just, scroll away or block the individual who posted it. No need to be snarky and mean spirited in the comments, being rude is just, no, don't. Also statements like 'I'm retracting my like', ok? You're not doing me a favor by leaving a like (also did someone force you to like the post in the first place? Why would you leave a like if you didn't like what you were seeing?).
Be kind, if you have something to say please do so but don't be a jerk about it.
Also use your brain.
Thank you.
#getting backlash for drawing that one jar meme/reference wasn't in my 2024 bingo card#I understand why that joke wasn't for everyone but chill#they be acting like I'm forcing them to see my post#also this 'pure/clean' internet culture is ruining the brains of people (especially younger ones)#real life isn't all black/white. we mostly exist in a grey area#use your critical thinking instead of spreading hate#there are also things on the internet actually worth your negative energy. again if you don't like something just leave ffs#not art#text#me complaining#like Jesus#critisism is acceptable but it has to be constructive
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i HATE you kamala harris i HATE you donald trump i HATE you liberals i HATE you republicans i HATE you america. god bless
#every time i see an american talking about voting democrat on here i lose brain cells#like do what you're going to do but please for the love of god you all sound fucking INSANE#like can you be mindful of the language and rhetoric you're using here. can you PLEASE have some common sense#facetimed an old friend of mine today (who is palestinian) and hearing her perspective on this#and then going on tumblr straight after and seeing american gays on here talking about voting blue#most jarring shit of my life.#you people have never spoken to an actual palestinian person in your life and oh My god. it shows#keeping this vague on purpose because people on here cannot read or think logically#and if you are one of the people this post is aimed at then i Definitely do not trust you to comprehend what i mean here#goodbye i'm going to jack off and write my human remains report suck it lads
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i want to put him in a jar and shake it then inhale him like coke and then cook him into a nice soup and then eat him
#im trying so hard not to be deranged about him rn#the brainrot is crazy#all i think about is this guy#its actually insane like my brain is fucking decompising#like if u cracked my skull open a figure of him would pop out along with cobwebs#whatever#karl heisenberg#ngl if i ever had a figure of him id put him in the jar
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The brainworms are winning, clearly (Patreon)
#Doodles#Osmosis Jones#Ozzy#Drix#Thrax#As if it wasn't bad enough when it was just Doran oh no - I knew I'd want a separate tag for this in earnest at some point ahhhh#Damned#Alright sure lol good enough - I'll go back and edit the tag in a bit#I just can't help it wahh the Institute is such a fun and interesting setting it scratches my brain in Such a way#It's been really fun poking around to see who's there but there are some who I'm like ''Why wasn't [x] there? :0''#Some make sense lol like characters that didn't exist/come into the cultural vogue until after the game started or ended#Totally understand that - and it's still really fun to speculate how they'd react! Very enjoyable!#But others - like the above - I'm just like But they existed before the game and are such fun characters! Why!#Neverminding that Osmosis Jones was yet another box office flop in an impressive lineup of likewise siblings oof lol#It'd be such a good movie......if only (lol) Like I love it! But yeah it's still pretty rough haha#Gosh if the animated sections aren't beautiful tho hh <3#The show's even rougher - like why choose a nearly PG-13 movie to turn into a Y-10 (at the Most) cartoon? The tone shift is so jarring lol#So yeah! Why weren't these characters a more popular draw five years later! That's practically still pop culture! Lolol#No I'm well aware I'm probably The entire pool of people interested in this crossover but hey - I offer >:3c#Obviously I had to have Ozzy judging me for subjecting him to the Institute - this is what you get for being a fave Oz <3#Thrax is All over him (a criminal) and Ozzy (a cop) being equalized in the same prison uniform lol - I mean yes but actually no#It's an escape game of course he wants out#I have way too much fun making ''real person'' profiles wagh I've already made a bunch of backstory stuff helpppp#The names are pulled around from the various voice actors/real names based on character names which was Quite fun#And of course Oz had to get punched :) That meme's not completely dead yet is it lol#But really it was just fun posing ahhh I'm really rather pleased with it <3 Excited to scene-stitch that one together too#Drix fussing over Oz is my favourite ahhhh yesss <3 <3#Can you tell that hunched-over Thrax was my first pass? Here's a hint - he doesn't have a burned finger there!#I wrote up his profile after that one and forgot to add it afterwards haha but yeah! Just barely touched on in-fic so far lol#And then him in his proper clothes.... Look all I'm saying is that I was uniquely primed in my media diet to enjoy Vargas lol
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wait, what are sandstorm cole and morro doing in sons of garmadon?
Morro and Cole show up after the conclusion of Hands of Time, find out Wu is missing, and agree to help search. It gets frustrating, though, with the complete lack of leads, and so they end up reconvening with the ninja in time for Sons of Garmadon (the season not the gang) to kick off. Still trying to work out how Cole gets dragged onto the infiltration mission, but he does, because a) Morro reacting to Rocky Dangerbuff and b) Cole finding Baby Wu. Yes.
The season continues to progress as in canon, but with the addition of Morro, and oh if it isn't a gutpunch for him when they piece together that the rapidly-aging baby-now-a-toddler is Wu. He is... not as equipped to deal with this as when they still thought it was a random baby Cole was cooing over.
Things are not going to get better for Morro, either, because when the Bounty gets crushed by the Colossus? He's not on it. He's not on it, and Cole is, so while Cole is sent to the first realm with Jay Zane Kai and Wu Morro thinks Cole is dead. And also now Morro kind of has to work with Lloyd and can't just tear off and go be a vagabond instead, no, he's invested now.
So yeah. Hunted's gonna be pretty fun for the Spiritshipping AU.
#ask zaz#spiritshipping au#morro wu#cole ninjago#baby wu#fr tho i couldn't NOT have cole finding baby wu and deciding ''yes this is my child now''#it's too sweet/funny/makes my brain go brrrr to not include it#and also like. morro looking at baby wu. staring this toddler down. it's incredibly awkward#on the one hand.. his mentor/father is back! on the other... this is a lot less funny actually#and and and!! though morro has by this point kind of worked things out with wu (kind of). he has been very overtly avoiding lloyd entirely#and if cole hadn't been on the bounty when it got crushed he probably would've just fucked off/needed to be convinced to stick around#and help the resistance#but since cole was on the bounty... oh boy.#i'm putting lloyd and morro in the resistance together and shaking the jar >:]]]
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neurotypicals are so weird. like yeah im sorry that our voices and the scraping of cutlery are physically painful to you but unfortunately its rude to wear headphones at the table :/ yeah i know you can still hear us but it looks like you cant which is rude. its like you're blocking us out. why are you still pressing the issue. why are you being so difficult just take the headphones off before i take them off for you. why cant you just exhibit basic human decency. what do you mean im being ableist.
actually i said neurotypicals bc this post is specifically about spd/autism (both neurological disabilities) but ive never met a single disabled person who insisted i remove a sensory aid out of this all-important need for good manners. its too loud and it hurts. my pain is more important than these ridiculous, made-up social rules. stop clutching your pearls when an autistic person wears headphones to dinner. you're being rude to us.
#there are loads of examples of this#for pretty much any disability too#but this is the example that just happened#so its what im talking about#other people are welcome to add their own experiences if they want#i say like i have more than 8 followers lol#autism#actually autistic#spd#sensory processing disorder#audio hypersensitivity#tw ableism#ableism#disabled#disability#sensory aids#hot take but me not having a meltdown is a slightly higher priority than you seeing visual proof that im listening to you#especially when i already told you i was#okay maybe im a little pissy rn#probably because my brain's still jarring#people with other disabilities are welcome to add to this btw!
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the way my stress about colleges and my future goes away whenever i write valgrace should be studied actually (i’m dying and on my deathbed i actually hate this so bad)
powering through it I GUESS
#send help#i’ve spent like all week researching actually and my brain explodes every time#i was also reading up on so many things and i almost cried ngl#well that’s a bit dramatic#i slammed my laptop closed and flipped onto my bed is what i did#i’ve also been struggling with writing some things aka this big pjo fic project i’ve been on for two months#which might be writer’s block stemming from said stress but it’s ok#i’m living on sleep#coffee#tears and a dream#i just wanna write silly little fanfics about silly little characters is that too much to ask for#apparently#mazzy’s thought jar
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Gael García Bernal in Mammoth (2009, dir. Lukas Moodysson)
(these gifs also feature Run Srinikornchot and Michelle Williams)
Gifs are all 540px wide so you can click to see larger.
[other gael filmography gifsets]
#gael garcía bernal#mammoth 2009#ggb filmography gifs#gael garcia bernal#mammoth#i was worried about the reviews but this isn't terrible#to begin with every single shot looks beautiful#and the acting is top-notch from everyone#BUT it's just... gael referred to it in an interview as a very passive film and i think that's right#message seems to be that global capitalism doesn't make anyone actually happy even the people who benefit financially#which is fair enough but then it kind of stops there#final conclusion from closing scene seems to be that nothing at all is going to change#btw it references myspace and blackberries and both times my brain jarred and went “wow yes it's still 2009 in the world of this film”
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>wakes up and sees that it's completely dark out
>"oh man. i hope it's like. 5 am. so that i know i slept enough and i could fall asleep at a normal hour tonight. 2 am would be unfortunate but i'll survive. as long as it's not around midnight i'm fine
>checks clock
>00:27
#:(#smth that i don't recall ever happening to me just happened#my brain played an actual tune like an alarm clock. to wake me up. while i was asleep#like i heard a specific tune it's still stuck in my head rn. i don't recall ever hearing it before either#i was mid-dream so it was also as jarring as a regular alarm. like i feel extra tired bc of it like i do waking up with an alarm#i was annoyed in my dream idk maybe it was enough to wake me up#or the jokd myth of 'you can't fall asleep bc someone is thinking about you' is true#because when i woke up i replied to a message from my bestie from earlier. and he said they were literally just talking abt me on discord#this is so funny. and weird.#and i'm tired but at least less annoyed
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Just tried to read a post on my dash that I did not immediately realize was about Disco Elysium that kept mentioning some strange concepts called "Kim" and "Harry" I couldn't understand for some reason & the thing my brain did to try to comprehend the words it was reading and make sense of them for me, was to BEAM (literal) two separate images of Kim Il-Sung and Harry Styles into my vision, which did not help me understand the post at all.
#txt#I wish I had a pc to recreate in powerpoint bc words don't do justice to the way the images actually appeared#it was like the opposite of a fade-out where there was a bright flash of light#that trickled downwards to slowly reveal two side by side regular Wikipedia images of them on a plain white background#and I was just so baffled in response and went “????????????” even after the fucking. vision(?) cleared bc what?#so then I read the whole post with only that as my context until I got to the end & realized it was about a game I'm familiar with#I don't know why my brain does this. It like scrambles to quell confusion & reaches into some unknown cortex to give me the least helpful#things in as JARRING a way as possible ALL THE TIME completely unprompted#I always feel like my brain is just a completely separate animal from me & that animal is a very stupid goblin#just handing me random useless objects while I'm understandably like “how the hell does THIS help me.”#like if that little mickey mouse clubhouse creature was brain shaped & terrible at it's job
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for letting him talk about all his trinkets theyve gifted you one of em :) @brosif40
#it hopes you like it :)c#gift gotten! little sun and moon pin#plus you get crown privileges B)#big crown for such a cool fella#ALSO THANK YOU FOR THE ART WAAA#REVERSE UNO CARD#GET ART-ED BACK#i hope i got your sona right 👉👈#sheep scribbles#also glad we all have that in common#all of us 🤝 crow brain#most of the trinkets in the jar is stuff i have on my desk actually!#and the pin is inspired by a pin i have :)
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made an accidental glee reference today. um. call that an aural explosion. basically something not fun happened at work
#actually pretty sure theyre aural intensity#but i. well. we. well. so. i was leading some new hires and messing with a new mixer and got so desperate#cause this fucking podium mic was just not giving Anything and then we were like Aha cause this kid had an Aha moment#pressed the button. loudest fucking feedback of my life. disrupted event in the other room#bosses came running i felt so ashamed and it wasnt even all my fault weve been there before but like#u dont get how jarring this sound was. my brain turned off. there was nothing but coping with it until the kid was like#hold the button down!!! and i was like slay yeah. um. it was bad#im really really good at my job btw like i know what im doing#thing is i love when im doing well with my job it's so satisfactory tbh i like setting up events#but when rough things happen. ugh#abby talks
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