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leedongsik · 2 years ago

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“Are you happy now?”

#Dogi and Goeun making each other smile!!#they are so precious to me you don't understand #I waited 2 years #taxi driver 2 #this is going to be my personality for the next 8 weeks #sbs taxi driver 2 #goeun x doki #goeun x dogi

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faaun · 4 months ago

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we sang in the aeroplane over the sea tgth ☆

#27% circle line with a lovely friend of mine rail tracks screeching etc etc u know the usual. im just gonna write down memories #a few weeks ago my friend read thus spoke zarathustra by the fire to the music she was dancing it was her silhouette #against the flashlight lit up gold and royal blues and tiger's silk i tried not to fall in love with her. in bordeaux we searched #for pomegranates he sent her 300 quid by the beach she cut it open with a knife her hand covered in red we each had a taste of her work #sweet red wet the sweetest grit. too barely clothed to go into the cliffside church they painted my eyes we painted hers #8 shots of gin she screamed joyfully IT'S ALIVE! at the book she said become the child i said i feel like a monster she said i was insane #i tried to believe her. fortified wine and later a red pen crossword defiled by humidity her hair in my hands two king sized beds #pushed next to each other she took her top off she told us to watch her arms raised up the musculature on her back was precise cut from #marble we saw oceans we saw the birds take cold baths the midnight sun over a wasp-infested pool our chemicals in their bodies #gold flakes dark skin gold cross shoulders against mine drawing some form of each other on the train i didn't hesitate #to say her eyes were beautiful over and over monks at the soapshop with titanium credit cards i loved you like i loved no other #he tied his hair up and walked us into the river he held a bullet between his lips i never held his hand he said what an honour #you own too much capital your mother thinks i'm a natural i realised i haven't told my mother i loved her in years she's always been mother #never mom i'll watch you watch seaweeds this is terminal akrasia i'll feel your fingers smear perfume on my lips your girlfriend grins #bite into the straw take the shot hold my hand get it all wrong draw in the sand kiss him right stab through leather shower in chlorine #you're the determinable vicissitude is all yours we won the Game AND the Battle AND the War i'm proud of you like crazy we feed each other #saffron cliffside lovers well-fallen brothers fat cats blue windows southwest sun ALife SynBio design aXAA grow us a city in silico #we've grown to the ends of glee fire-jumper ocean-eater sure-footed lists on lists hands on eyelids не устану искать тебя #...anyway ive put my face on this blog b4 but hiii again #feel free to rb btw the rants r not personal

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cupiidzbow · 5 months ago

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im doing something different for commissions this coming time

#i have to cleanup/line/color/ the last of the work I have to do #and then im gonna take a break for a week or two #for the next batch it’s gonna be different I’ve decided #im probably going to make them ko-fi 6 or 8 slots first come first serve #im gonna raise my prices too. im sorry if this an inconvenience #im not going to get too personal but there like rough changes happening in my life and i feel very physically sick rn #i feel very ill and im feeling so intensely ever since being off my meds. I don’t want to make it anyone’s problem #im SO greatful to the people who want art from me. and im so greatful for the commissions i get.#I think I worked myself to the point of misery . im feeing the physical effects of it #im just physically exhausted and I don’t want to burn myself out #I can barely respond to people and I don’t want to have others deal with it #I have no other ways of getting money so I physically depend on these #I don’t want to feel like im only good for making art . i don’t want to make it seem like im lazy when im working everyday #hopefully I finish the rest of my work in the coming week. I appreciate everyone whose supported me and my art #and im sorry for being a bit of a downer. I’ll get back to regular posting 🧡#txt

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beaversatemygrandma · 4 months ago

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Interview. Interview. Oh Another interview. Interview. Interview. Guess what's next? An interview that a manager is like "Today at 2pm sound good?" which I took bc yeah, it was good...

I'm tired.

Now will ANY OF THEM ACTUALLY Call Me Back???

#taks speaks #literally woke up to an email from a place that interviewed me two days ago saying i wasn't selected for an interview #like??? What???#YOU JUST INTERVIEWED ME #there's one of them that i'm hoping for bc it has the lovely 8-5 hours. not per shift. just being open #and it's a tourist trap #that has good health benefits and gets me into other tourist traps around town For Free +3 guests max #like hello. dad can visit. bring both sisters. we're going touristing #and sea world at 50% off which is pretty damn cool #i'm gonna start harassing them daily on the phone as of wednesday #if that gas station food prep job doesn't get back #which pays a touch more with a 10% discount on GAS #BUT they're the ones who sent that weird email this morning saying i didn't make it to the interview stage which um #why? what? you talked to me twice?#I'm QUALIFIED? It's the same damn job i previously had but for a gas station. i mean come on #ugh. my lowest quality options are part time at a busier and more annoying tourist trap #or *sighs* dominos.#at least dominos gets good tips tho #everyday for like. the last week has been interviews #except yesterday which tbh i slept most of it #i need a fuckin job dude. come on #i have also created a list of managers i would rather be interviewed by #at the bottom of the list is intimidating older woman. next is slightly younger than that woman who thinks i don't look local enough #somewhere in the middle is that really chill old lady who gave me advice about chafing in the heat. great lady #and top is black man in his 20s. very chill. easy to talk to. i've been interviewed by two and the first one was younger than me #and i intimidated him. bc i knew more about interviewing laws than he did. whoops. missed out on the job but he was nice #today's though? KNEW HIS SHIT. Perfect manager. I'd want to work for him. Chill. easy to talk to and understood the laws well #...just realized the bar is that low. wow.#sadly he's the dominos guy and that job is second to last on my preferred list #i have most definitely noticed that the person interviewing you sets the daily tone for the job

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b-blushes · 15 days ago

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i will be honest. not feeling so good today.

group feeble weeping in 2 seconds then we get on with the day (resting and caring for ourselves as best we can) <3

#at the stage where i'm like too scrambled to make any decisions which sucks bc i need to make a decision about TOMORROW #Literally truly not even that unwell i am just exhausted and slightly sniffly. i just am too wiped to do any housework and i am coming up #on 8 days of catsitting which is so chill except for the cat allergy and the disabilities. and the ever-growing behind on housework #plus day out the weekend after AND gotta make more of my batch meals and then the next week i'm going to a new hospital #2 hours away with both my parents to meet a new specialist and basically i am just feeling VERY OVERWHELMED. and a bit not well #I am needing a someone to map everything out for me and make a decision on whether i should cancel my appt tomorrow and when i #could rebook it if that's the case and that person has gotta be ME. ALL THE TIME WHADDA HELL #but we stay silly

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whoblewboobear · 4 months ago

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I know I’m hanging around the office late but why the hell is everyone else hanging around the office late today?? This is an building full of people that leave early what’s going on 👀

#there’s a mandatory meeting tomorrow morning is what’s going on but it’s still WEIRD #I’m used to it being dead silent these last couple of weeks lmao #I’m only doing an extra 30 today and now I’ve officially made up the time for being off two Fridays ago #feels insane that it took 2 weeks to make up 8 hours but at least next paycheck will be stacked #my boss didn’t make the adjustment for this weeks so it’s short 🤧 still copping an intrepid heroes hoodie #personal #my stinky job

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liebelesbe · 4 months ago

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got a first endocrinologist appointmenttttt

#for my long covid btw.#the hospital called about an appointment where they're going to take my blood and they can only do that between 8 and 9am for some reason??#so now i have to get up at fucking. 7am next week and hope i won't crash.#doddie redet #also i told the person on the phone tgat um i can't get there alone i can't just make a random appointment #my mother has to drive me so she needs to be able to drive me that day #so tge person on the phonr was like 'so how are we supposed to make an appointment then??' super pissed off #like. girl. has this never happened before? don't people come to you when they feel bad??#whatever. managed to make an appointment anyways. whatever.#(also my mom looked it up and apparently there's multiple ways to get what they want? that aren't 'take blood at 8am'? fucked up)

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lanshappycorner · 1 year ago

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#little ramble but today i visited my friend who just got out of the hospital <3 she was in critical care #its been like that for abt 3 weeks now and like it was bad to the point where her dying was a very real possibility #anyways shes better now although shes still in the recovery process but my other friends and i decided to visit her #and we all wrote her letters and compiled it into a book for her to read #and my friend group consists of like 8 ppl excluding her and we all have very distinct personalities so #the book of letters was a whole roller coaster😭 one of my friends was all poetic and she was talking and heaven and earth or whatever #and the next page is mine and its like hey man im so glad ur not pregnant bc i thought u were when u told me u were in the hospital #and theres also the last pg where the letter was so long we couldnt fit it into a pg so we just shoved a whole separate envelope in there💀#the personalities really show 😭 i hope she has a fun time reading those #shes going to have a Time reading it but at least she knows shes loved!!💖💖#delete later

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slowparts · 5 months ago

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job making me feel like highkey insane today. i am biting and gnashing through the bars of my prison. i don’t care that im making money let me outttt

#i’m so exhausted and drained by any people interaction rn #gabriel finally got a diagnosis and it’s. well it’s not good #hodgkin’s lymphoma #he’ll need 6 months of chemo #i’m just barely in touch with reality #like my emergency functional mode is turned on but after necessary things are over i’m just. on that phone #no thoughts #in a bad way #and i know it’s my cptsd + general stress of this stressful life event #but it does not make it much easier to be dissociating constantly #sense of self? gone #like literally i know who n where i am and what’s happening. but the numbness is insane.#my therapist is on vacation until next week #so. 8 days til i can hopefully crack like an egg on her couch and get some of this processing Going #i’ve also got an eye appt next week so new glasses soon… that’ll be exciting #i miss all my friends so much #personal log #kind of a vent

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paverics · 6 months ago

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i love it when families have specific little oddities. like you can’t even mention malta to my mother without her threatening to kneecap you. because we had a bad holiday experience there. once. 19 year ago. and she has refused to ever set foot in the country or hear its name ever again

#i had a friend whose father pretty much moved out there and she says it’s great #and I was like yeah I’m sure but we’ve been forbidden from ever going there ever again #the bad experience was. 1) the hotel we were supposed to stay at hadn’t been built yet but nobody told us #so we got off the bus and it was literally a building site #so they put us in a different hotel which was super dirty #and it was like a massive party area so the whole town were up until like 5am blasting music and throwing things across balconies #but we were supposed to be on a family holiday #like it was my parents and their 2 kids who were under 16 #and she cried for like a week #personally I don’t recall any of it #i do remember a cockroach and toilet paper being thrown from the balcony #but aside from that I literally have no memory of this holiday at all #i was like 8 years old. I’m 27 next week. I’ve never been to malta before or since #i do kinda wanna go though because there’s no way it’s bad #but instead of my mum being normal and saying it was a bad experience #we’re banned from the whole country now

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usertoxicyaoi · 1 year ago

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god they really are So Pretty huh ..........

#FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! FRIDAAAAYYY!!!!#idc if im the only one on here watching this hot mess bc it IS going to be a hot mess i am UNAPOLOGETIC.#if youve seen the pornographer you'll get what i define as Hot Mess.#this is more or less JUST that.#anyway you will see me on here for the next 8 weeks BANG ON about this show YALL HAVE BEEN WARNED.#the chemistry is going to be chemistrying SO HARD man.#my personal weatherman #faiza talks

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daforged · 8 months ago

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there’s a lot of things im not enjoying about my life right now but i think the worst one is that i don’t have anything to talk about other than how miserable and tired and unmotivated i am