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alternate: What would your OC's alternate universe look be? If they're a fantasy character, what's their modern look? If they're sci-fi, what's their fantasy look? What AU would you want to see your OC in, and how would they dress themself? Bonus: Prompt an AU! (Really expecting an Exalted answer here...)
Okay, goddammit. I'll do it. I'll do the damn thing.
So here's the issue, right: I love Exalted. I really, really love Exalted. Some of my best friendships have been made across a table where we played that game. A lot of the ones that weren't made by Exalted were made better by Exalted. Aside from a few breaks here and there, the game's been a big part of my life ever since it came out in 2001. I'm running an Exalted game right now, and I'll be running more soon.
So of course I've spent a lot of time figuring out where Evander could fit into all of that. Hell, I've done that across multiple editions, at this point. I'm going to stop myself short of doing an entire Exalted-focused rewrite of his character history, but trust me, that doesn't mean I haven't thought about it.
(Okay, okay... Fine. tl;dr: Replace Limsa Lominsa with Wu-Jian, you should probably replace Ishgard with a Northern satrapy to the Scarlet Empire, but I'm gonna swap it with Whitewall because I love Whitewall, then replace Ul'dah with Chiaroscuro... again, mostly because I love Chiaroscuro. If none of that makes sense, feel free to ask me about it and I will give entirely too much context. I will give so much context that you will hate me.)
Anyway... The quickest question to ask and answer regarding an Exalted AU Evander is "What kind of Exalted is he, anyway?"
Okay, quickest isn't the right word, or we wouldn't be here. But it's the question that people would ask if we were actually talking about it, so it's the question we're going to answer. There's... There's a lot of places to go with this. Depending on which edition you're going with and how you want to slice things up, there's like... anywhere from 5 to 10 different playable kinds of Exalted, and even then, you can break some of those down into like... subgroups and stuff. My point here is... I'm going to exercise some restraint and not go into each one.
I'm going to do three and whittle it down to one.
So, maybe the most obvious option would be to say he's a Solar Exalted. Solars are the chosen of the Unconquered Sun, the King of Heaven, the god of virtue and excellence. His chosen are champions and exemplars among humanity, and their legendary deeds are backed up by ambition and limitless potential. They're just fucking good at stuff. Given how much Evander likes to design and tinker with shit, and how much he loves just knowing stuff, it'd be tempting to go a bit against type and call him a Twilight Caste, the Solars who are chosen to be sages and scholars among their peers... But nah, he's an obvious Night Caste. Night Caste Solars are the shadowy left hand of the Unconquered Sun, acting decisively from the shadows. They're your superspies, superthieves and superassassins... And if we wanted to take the easy route, your SuperEvanders.
The Solar Exalted are my favorites, but I think it might be more fun to imagine him as one of the Dragon-Blooded, whose family lines have been chosen by the Elemental Dragons to wield their elemental gifts. They differ from Celestial Exalted (like the Solars, and another type that we'll get into soon) in that their power is not passed down through reincarnation, but through bloodlines and dynasties. Individually, the average Dragon-Blooded will be less powerful than your average Celestial Exalted (if either could be said to exist), but they're way more numerous. Exalted traditionally recognizes five elements within the setting of Creation: Air, Earth, Fire, Water and Wood. It wouldn't be a stretch to make him out to be an idealistic, innovative Air Aspect, a quick-witted and passionate Fire Aspect, or a hedonistic, thrill-seeking Wood Aspect, but I don't think any of those are a perfect fit. Personally, I think if we're making a Dragon-Blooded Evander, he works best as a Water Aspect: Like water, capable of calm stillness, or relentless, torrential waves; able to adapt to any circumstances, able to find weaknesses in the tiniest gaps.
Solars and Dragon-Blooded are both pretty easy, though. Lets get a little weird. We're not going to go full weird; like, we're not making him a communist war robot hero who will eventually become a city, and we're not making him a weird hero-from-another-world-that-doesn't-exist-because-his-strand-of-destiny-was-cut-from-the-loom-of-fate, heck, we won't even make him a spite-and-fury-powered punk rock prince of Hell. We're only gonna go, like, half-weird in Exalted terms.
We're gonna make him a Sidereal Exalted.
The Sidereal Exalted are chosen by one of the five Maidens of Fate: Mercury (The Maiden of Journeys), Venus (The Maiden of Serenity), Mars (The Maiden of Battles), Jupiter (The Maiden of Secrets) and Saturn (The Maiden of Endings). The Sidereal Exalted operate out of the heavenly city of Yu-Shan, where they work as a part of the Bureau of Destiny, a division within the Celestial Bureaucracy tasked with making sure that the destinies planned by Heaven come to pass to ensure safety and stability for all who dwell within Creation.
It's like the 36th Chamber of Shaolin meets the Adjustment Bureau. It's like Journey to the West meets Office Space.
It's amazing.
And it feels like a weird fit for Evander! As far as FFXIV characters go, he's pretty down-to-earth. He's not a god-killer; hell, he's barely a people killer! He doesn't channel the vast power of Hydaelyn, he doesn't roam other reflections; he's... he's just a little guy, who mostly gets in trouble and cares way too much about stuff while trying to pretend he doesn't. He's defined more by his connections to the people and the world around him (and his desire for those connections) than he is anything else, which is why he's the perfect candidate to be a Chosen of Serenity.
Also, I apparently love making him miserable, which is why he's the absolute perfect candidate for Sidereal Exaltation, because... well, the Sidereals are kinda fucked as far as that whole connection thing goes. The Sidereal Exalted are subject to arcane fate, a curse which dooms them to be forgotten by most, as it conspires to erase memories and records of the Sidereals alike. Sure, other Sidereals, many gods, and the occasional other Exalt (or rare exceptionally tricky mortal) might remember you, but the rank and file? Nah, you'll be forever forgotten. Trying to forge those connections that are oh-so-important to him would be like swimming upstream against the current of inevitable loneliness.
Venus, the Maiden of Serenity, oversees relationships of all kinds... And it's worth pointing out that societies, in this case, are kinda just like really, really big relationships, aren't they? Venus' chosen are entrusted with making sure that things under her eye unfold according to Heaven's will. They struggle to bring joy, peace, prosperity and (of course) serenity to a world drowning in chaos.
...
So, I was originally going to actually fill out a character sheet and out that here, but then I looked and realized that it's almost 4 AM, and, like... I have to work in the morning and then actually run some Exalted in the evening, so... I'm gonna pass on that, actually.
For now.
But, uh, yeah. So, Exalted AU: Evander's a Chosen of Serenity, I guess.
Ask me stuff! oc asks: character design edition
(If anyone ever wants to talk Exalted, omg please please, I'm right here, I'll do it. I love this shit)
#Thanks for the ask!#ask#answered#god i wanna do more#I hate you#no really I love Exalted#Exalted#this is getting buried at 4 am lol
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#vent#hep me </3 I feel sooooo uhh. negative. uhm#Iâm having difficulty feeling rn I did smth to trigger this I think#see. I know Iâm not fully there cus my sister is being silly and cute but Iâm kinda. putting on a smile#instead of it being my natural reaction. mmm.#ooohohoogoho why canât I just talk to peopleeeeee why is is contact so close yet so far awayyyy#ghhuuugg. Iâll just. finish my drawing and post it. bury this. get ignored. yadda yadda#I donât like making ppl feel sorry for me but see also. I have less than 4 years experience holding relationships this close. so I am uhhh.#very bad. at starting and holding conversations. continually checking in. making myself be someone ppl wanna keep around. yknow#siigghhhh uhhh. realized that the reason Iâm so good at creating a bunch of fleshed out ocs that can pass as real people is cus I want ppl#to be around me. and to uh. stick around for more than a year. and be genuine. and easy to read. and understand#yea. also theyâre to help me understand ppl cus I donât got enough experience with real people to understand how to people#itâs much easier to play out a conversation between characters. and know theyâre inner dialogues. and their history. and why theyâre speakin#the way they are. and I can replay it over and over until I understand it inside and out. and hope Iâm able to play the part I need when#itâs called upon. mhhhmmm. woaoowwww weâre going into the own mind tonight huh? will anyone read this far? lol. idk ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ#the only thing that gives me any idea of who has read a post is if they like it. or if they come in my inbox like â:( sorry. condolencesâ ha#haho. preemptive thanks and hugs y kisses love u. mmm itâs so hot outside but Iâm sooo literally cold rn yknow how it is boys#ahh. love seeing people get along with others sooo much. gives me so many ideas on how to write my characters. being lovey on each other.#ahmm. yea. soo. letâs hope tomorrow Iâm better and less. like this haha woaoowww wish I knew how to be human#I will NOT be crying tonight. or maybe I will. idk. weâll see I suppose. tears have already been shed today so I guess anything is possible
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#11 k. mccabeâ LUNCH.
content: pussy eating (both receiving), face humping (k receiving) lots of kissing and making out lol, fingering (r receiving), public/beach sex, groping, drinking wine, tattoos, grumpy morning! reader, top!Katie, bottom!reader
warnings: mentions of tattoos, tabloids posting personal info/photos, mentions of a dvd player bc I'm old and still use them
synopsis: A much needed rest day has finally come for you and your girlfriend. She's got everything planned out for you both, from a secret appointment, to a movie date, and finally treating you to a nice lunch on the beach.
requested: yes
word count: 5.6k
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An arm sliding around your waist is what you notice first in your daze of slumber. Your mind still hasnât caught up yet, too focused on how cozy the bed is. But suddenly youâre being pulled to the middle of the mattress, your back hitting a chest as you snuggle into the warmth. You swear you could pass back out even easier now, the new heat source making you even more comfortable. It had been a long night celebrating your anniversary, especially since you both had a game first. Youâd won 4-1 Arsenal, so the girls gladly helped you party the night awayâŠbut today is about doing all the things you werenât free to do alone yesterday.Â
âTime to get up, my darling.â Katieâs voice is always so thick with her accent first thing in the morning. The raspiness always gets to you, and she knows it, too. Sheâs often taken full advantage of your weakness for her morning voice. She loves whispering the dirtiest of things into your ears at the crack of dawn and letting her hands roam across your body, teasing you until youâre begging for her touch. Then sheâll flip it on you, clicking her tongue as she scolds you for running you both late to practice. âWhat am I gonna do with you, pretty girl? Always making us late.â
You turn around in her hold, burying your face into her neck as she starts to rub your back. The early ambiance of the outside world slowly creeps inside, like the birds chirping and cars starting to fill up the streets. You can still smell the body wash she used last night on her skin, taking in a deep breath of it as you exhale in a sleepy sigh, âFive more minutes, please baby.â
âOkay, hun..but only five more. Then we gotta get ready for the day, alright?â Sheâs met with a small snore from between your lips. Already back to being dead to the world in her arms. Her chest shakes with a silent laugh at that, trying not to disturb you before your times up. Katie slowly pulls your head back, resting it on her pillow so she can examine your face. There have been many days where sheâs watched you sleep. Not in a creepy way, but in an endearing way. Sheâd often wake up before you and just admire how beautiful you look while deep in slumber. Youâre like a piece of art lying perfectly in motion, her personal Mona Lisa who stepped out of the painting. Gripping the canvas as you pulled your way to be in the world of the living and took refuge in her heart. Youâve burrowed your way into her soul, carved out a spot there, and made a permanent homeâŠbut she wouldnât have it any other way.Â
She knew youâd be trouble for her the first day you attended practice after signing with Arsenal. Strolling right in with that perfect smile on your dumb gorgeous face, and effectively distracting her for all of warm-ups. Sheâd gone pretty hard on you that first day during drills, taking the frustrations of her attraction out on the pitch. And after all the teasing, slide tackles, and pushes sheâd sent your way, that still didnât stop you from coming over in the locker room and telling her she played well that day. A hand extended to shake hers and that stupid smile appeared back on your face, making her heart almost burst out of her chest (for about the tenth time that day). Katie swears to this day that her brain short-circuited at that moment. You were standing in front of her covered in grass and dirt stains, and she had been the cause of themâŠ.but you still looked like a goddess standing before her, reaching out an olive branch in the shape of your perfectly painted nails.Â
For the first time in her life, Katie McCabe was rendered speechless. Blubbering her mouth silently like a fish out of water before jutting her hand out to take yours. As you shook hands all Katie could concentrate on was how soft your skin was, like an invitation to never let go. You giggled while watching her, âYouâre cute.âÂ
As you slipped away from her, she stood frozen in place, like a deer caught in headlights. You turned at the door before you left, shooting her that paralyzing smile one last time, âSee you on the pitch, McCabeâŠand close your mouth. Wouldnât want our star defender catching any flies now would we?â And just like that you were gone out of the room, leaving her to pick up the pieces of her frontal cortex shattered onto the floor below her.Â
Itâs hard to believe itâs been a little over five years since then, and only four months since the proposal. Youâre both currently living in your little bubble of love. Deciding together to keep the engagement to yourselves for at least two more months. The secrecy of sharing such an exciting and intimate moment from everyone in your lives has been fueling A LOT of sex between the two of you. In the locker room showers, the club meeting room, and numerous bathrooms or broom closets of whatever establishments the two of you have occupied.Â
Katie sighs looking back at the clock, sheâs already let you sleep an extra 10 minutes now. She knows how you are though, especially first thing in the morning. Youâre usually her walking sunshine, radiating light off you everywhere you go. But youâre always her frumpy grump in the morning (as she likes to call you.) A frown and a furrow between your brows settle into your features as your sleepy eyes try to shut at any given moment. Youâve run into many, many walls that way..so Katie came up with a solution a few years back when you started living together: carrying you around like a koala bear until you can walk and function on your own.
Her arms secure you in her grip, hoisting you up as you stay sound asleep in her hold. She starts walking to the bathroom, knowing when she sits you on the counter itâs gonna wake you up. She turns the hot water in the shower on first, letting it warm up as she gets you up enough to hop in with her. The cold marble lights goosebumps across your skin as you jolt alive wakeful, your eyes snapping open to the bright lights above you. Your hips go to lift your thighs off the freezing countertop, but Katieâs hands stop you, pushing you to sit back down. Her hands slip under your shirt as you shiver at the feeling of her ring sliding across your warm skin, leaving a tingly feeling behind in its wake.Â
A kiss graces the pulse point on your neck, Katieâs lips lingering as you start leaning into her more. The soft sucks and nips from her teeth start warming you up slowly. Like a fire brewing in your belly the more she teases you. She leans back for a second to pull you into a searing kiss, her nails digging into the skin of your waist now. Itâs the kind of kiss that takes your breath away, leaves your face red, and panting for some fresh air when you pull apart. Katie pulls back enough to speak against your lips, âTime to get up and shower, sleepyhead.âÂ
Your face drops back into those distinct telltale signs that youâre frustrated. Thatâs made even more apparent by the way you cross your arms over your chest and let a scoff out into her face. Katie just smiles at you, used to your stink of an attitude in the morning after so many years. Honestly, at this point, if you ever woke up this early with a smile on your face sheâd be racing you to the ER for a full workup of your brain. âYou did not kiss me like that JUST so Iâd get in the shower,â you narrow your eyes at her as you say it. âAre you saying I stink, McBabe?â you push her shoulder lightly with a pout on your lips.Â
âOnly your tude, darlingâŠ.but your hair is looking a little doolally,â she says with a grimace on her face. The little smirk at the corner of her mouth gives way to her joking nature underneath though. You open your mouth to say something else all prickly, but she cuts you off with her fingers wiggling across your middle. Then she starts attacking you in flurry of kisses, all over your face as you struggle to get away from her.
âK-Kate! Katie s-stop!â Your hands come up to push at her stomach and chest, loud laughs ripping from your mouth as she relentlessly tickles you on the counter. âPl-Please baby! Ok-Okay! Iâll get in t-the shower!âÂ
She pulls back at that, her infectious grin mirroring your own as she starts taking your clothes off. Leaving little kisses on your body as she concludes stripping you. She reaches for her shorts, but you slap her hand away. âLet me, love. Only fair that I repay the favor.âÂ
Your lips slot onto hers as your hands slip down her toned abdomen and start pulling her sleep shorts down her legs. No time is wasted as you instantly reach back up and take the band of her underwear into your fingertips. You rub the material through your fingers for a second, admiring the softness before they follow the path of her bottoms around her ankles.Â
Then youâre gasping into her mouth as sheâs backing you up into the counter youâd just been plucked off of. The articles of clothing that had taken home around her feet now kicked to the side, ironically right in front of the laundry bin. Her grip on your now bare hips disappears as she pulls away from your makeout. Using her now free hands to pull her sports bra off and toss it somewhere to be picked up later from the floor.Â
She picks you back up, letting you wrap your legs around her waist as she leads you both to the now steaming shower. âIâm making you drive if all the hot waterâs gone.â
Katie lightly slaps your ass as a response. The warm water surrounds you as she closes the door behind you both. She lowers you to stand on your own, hugging your back to her front as you both submerge under the downpour of the showerhead. âIâm always gonna be the one driving anyways darling, we both know that.âÂ
âOh yeah? Says who?âÂ
âSays you miss pro passenger princess! I canât remember one time youâve ever sat in the drivers seat while weâve been togetherâŠunless weâre counting when youâre on my lap while you let meââÂ
âOkay! I get it, I get it!â You turn around and place a hand over her mouth, laughing as you come to terms with your new title. Deciding to tease her back a bit for causing the blush dusting your cheeks, âDonât have to do a play-by-play for me. I know you love those, but leave our sex life out of your pregame rituals- EW KATIE!âÂ
Sheâs the one laughing now, smirking as she flicks her tongue back out at you. âThatâs so gross, babe! My poor hand with your morning breath germs all over it!â
âOh shut up! Acting like that same tongue wasnât shoved inside your cunt less than 12 hours ago and been in your mouth ever since your pretty little eyes peeled open.âÂ
Your mouth shuts closed at that, the red on your cheeks deepening as you hide your face with your hands. âOkay, Iâm not gonna argue with you there,â you breathe out between your fingers. Youâre met with a kiss to the forehead as Katie pulls your hands away, chuckling as you reveal a small frown to her.Â
âTurn around you goober, Iâll wash your hair. We really canât mess around now or weâre gonna be late for our appointment,â she says while reaching for your shampoo.Â
Itâs always so relaxing when she does your hair for you some days. You used to always laugh at first because it reminded you of Charles from Brooklyn99 so badly. She never understood when youâd just burst out giggling like a madman and when sheâd ask youâd just reply, âThe most intimate thing you can do for a lover is wash their hair!âÂ
When you finally got her to agree to watch the show about a year after the shower routine started, she almost choked on her popcorn when she heard him say it. Yeah, she definitely chased you around the house before tackling you to the couch and tickling you as a punishment for making fun of her popcorn hazard. She really does love to use it as her weapon of certain surrenderâŠbecause after five seconds youâre begging for a truce.Â
The hints of apple and honey fill your nostrils as Katieâs fingers massage the cream into your scalp, pulling soft relieved sighs from your lips. She can physically see your body relax into hers at the act. Sheâd never admit it to you, but this really is the most intimate act sheâs ever done with a loverâŠand itâs reserved just for youâ promised forever now.Â
âAll finished, booger!âÂ
You turn around as she starts loading up her loofa, taking it from her grasp as you start doing it for her. It starts out innocentlyâ it really does, okay! But like most things with Katie, they donât stay that way for long. You canât help but fall to your knees as the loofa runs clean water down her body now, the last of the suds swirling down the drain. âWhat are you doing, doll? I told you we canât waste any more time messing around,â her hand comes to rest on the top of your head.
âAnd I told you Iâd repay the favor last night, and I think weâve established I donât like leaving empty promises, baby.â Your hands run up her legs, stopping to run your nails up her inner thighs. The hand on your head turns into fingers in your hair as she lets a growl out, pulling your head up. âStick your tongue out, darling.âÂ
You do as she says, opening your mouth and sticking your tongue out. Her hand moves more towards the back of your head as she pushes your face into her cunt, her shoulders hitting the cold tiles as she guides your head. Her nipples get hard from the contact off the wall, a shiver running down her spine as you start sucking on her clit. Your hands go up to grab her hips, trying to ground yourself as you get lost in the taste of her.Â
âJust like that, fuck babe.â Sheâs gritting her teeth now, planting her footing before grinding her pussy down onto your mouth. âOpen yourâ fuck! Open your eyes for me, love.â
And Jesus fuck you had to fight the urge to let them roll into the back of your skull when you do. Sheâs staring down at you with those alluring eyes, her long wet hair thrown onto one shoulder, and her abs flexing as she grinds down onto your eager mouth. You moan just at the sight, flicking your tongue on her clit as you let one of your hands come down to replace it. Then you push your tongue inside of her, desperate for a true taste of what you know she has to offer.Â
âPussy drunk arenât you, darling?â she laughs out, holding you completely still as she puts a little more pressure onto your face as she humps into your tongue harder. The water running down her perfectly sculpted body is reflecting off the light coming into the bathroom. A sign of the little time you two really have, the rest of the world carrying on as youâre frozen in the spot between her legs. Your knees are aching and your jaws getting sore, but that bleeds into the background noise as Katie lets out a knee-wobbling moan.Â
Her eyes burn into yours as her legs start to shake around your head, and you start grinding your face back up into her as she comes down. The roll of her hips bumping her clit into your nose in the chaos, more sweet sounds tumbling from her lips. She cums with a groan of your name falling from her lips, the hand in your hair dragging you up her body.
You let your tongue trace its way up her body as she brings you up to meet each otherâs lips in a messy kiss. Tasting herself all over your mouth as she walks back under the main stream of water, you squeal from the chill from the now heatless water. She quickly washes you both up before hurrying from the shower, a new skip in her step for the day.Â
It only takes you both about 15 minutes to get ready, you in a nice flowy sundress that Katie had surprised you with last night in the early a.m. hum of London. Youâd stumbled in all tipsy, horny, but determined to swap your gifts before bed, and by god, you got it done, too. Like did you look at them for 5 seconds and then instantly sit them on the coffee table and fuck for three hours straight around on different surfaces of the house?...The answer would be yes. BUT hey you got the prioritized goal done before going at it like animals and thatâs all that matters in your book.Â
Katie walks into the bathroom where youâre finishing up your makeup, and your eyes almost pop out of your head. Sheâs wearing an outfit that throws you headfirst into ovulation early. There she stood in her tight tan crop top and white flowy pants. The glasses you had gifted her two birthdays ago, a gold necklace with your initial hanging from it, and the gold watch you bought her for your first anniversary to match.
It all comes together to make a delicious sight for your viewing. She comes up behind you, arms bulging as she places her hands beside you on the same countertop youâd made out on earlier. âStop ogling me, weâre gonna be late you perv!âÂ
You roll your eyes at her before finally zipping up your makeup bag. You put on some lipgloss before tucking it in your purse and moving to go put your shoes on. âWear comfy ones, Iâve got a surprise for you at lunch!â she calls out across the room as she sees you approaching the shoe rack on your side of the closet. You give her a questioning look, wondering why youâd need comfy shoes for whatever restaurant sheâs chosenâŠbut nonetheless, you comply. Slipping on some sandals to match your dress, and to show off your matching nails of course (courtesy of being paid for by your girlfriend).Â
You arrive at the tattoo parlour right on time, not a moment to spare. You hop out of the car and rush inside hand in hand with Katie. She leans down to press a kiss to the side of your head after sheâs talked with the man at the front, âYouâre so lucky we werenât late or youâd be in big trouble, missy.âÂ
âYeah, yeah, I know.â you whisper back at her, âbut we werenât, so live a little, babe.âÂ
She just shakes her head at you, following behind the heavily inked man in front of you until he pulls the curtains back to an empty room. He leads you inside and pats the freshly cleaned black leather chair, âAlright whoâs going first?âÂ
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When you leave the shop youâve both got a huge smile on your face, hands intertwined and swinging as you skip to the car. âI canât believe we really did that, Katie!âÂ
âBest believe we did, darling! Now youâre really stuck with me forever,â she pulls you back into her arms. Stopping on the sidewalk to take this moment in with you.Â
âAnd always,â you say barely above a whisper, but itâs enough for just Katie to hear. Your fingertips move as gently as ever as they trace along her ribs, right under her left boob where the fresh ink lays eternally embedded into her skin. Youâd both gotten matching onesâ a cliche I knowâ but it was something youâve both wanted for a while. Hers saying, âgo deoâ and yours, âi gconaiâ in the same spot. Itâs a promise to each other thatâs permanently carved into your persons; a pledge of forever and always. As cheesy as it sounds the words hold dear for you both, and the Gaelic spelling gives a deeper connection as well.Â
Katie swears she feels her heart stop beating in her chest as the sounds of the city become nothing but white noise, her body leaning into yours as you share a soft, yet passionate kiss in the busy bustle of the city. You almost donât want to pull apart, but the remembrance of your surprise is what fuels you to break away and start tugging her toward where she parked the car. âCome on, move it McBabe! I heard weâve got a plan for lunch, and Iâm dying to see what youâve got arranged!âÂ
After a 3-and-a-half-hour ride, you finally reach your destination. Sheâs brought you to Priory Beach, the place you went to on your second-anniversary trip. She leads you out to a white tent on the side of the beach, out of the way enough for some privacy between you two. As she leads you closer you feel tears gathering in your eyes at the sight. Thereâs not just a tent, but blankets spread out, too. A mini table is set up full of your favorite picnic foods, a vase with your favorite flowers, two wine glasses, and your favorite red bottle to accompany it. A little fully charged DVD player is under the table, and the movie you two watched on your first date sits right beside it. But the polaroids of you two hanging from the white tull-wrapped arch is what does it for you, and before you know it youâre crying like a baby.Â
Katie pulls you into her arms as she hugs you, a panicked look on your face as she does. âOh lord, Iâm sorry darling! I didnât mean to make you upset or anything-â
âNo! No! I love it!â you pull back quickly, your shiny eyes meeting her terrified ones. âItâs just..no oneâs ever done anything this sweet for me. Itâs a lot to take in, okay!âÂ
She throws her head back and cackles at the realization. âOh yeah? Not even likeâŠoh, I donât know, say getting a matching tattoo?â She teases as she wipes your tears away with her thumbs, now cradling your face in her hands.Â
âShut up! You know what I meant, babe!âÂ
She puts a hand on her chest and acts like sheâs just been shot at close range, âNot even McBabe? Oh, see you are mad at me!â She lets out a dramatic sigh, slumping down onto the blanket as she gets on her knees and takes your hands into hers begging for your forgiveness. You quickly do, laughing at her antics before she pulls you down to sit with her. Itâs a beautiful view to have as you eat. The waves roll in as a backdrop to the movie as it plays. Itâs really all just background music to the endless conversation between you two, the wine keeps flowing, and the hours keep ticking by. But itâs barely been 20 minutes to you both. Too busy drowning out the world around you as you get lost in each otherâs eyes and voices, retelling the best moments of your love story as you reflect on how youâve got to where you are today. âOh, wow! The lights are a beautiful touch!â you gasp as they flick on, lighting up your space as the sun sets before you. The movieâs long been over and the DVD player dead for a while, too. You take a sip from your last glass of wine and lean your head on Katieâs shoulder, taking in the beauty of the scenery that youâre able to see up close and personal right now. The oranges, pinks, and reds reflect off the water. Ripples of incomprehensible vibrant colors all mashing into one to create an unforgettable memory. âShould we take a picture of the sunseâ what are you looking at?â you cut yourself off as you look up at her, the last part of your sentence becoming a whisper. Sheâs just staring at you, with this unreadable expression on her face, itâs truly one youâve never seen before (at least not awake).Â
âYouâre just so beautiful. I wake up every day in awe that itâs me youâve chosen to spend the rest of your life with. I donât know what I ever did to deserve you, but I thank god every night that Iâm holding you to my chest. I get to experience the best parts of life because of you, and Iâll never be able to truly repay you for that, y/nâŠbut thankfully Iâve got the rest of our lifetime together to try.â
You can feel the weight of her words as she speaks them. Thereâs no smile, laugh, or distraction in her voice. Sheâs confessing to you, like a sinner in a catholic church. Spilling the contents of her soul out onto the staircase of your heart, and leaving it there for you to either clean it up or let it soak into the deepest parts of you. So you lean up and press your lips against hers. Katie grabs your face, turning you around as she yanks you onto her lap. Your half-empty wine glass goes flying, landing in the sand beside the blanket as the wine leaks into the ground staining it dark.Â
You want to say something back to her, but your brain is just mush. Itâs like sheâs stolen all the thoughts out of your head and youâre just floating in this bliss called her. Youâre starting to think she was onto something when she said you fried her brain that one day because holy fuck youâre really humping your fianceâs lap on a public beach right now without a care in the world like you two arenât famous athletes. âMmm Katieâ someone could s-see us,â you can barely get it out as she keeps her lips on yours.Â
âThen let them,â she says it so casually into your lips that you almost listen to her, but one of you has to be the responsible one. So you pull back and give her your best kicked-puppy look, a pout dancing on your bottom lip, âPlease, baby. I donât want to end up on the front page of some tabloidâ at least not till Iâm officially Mrs. McBabe.âÂ
She looks at you while biting on her bottom lip, her brows furrowed as she thinks of something deep in thought. You tilt your head at her after a few seconds, placing a hand on her shoulder to check on her. âBaby? Are you okâOH MY Gââ Youâre cut off twice. The first time when she manhandles you into the air. The second one is when she continues to manhandle you between her thighs, resting your back on her chest and a hand over your mouth. âShhh darling! Wouldnât want to ruin my plan now would you?â
You shake your head no, still not able to use your voice. So she slowly moves her hand away from your mouth, and lets it slide up the inside of your thigh. âYour dress is long enough to hide my hand, and you can hide your face in my neck if you want to, okay? I promise no one will see usâ and you nod your head in response.Â
âI need to hear you say it. Is this okay with you, y/n?â Her voice is suddenly stern, a hint of her softness peaking out to wrap around the words in a thin veil.Â
âYes baby, j-just please touch me already! God, Iâve needed you since you kissed my breath away this morning.âÂ
Katie groans into your mouth as she crashes them back together, her fingertips digging into the skin of your upper thighs as they inch up closer to your heat. When they reach your pussy sheâs met with instant wetness and a loud breathy moan from you. A laugh rumbles up in her throat and vibrates your mouth as they stay connected, âNo panties? Fuck baby youâve been needing it bad all day, huh?â
You whine out at her teasing, raising your hips up as you search for her touch. Bucking wildly as your body begs for her fingers. âOkay shhh, shhh. Iâve got you now, love. Calm down,â as her digits run up and down your slit. They collect the unfathomable amount of wetness onto her fingers, your pussy leaking like a hydrant for her. She slides a single finger in first, not wanting to overwhelm you before youâre ready.Â
âAdd another one, please,â you say through a small moan.Â
âOnly cause you asked so sweet,â she smirks back at you. âMy sunshine girl.â
So she slides her finger out and quickly returns with a second one buried inside your cunt. Sheâs fucking you a little faster now, the reluctance from your tight walls finally letting up. Youâre biting your lip, muffled little cries of pleasure audible to Katieâs ears solely.Â
Her other hand finds its way into the top of your dress, popping a hand underneath your bra as she starts groping your breasts. She makes sure she gives them both equal attention, switching out every so often to not overstimulate you. Her lips find shelter on your neck, leaving little pecks when and where she wants. But when you start grinding down onto her fingers, she decides to add another one by surprise this time.Â
It rips a louder moan from your mouth, especially since her thumb is adding to the mix and rubbing circles onto your clit now. Your body wants to squirm away, but youâre stuck between Katieâs legs, being forced into letting the pleasure wreck through your body. âIâm g-gonna cum, baby!â
You feel a smile against your jaw, âYouâre my pretty fucking fiancĂ©, yeah? I love you so much. I canât wait to marry you, darling. Canât wait to make love to you as my wifeâ my other half.âÂ
 sheâs starting to ramble and itâs going to be your downfall. The feeling of her curling them to hit right into her sweet spot draws you even closer to the edge, âLet it all out, darling. Cum on and give it to me!â
And so you do. Your hand comes around to grip her wrist through your sundress, your nails digging into her skin as you flail around in her hold. Your back arches away from her chest and your toes curl as they kick out in front of you. Your walls squeeze her fingers so tight she has to stop moving them as sheâs biting love marks into your skin, trying to let this orgasm run its course as long as it can. You swear youâve never cum this hardâ positively boneless in her hold.Â
You hiss at the slight sting as she pulls them out of you, immediately bringing them up to her mouth for a detailed cleaning with her tongue. Her eyes roll back at the flavor of you that hits her tastebuds, and sheâs manhandling you onto your back this time. The soft blankets swallow you up as you lay down submerged in them, âWh-what are you doing, K-Katie?â
âI just need to clean you up a bit, baby. Iâll be fast, I promise. Canât have you all messy the whole ride home, now can we?â You shouldâve known at the sight of her smirk right thenâŠthat it was going to be anything but speedy, but alas you have fallen victim to the tongue game of Katie McCabe once again. Your legs thrown open wide, back arched off the ground, hand on her head as it disappears under your dress, and a brand new tabloid with a picture of that exact scene on the front page the next morning. But one detail does stick out enough to add it to the headline..the shiny diamond ring on your finger, only visible from the light off of the set up she made you.Â
âYou canât even tell thatâs us, darling! Itâs too dark, weâre fine. Just gotta deny deny deny,â Katie says like sheâs a genius. A proud smirk on her face as she tries to pry you out from underneath your fortress of the duvet.Â
âTHEY HAVE PHOTOS OF US IN THOSE EXACT OUTFITS ALL OVER THE CITY THAT SAME DAY!â itâs shouted from under your mound of protection..not for youâ but for Katie. If looks could kill sheâd of been dead 10 times before now, all hell breaking loose after you woke up, and not five minutes later youâre getting bombarded with texts of screenshots and links.Â
âOkay your rightâŠthis is serious, baby, I'm sorryâŠSo should we start the onlyfans on our honeymoon? I could retire earââ
âKATIE!â And if that wasnât enough to know you didnât like that joke, then the pillow to the face should definitely get your mood across.
#woso fanfics#woso smut#woso x reader#katie mccabe x reader#katie mccabe smut#k.mccabe 11#katie mccabe x yn#woso x y/n#woso imagine
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Hi writer-nim, I'm no detective, but since checking out and enjoying your colour series I'll take a wild guess though I may be wrong lol but the one with the * has to somewhat be RV related since the first two stories about it are connected but the secret lies in the characters mentioned during the first one with Irene and since Seulgi showed up in the second one I guess the remaining members would show up then (I hope) but since Yeri was already written in black I hope you could make another one of her in this? She looked amazing here I guess this counts as purple even though she has a white dress inside lol but the outfit sure is tempting since it looks so easy to rip off everything from her, I mean who doesn't want to see maknae tiddies being cared for while bouncing up and down all over your face. But its ok if you can't make one more of her, however you can make this for a future piece if you feel like it. Have a nice day.
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Purple
(Kim Yeri X Male Reader)
You take your tie out of Yeri's hand. The bottom part is already soaked. Looking down on her, you see her phone in the other hand. A picture of you is on the screen.
"Are you going to punish me?"
Yeri's mischievous grin awakens something dark within you. Punishing her is something you've always wanted to do. To wipe that satisfied smile off her face, by totally ruining her body.
"Or are you gonna rat me out to Irene unnie?"
But then again, that's exactly what Yeri wants. And you don't want to give in so easily. Her cheeks are still showing a hint of red, after you've just caught her in the act. Of course you knew what was going on inside her room, when you saw her thong dangle on her doorknob.
"Do you think Irene would like it, if I told her you touch yourself to a picture of me?"
You hold up your tie.
"And use this as well?"
"You don't have any proof."
Her victorious, teasing smile makes a fire burn inside of you. She manages to piss you off and turn you on at the same time. After Seulgi, Joy and Wendy all slept with you, you expected Yeri to eventually follow in their footsteps. You just didn't expect she would actually touch herself, thinking about you. It turns you on more, thinking about how often she could've already done this.
"So what? You want to pretend to be a bad girl?"
Yeri stands up, the top of her head barely reaching your chin.
"I am a bad girl. And what do bad girls like I get.... daddy?"
She whispered that last word. And she watches you with amusement in her eyes as she waits for a reaction.
Just like the other three, Yeri doesn't know that Irene is allowing you to sleep with them. She really wants to be a bad girl. To seduce someone else's boyfriend. Even if it's Irene. The thrill of finally getting what she wants rushes through her veins.
"No."
Yeri's face falls, when she hears your rejection. She expected you to kiss her, or to grab her by her throat and and tell her how bad she really is, or run to Irene and tell her about this. She didn't expect a cold rejection.
"But-"
Before she can finish her complaint, you grab her shoulders and turn her around. You push her onto the bed and Yeri hits the mattress she was sitting on just now. With her face buried in her sheets, you straddle her legs and place your hands on her ass.
"You're not a bad girl, Yeri."
Using your tie, you first put both her hands on her back, before tying her wrists together.
"You're just a pathetic brat."
You hear a muffled moan at your words. Seems like you hit a nerve.
"I will punish you. And then, I'm gonna make sure you won't act up again. Understood?"
Yeri slightly lifts her head to give you a nod. When you reach for the purple fabric, you lick your lips. Time to claim the last Red Velvet member. You can't believe you're actually getting to fuck all of them. With new found strength, you rip Yeri's dress off her body. Another moan into the sheets follows a surprised gasp.
You expose her ass by tearing the purple dress open further and bunching up the white one around her waist. Her white cheeks instinctively make you deliver a hard slap. You don't even take your time to properly admire her body.
Moan after moan leaves Yeri's mouth as you strike her again and again. Within a matter of minutes both her cheeks show a fiery red. Her moans start to turn into sobs.
"Do you want me to keep punishing you?"
You slowly place a hand on her right cheek, which makes her flinch, before you slowly let it travel inside the gap between her thighs.
"Or do you want me to use you?"
You don't give her another option. Yeri's doesn't deserve just sex. The way she acts makes it clear that the only way she is useful is by being used.
"D-Daddy,"
Her voice is still shaking a little. Especially when you let your fingertips graze her wet labia. Her breath hitches.
"P-Please use me. I promise I'll be a good toy."
You squint your eyes in suspicion. It seems like you managed to turn her around faster than you expected. Or she is just putting up an act.
"Turn around, little brat."
Your mocking tone makes Yeri listen and she quickly does what you tell her. She is now lying on her back and you can see her face now. A mixture of satisfaction and anticipation. As if this is what she expected, but she didn't think you would go this far? You don't really care at this point. You only care about that cute pussy underneath her purple dress. Since it's almost completely see through, you can already see it. And because you ripped open her dress earlier, you can now just push the useless fabric to the side, revealing her pink lips.
Usually, you would've leaned down and started to eat her out. And she does look delicious, no doubt about it. But you want to make a point. That you are the one who controls her and not the other way around.
You gather some of your saliva in your mouth, before you spit onto her pussy. Yeri gasps at your lewd, almost rude, actions and you push yourself inside of her.
Soon, she is a mewling mess. Her loud cries echo through the dorm, which Irene is probably able to hear. By now, you've basically folded her in half, her ankles to her ears and your face close to hers as you drive yourself into her depths again and again.
"D-Daddy! I-I-I'm-"
Your powerful thrusts and her incoming orgasm makes her tongue and mouth useless. Her brain can't comprehend what's going for a second, before the climax rushes through her. Her body shakes underneath you, eyes rolling to the back of her head.
You grab a fistful of her hair, once she is finished. You manage to stay inside of her as you lie down on the bed yourself and make Yeri straddle you.
"Alright, little brat. Ride me and make me cum. Or I will only punish you from now on. Without the sex."
Yeri's eyes grow wide with fear and a moment later, she starts bouncing on your cock. Her hands hold onto your chest, her eyes are closed as she takes as much of you as she can. She still feels to well dressed for your taste. You reach upwards and grab the purple fabric once more. Yeri watches with big eyes as you tear her dress open again, right above her chest. You only need to pull at the white one a little bit and suddenly, Yeri's tits bounce freely to the rhythm of her riding. You use both hands to play with her soft flesh, enjoying her slick pussy around your cock and her mounds in your hands. When you start to play with her nipples a little more, Yeri throws her head back in pleasure, letting out louder moans.
"You have some nice tits, little brat."
Girls like Yeri always pretend to be bad girls, but they usually love to get praised. You feel it working when Yeri picks up the pace. Pulling her upper body a little more towards you, you capture on of her nipples with your mouth. You greedily suck on both of them individually, switching at random intervals.
Yeri is a moaning mess on top of you. Her hands, which are still tied together, are pressing onto your chest for support as she loses herself in the world of pleasure. Just like you. Your hands have travelled from her tits to her sore ass cheeks. Your mouth still licking and biting her soft skin. You start to pull her onto your cock with more force.
"Fuck, you really are a bad girl."
You say between licks as you feel her pussy squeezing and massaging your cock.
Yeri moans louder and you give her a couple of more spanks, which make her shake.
But you stop after a couple, because your own orgasm overwhelms you. You hold her in place as you thrust upwards, cuming deep inside her cunt. Yeri moans and whines, feeling your cum fill her insides.
#ask#anon#kpop#kpop smut#kpop girls#kpop gg#male reader#red velvet#red velvet yeri#red velvet smut#kim yerim#yeri smut#yeri
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Agatha All Along deep dive: episode 1 part 3
(Wandavision entries: [1][2][3])
(AAA entries: ep1 [1][2][3][4] ep2 [1][2][3][4] ep3 [1][2][3] ep4 [1][2][3][4][5][6][7][+1] ep5 [1][2][3][4][5] ep6 [1][2][3] ep7 [1][2][3][4][5][6] ep8 [1][2][3][4][5][6][7])
so babe, hear me out. we could adopt him. just spitballing here (agatha, probably)
bwahhaha fantasy!billy and his death stare, meanwhile real billy is such a polite baby
if you look closely you can tell Joe Locke is fighting for his life holding down laughter in a lot of his scenes with Katrhyn. he has nerves of steel, couldn't be me
(also, billy telling her she has neither the respect of her peers NOR a fulfilling home life? harsh, but fair.) (at least her wife is trying to fix the home life part)
honey, don't go around kicking grumpy little twinks now! perfectly in character. despite her chaotic exterior, rio is a very lawful person. she is literally the laws of nature!
the Ballad plays faintly in the background when Billy mentions the Road
I love when good actors have to pretend to be bad actors. and I also find it interesting that Agatha cast herself as a good guy. does it make her feel better? is she telling herself that all the atrocities were justified, that it was only survival instinct? (like rio said, she's only lying to herself)
I had to look up the painting, it's Macbeth meeting the three witches (thank you Reddit!) So Macbeth (Agatha) and Banquo (Billy) meeting Lilia, Jen and Alice?
how did I miss Billy sitting on the chair Rio was just on?! amazing lens choices here too
Wanda's death makes her cry again. I honestly, honestly believe she feels awful about what she did to her. but guilt will never be enough to redeem her - especially because she tends to run away from it.
Wanda's magic was so strong that it took at least four things to undo the spell: Wanda dying, Rio's intervention, Billy's counterspell, and Agatha's willpower. It was a group effort, Agatha could have never done it alone. And despite her scorched earth tactics, there are still two people in her life, rio and billy, willing to help out in her hour of need
it's naughty tiiiime
I still really love the curls
can I say iconique?
it's like someone's about to die at the end of this
bwahahahahaah and oh my GAWD all the case files and boxes, where did she GET that stuff, did she rob a precinct, did she make them with the power of arts and crafts
you know what I think? being naked here is a power move. she is being very over the top because she's really uncomfortable, she just woke up and she's in those moments when you stop dreaming and have to relearn what's real and what isn't. she is someone used to calculate and scheme and micromanage every aspect of her life and she is not in control right now. what does Agatha do to reclaim control? she puts on a show. to her, being under the spell was way more like being naked, her insecurities and emotions and past were out in the open for everyone to see. being physically naked could never be nearly as distressing, and this is a nakedness she chose, because it tells people nothing about herself, nothing of what she wants to keep secret and protected. she's got the upper hand, not the other way round
you are all cowards and sheep for not saying Wanda's name, says the lady who would rather hide under a dozen magic layers than face her problems
that is so nice that they brought her groceries actually??? and lol those are the flowers in Agatha's crime scene pictures
that little girl is having a great time
FUCK CLOTHES BUT FUCK THESE CLOTHES SPECIFICALLY!!!!
(wait am I allowed to post butt cheeks? what are the rules right now?)
she turns quiet and emo as soon as she's alone
why doesn't she just - kiss the wiwwle bunny. bury her nose in that big fluffly head. even villains need a cuddle sometimes.
sure, bring señor scratchy. so menacing. that'll show them.
poor boy. trapped in a closet with ralph's bluray collection
aaand I really want to get to the next scene so I'll start on it right away, hopefully it'll be ready later tonight
go to part 4
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introducing...
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hello! welcome to my very first kinktober EVER! i will be writing for various people during this season, and have a few already done! currently this list consists of writing for three people â jim hopper, joel miller, eddie munson.
â± these shorts can run from 500 - 10K words so be aware! i will put the word count with every post :) â±
â± these may also be posted late, or twice in a day depending if i can't keep up with my schedule :p sorry in advance! â±
all dates that say TBA are up for request for any person of your choosing *preferably ones i write for* ^^
send in your request with the date you want, and you can be as detailed or as vague as you want. remember!!!* all my writing is written for plus sized women! so if you're bothered by that then i am very sorry but never in my life have i seen an all plus sized kinktober! so i will be here to represent for my girls đ€đ©· i don't use many descriptions other than describing the character as fat, so my writing is SPECIFICALLY for fat black and brown women, women of color, and fat women in general đ©·
most of these fics are centered around halloween time, or just the season of fall! very few are just regular spicy stories :p
reblogs, comments and likes are very appreciated đ€
but without further ado, here we go!
ă oct 1. exhibitionism ă
âč joel miller is a stranger who fucks you on a nude beach.
ă oct 2. facefucking/choking ă
âč eddie munson is your toxic on and off 'boyfriend'.
ă oct 3. dumbification ă
âč joel miller is your grumpy old neighbor.
ă oct 4. taped ă
âč eddie munson likes to record you during sex.
ă oct 5. caught ă
âč joel miller is your dad's coworker, and tommy miller is his brother.
ă oct 6. glory hole ă
âč eddie munson goes to a brothel for the very first time.
ă oct 7. sex work ă
âč jim hopper gets bored and finds a cam girl site.
ă oct 8. size kink ă
âč eddie munson is your skinny, lanky boyfriend.
ă oct 9. cockwarming ă
âč joel miller just loves to be buried inside of you 24/7.
ă oct 10. phone sex ă
âč eddie munson can't help himself when he gets on the phone to talk to his best friend at night.
ă oct 11. breeding ă
âč joel miller aches to see you swollen and round with his baby.
ă oct 12. somnophilia ă
âč eddie munson uses you while you sleep in his bed.
ă oct 13. orgy ă
âč joel miller gets an invite to a sex party, only to find you and keep you to himself.
ă oct 14. high sex ă
âč eddie munson gets you high for the first time.
ă oct 15. mutual masturbation ă
âč joel miller finds a loop hole in his efforts of not ruining you.
ă oct 16. sexting ă
âč jim hopper spends a late night at the precinct when his phone starts buzzing away.
ă oct 17. objectification ă
âč joel miller loves to turn you into his personal sex doll.
ă oct 18. switch ă
âč eddie munson lets you, a stranger, dom him.
ă oct 19. praise kink ă
âč eddie munson finds that his new girlfriend loves to be good for him.
ă oct 20. edging ă
âč joel miller loves to make you work for it.
ă oct 21. corruption ă
âč eddie munson has always been a bad influence for you.
ă oct 22. thigh riding ă
âč joel miller like to watch you ride his thigh.
ă oct 23. virgin ă
âč eddie munson takes your pretty little flower.
ă oct 24. dacrysphilia ă
âč joel miller loves to make you cry while he's inside of you.
ă oct 25. titty fucking ă
âč jim hopper loves your double Ds a little too much.
ă oct 26. stigmatophilia ă
âč eddie munson can't help but get hard every time he looks at your pierced body.
ă oct 27. obsession ă
âč joel miller refuses to lose you, no matter what it takes.
ă oct 28. anal ă
âč jim hopper has an insatiable urge to stretch out both holes.
ă oct 29. quirofilia ă
âč eddie munson's hands never fail to get you embarrassingly wet.
ă oct 30. touch starved ă
âč joel miller hasn't met anyone as needy as you.
ă halloween: surprise ă
âč i shake shit up and write something i've never written b4 lol
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just finished my rewatch so i am here to bring you the important fax, such as:
how many dramatic thunderstorms take place over the course of 40 episodes of the double?
the answer may surprise you!
episode 1. the og. xue fangfei is buried alive by her husband, who then goes in for a lil psychological torture courtesy of the princess. meanwhile, su-guogong kicks down the door of a contraband salt warehouse and does a sick spin onto the back of a chair completely unnecessarily. for the aesthetic. you really get your bang for your buck with this one because it also features in at least ELEVEN separate flashbacks in later episodes (episodes 4, 7, 9 (three FBs), 11, 13, 17, 24, 27, and 32, to be specific).
episode 7. shen yurong comes to the jiang residence to give "jiang li" an entrance exam for fancy pants academy. she drops hella hints to her true identity and keeps bringing up how much it sucked to be abandoned on that mountain :) while a storm rages around them much akin to the one that made the whole live burial thing especially dramatic. as if being buried alive needed additional pathos.
episode 13. xue fangfei is called before the jiang family tribunal because she's got some explaining to do about what happened at the palace banquet (where, if you recall, jiang ruoyao attempted to set her up to be violated and disgraced, and instead found their cousin in bed with jry's fiance). of course our girl wipes the floor with these amateurs. she's bringing melodramatic precipitation to the table, and what do they have, a face wound? god's least favorite soldier (the concubine's son)? please. you gotta get up earlier in the morning than that to pull one over on this fake ex-nun.
episode 14. this one is maybe the funniest to me from a doylist perspective because it's just one single thunderclap/lightning bolt right after the emperor says to xiao heng, the princess hates you. she might even try...to KILL YOU. like bro this is not news to anybody lol. but at least the universe has a sense of dramatic timing. there is no other sign of this storm, not even rainfall, in any other part of the episode...the emperor summoned a stormcloud just for that one sentence and then was like okay i got what i needed, run along now.
episode 17. wins the award for cutest rainstorm. a drunk xue fangfei holds xiao heng's cheeks very insistently between her hands, looking up into his eyes as rain falls in her face. he takes off his utterly sodden cloak and wraps it around her shoulders, surely doing absolutely nothing w/r/t keeping her dry but at least seeming very tender about it. the rain is obviously integral to the scene, but i think the thunder and lightning are mainly here because someone involved with this production really likes thunder and lightning. we also get a flashback to this one in...
episode 18. the metaphorical masturbation scene (xue fangfei lies in a tub artfully draped in fabric nuzzling the soft petals of a rose while xiao heng does half-naked swordplay dripping with rain). again i think somebody was just having a lot of fun with the thunderstorm effects on set that day. rain would have been sufficient, but if there's one thing you can say about this show, it's that everyone involved agreed that "sufficient" will not suffice. we are not here to regular-ass things. we are here to double- or even triple-ass them. and when in doubt on how to achieve that, add some fucking meteorological event. some kind of audiovisual spectacle. it's literally coming down from the heavens. what, are we gonna ask for subtlety? from this show? not if we know what's good for us.
episode 20. xue fangfei has just asked the auntie down the street in huaixiang to testify on her father's behalf, getting down on her knees and begging, only to have the door shut in her face. ouch. if that's not prime time for some rain to mingle with her tears, her surroundings reflecting her inner state, i don't know what is. it's giving textbook pathetic fallacy.
episode 25. ji shuran meets with the imperial diviner who turns out to be her long lost lover she thought she had successfully burned to death!!! (ohhh sidenote i am just now getting the jsr-syr parallel with this.) honestly if they had neglected to punctuate this scene with thunder and lightning i would have been metaphorically holding the back of my hand up to the production's forehead to check for fever. it would not be a sign of health, given this show's general baseline.
episode 27. xue fangfei meets with jiang yuanbai's concubine, hu-yiniang, trying to convince her to help xue fangfei fuck ji shuran's shit right up. the weather didn't help her recruit the huaixiang auntie, but it works like a charm on auntie hu. (i'm choosing to believe the weather is a sentient entity and it's showing up to drench xue fangfei like a wet cat at irregular intervals like â im helping đ„°)
episode 28. the exorcism. fuck yes there's a thunderstorm during the exorcism. what are we even doing here if the showdown between olympic-grade synchronized charlatan choreography and mad-with-grief-mother-approved creepy ventriloquism isn't punctuated by bolts of lightning? don't waste my time. perfectly timed thunderclaps or gtfo.
episode 29. gotta have some thunder and lightning while visiting the tombstone of your brother who isn't actually dead (but you don't know that). definitely gotta have some rain so your crush can show up out of nowhere and lovingly hold an umbrella over your head. that's just basic science. step 4.7 of the water cycle.
episode 30. xue fangfei comes to the academy to rehearse the duet for the zhao envoy and dun dun dunnnn...only shen yurong is there!!! i am feeling distinctly menaced, but on her behalf, or on his? hard to say. on the one hand, he did attempted-murder her. on the other hand, she's xue fucking fangfei and he's the chump who attempted-murdered her. sweet dreams, bucko.
episode 35. consort li visits the princess in an attempt to get her diagnosed with Pregnancy...out of wedlock!! lots of thunder but no lightning until shen yurong shows up afterward and is like, hey honey i figured out how to solve this problem, just marry this totally other dude đ wanning is Not having a good day and the weather got the memo.
episode 39. what would u even do if ur lover poisoned you & took that opportunity to rescue his ex-wife from ur dungeon & walked out holding her in a bridal carry (after using knockout gas on her, natch) & when he saw u he tenderly placed her down out of the rain? what would u do if u had the hairpin u thought he had given u as a sincere token of love and commitment & this hairpin was sharp enough to impale a person & u could put it in his hand pointed toward u & then u could pull his hand right into ur abdomen? WHAT WOULD U DO if all this was the case BUT THERE WAS NO THUNDER AND LIGHTNING WHILE THIS WAS GOING DOWN?? i think i would just NOT impale myself on my own hairpin using my traitorous lover's hand. out of PIQUE. i know weather patterns are driven by atmospheric forces or whatever but come on man. that would just be rude. so thankfully the weather showed up to give the princess the dramatic accompaniment her iconic death scene deserved. she died as she lived: dangerous, vulnerable, electrifying. i'm buying the effects people a round for this one. they made it count.
so, 14 individual thunderstorms, plus at least 10 flashbacks* to one of those thunderstorms, for (at minimum) 24 total scenes featuring thunderstorms in 40 episodes. *(i say "at least" because i probably missed some. and there are 12 FBs mentioned in this post, but two of them were being remembered while another thunderstorm was taking place, so their scenes have already been included in the count of 24.) and that is not even counting 1) lightning in an imaginary what-if scene in episode 6 in which xiangqiao (one of jsr's planted servants) says "if i'm lying, strike me with lightning!" or 2) the magical lightning strikes that jiang ruoyao and/or xue fangfei may or may not create during the guqin exam cgi extravaganza in episode 11 (kinda hard to tell if that was lightning or not). if you count those too you start to wonder if the crew was getting some kind of bulk discount on lightning bolts from the lightning bolt factory...but that's none of my business đ
#this show should definitely come with some kind of flashing warning#these people are NOT shy about bringing the lightning#they were like i am going to illuminate one side of this character's face with sudden staccato brightness/darkness or so help me god#the double#my posts#f
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knee deep in the couch seat and you're not eating me out | Logan Howlett/Wade Wilson, 1.8k, T
@poolvertober: Day 4 â Casual
Summary: Is it casual now? TW: Brief mentions of canon-typical body horror/violence and Logan's alcoholism but nothing descriptive. Rated because butts and Wade's vocabulary are involved lol. Read on Ao3
A/N: Title is a bastardization of Chappell Roan's Casual, because I obviously had to for today's prompt. (I am so sorry Ms. Roan /o\) Un-beta'd and I deeply apologizeâI just wanted to get this posted before I chickened out again đ
đ Inspired by this fanart because I could not get it out of my head lmao.
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Logan has only been living with Wade, Althea, and Dogpool for a few months but thereâs a few things he picks up on.
One: Never question what Althea does. Ever.
Two: Mary Puppins is a living vacuum and will put anything in her mouth given the chance.
Three: Wade can have really, really bad days.
If Logan sees Wade with the Deadpool mask on the moment he wakes up, he knows heâs in for at least five hours of the bitchiest man heâs ever had the displeasure of meeting. He doesnât blame Wade in the slightest for having bad days (the fuck kind of hypocrite would that make him?) but it doesnât mean heâs just gonna take it if Wade is being particularly annoying.
âBub,â he says carefully, warningly, his voice low and gruff, âthe only reason why Iâm not skewering your skull is because I just finished mopping the floor. Get your fucking face offâa me.â
Wadeâs got his face buried in his chest, nose tucked firmly in between the crevice of Loganâs pecs, his hands petting the skin there. He, predictably, shakes his head no.
Logan had spent the day cleaning the apartment, tossing away old garbage bags and tidying the random piles of stuff littered everywhere. Wade avoided himâas he usually did on bad daysâleaving a room once Logan entered so neither of them would bother the other. Logan didnât think twice about stripping off his shirt once he finished mopping the living room, already sweaty from half a dayâs work.Â
Of course, thatâs when Wade decides to pop out of Alâs bedroom where he and Mary were hiding, immediately faceplanting into Loganâs chest as Loganâs dragging out the vacuum.
âMmmno,â Wade hums, the sounds turning into one word. âGotta recharge my battery. Your lovely mountains help with that.â
Logan growls, unsheathing his claws on his right hand. âWade, Iâm fucking serious.â
âPeanut, Iâm fucking serious,â the moron parrots back, but thereâs an edge to his voice that Logan recognizes is Wade being serious for once. Wade snuggles further into his chest, hands now kneading the flesh there, calloused fingertips occasionally brushing Loganâs nipples. âJust let me have this,â Wade sighs.
(Logan pointedly ignores the urge to preen at Wadeâs easy affection and praise.)
He closes his eyes, slowly breathes through his nose, and counts to ten to stop himself from stabbing Wade through the temple.
Just because he can stab the dipshit doesnât mean he should, he reasons. He just finished cleaning the floors and Althea would appreciate less blood stains on them, he reminds himself.
He rolls his eyes when Wade hums into his skin, mumbling nonsense that Logan doesnât bother trying to parse out. Though heâs annoyed (very annoyed), Loganâs surprised that he doesnât mind the contact as much as he thought he would. God knows when was the last time he had this kind of skinship with someone, how long itâs been since someone touched him without wanting to pick a fight.
Fuck. Logan must be getting soft from living here.
With a final hum and deep breath, Wade lifts his face from Loganâs chest to meet Loganâs eyes, chin now digging into Loganâs sternum. Despite the mask, Logan can tell that heâs smiling beneath the fabric.
âThanks for the assist, honey badger!â Wade chirps. âI feel much better now.â
He grunts, rolling his eyes again. âWhatever. Now get the fuck off me.â
Wade pouts but relents, pulling away from Logan without a word.
Shit, Logan already misses his touch, what the fuck.
He doesnât let it show on his face, jerking his head in a direction thatâs vaguely out of the way of the vacuumâs direct path.
âCan I get back to vacuuming now, princess?â he taunts, but even he can hear that he doesnât mean the insult.
âExcuse you!â Wade gasps dramatically, a hand lifting to clutch his chest. âThe only princess here is my little Princess Puppins!â
At the sound of her name, the dog dutifully comes skittering into the living room with a bark. Logan sighs at the hair sheâs already leaving everywhere.
(For a dog with almost no fur left, the little she does have scatters around the apartment, unending and always in places Logan thought he already cleaned.)
Wade picks up Mary and partially lifts his mask to immediately cover her face in kisses, cooing nonsense and praise. With the bottom half of his face exposed, she licks into his mouth (fuckinâ gross, but whatever), and Wade looks visibly more at ease than he did not even ten minutes ago.
Logan tugs the cable of the vacuum to move it out of the way, only turning it on once Wade and Mary are back inside the bedroom.
And if he turns his back to hide the smile tugging at the corner of his lips, well, thatâs no oneâs business but his own.
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The mission went sideways faster than Wade could make an innuendo about it. There were casualties that didnât need to happen, body parts Deadpool didnât need to lose, places where Wolverineâs claws didnât need to go. The official X-men (that is, the losers that lived at the X-Mansion) handled the PR shitstorm headed their direction while Wade whisked Logan and himself away from the pesky news cameras already on their heels.
The two of them came home to an empty apartment, and once Wade was dumped into the pull-out couch he and Logan shared, Logan took off. Wade probably shouldnât have let him leaveâknew all too well the kind of spiral one could fall into after a shitty mission like thatâbut he also knew better than to push Logan before the man was ready.
Besides, he had six fingers, half a leg, and a nose he needed to grow back.
Logan, the asshole, only shucked off his own uniform once they arrived home and didnât help Wade change before he left, so Wade hobbles around like a ballerina unwilling to dance on two legs as he strips his suit. He manages to finally get an old shirt and a pair of black short-shorts on before he falls over, ass hitting the floor with a fuck! Blind Al arrives home when he does, Mary Puppins in tow after finishing her nighttime potty. Alâs only acknowledgement of Wade is her cursing out him and Logan for leaving her to tend to the damn dog she didnât even ask for, but the lack of heat in her words tells Wade the truth.
âLove you too, Al!â he calls out.
âGo fuck yourself, you uncircumcised dickhead!â she barks back as she shuffles towards her room. âAnd donât forget to have someone look after the dog next time!â She slams the door behind her.
Wade manages to get up and grab a spare mask that doesnât have a hole around the nose, slipping it on as he tumbles back onto the pull-out. Even though Blind Al is blind and canât bask in the glory that is a nose-less Wade Wilson, he still doesnât want to see his own ugly mug in random reflections around the apartment. Mary tucks into her doggy bed at the corner of the room and falls asleep while Wade lies on his stomach and spends time on his phone, scrolling aimlessly through different apps as his body regenerates.
The fact that glueing himself to his phone means he can pick up the second Logan calls him is just a bonus.
But he doesnât even have to worry about that because Wadeâs only grown back four of his fingers and part of his shin when Logan surprisingly returns home. He is also surprisingly not as shitfaced as Wade thought heâd be. Heâs still definitely drunk if the way heâs grumbling to himself and shuffling around is anything to go by, but he doesnât smell like he went through an entire barâs supply of liquor, and he doesnât look near as bad as when Wade first brought him to the TVA.
âWelcome back, peanut!â he greets, and Logan only grunts in response. As Logan begins to change into his clothes for bed, he says, âI gotta say, Iâm impreââ
But before Wade can finish his sentence, a now t-shirt and boxers-clad Logan faceplants into his ass.
Twisting to watch with wide, bewildered eyes, Wade goes still as stone as Loganâs hands cup his ass cheeks. Heâs pretty sure Logan doesnât need his heightened senses to hear Wadeâs heart with the way itâs trying to beat out of his chest.
Heâs drunk heâs drunk heâs drunk and his face is in my ass, what the flying fucking fuck is happening?! is all Wade can think.
Before he gets the chance to say anything, Logan grumbles, âCan ya fuckinâ relax, bub?â His words slur together like he can barely make his tongue move. âYer fuckinâ stiff as a board âere and Iâm tryna use ya as a pillow right now.â
Wade forces himself to calm downâdrunk or not, he doesnât want to be known as a horrible pillow.
âPeanut,â he says carefully, âas ecstatic as I am that our relationship has suddenly escalated to rimming, why is your face buried in my ass while I have clothes on?â
It takes a moment for Logan to answer, but eventually he murmurs, âMârecharginâ my fuckinâ battery, bub.â
Oh, fuck him, Wade thinks, his traitor of a heart fluttering at this hot mess of a man. How dare he throw Wadeâs own words back at him like this? That is ridiculously unfair.
Wadeâs still stewing when Logan lifts his head to glare at him. âYa got a problem?â he asks with a frown, the clearest heâs sounded since coming home.
Wade immediately shakes his head. He may be ticked that karmaâs working herself beautifully right now, but heâs not about to waste the opportunity of having The Wolverine using his ass like a pillow.
âAbsolutely not!â he reassures Logan with a grin, desperately hoping he doesnât sound like heâs about to flip his shit. âBut I was hoping weâd be naked when we finally hit third base.â
He has to joke about it, he has to. Or else his own stupid feelings will choke him to a death that would be more merciful than whatever the hell this is.
âNah,â Logans says around a yawn, head falling back down to Wadeâs ass. âJust wantâcha like this.â Wade tries and fails to steady his rapidly beating heart when Logan moves to wrap his arms around his waist.
At the silence that follows, he thinks Logan passes out on him, but just as he turns around to focus on his phone again, Wade hears him.
âJust...â Logan whispers, voice unguarded and overwhelmingly soft, âjust wanna hold ya fer'once...â
Wade swallows the lump in his throat. He doesnât have the freaky super-hearing Logan possesses but heâs pretty sure he hears that.
Heâs drunk, heâs drunk, heâs drunk, he reminds himself, it doesnât mean anything.
He turns back to his phone, hoping that Logan is actually asleep, which means he canât see the blush covering Wadeâs entire face.
#poolvertober#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool & wolverine#dp&w#deadpool#wolverine#poolverine#peanutbub#deadclaws#wolverpool#wade wilson#wade winston wilson#logan howlett#james logan howlett#jercy attempts words#fanfic#.shhh pretend i posted this before midnight on oct 4 shhhhhhh
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Saturday October 19th,2024 New York Comic Con
So I took a solo trip to NYCC and attended, let alone dressed up for such an event, for the first time. (I literally assembled my cosplay within a week bc I got my hair dyed the previous Friday, and my best friend pushed me off the ledge out of my comfort zone and encouraged me to dress up!).
Somehow, one of the absolute WORST weeks of my life due to major personal life issues between my car engine exploding in the middle of the woods in north carolina, being forced to stay in georgia until literally 5:30pm THE NIGHT BEFORE (FLEW up I-85N to the closest airport when I could finally leave. delta literally saved my life when I managed to catch a flight leaving at 7pm to go back home where ALL of my cosplay outfit pieces)straight up $đ„đ„đ„ hurt so bad but I was NOT missing this event for anything)) landed at 11:30pm and ended up just pulling an all-nighter to get ready and drive 3 hours back to nyc. my layover was in laguardia and it hurt so bad to know I had to turn around and drive right back past it LOL. however, the week I was PRAYING for to end, still ended off to be an incredible first-time experience thanks to these two, and everyone else I met who attended!
Someone sedate me. How am I supposed to sleep at night knowing the very first words he said were âwow, look at youâ, and then âIâll sign whatever you wantâ at the table? talk about giving me a free lobotomy on the spot bc I couldnât formulate a single sentence. Matt was so nice too!! I wish I was able to interact w him more but im so thankful that I was able to get a duo picture.
tom autographed a copy of our solo pic together, and I didnât even make it out of nyc on saturday night before running to the first target I saw to grab 4 8x10 photo frames.
I circled back around the line after realizing he was willing to sign my crown too and he had his white pen out and ready!! đđ I was so excited and awkwardly laughing bc I was flustered as hell that I walked right by the swau booth. completely forgot that I added the up charge to have them authenticate it, but I guess it doesnât matter all that much because this crown will only be pried from my cold, dead hands.
Jokingly told my mom to bury the crown with me and a few other trinkets like a pharaohâs tomb if you will. I got an odd side glance from her. Reminded me of Penguins of Madagascarâs âsmile and wave boys⊠smile and waveâŠ.đŹđâ
I didnât even realize Tom wasnât feeling well and had to leave early because of how bright his smile was, and how responsive he was both when taking pictures and signing autographs.
Dream come true! đđ blushing, giggling, swinging and kicking my feet.
gotta lock it in, im literally yapping right now⊠not done yet though :)
spay me for saying thisâ i cant tell what i enjoyed more about meeting him: seeing his toothy smile, or smelling his cologne, or learning what the IRL height difference is? đ€€đ«
okay yall imma shut up now but OMG!!! im obsessed with how good these pictures came out! im so excited to receive more. I hope everyone who attended had an amazing time!!
#tomglynncarney#tom glynn carney#matt smith#aegon targaryen ii#house of the dragon#hotd#aegon the second#king aegon ii targaryen#hotd aegon#hotd daemon#comic con#nycc 2024#nycc24#tgc nycc
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Temptation | Priest!Miguel OâHara x femreader [part 4]
W/C: 7,1k+ Go read the other chapters
Warnings/Rating:ïżŒ 18+. Religious content. Some Spanish. [smut spoilers ahead lol] ~~~~~~~~~~~ Reader has a vagina. Oral (f receiving). Some overstimulation. Thatâs all, babe.
A/N: so so so sorry it took so long. Thank you for your patience. I got real wrapped up in the chapter and work has been working me. Looking up flower symbolism and shit. Also, turns out the Bible has smut too. The scripture quoted throughout is from Song of Songs 4-7. Let me know what you think. Pic is something I found on Google (shame)
The chill of the evening air reminded the two who stepped into it that August was bleeding into September. Change was in the wind that carried hues of summer - fluttering down from trees that were shedding their warm colors for leaves of yellow, red, and orange gradients. The sun set earlier day by day as autumn approached the little town hidden in the Catskills mountain belt.
As the sun buried itself deeper into the horizon, it cast an expanse of purples and blues on the clouds above the two making their way into the courtyard behind the church. The pair stole away, silently sneaking out a side door, while the others enjoyed their supper inside. They were accompanied only by the statues of winged angels frozen in time - pouring bowls of abundance into the garden.
Wildflowers burst from patches along the walkways as the tall man guides the follower to a bench situated beside a maple tree. He ducked to avoid the overhead branches as he sat down and invited the other to join him there.
Wild Asters sprouted on either side of the bench in large clusters, long stems shooting up petals of white and red. The one still standing admires the stark contrast between the backdrop of the natural world and the seated oneâs black clothes and collared neck. No words have been exchanged since they stepped into the open air but the silent invitation of the large hand patting the open space made the other feel tingles, nonetheless.
The black clad man kept his hands in his lap and shot sideways glances at the one beside him. Their nerves caused them to bounce their knees rapidly. The silence and their nervousness was too much for the man to bear. He wanted to calm them down and reassure them that all was well. He placed his large hand on the otherâs knee, halting the bobbing leg. The sudden touch caused them to look up at him into the stormy dark eyes that showed nothing but concern and curiosity. He spoke their name and the song brought them back to Earth.
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âYour confession last-â the deacon began, but was interrupted by your nervous apology.
âIâm so sorry that you had to hear all that. I am so embarrassed and I understand if you think I shouldnât come here anymore. The last thing I want to do is get you in trouble or-.â This time you are interrupted by that large hand squeezing your leg gently. You look down and see the long-sleeved black dress shirt rolled up to his forearm, the muscle there too tight for it to roll up any further. The veins in his arms protrude and you trace one with your eyes that trails up his arm to the back on his hand. His palm envelopes your kneecap and the long fingers create a cage around the joint. You swallow your words and silently curse the clothes separating skin.
âPlease⊠let me finish.â He brought his other hand to his face and pinched the bridge of his nose. He sounded strained, as if he had to get the words out or he would burst. Like the things he had to say were compacted in his skull and caused pressure to build between his eyes. You fell silent again and your eyes darted between the scrunched lids of his eyes.
âEver since your confession I have been wanting to speak with you. I tried calling after you that day but I know I must have scared you.â Fear wasnât the primary motive for hauling ass out that church as much as it was shame, but you didnât want to interrupt him. âAnd then you werenât here on Sunday⊠I realize after your confession that youâre only really here for your mother, but I so wished you were here that day so we could talk face to face.â He continued slightly solemnly.
âI hated that we didnât get to speak on your struggles further and we werenât able to close the confession as you deserved. You need to know that I hold no judgment towards you - that session was between you and Him. Everyone's path is different and faith isnât cookie cutter.â He was so impassioned that when his eyes finally met yours again they lit up with excitement in his explanation.
âI owed a fellow man of the church a favor and I took over his confession shift that day last week. The fact that you came to confession that day⊠on that day of all days. To you all that may seem serendipitous or coincidental, that you felt that strange urge to release those doubts on the day that I was in the booth, but we in the business like to call that âGodâs Timingâ.â The worry and stress seem to melt away as he talks about your interaction in the booth, very different from the reaction you were expecting. His eyes brighten when you, him, and God are being mentioned in the same breath. He becomes more animated and gestures to the expanse of nature around the two of you.âYou were meant to go there that day and say those words, I was meant to be there to hear them, as we are meant to be here now in this garden.â
His chest rises and falls from the excitement he feels. He was certain that this is what is felt to be overcome with the Spirit as he had seen in other churches. For the words to fall out without filters and not hold back the faith. When he lowers his eyes to yours again there is a soft smile in them that matches the one slightly stretching his lips.
âI donât care if you donât believe in what I preach,â He says this suddenly and his smile slowly fades into something more serious. âIt doesnât bother me that we donât share the same faith in Christ.â
Heavy pause follows the revelation and you dare not interrupt him, giving him the time to express himself as he did for you in the booth. The setting sun shines rays into his eyes and they reflect back deep amber irises. Their brilliance bounces across your face like he is studying every inch of it - as if your countenance were a difficult passage in Numbers to interpret.
When he speaks again, you find that you aren't as drunk in the music of his voice. The notes are grounding and almost meditative.
âBut what worries me is that you donât share the same faith in yourself that I do. That you donât see yourself as worthy of blessings when you are a blessing yourself.â The light chill in the air canât keep the heat from creeping up your chest and neck. His tone became lighter as he went on.
âYou are more than deserving of good things. I know our internal thoughts make us feel otherwise, but I need you to know that what they say to you isn't the truth. We all have personal demons that make us question ourselves.â He tilts his upper half more towards you and his large shoulders jut against the backdrop of maple branches and stirring leaves.
Slowly, so slowly, he slides his hand centimeters up your leg so itâs resting more on your thigh.
âI must also confess that IâŠâ He inhales sharply and releases the words with his exhale, âIâm fighting against every urge in my body to maintain myself when Iâm around you.â His brows furrow lightly as his other hand comes to cup your chin again, like he had that first time youâd met. The voice is now the smoky room of a jazz club reverberating lowly in the small distance between the two of you.
âTrying to uphold the principles that have nearly been beaten into me when you are in the same room,â he starts to lean in, âyou donât even have to be in the room, mĂ vicio, for temptation to threaten the sanctity of my profession.â
He tenses ever so slightly, you feel and hear the hesitation in his touch and voice.
âI donât want to make you uncomfortable, or abuse my position..â he starts to pull his hands away, but you quickly grab his hand on your leg and grip his wrist to hold him there. His eyes widen at your response and his mouth hangs open slightly. A pointed canine dipping into his plump bottom lip as you move his hand to cup your cheek.
He brings his face to yours and looks into your eyes again before his stubborn raising escapes his lips, attempting to put his faith before pleasure, âTell me to stop⊠tell me we canât do this.â He presses his lips together and turns his head away a little. The anguish in the words makes you think he might crumble from the war in his mind.
You respond by closing the rest of the gap and pressing your lips onto his cheek. There is an evening shadow of hairs that poke into the soft kiss. He brings his eyes forward to lock back with yours and your noses bump together. Your breathing mixes and his shoulders rise and fall heavily and it seems as if heâs bracing himself with the grip on your leg. The temptation of just being close to you causes his lips to tremble.
âI donât think youâll burn in hell if we kiss,â you try to lighten his tension some and he does chuckle as you feel the shaky breathing on your cheeks.
âFunny.â He quips, but he doesnât say aloud that heâs already burning. His insides are on fire at the feeling of you in his hands. He knows his soul is doomed if fantasy is enough to condemn. Heâd burn for the images heâs pictured of you, the positions his imagination puts you in, and for the way his body is reacting to your permissive responses now. The fact that you want this as much as him makes holding back more difficult.
The anticipation that hung from your pout was too much for him and he whispered to himself before pulling your chin up and kissing you.
Just a press of lips against lips. They brushed against each other as your noses moved to accommodate for the space removed. That first kiss was brief, an innocent expression of the brewing affection between you. Yet, it was laden with complex emotions. A small jolt of electricity sparks from Miguel's chest at the kiss and his heartbeat echoed like a drum in his chest.
He was taken aback at how the simple, sweet kiss had made his head spin and when your lips parted he saw your eyes reflecting desire in their haze. Your eyes closed again and allowed your lips to guide the way.
The two of you traded little pecks and pleasure courses through his body. His hand from your knee now held your right hip and the cupped palm now snaked behind your neck and held your head to his as he deepened the kiss. It was harder to hold back as the deaconâs lust, his want, his desire, was too strong. He peaked down through slitted lids at your hands holding the chest of his shirt in fists and grunted against your closed mouths.
Unadulterated passion overwhelmed him and he poked the tip of his tongue to your lips in request. In those cold showers he had taken to try and control his thoughts, he had instead sinfully prayed to feel the inside of your mouth with his tongue, his fingers, and his currently tented dick. Your receptiveness made him nearly whine when you opened your lips in invitation. The buzz in his brain made him lose his inhibitions as he greedily licked into your mouth. He explored your slick cheeks and your tongues clashed together in their first meeting.
As your tongues danced between your mouths, you found that you were the one having to pull away for breath. Father Miguelâs face had reddened from lack of oxygen since he was prioritizing kissing you inside of breathing. His eyes would open halfway, his eyebrows would knit together in a pleading manner, and his pursed lips were swollen when you pulled away. Strands of his dark hair dangled into his forehead. The desperation on his face and in his grip on you was certainly a sight to behold. It was alluring that he was so affected just by kissing, you imagined just how sensitive he must be. It would be a lie to say you werenât also feeling warmth pool in your belly at the exchange of kisses. You held his face in your hands and your bodies pressed against each other when he wrapped his arms around you. His voice dripped with yearning as he spoke:
âLet me show you how worthy you areâŠâ
The words were a whisper in the wind, a secret kept by the rustling leaves, but they held a vow he intended to uphold.
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Getting away from your mother was surprisingly easy. She was wiped from cooking and everyone was shooing her home, telling her they would handle the clean up. The only real clean up was from the dishes they had dirtied as she had done most of the kitchen keep up as she cooked.
You shouldâve been tired too but your mind still whirred from the excitement earlier. The promise of another rendezvous had you eager to volunteer in the clean up. Your mother looked at you again with pride when you told her to go on ahead and that youâd meet her home later after finishing here. If only she knew your true intentions.
Getting Father Miguel away from his parish was another story. You were washing your hands in the kitchen sink as the last of the trash was being taken out. Discretion was attempted as you stole glances at him helping others with their things and wishing them a blessed evening. At one point he catches your eye and his conviction nearly crumbles, but to you he maintains his composure. He gives you the aforementioned signal of a nod and shaky smile and you dry your hands before excusing yourself from one of the church members on your street. You make it seem as though youâre leaving for the night, but head towards the opposite end of the hall when the dining room door closes behind you.
You try to keep your nerves together as you enter the room on the far left end. You try not to think about Father Steenâs name on the door. You try not to hear the innocent farewells and blessings from the other side of the church. You try to look away from the surrounding symbols of sacrifice for sins you were actively committing. You try to calm yourself and your racing mind as you settle in the chair opposite to the one at the desk.
Curiosity temporarily overtakes your other worries when you crane your neck to see the pages that are open on the desk in front of you. Itâs obvious what book it is but itâs hard to tell what chapter given itâs upside down, eleven size font, and single-spaced.
You donât notice the noise completely dying down in the other room as you scan the office. Youâve never actually been in this office so you donât know what belongs to Father Steen or the deacon. You do recognize the Catholic vestments that were worn by the elder but there was one you hadnât seen that was separated from the others.
You could tell as you approached that it was much more fancy than the humble ones worn by either of the church heads. Its red satin underside was soft and silky against your inquisitive, yet careful, fingertips. The emerald green top portion was trimmed and detailed in intricate golden lacework. Embroidered red and white flowers weaved with golden stems and darker woven patterns accentuated the colors even further. It was sturdy and seemed handmade as you held the matching stole that hung from the hook beside it.
A knock on the door brought you back to reality and you murmured a âcome inâ. Funny how he was knocking to come into his own office.
He opened the door and walked through the threshold - the top of his head not even an inch away from the frame of the door. He saw you standing by the robes and smiled. He approached you and looked at the robe with you, feeling the fabric himself.
âThis chasuble is a Spanish cut. It came from the priest that ran an orphanage in the city and it was a gift to me when he passed.â Thereâs reverence in his voice as he explains the importance of the robe, and the true weight of the words doesnât go unnoticed to you. Thereâs still so much you didnât know about him.
âObviously itâs way too fancy for regular service but I always carry it with me. Bring it out for weddings and Easter. Best part? Itâs got pockets.â You share a laugh as he wiggles his fingers in a hidden pouch along the inner lining on the front of the robe. He wiggles his eyebrows as well making you laugh more. The sound of it makes him beam at you and you canât help but feel whiplash from the range of expression heâs given in such a short time.
From a near blubbering mess just from your lips, to this coy attitude now after congregating with his congregation. That tingle returns to your gut at his confident smile and you think of what was going through his mind when you left to come into the office. Did he watch you leave as he shook hands and embraced his newfound flock? Did he feel any impatience with the others who hung on his words? Did he have a change of heart and is attempting to let you down gently? You understood that this was a big No-No in his vocation⊠maybe post-kiss clarity and being surrounded by the ones trusting his judgment was making him have second thoughts.
Your doubts cause you to speak up, unfortunately spoiling the upbeat mode but you had to make your concerns known.
âI donât want to make you do something youâll regret.â His smile fades at the comment as you continue, âyou could lose your job.â
He turns towards you from the garments you were admiring.
âThink of the consequencesâŠâ you stamper as listens to you, âyou could lose the influence and respect you have amongst your fellow brothers in preisthood.â You brace yourself on the chair behind you as you slowly back up past it. He follows you closely.
âBreaking your vows would be a sacrilege.â Your back hits the desk but the deacon still approaches you. âYou could be cast out.â
His hands are on your hips and face and your breathing quickens as he leans in, his voice a husky whisper, âFor a nonbeliever, youâve really done your research.â
You know his cocky demeanor is only temporary; when you start kissing again heâll be back to incoherence. It doesnât stop you from blushing up at his towering frame.
âAre you sure you want this? I donât want to make you uncomfortableâŠâ he says and starts to pull away as he had before, so careful not to overstep. Again you put your hands on his chest and it takes everything in you not to squeeze the muscular pecs stretching the front of his shirt.
âI want this. So badly. What I donât want is you feeling guilty. I know what I want but I also know what is right. I donât want to be the cause of any turmoil or strain in your spirituality. Iâve caused too much wrong to be the reason you break sacred vows important to you.â You both cling to each other against the desk.
âHow could I regret this?â He asks so quietly itâs like heâs asking himself, or silently asking God. âAre matters of the heart to be ashamed of?â The storm in his eyes brewed at the idea of even having to explain himself and his feelings to someone above him in the church. For a man who has never been married, never seen God in the loving embrace of another, to try and tell him what love couldnât be. How could he be expected to turn away from the act of God placed before him now? How do those in the church not see that to love Him, to truly flourish in His image, is to cherish and admire His other creatures? He scans your face and the hand there moves to gently hold your hands on his chest. How badly he wished to banish any doubt clouding your mind.
âI donât know how else to explain it other than I have developed a deep connection and affection with you and I wish to learn more, so much more.â His breathing is slightly ragged and you feel the rise and fall under your hands. âYour confession, if you still feel the same, makes it nearly impossible for me to deny this anymore.â
âI cannot deny my feelings and continue to serve the church in a capacity that forbids me from you.â Youâre speechless at the words and the abrupt honesty. âIâm making these decisions with my eyes wide open.â
âDeacon, I-â you begin, but he cuts in to say,
âPlease, call me Miguel. Not sure how much longer Iâll be a Deacon after this gets outâŠâ He canât hold back now that youâre alone so he kisses you because he can. Because there is nothing to hold him back from doing so, and your lips feel so good pressed to his. Hearing you say his name causes a low groan to come from his throat and he parts when you frantically protest against his lips.
âWhat do you mean? No, no one can know! Not yet⊠oh my god what would my mom think?! Sheâd believe I corrupted you, and I have, havenât I?â Your nervousness and the fact that you were more afraid of the judgment from your mother than that of God Almighty made him chuckle again as he nuzzled into your neck and laid kisses up to your ear.
âCorruption and change are not the same. You have brought about a change in me. While I no longer feel I am the same man I once was before meeting you, I am happy for it.â He moves a hand slowly up your back to cradle your head and he feels like King Solomon taking his Queen to bed in Song of Songs as he kisses your neck.
Your neck is like the tower of David,
built with courses of stone;
on it hang a thousand shields,
all of them shields of warriors.
âPlease,â He whispers into your ear and takes the lobe between his lips in a tease, âlet me reveal my devotion to you.â
Your only response is your fingers entwining in his hair and a gasp, but itâs enough for him to capture your lips again. This time he wastes no time easing your mouth open with his tongue.
Your lips drop sweetness
as the honeycomb,
milk and honey are under your tongue.
He hasnât had a woman in his arms like this is such a long time. Excitement overcomes him and his hands arenât sure where to rest on your body. He wants to learn you only by touch. Allowing himself to be led blindly by faith in your embrace. He cups your breasts over your shirt and moans open mouthed into the kiss. You mewl at the abandonment of restraints you both had been holding yourselves back with. Youâre not too lost to the feeling of his hands sliding back down and under your shirt. He traces your spine up and down and grabs at newfound flesh.
âYouâre skin⊠tan suave.â Heâs breathless again from the frenzy of kisses and touches heâs covering you in. He nearly loses it wondering how soft the rest of you was. The thought brings his fingers to your bra and he undoes the clasp there. He pulls away to see them fall slightly and his teeth dig into his bottom lip and he nearly growls before pulling your shirt up to reveal the loosened bra still veiling your breasts. His eyes are hungry, but he still asks, âMay I?â
Youâre frustrated at how long this is taking. Usually this sort of thing is a quick ordeal without all this checking in. You take a deep breath and remind yourself who youâre dealing with. You reassure him with a curt, âNo more asking.â
Something snaps in his brain and heâs pulling your bra off and quickly replacing the cups with his own hands. He massages them both, lifting them lightly to feel their weight and admiring how your nipples react to the exposure to air and his fingers. The theories of intelligent, immaculate design are confirmed to him as he gazes at them and appreciates them.
At first, youâre on edge about the intensity in his eyes as he looks over you. Then you realize that you donât know the last time heâs been with someone and that you just arenât used to time being taken on you. You attempt to regulate your breathing and relax but when he gently tweaks the buds of your breasts between his large fingers your back arches.
He nearly drools at the sight of your bodyâs reaction and brings the hardened nipple into his mouth. He swirled his tongue around the tip and caught it in a suckle. You moan and the last thing he sees before your shirt drops over his head is you tossing your head back. He grins devilishly and grazes his teeth over the sensitive nub before moving to give the other some attention. He doesnât leave it unattended for long when his fingers run his remaining spit over the delicate pucker.
You pull your shirt up and off, discard it somewhere in the room. You couldnât go any longer without the enticing image of his face in your chest. His lips parted briefly from your right tit so he could mumble, âDios, me encantan tus tetasâŠâ
The praise and slightly blasphemy of the Lordâs name used in marvel of your body made your head spin. His free hand gripped your hip, then the flesh of your back, ghosting over your soft belly. His fingertips then slip into the hem of your pants and trail fire in their wake. You buck your hips involuntarily and ignore the dig of the desk in your back side.
He pulls away to see your face and the feedback your body gives him. He accepts it eagerly and continues to tease and pull at your pantyline while pinching and pulling at your nipples.
âPlease, Miguel-,â The breathlessness in your voice and the flush of your face makes his already hard dick twitch in the restriction of his pants. His name in that sweet, needy tone made him moan out a âyeah?â
âI need you.â Your eyes are glazed from the pleasures heâs bestowing upon you. A sheen of sweat shines on your bare chest from the heat of the moment. Your body is on fire and this is only second base. The sensitivity levels of you both were turned up high, but maybe the taboo of it all was causing such an intense reaction. Or maybe you were feeling the same fervent connection he revealed to feel for you. The same string pulling you to one another.
Any resemblance of control fell away from him completely at your pleading pout. His lips crashed down onto yours again and an image of you heâd had in his mind many times flashed and he knew what you needed.
His hand swiftly unbuttons your jeans and the sound of the zipper is in slow motion as he inhales your breathy moans and pleas. His hands move to either side of you and he peels the denim off your burning skin.
He pulls away from you and looks in your eyes as he begins to lower himself. He kisses every inch of newly revealed skin. Youâre suddenly feeling slightly self-conscious because you havenât had a need to do any sort of landscaping for a while. This hadnât exactly been planned. You look down at your nearly naked body and blush at how he is still completely clothed. You see the dance of his curls as he pulls the jeans off your feet. Then heâs on his knees.
This man of God, in his uniform of black with the white collar slightly askew, knelt before you as if you were an altar to pray to. His hands roamed from your ankles up to your thighs and then down your backside. He squeezes the flesh all over and they never truly settle in one place. Heâs intent on learning each curve and dedicating every mole to memory. He catches your eyes and is emboldened by the lust in them so he leans up to press kisses along your abdomen. He murmurs against your tummy at how beautiful you are and how you can stop him at any time. Then, his fingers are hooked around the sides of your panties and he begins to slide them down.
He canât help but take his time. There were a couple reasons. The first was this was simply too amazing to rush. Heâd been in situations like this, and knowing what was coming next excited him. Pulling you out your jeans and spreading your legs brought wafts of your scent into his nose. The aroma was robust and earthy and it drew him in as your panties came down. It had been so long⊠the smell of your heat made him nearly light-headed but he inhaled deeply. He couldnât get enough. He had to taste you.
Your panties were still around your knees when he buried his face into your pubic hair and took a deep breath in. You nearly buckled in embarrassment but his arms wrapped around your legs to bring you to his face even more so. He hugged your crotch for a moment and the smells went straight to his cock. Itâd been so long since heâd been presented with such a pretty pussy and he had to appreciate the moment.
He pulls you out your panties the rest of the way and pushes you back against the desk. The back of his hand presses to your inner leg and you oblige him by spreading them both for him to get a better look. He sighs as he sits back on his heels and admires the image that has been in his mind for the last couple weeks. The offering of your own communion already glistening from the heavy petting and kissing is more captivating than his imagination could ever be. He paws at the hardness in his jeans and takes a mental image for later.
Motivated by the hunger in his eyes and the way his eyes move in the need to see it all, you start to lose the voice in your head that makes you worry about your body. You bring your hand down and spread your lips a little for him, a little moan escaping you. He nods as if being given instruction and wordlessly brings his mouth to you.
You cry out his name from the touch of his lips to your sensitive flesh. Heâs simply kissing the parts you presented to him so graciously. You lean back and brace yourself more on the desk as his hands come up to massage your inner thighs. He moves lower and looks up at you before dragging his tongue slowly up from your seeping pussy to your clit. Your hips buck again and he grins deviously.
The grin and his lewd teasing showed a transformation in the man, as if this part of him laid dormant just beneath the surface of sacredness. His eyes seemed to shift to an alarming red in the lighting. His fingers dug into you like claws. His teeth seemed more pointed when he flashed those wicked grins up at you. He was the one on his knees, but he was the dominant force.
He brought his hands to his new heaven and spread the pearly gates with his thumbs. He blew gently on the exposed, heated skin and you whined from the lack of friction.
Blow on my garden,
that its fragrance may spread everywhere.
Let my beloved come into his garden
and taste its choice fruits.
The stretch of your legs and the wetness that shone between them looked so inviting. He massaged his thumbs up and down, rubbing your lips together and then apart again. His mouth watered at the sight and he licked his lips.
âYouâre so wet for meâŠâ he breathed the words before plunging into your waters. The tension, teasing, and time carefully taken on you had driven you crazy but the satisfaction of his tongue on your clit drove you mad. You arched your back and placed your hands on his broad shoulders, the pleasure bringing you to smile and moan in delirium. No longer were you worried about his job, the way you looked, or if he was interested in you as much as you were into him. He was definitely proving that now as he at you out like his last supper.
You surmised that he had to have had some kind of experience with this as you gawk at the expert movements of his tongue. At first, he prodded with the relaxed muscle to test the waters. Now, he was buried into you up to his nose. His tongue would flatten when he wanted a wider range of flavor and youâd feel the large pad lapping you up. Then he would tighten it and drag circles around your clit, sometimes licking into your tightness as if he were starved. He took note of how your body twitched when he pushed his tongue inside you to taste the velvety smoothness of your tight walls. He saw how you jerked with too much stimulation on your delicate bud. He groaned at the sight of your body moving above him, the way your hair hung in your face. The vibration of his convulsing tongue inside you as he groans makes you toss your head back and chant Miguel, Miguel,âŠ
Fueled by the mantra of his name, Miguel goes back to swirling around your clit. He decided his tongue isnât long enough to feel as deep inside you as heâd like and pushes his middle finger into you halfway. The promise of penetration causes you to grind on the finger and consequently onto his face as well.
Heâs sometimes closing his eyes as if heâs in prayer while consuming communion. But the buck of your hips and your weight shifting down on him made his eyes snap open so he could watch your immodesty through lustful eyes. He pulled as you pushed, maintaining the single digit only halfway. He wanted to take his time feeling you and becoming acquainted with what you had so graciously offered to him. When he pulls away from you to speak, the sight of his puffy lips and chin shining with your wetness nearly makes you fall forward.
âBe patient, please,â his voice drips with desperation, âitâs been so long.â
You let out a low whimper but complain no further when he wraps his lips around your clit again and starts moving his finger inside you deeper, finally. You arch your back and your fingers entangle in his hair.
Your light pulling on his hair pulls another moan out of him and he canât help but rub the underside of himself as he pleasures you. Your wet noises make him want to bathe in your scent and sleek walls. Your moans make his cock twitch in his tightening pants. He flattens his tongue on your swollen clit and languidly licks around and at it directly. He greedily adds another finger so he can gauge just how tight your opening is, but has to ease it in slowly as you cry out.
âOoh, so tight.. so wet..â He murmurs against your slick as he wiggles the two fingers inside you. âTodo para mĂ?â This could easily be interpreted as coy, but the tone is earnest. He truly feels blessed with the gifts youâve so graciously given. He flicks the tip of his cock over the pants as he sweeps his fingers to graze a particularly delicate spot inside you. As soon as his fingers touch that bumpy groove you see stars in your vision. The direct stimulation to your most sensitive space and this new sensation was nearly overwhelming.
âMiguel, âs too much.â You pant and attempt to push him off for some reprieve.
He lifts his head with worry in his eyes. His fingers straighten and pump inside you at a grudgingly slow pace. The slightly sweaty strands of hair stick to your thighs as he gently rests his head on it. Leaning on his devotion.
âI just want to make you feel good.â His eyes trail back to watch the way your pussy clings to his fingers when he pulls them out slowly. He seems entranced with the way you stick to his fingers even when they arenât inside you. You look down to watch the lewd scene and see just how hard his cock is and how heâs got a grip on it through the clothes heâs still fucking wearing. âAs good as you make me feel.â
You melt at the words and when his thumb comes up to press around your glistening pearl. He slid it across the top, just above the screaming bud, as if flipping through the thin pages of the Good Book. He ghosted over the area you found tried and true when you were doing this alone and your body, your voice let him know.
He slides his fingers back inside, unable to hold back any longer. His pace is shaky at first, but becomes stable again.
âMmm, is that good for you?â He begins rubbing small circles in the spot you so beautifully inclined him towards. You nod and moan in response and then he asks you something that nearly knocks you off the table:
âWill you please cum for me?â He asks between heavy breaths that feel warm on your slit. He wondered how you looked, felt, smelled, sounded, and moved when you orgasmed. When he first placed that wafer in your mouth he wanted to be the reason that it happened. He wanted his name to be the one you called out. âFuck, I need you toâŠâ the curse and the words from the holy man made your insides twist and burn. The steady driving into your core and thumb on that sweet spot causes you to close your eyes and roll your hips with the rhythm.
He says your name and your eyes snap open again.
âLook at me.â
The way his large body slumps between your legs and the background of Catholicism surrounding the two of you hits a dirty switch in your brain and youâre nearing the edge. He can tell by the tightening of the muscles in your thighs and the way they nearly straighten out to give yourself more purchase.
âJust like that. Youâre so close arenât you, tell me.â You cry out a yes!! through your gaped mouth.
âCum fâme, please. Cum for me just like this. Just for me.â
The words, the perfect pace of his fingers, the way heâs looking up at you⊠you reach your climax and fight to keep your eyes open as he asked.
Through your lashes you see that heâs grinning up at you. Your slick still on his mouth and stringing between his lips. The type of grin that shouldnât be on a priestâs face. Thatâs two things that shouldnât be on his face now as he licks around his pumping fingers to devour the flow of juices heâs poured out of you.
Your thighs clench around his head and your body spasms, he pulls his mouth away to look up at you between the trap of your thighs.
âYesss, just like that you look so good. Such a good girl.â He mumbles with a mouth full of your slickness.
He moves his thumb off the hood of your pulsing nub to not overstimulate you, but his fingers remain inside you. The way you pulsed and squeezed around him mesmerized him. He matched the pulses to the grip on his length in a futile attempt to simulate the intoxicating spasms brought onto you by just his hands.
He tries to memorize the heartbeat of your warm burrow as it begins to ease on your come down. Heâll try to emulate the sensation later - on himself - but he knows and dreads the fact that it would not compare to the readied womanhood presented to him. He bites his bottom lip and groans.
You notice how he holds himself and you canât pull your eyes away from the tent heâs holding back in his pants. Your arms, still a little shaky, move down and you grab his face. You pull a little and he obliges and stands again. He snakes his large arms around your naked body and doesnât seem to care about any mess you might leave on him. You pull his face to yours and kiss him. His puffy lips are warm against yours and when your tongues touch you taste yourself and feel another coil form in your gut. You pull away and tell him, in a raspy voice,
âI need you. All of you. Please?â Encouraged by your orgasm, you reach your hand down to grab the erection thatâs been begging for you.
He hissed your name through his teeth at the sensation and grabs your wrist. He was already embarrassingly close to his own orgasm after having watched you and toyed with himself. Your grip on him made his knees nearly buckle.
His protest made you worry and your arm seized in its place. You let go of him and stare up into his eyes to see where you went wrong with him.
âWhatâs wrong, Miguel?â The concern in your voice makes him bore his eyes into yours.
âNothing, no, nothings wrong. You did nothing wrong. I do want this, oh God, you donât know how badlyâŠâ Itâs almost as if heâs gasping the words. Your touch, it set him on fire. But, he didnât think he should, or could, have you the way he really wanted. Not now. Not here. âThereâs something you should know. Itâs not embarrassing for me, but itâs important you know.â
The seriousness in his tone has you scanning his face for any more information. He says your name and then reveals the truth and youâre left speechless. His tone is matter of fact, the words shocking.
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âIâm a virgin.â
You are a garden locked up;
you are a spring enclosed,
a sealed fountain.
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Chapter 5? It might take some time thoâŠ
#fanfic#miguel o'hara#across the spiderverse#priest!miguel#miguel x reader#priest au#miguel x you#atsv smut#finally!#sorry lol#chapter 4
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âĄđ ON DUTY !
synopsis: it's officially summer season, where those in that are in school feel a breathe of fresh air from being buried with exams and work. for y/n, summer is nothing special. summer does not give her a breathe of fresh air because the oh, so annoying, pathetic, gratating jake sim prevents y/n from ever getting a break.
â OR y/n is convinced jake is sent from hell to torture her and they are lifeguards
genre: smau, frenemies 2 lovers, mostly fluff (who am i) pairing: lifeguard!jake x lifeguard!fem!reader taglist: OPEN! send an ask to be added! warnings: cursing, shirtless jake, maybe a tiny tiny suggestive but not anything crazy, i fail at being funny status: on hold:(
profiles. free zuha blame niki
1⥠shirtless jake
2⥠DOX HIM!
3⥠DONT HURT EM
4⥠rock paper scissors
5⥠ten red bulls
6⥠u make me so concerned :/
7⥠IM A CHILD OF DIVORCE??
8⥠blow me? (written, wc - 1.1k+)
9⥠jake the himbo
10⥠chat is this real
11⥠hoonki babysitting
12⥠albert einstein plan
13⥠expired prime (written, wc - 1.6k+)
14⥠lol fr
15⥠miraculous ladybug
16⥠shack it on
17⥠the answer
18⥠niki changing lives
19⥠balls
20âĄ
more to come!
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we want you! pt. 4
pairing: Johnny Cage x Reader
tw: oral sex, public, almost caught, mostly fluffy tbh, gn pronouns
a/n: finally, a pt 4! i've been busy with school this week, so im glad i got this out lol. enjoy the fluffy old man hehe
word count: 1.74 k
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Itâs been about 3 days since you last saw Johnny. Youâve got class, and heâs got work. That doesnât stop him from texting you. Constantly. Heâs sending you texts about what he ate, pictures of cute things he saw, and whining about not hanging out. Itâs a lot of whining to be fair. But itâs cute. Especially when he sends selfies where heâs making big sad puppy dog eyes.
But finally, you reach another free day. Heâs been counting down the days, complaining more that he canât come over at 6 A.M. sharp. But you need more time than that, and he understands. That doesnât mean heâs not constantly asking you if youâre ready. Like, every 5 minutes. How does he have this much energy? When you let him know youâre ready, you swear itâs only been a couple of minutes before the knock on your door comes. You open the door, but Johnny nearly bursts in, capturing you in a bear hug as he lifts you slightly. There you hang, as he squeezes you tight and lets out a deep breath. Face buried in your chest, you hear him mumble out, âMan, I missed you.â As he sets you down, you giggle slightly. âYou know itâs only been a couple of days right?â He sighs and droops forward comedically. âI know, I know, but! Youâre so much more fun than sitting around all day.â
You hold his hand and smile at him, which causes him to stand up straighter, as you speak quietly, âThatâs very sweet of you.â He wraps his arms around your waist, gently touching his forehead to yours, smiling out, âWell, I am well known for how sweet I am.â You giggle at him, which makes him smile even more. âGod, I donât think Iâve ever been funnier than when Iâm with you,â he laughs with you. You slip from his grasp and grab your bag, walking out the door. âCome on, I donât have all day.â Johnny quickly walks out after you, watching as you lock the door. But the second you do, he grabs your hand and pulls you along. His steps are fast, and heâs half-dragging you along. As you practically get dragged along the sidewalk, you canât help but admire his excitement. Itâs quite sweet.
He screeches to a halt and you bump into his back. He turns around to grin at you wide, asking excitedly, âWhat do you think?â Itâs a hole-in-the-wall restaurant, an old shader over the worn door. He walks in the door, still holding your hand tight. Itâs quite cute inside, like a warm, comfortable library, with large sofas and thrifted coffee tables. He speaks to an employee as you look around before he gets your attention to follow him again. You start up a thin staircase, with creaky wooden floors under your feet. It suddenly opens up to a rooftop area, flowering plants pouring out over the trellis in the center, with comfortable-looking chairs underneath. You sit down, amazed at how picture-esque it is. Johnny whispers to the employee who brought you up, who nods as he leaves again. Johnny sits down with you, smiling at you, which you reciprocate. âWhat do you think? You like it?â He says softly as he traces shapes on your hand. âDo I like it? Itâs gorgeous! How did you know about this place?â You express with adoration. He pretends to be flustered, âOh you know, Iâve got connections. And I like seeing how happy you get when I take you somewhere nice.â
The employee returns, placing a tray with a coffee pot, 2 mugs, and 2 small cakes on the table before leaving again. Johnny grabs the pot, pouring cups for the two of you. âIâm not allowed to have caffeine so, does hot chocolate sound good?â You nod, before laughing, âWhy canât you have caffeine?â He falters slightly but continues pouring. He coughs before talking, âWellâŠmy daughter worries about me, so she asked me to watch my intake.â Your eyes widen slightly, surprised that it took him this long to mention it. âYou have a daughter? WowâŠwhat does she do?â He looks in your eyes, happy that youâre not weirded out. âWell, she works with the Special Forces, sheâs a commander. You would like her, sheâs funny.â You take a sip from your mug, almost burning your tongue, but quickly end up giggling. âFunny like you, or actually funny?â He snorts, leaning back in his chair, âThose are the same thing, you know.â
Youâre glad youâve lightened the mood, but you worry a little. What if this relationship continues, and she thinks youâre weird? But you forget them the second Johnny meets your eyes again, warm and full of compassion. Everything is good right now. No need for stress. Johnny picks up a fork and grabs a piece of the cake in front of you. He leans closer to you and leads it to your mouth. You take the bite, melting at the taste. You mumble out around the food, âHoly shit. Thatâs so good.â He lights up even more, taking a bite for himself. He does the exact same, covering his mouth as he speaks through it, âThatâs really fucking good.â You both laugh, happy just to be here and experiencing it. You both end up taking your time, enjoying the company, and eating more delicious cake. When you finally leave, walking out onto the sidewalk, you half-brace yourself for another dragging. But he walks slower this time, admiring the shops you pass and staring at you. Until he suddenly stops, leading you down a park path, large trees shading your path.
âItâs nice here,â he finally breaks the silence between you two. You pause for a deep breath before speaking, âYeah, it is nice. Iâm glad Iâm here with you.â He squeezes your hand quickly, admiring you with genuine eyes. âYouâre so nice, you know that? Iâm always so happy with you. I like spending all this time with you.â You wrap your arm around him, leaning into him. He stops walking, looks at you, and gently kisses you. As the wind blows behind you, you lean into him, his warmth and stability and kindness draw you in further. He leans back, looking at you again as you speak, âYouâve been looking at me a lot today. Do I look especially good?â He leans back in, resting his head against yours, âYou always look good.â Shivers travel up your spine as his fingers dance along your back. You feel him back up, steering you back along the pathway. âYou wanna see a movie? I heard they were showing classics at the local theater.â You nod, walking along with him, trying to shake off how flustered he made you.
You reach the theater, which is across the street from the end of the park, and Johnny orders two tickets to a movie called âNinja Mimeâ which sounds familiar. You walk inside and see the poster for it directly inside the door. You smack his arm lightly, whispering to him, âYou bought us tickets to see your movie??â He grins, âIâm sorry, I thought you wanted to see a classic.â You both make your way into the screening room, completely empty as the final trailer rolls. You sit next to him, lifting the arm rest between you so you can get closer. He pulls you in close, whispering again, âYou better behave. I donât take kindly to talking during the movie.â You nod, but heâs put an idea in your head. The lights dim, and the movie starts, watching as a younger Johnny leaps around the screen silently in mime makeup. Heâs fully invested in his own performance, serious face on display. You do a final check of the theater, fully empty besides you two.
You slide out of your chair slowly, avoiding his eyeline. You crawl slowly between his legs, finally getting his attention. He looks slightly confused like he really didnât notice that you moved. Your hand gently rubs along his inner thigh, which causes him to jump slightly. He looks more eager now, no longer confused. He slightly shifts his hips so you have a better angle, and you unzip his pants slowly. Heâs not quite hard yet, gently removing him and starting to stroke him slowly. He moves back and forth, already feeling the effect of your touch. Maybe since you were in public, but youâve forgotten to care, leaning forward to slowly lick from base to tip, intense eye contact before sinking down. He jumps again, hand clutching the arm tight. You slowly bob your head, trying to keep eye contact and swirling your tongue against the sensitive underside. He bites his hand, a whine lightly slipping out. It only eggs you on more, speeding up slightly to watch him squirm more.
Suddenly, he grabbed your head and held you down against him. You hear a door creak and a few footsteps before they suddenly stop. You breathe through your nose as quietly as you can, looking up to see Johnny, face completely blank. It was impressive honestly. Suddenly, the steps return, getting quieter as you hear the door creak again. Johnny lets go, breathing out a sigh of relief. You sit up slightly, sputtering and coughing. He leans down, grabbing your chin lightly. âGod, youâre so hot.â He sits back up, leading your head back down. You eagerly accept, going back down again, moving a lot faster than before. His whimpers could be heard lightly echoing throughout the theater as his grasp on you tightened. You can tell heâs close, the situation has made him more sensitive. You were right, as he holds you back down again, this time hunching over you with a heady moan as he cums right there. You swallow it down, continuing to move your tongue. He starts twitching, still too sensitive. You finally pull away, as he leans back with a tired look on his face. You sit back down next to him and lean into his side. After a few seconds, you whisper out, âSo what did I miss?â He snort-laughs as he sits back up, looking at you, âAll the best parts.â You kiss him lightly, which he gladly accepts. As you pull away, you whisper a final time. âSo, are you gonna leave your dick out the whole movie, or?â
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The Doll House - A Toji x Reader Fanfic Part 3
Youâre in love with Toji, even after finding out he trains sex dolls at the Doll House. Taking a chance, you sell yourself to the Doll House so he can be your trainer, and you bet him that you can make him fall for you by the end of the training.
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4
Read Getoâs Part Here!
Read Nanamiâs Part Here!
Read Sukunaâs Part Here!
Read Gojoâs Part Here!
Read Chosoâs Part Here!
AU! Each trainer will get their own story! This is Tojiâs. Iâm not sure how many parts it will have. If youâd like to be tagged in future parts, let me know! You must be an adult to be tagged! Any feedback whatsoever is adored! Iâm keeping the same tag list as Getoâs part. If youâd like to be removed, please let me know!
Note: Consider these parts AUâs within an AU. So you might see Geto with a different doll from the reader in his part, but just consider this an alternate timeline lol.
There will be one more part after this! I thought about just doing one big long part 3 but when I got into it, I realized the story flows better this way.
Smut. 18+. Short Fem Reader. Cock drunk reader. Age difference (Reader is 20, Toji is 38). Size difference kink. Rough sex. Use of aphrodisiacs. Divider by @benkeibear!
A few days later, you wake up to Tojiâs voice speaking somewhat harshly. You spot him across the room, holding his phone to his ear.Â
âThis is short fucking notice!â he says, his eyes narrowed angrily. A pause, then, âAlright! Fuck it, Iâll pick him up myself! âŠAm I still on the list? You know what I mean, the list of people theyâll let pick him up at school! They donât just let any rando show up and grab a kid! ⊠Yeah you do that. Okay. Later.â
You raise up in bed and he looks over at you as he drops his phone onto the dresser. âSorry about that. Looks like youâre gonna meet Megumi after all. My uncle has something to do today.â
âReally? Thatâs great!â You canât suppress the excitement in your voice. You  get to see Toji in âdad modeâ. The thought has you giddy.Â
He gives you a flat stare. âYouâre gonna be disappointed. That kid isnât cute at all. Heâs a sarcastic, rude little brat.â
Despite his words, you could sense a feeling of affection that Toji seemed to be trying to hide. âHe sounds like his father,â you say teasingly.Â
Toji frowns, feigning offense. âExcuse me? Do I have to put you in your place? I can probably borrow a belt from Nanami.â
You laugh, pulling the covers off yourself, showing him your nude body. âYou donât have a belt?â
âNot like his,â Toji says, crawling onto the bed. âHis are all Italian leather. Youâve seen my wardrobe. Itâs ninety percent sweatpants.â
âYou look good in sweatpants,â you say as he climbs on top of you, kissing your face and neck. âWhat about picking up Megumi?â you ask.Â
He doesnât bother looking up, his face buried in your chest. âSchool lets out at three. We have a few hours to kill.â
All at once he rolls over onto his back, pulling you on top of him. The way he can just sling you around turns you on so much. Heâs so much bigger than you, so much stronger. The fact that he could easily break you in half, but instead is surprisingly gentle with you, makes your skin tingle with delight. Itâs like youâve tamed a great beast.Â
Heâs lying flat on his back, and he puts his hands behind his head in a relaxed pose. âI gotta conserve my energy if Iâm gonna be taking care of a kid today,â he says with a grin. âWhy donât you do all the work?â
You get to your knees, straddling him. You bend down to kiss his lips. âSuch a lazy trainer,â you say, sliding your hands down his soft cotton T-shirt, finding the bottom hem and then pushing the fabric up to reveal his muscled abdomen. You pull the front of his sweatpants down far enough to free his cock, already hard and ready for you.Â
As you scoot back down a bit, you lock eyes with Toji as you lean forward and run your tongue over his dick, letting your saliva drip all over it, getting it nice and wet. Then you straighten up, get in position, and sink down onto him. You donât go all the way down at first, only halfway. Toji groans and gives you an exasperated look.Â
âYou teasing me now?âÂ
You smile as you move your hips in a circular motion. âI donât know what you mean,â you say playfully. âIs my big strong trainer feeling frustrated? Does he want to be buried all the way inside my wet little pussy?â
His eyes are gleaming as he looks up at you, his hands finally moving from behind his head to grip your waist. It would be so easy for him to pull your body down, completely shoving himself into you. He doesnât, but the thought that he could at any moment, his strong hands firm on your skin, thrills you.Â
âI can hold back if you can,â he finally says, a smirk on his face. âBut I know this needy little cunt is hungry for my cock. Youâll never be satisfied until Iâm all the way in.â
Heâs right of course, but you feel like teasing him a bit more. You roll your hips, making shallow thrusts, as you use one hand to play with your nipple, the other moving down to rub your clit. You moan, arching your back, giving Toji an incredible view. Youâre trying to goad him into pulling you down, holding your hips in place while he fucks up into you so hard you cry. Glancing down at him through half-closed eyes, you can see the unbridled desire on his face. He wants to absolutely rail you, that much is obvious.Â
But heâs holding back, waiting for you to be the one who gives in first. So it becomes a game to see whose desire wins out. You want to be stuffed full of him so badly, but you stay at the halfway point, moving slowly, touching yourself, watching the way his eyes rake over your form.Â
âToji⊠Toji!â
His name is delicious on your lips as your eyes close, your head tossed back. His cock is twitching inside you, his fingers digging into the flesh of your hips. Heâs close to giving in, but so are you. Several more minutes of this, and your legs are weak, shaky, aching to collapse. Just when youâve decided you canât wait any longer, Tojiâs grip tightens and he yanks you down, plunging his entire length into you.Â
For a moment, you see stars. His tip has crashed against your cervix, leaving you gasping. Toji grins beneath you as he thrusts up once, going so deep, tears spring to your eyes. âWhatâs wrong?â he asks. âMy little doll gettin more than she bargained for?â
You clench tightly around him, drawing a grunt from his mouth. Your hands are on his stomach, feeling the taut muscles under his skin. âS-so deepâŠToji!âÂ
He waits, not moving, just watching you. Then, you begin riding him, moving up and down, moaning each time you slide all the way back down, relishing the way he fills you so completely. His large hands glide up from your hips to grope your breasts as you bounce on his cock, crying out his name like a mantra.Â
After some time passes, maybe a few minutes, maybe an eternity, you climax with a loud wail of ecstasy. You slam your body all the way down, taking him as deeply as possible, and clamp onto him. You look down at him with dazed eyes. âPlease shoot your cum inside me,â you say in your sweetest voice. âMy womb is thirsty.â
Toji rises up suddenly, now holding you firmly in his lap as he presses into you, burying his face in your neck. He kisses the warm flesh there first, then bites it, his teeth not breaking the skin but grazing across your neck hard enough to leave a mark. It surprises you, but the animalistic way he growls as he does it sends you to a higher plane of existence. Almost simultaneously, he cums directly into your deepest place, coating your insides.Â
Your arms are wrapped tightly around him, as if you can meld into him if you hold him close enough. Youâve never loved him more.Â
Later in the day, Toji leaves the house to go pick up Megumi at school. Youâre so excited that you canât sit still. You move from the kitchen to the dining hall to the common room, occasionally running into other trainers or dolls. And when Toji finally returns, thereâs an adorable little boy with unruly black hair trailing behind him.Â
You meet them in the welcome room. Toji is carrying a dark blue backpack in one hand, and with the other he lightly pulls the boy forward. âThis is Megumi,â he says, then he gestures toward you. âMegumi, this is-â
âYour sex slave, I know,â the boy says. He wears a somewhat sour expression as he glares at Toji.Â
Toji sighs. âSee? I told you this little brat isnât cute at all.â  As he says it, Toji lays one large hand on the boyâs head and ruffles his hair. Megumi jerks away and starts trying to smooth it back down, but it was already messy to start with, so he isnât having much luck. You canât help smiling at their interaction.Â
Stepping forward, you grin down at Megumi. âIâm your dadâs friend. Weâve known each other for a long time now. We met at the convenience store.â
The boy looks at you suspiciously, as if he doesnât entirely believe you. âBut youâre still his sex slave,â he says matter-of-factly.Â
Toji frowns. âPlease stop saying that. You donât even know what that means.â
A smug grin appears on Megumiâs cute face. âYes I do! It means she has to do whatever you say! And you make her kiss you! And⊠do other stuff!â
Toji bends down to face him. âWhat other stuff?â
Megumiâs face reddens, and you feel certain that the boy only has an extremely vague idea of what that other stuff might be. Thank goodness. âW-well, Iâm not gonna say it out loud! Iâm a gentleman!â
You canât suppress a laugh as you watch them. You step closer to Toji and put an arm around his waist. âI can promise you, Megumi, your dad and I are friends. He doesnât make me do anything. I hope you and I can be friends too.â
Megumi stares at you, and you notice that he has Tojiâs eyes. âWhy bother? Youâll be gone by the next time I come here. Then thereâll be another girl here.â
You know heâs just a child, and what heâs saying is probably true, but those words cut you deeper than he could imagine. Still, you kept your friendly smile plastered on your face.Â
Toji put a firm hand on Megumiâs shoulder and ushered him down the hall. âDonât be rude, Megumi. Youâre never gonna have any friends if this is how you talk to people.â
You heard Megumiâs voice responding, but they had already went into one of the unused rooms so you couldnât make out what he said.Â
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Toji walks into the dining hall at dinner time and does a sweep over the room to make sure all the dolls are dressed and nothing obscene is going on. He told the other trainers that Megumi would be here, and theyâre normally good at keeping things decent when the kid is around, but Toji still likes to make sure.Â
Everyone appears to be on their best behavior. None of the dolls are naked or have tails sticking out of their asses, and Sukuna never brings his doll to the dining hall so Toji doesnât have to worry about him.Â
Once everything is clear, Toji goes to get Megumi from the room heâd left him in to play video games, as well as his doll, so they can all three eat together. He doesnât really get why his doll wanted to meet and spend time with Megumi. In Tojiâs experience, most women are turned off by the fact that he has a kid. A son is just walking baggage to them. And the few that do take an interest in Megumi quickly lose that interest after meeting him. Megumi has a prickly personality, probably because of the way heâs being raised. Toji is acutely aware that heâs to blame for that. Shuffling the kid around to different relatives canât be good for him.Â
But despite Megumiâs hurtful comments earlier, the doll still wants the three of them to have dinner together. So when they all walk in together, Toji groans when Megumi immediately runs over to Nanamiâs table and sits with him. Nanamiâs doll, sitting in her own seat instead of Nanamiâs lap, seems amused as Megumi begins chatting with the other trainer. Toji usually doesnât mind that Megumi speaks more to Nanami over dinner than he does to Toji in a year, but just this once, he hoped the boy would sit with him. If only for his dollâs sake.Â
Toji gives her an apologetic look as she takes a seat, but she smiles and shrugs. âItâs no big deal. If he likes sitting with Nanami, let him.â
Toji fixes plates for himself and his doll, then watches as Nanami goes with Megumi to the food table and fixes the boy a plate. Toji often wonders why Nanami doesnât just settle down and start a family. The man is a natural born father. Hell, sometimes he even thinks about asking if Nanami wants to adopt Megumi. The kid would be far better off that way.Â
During dinner, Gojo walks over to chat with Megumi, who always pretends to find Gojo annoying. Toji can tell, though: Megumi likes Gojo a lot. Probably because the white haired trainer acts like a big dumb kid half the time. Geto and even Choso go over to briefly talk with Tojiâs son. Heâs never said anything to them about it, but Toji is extremely grateful that they treat Megumi so well. Sukuna, at the very least, doesnât complain about Megumiâs presence.Â
At some point Toji glances at his doll, who is watching Megumi with a warm expression on her face. He nudges her playfully with his elbow. âWhat are you so happy about?âÂ
She looks up at him. âI was just thinking he looks a lot like you. I canât help picturing you as a kid. I bet you were cute.â
Toji snorts. âMe? Cute? Never. I was a mean little shit.â
She gives him a pouty look. âWhaaat? But youâre cute even now!â
âAnd you need to get your eyes checked,â he says with a laugh.Â
His doll is quiet for a moment, then her face looks serious for once. âI wish I knew more about you,â she says, her eyes lowered to her plate, where she absently stirs some mashed potatoes with a fork. âI donât want to pry too much, and I donât want to stir up any painful memories⊠But if there are any good memories, any happy stories you can share⊠Iâd love to hear about them sometime.â
He looks away from her, to his own plate as he stabs a piece of steak. âIâll think about it,â he says as he begins chewing.Â
Later that night, Tojiâs doll steps out of the room to grab a snack in the kitchen. When several minutes pass without her returning, he goes looking for her. On the way to the kitchen, he stops outside the room Megumi is using. He hears voices, so he cracks the door open and silently looks inside. His doll is sitting on the edge of the bed beside Megumi, playing a game with him. Their backs are to the door, and theyâre focused on the game on the screen in front of them, so they donât notice Toji at the door.Â
âOh, come on!â his doll says. âThatâs not fair!â
âItâs part of the game,â Megumi replies smugly, âof course itâs fair.â
âHow are you so good at this?â
âI play this a lot. Itâs the only game here.â
âReally? Your dad needs to get you some new games.â
Megumi snorts the same way Toji did at dinner. âIâve told him that before. He doesnât listen, or he doesnât care.â
âI can bring a few of my old games here and leave them,â she says.Â
Megumiâs head turns slightly toward her. âOkay. Thanks.â
Thereâs silence for a moment, then Megumi speaks again. âI feel sorry for you. Having to do whatever that guy says.â
It hasnât escaped Tojiâs notice that Megumi very rarely calls him dad. Itâs always âthat guyâ or âold manâ.Â
The doll doesnât seem fazed. âI told you already. Your dad and I are friends. And Iâll tell you a little secret: Iâm in love with him.â
Megumi pauses the game and looks directly at her. âAre you joking? Why would you love him?â
Toji feels his heart beating faster for some reason. Megumi just straight up asked the question heâd been wondering about for weeks now. He supposes kids can get away with being so direct.Â
âAt first, I just thought he was handsome and cool,â she says, turning slightly to face Megumi. âHe came into the store where I worked a lot. And he was fun to talk to. But then one night a bad man came into the store and tried to hurt me. Your dad saved my life. And when I was scared and didnât know what to do, he stayed with me and made sure I was okay. He showed me so much kindness, even though he didnât really know me that well.â
Megumi stares at her for a moment, then looks back toward the tv and unpauses the game. âI still think heâs a loser,â the boy mutters.Â
Toji figures he deserves that. He hasnât been much of a father to Megumi.Â
The doll is looking at the tv as well, the controller gripped tightly in her small hands. âI donât know enough about the relationship between you two to comment on it. Itâs not my place to say youâre wrong or youâre right. But to me, your father is a great man.â
Megumi glances at her again, this time his face looking slightly uncertain. After the match is over, with Megumi winning again, the boy gets up and goes to turn the PlayStation off. He looks back at the doll and says, so quietly that Toji barely hears him, âI hope youâre still here next time.â
Toji steps out of sight before Megumi can spot him, continuing down the hall and leaving the door slightly cracked. In the kitchen, he grabs a bottle of water and a bag of chips, just to have something to bring back in case his doll beats him back to his room.Â
As he leaves the kitchen, he bumps into the owner, who stops him in the hallway.Â
âOh, Fushiguro, I wanted to talk to you.â
âWhatâs up?â he asks, cracking open the water bottle.Â
âItâs about your doll,â the owner says in a smooth voice. âWe have a potential buyer. Heâd like to meet with her this week.â
Tojiâs entire body freezes in place, the water bottle inches from his open mouth. He blinks, then slowly lowers his hand. âAlready?â he asks.Â
The owner gives him a strange look. âItâs been four weeks. Thatâs when we usually start interviewing buyers. âŠIs everything alright?â
Toji nods. âYeah, yeah, everythingâs fine. I guess I just lost track of time.â
The owner is still looking at him as if he might be sick. âTake care of yourself,â she says before disappearing down the hall.Â
Toji heads back to his room, suddenly feeling irritated.Â
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5 Nights Pt 4
*not my gif* Aaron Hotchner x reader warnings: semi public make out, dirty talk and lots of it, smut, v minor daddy kink. pt 4 is finally here! now y'all see why i couldn't have done all of these all together in one fic lol. I'm 99% sure this is the end but i lowkey am already thinking about extending it into a mini series of how things go when they get back to Quantico. so if y'all are interested in something like that, lmk!!
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Aaron had had his eye on you all day, barely able to tear his gaze away from you as you worked through mountains of paperwork. His plan the night prior was to get himself off to the thought of finally fucking you and then actually fuck you when you got home from the bar. Problem being that the exhaustion was catching up with him, and you were out later than planned, he was dead to the world by the time you got back to the room. So now he was stuck for the third day in a row fighting off a constant hard on, desperately trying to think of anything but the memories of you trembling in his arms or on your knees with his cock buried between your lips.
He was on his way to get a fresh cup of coffee when he spotted you in an empty, off to the side copy room, using the machine to get extra copies of case files. Youâd been running low on clothes, stuck in a skirt today, one that hugged tightly to your hips and ass, leaving little to the imagination, exposing your legs that Aaron wished were wrapped around his head again. He silently shut the door behind himself, you didnât even realize he was in the room until his hand was on your waist, his breath hot on your ear as he husked into it.
âDo you have any idea how hard it is to resist bending you over a desk and fucking you so hard you forget your own name?â His hips ground into your ass and you let out a gasp, his cock very apparent through the fabric, âfuck you so good all you can do is chant my name, let the whole building know just who it is thatâs making you feel so fucking good. Make you scream so fucking loud when that tight little pussy squirts all over my cock, just love the way you make a mess sweetheart, love watching you fall apart on my cock. Wanna pull out of you, watch your juices drip down your thighs before I come all over your face, shove my dick into that mouth of yours, watch you choke on it.â
You instinctively ground back towards him, letting out a little moan at the way his dick twitched. Your hand shot out behind you, wrapping up to tangle in his short locks, âHotchâŠâ you practically moaned, complete putty in his hands. All thoughts of the work place and task at hand completely forgotten as his hands began to roam your body, groping at your chest, fingers pinching your nipples through your clothes. You let out a whimper, feeling yourself begin to flutter around nothing, the pulsing in your pussy simply begging to be filled with Aaronâs cock, wetness growing with each time he rutted against you.
âIâm gonna absolute ruin you.â He growled, a hand cupping at your pussy through your skirt, âno oneâs ever going to be able to fuck you like I can.â
âAaaronâŠâ you groaned softly, tugging at his hair.
Within a second he had you whipped around, pinning you to the counter behind you and his lips were on yours. You let out a gasp into the kiss, your entire body tingling at the feeling of his kiss, the way his tongue easily slunk into your mouth, dominating the entire situation even more. He slotted himself between your legs, a hand sneaking between your ass and the counter, squeezing at your body as he hoisted you onto the ledge. You instantly wrapped your legs around his waist, your skirt bunching around your waist as he rolled his hips into you, his cock rubbing right against your clothed pussy and you moaned. His teeth sunk into your lip, pulling it before letting it snap back to your mouth, he considered leaving a hickey on your neck but couldnât resist plunging back into another kiss, never wanting to have to surface again, eager to completely devour you.
It wasnât until his phone blared through the room that the two of you came hurtling back to earth and to your senses, jolting apart breathlessly. Hotch hissed, adjusting himself in his pants with one hand while the other dug his phone out of his back pocket to answer, turning his back on you in an attempt to focus. Chest heaving, you slid off the counter, fixing your blouse and straightening your skirt while you tried to calm the fire shooting through your body. Thankful for the mirror in the corner you were able to wipe off the smudged lipstick, take a minute to make sure your hair wasnât too messed up before you grabbed the copies and originals from the photocopier, vanishing from the room as Aaron swapped back into work mode.
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The door to the hotel room was barely shut much less locked by the time Hotch was pouncing on you, hands shoving your blazer to the floor before roughly tugging at his tie while his tongue plunged into your mouth. Clothes trailed their way through the hotel room until your back hit the wall, a gasp escaping your lips at the cool temperature on your bare back. Aaronâs lips traced the column of your neck, pulling moans from you as he began to suck at your pulse point, groaning over the taste of your skin. Your hands slunk between your bodies, palming at him through his boxers, he was already hard, pre-cum staining the front of the fabric. His hands wound around your body, pulling you tight to him as he squeezed at your ass, fingers daring to sneak between your legs from behind, brushing at your clothed pussy.
âAaron⊠please..â you whined, letting out a quiet yelp when his teeth sunk into your skin, determined to leave you with a mark that claimed you as his. Your fingers tugged at his boxers, yanking them as far down as you could while he was attached to your neck, âneed your cock. Now.â
âFuck..â
You felt him twitch in your hand when you said it, letting out a breathy moan as your hand wrapped around his length. Within the next second his hands were ripping your panties off, shreds of fabric falling to the floor and you let out a louder moan when his fingers ran through your pussy lips.
âGod,â he groaned, âhave you been this wet all day?â
âMmhmm.â You nodded, rutting your hips toward him in search of what you wanted, âneed you. Fuck me, please sir.â
Aaron finally pulled himself away from the crook of your neck, wrapping a hand around his cock, running the tip of it through your folds, smearing your juices down his length. He watched the way you shivered at the contact, another whine leaving your lips before he spanked your clit with his cock and you gasped, body jolting off the wall toward him. With one swift thrust he was buried inside you, body tight against yours as he pinned you to the wall and you both let out satisfied moans.
âFuckâŠâ he grunted, âyou feel so good.â
âMoveâŠâ you begged and that was all it took for Aaron to grab your legs, wrapping them around his waist as he began to pull almost all the way out before sinking all the way back in. âOh god.â
Your head dropped back against the wall, each pump of his cock hit every inch of you that you needed, little whimpers and moans leaving your lips every time he pressed you into the wall. Your arms wound around his shoulders, bracing yourself up as he picked up the pace, burying his face into the crook of your neck again. You could feel the slick building between your legs, fully coating him, your pussy fluttering around his cock and he swore.
âFuckâŠâ he panted, âsqueezing me so tight already.â
âHarder. Please.â Aaron stepped back from the wall for a moment, bracing his feet differently before thrusting even deeper into you, pinning you to the wall and you cried out in pleasure. âOh fuck! Yes! Oh godâŠâ
A shimmer of sweat was breaking out on your body as your hands clawed at his shoulders, nails leaving half circle indents on his skin. Each thrust of his hips crashed you into the wall, the pain worth it for the pleasure, his body rubbing against your clit, fire prickling under your skin as you clenched down around him.
âFeel good?â He asked, finally pulling his face from your neck, capturing your lips in a deep kiss as you nodded, whining out the best âyesâ you could in that moment. Your thighs began to squeeze around his waist, your breath hot on his lips as your chest heaved, eyes fluttering shut and he could feel your cunt dripping and pulsing around him, âyou gonna come for me sweetheart?â A hand slid up your body, roughly cupping at your chest, finger and thumb pinching at one nipple and then the next, rolling the swollen buds between his fingertips. âBe a good girl and come all over daddyâs cock.â Aaron husked into your ear, biting at your earlobe and your eyes shot open at the use of the title.
âOh god!â Your body trembled, pussy clenching down around his cock as your peak washed over you, juices dribbling out where your bodies were connected, drenching Aaronâs thighs as he continued to pound into you.
âThatâs it.â He cooed, âthatâs my good girl.â His arms wound around you tightly as he pulled you off the wall, cock still buried deep in your cunt as he carried you over to the bed. Your lips were peppering kisses to the side of his neck, teeth scraping gently at the skin as you let out little whimpers, pussy still fluttering around him as you shivered. Before he had a chance to put you down on the bed you let out a little whine,
âWanna ride you.â
âAlright.â He chuckled, slipping out of you and dropping down onto the bed, bracing himself up against the headboard as you scrambled up the bed to straddle him. His eyes flicked behind you to the full length mirror, the one heâd fingered you in front of days ago, âwait.â You stalled in your movements, âturn around.â
âButââ
âTurn. Around.â
His finger twirled and once your eyes met his through the mirror you understood why, a small smirk on your lips as you straddled his hips, hand wrapping around his cock. You trailed it through your folds, rocking up and down as you pressed his cock against your pussy, grinding up and down his length as your juices made even more of a mess before you finally lined it up and sunk all the way down onto him.
âFuckâŠâ you moaned, biting your lip, âlove your cock.â
âYeah?â He asked with a wicked grin, hands coming up to rest on your waist, giving you a soft squeeze, âlove it buried in that tight little cunt?â A hand spanked at the globe of your ass, âyou like it when I fuck you nice and deep?â
âMmhmm?â You nodded, gasping when he spanked you again.
âWell then why donât you get goinâ? Put on a nice little show for me, letâs see how gorgeous you are riding my cock.â
You didnât need any more encouragement, bracing on your knees as you rose up until only the head of his cock was inside you, starting a steady rhythm bouncing in his lap. Aaron groaned at the sight of your tits bouncing in the mirror, the way your eyes fluttered shut and your hands roamed your body as you rode him. Each time you came down his cock fully disappeared into your pussy, throbbing and twitching inside you, feeling the way your walls were pulsing around him. He would never get enough of this sight and he knew it, trying to memorize every inch of your body through the mirror as he squeezed at your ass with one hand, the other on your waist, guiding you up and down. His hips suddenly thrust upward and you let out a little squeak in surprise, your eyes shooting open,
âTouch yourself.â He grunted, âwant you to come again before I do.â
âYes sir.â You nodded, keeping eye contact through the mirror as you sucked two fingers into your mouth while you continued to ride him. Your fingers left a trail of spit down your body as your hand sunk lower until they hit the swollen nub, pulsing and aching to be touched, âoh fuckâŠâ your head dropped back as your began to rub your clit.
âHarder.â Hotch urged, hands gripping your waist tighter, âfaster.â
You complied, pushing harder as your hand began to move faster, bouncing quicker in his lap and you began to pant, your chest heaving as pleasure prickled under your skin. All that could be heard in the room were the sounds of skin on skin, wet sounds squelching from your pussy as your moans got louder and louder. Hotch could feel your cunt squeezing down tighter and tighter with each thrust of his cock and he knew you werenât far off.
âOh god daddyâŠâ You moaned.
âThatâs it sweetheart.â He grunted, bracing a foot on the bed to thrust more powerfully into you, earning a loud moan from you as he did so, âshow me how pretty you are when you come for me. Just for me.â
You let out a cry, your body surging forward as pleasure skyrocketed through you, your entire being shaking as you squirted all over his cock. You tensed up, hands braced against the bed in front of you before you screamed out a moan, a third orgasm coursing through you. You barely had time to feel the wetness dripping down your thighs before Aaron shoved you forward so he could get on his knees behind you, his cock never once leaving your drenched cunt and then he was fucking you into the mattress.
âGod.. listen to you..â He moaned, âjust fucking wrecked.â Â Your fingers clawed at the bedspread, pussy throbbing around him, clit harshly rubbing against the bedspread, whines leaving your lips as you began to reach the stage of overstimulation. âJust a little cock slut, arenât you?â
âOnly for⊠youâŠâ you moaned out, voice muffled by the duvet.
âGood girl.â He grunted with a particularly deep thrust and your thighs shook, âgonna make me come.â He could feel his lower stomach tightening, his eyes squeezing shut.
âGive it to me.â You cried out, âwant your cum.â
âFuck.â He hissed, his hips faltering and then stilling buried deep inside your cunt, cum spurting into you, coating your walls.
âOh godâŠâ You groaned at the sensation, finally letting your body fully collapse into the mattress.
Panting, Aaron gently dropped over you, caging you into the bed, one hand softly soothing up and down your side as he pressed a series of kisses across your shoulders, âyou okay?â
âPhenomenal.â You mumbled back, earning a chuckle from him before he kissed the back of your neck, gently slipping out of you to collapse on his back beside you on the bed. You rolled your head toward him, shifting slightly, happily sighing at the feel of the cum mixture leaking down your thighs, âbut if it takes another fucking four days for that to happen again, I will not be impressed.â
âAll I need is four minutes.â He smirked back at you, âbesides, thereâs plenty of ways I can get you off that donât even need my cock.â You let out a yelp when his hand slid between your legs, softly fucking the cum back into your cunt, âsee?â He asked with a near evil grin and you laughed, letting him wrap his free arm around your waist, lips meeting yours in a lazy kiss as he continued to toy with you.
You had to admit, even if you did have to wait another four days, you knew it would be completely worth it in the end.
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ventish post
i feel like i sort of ceased to exist since july. i felt a blow nearly as hard as one i felt 4 years ago when i lost someone who's still very dear to me. and since then stuff has just kept happening and happening and happening and i stopped writing my novel and fell back on old bad habits and it really has felt like an exile of sorts. i've expressed it better in some of my poems, both GO and non GO, but that's just the tip of the iceberg tbh.
and i didn't even notice when, but i've recently realized that i also sort of stopped reading, when i used to read every day, all the time. now i sometimes manage to read maybe a short one shot. idk what's happened to me, but i feel like i've lost a huge part of me and years of my youth. like a christian finding out jesus' body has recently been found. or worse, like he never existed. and now it's hard to know where to put my faith in. i guess the right answer should be myself. but i've never known how to live for myself alone. but i want to learn. otherwise this will keep happening. and i know i should go back to therapy, but i feel like im too sick for therapy, if that makes sense.
anyway, my point is that, im really trying to get back on my feet. try to really exist again. act like a human and not fall back on my ghost tendencies. but everything is so overwhelming, like there's so much to do i end up not doing any of it. i stare at all my unread books and fics ive saved for later and im afraid later won't ever come. like i'll never catch up. and it kills me. bc i want to know more of all these brilliant minds, but ive been buried under the rubble of my dreams. im a writer who's forgotten how to read. im an artist who's forgotten how to hold a pen. a musician who now only stares at the piano longingly. my plants are dying and i let them. i want myself back, and i really am trying, but most of the time it feels like i go one step forward and three steps back. i just don't know how to deal with so much death without feeling like i also died. im trying so hard to dig myself out, and prove im not dead yet, but i keep falling asleep, and haunting my own dreams. but im fucking trying. i swear i am.
finally did some watering and pruning yesterday. started a painting and failed miserably but at least now i know what to not do. didn't drink for two nights in a row. my streak was 2 and 1/2 months lol. still writing poems, trying to write more again. i got today free, so i think i'll use today to just let myself read again and try not to feel guilty that "i'm not doing anything" bc i am. watching this fandom's great supportive, caring, and positive attitude has helped. and ofc my dearest friends and my beloved. despite everything, im glad i found this place.
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Loner 4 (Junpei x Reader)
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TW: mention of suicide
a/n:
Hiiii ~ T_T it's been so long since i've written lol! I am sorry if its not good....im kinda rusty! I found this draft after trying to fix my laptop and going thru my things....I figured why not finish it!!! :D I loved working on this fic even tho the only thing done is the outline/draft...i missed writing so im just getting back into a hobby I once loved again ((: I am sooo sorry if my writing style is no longer enjoyable lol but only way to get better after a too long break is to keep writing :D !!!
You decide to take matters into your own hands when Junpei doesnât return to school the next two weeks â literally.
If the empty desk next to you and continuous lonely lunches werenât offensive enough, he had the audacity to not even open your texts anymore. Leaving your texts on delivered as opposed to the checked read notification you would often see desperately checking your phone at the end of the day, along with sending your calls straight to voicemail. Sometimes you think you would feel less offended if he just blocked you.
So, you generously speak to your school advisor, showing concern in your friendsâ absence and inevitable fate of falling behind â you offer to take his missing work to him and help him catch up, not a complete lie. You werenât one to be ghostedâ ever. A shot to your ego mixed with a concern of your best friend, you decided if he was going to ignore you, you would just go to him. Even if it meant getting his address through the school, no matter how creepy it sounded, whatever context you would put it in.
âAre you taking those to Junpei?â you turn to see your underclassman and teammate, Ino, staring at you with her large doe hazel-eyes, her naturally flushed cheeks spreading from one corner of her face to another.
Cute, Ino was cute. You offer her a simple nod, the white pages your fingers were buried under slightly slipping from your grip, Ino catching it, leaning it towards you again before they could fall. âDo you want me to come and help?â Her tone was sincere and kind, you could say her voice was almost as angelic as her face.
Your stomach churned, body becoming stiff as she stood in front of you, batting her doe-eyes at you with a smile. She annoyed you.
âItâs fine. Gotta go.â You mutter, gripping onto the folders and sheets tightly, speeding your way past her.
Itâs lively here, the area you need to walk through in order to get to his home. There are students, chatting, taking up the streets and shops as they lounge around after school. When you walked passed Tatsu Ramen, you tried to not let the bitterness linger around, seeing familiar (yet not so friendly) faces eating there. You flick your tongue against your teeth, wondering if Junpei decided to finally stop ignoring you, where would you two go now. You try to avoid them, quickly shuffling past them, using the stack to cover your face.
The walk wasnât a short one, nor a long one. It was far enough to make your ankles ache, holding onto the heavy workload â you werenât sure if you felt bad for the missing work he was going to have to do, or the scolding you were mentally rehearsing to give him.
Either way, it was a headache he deserved, you thought.
The lecture that wasnât ready was going to have to come sooner rather than later, as you spot him walking toward his home, his clothes baggy and even from the distance you were at, he was more relaxed than youâve seen him ever be at school. You were at the top of a small street-hill that came before his house, the slope only aiding your speed as you ran towards him, shouting his name, gripping the folder and paperwork that were fighting to slip through your hands.
The closer you get to him, the sloppier your moves are, your nerves reaching all the way to the tip of your toes, the crack on the street not helping as you trip over it. Junpeiâs arms reaches out, stopping you from falling into his chest with both hands placed on your shoulder. You stare him in the eye, chest heaving and breath loud and messy, you donât care that youâre practically blowing your breath into his face. Seeing him felt like seeing a ghost â but seeing his wide eyes turn into a small scowl felt like seeing a ghost who just punched you in the chest.
âWhat are you doing here?â he asked, his eyes squinting as he observed the piles of work placed on your hand. He scoffs at the sight.
âYouâre not in the right to ask questions! Do you even know how a phone works?â you huff out, trying to catch your breath and put your adrenaline at ease.
A look of shame left as quickly as it came as he let go of you giving you a slight shove, his lips pouting as he faced the opposite direction of your face, âDonât tell me youâre here because youâre worried about my coursework.â
âWell, for us to graduate together, you kind of need to pass. I just thought Iâd do you a favor.â Your lower your arms to remove the work that was covering half of your face, displaying your frown even though he was refusing to look at you. You take a deep breath as you contemplate your next sentence. âPlus, I was wo ââ
âUs? There is no us,â You were interrupted anyways.
Your mouth opens but no words come out, Junpei finally turns to you. Looking into your eyes, challenging you, just daring you to say something next. You feel the heat of embarrassment rise to your cheeks â or maybe itâs anger, you werenât exactly sure how you felt at the moment. At the sight of someone who was supposed to be your best friend staring at you with such disgust, almost as if he regretted getting to know you at all.
âYouâre all the same.â He started out. His eyes never left yours. âDid you know weâve gone to the same school for years? By chance you finally noticed me, and because you were too afraid to sit in the front. You think that makes us friends?â His dark gaze was going right through you, burning. The tension couldnât be cut with a knife as he tried reading you, scanning you for any reaction.
You give him one, taking a slight step back, mouth thinned. Youâre still holding on to the stack of papers, crumpling them between your fingers. He waits for you to reply, but you donât.
âThatâs not what bothers me. Your friends, theyâve been picking on me for years. How are you just now noticing? What â because you think weâre friends you finally think Iâm worthy of being saved?â He gives a dry, coarse laugh. âYouâre no different from the rest. You think you are, because you became friends with poor Junpei, right? You finally decide not to turn a blind eye, barley. The same way everyone else pretends to not notice, you did too! You let them get away with it. Itâs not just me that gets picked on! And unless theyâre your friends, unless theyâre worthy of kindness, you just let them! Everyone does! Teachers, other students, you!â
You donât dare to speak; you simply shove the assignments to his arms. You donât look up, you donât want him to see your lips quiver at his words â you donât want him to see you fighting to keep your eyes dry, fighting to tune him out. Your attempts fail you, feeling your own wet lashes against your cheek, a single, suppressed tear managing to escape.
âI never needed you. I never needed your pity, I never needed you to save me!â
Of course, heâs mad at you. You donât know what you did, but you figure that you abandoning him when there was something clearly wrong the other day had something to do with it. You knew something was wrong, yet you still left. And you feel guilty, so guilty for being such a bad friend, just like he says. You feel guilty, thinking that you could just march to him when youâre the one who is in the wrong. You werenât a good friend, and Junpei knew his worth. You were convinced you were in the right, that it was okay for you to be mad at your friend for abandoning you, but you abandoned him first. Youâre ready to turn your heel, turn back and leave him alone for good, and you almost do.
Almost.
âWhatâs going on here?â A strong voice asked from behind you. You turned your head to be met with a tall slender woman, short black hair, and holding a cigarette in her left hand.
His tone changes, along with his facial expression. His eyebrow twitches when he realizes who has arrived (at the worst possible time, for him); It did not take you necessarily long to realize who she was, her and Junpei practically sharing the same face. If you werenât so hurt and angry, you could imagine how humiliated you would feel. Weeks of begging Junpei to let you come over, introduce you to his family â and here you are, face to face with the woman who brought your favorite person into this world (even if he was being an ass right now); snotty nosed, eyes glossy, and an ugly tight facial expression because no, you didnât want him to see you cry.
âSheâs bringing my missing work, just a classmateââ
You cut him off, introducing yourself by giving your name, âIâm his best friend.â you snuck in, bowing to his mother while grabbing a work folder, pointing to it. âI brought his classwork. And being honest, I was concerned. I wanted to see for myself that he was okay.â Considering the fact that he seemed to forget how to use his phone and turned into an asshole, you thought to yourself, but you knew to leave that thought to yourself, not wanting to push any of his motherâs buttons, determined to make a good first impression.
âThe ramen girl?â
Your eyebrow twitches, turning to Junpei. It almost shocks you, how after his speech of how cruel he tried to make you out to be, this is what offends you. âYour mother knows me asâŠ. the ramen girl?â Junpei stares at you in disinterest and shrugs.
âItâs not often I get to meet a friend, let alone a best friend.â She grins in amusement, âDo you wanna come in and help him catch up with work?â
âMom, not necessary.â Junpei mutters quietly.
âIt wouldnât be a problem at all!â You chirped in response, grinning from ear to ear as you follow them into their home, ignoring Junpeiâs face twisted in irritation.
Their home is welcoming, fit for a small family of two. His mother (you find out her name is Nagi), goes straight to her fridge, taking out a bottle of beer while settling on her counter.
âI appreciate you doing this for him. I understand school isnât for everyone and honestly, it isnât as big as you kids make it seem. â She takes a sip of her beer before continuing, âbut I would be lying if I said I didnât appreciate this. Or you. Iâm just glad I finally got to meet the girl whoâs worked wonders youâre not even aware of.â
The praise makes you flush â your body heating up. You swiftly look towards Junpeiâs direction, seeing his face tinted red, from his cheeks to the tip of his ears. He was avoiding his mothers gaze along with yours, looking to the side and pouting, arms crossed. He looked like an angry toddler, and you would laugh, normally â if you didnât feel he hated you at this moment.
â â Oh, Iâm sorry, am I keeping you guys waiting?â His mother replies with a grin, âYouâre free to go on, help your best friend catch up on his work!â She takes both of you, leading your way to his bedroom with her palm on both backs, lightly shoving you through the door.
Junpei is standing beside you, sheepishly, his guilt showering his face as he sees you softly close the door behind you and fist your palms as a way to calm yourself down. Youâre nervous, and you can tell he is too, the blush never leaving his face. And as awkward and unpredictable this current situation is (meeting his mom in the middle of a fight and having her throw you into his bedroom, awkward is an understatement), you still know there are things you need to talk about. You slowly take a few steps towards him, each step causing you to take a deep breath before you trap him in a tight hug.
âI shouldâve been a better friend.â You mutter into his chest. Still holding onto him, you look up at him and nearly laugh at his surprised expression. âPlease donât think you donât matter to me. Or that I feel bad for you. I mean â ouch â because of how you judge my character. You are my friend. I care about you, a lot. And Iâm sorry for making you feel otherwise.â
The gold locket you usually kept hidden in your shirt was brought out, it felt so delicate in between your fingers, but the feelings and memories with what was inside laid heavy in your heart. You took one last, slow, deep breath before you opened the heart-chapped locket, revealing the photo of your deceased father. âHe was bullied at work. My dad. They treated him horribly, told him he wasnât worthy of being man of the house, or something like that.â
Donât cry, You try to tell yourself, donât cry.
âWell, one day it all got to him. And he decided it was easier to leave me and my mom, than to âburden us with his pathetic excuse of a husband and fatherâ. At least thatâs what he said in the letter. If he asked me, I wouldâve said he was great.â
You sigh, closing up the locket and placing it back into your shirt, âI shouldâve paid more attention, youâre right. No one wants to believe people are bad, or people with hearts can be capable of being so cruel. I always thought people were just people when my dad died. When I read his note, it was so sad. Life seemed so dimmed in his perspective. I guess I didnât want to experience my life like that, I became ignorant to those around me, especially my shitty friends. I was around bullies and was too dumb to even see it.â
Your arms quickly found their way around his waist, bringing your head to his chest and looking up at him, the small tears that still havenât fallen glistening in between your eyelashes. âWhat Iâm trying to say with all of this is, Iâm sorry. I understand what they do is fucked up, and Iâm sorry for just staying silent. My ignorance isnât an excuse, it was never okay. I wonât let anyone hurt you. And Iâm not enabling those friendships any longer. Youâre my friend Junpei, I care about you.â
Junpei wraps his arms around you, pressing his body tightly against yours. He wouldâve never guessed you felt as bad as you did â he would have never imagined you having to go through something so tragic, yet remained so strong, so willing, so vulnerable to the world around you.
Itâs silent, the forgiveness thatâs communicated between the two of you. After the embrace you look up at him, your eyes still glistening but your smile turns into a small curve, your teeth slightly showing before you start giggling, hitting his chest. He follows you after â laughing at how vulnerable and serious you two were with one another, and heâs happy, because this is new. He hasnât experienced a true friendship, a falling out, or making up after, being vulnerable.
The next few hours are peaceful as you two sit sprawled out on his bed with the textbooks and folders with weeks worth of school work. You promised to help catch him up as long as he promised to stop skipping class and ignoring you, especially during times he needs people most.
Junpei spends five minutes staring at a problem, not quite understanding what he was supposed to do. He calls your name for help, but you donât respond. âI really need help right now,â he states, bringing his attention to you, lifting his eyes to meet yours; His eyes softened at the view in front of him, the world around you became a blur â you being the focus point, the soft beating his heart slowly becoming rapid, his body becoming flushed seeing you laid across his bed, your mouth agape and slight drool dripping from the side. He stares and thinks to himself, heâs always thought you were pretty, but this would have to be the prettiest heâs seen you.
He slowly lifts himself off the bed, tip-toeing around to make sure he doesnât make the slightest noise while going to your side, being sure to not wake you from your sleep.
Junpei takes your leg that was hanging from the edge and takes the piles of work spread across his bed and neatly places them onto his desk, sitting beside your sleeping figure and taking his blanket, covering your body. He then lays beside you, on top of the covers so there is a barrier between the two of you. His eyes trace the shape of your body, looking at the little details and appreciating every blemish, every texture, every line on your face. Without even realizing he brought his face closer to yours, in awe at how at peace you look laying beside him after all heâs put you through.
He takes a moment, taking in a deep breath as he decides to swallow his pride, whispering an apology.
And to his surprise, he hears you accept his apology faintly, right before your quiet snores echo around the room. He smiles at the sight, laying down besides you
As you two fell asleep with one beside one another, close but not close enough, his mother barged in, holding a tray of tea, about to offer some until she noticed the sight before her.
She then smiled to herself, wanting to wake you guys up, or just take a picture to tease you two with it later. She decides to let you two have this moment, because something tells her there would be more to come.
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When winter comes, it comes quietly â the snow falling sneaking up on the world, the same way your feelings for Junpei seemed to. You donât exactly remember when his presence alone would have your heart beating out of your chest, you donât remember when you would feel heat rise in your face when he would give you a simple compliment, but it made you uneasy â and confused. Because he was your friend, later on you realized that these physical setbacks werenât supposed to happen around your friend.
Your friendship with Junpei slowly got better, it was like starting from square one, but he got comfortable fast â youâd say things were getting to how they once were, but youâd argue that they were better. Junpei smiled more, he laughed more, he even got bold and would initiate physical contact with you. It should make you happy, that he has become more open, more willing to shed his light not only to you, but others as well. He developed a better friendship with his club members, he even started to acknowledge people that even shocked you, and it should make you happy.
It should.
One moment youâre urging Junpei to smile more. Heâs president of a club filled with classmates with the same interests as him, you jokingly tell him if he can handle being your friend he should have no problem making more. One moment youâre skipping down the halls, holding a bag with a surprise for him â a gift, there was no special event coming up, but you saw the item and thought of him. One moment youâre excited to start off his day with one of his warm laughs, and wide smile youâve come to adore â and now, youâre trying to be still as your legs wobble, witnessing something that makes your stomach turn in discomfort.
Junpei is laughing â an honest, joyful, (almost too joyful) laugh. The gift bag almost drops to the ground, but you gripped it tightly as it nearly slipped out of your palms, your jaw suddenly tensed up, and you feel like even blinking would be impossible. His eyes are practically glistening as he looks down at the pink hair, doe-eyed girl you knew all too well. She looks up at him, reaching towards his upper left arm, grabbing it after giggling something you couldnât make out to him. Junpei doesnât flinch, in fact, he doesnât react at all. He accepts her physical touch as if it was the most natural thing to him, and something in you bursts. It was as if a fire was casted in your chest, as if the devil himself pushed you far enough to run into Junpeiâs back, nearly pushing him further into Ino if you werenât able to catch the back of his school shirt before he got a chance to fall.
Before you realize what youâve done, you feel Inoâs large eyes on you, a curious look on her face quickly switching to her sweet smile that has the rest of the school on the palm of her hands, and Junpei looking back at you curiously. You remove your hand from his shirt, slowly bringing it to your side, you lower your gaze to the floor, gripping your gift, wishing to any god out there to have you disappear from the scene itself.
âWe have things to go over, Junpei.â You try to state as calmly as possible, but it comes out bitter, a shaky voice followed by a nervous hand reaching for his wrist, not waiting for a response before you attempt to drag him to the opposite direction of Ino.
You peak over his shoulder when he doesnât move, seeing Ino hold onto his other wrist, keeping him in place. You try to imagine how this looks to the classmates around you, Junpei in between of two classmates, both pulling him into the opposite direction. You try to imagine the amount of self control it would take to not grab one of the most popular first years by the head and drag her down the hall without it becoming a big scandal.
Your breath hitches as Ino looks you in the eye, her smile never faulting. You watch her with a blank stare, your eyes staring at her hand gripping his wrist until she drops it. When you look up she looks back at you innoccently, as if she didnât just send you into an internal war with her. âI asked Junpei to the Lantern festival.â Ino announces, clear and to the point, her eyes staring directly into yours.
âJustâŠjust the two of you?â You blink back, letting go of the grip you have on him. Your gaze switched from staring directly at her to Junpei, âDid you say yes?â
âNo!â Ino laughs out, and it pains you to admit how melodic it was, how you get why Junpei is so comfortable with someone he barely knows. âChifuyu and Hori are coming. I didnât want to be the only girl, so I asked Junpei to come along with you. You know them right? Theyâre in your art classes.â
âIâd like to go.â Junpei states softly. You try not to glare at him, huffing to yourself as you mutter back âwhatever.â You pull Junpei rougher, which leads Ino to let go as you drag him into the empty art club room.
The room is silent for the first few minutes. The sound of you ruffling through your bag to get things out and place them onto the desk is the only thing that echoes through the room. The two of you avoid eyecontact with one another â Junpei looking at anywhere but you while playing with his hands, you take out pictures youâve printed, sprawling them across the desk, neatly lining them up to one another.
A majority of them were selfies of the two of you. If the air around the two of you wasnât as heavy due to the last encounter, you probably wouldâve smiled â chuckled, even. These photos were the visual documenting of the friendship the two of you shared, a visual timeline of seeing his comfortablility with you. From looking awkwardly at the camera (you were lucky if you even got a smile), to some blurry pictures of him shying away, they blossomed into him
âYou know,â you started off, pretending to look into the pictures as if you were inspecting them, âWhen I said you should show the more open side of you more oftenâŠ.I didnât think youâd do it so easily. Especially with other girls.â You try to sound nonchalant. You try to make it sound like a friend teasing another one.
âI â I just,â
âItâs not a problem. Itâs just crazy. Lookinâ at these pictures, yâknow? How long it took you to get comfortable with me but you talk to Ino as if youâve known her for years.â You donât know what youâre implying or why youâre implying anything at all â Junpei is just your friend and itâs not not fair to act like you own him, that youâre the only girl in the world he should be laughing with.
It shouldnât bother you that heâs getting more social thanks to his friendship with you. This should be a happy moment. But you canât help the way the memory of him laughing so easily with her causes your skin to burn, or the heavy fall you felt in your chest when you saw Inoâs hand touch him. The red flush that spread around his face didnât make it better either.
âI feel like I should say sorry.â Junpei admits, âBut I donât know why Iâm apologizing.â
âYou donât need to.â You mumble to yourself, still refusing to look up at him. You sigh as youâre shuffling through the pictures, none of them working for you. The selfies themselves were nice, two friends just savoring memories with one another. Staring at them all heeds the realization that these pictures were nothing but mere proof of your friendship with one another, the word friends sitting grudgingly in your mind. âNone of these are good enough.â
You feel Junpei tower over you, his eyes similarly scanning the photos youâve laid out. He brings his arm out, it hovers over you, lighty grazing your shoulder as he grabs a photo thatâs caught his eye. Your breath hitches when his chest presses up against your back due to the movement â your body freezing, this physical contact alone having your breath to become uneasy, using every ounce of your strength to not lose the balance onto your legs. Hesitantly, you turn your head to look up at him, his dark eyes glistening, staring at what heâs just picked up with nothing less than stars in his eyes. He brings the picture closer to him, unintentionally wrapping his arm around you, pulling you closer to him.
Your eyes shift towards the picture heâs holding. It's one of the first ones where he actually felt comfortable enough to look into the camera and smile, his arm wrapped around yours and a peace sign being held up to the side of your face. Your gaze landing on him once again, you tell yourself not to overthink the small grin spread on his face, the red tint thatâs just barely making itself visible to you. If you werenât in such close proximity to him, truthfully, you wouldnât have even noticed.
âCan I keep this one?â Junpei barely whispers to you. He looks down at you for approval, eyes widening at how close your face has gotten to his. He looks down, noticing it was him who has pressed himself to you, and quickly looks back up into your eyes â face growing redder the more you two look into each other's eyes. You imagine the two of you share the same expression, a mix of being flustered and afraid. His arm wrapped around you stays frozen, afriad that moving would bring you closer or bring your bodies farther from one another. Junpei was unsure which one made him the most uneasy between the two.
Neither of you are sure who brought their face closer to the other, his nose touching yours being the only indication that the two of you were even moving. The quiet room wasnât silent enough, the beating in your chest too loud for your comfort, convinced that Junpei could hear the way he was making your heart jump. Attempting to break the ice, you open your mouth, closing it just as quickly when you see Junpei scanning your face, his eyes landing on your lips. He tenses up, watching the way it closes and seeing your lips subtly pout.
Seeing Junpei watch you with so much want, feeling his chest rise and fall unevenly on your back, this whole situation became overwhelming for you. Here you stand, a few moments ago trying to rid yourself of the jealousy that was clouding your mind, to now find yourself trapped against him. As close as you two are, it still doesnât feel close enough. You slightly look away, overwhelmed. Noticing in the corner of your eye the gold sparkly bag making itself noticeable to you on the tabl besides the one with all the pictures.
Whether you were even looking for an escape from the situation or not, you took it, quickly removing yourself from Junpeiâs hold. Your cheeks heat up as you shuffle yourself away from him, quickly turning and grabbing the gift back. A deep breath escapes your lips as you turn to him, ignoring the look of rejection spread across his face. You chuckle awkwardly, lifting your arms straight and pushing the bag into his chest.
âI got you something.â You announce too quickly, the sentence almost sounding like one word mushed together. Junpei blinks as he stares at the bag, hesitantly grabbing it and removing it from your hold. Whatever confusing feeling he had left for the time being as he opens it, pulling out the movie Killer Klowns From Outter Space disk.
âI thought you hated this movie.â
âI do. Thatâs why Iâm giving it to you. You can keep it, you said it was hard to find a copy. My mom was gonna toss it anyway.â
âAre you sure?â
âYeah. It was my dads. I would rather give it to someone who matters to me just as much than just throw it out.â
Junpei smiles, a soft âThank youâ leaving his lips while he pulls you in for a hug. You canât move for a moment â nor speak. Just leaving one awkward situation where your bodies were almost too close for comfort right into another one. You slowly wrap both your arms around him, feeling his grip on you tighten.
While it no longer feels awkward, to deny you felt anything other than your stomach doing flips and feeling so at ease in his grip all at once would be a lie.
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