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Fibromyalgia is the most critical look at the long term effects of trauma on children.
It was one of the first avenues we explored when trying to diagnose my chronic illness that rendered me in debilitating pain BEFORE I WAS EVEN 18 PEOPLE.
While Fibromyalgia is generally present, it remains dormant in the body until triggered, and outside factors in the environment hugely influence how and when it activates. Emotional trauma is believed to be one of, if not the largest contributors to Fibromyalgia activating and symptoms starting to manifest.
We view trauma through psychological repression and emotional damage that we forget the body keeps tabs, for a lot of us it becomes actual pain. For some of us, that happens when we are children. And in a society and school system that you either succeed or drown in, you’re useless if you can’t do anything because your mind and body is literally ravaged by the experiences that OTHER PEOPLE inflicted on you.
I took no risks as a child, I was afraid of getting hurt. I never experienced any significant bodily or head injuries as a child, never so much as a broken bone. Physical trauma is the other huge trigger for Fibromyalgia, so where’s that possibility? When was I a child long enough to get childhood injuries??
For them, it was a fleeting moment. For us, it closed the world.
#rambles#personal rant#rant post#i’m not apologizing#this is forever#fibromyalgia#choke on spittle as blood fills your lungs#chronic illness#chronic pain#dependence#too neurodivergent to consume media#medicine#who tread lightly over worm#who spoiled the fun.#are you gonna cry?#this is what makes us girls
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#u#she wants revenge#music#cds#physical media#web finds#alternative#goth#gothic rock#this is forever#justin warfield#adam bravin
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the way i viscerally remember the feeling of sitting down in front of my laptop, watching an ig livestream, waiting for the first show of ltwt to start, on february 1st 2022. my nerves were through the roof. the excitement and overwhelm were entirely too much. and then he walked on stage... my eyes welled up.
look how far we've fucking come... we're so the greatest! we showed him, since that first show, that he will never be alone.
#and to think that on that show I'd only been his fan for like 10 months#It's a testament of how he grabs you and like once you fall for him... There's no turning back I fear#Well- I don't fear iy#I'm happy about it#This is forever#(oh yes... Also knowing a few months in that my love for him was gonna be forever#And sure forever is a long ass damn time... But I'm pretty sure)
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I have made so many mistakes but I will be spending every moment I have fixing them.
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I only got one thing on my mind 🧠
You Got Me Stuck On The Thought 💭
Of You ♡
You’re making me feel
Brand New 🌟
#her ♡#music#song lyrics#lyrics aesthetics#obsessivecore#obsessive yandere#Yandere#actually yandere#yancore#actually obsessive#obessive love#I’m so obsessed with her#i love her <3#she is my everything#she is my soulmate#meant to be#we’re meant to be <3#forever#forever love#this is forever#she lights up my life in the most beautiful of ways
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filipina miku!! my mom helped me with her outfit ^_^
#THIS TOOK ME FOREVER RAAHHHH#i had help from my mom with stuff like the parts of the traje de mestiza which is the outfit shes wearing#this trend looks so much fun and i wanted to join in.. im first gen canadian though so ive never been to the philippines and only#know thru stories of my parents growing up. im proud of my heritage but there are some things i didnt grow up with that#make me feel disconnected from my culture. so it was nice to talk to my mom abt it and ask for her help with this :3#the pleated tapis is meant to resemble her skirt.. i had no way of adding her stockings but i noticed the piano key design#so i used that for the saya. the bandana is meant to resemble her hairties and shes wearing bakya wooden slippers with embroidery#i kinda wanted to add the panuelo to resemble her tie as a finishing touch but i forgor ;w; just imagine it i guess#my mom really likes this. shes a little confused abt the blue hair and i had to explain her hair is like that but she thinks shes pretty#originally i wanted her holding the woven pamaypay and fanning herself because ITS HOT ITS 25 FUCKING DEGREES TODAY#but i couldnt get the pose right so i settled for this. i wanna draw her and brazilian miku high fiving ill do that tmrw#my art#myart#hatsune miku#miku worldwide#philippines#vocaloid#miku
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no, i dont lose hyperfixations. theyre just moved to a different, slightly less used, shelf in my brain.
#they stay with me forever#newsies#newsies the musical#911onfox#911 on abc#911 abc#newsies broadway#1992sies#92sies#newsies 1992#hyperfixated#hyperfixation#hyperfixating#neurodivergent#adhd
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do you all see my vision here
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I think one of the kindest things you can do for people with various mental health struggles is just... let people back into your life after they've been absent for a while.
Making friends as an adult is so fucking hard already and isolating yourself from other people is a very common symptom of depression, anxiety, burnout, ocd, trauma, grief, etc. Which means that someone will do the hard work of recovery/healing and resurface back into a world where their previous friends have written them off because they stopped showing up.
So if you know someone where you're like "yeah we could have been better friends but they fell off the map a bit" and that person suddenly reaches out, or starts showing up to events even though you kind of forgot they were still in the group chat... well they may have been Going Through It and you don't actually have to punish them for their absence you can just be glad that they're back.
#forever grateful for friends that let me disappear for a bit because I was too sad for everything and just held space for me to come back#so I'm trying to pay it forward by holding that space for other people#my nonsense
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local woman who claimed she will "cross that bridge when she comes to it" arrives at said bridge
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#u#web finds#she wants revenge#music#cds#physical media#justin warfield#adam bravin#goth#alternative#this is forever
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#this will haunt my notifications forever#boop#art#drawing#boops#halloween#boop o meter#BOOp-o-meter
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stanley pines my beloved
#gravity falls#stan pines#stanley pines#grunkle stan#art#my art#artists on tumblr#this took. fucking forever. hhhh
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Inspired by Darwyn Cooke's iconic Batman & Robin illustration, and the New Batman Adventures.
#batman#robin#tnba#robin in this show is such a lil guy#I want to wrap him up in a blanket#i am also forever emotional about bruce being a dad#dc comics#bruce wayne#tim drake#animation#raise your hand if return of the joker scared you as a kid#my art
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