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Nicola Coughlan and Luke Newton in BEHIND 'BRIDGERTON' — NEW BEGINNINGS: PENELOPE AND COLIN
#nicola coughlan#luke newton#bridgerton#bridgertonedit#polin#dailypolin#polinedit#dailybridgerton#nicolacoughlanedit#lukenewtonedit#gifs*#this is actually insane my bother#LET ME OUT PLEASE LET ME OUTTTTTTTTTT#THEY WILL WHAT NOW I MEAN WOMAN#and when she says “they make each other laugh” and the editor put nicola and luke laughing it's insane at this point free me
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I made three friends today. I became friends with the man clothed all in blue. I became friends with the little man, with white beard and red hat. And I became friends! With someone else. You will meet her very soon. Don't worry :)
#HLVRAI#HLAGE#my art#i keep thinking about This Specific part in the peppa monolouge and it makes me insane#benrey hlvrai#alyx hlvrai#half life: alyx but the gnome is too aware#manifesting anagonist / weird girl Alyx right now#you dont know how much fannon and theorizing i can fit in a vauge weird 2 second character#half life vr but the ai is self aware#half live alyx but the gnome is alive#fanart#If it's revealed that the Man In Blue is GMan then i'll only cry for one second and then i wont care bc that theory is cool too#watch the Girl actually be skyler bbvrai. just u wait.#idc im using Magenta Pink for Alyx until the end of time ( or when im proven wrong)#they're having fun jn the void dont bother them#artsits on tumblr#hl2vrai i guess
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izuna dislikes when people insult tobirama. he also dislikes when they compliment tobirama. in an ideal world of izuna's design, nobody on earth perceives or remembers tobirama except him
#izuna like i just think i should be tobirama's entire world. literal. and thats not too much to ask is it?#and everyone is like Yes it Is you insane motherfucker and tobirama is like actually i like his vision#do people not bother me in my lab in this dream? and izuna is like only me! and tobirama is like ah. a beautiful vision indeed
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anon from the Cucu and Watcher ask, I'll use 🐑as an identifier:
THANK YOU SM IM EATING IT UP SO MUCH
And nooo pls don't worry about people not liking to see it. They can block the tags if they don't like it. Feel free to do as you will :)
I personally would be very excited to see more of the definitely only enemies in future, but you do you!
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They can do morally inhumane human experimentation together ❤️ trust
I want you to know I listened to “masochism tango” while drawing that req. felt fitting ! Anyways have more just because
#if only they had an actual ship name for ppl to be able to block out…#until one gets popularized I guess I’ll ball#it doesn’t bother me if ppl get annoyed. I just get embarrassed if ppl I FOLLOW see it#I could care less if someone don’t like it#BUT IF I SEE ANOTHER NOTIF A FAV ARTIST OF MINE LIKES ANOTHER POST OF MINE ILL EXPLODE#OCD moment when my fear says so and so could happen even though I realistically recognize that’s insane#anyways these evil freaks should kiss and make up or make out#they have a lot in common and sooo much more in contrast#ask#anon#my doodle
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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One thing I keep thinking about is how the pm's front company is literally called “Mori Corporation”. Like yeah sure, let's put the actual name of our evil boss, most likely the most wanted person in the entire Yokohama, as the title of our not-shady-at-all perfectly-subtle black-themed industry. What could ever go wrong
#The real thing is that like.#The government already KNOWS who the mafia boss is but would rather compromise with him than arrest him...#Deep sigh#ōgai mori#bsd#bungou stray dogs#mine#q.#07/01/23#I know I'm the only one who's annoyed by this kind of details but the way the pm has nothing to do-#with an actual mafia organization drives me INSANE.#One of my earliest posts over here was about how it doesn't make any sense to believe pm operatives do reports-#because that's not how mafia organizations work.#And I KNOW I'm the only one bothered by this. But also this is what you get when you come from a city-#with one of the most deeply rooted mafia presence in the most mafia ridden country in the world (sigh).#And you know more mafia related annedocts than what you can legally talk about
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kimjean priest AU cinematic universe sketches *drives my car off a cliff*
#i wasnt even gonna bother uploading this but ppl r tagging my other shit actually liking it so this is for those 2 insane people luv ya#kimjean#jeankim#kimjeanpriestland#myart
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I have no idea on actual color schemes tbh but the browns are easier on my eyes on laptop so here we go
Semi-inspired by a guy I used to go to school with then later had the same job as (my first job) who was the most casual on/off dater to the same girl and it was, at times, like I was the third wheel. I walked in as a customer once while he was working and he made a face at me like he was conflicted and was like "be right back" and walked away from the register and to the back. When he returned he was wearing the same jacket as me and made direct eye contact as he said "Hot Topic?" and yeah, yeah actually. It was.
His sometimes-girlfriend was really cute and super chill with me and she knew that I was like the counter to any other people interested in her sometimes-boyfriend? Like he would actively be close to me at work in a way to rub it into another girl's face (she had a crush on him) and when she pointed out "you don't get that close to me" he put a hand on my shoulder and said "bros before hoes".
I also told him "in school when class first started I was like oh hey he looks kinda nice and pleasant but then you opened your mouth and I lost all interest" and he said "yeah that happens". (that said, we always buddied up or grouped up in that class if it was required.)
Not pictured is the actual sometimes-boyfriend to the girl.
No colors are set (hell, idek about the blue in his eyes) and idk names yet either.
#my characters#shout out to him truly for being one of the guys of all time#i asked him one day (multiple times actually) hey are you dating anyone today? and hes like not today#and sometimes! he would be! hed say yeah we got back together two days ago#it was insane how casual his dating was iwth this one person and idk it was really funny to me and stood out#bc even if they werent dating he didnt seem interested in dating anyone else#and i never bothered to ask WHY he was so on and off
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Inspired by Lovely, lonely blooms for ashamedbliss <3
I've been wanting to draw for my lovely friend bliss and I finally managed to whip up something for her florist vampire!merlin fic. Pls check it out it's sooo good 🫶 actually pls read all of bliss's fics you won't regret it at all her whole repetoire is 🫶🫶🫶 all her words make me insane 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶
#ALSO IF YOURE INTO/MILDLY INTERESTED IN A/B/O. I CANNOT RECOMMEND MORE STRONGLY HER OMEGAVERSE FIC ITS CALLED DOUBLE BIND DOUBLY BOUND#ITS ONE OF MY FAV FIC OF ALL TIME THE WHOLE THING IS A TOUR DE FORCE LIKE. ACTUALLY MAGICAL AND WONDERFUL AND WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOW#Ive been following it for like. a year and half i think. truly insane about it. ive been billboarding it for the whole of 2023 actually LOL#ANYHOW unto the tags#bbc merlin#bbc merlin fanart#feuxx art#merlin emrys#merlin fanart#man he is kinda oc looking. it bothers me but what can i do it was post it as it is or yeet the whole thing my friends vetoed the yeeting :
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a post about fic updates! so the fics im currently juggling are dog teeth, tams, and of course, taob. my original plan was to start posting the second installment of the dog teeth series by sometime in april, bc it's the fic im most into atm and i already have the first chapter done, i just want to bank another one or two because once i start posting it i want to KEEP posting it with regular updates, hopefully every 2 weeks like with kaiein. HOWEVER this will put my atla fics on a back burner. april is a good writing time for me (PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE) bc i have the entire month off from uni to prep for may exam season, and i always want to write when im procrastinating my degree. which is. it's own thing im sure i'll graduate it's fine i'm fine. so if i focus on dog teeth, neither tams nor taob will get focus until like. june. which is par for the course with taob but im NOT happy about doing with tams.
SO my thought process was i can either be normal about this and just accept it's literally my final year at uni and im trying to graduate and it doesn't matter if updates are slow on ANY fics, or i can do my usual and implement an insane deadline that i somehow always make by the skin of my teeth. can you guess what i went with?
and thus i present unto the crowd my tentative plan: have the next taob chapter done by middle of april (im aware this is quite hand-wavey but it gives me a month to work with, so in my head this means anything between april 10th-20th), have the next tams chapter done by the end of april, and dog teeth can follow.
#i know a lot of you are gonna swarm and tell me not to push myself/rush and i love and appreciate the fuck out of you#i PROMISE if it gets too much i will call it quits like im not about to jeopardise my final exam season for this lmao#but ultimately i do work better when i give myself these insane writing challenges and it gives me something fun to do#while im drowning in econ assignments#as for dog teeth being moved to the back burner despite it being my current passion project#im not actually too bothered by this bc i will still be working on it as i work on my atla fics#and it'll be good as a breather when those get up my arse PLUS has the added benefit of the second part of dog teeth#not actually being posted yet so technically no one's 'waiting' for anything. like kaiein exists perfectly fine as a standalone#whereas if i post ch1 of part 2 in april i then have to KEEP POSTING or it'll bug me#and then i'll have THREE updating fics to juggle#does any of this make sense. hello. tapping the security camera in my padded room is anyone there#WHATEVER. I WILL KEEP YOU GUYS POSTED <3#taob updates#tams#dog teeth
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#hyunjin#skz#ENOUGHHHHH I NEED TO B MORPHING INTO HIM LIKE AN IMAGE TO ANOTHER#actually i would be so happy to become like an armpit hair of his that he gets rid off with laser i think that’d be nice as well ..#i will settle for anything to be close to him woahh hh hhh#fantaken#im crying… the droplet of sweat dropping from his chin after all of his hard work… i will rescue u like u are last drop of water on earth#like idc i will never be thirsty once i get it in my mouth#hi im insane#if u zoom in u can see his chest glimmering too like edward in the sun im about to give up#feeling so hot and bothered right now i won’t even be lying to u#hyunjin call meeeeeeeee drop ur location asap pls
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I'm so done with the way everyone avoids calling Bruce an abuser. 'He's a bad parent' 'he's flawed' 'what he did was kinda fucked up' call it what it is!! He's an abusive parent, no ifs or buts about it! He's not just a bad parent, he didn't just fuck up, he's their abuser. Loving your kids or wanting the best for them doesn't mean you won't hurt them and it doesn't excuse doing so, and I personally don't think it makes it even slightly better.
#my dc posting#dc#bruce wayne#batman#dc comics#jason todd#'abusive bruce wayne' is a tag for a reason#'bad parent bruce wayne' is Not severe enoigh for the shit he pulls on his kids#i see ppl acknowledging his mistakes n his mistreatment of them#but i never quite see ppl just straight up say 'bruce is an abuser'#and im ngl it pisses me off#ughh this annoys me so much#can we all just. at least acknowledge this. like it has been a very consitent part of his comics character for like the kast 30+ years#from what i understand of it#yet its so common to see his actions get disregarded and excused and 'oo he still loves them' 'yeah hes flawed but' like can you shut uppp#there are other versions of bruce who arent terrible n its fine to make him not terrible in fancontent#but like when it comes to just his actually canon comics character? abuser.#like the shit he does is some of the most vile parental abuse ive ever read in fiction#and then i feel insane cus nobody talks abt it!!! like what#i explained comics history to my mom and had to be like 'oh yeah batman's a child abuser'. wild. wtf#also something that also bothers me is when ppl just say complicated instead. like yeah no shit all abusive relstionships are complicated#ughh the curse of fandom. the longer i stay the more opinions i form and the more i hate it here 😔
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Do you have any plan to make some kind of bonus chapter or oneshot about marcille's perspective in little creature? It's not like I'm asking you for it ofc!! it's just that i think it'll be interesting to read, and especially since you had those tags about marcille after her fight/outburst with falin and how you couldn't add it to the fic because the fic is from falin's perspective
Probably not about anything that happens during a little creature, but maybe something before or after? Sometimes I do like to do "the other character thinking back to events while doing stuff in a sequel" oneshot type thing, but we'll see how it shakes out!
#asks#a little creature#i will say#Marcille was firmly in denial and just Not Thinking About Her Feelings#the dinner scene was the first crack in her self delusion but it was still there#then the last chapter was it finally shattering as she saw Falin kissing someone else and experienced Elf Shrimp Emotions#just insane intensity furor and jealousy#she was about to fucking blow up#and then the confrontation happens and shes literally in shambles#cant think everything hurts#just barely scraping enough braincells to thank kiki inbetween enormous hiccups and sobs that shake her entire body#sees laios. slaps him. collapses into his arms sobbing and apologizing again#he cant actually understand what shes saying through the blubbering but hes doing his best to comfort her#to be perfectly honest im not 100% she even has the space to process 'i have feelings for falin' in full clarity#the 'why did seeing her kissing someone else make me feel like i wanted to die or kill someone' doesnt like... click#not until she gets over the mess of 'how could she say that to me didnt i do enough'#'didnt i love her enough does she care so little for me that she cant even bother to think about how i feel'#'does she care so little for me that she doesnt know that i would die for her i HAVE died for her and killed for her'#'how could she not know that she was nothing less than my whole reason for living for so long'#... i guess thats what shes blubbering at laios but it just comes out as like#'howcouldnbwhebwsbebwbendoesbdhemotbbwkowbblblbllvlbl'#snotting into laios's shirt#its ok. she'll be ok. like laios has to carry her back to her room because she latched on and didn't let go until she literally like#cried herself to exhaustion and passed out.#but she'll be okay. after maybe another day of moping she finally has her White Woman Moment of looking at herself in the mirror#and admitting that she's in love with falin and has been for a while
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I’m replaying act 1 (for the fifth time) and when Gale is explaining his condition to you he mentions he’s “never told another living soul” about it, except for Tara. You’re telling me this man shut himself up in his tower for an entire year and didn’t tell anyone why and no one ever bothered to find out? He has so few people who care about him in his life that he fell into a depression and disappeared for a year and NO ONE thought to go and check on him and find out what was wrong? He’s had no one but Tara providing help and support until he meets Tav???????
#I’m just#this is my Astarion run but holy shit GALE#like no wonder he’s a little bit insane#how isolated has he been his whole life that he has no one but his cat who cares enough to take care of him#the way he speaks about his mother I thought they’d be pretty close but even she never found out about the orb??#either she shrugged off her brilliant son turning into a depressed recluse or she never bothered to check on him at all#and tbh Gale might not even realize that’s Not Ideal#maybe he’s always been held at a distance by his family#I have hcs about this actually#anyway that fucked me up this time#the way he begs tav for help finding items to feed the orb like he’s fully expecting to be shot down and left behind#ughhhhhhh I am Upset about the wizard again friends#bg3#baldur’s gate 3#gale of waterdeep#I didn’t even go into how Mystra also abandoned him at the same time#so he was going through a break up and a crisis of faith and being a human bomb all at once#🥲
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OK DOES ANYONE KNOW that het romance korean webtoon called "super secret" by eon abt a girl and her werewolf childhood friend... it was 1 of my v first webtoons and i have this super random out of pocket take for it that ive been keeping to myself for yrs im finally breaking my silence LMFOAOAO
anyway theyre cute together i said what i said (no one cares)
(i do rmbr posting abt this before when i first read the epilogue but no one cared/no one still cares BWAHAHHA)
#talk tag#i dont think i should put this in the main tag for this webtoon#this is actually so real and canon to me#but no one cares and i dont rly care abt this webtoon either KFJDJZ#THEY WOULD BE SO CUTE THO. GENUINELY IT WOULD WORK#btw im thinking abt this bc i saw some clips of the anime on youtube#eunsoo(eunho's bro)'s voice sounded so cute.... kim myeongjun (clover cookie & genshin albedo)#(and starrail caelus too)#gyeonwoo(?)(aka 'ryan') has milk cookie's VA shin yongwoo... and honestly idc ldjdkd#and seungwoo's VA im not too big on too... i didnt check who it was but by ear it sounds like espresso's VA park yohan but dont quote me#doesnt fit my hc for him but eh w/e at least#eunho's bro ('ethan') sounds cute#did i mention i fucking hate how webtoon localized the names... ANYWAY#edit: what if i did put this in the tag actually#its under a cut so i dont think itd bother ppl#super secret#super secret webtoon#if anyone reads this send me a shout so i feel less delusional and insane#edit: i dont think eunsoo(ethan)s ever shown w a girl or anything the entire webtoon#not deconfirmed gay --> me: he's gay!#i think hes the only one too kdjfk like this webtoon had sm comphet#that the fact that eunsoo and seungwoo's epilogue scene was fated meeting w eachother + theyre both single#me: IM TAKING IT... and again eon has said that they leave things open ended so fans can hc whatever so. ITS OK I HAVE THEIR PERMISSION
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Dandy nails 🤎🌙
#one of thr polishes has espresso scent which in theory should be hotrific to me but it actually drief down nice#smells fine doesn't even bother me so 😏#i squeeze puppym head bc i dont like showin off the palm of my hand. never know when a palm reader mught be around yk#jokin jokin im just insane and think my hands are ugly LMAOOOO
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