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it had been months since jiyan last stepped foot in jinzhou city. he had been in the front lines, protecting and fighting for the people for so long that the chance to finally take a breather felt a tad bit strange and foreign. when he first heard the people’s cheers when he entered through the city gates, it dawned on him that he was finally home. but not entirely home
he didn't feel truly at peace until he finally, finally, had you in his arms once more. many a month had passed since the last time he ever held you so close to him that he was afraid he might've forgotten what your warmth felt like
it wasn't often that he could contact you with how busy and dangerous it could get out there, but even then, it could never compare to finally seeing you face to face, holding you, caressing your tear stained cheeks and placing a soft kiss on your lips filled with absolute longing and love
hearing your voice murmur his name felt surreal yet also familiar, your chuckles and laughter sounding so musical and divine in his ears when you placed more food on his plate during dinner, your gentle touch felt like home as you brushed his hair— no, you were home
you were jiyan’s home
the moon hung high up in the sky when his amber eyes lingered on your features. you were sleeping so peacefully in his arms, snuggled close to him with your arms around him as if he would disappear the moment you loosened your grip
he’d vowed to protect you, to protect jinzhou and to protect your future together no matter what the universe might bring
“jiyan…” you murmured in your sleep, your hold on him tightening
he could see it from the way your eyebrows furrowed that you're dreaming, dreaming of his departure once again. his hand ran through your hair, leaning forward to place a tender kiss on your forehead
“i'm here.” he whispered, “i’m home.”
#wuthering waves#wuthering waves fanfic#wuthering waves jiyan#wuthering waves jiyan x reader#jiyan x reader#wuwa jiyan#wuwa jiyan x reader#I AM ACTUALLY GOING INSANE#fictional men will be the end of me#slowly getting addicted to playing wuwa#should i be concerned...
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like father like son
#moodboard#ranboo#ranboolive#moose the cat#i am actually going insane#shiting crying vomiting#this is the most adorable cat ive ever seen#dumbest animal alive#and their pet#scheduled
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guys… i need to slut him out seriously… (and then he’s the one that ends up doing it)
the makeup this cb is too good lord have mercy on me .
mdni
thinking of sucking and edging him off till he’s so needy and tired of waiting for you to give him what he wants that he starts fucking your mouth, hands interview in your messy hair and moaning so beautifully, you let him use you as much as he wants. even when your jaw starts to hurt and your eyes get watery because as much as you were having fun teasing him at first, you also love letting him take control and making himself feel good with your mouth.
after he’s done and made sure you swallowed all of him, he kisses your cheek and touches your neck gently telling you how good and pretty you are right before moving to your lips and start a make out session, you still on your knees on the hard floor in between his legs while he’s all comfy in the couch but who cares!! you don’t even feel your knees hurting when wonbin is being so loving to you.
#wonbin riize#wonbin smut#wonbin i need you so bad#i am actually going insane#wonbin would be such a good boyfriend#riize smut#dearmyouth
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Hey so does anyone else remember that one specific voiceline where Pratt admits to going hunting with and skinning a person for Jacob and convincing himself that it was just deer and that it was all a dream Or am I finally losing my marbles
#i am actually going insane#far cry 5#fc5#farcry 5 art#deputy staci pratt#staci pratt#stacy pratt#jacob seed#that form is absolutely atrocious#but its been a while since ive skinned anything and i couldn’t be bothered to look up a reference#also ive yet to skin a man so i have no idea how that'd work out#cw gore#my art#dont mind this#it looks like dogshot#i drew this on impulse#digital art
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MY BOYYYYYYYY STOP I LOVE HIM
(Going insane)
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It was not today.....
#jude jazza where you ATTTT#CYBRID!! DROP THE TRAILER!!#ikemen#cybird ikemen#cybird ikemen series#ikemen mc#ikemen villains#ikevil#jude jazza#i am actually going insane
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irl crush has the same birthday as will byers guys what if byler moment this year
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dip and pip have won halloween this year
#STOP NO SHUT UP NO YOU DID NOT OMG#i am actually going insane#LOOK AT THEM#jfc these two have made the biggest gayest comeback we are truly blessed#HOWley and aziraPHIL they are so silly i love them so much#i am freaking out on main !!! very aware they could see this no i don't care#dnp#dan and phil#dip and pip#daniel howell#phil lester#good omens#crowley x aziraphale#halloween
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HOW HAS IT BEEN 10 YEARS SINCE MIXELS CAME OUT WTF
#mixels#burnard#digital art#fanart#10 YEARS OF MIXELS ALREADY??? WTF????#i am actually going insane#WHERE IS THE TIME GOING IT FELT LIKE JUST YESTERDAY IT TURNED 9#art#melty's art
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literally shaking crying sniveling. FREE ME FROM SELF INSERT PRISON! I CAN'T JUST INSERT MYSELF INTO SELF INSERTS!!! (unless........)
#joking#i am actually going insane#why does this bites! captivate me so much#jeremiah cross#maybe i just yearn for found family#and maybe cross is the big brother i wish i had#and maybeeee i want to be part of the strawhats crew/family#maybe#this bites!#this bites! by xomniac#xomniac#self insert
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The Forest Fic that changed my preteen brain chemistry being kinda cannon in Tøp/Dema lore was not something I was expecting in 2024.
What I also wasn’t expecting was Tyler Fucking Man with Three Children and a Wife Joseph to repost a meme on his instagram about it.
#i am actually going insane#in a weird way#everything is on fire#I mean it’s not canon#but the Josh not being there absolutely had me screaming.#At least Bandito Josh is actually real#do new fans even know of that fanfic? Is the original upload still available?#Wow Josh not real 2024#twenty one pilots#twenty øne piløts#gosh dang it velvet#josh dun#tyler joseph#joshler#(i guess)#(I am talking about it so yeah let’s tag that)#ahh the forest fic… haven’t heard that name in awhile.#I was about 11 or 12 when I first read that fic#I am 18 now and a lesbian#I actually think my first post on tumblr has that picture of Funko Ned
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Complete list of new characters
#i am actually going insane#tadc kinger#gooseworx#the amazing digital circus#amazing digital circus#tadc#tadc fanart#tadc pomni#tadc jax#tadc ragatha#jax tadc#pomni tadc#ragatha tadc#tadc fandom#tadc meme#tadc theory#the amazing digital circus caine#the amazing digital circus ragatha#the amazing digital circus pomni#tadc animation#fresh season
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Trying not to be horny on main…
I have failed. I shall try again tomorrow.
#tyrion lannister#peter dinklage#tyrion#game of thrones#peter dinklage is hot#peterdinklage#brothers 2024#find me guilty 2006#i’m obsessed#i am actually going insane#crying hes so beautiful look at his face that's tyrion actually 🥹🥹🥹
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The Quadratum being planned since day 1 is So Much more important than you think:
Everyone knows the creator of Kingdom Hearts has always planned for things ahead of time but for something that was recently added at the final game to be thought of since the beginning is even crazier. It would make sense to be thought of around kh2 or BBS and have plans for it, but this early is actually very interesting.
And there are so many hints and things that could relate to this.
For example the unreality being stated in regards to the world that never was. Ansem often used the terms unreality and fictional world in reference to things, however, people just assumed it had to do with The World That Never Was for the most part.
Xehanort did create TWTNW from a memory of another world and TWTNW was never an actual place or city. It's probably why the sea salt trio along with the other nobodies were often in Twilight Town. The other world could be quadratum.
That is in KH2, but let's take a look at the very first game.
The first game has the opening line, I've been having these weird thoughts lately. Like is any of this for real or not?
Alone the line could refer to the being in a world that makes actually be fake. However knowing that Yozora also says this line at the end of Re:Mind and that the quadratum was thought of since day one makes it so much more important.
This line refers to quadratum or Sora's world. Quadratum is said to be a fictional world but what if Sora's world was like that instead because from Sora's perspective Quadratum is fiction.
Now when taking a lot at the beta trailer of kh1, there are a lot of lines that relate to kh3 and beyond.
First we have the opening quote which I already discussed, then we have "Your body, your soul, your whole existence.. they're all going to disappear." This refers to Sora going to quadratum at the end of kh3, this hint being planned at the start is just something else.
Next is another line about saving Sora and Sora leaving and we have to question why. There could have just been random lines but with the knowledge of Yozora and Quadratum being there since the beginning it's mostly likely having to do with that.
Now in the secret ending of KH1, we have a moment where phrases pop up and one of them is A world between= forgotten world The gathering and if TWTNW actually has to do with Quadratum instead it would makes sense for it to be a forgotten world from a memory of Quadratum that Xehanort had. The opening of kh2 A far off memory that is like a scattered dream. Xehanort had a dream and wanted to change the world where he would have 13 lives to fix it and a 14th to finally see the world — the world where he saw was quadratum, also there is a possibility another version of Xehanort lives in Quadratum
And finally I recently saw a part of the KH1 Ultimania where there is a statement from Tetsuya Nomura that the words that appear in the opening was originally going to be said by a certain character.
Now in KH3, Yozora says those exact same lines and a lot of them point to Yozora which is why I have the belief Yozora has been at the beginning for a long time.
And finally the kh3 opening line— They can take your heart. Cut you loose from all you know. But if it's your fate...then every step forward will always be a step closer to home.
If Sora says if it's your fate to be cut from everything you know which refers to going to quadratum. Then he says if that's the fate it will be a step forward to home cause what if being home is actually Quadratum because it's not actually fiction but the KH worlds are fiction.
Since to KH people they know of their worlds but what if Xehanort figured that out. He was researching and studying for awhile after all and Ansem did seem to know of an unreality.
Cause if it's actually the case, and if the real reason they can cross into datascapes such as Tron, Jimminy's Journal and a fake versions such as Twilight Town and Daybreak Town; and because of a book of prophecies that foretold everything which could have been created by someone in Quadratum.
Since Yozora seems to know about this and is going to actually be way more important than some people originally thought. He understands that his world and Quadratum is an unreality which probably means it is another reality and make their world become fake.
There are still so many questions and so many theories that it remains endless, is the KH worlds fiction to them just as Quadratum is a fake reality? Are these hints actual hints that relate to the Quadratum really being there or are they just unsolved questions and theories.
But all we know is that the ideas for Quadratum and Yozora have been ideas since the beginning.
#kingdom hearts#discussion post#my post#Yozora#Sora#kh theory#Quadratum#kingdom hearts 1#kh2#kh3#kh1#KH ultamania#unsolved questions#tetsuya nomura#kh#kh sora#i am actually going insane#The brainrot continues each time I think about this#If I have more thoughts or realization to new hints I'll add them or reblog this post#the organization got kind of messy#haven't made a post like this in awhile#I have so many in drafts though
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Alright sluts, I need some opinions.
I am currently writing a CrocMom au that has gone to far wild and completely out of my control. I have most of the plot surrounding Luffy and Crocodile's backstory and connection figured out, that's not the problem. What IS the problem is that Crocodile is to much of a whore. Crocodile has up to at least five potential love interests that I could throw at him (not including Dragon cause that has to happen for, y'know, conception.)
Buggy, Mihawk, Buggy & Mihawk, Dolflamingo, Shanks, Corozon ECT.
Now, I know some of those options might not make sense, but see, a writers mind is an unending fucking mine field of insanity, and I would be able to make those options work pretty well.
Buggy and Mihawk would most definitely make the most sense, as they are pretty canon in their interactions and I have been itching to write cross-guild anyways.
Shanks? Knowing that Crocodile created basically his kid and also could kill him at any time and is also hooking up with his two ex's? That man is already a skank and has probably dated at least half the one piece verse, this is not far fetched.
Dolflamingo? They are the ones with the most cannon interaction and could make for a very good psychological warfare/angsty fic, but also, Dolflomingo. So like, gross.
And the last and most crackship, rarepair shit I could ever think of. Cora and Crocodile. Now, in my fic, I start with Crocodile on Ohara to involve Olvia and Robin into his cannon universe (This is also trans!Crocodile, so he's a woman right now, but he transitions after Luffy's birth) and so I can give him an excuse to adopt Robin later when she's around like, 11.
So, you have a Crocodile that fits just snuggly enough into the timeline and does not have enough trauma yet (in my universe at the least) and who has already given birth to Luffy and is already slightly regretting leaving him and who has already adopted Robin. I think that there would be a really high possibility that Crocodile would meet Cora and be like "look at this sad, pathetic, wet-cat, clumsy single father. Would be a shame if someone was to just grab it.". Which would then inadvertently save Cora's life, especially if Crocodile helped get the heart fruit and then brought them back to Alabasta.
I also wanna clarify, I don't think Law would see Crocodile as a father figure. It took fuckin forever for him to trust Cora, and that was with sacrifices that spited both hell and high water. I think Crocodile would more be seen as a mentor, especially if Law would still want to get back at Dolflamingo. Cora might try to stop that. Cora would want what's best for his son.
Crocodile? Dramatic-time-to -murder-the second-strongest-pirate-of-all-time bitch? 100% would support.
Also, the possibility of Robin and Law shenanigans kind of gets my goat.
Plus, if you add in Luffy, Ace, and Sabo, it would be chaotic as fuck, and kind of amazing!
As you can tell, I am slightly leaning more to one of these options than the others (totally not just because I want to write a Cora lives au) and I think that Cora is one of the only One Piece men that Crocodile would genuinely consider sticking with because of the way he treats other people and his kids. The possibilities are fucking endless.
Does anyone have any thoughts on this? I would take anything into consideration and I have to decide before I write the Dragon/Revolutionary chapter.
The world problems of a one piece fic writer, man.
#one piece#sir crocodile#monkey d. luffy#portgas d ace#one piece sabo#Crocmom#Parent!Crocodile#dracule mihawk#red haired shanks#dolfamingo#donquixote doflamingo#donquixote corazon#donquixote rocinante#cora san#crocodile x buggy x mihawk#crocodile x doflamingo#crocodile x mihawk#Crocodile x shanks#Crocodile x Rocinante#I am actually going insane#the fic isn't posted btw#i am making it a chapter at a time so i don't just leave it in the dust#which happens most times i log into ao3#i'll make an anouncment when its posted#oh also#ace lives#that might be important to mention lol#crocodile might beat garp over the head with several objects#i have yet to decide#or straight up murder
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Ask the angel (me) anything ‼️‼️ inquire about life and existence, about the whys and how’s, justice and poetic mercy, the beauty in harm and wisdom in calm, how comfort is detrimental but fighting is as such poison.
If you ain’t got it, I NEED TO WRITE
IM A DIVINE BEING WITH SO MUCH TO OFFER YOU, YOU KNOW.. BUT I CANT JUST TELL YOU WHATEVER IF YOU DONT PROMPT ME INTO A CERTAIN TOPIC.
PLEASE, Ask a stimulating question, and in return I’ll thank you.
#ask me things#ask me anything#ask me stuff#ask me questions#anons#send me asks#anon ask#angelkin#actually angelic#otherkin#deitykin#divinekin#godkin#actually divine#i am god#i am actually going insane#please#Entertain me#talk to me#inbox open#message me#inbox me#writers on tumblr#writerscommunity#writing life#writeblr#creative writing#writers and poets#insane man#pathetic
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