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It’s fucking omelas. they’re using Gemma to test-run a million different iterations of the load-bearing suffering child so that they can circumvent their own pain/discomfort/inconvenience by handing it to a version of themselves/entity/PERSON they never have to see but can never forget exists
Lumon is omelas it’s fucking omelas
#I am actually going insane#it’s hades and Persephone#it’s Orpheus and Eurydice#it’s FUCKING omelas!!!#I am chewing off my own arm#severance#severance spoilers#get Gemma OUT OF THERE
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Hey so does anyone else remember that one specific voiceline where Pratt admits to going hunting with and skinning a person for Jacob and convincing himself that it was just deer and that it was all a dream Or am I finally losing my marbles
#i am actually going insane#far cry 5#fc5#farcry 5 art#deputy staci pratt#staci pratt#stacy pratt#jacob seed#that form is absolutely atrocious#but its been a while since ive skinned anything and i couldn’t be bothered to look up a reference#also ive yet to skin a man so i have no idea how that'd work out#cw gore#my art#dont mind this#it looks like dogshot#i drew this on impulse#digital art
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NOBODY TALK TO ME I’M IN MOURNING
#911 abc#bobby nash#911 spoilers#911 show#tim minear#when i catch you#i still can't believe it#i am actually going insane#clawing at the walls#will never move on#peter krause#buddie#evan buckley#athena#eddie diaz#chimney han#hen wilson#ravi panikkar
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it had been months since jiyan last stepped foot in jinzhou city. he had been in the front lines, protecting and fighting for the people for so long that the chance to finally take a breather felt a tad bit strange and foreign. when he first heard the people’s cheers when he entered through the city gates, it dawned on him that he was finally home. but not entirely home
he didn't feel truly at peace until he finally, finally, had you in his arms once more. many a month had passed since the last time he ever held you so close to him that he was afraid he might've forgotten what your warmth felt like
it wasn't often that he could contact you with how busy and dangerous it could get out there, but even then, it could never compare to finally seeing you face to face, holding you, caressing your tear stained cheeks and placing a soft kiss on your lips filled with absolute longing and love
hearing your voice murmur his name felt surreal yet also familiar, your chuckles and laughter sounding so musical and divine in his ears when you placed more food on his plate during dinner, your gentle touch felt like home as you brushed his hair— no, you were home
you were jiyan’s home
the moon hung high up in the sky when his amber eyes lingered on your features. you were sleeping so peacefully in his arms, snuggled close to him with your arms around him as if he would disappear the moment you loosened your grip
he’d vowed to protect you, to protect jinzhou and to protect your future together no matter what the universe might bring
“jiyan…” you murmured in your sleep, your hold on him tightening
he could see it from the way your eyebrows furrowed that you're dreaming, dreaming of his departure once again. his hand ran through your hair, leaning forward to place a tender kiss on your forehead
“i'm here.” he whispered, “i’m home.”
#wuthering waves#wuthering waves fanfic#wuthering waves jiyan#wuthering waves jiyan x reader#jiyan x reader#wuwa jiyan#wuwa jiyan x reader#I AM ACTUALLY GOING INSANE#fictional men will be the end of me#slowly getting addicted to playing wuwa#should i be concerned...
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Indestructible Trust
#i am actually going insane#everytime i think they can't oneup themselve they prove me so wrong#its the way yuugi trust yami with this whole being and how he ready to sacrifice himself for yami#yjvads#HJAG>kbjadkladsihIO#my mind is a large keysmash rn#puzzleshipping#yugi muto#yugi motou#yugi moto#yugi mutou#yugi mutoh#yuugi mutou#yami yugi#yugioh#cide watches yugioh#cide watches yugioh dm#yugioh dm#yugioh duel monsters
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I don't know why but I just got this idea, Soldier Boy is fully on obssesed with reader, like bedrottingly, jacking off every night to you in his imagination kind of obssesed, he basically feels like he needs you to be close so he can breath.
But Reader is fully on obssesed with Hughie, the same way Soldier Boy is but Reader is just wow, like has pictures of him sleeping,laughing, even pictures Hughie took himself on your phone when he occasionally steals it to bother you, you print them all and just admire them, smell his dirty boxers and put secretly a camara on his room and a tracker, obviously without Hughie noticing.
Hughie's just normal about it, he thinks is normal, how you randomly always have what he needs, or know things he didn't tell you but assumes Starlight told you and he has no problem with that, Soldier Boy sometimes glares at him unnessesarily but he had no idea why.
And HEAAAAR ME OUTTT, Soldier Boy deciding that instead of taking Hughie away from you he bonds over Hughie, you and Benjamin star dating because you love him now, but still have this sickening obssesion with Hughie and you'll never replace Hughie, and Soldier Boy realizes that he got so into it he actually started getting obssesed, Hughie's eyes, his lips, his waist, his ass, his everything, and every night You and Benjamin stare at Hughie sleeping so peacefully, holding hands while staring at him.
And Hughie's unaware because they're good at hiding it, and You with Soldier Boy always make sure Ben keeps Hughie safe, like even Butcher noticed but he won't tell Hughie because 'The lad's not interest' and it is kind of true, Hughie has a girlfriend they both absolutely despise but won't do anything because she's dear to hughie, yeah campbell maybe had a little crush on you and thought Benjamin was attractive but that means nothing.
#soldier boy x male reader#the boys fanfiction#soldier boy x you#the boys smut#the boys x reader#soldier boy x reader#soldier boy x gn reader#soldier boy x female reader#soldier boy#i am actually going insane#i am just a girl#I love Hughie Campbell#the boys hughie#hughie x soldier boy#hughie campbell x reader#hughie is oblivious btw#i might make this a series#with a specific tag or sum'#might delete later#idk#don't hate me
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like father like son
#moodboard#ranboo#ranboolive#moose the cat#i am actually going insane#shiting crying vomiting#this is the most adorable cat ive ever seen#dumbest animal alive#and their pet#scheduled
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guys… i need to slut him out seriously… (and then he’s the one that ends up doing it)
the makeup this cb is too good lord have mercy on me .
mdni
thinking of sucking and edging him off till he’s so needy and tired of waiting for you to give him what he wants that he starts fucking your mouth, hands interview in your messy hair and moaning so beautifully, you let him use you as much as he wants. even when your jaw starts to hurt and your eyes get watery because as much as you were having fun teasing him at first, you also love letting him take control and making himself feel good with your mouth.
after he’s done and made sure you swallowed all of him, he kisses your cheek and touches your neck gently telling you how good and pretty you are right before moving to your lips and start a make out session, you still on your knees on the hard floor in between his legs while he’s all comfy in the couch but who cares!! you don’t even feel your knees hurting when wonbin is being so loving to you.
#wonbin riize#wonbin smut#wonbin i need you so bad#i am actually going insane#wonbin would be such a good boyfriend#riize smut#dearmyouth
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MY BOYYYYYYYY STOP I LOVE HIM
(Going insane)
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obsessed with the idea of Kallus having scars from the T-7s, actually.
#he can't get rid of them and everybody knows what they're from and they will always known what he did#i am actually going insane#alexsandr kallus#kallus#agent kallus#kalluzeb#< in theory. in my heart.#star wars#star wars rebels#sw rebels
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I just got to this part and I am freaking out I forgot how much I liked them.
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guys it's time to accept that every time byler or stranger things is trending that it's not a trailer drop. I'm sorry but it's the truth, I can't keep deluding myself.
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i just started watching school spirits and why is simon the most character character of all time like do u guys get this does this make sense because i can keep going
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The Quadratum being planned since day 1 is So Much more important than you think:
Everyone knows the creator of Kingdom Hearts has always planned for things ahead of time but for something that was recently added at the final game to be thought of since the beginning is even crazier. It would make sense to be thought of around kh2 or BBS and have plans for it, but this early is actually very interesting.
And there are so many hints and things that could relate to this.
For example the unreality being stated in regards to the world that never was. Ansem often used the terms unreality and fictional world in reference to things, however, people just assumed it had to do with The World That Never Was for the most part.
Xehanort did create TWTNW from a memory of another world and TWTNW was never an actual place or city. It's probably why the sea salt trio along with the other nobodies were often in Twilight Town. The other world could be quadratum.
That is in KH2, but let's take a look at the very first game.
The first game has the opening line, I've been having these weird thoughts lately. Like is any of this for real or not?
Alone the line could refer to the being in a world that makes actually be fake. However knowing that Yozora also says this line at the end of Re:Mind and that the quadratum was thought of since day one makes it so much more important.
This line refers to quadratum or Sora's world. Quadratum is said to be a fictional world but what if Sora's world was like that instead because from Sora's perspective Quadratum is fiction.
Now when taking a lot at the beta trailer of kh1, there are a lot of lines that relate to kh3 and beyond.


First we have the opening quote which I already discussed, then we have "Your body, your soul, your whole existence.. they're all going to disappear." This refers to Sora going to quadratum at the end of kh3, this hint being planned at the start is just something else.


Next is another line about saving Sora and Sora leaving and we have to question why. There could have just been random lines but with the knowledge of Yozora and Quadratum being there since the beginning it's mostly likely having to do with that.
Now in the secret ending of KH1, we have a moment where phrases pop up and one of them is A world between= forgotten world The gathering and if TWTNW actually has to do with Quadratum instead it would makes sense for it to be a forgotten world from a memory of Quadratum that Xehanort had. The opening of kh2 A far off memory that is like a scattered dream. Xehanort had a dream and wanted to change the world where he would have 13 lives to fix it and a 14th to finally see the world — the world where he saw was quadratum, also there is a possibility another version of Xehanort lives in Quadratum

And finally I recently saw a part of the KH1 Ultimania where there is a statement from Tetsuya Nomura that the words that appear in the opening was originally going to be said by a certain character.
Now in KH3, Yozora says those exact same lines and a lot of them point to Yozora which is why I have the belief Yozora has been at the beginning for a long time.

And finally the kh3 opening line— They can take your heart. Cut you loose from all you know. But if it's your fate...then every step forward will always be a step closer to home.
If Sora says if it's your fate to be cut from everything you know which refers to going to quadratum. Then he says if that's the fate it will be a step forward to home cause what if being home is actually Quadratum because it's not actually fiction but the KH worlds are fiction.
Since to KH people they know of their worlds but what if Xehanort figured that out. He was researching and studying for awhile after all and Ansem did seem to know of an unreality.
Cause if it's actually the case, and if the real reason they can cross into datascapes such as Tron, Jimminy's Journal and a fake versions such as Twilight Town and Daybreak Town; and because of a book of prophecies that foretold everything which could have been created by someone in Quadratum.
Since Yozora seems to know about this and is going to actually be way more important than some people originally thought. He understands that his world and Quadratum is an unreality which probably means it is another reality and make their world become fake.
There are still so many questions and so many theories that it remains endless, is the KH worlds fiction to them just as Quadratum is a fake reality? Are these hints actual hints that relate to the Quadratum really being there or are they just unsolved questions and theories.
But all we know is that the ideas for Quadratum and Yozora have been ideas since the beginning.
#kingdom hearts#discussion post#my post#Yozora#Sora#kh theory#Quadratum#kingdom hearts 1#kh2#kh3#kh1#KH ultamania#unsolved questions#tetsuya nomura#kh#kh sora#i am actually going insane#The brainrot continues each time I think about this#If I have more thoughts or realization to new hints I'll add them or reblog this post#the organization got kind of messy#haven't made a post like this in awhile#I have so many in drafts though
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It was not today.....

#jude jazza where you ATTTT#CYBRID!! DROP THE TRAILER!!#ikemen#cybird ikemen#cybird ikemen series#ikemen mc#ikemen villains#ikevil#jude jazza#i am actually going insane
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irl crush has the same birthday as will byers guys what if byler moment this year
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