#this is about my bf but of course
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
i was not made to have a job i was made to tie my pretty boy up and grope and rub him through his clothes and mumble vile things into his ear while he sits there and whines
transfags only
#even's#this is about my bf but of course#💜#queer nsft#t4t nsft#trans nsft#ftm nsft#nsft#ftm sub#ftm dom
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
even tho merlin constantly complains about tournaments and arthur goes on and on about glory and honor, merlin is always the loudest in the stands and arthur always finds merlin’s eye first when he wins
#its in that brief moment when theyre both swept up in the excitment of arthurs victory#that they dont hide anything#they meet each others gaze and see the pride in each others eyes and the pure joy carved into every inch of their face#after of course merlin will sniff and say it wasnt that impressive and that his opponent was much better and shouldve won instead#and arthur will get annoyed like ‘but i won. not him. gimme my compliments’#and merlin is always just like ‘nah’#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#merthur#arthur always knows where to look bc merlin is the first one to shoot to his feet and let out a cheer#and in that moment arthur is pulling off his helm he already knows where to look bc merlin is calling out for him#even as a prince when the first person he should be looking at after winning is his father#he cant help but looking to merlin first#fanfiction#fanfic#fic ideas#prompts#idk if it was clear or not but arthurs motivation is to show off to merlin#thats all#LMAO#he dgaf about his daddy or his people#he wants his bf to see how strong he is and how he can kick ass
102 notes
·
View notes
Text
and an extremely late thing i did for saimatsu week day 7!! tiny little comic the prompt was birthday :] absolutely adore the hc that kaede's bad at cooking but she is trying so hard and that's always good enough. plus they can just do it together <3
#danganronpa#danganronpa v3#kaede akamatsu#shuichi saihara#saimatsu#noticed a critical lack in my art of them smooching on the mouth so here#once again i dont know about the dialogue but i tried jfhgjkf#i like that shuichi is somebody kaede feels like she can admit her fears and insecurities to.... 'i'd be a mess if you weren't here' yknow#she's like 'my food sucks again but i know you see and admire how hard i try and that makes me feel better about not being perfect'#'but still let me make food for you on your BIRTHDAY oh my god'#coming back to love languages i think she also does acts of service. touch is her real one but of course if she can make someone smile#with music or a nice meal?? she will#and shuichi just loves her sooooo much she is everything 2 him#also i think everything is just better 4 them when they do it 2gether yknow...... they are so besties for life good bf and gf ilove them
248 notes
·
View notes
Note
hot take moment cwilbur is literally just psychotic as all hell and i think people got way too comfortable villianizing the shit out of a man who was clearly portraying signs of severe mental illness. cwilbur was like im so fucking paranoid and scared and i think everyone is out to get me and hurt me and ive spiralled to the point i cant reach out to the people closest to me because im so afraid and lost in this spiral and im having constant panic attacks and hurting myself because i dong know what to do with myself and the only way out for me is to die. and everybody was like EVIL MAN WHO ENJOYS HURTING OTHERS AND IS ABUSIVE ON PURPOSE AND A VILLAIN AND SHOULD NEVER BE TRUSTED AGAIN. and then he came back and was like im still deeply troubled and afraid but im desperately trying to make up for the wrongs i did in the past and the people i hurt in my own way and communication is really hard for me but i hope people know that im truely sorry and i love them. im going to try my hardest to fix this in the only way i know how and then respectfully remove myself from the situation because i feel thats the kindest thing i can do to the people ive hurt. and people were like ABUSER ABUSER ABUSER EVIL MAN ABUSER. like girl
Yeah no based true real no questions asked
I'd hope I manage to portray Wilbur the way he deserves in my content, cause that man is heavily bpd coded and he just needs therapy and someone who genuinely loves him but also can handle his bullshit (which has exclusively and reliably been Quackity like, canonically)
But yeah no completely agreed. The man has issues and has definitely fucked up a lot but at the end of the day he really does need love and care and patience, but also boundaries (and therapy and meds, obviously)
#i deeeefinitely have no reason to have strong feelings about bpd bitches deserving love and care and stability ha ha nooo it's definitely-#-not like I've been dating one for well over 4 years now and even though we've been through so much shit together and I still can't-#-understand why people with bpd and conditions that have similar symptoms are so demonised. It just makes no sense to me.#my bf is the love of my life and i can't imagine /not/ supporting it through all the splitting and episodes and all of that cause they're-#-absolutely worth everything#i don't know not to be too gay on main but tbf it's too late now anyway i think--#is it unstable? sure. but it's also the most caring and loving person i've ever been close with and it always makes sure i'm ok#and it loves me so undeniably deeply no matter what purely for who i am#i've never had anyone care about me this much and this genuinely and this unconditionally - it'd always be what /they/ can get out of /me/#but my boyfriend just cares about me - the actual me - no matter if i'm acting how it imagined i'd act. what matters is if i'm /me/#listen bpd isn't sunshine and rainbows - we've been through some TERRIBLE shit (including s-cide attempts)#but when people claim it makes a relationship toxic/abusive it's so stupid cause ultimately with mutual love support and reassurance-#-and professional help you can have a genuinely happy and healthy life with someone with bpd#love isn't mean to be easy. it's meant to be safe and supportive and genuine but a relationship always takes effort and work on both sides#you should never sacrifice your well being of course!#but when love takes effort and extra care it doesn't inherently mean it's unhealthy or toxic or abusive. it just means you're people.#tldr if you love someone then don't care about some diagnosis - care about the actual perso.#ask#asks#ask fern#tntduo#dsmp#tnt duo#wilbur soot#quackity#quackbur#dream smp#tntblr#c!quackbur#c!tntduo
59 notes
·
View notes
Text
breaking my silence to say that I don't even Hate buck's boyfriend in that way, like I genuinely just think he's boring!!!!!!!! he's so boring 😭 his acting is wooden and his lines are delivered like he's reading them off a cue card and I don't see any story reason for him to still be here and he has no development and I'm BORED by him, he's so boring oh my god
#all love to my friends here who like them/him I just don't get it!!!! and I was so on board at first#I was like hell yeah let's get buck his first bf; Eddie will be deranged of course but this is going to be fun!!!!!!!!#and then it was not fun :( I even wrote a fic for them early on! but they sadly did not hold my interest rip#forming a manifestation circle to hope and pray that this doesn't get saddled with someone's five paragraph essay about how wrong I am#for having an opinion that's different than theirs </3#911
30 notes
·
View notes
Text
this too shall pass 😄
but this too shall pass 😢
#trying to stop feeling bittersweet about good days cause it’s been a while#and i know it could be a while more for the next one#but today was so nice#did a second interview for a summer nanny job that i really want#the kids are so fun the family is so nice and the job would be so so so so fun#they live in the prettiest neighborhood right on the beach#i’m optimistic for it but we’ll see#i got a yummy panera drink as a treat for lil old me#AND MY NEW MAGIC DECK CAME IN#i already had my box and sleeves so i got to use it right away and it was so fun#btw to any other nerds that follow me#the elven empire deck is worth the money and super playable right out of the box#also might have a nice surprise for my sister for her wedding#and of course i’m ending the day with a thorough railing and a sleepover with my bf#that’s enough oversharing for today#anyone that read this far gets a prize
20 notes
·
View notes
Text
Angrily rocking back and forth in this armchair at this AirBnb because I just had to spend [redacted] on a new phone while also losing ~2 months worth of photos and all my Notes app notes
#i feel like pingu#the latter is my own fault of course but let's not talk about that#i'll be ok once i a. pick up the new one and switch the sim b. get signed into my email c. re-set up work 2fa#shoshi.txt#i knew i was on borrowed time with an iphone 8 but i just replaced the battery this year#and then like four different things went wrong with it this afternoon and none of us (me sister sister's bf) could fix it. so.#i'm done. new phone it is then.
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
making sure i can still draw my main man
#a doodley#idk how to word this but like. al isn't my end all be all ideal just one way in which it cld present right#but i hate that he's so telling of like. my type. bc he IS my type but ykwim#like of course the bitch that draws this guy as his imaginary bf is also attracted to. gwen stacy's dad. + ryan gosling('s ken).#ykwim....i just like long and or crooked and or pointy nosed bitches with long or square faces.#something about specific eyes and eyebrows too
54 notes
·
View notes
Text
What if Chris doesn't show up at Clarisse's house pre botl? What if he's guided (maybe by Hermes) to Connor and Travis' instead?
Chris, who is to me at least implied to be unclaimed as yet in the show, who is suffering severely mentally as a result of what he endured alone in the labyrinth, shows up on Connor and Travis' doorstep. They haven't seen him in years now, not since he ditched camp to follow Luke to Kronos. He's clearly unwell and barely recognises them. They worry it's a trick, and that's when Chris is claimed by Hermes. The Stolls decide to take the risk, well Connor mainly does; Connor has more faith in Hermes than Travis ever did. They bring Chris to camp, where they and Clarisse try to help him, to keep him going until Mr D returns. Mr D does save the day, Chris' mind is restored, but then there's the hard part. The initial distrust, the slow and painful path to reconciliation and redemption. If done right, it could be a banger of an arc.
It gives a reason a better reason for why Katie accuses Travis of being the spy in tlo; "you brought your brother - who wasn't claimed until recently and only you and Connor saw it - to camp after he showed up apparently randomly at your doorstep? After he joined Luke - your other brother - and Kronos? After he went on a mission to try and use the labyrinth to destroy camp?" Travis, of course, wasn't the spy, but at least there's a reason for suspicion on the others' parts outside of 'he's Luke's brother' (which is the general consensus and interpretation from the fandom, which never really made sense to me as Luke had left camp four years before tlo and there's a high chance Katie wasn't even at camp at that point).
They've already started by introducing Chris so early, but I hope they expand his story and the Stolls' roles, especially in botl and tlo. Let them have complicated feelings about Luke. Let them mourn him, and let them hate him. Let the angst hit.
#pjo series#hermes pjo#pjo tv show#pjo spoilers#pjo#percy jackson and the olympians spoilers#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#chris rodriguez#travis stoll#connor stoll#rick; *includes one line in hoh about connor burning m&ms as an offering to his dad & annabeth remembering that#me: this of course means connor has more faith and belief in hermes than travis does#me cont: which makes sense as travis is older & carries more of the responsibility they share as head counsellors#also rick: *again includes one line about connor being less jokey in toa tlo and apollo puts it down to travis going to new rome for college#me: oh malcolm is missing clearly connor misses his brother & is worried sick about his bf too#me cont: he's also head counsellor for the first time alone so he's under a lot more pressure my poor baby is going through it#also rick: *mentions travis is in new rome for college& there's no mention of katie but her sister miranda is the current c4 head counsellor#me: clearly Katie is in New Rome with her boyfriend Travis#I'm nothing if not delusional enough to fulfil my own needs lmfao
52 notes
·
View notes
Text
sorry but I could never look at my own kids and be like "you owe ME" like I think if you do that you're a shitty parent
#vaguing about my bfs mom bc i just gkt off the phone with my mom abt how im stressed abt moving#and she was like oh have you tried asking either of gavins oarents to help the move or his grandparents .#they literally refuse despite his grandma and father having funds...yet his mom has the gall to asl for 500 dollars a month#while she pays for his brothers schooling and takes basically nothing from his bum ass no life brother#like ok now im angry because what did gavin do to u....be born? youre the one who cant keep your spending under control#and you want HIM to pay for your mistakes because he owes you by virtue of being your son? yet you do not uphold the same concept on your#other bum son ? okay whatever like i#CANNOT STAND THESE PEOPLE ANYMOREEEEEEE I#and then of course his dad is like 'pull urself up by ur bootstraps' YOU ARE INSANE AND ALSO A CHEATER I WANT TO HEAR NONE OF IT BALD NIGGA
23 notes
·
View notes
Text
dude oh my god. why would you keep that post up after she gave you ptsd so bad you had to install cameras in your house. is it really worth protecting her from the notion she was in a heterosexual relationship?...
#my bf is bi and i am too and it's still a het relationship n i didnt feel the need to write an essay about it.#v#not trying to be mean but like of course ur bpd gf would be adamant on latching herself onto anything that could make her feel different#and youre continuing to play into it. sorry ex gf im on mobile
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
The problem with my art right now is that 1) the little drawing time I have goes to @daily-basil ; 2) I have phases, and am currently deeply unmotivated ; and 3) when I do draw what this blog is currently about (Arsenic) I draw him in a gay way (because I love him deeply) and not like the unhinged person he actually is. I'm sorry I'm so soft about him right now. Yes I want Sunny and him to tear each other apart but they also need to love each other so so so much first
#siiiiiiigh...#im sorry i need him to hold sunny gently and tells him he loves him and yes he'll say it in horrible unhinged ways BUT#poor man who does not know how to love and does not know he can be loved. he is convinced he needs to manipulate people to make them stay#writing down arsenic lore for tosteur like two days ago made me so emotional about him. shaking and crying#there's not even like An Event it's just that his whole childhood sucks and he's never been accepted by anyone and he's so lonely and#(starts crying)#he does horrible horrible things but all he does to sunny truly comes from love. deeply inhumane and twisted love but love nonetheless#(except when he's being a selfish ass who doesn't have any sort of morals and generally doesn't give a shit about other people. of course)#god he's such a horrible person (/simplification) i love him#he does not care about hurting other people and only cares about his own selfish desires#he thinks he can do anything he wants and if other people get hurt by his actions it's not his problem#don't you DARE touch a single hair on sunny's head. not in a 'i care about my bf' way btw.#but because if sunny gets hurt. he has to deal with that and 1) it's boring unless it brings him something and 2) that's *his* plaything.#even when he does nice things for sunny he doesn't make it just to make sunny happy#he does it so that sunny will associate happiness with him and stay.#that's what he thinks consciously at least. he always had ulterior motives for everything he does#it doesn't really make him calculating because it's automatic at this point. it just makes him deeply selfish#my poor little boy who has never had anyone genuinely care about him before...#which doesn't excuse shit of course but hhhh i love him so much.#(D if you see this. this is about the OC not the guy. of course)#arsenic#rant#sometimes i think about nick like a normal person ('he's so awful and interesting') and sometimes i just slhrflfbfb. (cries)
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
Is cloud bisexual in canon? I dunno. Couldnt say for sure (im in Rebirth chapter 12 and Only discussing rebirth rn). I can definitely say he's Aware Andrea admires him, Super Aware Dio likes him and is flattered by it and up to flirt with that opportunity (wild choice cloud but okay).
And i certainly cant wait for clouds date with barret <3
#ff7r#lb#do not spoil me and let me down lol ill find out#now Personal Headcanon? oh yeah that boys BI hes been bi to me since Crisis Core and his obvious crush on Zack Fair#asking zack for ramen and flirting and laughing. and his flirting with barret in ff7 original.#in my hwadcanon clouds in the BIGGEST fucking polycule ever and the wildest thing is he didnt even mean to#he just Happened to like aerith whos also bi and super GREAT at flirting so she dragged tifa in#and cloud already liked tifa. then tifa dragged cloud into co adoption with barrets kid and barret got#mushy at cloud caring about him so much so now clouds got a bf. then cloud met Vincent and Cait sith (who form their own eventual polycule#with yuffie)#and clouds like Mildly with cait sith and vincent but its Complicated and queerplatonic#then Cid has a crush on aeriyh but she wants nothing to do with hin romantically but#cid would probs fuck aeriths boy cloud and then#of course sephiroth WANTS to fuck cloud and eventually Possesses him (so inside him nonstop if u will)#and tseng likes Aerith and Reeves (cait sith) and rude likes tifa. reno likes rude. elena likes tseng#cissnei likes zack. zack loves aerith and cloud (litetally the 2 babes he saves in Rebirth his Top Ppl in life)#and Rufus WOULD hate fuck cloud then stab him. and there u go the biggest messiest polycule#its just the entire FF7 cast. in ffx uts like... yuna and tidus. in ff7 its like... nah theyte all messily tied together#in a polycule. oh and u could add hojo as like. once in a fucked situatuon with lucretia and vincent but#dear god i would rather NOT mention how hojo and aeriths mom and lucretia tie into the huge polycule tbh
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
I think some of y'all (people in uni) were never 15 and read, "we accept the love we think we deserve" and sobbed while reading perks of being a wallflower and it shows
#gift giving is not a competition to some of us bestie#love is not conditional#dont make me overwhelmed by making our mutual friends bday a fucking competition#thank god her best friend also agrees and we are both her best friends so we know#but just why are people so#like this insecurity with love is so insane#people who want to see your love will see your love at the end of the day and if they don't keep being the lighthouse around please#anyway in other good news spoke to the cool batchmate i always wanted to talk more with and she was also like bro i love having convos with#you lets hangout and so we ate dinner walked and talked about history partition cultural stories my ex friend's bisexuality crisis which was#so similar to hers also takked about my cultural crisis family stories her firefly house urdu poetry her boyfriend my career pospects#so yayy i guess but so tired presentation was good prof questioned a lot cause he literally knows my source text authors its his friend in#uni and this girl said he'll take us out for drinks on last day of course so yayyyyyyy#my roomie and her bf constantly talk eh that is but i am gonna shower play my playlist till i sleep#today has been something but atleast i will have dinner with a new person tomorrow as well so yayyyy#life is just being very overwhelmed lately and i just hope people i love know that i love them and i am missing them even though#they live a floor above from me or live miles away too actually#eni life stories
26 notes
·
View notes
Text
i complain about being alone but i like do not want to date lmao i want to already be married to my soulmate for 10 years
#this is why im not really upset at myself for having an unattainable crush occupying my mind lately#if homeboy and his wife decide to go poly and i get to be his little bf who comes on the family camping trips ill be set#but in the meantime i dont care bc i dont wanna date! i just dont!#i also complain about everyone else calling and talking to their friends for hours but i get shy when someone texts me so womp womp#(also thats kind of a lie i love the fact that ive done all these things alone! i think its cool)#(of course i WOULD love it if my soulmate im old gay married to was there too but alas!!!)
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
#kickdraw#granblue#eusaac#eustace gbf#isaac gbf#i forgot to post this when i drew it lol#oops oops :')#i still love them - rewatched isaac's fate eps w my bf the other day cause he hadnt seen them and oouugghhh he is Going Through It#they also have more comparison points than i remembered - im truly a genius#(guy who just slapped his 2 favs together) 'its for the themes!!'#though the otherworlders showing up to haunt them both about their past around the same time frame really has me hooting and howling lol#i just think... if they could got written together in an event... they could work with each other really well.....#i have no ulterior motives of course of course : )
7 notes
·
View notes