#this is a question btw i want another
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This anime has me 😭😭😭 i dont wanna finish it yalllll
#i cant stand finish it again#;(#its gonna be overrrrrrrr#!!!!!#ass class#ass class rewatch#:(((((((((((#i dont want it to be over 😭#i DO have other books to read and comics to see and anime to watch butttt#what other one has this lil baddass character these action scenes this tasty colletive character-skill development#these trans allegories this engaging premise this absurdist elements and this cozy themes???????????#this is a question btw i want another#should i read the mangaa.......#oh no i think i have before#UGHHHH#thats the problem with rewatching anime you either get out disappointed (how could i have liked something like THIS)#OR you are taken over by this undying love for the work and dont wanna finish it or anything ever
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Different standards
#didnt mean to do this one in quote unquote colour but it wasnt legible without it so. heres a treat i suppose#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#isat loop#isat bonnie#lucabyteart#coughs up a lung. anyway. ramble time as per usual. this is what i was warming up for btw in case it wasnt obvious#besides being another entry in the 'letting bonnie read loop for filth on accident' series. this is mostly self indulgent musings on#headcanons (and i will just use that word here.) ive previously rambled about in other tags and posts#namely: in the scenario that loop integrates into the party as a New Person for quite a while before The Truth Come Out. i feel they have#a decent chance at really scoring a slam dunk in becoming a guardian figure for bonnie? loop's demeanor is already colder and a tiny#bit more level-headed than siffrin's in the way they seem to discuss bonnie with them. namely pointing out that bonnie#never really hated them. it seems to be one thing they're genuinely at peace with? they've seen by now the truth that bonnie#was just scared and upset. and likely now knows that what bonnie wants is to be treated with grown-up respect within reason. plus loop#already scores bonus points with bonnie since they didnt 1. fuck up bad like sif did in act 5 and 2. saved sif in the party's eyes#... but then when it turns out that this clean-slate relationship with a stranger was siffrin being deceitful? must have been odd.#bonnie seems to really dislike being lied to. the question is whether they'd see it that way? would they feel betrayed there?#anyway. this is set after all those emotions are at least settled some. loop able to be more physically affectionate... and yet#still not letting themselves be quite as close as they'd like perhaps. perhaps...#anyway translucent pyjamas because i dont care if you're comforting a crying child you've GOT to SERVE!!!#and also i feel like the party probably wouldn't let loop stay completely naked for that long. especially not post-reveal anyway
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All Inclusive Transbian Flag! (+ stripe meanings & higher contrast version) I don't normally post flags, but I'm proud of this one PARTICULARLY so :3 here you all go! This is the all-inclusive transbian flag, for when you're trans in ANY way, shape or form and are a lesbian! Anyone can use this except if you fall under my DNI or you're not a transbian (unless you're making a character who IS one) ( this flag has also been dubbed the sunset flag & the hyacinth flag (courtesy of my friend Angel @fawningdolls ! )
#pride flag#coining post#<- ? maybe? unsure#lesbian#lesbian pride#transgender#trans pride#transbian#queer#idk... how else 2 tag this...#anyways there's another transbian flag i lov that's purple and pink (it's literally in my icon)#but i felt like it was too .. binary?#like it excluded those who fell outside of femininity and what most ppl think of when they hear “trans lesbian”#which is a trans girl or transfem who's a lesbian#and that is NOT to invalidate them. i love my trans sisters and i stand with them (and i am transfemmasc/a boygirl!)#but often times masc lesbians and transmascs and butches and gnc and nb people and intersex people are excluded from lesbian solidarity#anyone who isnt feminine and likes girls is questioned and invalidated and told theyre just straight or bi and confused#and it's insulting!#as a butch i wanted 2 make a flag that represents the whole community and isnt just representative of femininity!!#btw this isnt to say the purple + pink transbian flag is bad . you CAN use that flag (i use it!!!) and it wasnt made by a bad person#i just wanted to make one that upheld MY personal beliefs and thoughts on what it means 2 be a transbian#ultimately use whatever flag you feel is best for you!
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#I'm still waiting for the formal offer letter but let me tell you how i got this job#a hiring manager reached out to me on LinkedIn asking if I'd be interested in the team he's building#so i was like yeah I'll throw my hat in#i had an easy coding screen with him (valid palindrome lol)#then i had a screen with another manager around QA practices#then i went through four more interviews as part of a 'final loop'#one was a more difficult coding question. one was design a test framework. one was QA-behavorial#and the other was communication + collab behavorial#each of those six interviews was a 45 minute video call btw#this all took like. three months lmfao#then a week after that i heard back that they didn't want me for that role#but that one of the guys i interviewed with is a hiring manager on an adjacent team and he really liked me#when i looked back at my notes sure enough that guy is the one who ended our call with 'i hope i get to work with you!' lol#so they wanted to put me for this other slightly less technical role#and i was like yeah sure why not i liked that guy too lol#so the next day i had one final interview with a senior leader asking about my priorization and conflict resolution skills#which makes sense since this is a more cross-functional communication role with lots of talking to developers#and that guy was awesome and definitely someone I'd work for#so a few days later i got the verbal offer!#i will also add that during all of this i also went to the final stage for a different team at the same company#but was plain out rejected from that one lol#plus i did beginning screens for two other roles as well and didnt make it as far#all this to say i did like... over a dozen interviews with this company since October lol#and i studied like CRAZY. i spent hours on leetcode and hours putting together stories from my experience#i worked very very very hard and it finally fucking paid off!!!!!#back in october i said to my wife 'i want to get a job at (company). i think that will be my goal now.'#and she was like lol ok. but i kept getting interviews and studying for them#working harder than i ever did in college even lmao. and she was like oh wait you're really serious#and then she helped me sooooo much by taking care of the kids while i studied and stuff like that#but yeah i did it. i put my mind to it and i fucking did it!!!!!
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Ignore all logistical considerations of "would they ever meet each other under these circumstances". If you don't think Jules Bashir would have chosen to join Starfleet, imagine he is on the station for some other reason, or they meet in some other location.
I wanted to make this poll because I've seen various fics where Garak reassures Julian that far from being upset over him being augmented, Garak is grateful for it, either explicitly because (he thinks) they wouldn't be able to have their usual conversations if it weren't for the augmentations, or simply because he likes Julian "just the way he is" and wouldn't want him to be "different". I disagree that Garak would think like this (or at the very least, I think Julian would react negatively if he did, rather than be reassured), so I wanted to hear everyone else's thoughts.
#garashir#Star Trek: Deep Space 9#this is not just a shipping question btw so please answer whether you view them platonically/romantically/whatever!#Julian Bashir#polls#Starky's original posts#I'll admit. to me there is a very clear right and wrong answer here.#again not in terms of Garak's characterization so much as in terms of JULIAN'S.#I would be fine if Garak said this and Julian felt at least somewhat conflicted about it but I've never seen even that........#I've wanted to make this post for SO LONG but it's a very common thing in a lot of fics that I otherwise REALLY LIKE#from authors that I REALLY LOVE AND ADMIRE#and I have no idea if I'm just being completely insane and oversensitive OTL#but I just read yet another fic where Garak was like ''I have no choice but to be grateful you were genetically enhanced#because Jules would never have joined Starfleet so we never would have met.''#and I just want to yell WHY DO YOU ALL ASSUME THAT#like not even getting into assuming that Jules would be permanently significantly intellectually disabled#based on limited information about his early childhood developmental delays#but more importantly assuming he wouldn't (read: couldn't. because I KNOW that's what you mean.) end up on the station#You! Star Trek fan! Do you think people with intellectual or learning disabilities are allowed in Starfleet? Answer quickly! :)#sorry I told you I've held onto this for too long. and now I'm a deranged bitch about it :|
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practice ^_^
#🖍#the promised neverland#yakusoku no neverland#tpn#ynn#ok thats it i hate tags#yes norman is in the girls uniforms btw its bc hes tfem NO questions#also no manga spoilers im only on chapter 34����🤫🤫teehee#anyways i just wanted to do another page cause theyre fun#also redraw that photo cause i like it#could be happier with the foreground/background contrast but isnt that always the case -_-
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I LOVE TYJIS FIC SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH!!! PLEAS TAKE ALL THE TIME YOU NEED!! I WAHT IT!!
aaaaahhh anyway i sadly. sadly do want to ask how much Benrey is planned. Will it just be mentions? will he show up? ILL LOVR OT ANYWSY!!okybye
I'M SORRY I'M SO LATE TO ANSWERING THIS TOO!! BUT ALSO THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! I LOVE THIS FIC TOO AND I REALLY WANNA FINISH IT!!! I HAVE SO MANY PLANS!! SO MANY IDEAS!!
Speaking off...
So glad you've asked, dear anon!! I too am a Benrey fan, though I can't say I even come close to rivaling Sapph (the beta reader, in case you don't know) and their love for that silly little guy. Sorry why does this sound like a villain monologue?
To actually answer your question, in as vague terms as possible so as to not spoil: There will in fact be more than just mentions >:) The main 4 (OG, Mind, Martini, and Gorgeous) will get AT LEAST ONE silly from their universe each to play a much more major role than just being like, a background easter egg mentioned to get you guys excited. I am a big fan of stories with huge casts and I feel like this will either shine through very well for this fic or just make the plot get progressively more confusing, but I'm having fun and hopefully you're having fun so who cares honestly?
#posts made by rae#posts made by bees#q&a#in case i was too longwinded and you just want the straightest answer possible regardless of potential spoilers#yes benny boy will appear :)#can't have that frenrey off screen now can we?#the real question is HOW are these other guys going to show up?#thats not#thats not me being confused or unplanned btw#I KNOW how#in concept anyway#execution is another thing#but like yeah#i've planned from the get go for more than just the freemens to show up#they're cool characters with so much potential for their interactions don't get me wrong#but i shan't ever limit myself so#i AM the type to put all my eggs into one basket#and some other people's eggs too what are they gonna do about it#share? i hope so 🥺
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i remember it used to be a bit of a fandom pet peeve of mine that some people would forget that the gung ho guns and eye of michael were two separate groups with some membership overlap but then stampede came along and made the eom into a project of conrad’s backed by knives. another example of how the reboot feels like bad fanfiction.
#the eom worked best as a predominantly shadowy unknown group most closely tied to wolfwood and LR’s stories#i LIKED that we didn’t know who ran it or what their broader goals were outside of what contact they had with knives/the ghg#extradiagetically nightow just didn’t need to explore the eom in detail. they served their narrative purpose.#but i also find stories that try too hard to ask you bonus questions with overexplained answers to be very lame#so while prestampede it was kinda annoying but ultimately excusable to see ghg/eom used interchangeably#the new show cemented it them as interlinked in a way that actually made the story structure much weaker in an attempt to get ahead of you#this is all very much a critique of mine from the perspective of a writer not just a viewer btw#bad writing isn’t always enough to kill something yk. but plot holes are harder to excuse when your themes and structure are lacking#the manga’s Foundations were just much stronger than the reboot’s if you will#you can turn your brain off with this show and just watch the pretty colors if you want. absolutely no shame in that. we need that stuff#i guess i just struggle to accept a no brainer show like this as being another core leg of the story in the way trimax/98 are bc of it#pretentious of me i know.#stampede critical#for my followers that filter it
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going to start this post with the fact that im not trying to be a hater right now im just genuinely confused . anyway. the thing about sonic and shadow is that i dont think its a bad ship or that its entirely baseless or that their relationship is meaningless or anything like that. my feelings on so/nadow are complicated but i do like it to a degree . but i also feel like people are exaggerating how much is there in terms of canon backing for the ship (at least in the franchise overall if we're talking sonic prime specifically that makes more sense but prime is also like the spiders georg of so/nadow). like they have their moments but i dont think its as frequent a thing as people act like it is (again at least not in the games/comics) . like theyre just not as close or as obviously in love in the actual source material as some people seem to think they are ..??? some of the stuff i see being passed around as so/nadow moments is just them existing in the same frame .. ??? im not even saying its wrong to ship them or make them be in love in the headcanon sonic universe that exists in your head or whatever i just think that saying its basically canon is a huge stretch and idk what people are seeing between them that im not . sorry please dont get madat me. scampers away like a frightened little animal
#not prompted by anything in particular btw ive just been thinking about this for a couple days now#like i said im not trying to be a hater i just genuinely dont get it#also the way people try to make any and everything sonic and shadow do into proof that so/nadow is canon#even if only one of the characters is involved or its a massive reach or requires ignoring the existence of other characters#(usually knuckles. i could go on forever about the knuckles erasure in all this but thats a topic for another post#and i also always worry it comes off as me just arguing that so/nknux is better when thats not the point at all)#ialso think that some people ar ejust kind of making stuff up and convincing themselves its canon#like for example ive seen people say sonic and shadow are portrayed as a couple in official art and the art in question is just#of shadow standing there and they chose to interpret it as him thinking about sonic even though the art has nothing to do with him?#and i dont think its wrong to have so/nadow interpretations of moments that werent meant to be read that way . do what you want#but i feel like once you get to the point where you genuienly believe that every little thing they do is a hint theyre in love#maybe you should step back for a moment and look at the stories as a whole without the son/adow tunnel vision. idk
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love the idea of transhet laios
#random thoughts#dungeon meshi#chilchuck watches in horror as laios slowly animorphs into his second wife#'he didn't have a second wife?' not yet babeyyy#i am neutral verging on negative on trans chilchuck (negative being mainly because i see it everywhere)#i don't like it when people take the male character who looks the youngest and make him trans like 'well duh'#so he's cis to meee. and bisexual but quiet about it in the same way he's quiet about literally everything else about him#he knows what being trans is because one of his daughters is trans :] flertom#the way she treated her transition was throwing herself headfirst into gender roles like wanting to get married and worrying about her look#which laios definitely won't do (she was horrified when she saw how she would have stayed in the village and had a family in the au viewer)#but it'd be interesting to see chilchuck try to be supportive by encouraging her to try traditionally feminine things#which laios wouldn't be very interested in and probably wouldn't be able to connect the dots on her own that he's trying to be supportive#so she'd just be like. questioning why chilchuck keeps getting her weird gifts#pink and frilly and aaaaaaa#probably use some of the gifts for weird things. uses a sewing kit for taxidermy.#appreciates the new baking supplies probably#he gets her a journal which she genuinely uses#chilchuck seeing how she reacts to his gifts and knowing she doesn't get what he's doing but he's not gonna open up about it#so here have some more stuff until you get the point#btw this is unrelated but does anyone else think it's weird it's marcille who was able to put herself into the shoes of chilchuck's wife?#like she literally viewed him as a child for the longest time but now she's miss empathy???#honestly i think it'd've made more sense if laios did it? like how he put together the cannibalism thing#like i know he's not good with social cues but it could have been a chance to demonstrate how well he knows chilchuck#laios in another life would be the world's greatest detective
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you know what would be fun enrichment for thirteen. putting her in a time loop starting the moment she lands on gallifrey with the master.
#he’s like im going to tell you the tr- and she goes. i know. i know everything.#but see the thing is that her just saying that doesn’t change anything.#he still cybers the dead. she still leaves him to die.#she has to do it again. and again. and again.#there’s just whole times she spends staying in the matrix until time runs out instead of breaking it. trying to find more.#or there’s times she doesn’t even let him get started. where she beats him to the ground because she’s seen him do this so many times and#she’s fucking ANGRY. she’s angry. i think she kills him. at least once. whether or not she meant to is another question.#she gives in and clicks the button maybe and kills them both. it changes nothing. she’s back at the beginning.#she can’t leave unless he leaves with her. and he wants to die rather than do that. so she’s just going to have to keep trying.#get exhausted. get up. keep trying. save her friends. watch them die. blow up the cybermen. leave them alone. kill the master. set him loos#it doesn’t end unless it ends with them together. maybe one day she’ll find out what to say.#how many times can you watch your friend self-destruct. how many times will you have to.#fun enrichment activities for thirteen!!!!!!#it doesn’t fix things. btw. if she gets him alive off the planet. it just means she leaves the time loop.#maybe that has to be enough.#thirteenth doctor
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how many aura points do i get when ppl shut up when its my turn to talk and other 5 say they want to get to know me better 🙏🙏
#𝘞ꓴ𝗦𝝪𝖠𝖭𝖠𝝡𝗘 . . .#STORY TIME CS I MISS RAMBLING HERE HEH#i was at the youth group in my church (that im still fairly new to & have been to the meetings only 4 times)#and for like 4 out of the 4 times everyone stays quiet when i start talking and then later theyre all like Whoa😯😯#BULLIED KIDS WILL TRIUMPH!!!!!!!!!!!!#oke so last meeting we had this one dynamic game where we had to pair up w 1 or 2 ppl and ask each other creative questions#like literally anything aside from the boring ones like what is ur fav color and stuff#they didnt even finished saying the rules and like 5 ppl came to me Heh i might be goated!!!! :3#2 of them are oomfs atp theyre really sweet#i ended up pairing up w 2 girls and then we switched groups and i paired up w another girl#then we had to read our questions and responses right#when it was my turn every person who was interrupting the others & joking around immediately shut up CHAT I WAS SO TAKEN ABACK#Craxiest experience in my life#and there was this one boy (WHOS A SWEETHEART BTW i really wanna befriend him) who was like#“Mannn im not even gonna tell u guys the questions i asked my group after reis... theyre so creative 😭😭🙏”#MIND U some people asked goated wuestions before and after me and i was js like that audio#of course.... FUCK its genius...... why didnt i think of that.....#someone one deadbutt asked what did oomf think was the best type of dish soap#LIKE THATS TOO GOATED HELLO#when it was that boys turn to speak he said he didnt want to tell everyone his questions & responses cs he was still thinking of mine#THANK U TWIN 😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏#later on i had to speak again and everyone was silent again hehe#oh and theres this one guy who seems really fun to be around too and he calls me flower platonically which is really sweet#flashbacks to litvw hee Come back bru#he surfs and snowboards hes goated as flip i need to learn it from him someday#i need to get closer to the 2 oomfs i mentioned too theyre sooo cute#they both said they really wanted to know me better which is crazy cs me too 😢😢#i need to get closer to these 4 chat Heh#everyone actually cs theyre all really nice#end of update soovers and soov nation!!!!!!!!!
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obviouslyyyy its none of my business and i dont even know these people and anyone can change their mind for any reason. but it does weird me out when someone is loudly childfree (as a personal/political statement) and then gets married and has a kid 😩 like there was one youtuber i watched occasionally for a DECADE, and i liked her q&a videos a lot. and every single time she would include the "are you and your longterm partner planning to have kids" question and she would get offended and say why do ppl keep asking me this, if you follow me youd know we arent interested in that kind of life, stop asking etc etc. they got married and bought a house and she had a tour video and in it she complained how her neighbors asked if they were planning kids or commented that the yard was perfect for kids and she scoffed and said its never going to happen and it makes her happy to not live "as a standard young married couple"....AND THEN WITHIN MONTHS SHE POSTED HER PREGNANCY REVEAL VIDEO 😭 GIRL BLINK TWICE ?!?!
#if she likes it i love it etc but i have not watched another video from her bc that freaked me tf out LOL#(SHES IN EUROPE BTW. NON AMERICAN)#like the last q&a before the house tour had a question like 'why did you decide to marry after 12 years together' or whatever#she was like ohhh well we're not religious and it was immediate family only but we wanted to dress up! finances are easier for a house!#😞 idk. idk.
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watching this show in the way i am (with my friend who has an encyclopedic knowledge of it but REFUSES to give me spoilers) is soooooooo fun bc the way i’m assessing what might happen going forward is so funny… like. did he successfully kill himself? probably. will he be brought back in some other form AGAIN? maybe. could his bitch ass actor cope with not being as involved? probably not. <— reassess point “will he be brought back in some other form AGAIN?” to likely. is my friend blatantly lying to me by saying that he’s permanently dead? very possibly.
#he *IS* The Narrative’s Special Boy and that’s why it’s killing him over and over and over again#but at the SAME time… i don’t know if it would actually LET him die…#to be fair there’s like three character deaths up in the air at this point#and if the other two aren’t dead - i feel like there is added potential for shit to get fucked#and i’m just not gonna fucking know until we pick up next season#i actually DESPERATELY want this other character to be alive too#he’s sooooooo evil but he’s soooooooo much fun and he’s a crazy talented manipulator which is my favorite#idk… if they went in a completely different direction again then FINE#but i don’t WANT them to#there’s sooooo much fertile ground still to be covered within what they’ve already introduced#just put them in another fucking situation - PLEASE#truly it has never been harder not to look up spoilers#my friend is lying to me with my consent btw#i can ask whatever clarifying questions i want but he’s allowed to just straight up lie if the real answer would be a spoiler#and he’ll also give his reactions based on how he was feeling at the time each episode was released#so the fact that he’s like ‘this character permanently dying fucked me up’ does NOT mean they are permanently dead#it just means that was the impression he was under at the time#and look. i may be straddling the denial and bargaining stages right now#but it’s POSSIBLE is all i’m saying#AND there would actually be a precedent to fucking all of this if he came back again#but anyway anyway…#WE SHALL SEE…#suicide mention //#just to be safe!#[REDacted]
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People are headcanoning Sephiroth as illiterate now. As in. The fucking reason he took so long in that basement was because he had to finger-read every single fucking book.
I'm putting Sheltered Sephiroth on the top shelf until you goons stop veering into outright ableism. For fuck's sake.
#scrawny rambles#ffvii#sephiroth#these people confuse vulnerability with infantilisation so much#it's driving me insane#this has been happening for years but it's hit a peak#i GET wanting to knock seph off his pedestal and make him human like the rest of us#especially after the Sexy Leather Daddy who Does Everything Flawlessly era#but like. This is downright ableist. They didn't say he had dyslexia they said he was *illiterate*#quick question Why the Fuck would ShinRa neglect their top soldier to this degree#reading is VITAL in systems like these you think Sephiroth ISN'T sifting through piles of paperwork on the reg???#of all the characters to pick this has gotta be one of the worst#i've seen people make similar shitty claims about zack's education#(who is btw another vector for just. Stunning fanon ableism what the fuck)#but in that case even if it were *initially* true#ShinRa would almost certainly have funded the rest#there's a sliding scale of literacy but you NEED at least some to work in fucking *ShinRa*#curse be upon you cris for dropping this on my doorstep 😭😭#this fandom loves confusing vulnerability with infantilisation. most do but again. What the Fuck.#disk horse#fandom wank
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yingdu episode 4 spoilers? maybe?
yingdu is fucking up the timeline so bad that I'm questioning the doudou case and the continuity of S1 and S2 being in the same timeline. so,
no nuanced third option, but feel free to explain or add nuance in the tags. check the op tags for why I feel confused about this.
*doudou as in S1 doudou, but if you think some other yingdu timeline doudou is getting kidnapped and it's not necessarily S1 doudou, feel free to answer yes if you want
**now as in the current yingdu timeline (YE4 as of this post)
#mine musings#liveblogging link click#link click#link click spoilers#okay here are my questions#lu guang's nightmare suggests that cheng xiaoshi died after the doudou case#which should have happened in october. but cheng xiaoshi died in september. we even see lu guang's watch#(april in september theory we're really in it now)#there's also the 2018 vs 2019 question. i think everyone's seen it by now#yingdu occurs in 2019. S1 doudou case happens in 2021. doudou was kidnapped three years ago which would be 2018#which would not coincide with the overseas trip. but it should. because we got schrodinger's cheng xiaoshi in the doudou case#xu shanshan was supposed to call lu guang to check this! we have two episodes left for this to happen!#you think the emma case is weird? nah nah the doudou case is FULL of time paradoxes#i am of the opinion S1 timeline was split btw. S2 continues off of a branch of it but another branch diverged#sometime around the xu shanshan case and when the 7th case file for the serial murders went missing#edit: okay wait. hold on. i think i have an idea of what's happening. but i still want to hear what other people think
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