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he'll grow into it
#this has happened to me a million times#it makes the problem worse :)#gravity falls#stanley pines#gravity falls comic
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when you find me, know this is what made me end it all
and what if i drew the fem bad sanses like people on twitter (and people on here) do
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i think everyone who's ever had migraines should be financially compensated forever btw
#camera talks#disability stuff#this is for my chronic migraine girlies (gn) <3#i think we should all get 1 million million dollars everyday actually#this is the worst fucking night of my life (everytime i have migraines) (specifically rn tho)#chronic pain#chronic migraine#migraines#chronically ill#disabled#disclaimer because idk I’ve got a lot of notes on this#I have diagnosed chronic migraines. I used to have them 5-6 times a week#now with medication on a good week I’ll only be affected 2-3 days#on bad weeks it’s much worse#anyways don’t doubt my condition I know what I’m talking about thx
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thoughts, repeating.
#art#sketch#digital art#ocd#wish i could clear my brain cache sometimes!#but no instead everything that ever happens to me is a cognitohazard#anything can be my brain's favourite chew toy#there's nothing more to extract from that thought but sure let's run into it like a knife a million times#and it becomes habit that reinforces itself. i will wake up thinking thank god im not having the thought right now! oh! surprise!#i don't wish my memory was worse but i wish it knew how to let go#one beautiful day when im in a place more long term i will find a therapist that can help hopefully#also im doing fine mostly!!!!!!#ive been meaning to draw this for a while just havent had the time and im slowly smoothing it over
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do you think it was weird for mike to go to california and experience his first byers family dinner in months just for it to be far too similar to wheeler family dinners
#stranger things#the duffer brothers#80s#byler#will byers#mike wheeler#miwi#joyce byers#the byers family#like think about their little christmas dinner in s1#THATS what byers family dinners are like#they have genuine conversation and enjoy each others company#and then in s4 its just... literally small talk and lying#mike must have unfortunately felt right at home#at least for just a second#and in the worst way#'oh so this is no longer a safe space???'#mike 'petty revenge' wheeler cracks his knuckles#I KNOW WHAT TO DO#*makes a comment that makes it a million times worse*#then all innocent what i thought this was a FAMILY DINNER#I KNOW HOW THIS WORKS#I HAVE THEM EVERY NIGHT#WE ARE ALL SUPPOSED TO STORM AWAY TO OUR RESPECTIVE ROOMS THATS HOW YOU KNOW DINNER IS OVER
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ankheiji but ankh gets to be a beastformer
#kamen rider ooo#ankh (ooo)#hino eiji#eiji hino#ankh#ooo#transformers#stupid big bird stupid huge asshole#ankheiji#own art#ankh is a predacon who got put in some stasis for a few million years and got out by reasons in the modern era#and caused problems bc hes ankh until he met eiji#and they made a truce of eiji will help ankh repair himself (bc his options are go to the decepticons and deal with them or just steal from#the cons or Worse go deal with the autobots)#as long as ankh behaves#its as disastrous as youd expect bc its ankheiji. but of course theyll become gay#eiji gets a tall big bird boyfriend……. living the life#ankh does have a mouth but hes got his mask up 70% of the time
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I can tell that Feysand stans only criticize the pregnancy plot because they know antis will, not because they fundamentally think Rhys did anything wrong. Because they'll start off by saying "I don't condone what Rhys did," and then the rest of the post is...them condoning what Rhys did. You should consider all facts and then come to a conclusion, not make a prevailing point, but not actually have any reasons why it's wrong. I don't care that Rhys is traumatized, and neither is Feyre, because she literally tells Rhys multiple times to suck it up or leave her out of it.
I think is wrong because I've considered all of the information and facts and concluded that the justification given was not adequate enough. I've already considered that (1) Rhys is traumatized and (2) his intention is to save Feyre, but as established by Feyre in MaF, she values her autonomy over safety. She literally tells Rhys in MaF, angrily, how she does not ever want him to consider her emotions for her.
See: "I don't want to hear this, I don't want to hear you explain how you assumed that you best, that I couldn't handle it." Also see: "I don't want to hear you tell me that you decided I was to be kept in the dark while your friends knew, while you all decided what was right for me"
That is Feyre. That is her direct narration. That is what she had deemed as violating. She literally talks about how that betrayal breaks her heart. Yet, no one of those Feyre stan ever brings this up in relation to the pregnancy plot. Not one of them explains how the Inner Circle's actions were intrinsically wrong. How the acceptance of the mating bond subtextually promises that Rhys and his Inner Circle will never do that again. And then over and over it hands. Also notice the 'your 'friends' language ....says a lot to me. You can't just say well, I don't consider this canon so I won't consider it -- this is consistent behavior.
#anti sjm#anti rhysand#anti feysand#anti acosf#anti feyre#like ive seen people say "if i were rhysand and my mate was pregnant I would do worse#yeah maybe you will but feyre doesn't want that as she has said fifty million times.
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what if your lover is a biblically accurate angel and you’re deadly afraid of him but also stare at him with the same awe you would stare at a god with??? what then???
#vashwood#millionsummers#wolfwood being terrified of vash in trimax but also just. chilling with him#or looking at him like the most angelic creature ever created#legato is sooo down bad and loyal to knives that if knives asked him to kill himself he would (he kinda did)#but at the same time he’s scared of his punishment that would be probably worse than christian hell#trigun#i cant stop posting every trigun thought ever grahhh#the rot is consuming me#aaaaaaaaaaa#trigun maximum#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#knives millions#millions knives#legato bluesummers#shut up stef
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i wonder if this fandom realizes just how deeply racist it's obsession with buck "being a better dad" to chris or getting custody of him for whatever reason is. lol.
#already seeing MULTIPLE people get anons like this and i'm sure ao3 is a million times worse#neethu speaks#fandom discourse
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Did that silly trend where I draw my two comfort (and discomfort) characters together ^__^
#they could make my day one hundred times better or one million times worse no in between#persona 5#one piece#goro akechi#portgas d ace#persona 5 royal#i missed drawing Goro auuughhh thats my cat#artfitto
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TOMMY: The stag is to remember him. We eat and then we forget him.
No need to forgive him. Agreed?
#peaky blinders#tvedit#peakyblindersgifs#remade this post from a million blogs and a million years ago but Worse this time#has there ever been a more haunting and chilling episode than s03ep04?#there's so much going on in his face the gifs don't even capture half of it#the stag is a much more dignified creature than their father ever was which adds to this ... ambivalence of longing and dread#'we needed you ten years ago' he said in s1 while looking at him with trepidation#so different than arthur's wilfull faith that he had finally changed#both heartbreaking in different ways#(setting The Subtext aside)
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kissing vs no kissing shows
+ bonus
#for those who didn't know this is what i was referring to earlier#if the no kissing shows have a million fans i'm one of them etc etc#there's just a lot to unpack here#vampire christian in the 2nd gif you will always be famous!!!!#at least aaron had longer hair at that time so he could mask it a bit better#bc in the finley bootleg it looks so much worse wsdkfsdfk#i get they did this bc of covid but they're still so close to each other so how is that better#i'm not complaining i just find it so funny#and i need everyone to be aware of this#i think my life mission is to collect every no kissing boot for every show that has been recorded#moulin rouge! the musical#moulin rouge broadway#aaron tveit#ashley loren#ricky rojas#robyn hurder#broadwayedit#musicaltheatreedit#moulin rouge#*
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hey, plz can u write yandere satosugo x y/n where she feel left out and insecure in the relationship ( basically like a 3rd wheel) with lots of angst and yandere vibes.
Soooo.... you sent this like. WAYYYY back near the end of JUNE.
I actually didn't think the Heatwave series would take as long as it did. I have three more to go, and honestly, I'm not sure how long each one will take.
I want to finish the Heatwave series before I start on anything else. I've actually got a few things drafted up that I'm not posting because I feel guilty about not working on the Heatwave stuff lol... it's SO HARD to finish things.
But not only did I get an idea for this, I've drafted it out, and written a considerable amount. I'm unreasonably excited about it now even though I can't post anything until the Heatwave series is done sdfjhkgslhdfg.
In this fic though, you won't be a part of the relationship exactly. You're all friends and Satoru and Suguru have gotten together.
Here's, like, a micro-preview:
This must be what dying feels like. Seeing the man you love and the man you lust for so painfully, peacefully, blissfully in love with each other. If this is dying, you're surely going to hell for thinking something so awful about a feeling so beautiful. It’s the sort of thing you think to yourself, bury deep – deep – inside the depths of your mind. Dredging it out in the late hours of the night when you can’t sleep. Wallowing in your unrequited love, feeling sorry for yourself, while also comforting yourself with the thought that at least now you didn’t have to do anything. You would never have to approach your longtime crush, Suguru Geto, and potentially ruin your friendship with him. It was something you’d struggled with for years, and after Gojo showed up – you didn’t have to struggle anymore. It was already lost. And the insane twists your fantasies would play out for you, all white hair and long slender limbs, in those lonely nights in bed – you could be free of those, too. You could completely dismiss the insane idea of propositioning the man-whore menace of a human being who made your heart race, Satoru Gojo. Gojo and Geto loved each other, and it would be wrong to get in the way of that. At this point, even saying anything to either of them would be a trespass on your friendship, with both of them.
#answered asks#lolitamermaid123#speg chatter#fic preview. god what will this even be titled?#yandere satosugu x reader#more toxic relationship than yandere. but they ARE yanderes#got they are gonna be SUCH freaks i'm so excited for it lol#SO MUCH YEARNING. the yearning is truly over nine thousand#pining like crazy. you AND them#these men are straight up deranged though. its so hot#theyre not the classic kind of yanderes theyre like a million times worse
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Crazy that durgetash has been rotting my brain for well over a year now. So to celebrate, lemme show you the concept I put down for them over a year ago and what it’s become.
This was me playing around with my durges concept (and brushes don't come for me) a year ago and my desire to give Gortash a big ass hammer manifesting.
Vs how my ‘im sorry I gotta break canon’ creature ended up looking (pre-lobotomy anyway). I kind of wanted to preserve the OG Bhaalists vestments, aka purple robes and red sash (yk, the one DnD lore uses, not the BG3 lore version), but with a bit of a twist, since this fucker was not fully on board with Bhaals bullshit even back then.
Anyway, I wanted to include a piece featuring your dearest tyrant and him originally, but the precise idea I’ve had in mind isn’t done yet and it’s his post bg3 fit anyway. Soooooo, I’ll post it once it’s actually done on its own cuz if it works out how I want it to it deserves it.
#my guy went thru a million changes#and Gort himself in my version got his own overhaul as well#but yk#canon is a sandbox yada yada yada#atp i might as well classify it dnd rather than bg3#also it’s incredibly hard to find refs for traditional clothing at times#i'd also argue my handling of digital art improved a tad bit dhdjsks#still missing traditional from time to time but it is what it is#bg3#durge oc#durgetash#<- but very carefully cuz technically only the concept features both#and their dynamic so didnt end up matching the concept#like whatsoever#its far far worse#dont give me a race with tragedy in their blood and expect me to behave normal#im afraid i cant do that
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anyways I've realized how connected drawing is to my mental health and having not done any real drawing lately because of the tablet situation is killing me a little bit
#i was already blocked when it was working and i feel so much worse now#if ive complained about this once ive done it a thousand times sigh#closing my eyes pretending its not a problem#kae.txt#i open a million canvases and do absolutely nothing
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hulu was doing live coverage of the election until 2:00am, at which point my power randomly went out and when I reopened the hulu app on my tv the election coverage was replaced with
#us politics#I don't care if it was intentional or a coincidence or what that shit is funny as hell#I got like 3 hours of sleep in the past 48 hours#my closest friends are sleeping and don't know yet#we're going to dc a month from now on vacation and none of us expected this#I've been on twitter and it's crushing I see my friends in fear for their lives#I see the worst people in the world cheering for their own downfall because all they care about is someone else having it worse#like they'll douse the vulnerable among us with gasoline and pray for hellfire thinking they'll be safe#but the flames don't discriminate like they do and we're all going to burn#except for the wealthy and powerful of course they'll be polluting the solar system or dead from old age#and the only hell they'll ever know is the one millions upon millions of people eagerly built in their names#in the name of 'greatness'#(man I get really melodramatic when I haven't slept)#and I'm scared too I didn't think this was going to happen and I have no idea what the future holds anymore#and I know I'm privileged to be able to say this when people's lives are about to be destroyed but I think I'm more sad than anything#so disappointed that 70 million people voted for *that*#because it's completely unconscionable to anyone with a soul but somehow he's winning the popular vote for the first time???#what do you mean more people like him now than they did in 2016 and 2020#this genuinely feels like a nightmare are we really so far gone as a country??? as a society?????#that we would not only let a convicted felon (who was served a lawsuit ON ELECTION DAY) on the ballot#but that SEVENTY. MILLION. PEOPLE. would vote for him? to run the country??? to represent us on a global stage?????#*THAT'S* what we as a nation have chosen??? what the fuck is wrong with this country?????#why him indeed#and yet I still have hope#inexplicably
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