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scripted-downfall · 2 years

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The parallels between the crypt scene in "Goodbye Stranger" and Cas being cured of Rowena's attack dog spell in "Bad Seed" are hurting my heart.

I bring you my pain.

#supernatural #spn #spn 8x17 #8x17 goodbye stranger #goodbye stranger #spn 11x3 #11x3 bad seed #bad seed #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #ouch #this hurt to see in-episode #and i'm still thinking about it how many days later?#too many #my head does not appreciate me

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egophiliac · 4 months

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What do you think of Rook's savanaclaw card? <333

I didn't get him (and I need to save my keys for Silver's birthday, sob) so I looked up his groovy, and I'm not over how incredibly dramatic and epic and cool it looks in direct contrast to the absolutely ridiculous context. just look at that dynamic action and his majestic sparkling tears and keep in mind that this is pretty much right after a bunch of characters have been dance battling for his soul.

and then even the actual moment of the groovy is just like

this is NOT a negative in the slightest, I love it all, this truly was an incredible update in so many ways

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 8 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 8 spoilers #to be fair it's not COMPLETELY wacky there is actual drama going on #but that's inbetween rook's dream-vil and neige being totally hilarious at each other #'i shan't let you hurt this beautiful child!' 'vil no! if they were to harm your beauty i would be crushed by sorrow!' <- actual dialogue #also neige seeing vil as a mother figure. it's WONDERFUL and i hope real-vil never finds out because this would kill him #just like he killed neige multiple times in his own dream! :)#there was so much wild stuff in this update and not in the least was that the second time vil realized he was in a dream #his reaction was to KILL EVERYONE and cackle maniacally about it #god forbid a queen do anything i guess #anyway i also love the contrast between what i assumed savanarook would be like and what he was actually like #'he looks so wild...what kind of dangerous dream will this mighty hunter have...'#oh no he's actually just an adorable movie geek who is SO EXCITED to share his hyperfixation with us #somehow less intimidating than regular rook #and yet still a delightful little freak. his BEDROOM #the background artist went SO ham on it. truly the magnum opus of twst backgrounds #there are a bunch of little details it is SO worth zooming in on #(including a tiny little picture of che'nya! which...actually i think that implies rook may have stolen an rsa yearbook or something)#(that's our rook! /sitcom laugh track)

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 5 months

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I'm a doctor, not a miracle worker.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wen ning #wei wuxian #wen qing #jiang cheng #Truly Massive disclaimer here: I am a Jiang Cheng enjoyer. I like his character. I enjoy that he is very flawed and volatile.#This episode of the audio drama has a lot of great breakdown scenes featuring JC - and they all deserve a feature.#But underlying this comic is a small meta comment of 'ah man I have too many comics of JC just wailing sadly'#My goal is to draw 6-8 comics per episode - I sometimes have to truncate and cut good scenes out.#Especially when a large majority is just different flavours of trauma and toxic relationships to your self-worth.#I would also like to make a note here that just because you lose the ability to do something that is very tied to your core identity-#-does not mean your life is over. It will feel like the end of the world. It will send you into a spiral of grief. It will hurt so badly.#Sometimes we do not realize how tied up our identities can be in certain things until we are cut loose.#You don't lose yourself. I promise the pain will fade in time. I promise you will find other things to tether you. I promise you will be ok #Life moves forwards. Time moves forwards. You move forwards.#Ego death just means an opportunity for ego rebirth. You are never committed to being the same person forever.#To wrap this around to JC: Yeah I love the twist with the core transfer but man I would have loved to see JC accept the loss.#Obviously it happens for a reason (story) but I can have my AUs. I can have these 'what-ifs'.#described in alt text #I'm trying it out! *please* give me feedback - I want to eventually Add image ID to all of these comics one day

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toqiuh · 2 years

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“We were in love.”

#miraculous ladybug #i just dont think we talk abt this line enough #miraculous fanart #miraculous ladybug fanart #mlb fanart #ladybug #chat noir #chat blanc #i have so many things i wanna say about this episode alone #and how this experience hurts them BOTH #but i will save the rant and maybe draw it instead #idk we'll see #skribbles

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russell-crowe · 5 months

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s07e16: out of the chute

#house md #housemdedit #houseedit #gregory house #james wilson #hilson #because i mean... this whole episode just shows how much love wilson has for house #and how it kills him to see his friend like this (hurting and about to do Really Stupid Things)#gilles gifs

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shima-draws · 23 days

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I'm rewatching GF since the whole world seems to be into it right now (thank you Alex and the Book of Bill) and AGHHH I FORGOR about the body swap episode when the twins find the secret room and Stan picks up Ford's glasses and later we see him sitting on the couch looking at them wistfully...

Shut up shut UP that's NOT okay

#IT'S THE LITTLE THINGS THAT ALWAYS GET ME.#The tiny little hints throughout the series about Ford #Stan holding his glasses BREAKS me tho. Idk why. It just hurts 😭#Gravity Falls #Stan Pines #Stanley Pines #Also thinking about how Stan used that same room right after Ford disappeared through the portal #Man..........man. MAN. 😔#I can't WAIT to see mullet Stan tbh. He's just the right amount of pathetic and sopping wet. You know?? LOL #My poor little meow meow. I love him so much. LisTEN #Also I watched Scary-oke last night and ONE OF MY FAVORITE EPISODES PERIOD!!!!#It's so good. Pines family bonding? Bragging over beating Gideon? STAN BEATING A BUNCH OF ZOMBIES #AND LOOKING REALLY HUNKY WHEN HE DOES AND WHEN HE BRINGS OUT THE BRASS KNUCKLES #SHEEEEEEESH!!!#I'm normal about him okay. I promise. I swe #Shima speaks

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simcardiac-arrested · 12 days

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like tree, like apple

#NEPO BABIES UNITE 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥#myart #elias bouchard #gwen bouchard #gwendolyn bouchard #tma #tmp #tmagp #the magnus archives #the magnus protocol #it’s technically both of them ok. dont bite my head off thank uuuu #eyestrain #week 2 pacing around the house thinking about the bouchard family and how much everyone sucks there #actually unbearable people to be around #inb4 next week’s episode proves that elias has never existed or whatever. WHATEVER. LEAVE ME ALONE #in my heart i know the reveal is happning in like (opens my third eye) s2. and in my heart i know they are siblings #Ok. Trust me on this one. inb4 they reveal elias to be some estranged uncle #as u can see i’ve thought about this a normal amount #I just made like my appendix hurt thinking sbout how much i want them to interact it’s over BRO IT’S OVERRRR #the way every bouchard is straight up Doomed because of their upbringing . UNWELL. inb4 gwen becomes the head of oiar and it’s all fucked.#There is something much more sinister going on

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guardian-angle22 · 1 year

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911: Lone Star | Tarlos + their in-laws

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beware-of-you-98 · 3 months

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i know, i know, jj is so fucking strong and she perseveres despite everything she’s gone through, i know, but fucking hell my heart is breaking over and over for her

the far away look in her eyes

the constant fidgeting to keep herself present

the way she only has the bare minimum amount of skin showing, even to where she’s covering her hands

my heart hurts for her so much and she’s forcing herself to deal with all of this alone

#even the way holly describes sydney’s troubles #and the camera focuses on jj when holly says she cries most nights #and it’s just fucking tearing me apart #that entire scene especially tore me apart #and i wonder how much of sydney’s emotions and reactions mirror jj’s own since finding out about baugate #this storyline is one of the most devastating ones in the show #second only to rosalyn and fucking 11 year old jj being the one to find her #jennifer jareau i want to put you in my pocket and protect you forever #if anyone comes at me for this #leave me be!!!#jj is so fucking strong she’s one of the strongest people on the team #both emotionally and physically #but fucking CHRIST she is SUFFERING so bad right now and it’s gut wrenching to see #i’m sick thinking about next episode #about how she’s forced to work face to face more with a man that violated her in one of the most horrific ways possible #and what happens when she finds out emily green lit that #i’m sick #SICK #jennifer jareau #jennifer jj jareau #emily prentiss #criminal minds #cme spoilers #criminal minds evolution spoilers #criminal minds spoilers #cm spoilers #criminal minds evolution #CME writers enough is enough!!!!#the jemily angst/hurt storyline is too much!!!!

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linusbenjamin · 2 months

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Person of Interest 5.10 — The Day The World Went Away

#person of interest #poiedit #tvedit #scifiedit #harold finch #nikolatexla #seeing him badass for only like 5 episodes in total hurts me

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bisexualfbiagents · 1 year

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You of all people should realize that sometimes motivations for behavior can be more complex and mysterious than tracing them back to one single childhood experience.

THE X FILES GIF MEME [2/9] SCENES from Oubliette (3.08)

#the x files #txf #dailytxf #txfedit #xfilesnet #fox mulder #dana scully #3x08 #oubliette #txfmeme #memescenes #mine #yeah this is long and wordy but it's VERY important to me #i could be wrong but i think this is the first time we really see mulder push back on the notion that everything goes back to his sister #and he is so visibly hurt and angry that scully would even question him like this #but in a way she's right!#he was so profoundly shaped by losing his sister that of course that's the reason he fights so hard for women like lucy #but he's also right that his motivations are complex and go beyond his sister's abduction #unstoppable force meets immovable object or whatever #anyway am i making any sense? even if not i still love this scene and I LOVE this episode #there's so much to unpack here #i also love dd's delivery here #it's season 3 baby we are ACTING now

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many-gay-magpies · 3 months

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god what really gets me about dead boy detectives and what i think i love so much about the show and the relationships in it is that like. the romantic and sexual relationships aren't portrayed as being more unique or important than the platonic relationships. they're all just RELATIONSHIPS.

charles and crystal's attraction to each other and eventual hookup isn't this big end-all be-all relationship that shatter charles and edwin's friendship and draws charles' attention away from edwin; it's just a THING that happens. they're just two people that care about each other and happen to also be attracted to each other, and a hook-up happens, then they decide that neither of them are in the right place for it and it's nothing awful. crystal kisses charles, but it isn't some big spectacle of her declaring her love for him; it's just her saying goodbye and that she cares about him, like her hugs with niko and jenny and her handshake with edwin.

edwin realizes he loves charles romantically and tells him, and charles says he doesn't really love edwin romantically BACK, but it's okay, because they still love each other so much in so many other ways that this one tiny difference could never change them—and it doesn't!! they're still just as close, still care for each other just as much, still SHOW that care for each other just as much. their relationship didn't completely end because edwin loved charles in a way charles couldn't reciprocate, but at the same time it isn't "solved" by edwin getting over it, because there's nothing TO solve. it's just another type of love, added to everything that already exists between them. and they have LITERALLY FOREVER to figure out what it means.

the relationships between edwin & niko, crystal & niko, and crystal & edwin aren't given any less weight for being solely platonic, just as charles & crystal's relationship and edwin's feelings for charles aren't given (that much) MORE weight for being romantic. crystal and charles' conflict in the closet is about EDWIN, about how they're BOTH his friend and BOTH want to get him back; it has very little to do with the feelings between THEM, romantic or otherwise. similarly, the weight of charles' and edwin's relationship isn't diminished in the LEAST by charles not reciprocating the romantic side of his feelings (or SAYING he doesn't reciprocate, at least—we can all argue about the legitimacy of that in the notes).

i'm sure there are more examples than this, as well as probably some examples that CONTRADICT this, but like... by and large, it feels like dead boy detectives is a show where all the relationships are given equal weight regardless of platonic, sexual, romantic, or familial status, and as someone on both the asexual and aromantic spectrums who has struggled time and time again with shows casting out the importance of all other relationships in favor of prioritizing romance, that is INCREDIBLY refreshing to see.

#this might be a lot of run-on sentences and me repeating itself because its 2 am rn (sidenote how the HELL did it get that late last i chec #-ed it was like 11???) but i hope u enjoy anyway 👍#magpie thoughts #dead boy detectives #ik before watching the show i saw a lot of people were annoyed by charles and crystal's relationship and thought it felt forced and like #-they had no romantic chemistry #but honestly. having watched the show. i don't see that at all?#like maybe it's just me being aspec and not getting what ''romantic chemistry'' even IS but like. they were people. they were two fucked up #-people that happened to be attracted to each other and they hooked up when both of them were in low places and agreed to not go any furthe #-after. but beyond all of that they are FRIENDS and they STAY friends and like. they just felt like PEOPLE #the way they were written and the way the actors ACTED IT felt like ten times better to me than the dozens of pinacle romances i've seen in #-other tv shows #(and also i gotta say i love the other CASUALNESS with which sex was mentioned in the early episodes. it wasnt made out to be this big thin #-that only happens when tied to romance; it was just a THING. theyre both hot and in different circumstances they totally would have had se #-about it (and eventually they did but thats besides the point). that's it)#they're people. this is a show full of ghosts and demons and witches and crows-turned-into-boys but they are all fundamentally just PEOPLE #beautiful and fucked up human beings that feel attraction and hurt and fear and love in a million different ways.#AUGH i love this show so much #paineland #payneland #crystal palace #charles rowland #edwin payne #niko sasaki #dead boy detective netflix #dbda

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charlunday · 1 year

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it's okay to be sad. 💛

#tw suicidal thoughts #i should really start an art tag #the hunger games #peeta mellark #toast babies #everlark #hey everlarkshipper #this is what you meant right #right #I imagine that when Peeta feels particularly guilty/slips into a minor relapse/has an outburst (VERY normal for PTSD)#he retreats into their bedroom and locks the door.#Partly because he doesn't trust himself not to hurt his precious family (he wouldn't #ever)#and partly to punish himself.#This consists of hammering his head against things to have some painful distraction #and to reprimand himself. He copes how he can.#These episodes are few and far between #but when they do happen #he consistently has a very stubborn very chatty visitor on the outside of the door.#She doesn't see him as a monster #She sees him as her dad #who would never hurt her #who just has to hide sometimes

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charmac · 1 month

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Do you think Mac has jacked off while reading the Bible? Or is he too ashamed? Or does the shame just turn him on more? Are the pages of his Bible all stuck together?

Oh, I don't think; we know:

(Pages stuck together, thanks for the confirmation, Charlie)

I think the shame definitely turns him on more, considering Mac Day:

And, the connected punishment, lest we forget The Gang Goes to Hell... (and the script here... whew)

While he was repressed then, he wasn't as of Charlie's Home Alone, so I think it's clear to claim that a part of his "homosexual awakening" was connected to the fact that he was gradually getting more and more into the idea of being punished (gone sexual) for his sins, to a point where he was just genuinely jerking off to the "evils of homosexuality"

I do wanna continue here though and say Season 15 is pretty interesting because we see Mac battle between being Catholic and proudly gay. He seemingly has no issue bragging to a Priest in the middle of a church that he's into triple penetration, but it is his sex life that is the driving "reasoning" for why he thinks he should become a Catholic Priest:

He's been "S-ing&F-ing" his way though life for too long and now he thinks God has taken away one of his identities (Irish) as a result. Mac's idea of being punished by/for God continues, but it's now through the form of revocation (as opposed to shame or flagellation). I think there's a clear "connect the dots" idea that depriving himself of sex (via becoming a Priest) is an "evolved" form of allowing God to punish him for being gay.

Obviously Mac learns he was lied to, as he actually is Irish, so his "journey" here is a bit of a wash, but the fact that his rationale jumped to God punishing him for having gay sex still stands. As he grows to accept himself, he's still looking for ways to feel shame (which, as we've seen, gets him off)...

But is the constant seeking for some form of punishment still there? We didn't see much of his Catholicism in Season 16 (I think the only mention of God from Mac was in The Gang Gets Cursed), but we did continue to see his sex life and—well, that was pretty heavy on Mac, openly gay dating, somehow managing to be neglected and deprived of actual gay sex, wasn't it?