Hi! You totally don’t have to answer this but I was rereading Death Wish again today for like the sixth time and I had a thought.
After everything is said and done and they’ve lived a nice long life together, does Sensei get to see his Donnie again? Does Leo get to meet the family he’s seen so much of in Sensei’s memories?
Sorry if that’s an annoying question. It was just kind of a sad thought I was having.
i'll answer this in kind of a roundabout way -- sensei's story was always meant to be about grief. more specifically to me, it was meant to be a realistic representation of grief. there is ABSOLUTELY a place in the world for the fix-it stories where donnie shows up in a blaze of glory and they are reunited and everything is awesome. that is the ultimate wish fulfillment and i love it.
but i wanted something for those who can't fix it, who have to live with pain and think that they'd give anything just to have them back, just to be reunited, just one more time.
i wanted to write a story that said, this is the worst thing that will ever happen to you, you have to live with this pain and there is no fix-it, but you will live through it anyway.
would they be reunited in death? i have no idea, neither does sensei, so he will just have to live on as there's no way to answer that question.
i cant capture it in a single picture but the pain and agony i felt watching this shit in front of my very eyes. this was evil <- needs every frame of it in a museum
22 May, a day before my birthday, today - A doctor looked me in the eyes with a a smile, and said "Guess what? You are going to get Testosteron."
After 6 years of waiting, after 16 years of thinking something is weird with me, and at the age of 26, I finally got on T.
I cannot remember once in my life in which I've started to cry out of happiness.
But the moment those words hit me, I couldn't stop laughing and crying.
Thank you for everyone who has supported me to get here.
Shoutout to bears in trees for making a sign for all the people who almost died as a little kid because that fucks you up and I’ve never felt known the way that Tai Chi With My Dad knows me
Jenson Button celebrates with Brawn GP teammate Rubens Barrichello, Team Principal Ross Brawn and personal trainer Mikey Collier after winning the Australian Grand Prix, the second race win of his career and first for Brawn GP - Sunday 29th March 2009
i'm laying on my bed all snuggly rn so i'm wondering. what is shiro's favored sleeping position? blankets on/off? do you have plushies? any nightly rituals before bedtime? ˙ᵕ˙
My sleeping position is usually; on my stomach, one leg over the other (like a 4 shape), one arm under my pillow, my head turned towards the side, and the other arm suffocating holding the pillow. But my comfy position is me on my side, one arm under a pillow/plushie/person, and the other over it. I love love big spooning but I get hot easily, so I only do it when I'm trying to sleep and will change my position when I decide to actually sleep XD
Blankets are on (pressure on my body makes me comfy) but I only sleep with one over me (I have a bunch of stuff on my bed and I throw it all off when I go to sleep. F for the plushies XD). I have a few plushies on my bed (Dottomon, Arlemeow, and Sealttore - who is there for me to throw when I'm frustrated instead of cuddling lmaoo) but majority of the plushies are in my closet or on my shelves.
Night routine switches up frequently but I like to read an hour before sleeping (if possible). I also take my meds before sleeping because a few have melatonine in them and it'd suck to take them in the morning XD I'll also brush my teeth, do skincare, + braid my hair if they're extra wild. I listen to whale/underwater noises if I have trouble sleeping, and on busy days I'll likely skip the reading so I can talk to myself. It helps me process things and calm my mind ww
i didn't think jacob would be arguing with olivia, wanting it almost as much as her. what the hell. i expected the self defeated, taking one for the team attitude but actively needing it like her? when he had been trying to stop her all night? i feel like i've been blasted by a buckshot
I wouldn’t fight for an animated version of Berserk under any other circumstances. But while all the other adaptations skip the Wounds chapters, the Memorial Edition went right for it and animated the whole thing and I’m glad they did. Letting Guts have his moment of vulnerability and weakness and being accepted by Casca (someone w/ a similar experience) is really nice to see and I’m glad it finally got the studio treatment it deserves
Almost cried when I saw this shot, it looks straight out of the manga