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ikkan · 1 year ago

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of course my mom is trying to guilt me into staying, by using her tears 😑

#.txt #i don’t care anymore #this has been my whole life #she cries and i have to take the abuse because i have to be the bigger person #i’m done doing that #i refuse to sacrifice my mental health and sanity for others #i am no longer being the ‘bigger person’#i am not keeping the peace to please others and make them comfortable #this is just a big middle finger to me and my healing path #i WANT to heal and she won’t let with keeping me in this house #and not letting me break this cycle of toxicity #i want to finally be free #i wanna stop being in survival mode #i want to be able to feel safe in my OWN space #i want to be able to love myself #i want to heal and possibly be a mother #i don’t want my child to suffer like me #no child deserves that #i didn’t deserve it #this should’ve never been okay #why was i not protected when i was supposed to be #i deserve a healthy and safe environment/life

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claraoswalds · 6 months ago

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This is a brand new science for me, and I love it. The language of luck. 'Cause what is a coincidence but a form of accident? Two things bumping together unexpectedly. Like you and me.

#dwedit #doctor who #usertennant #userteri #userveronika #miatendos #userdiana #usertreena #ruby sunday #fifteenth doctor #maestro #*#originally this was just going to be ruby + snow and then it devolved from there #memories changing... being brought into the present..... some connection to the ancient one. luck coincidences connections.#the doctor describes the legion as a 'pantheon'; a group of gods. and so far they're all personifications #the toymaker is 'a living game'; maestro is 'the essence of music itself'; henry arbinger = harbinger and acts as prelude to the gods #then 'the one who waits' is perhaps... time? death?#and 'the oldest one'... that could mean a lot of things #my first thought was that the oldest one would be death since the finale is called 'the empire of death'. alternatively: life.#but if you connect it back to ruby: luck coincidences connections. so far that's been her whole thing. so maybe something related to that #then again we're only on ep 2 of 8 so... anyway. idk what any of this means but. thinking thoughts!!!#worth noting: if the snow is a warning it starts snowing in the tardis during the scan. it reveals her genetic id/species/age #but not her nucleotide composition. whatever tf that is. and it only gets to 75% complete before it pans away. but it does finish scanning #and in canon 6+ months pass between the end of ep 1 and the beginning of ep 2 so... presumably the doctor has SEEN those results. fwiw.

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laddertek · 21 days ago

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etho said actually you _don't_ understand the intricacies of how tango is my boyfriend and bdubs is my ex

(and how tango and bdubs kiss too)

Scar: We went on that little adventure, you know! Etho: Yeah, yeah, we had our adventure, that's true, that's true. Scar: You disparaged your teammates. That's it, all right, no more spoilers. Etho: (laughs) Our team has -- our team has some weird dynamics this -- this season. Cleo: (overlapping) Really, Etho? Is there trouble in paradise? (pause) Who's third-wheeling with you, again? I can't remember. Etho: (laughs) Uhh. The -- Cleo: Genuinely can't remember. I know it's you and Bdubs. And...Tango? Tango. Tango. Etho: (loudly) Why -- Why is Tango the third wheel? Why -- why isn't Bdubs the third wheel? Cleo: Because it's you and Bdubs. I'm sorry. I understand how that relationship goes. Etho: (dissatisfied) Hmm.

#why is this what makes me post again #tangtho #etho #ethoslab #tango #tangotek #tango tek #bdubs #bdoubleo100 #bangtho #< saw that in etho's comments. and. yeah #also consider that tango and bdubs were together first this series and etho is the third wheel #to the fucked up love hate thing they have going on #there's never been something more appreciating and adoring BUT biting each other as tangdubs #goodtimeswithscar #hermitcraft s10 #wild life smp #wild life smp spoilers #(Sorry but some people have ethubs blinders on but that's so much less interesting to me than the whole.#Yes bdubs is pathetic and will always be at etho's feet. and Yes etho will pity bdubs and want him protected.#but tangtho (!!!) has SO much more to play with...to Me.)#and Why is etho being a tango girl so under-noticed??? lmao. it's there to be noticed All the time #hot mic! hot mic!#but also lowkey dreading ep2 lmao #anyway I'll regret posting this lol #(also I see you asks in my inbox. sorry I haven't replied yet <3 re: s7 oh do I have thoughts! it's where it truly kinda began... I started #forming a reply to you back in May I think but I've been kinda averse to posting/participating in the fandom side for a while. sorry I #stopped being a good place for your tangtho snippets </3 I've still been watching and enjoying the streams and the tango etho joy continues #just haven't really felt like posting)

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glaxierr · 1 month ago

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klance in 2024??? 🤯🤯🤯💯💯💯

#klance #keith kogane #lance mcclain #im going insane #actually so obsessed with voltron right now #my whole life has been around this show #the ending is so bad bro #i think its the potential it had that draws me towards it #also pidge!! i love pidge!!

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stuckinapril · 10 months ago

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megan thee stallion is the perfect example of unbothered energy. nicki has repeatedly vagueposted about her, gone on unhinged rants about her, gone so far as to mention her dead mother (such a classless low blow), threatened her on live, and has now released the tackiest diss track in history. and what has megan done? literally nothing. she straight up ignored her, aside from that one ig story where she posted herself laughing (which was perfect btw). she is the epitome of “i will not dignify that w a response.” i love it.

#btw i was rly into megan before it became trendy now in light of her dropping hiss / the nicki debacle #nicki’s latest music has been ass anyway but it’s sad to see her behaving like this to newer rap girls #the parasocial hate is literally so intense / insane like i can’t imagine hating someone enough to be persistently harassing them like this #nicki’s a celeb so you’d think she’d know a thing or two about how dangerous it is to pit her fans on somebody else like this #unless this is all just a bid to stay relevant which i would not be surprised ab but nicki seems PRESSED.#i guess if i released something like pink friday 2 id also be feeling threatened by a new rap girl w the bars megan has #i just want her to leave my homegirl megan alone. good on megan for ignoring and living her best life. the energy i wanna emulate #i’m not usually one to play into the whole pit women against other women thing but nicki’s recent actions are so inappropriate. wild #btw megan majored in health administration in uni?? which is a major factor as to why i’m obsessed w her. anyway #text

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dreamaruu · 5 months ago

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Hello RvBGTBQ+ community

#i was possessed by my 2010 hyperfixation #rvb #red vs blue #oh god now all the tags let me mention this HC tho that Sarge has BLUE EYES but he wheres contacts but also it would make his color scheme #red white and blue 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸 after he comes around to the blues I think he would embrace em #dexter grif #dick simmons #grimmons #sarge #leonard church #lavernius tucker #caboose #DOC #franklin delano donut #I just felt like sketching face HCs since this is like everything middle school me strived for in life #I KNOW THIS SEEMS OUT OF THE BLUE CAUSE IM LIKE A DR ARTIST NOW BUT IM HAVING A MOMENT REVISTING MY OLD FANDOMS IM HAVING FUN #also RVB fans lmk what you think about the HCs I have been going through all the tags recently AHHHH I LOVE TO SEE ANYONES INTERPRETATIONS #*adding a note too that my Tucker here is post sword/junior !#he totally just had dark hair and brown eyes but the whole ordeal mutated his dna a bit so now his wounds and eyes glow #I will absolutely draw him again I adore tucker JFJFHFHFHFH

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triptoyourshore · 11 months ago

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the thing that gets me about people being like “she was forcing the connections in invisible string” is that the whole song isn’t solely about them being in the same place at different times or all the different times they could’ve met but didn’t. its about “you were living your life, doing these things, while at the same time i was living my life and doing these other things and we had no idea each other even existed.” that’s literally the whole point. she wasn’t saying “omg i used to sit on green grass and read and you used to wear a teal shirt at your job and teal and green are almost the same color omg connected” it’s just “isnt it crazy that we’ve been living on this earth all this time never knowing each other and having no idea we’d one day come into each others lives?” like im sorry i know yall dont like joe anymore but have you guys really never had the thought, while cleaning your room or making dinner, that your soulmate exists and is doing something right now, too, and that one day you’ll sit and compare the timelines of your lives with each other? like thats the whole point of the song!! not we had all of these crazy almost run ins. that’s what makes it so pretty to think!!! that they were always connected through every insignificant moment of their lives and all those little insignificant moments are essentially what led them to each other.

#this has been bothering me and i didn’t want to say it bc i didn’t want anyone to think im defending joe or anything #just defending the entire concept of invisible string bc i myself have always thought about the invisible string my whole life #taylor swift

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isjasz · 11 months ago

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[Day 166]

Keep at arm's (sword's) length

#dddaily4sherin #grian #pearlescentmoon #zombiecleo #goodtimeswithscar #secret life #secret life smp #trafficblr #traffic smp #my art #Sorry this looks. Kinda bad I have been drawing the whole day the art kinda stopped arting💀💀💀#but I wanted to draw everyone that has offered an alliance to scar :')#plus the heart foundation but they hate him now HEADINHANDS #do you want to trade swords with him?#(my brother in christ trying to scam ppl into giving you better swords ISNT A WAY TO MAKE FRIENDS)#ARE U EVEN TRYING TO MAKE FRIENDS ANYMORE SCARRRRRR

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alpacacare-archive · 1 year ago

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the brainworms are kiiling me. have a dad and son 👍︎

#papyrus #gaster #dadster #undertale #theres still not enough papyrus and dadster content where sans isnt present compared to the other way around #what will be enough you ask? well idk the exact amount cus numbers are infinite but yaknow #gaster supports let papyrus say fuck day #i believe he just sucks at parenting so papyrus cussed his whole life #and since gaster found out about the holiday papyrus has been nothing but encouraged by his dad #mostly out of spite towards the people who still believe his son to be 5 years old #im sorry i saw someone refer to papyrus as a prec**s cin***on ro*l and had to do something #my shoulder hurts so bad and drawing and typing worsens it and i have an exam tommorow i need to rest it for and look what im doing.#being silly.#>:[

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077891st · 7 months ago

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trying to remember how to draw again 🐠

#my art #geminitay #sketch #mcyt #hermitcraft #mcytblr #art #hermitblr #mcyt fanart #geminitay fanart #hermitcraft s10 #hc s10 #hermitcraft fanart #i've never drawn a fish in my life can you tell #my mom switched us to an ISP that works really well in the rurals but we dont live in the rurals so the speed is hilariously poor.#I'm reliving 2011 against my will. it took 3 hours to download all 20 of the stardew mods i use. i watch youtube videos in 140p.#it takes 5 minutes to send an email. like. from pressing send to the mail being sent.#autosaving this post failed!!! i didnt know that was something that could happen #customer support has been unhelpful. this whole thing feels like an elaborate april fools joke. im not upset btw it IS funny

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royaltea000 · 1 month ago

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Certified DILF chaser

#by talos I will jump start this ship myself if I have to #only a handful of Chinese authors on ao3 get my freak #I thought you guys LIKED yaoi why tf did this take so long??#black myth wukong #sun wukong #destined one #jttw sun wukong #journey to the west #digital art #my art #you’re tellin me that the destined one has been training his whole life to chase after a MAN #okay faggotron9000 #but also I can’t believe black myth made wukong such a DILF #like okay damnnn grandpa sun kill em #silver fox wukong real #Asian creators are truly the backbone of rarepair fandoms #I owe like 4 people my life #sun wukong x destined one #I am NOT drawin all his armor lol #guys it’s my bday reblog to spread the ship I can’t be the only one creating content for it or2 #mamas sick a cookin o(-( ain’t nobody help me in this household #guys please the degradation kink go crazy in that boss fight

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atoriv-art · 1 month ago

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older designs for my specialest guy

#you actually could pay me to watch boruto the payment is reviving any of madara-obito-itachi in a cheap fan service moment. itd work on me 👍#neji hyuga #hyuga neji #art #fanart #naruto #2024 #i think konoha would love to project the will of fire shit onto neji after what he did. ya know. trying to give your life 'for the village'#in that way hed probs have a lot of respect from others but respect has never been enough when your life still isnt yours 😛#the pessimism would likely take a bit to return to him but it Would return hes just like. less interpersonally volatile #the realization you had two whole very public meltdowns and no one that matters cared will do that to you #anywayfor the happy ending one. i think while neji is always going to be a little bit bitchy hes bound to soften up a lot when he's not #under constant stress and has to micromanage his every thought #i like to think that if he were allowed to hed grow into a very outwardly warm person. sunflower :)#and my general opinions of neji and boruto are:#1. yes it is a blessing to not be made to be straight married #2. however consider: what if i wanted to see neji be a dad. i dont care for romantic njten but i do not hate it. it would be acceptable #when i think abt this guy in boruto hes chronically single but still.talking about what CANON could be. it would be acceptable #3. yes hiashi shouldve gotten his ass killed in the war but i would be lying if i said the awful family reunions #are not fun as a concept #are they fun on purpose? no #but the rule is: A situation can suck if it sucks on purpose #and 4. i know about the time travel episode i have mixed feelings on it.#anyway no hate if you like boruto i like being hyperbolic for fun but its just anime. the kids seem cute #but if any other hyuga-brained person ever wants to get unimaginably angry you should also watch the hiashi birthday episode of boruto #thats my special recommendation from me to you

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navree · 4 months ago

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genuinely would love for some of the "both parties are the same" people to name me a single election in the entirety of the twenty first century where the outcome for the country wouldn't have been better if a democrat had won

#personal #like come on we all know shit would have been amazingly better if the supreme court hadn't couped al gore #kerry would have also been infinitely better than bush too #i'm very glad we got two years of obama rather than a mccain presidency or a romney presidency #and honestly if you think hillary would have been worse than trump or that biden has been worse than trump #or that kamala will somehow be worse than trump 2.0 as he attempts to install himself as fascist dictator for life #you're not a serious person and shouldn't be allowed outside without an adult and also should probably get smacked in the head #with a cast iron pan #every american presidential election for my entire life has very obviously been 'the democrat is infinitely better than the republican'#and has only gotten moreso as i've grown up #hell every election in general is still showing that dems are better than republicans #democrats control the house? they get stuff down #republicans control the house? they go to recess early and are legit gearing up to shut down the government in october #(of an ELECTION YEAR god please let republicans singlehandedly shut down the government a month before election day)#(as a republican tries to take back the white house please god it would be so fucking funny to watch them deal with that)#but like yeah literally vote blue no matter who because i've been alive for twenty five whole years #and in those twenty five years never once has the republican been remotely the better option or even the 'lesser of two evils' option

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ilynpilled · 5 months ago

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jaime turning women down constantly more bc he is very monogamous and in love with someone else right now for the first time and is also kinda scared of actually having sex with someone other than cersei is sm better to me than “i respect the kg vows of chastity so intensely rn actually because i changed into a good and serious person” or whatever lol

#i truly dgaf about that bffr jaime dude #like its a stupid vow that says nothing about u as a person lmfao #him in the bath with pia thinking of brienne like u r not fooling anybody honestly #like i truly do think its more copium and not being honest with himself tbfh #like he had a rationalization when pia came into his bed in asos too but then it was purely ‘i only love cers i would never’#and with cat it was so funny when he bluffing and was like uh i cant marry bc of my vows but i could still service u😉😉#he would have pissed himself if he was called on that bluff but only bc he would be cheating on cers and have sex with another woman #man that fucked his twins in a sept next to his sons dead body the moment he returned caring about chastity vows #his development isnt really about keeping every vow ever when most of it is fraudery anyway #like pls he is not keeping his vow to his king rn really 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i think the vows and respecting them has a deeper meaning thats the whole point which ones do u keep and prioritize and why #like weve been thru this 80x being a real vowhead is not what makes u a good person 😭#deleting ur individuality and personal life to be an honorpillhead lol #the vow to cat has meaning the elite bodyguard vow to never fuck has zero meaning 😭#he was ready to break the no marriage vow w cers pls #im not saying this bc of a shipper endgame in mind i find volcel jaime hilarious its just i dont like it as proof of his development #like ill be real guys sex positive warrior gurm is not pushing the idea that keeping ur chastity vows is what honor is about #like i get that he wants to be better and he is figuring out what that really means but

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abd-illustrates · 4 months ago

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i wanted you to know that years ago i was watching one of your rwby oc redraw speedpaints, and my grandma kept wondering where your accent was from because it sounded so unusual LOL

sdgfhjfds honestly ur grandma is so valid for that

#daily dork #when i say i have been asked where im from literally hundreds of times in my life #cause of my nonsense way of pronouncing things #most folks assume im american but i still remember one time a lady thought i was russian #ive also gotten canadian and irish and scottish and--#anyway can confirm i am unfortunately just a brit who has lived in one town his whole life #my accent just never got the memo xD

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hyunpic · 8 months ago

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