#this has been in my drafts for a long time and i feel like this might have originated as a vague but yknow what
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redeemed | lando norris
summary: After a messy breakup, Landoâs fans blame his best friend for ruining his relationship. request: yes! sorry took me too long :(( tbh, this had been sitting in drafts for a while because i wasnât entirely convinced about it (still not 100%, to be fair), but i thought, âWell, maybe theyâll like it,â so here it issss
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landonorris: Another race weekend!
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user1: I want to be Y/N so baaaadđ€§ landoâsgf: love you so muchhhh!!!â€ïž user2: Y/N made it again in Landoâs post, love them! user3: Iâd love a friendship like Lando and Y/Nâs đđđ
yourusername: Great weekend, miss you alredy muppet đ€§â€ïž
landonorris: It was! When are you coming to visit again?
user4: Lando replied to Y/N but not his gfâŠđđ user5: THE fit, THE smile, THE overtakes đ user6: She really needs to back off from Lando and Alice user7: Photo 3 >>> everything else đ«
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yourusername: About last month đ
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carlossainz55: Feeling special for being in your post đ€§
yourusername: You should, cos it wonât happen again đ
user8: Landoâs smile in the 3rd photo? how do I sign up for your life? đ user9: She canât post without Lando or some driver in it đ€ź
user10: True that, sheâs all about the fame
user11: living my dream life AND looking flawless while doing it?â€ïžđ user12: always getting in the way of Lando and Alice, proper messing with them đ
user13: what are you on about? Lando and Y/N have been friends for yearsss đ€Ą
user14: well, why didnât anyone know about her till now? she just wants Lando for the fame, no doubt
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landoâs gf posted a story.
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landonorris: Free time when Iâm not driving a F1 car around the world
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user15: Landoâ HAHAHA
user16: whereâs Alice???
user17: y'all are obsessed with his gf, mind your own business ffs
user18: Bet Y/Nâs asking Lando not to take Alice đ
user19: giiiirl, touch some grass! Alice has been back in her country
user20: Y/Nâs always with Lando, so heâs footing the bill for everything
user21: Everything, mateâGP trips, holidays, and I wouldnât be surprised if sheâs got him paying her rent too đ€ź
user22: I wouldnât want to be Alice, seeing Y/N everywhere around Lando đ
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user23: an unexpected crossover user24: Oh, so the gold-diggerâs moved on to someone else now? user25: Hope youâre proud of yourself for ruining Lando and Aliceâs relationship, biTCH user26: Hope you die
carlossainz55: should I feel proud because you went to a Real Madrid match or bad for "L" because you went out with someone from that team???
carlossainz55: nah, estoy orgulloso
user27: stay away from Lando, you slut
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landoâsex-girlfriend: A little miracle is on the way, and we couldnât be more excited. đŒ
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user28: Nearly had a heart attack, thought Lando was going to be a dad đđđ user29: No way, she was the one who cheated đ user30: đ
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landonorris: Â I lost the best thing in my life because of all of you.
Because of your words, your hate, your accusations. You turned her into the villain when all she ever was, was my best friend.
You all tore us apart, pushed me to let go of the one person who truly mattered, all because you couldnât mind your own business.
And now, seven months later, I see the truthâshe was never the problem. I was. I shouldâve fought for her. But instead, I let you win.
Iâll never forgive myself for that. I lost her because of you.
âLando
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user31: lando, you did what you thought was best at the time. Weâre all human, and nobody should have been attacking her like that
user32: we judged her without knowing the full story đ€§
user33: canât believe we believed the lies
user 34: I feel so bad now
danielricciardo: Lando, Iâve got your back. Itâs crazy how people act like they know your life when they donât đ€
user35: Itâs hard to see things clearly when the pressure is on you. Glad youâre speaking out now, nobody deserves that kind of hate, especially someone as good
user36: Itâs obvious she meant a lot to you but the media and fans never understood that
user37: We were too quick to judge her
maxverstappen1: People love to talk without knowing the full story. Stay strong, mate, always here if you need to talk đ€đ€
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landonorris: I donât think thereâs anyone who deserves this more than her. From being the absolute boss she is in everything she touches to owning this yearâs CEO of the Year award (seriously, sheâs amazing), I couldnât be prouder I of course Iâm the best wag
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user38: YOUR WIFE?!?!? đ± i canât even process it. Lando, whatâs happening?!
user39: wait, I thought you were single?? How did we miss this??
user40: no⊠I THOUGHT THE WERE FRIENDSS????
user41: wait a damn minuteâLandoâs married??!! And sheâs holding CEO of the year??? I need answers đ
user42: OH MY GODDD Sheâs literally living the dream!! And Lando, we all knew you were the best, but now youâve just confirmed it
user43: HEâS MARRIED?!? And sheâs CEO OF THE YEAR?!?! You guys are literally goals
user44: iâm happy for you but also Iâm crying in my room so⊠mixed emotions đ« đ§Ą
user45: Y/N is literally TOO perfect and itâs offensive to the rest of us đđđ
user46: No hate, but also⊠Iâm fighting for my life over here while Y/N is living my dream đ
user47: @/yourusername you wake up every day and think, âhow can I flex on everyone today?â Because wow đ
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saw your post about declan x reader x rupert and i can't stop thinking about them in their slutty little venturer tshirts ugh need to be sandwiched between them while they're bickering over who can make you feel better
ughhh the slutty venturer t-shirts! just for you anon <3
challengers - declan o'hara x reader x rupert campbell-black
synopsis: rupert believes he can make you feel better. declan disagrees and thinks he can. there's only one way to find out.
content: threesome (kinda?), afab reader, no m/m, rupert's got a thing for legs, no maud au so there's no infidelity, oral sex, handjob kinda, hickeys, praise, squirting
word count: 3k oops
author's note: this fic has been sitting in the drafts for a whileeeeeee. like before season 2 was even confirmed. enjoy! (ps i haven't watched challengers i just thought the title was fitting)
you think that maybe rupert and declan have forgotten about you sandwiched between them, but perhaps there were worse places to be than leaned against a doorframe, the heady scents of their cologne filling your nose.
"i just find it interesting that every time i come to look for our dear y/n, she's always right by your side, hmm?" rupert's posh accent echoed above you, his chest puffed.
"have you thought that she just prefers my company to yours, rupert?" declan's thick accent was so different to rupert's, but they mingled so well together. you briefly wondered how long you could still there still and quiet until they acknowledge your existence again.
"considering you're tipsy half of the day, i have reason to doubt that."
you would be standing there quietly for a long time.
it was painfully obvious to everyone, not just you, that rupert and declan harboured crushes for you. it had started when freddie managed to poach you from corinium to come work for venturer instead, and small gazes as you left turned into something you weren't even sure how to handle.
"you guys do know i'm standing here still...right?" you managed to slip out between the incessant firing off of insults.
their heads turned downwards, eyes meeting your own.
"of course, doll," declan said at the same time as rupert's, "could never forget you, sweetheart." they glared at each other, then returned to their attention to you.
it was a bit overwhelming, sure, but you held firm in your resolve to attempt to solve this issue. "i thought i could just let you both fight till you came up with a solution, but the plan has not worked evidently. and a girl can only take so much lustful staring and touches on the knee before she need something."
"i'm sorry if declan's made you uncomfortable, love," rupert said slyly, hand softly grazing your upper arm.
declan immediately lost the control he was exerting and faced rupert again with a loud scoff. "i'm making her uncomfortable? if anything, you are! who'd want a man that's slept with half the countryside giving her fuck-me-eyes?"
rupert couldn't help himself. "who'd want a man that hasn't slept with anyone in months giving her fuck-me-eyes?"
"oh, i'm sure i could make her feel much better than you ever could. just cause you're easy doesn't mean you're good."
with every word spat at each other, their shoulders squared and jaws clenched. if you didn't know any better, you'd keep watching the way their t-shirts flexed against their skin, swooning at the knowledge that it was you they were fighting over. but you had to do something.
it seemed crazy the second it popped into your brain. like something from one of those erotica books lizzie wrote. but the way rupert and declan were so naturally competitive, it might be the only way to solve this before they irreparably damaged the friendship they'd been building through venturer.
first you tried to clear your throat loudly which didn't work. they continued to mumble about their respective skills. then you tried saying their names. didn't work either. finally, with a huff of pure frustration, you grabbed each of them by the collars of their t-shirts and drug them further inside declan's home, effectively shutting the door behind you with your foot.
"jesus christ, you're like toddlers," you near-shouted. "you'd think a teacher told you that you have to share the toy the way you're arguing with each other. we have to solve this one way or another." you paused for a beat, letting the two men gather their composure. declan leaned against the kitchen counter, while rupert stood with his arms crossed. "i want you to listen to every word i have to say without speaking, okay? and when i am done, you are allowed to give me a response."
you waited for them to nod and once they did, you continued speaking.
"in full honesty, i can't choose between the two of you. you're both handsome and intelligent and i've enjoyed getting to know you. but i know you can't share. that would never work with the way you both square off like gorillas in a jungle," you said. your next words needed to be chose carefully. "however, i can't make a decision without test driving. so, we can settle this like adults in declan's bedroom, or i will walk out the door and forget that i ever found the two of you attractive in the first place."
true to their word, neither of them spoke until you gestured that you were done. declan was the first to speak up. "how long have you found me attractive, huh?"
"good lord," rupert whispered to himself, though both you and declan heard it clearly. "so when you mean settle this like adults..." he trailed off, posing a question for you to respond to.
"d'ya need her to spell it out for you?" declan asked, shoving himself off the kitchen counter. he sauntered towards you and his scent flooded your senses once again. his hand came to your lower back, dipping down just enough to graze your ass. "she wants us to prove which of us is better."
you let out a soft gasp, followed by a bite of your lip when his hand lifted then came back down on your ass, more harsh than a love tap, but clearly not as rough as he'd like to go.
declan chuckled. "think i'm already ahead of you."
"jesus, get in the bedroom already," rupert said, coming up behind you and replacing declan's hand with his own, pushing you towards the stairs.
the next few moments were a blur. before you knew it, your figure was posed on the middle of declan's bed, with declan and rupert waiting patiently at the foot.
"are there rules?" rupert asked.
you thought for a second. it was an impulsive plan, one you hadn't put much thought into. you shook your head. "nope. want you both to show me just how good you are since you're talking all that game."
declan and rupert looked at each other perhaps the most amiably the whole entire evening. while it was a competition, they seemed to have a silent agreement that your world would be forever changed after this.
declan moved first, his eyes already lowered and darkened with desire. having this view of you in his bed was driving him mad, pushing him to do that much better so he could always see you sprawled on the flannel sheets that smelled like him.
"can i take this off of you, love?" he asked quietly, fingers toying with the hem of your shirt. you met his dark brown eyes and nodded, biting your lip as his hands deftly removed the fabric. you could hear the hitch in both his and rupert's breathing.
suddenly, rupert's frame was on your other side, fingers barely touching the skin on your side. "you're so beautiful," he said. though declan made the initial move, rupert took it one step further and brought his head down to offer you a sweet kiss on the lips. declan could've growled, but he knew you wanted to end the fighting. he had to just find his own way to touch you.
as rupert continued to expertly move his lips against yours, declan's own mouth met your neck and upper chest. he left hot, open-mouthed kisses on your delicate skin and you whimpered into rupert's mouth.
declan continued his ministrations as rupert pulled away and tugged off his venturer t-shirt, revealing his toned, tan body underneath. he then slid his belt from around his waist and threw it down onto declan's carpet. he took a few seconds to figure out his next plan of action and when he saw just how enamoured you were with declan's kisses, he opted for the same strategy.
rupert leaned down and started trailing his lips along your stomach, up to the edge of your bra, around the seam, then back down again. he was careful not to invade declan's space while also losing himself in the way your noises reverberated in his ears.
declan, too, rose from kneeling and took off his own shirt. you managed to open your eyes and the sight before you could've sent you reeling immediately. rupert was toned and muscular while declan was broad and, for the lack of a better word, big. in that moment, you considered yourself the luckiest girl on the planet.
your hands flew to declan as he leant back down, fingers roaming the broad expanse of his chest. desperate to have him kiss you on the lips this time, you moved your hand to his chin and tugged him towards you. he picked up the message easily and moved his lips against yours eagerly.
so far, you distinguished that declan and rupert had two distinct styles. declan was desperate and eager and ready to take you as his own. his kisses were passionate and you could tell from his touches that he was exerting a lot of restraint. rupert, on the other hand, was more calculated. his kisses started delicate, like he was teasing you, drawing you in, making you crave more. it would be a harder decision than you thought.
once he was satisfied with the trail of kisses along your body, rupert ducked down, fingers teasing the band of your pants. you looked up at you, somehow meeting your eyes past declan's head, and asked a silent question. you nodded as best as you could, then turned back to declan. as rupert's hands tugged down your pants, revealing your bare legs, your fingers tangled in declan's curls.
you had become so lost in declan's overpowering kiss that you let out a sudden gasp when rupert's mouth met your thighs. you could feel his breath against your legs, hands squeezing your flesh. you realized his weakness then as he groaned with every inch his mouth met.
eventually, you pulled away from declan, desperate for breath. he looked at you with a powerful look, one that you could hardly tear away from. you did, though, and gestured to his pants. "don't leave me alone here," you whispered. he smirked and stood to undo his belt, then tug his pants off.
as if his arousal was not already evident, the bulge barely concealed by his boxers revealed it tenfold. your eyes roamed his body and with a smirk, your hand reached out to his core. at the sudden contact, he groaned, no, growled.
you let out your own noise of surprise at rupert's hands meeting your own middle. your eyes flew to his and he met them confidently with his own smirk.
"she's so wet for us," rupert said, drawing declan's attention towards your center. both of their eyes didn't leave your face as declan's hand reached out to feel for himself.
"absolutely soaking, doll," he added.
"please," you pleaded, though you weren't sure what you were asking for.
"what do you need, love?" rupert asked sweetly. his fingers replaced declan's and they teased past the hem of your panties.
"what would you like us to show you?" declan asked. it was evil, the way they seemed to suddenly team up with the purpose of torturing you. it was as if every ounce of their fighting left once your body was available to them.
"y-your mouth, please," you squeaked out, cheeks flushed both from embarrassment and pure heat. "you first," you added, gesturing to declan.
"don't mind if i do, pretty girl," he said, moving to situate himself between your legs. rupert went to move, but he couldn't help himself but watch as declan slowly removed your panties. "fucking gorgeous."
rupert moved to your side again, one of his arms propping up his body by yours, the other snaking around and entangling his fingers in your hair. he came in close and you could smell the spearmint on his breath from the gum he chewed. "i don't think i could ever tell you enough how beautiful you are," he whispered.
had it not been for declan's mouth being dangerously close to your pussy, you would've reeled at his romantic words. you hoped that your shining eyes would convey your appreciation enough. he seemed to have gotten the message and smiled as his hands moved to wrap around your back and undo your bra.
once you were fully bare before them, rupert offered the same vulnerability, moving upwards to take his pants and boxers down.
"fuck," you choked out, both at the sight before you and at declan's tongue licking a long stripe up your core.
rupert smiled and returned to your side again. "like what you see?" he asked, fingers curling under your chin. you nodded enthusiastically, as it became difficult to form words from declan's ministrations between your legs. you couldn't do much else but reach towards rupert's body, hands exploring the muscular build of his chest and shoulders and torso and everywhere. he offered the same, soft hands teasing up your sides and breasts.
declan's mouth was beginning to draw you close to the edge. he was close to making out with your pussy, and you were positive both he and you were soaked. despite the slight burn coming from his thick mustache, your back arched from the bed ever so slightly, offering rupert more surface to explore.
everything came crashing on you all at once, though, as declan's finger slowly entered you, curling up to the spot that made you shut your eyes so tight you saw swirls of color. to add to the torture, rupert's mouth had wrapped around your nipple, tongue teasing and slow.
"fuck!" you shouted. "s-so good. so good, declan." your praise egged him on further and he added a second finger. his tongue didn't let up until your thighs squeezed around his head and you came around his fingers with barely intelligible groans of his name.
reluctantly, he pulled away, leaving your hole clenching around nothing. you were correct about him being soaked. he was a vision of pure sin, nothing else. it had to have been one of the sexiest sights you'd ever see in your life.
"think you can do better than that?" declan asked.
rupert released his mouth with a pop and smirked. "of course i can." ever the gentleman, though, he looked at you first. "ready for me now, love?"
despite your better judgement telling you to breathe first, you nodded eagerly. they switched spots then, declan moving to your side. before he got comfortable, though, he stripped off his own boxers. you whimpered. how could you have possibly gotten this lucky?
rupert situated himself between your thighs and instead of diving in immediately like declan, he teased you with his fingers first. it was torturous, but so methodical, like he wanted to play you like an instrument. for a second, you watched him with lust blown eyes, before averting your attention to declan's hard cock just before you.
you felt greedy receiving all the pleasure from the two men. you looked at declan with the best puppy dog eyes you could muster and he chuckled lightly at your pleading. he inched closer, getting comfortable at your side.
"all yours, darling," he said quietly. you bit your lip and outstretched your hand. declan groaned as your skin met his and he was sure that he had never been so needy for someone before.
rupert's mouth finally fully latched on to your clit and you gasped instantly. your hand continued to stroke declan and he leant down to press a soft kiss to your forehead. his breath tickled your ear and his moans were like music. down below you, rupert's mouth worked expertly on your pussy, which was an entirely different sensation than declan's sloppy, but deliciously overwhelming mouth.
your thighs squeezed around his head, but it only made him that much more eager to please you. his tongue moved up and down, then teased your entrance. your stomach squeezed with the feeling of another orgasm coming on quickly.
"fuck, rupert. please keep going," you moaned out, arching your hips into his face further.
declan could feel himself getting closer too, but he didn't want to finish then and spend time gaining back his energy. he gained the strength to pull your hand away from him and offered a sweet kiss to your palm instead. he craned his neck down to place more kisses on your neck, and once he found a spot that seemed to draw an extra whimper from you, he bit down and sucked.
your moans were surely loud enough to hear across the countryside. it didn't matter though with the way declan and rupert were lavishing endless attention on you. it was the best you were sure you had ever felt. that knot in your stomach only grew tighter and you weren't going to last long.
rupert wasn't letting up, though. in fact, he copied declan's move and slipped two fingers in, curling them upwards over and over. with every pull, that knot tightened and tightened. if he didn't pull away, you were sure you'd pass out. he didn't though.
declan's mouth continued to leave hickeys down your neck and suddenly, waves of pleasure overtook every part of your senses. before you knew it, rupert's chest and torso were soaked.
"had to be such an overachiever and make her squirt?" declan asked, releasing from your neck with a harsh bite. you were breathing heavily, attempting to come down from the intense high you had been feeling. declan and rupert bickered quietly, before realizing that your head had lulled against the pillow.
"seems like i won that one, huh?" rupert asked, moving up the bed again to caress the hairs that had stuck along your forehead.
"oh, please," declan said. his large palm met your cheek and you looked at him with eyes that made him fall only deeper for you. "we haven't even fucked the pretty girl yet."
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some hrkg things I've been thinking about!!
those below are all opinions and theories so please be respectful!!!
1. Hirano is PROBABLY aroace or demiromantic
this is one of my favorite arguments so I'll start right away!!
I've been rereading the spin off and I've noticed some things i guess I hadn't noticed before.
why do i think hirano is aroace?
because he's just uninterested. like, if kagi hadn't brought everything up, would he have ever even thought about a possible relationship?
he's not interested in relationships, he's probably never felt anything for anyone or we wouldn't be where we are right now (aka, waiting for him to realize). it's not clear if he dislikes the idea of a relationship tho, he seems pretty flexible but not too comfortable about it. like he's starting not to mind him and kagi acting like a couple but it wasn't like this before.
why demiromantic?
well, I don't think he's into a specific gender. he said he never thought about dating a guy but he still isn't against the idea of possibly dating one. what I'm saying is that he's probably into people he has a bond with, he tends to develop deeper feelings for people he's close with and it has nothing to do with gender or physical attraction. he never made any comment, never had a thought about kagi's appearance and he specifically likes his personality and the person he is (he likes him as a person. oh the memoriesđ). it actually makes more sense to me for him to be catching feelings now that his bond with kagi has gotten deeper because he knows him better, he feels closer to him in a certain way and that's absolutely great.
OR i just thought about it while writing this but i think he'll just stay unlabeled and I'd love that. unlabeled king!!! đŁïžđŁïž
2. Kagiura might not be bi
i think he just was suspiciously not interested in his girlfriend during his middle school days. like he himself compared his lap pillow thing with his ex girlfriend to the one with Hirano and he had a face that said "nah, this is completely different" like, dude, did you even like her? đ
we haven't seen enough of his past so honestly I wouldn't say he's gay but i seriously doubt he's bi, idkđ
3. i forgot
had this in my drafts for a long time and i forgot to post it so now idk what i was planning to write here, enjoyđđđ»
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skye riley nsfw headcanons đ
pairing: skye riley x f!reader
genre: SMUT!! NSFW!! strictly no minors please!!
warnings: one spank delivered, hair pulling, squirting (?? just capital F Freaky.. no hard kinks really, its lovey smut
wc: 1337
a/n: mighttt have gotten a bit carried away.. i just kept writing and like i dunno man this has been in the drafts for a while and i locked in today to finish it for u guys.. not really proofread all the way so im sorry for any mistakes n inconsistencies </3 hope u guys enjoy!! also this gif makes me drool aha i love you skye come back home the kids miss u
skyeâs only ever been with men her entire life, so she was a bit worried that she wonât be as good in sex as youâd want her to be.
you were quick to dismiss her worries but offered to teach her some things she ought to know, because if thereâs one thing you know about her, itâs that sheâs a fast learnerâan exceptionally good one at that, you came to find out.
even though skye told you that sheâd never been with a woman prior to you, sometimes you still think thatâs false with how good she is at everythingâŠ
one time she ate you out so goodâ and iâm talking eye-rolling, toe-curling, bed-wetting kind of goodâ that you had to double check.
âskye, are you a hundred percent sure youâve never hadâlike, lesbian sex?â you questioned, sitting up from your position on the bed while she carefully wiped in between your legs with a towel.
ânope, only you. seriously. i guess iâm just that good, huh?â she quipped, with the most smug look on her face.
you roll your eyes at her and lightly smack her shoulder. âwhatever.â
she doesnât tell you this but sheâs done a lot of research. and by research i mean sheâs watched a bunch of lesbian porn trying to figure out the positions theyâre in so she can recreate them with you (oh my god this girl.)
she just wants to make sure you feel good :â(
oral
skye riley is a certified MUNCHâą. she is a giver through and through, and will do anything to make you come, especially in her mouth.
my girl can stay down there for HOURS, she doesnât seem to get tired when sheâs got her arms locked around your thighs, tongue lapping at your pussy and circling your already very sensitive clit.
her tongue is the absolute fucking besttt, she can bring an orgasm out of you just with it, and you best believe itâs the craziest one youâve ever had. your clit is also her most favorite thing to play withâ your tits coming at a close secondâ so you can bet that sheâs not leaving it unattended anytime soon.
you feel her kiss your clit and spread open your folds with her middle and pointer fingers, groaning at the sight of your wet cunt, focused on your pulsing clit. âfuuck, there you are.â she whispers. she flattens her tongue down at your hole and drags it up to your clit, then starts her slow torture of circling and circling until your senses are on fire, and dripping down to the sheets.
her eyes stay on yours the entire time, she loves watching the way your face contorts into that of pleasure and listening to you lose your mind, it gets her so. fucking. wet. she never wouldâve thought she could get this soaked without being touched.
if for whatever reason youâre holding back your sounds, sheâll search for your hands, gently trace her thumbs along the sides, and softly ask you to be louder, ALL WHILE sheâs actively eating you out.
âlouder. please, baby,â she murmurs, words slurred against your skin.Â
if sheâs not satisfied and feeling a little frustrated from the day she faced, sheâll deliver a spank down to the outside of your thigh. âi said louder. i wanna hear how good iâm making you feel. got it?âÂ
fingering
she LOOOOVESS to give you that head and fingering combo, because she knows itâll drive you crazy. even if she has acrylics on. you tell her itâs fine as long as her nails are clean and that she doesnât go too hard, but the next day she comes home with a new set.Â
short nails and gel polish. only. you quite literally laugh in her fucking face.
ânew set already? and itâs not extensions? whatâs this about, skye?â you say suspiciously.
âoh nothing, i just wanted to give my nails a breakâŠâ
you can see right through her, and she knows it.
ANYWAY
she keeps her fingers near or on your pussy while she eats you out to hold it open and to tease you.Â
it feels so fucking good, but you want more. you need more. âplease⊠skye,â you whimper, as you wriggle against her unrelenting mouth, hoping to have one of her fingers slip inside you.
âhm? whatâs that babe?â she drawls, keeping her tongue on your sensitive bud.
skye is heavy on the reward system. ask nicely and sheâll treat you like a princess, be a brat and get ready to be punished.Â
so if you say (or manage to mumble out), âm-more please. i want more.â your mind is turned to mush by now due to her torturous tongue.
âoh good girl,â she coos. âmore? you want more?â when you start whining, sheâll go, â okay, okay⊠iâm here, be patient baby.âÂ
she pulls away first, her pointer finger teasing circles on your dripping hole before finally pushing in, face contorting into mock pleasure as she watches it go in and out. when she decides youâre ready, she replaces her pointer finger with her middle and ring finger, moaning as she curls them against your g-spot. âfffuuckâŠâ she hisses,
you whimper as you throw your head back into the pillow, hips involuntarily moving at the pleasure, and missing the warmth of her tongue on your clit.Â
she seems to miss your clit just as much, attaching her lips and gently sucking on your throbbing budâ alternating between that and lickingâ and driving you to insanity.
cumming (???)
skye loves when you grab or pull her hair during sex, like when sheâs eating you out. it helps her replace the bad memories and stress she associates with the habit. and sheâs also kind of a masochist, so it feels good for her. sheâs happy to be your anchor back to earth when youâre ascending into heaven lol
so much is happeningâthe sensation of her fingers pumping in and out of you, her pressing so deep against your sweet spot that makes your stomach flutter, her wet tongue aided by soft lips suctioned around your clitâitâs putting you into overdrive, all you can think about is skye, skye, skye.
she hums against you, âyeah baby?â ..did you say that out loud?
you run a hand through her bleach-blonde pixie cut and pull. you hear her moan against your pussy, sending vibrations that send you closer to the edge.
âfeelssogood baby, needaâ cum, pleaseeeee..â youâre whining, slurring your words, almost incoherent at this point, but skye understands you anyway.
she knows you like the back of her hand, knows how much you love her voice, and how much faster she can make you cum if she talks you through it. sheâs also a slut for praise in every way, shape, and form. so obviously she loves to praise you, especially when you look so pretty taking her like this.
âmhm, good girl, iâll give you what you want. ride my fingers. câmon.â
âuh huh, just like that y/n, just like thatttttt.âÂ
âyouâre so close, arenât you, yeah? yeah..â
âcum for me, baby. yess, fuckâ cum for me.â
9 times out of 10 she can get you to squirt just like that. but even if you donât, its still a mind-blowing orgasm that leaves your limbs like jello.
oh but how she loves when you squirt.Â
âoh fuckânoâskye iâm gonna pee. imgonnapeestopstopstop.â you whine and writhe against her, but sheâs got an arm firmly secured around your hipsâand to your surprise, sheâs stronger than she looks, leaving your efforts to no avail.Â
it comes right as she detaches her mouth from youâteasing remarks on the tip of her tongue, but now forgotten as she goes to rub your clit, leaving her chest and the sheets all wet.
she gives you some time to breathe before you look at each other and start giggling.
for all the creamers out there!!! she'll slowly pull her fingers outâwatching how your creamy white cum drips down her palmâand put them in her mouth.
she keeps her eyes on yours as she makes sure she cleans all of it off.
"you taste so fucking good. my favorite,"
#skye riley#naomi scott#skye riley x reader#skye riley headcanons#skye riley imagines#skye riley oneshot#naomi scott x reader#smile 2#smile 2 imagines#skye riley smut#my writing!
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The Visit - Todoroki x Reader
A/N: this has been sitting in my drafts since FEBRUARY 21, 2022 Y'ALL. why did I wait so long omg
Summary: Your ex, Todoroki, visits you in the hospital after a traumatic car accident.
Warnings: mentions of car crash, hospital, angst, hurt/comfort ig
Words: 735
"Did you only come because it reminds you of the guilt from your mommy?"
You had heard the door open and looked over. It only took you a second before you realized who it was. He wasn't even out of his school uniform yet. His hair was glued slick to his forehead with sweat and his jacket was around his waist, dress shirt barely tucked in and wrinkled.
He didn't say anything, not even a reaction, as he made his way over. He didn't ask to take the seat next to you, probably didn't care what you wanted anyway. He appeared to be on a mission. His face was expressionless and too blank to read.
"No."
The answer was so simple and short. There was little to no emotion behind it, but it was comforting to you. It made you think about how he came here all by himself, despite knowing how snippy you could be. Todoroki wasn't completely innocent. He had his moments where he could be disrespectful, you both did. However, he knew he would have to deal with it upon arriving at the hospital and he did it anyway. Even though you two believed the relationship was far behind, there were still some lingering feelings. A part of you wished you'd never see him again and the other part was glad he came.
An awkward silence was instilled between the both of you. You looked out straight again, too hurt to look at his face once again. The memories of how he made you feel still lingered fresh in your mind. Looking at him would only bring them back, and that would do you no good.
"What are you watching?" Your gaze focused on the laptop in front of you, sitting on the rolling desk that hovered above you. Your friends and family came to visit as often as they could, but during the hours they couldn't it was lonely. You asked to keep your laptop available so you could play games or watch movies. The one Shoto was asking about happened to be your favorite, one you felt giddy about when someone asked. You couldn't help yourself. As soon as he asked, you answered with excitement. A long ramble filled the silence. It was just like old times.
For the first time in a long time, he was smiling at you. It was a small smile, a Todoroki type of smile. You never saw Endeavor with a big grin so you assumed it was a family thing. Regardless, it was an image that lived in your mind with vivid detail. Then it hit.
Upon this realization, you turned to look at him with a wide grin, but it began to fade when you noticed his did too. It must've clicked at the same time. The two of you were always known for having synchronized minds. Old times. They were called old times for a reason.
"I'm sor-"
"Please, just," you interrupted, "let's just... pretend none of that happened, like we're still together, like we're happy... please."
Shoto sat in silence as he stared at you. His face was so hard to read. So blank and emotionless, but you knew a million things were going on in his mind. You could only imagine what could have been running through his head.
"I never wanted to leave. Things were so complicated with school and my father... I took that out on you and for that, I'm sorry. I'm sorry it took your injury for me to figure that out. I promise, when you recover, if you give me a chance, I'll do better." His tone was sweet and sincere. Shoto never really had any reason to lie and he usually was very loyal to his word. But the hurt that he caused you, was this apology enough to just forgive him so easily? To forget everything before and act like it never happened, like it never bothered you. Like it still didn't bother you.
Despite all of it, you still loved him. That's why it still hurt. That's why you still held on. And that's why you secretly felt so relieved when he walked through that door like he traveled through hell just to see you.
"I missed you... I missed you every day you were gone."
"I know," he stood up and pulled you into his arms tightly. "This time, I'll make it right. I love you."
#todoroki shoto#todoroki shouto#shouto todoroki#todoroki#bnha todoroki#enji todoroki#rei todoroki#fuyumi todoroki#mha todoroki#shoto todoroki#todoroki imagine#todoroki x reader#todoroki fluff#todoroki angst#shoto torodoki#shoto imagine#shoto x you#shoto x reader#my hero academia fanfic#my hero academia x reader#my hero academia#mha fanfic#mha imagine#mha#bnha fanfiction#bnha#bnha imagines#bnha x reader#bnha x you#mha x you
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Thinking about the song "Ship in Port" by Radical Face and clones
Thinking about the line "Farewell to the chains we were born into" and what that can mean for the clones
Thinking about how "But I have always stayed in place/Under that old illusion that it's safe" could equally describe Hunter, Echo, and (s1+2) Crosshair's complete opposite approaches to the Empire and post-war life.
The way Crosshair clings to his identity as a soldier of the Empire
And Echo as a soldier of the Republic
But Hunter puts his identity as a soldier behind him
Crosshair fights for the Empire to gain purpose
Echo fights against the Empire to save his brothers
And Hunter decides the Empire is too strong to even try to oppose
"A ship in port is a safer one"
"but it's not the reason it was made"
"So forgive me if I wander off"
"And forgive me more if I just stay"
Thinking about what The Bad Batch could have been if it had more fully explored the differences between those ideologies
(Thinking about what The Bad Batch could have been if it had dedicated more screen time to the 'reg' clones within the Empire and the underground network's fight to free them , instead of just sidelining Echo and Rex for a hypothetical clone rebellion show we might never get)
#i have lots of thoughts and many draft posts in which i've been struggling to figure out how to word those thoughts#tbb had SO much potential#it was so close!#it really could have been on par with Andor if it has just tried#i feel like i'm projecting these themes that aren't really there#the pieces are there the show just didn't focus on them#i considered saying hunter 'hides from the empire to protect his family' but that never included crosshair just omega#so that felt like giving him too much credit#ignore the music video i just really love the acoustic version bc MMM that viol!#the rest of the lyrics totally fit for clones of this era too btw#like SO WELL ugh#if i had the time resources and attention span I'd make a music video#maybe someday...#(lol i have waay too many projects stuck in my brain and also the new semester started and i'm already so behind rip)#while we're on the subject of radical face and clones#âalways goldâ is THE perfect heartbreaking Kix song!#tbb#tbb analysis#sw tcw#tbb echo#tbb hunter#tbb crosshair#arc trooper echo#the clones#radical face#bardic musings#sorry i didn't credit the gifs#this has been in my drafts since long before i knew people care about that and i can't find where i found them from#just know the shitty ones are the ones i made lol
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#:ââ)#eyyyyy I have surgery !#so#hiatus announcement even tho highkey doubt like anyone would notice lol#Iâve never actually mentioned before when I plan to take a break#bc itâs usually more menty b coded#acute#but Ik Iâm gonna take a break from posting and Ik it might end up being longer than I think it will be#so. this is base covering#bc also as a separate thing internet has been highkey pissing me off#chronic#just chock full of takes and structurally annoying#classic#I do have some posts scheduled#and some timely self rbs#and also an unscheduled draft Iâll post whenever I update my fic lol next ch is almost done so I prob will finish and get it out soon#ish#anyways thank u for looking#might not be gone long enough anyways for this not to b cringe in retrospect#but Iâd feel bad if I inertiaed in a fuck off direction and came back ages later w out saying anything
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No no ikr. The ENT fandom is so quiet around here. And honestly I'm just excited to see art of my favourite dudes, because we rarely get fanart around here, and when we do it's usually Trip or T'Pol solely. Malcolm gets left in the dust quite a lot so I'm happy you drew him as well - and so well done too!
Anyway, ramble over, lol.
OMG... Well I think I can see why a lot of fanart is of Trip and/or T'pol (those two seem like they're doing some heavy lifting for the show/are just a lot of people's faves. I've got a few half baked ideas in mind for them myself.) but the rest of the crew as a whole do deserve more love I think! :]
#(I'm hijacking this ask to talk about some ENT thoughts in the tags LMAO sorry đđ)#I've been watching it for the first time with some friends who are also watching it for the first time with me like 90% of the time.#When Reed was introduced we did our silly little âomg. why is he british đ°â jokes but personally-#he has grown on me a lot. Very much my type of character so far I think... :]#ive got a few sketches involving him that wont see the light of day because they require five levels of inside jokes from my watch party đ#but god. for the most part I like all the main crew characters#the only one I'm not 100% on is archer and i dont even know how to articulate why.#like I don't HATE him. but he is also very fun to dunk on.#and i enjoy scott bakula very much. its crazy how like. not intriguing or charming I find his depiction of archer mmmmmost of the time#which sucks bc i KNOW it could be awesome. but its not really there for me yet.... oh well.#but god. i wish i could go back in time and force some improvements into the way the show was handled.....#my list of demands. quit the excessive sexualisation of t'pol and hoshi. can we PLEASE stop underutilising mayweather. and honestly-#i think a bit more dramatic visual variety between the main human cast would help a bit#now its time to end MY ramble yet again đ i feel like if i talk about ent for too long i'll inevitably start complaining-#despite me still having a mostly enjoyable time... all that stuff just really feels kicked up to 11 compared to previous treks tho đ#but its only bc i care đ i see so much potential where the writers really borked their shit#telegraff#themurdochmemesteries#i might get around to a few more doodles or meme redraws but i can never guarantee anything when I have a whole queue of stuff-#that needs to be done before I can draw whatever I want. but by god. the ideas and concept drafts are there. đȘđȘđȘđ€#:] <3
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it's. interesting. the way that irving is popularly interpreted. i regularly see people who imply that he purposely leads mages into performing blood magic, only to pull the rug out from under them and expose them to the templars, in order to fulfill some type of quota (?unclear) because âsee? we catch x number of suspected maleficar a year, we must be doing our jobs rightâ
so, okay. kinloch hold has the reputation of being the most liberal circle, because it doesnât censor information. knowledge about blood magic rituals isnât suppressed, necessarily; they hope that their teachings (and the implicit threat of the templars) are enough to keep people from acting on it, but people are still allowed to read about it. this is wild
the codex entry âIrvingâs Mistakeâ reveals a lot. he writes, âThe environment of the tower is such that certain modes of thought are encouraged, both for good and ill.â and itâs easy to take this as an admission that these âcertain modes of thoughtâ means they're just. straight up encouraging blood magic. but in tandem with the above fact (kinloch mages donât censor information just because they disagree with it), ive always assumed it means that they encourage apprentices to question authority and use their Critical Thinking Skills to decide what chantry rules are actually worth following, rather than obeying blindly.
the danger with that is, everyone holds different values, and some people believe âblood magic is forbiddenâ is a rule thatâs not worth listening to. and then we get uldred.
this is still irvingâs fault, because he encourages his circle to question authority, but itâs not entrapment. heâs encouraging his circle to wring freedom and independence out of the small bit theyâre offered
i also think his treatment of jowan is a little bit of. trying to play 4d chess without fulling understanding the pieces. he identifies jowan as someone of weak will, who could be easily manipulated by a bad actor. i honestly believe it was an empty threat, and irvingâs thinking was something like:
-i am the first enchanter and i have blind spots. i know there are people in the circle who operate in those blind spots to prey on apprentices
- i have identified one of these vulnerable apprentices. i will present a false accusation, which will hopefully scare him straight if he was considering it. he may also reveal names of people who tried to influence him. if he has done nothing wrong, thereâs nothing to worry about; we can investigate and it will turn up nothing because he is already innocent :)
his biggest problem was, in my opinion, having too much trust that everyone else would share his perspective. sort of has the mindset of "well, i read about some ancient tevinter blood magic rituals and i turned out okay" without realizing how insidious uldred etc. had gotten at manipulating people from the time they were children
#i think this is also why irvingâs so lenient with anders tho. like damn that kid does stick to his convictions and hate authority#he's just. a libertarian#in the real world sense of the word and not the actual fraternity lmao#mine#irving#this has been in my drafts for a long time and i feel like this might have originated as a vague but yknow what#i havent seen irving posts on my dash in a minute and im still right
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Trans boy Percy can be a lot of fun
just a lot of people have a tendency to make it something he comes out about Pre-canon and that it changes nothing
while I'm over here like I firmly believe that Molly would not have continued having kids if she thought she already had a daughter
and i think she would be annoying as hell about him figuring himself out I just think she would be so disrespectful about it
Molly would be a "but your ruining yourself! you are my baby girl!" while crying type of parent and I believe that in my heart
She would guilt trip Percy like crazy about it while feeling 100% like she's doing the right thing.
Do I think that maybe she would realize after a few years that she's being absolutely terrible? I mean like I would hope so
#percy weasley#Now Post-war Trans-girl Percy finally letting herself be free and no longer caring about what her family thinks?#is amazing and i love that concept#i feel like every non shipping post i could want to make about Percy is one i've already made at this point#ik I've talked about trans!Percy before but im going to do it again#Tw: transphobia#trans!percy weasley#I firmly believe Molly would continue introducing Percy as her daughter im sorry#i just think she would be transphobic i don't think she would spew like truelly heinous things like hoping Percy dies or anything#but i do think she would never respect Percy's pronouns or only respect them when she's happy with him#does this mean i think transboy!Percy can't be done? no obviously not that is dumb you can do whatever you want#its just most depictions i've seen have been very the Weasleys all accept him or at the worst the twins make like one joke and drop it#when i just don't think it would go like that personally#though wish fulfillment is also just a good time so *shrug*#This has been hiding in my drafts for who knows how long so I'm freeing her#molly weasley critical
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How long have you developed Breanna as your OC?
shes been my oc since i was 19, so almost 6 years now đ„șđ
#jade answers#Anonymous#straud asks#it takes me a very long time to finalize an oc's personality ;( i did the same with holden when i worked on his story for 10 yrs lmao#he went thru many drafts. breanna's were a little more consistent (she's always been immature and reckless etc) but mannnnnn#i feel like i've only truly settled on her personality within the last year. does that make sense lol#or rather within the past year my grasp on her personality has become very comfortable. i know her super well!#sometimes u just gotta spend years getting to know your ocs idk it's like this for me anyways#if you actually read all that mwah mwah mwah mwah love you 1 billion points hammer damage đš
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Heya! Saw your cry for a distraction and honestly such a mood.
I've got a question!
What's your least favorite thing to draw/do when you make art?
I'm on my own art journey right now and kind of dread the transition from lineart to coloring.
Trying to study anatomy right now and ignore rendering but I'm curious what other artists feel is challenging or just like 'ugh, ok time for [x]'
OHHH in terms of what's challenging, for me it's definitely coloring, rendering, backgrounds, and composition HAHA (<- chronic flat colors user who only draws character art on a floating white background)
i love focusing on gesture and lines when i draw ^_^ i rely mostly on intuition for the other stuff but it really only takes u so far T_T i'll spend hours trying to fix something by trial and error when i probably couldve saved that time by putting in more conscious studying/practice lol
#the thing that keeps me from getting too down about it tho is that it just takes some dedicated time and practice!!!#one of my goals this year is to take a class on one of those things!! or read a book on it or smth lol#for me i like learning the theory behind those things. makes things click and saves me a lot of time and frustration down the road lol#just the other day i was working on smth and the colors took me FOREVERRRR to figure out T_T#it's like. i kinda knew why the colors didnt work together but i didn't know how to pick the right ones to fix it.#it's nice to have tools to fall back on when you get stuck/intuition fails you#BUT!! everyone is different#the important thing is to not get too hung up on the things you are weak in ^_^ it's only temporary as long as ur patient and practice!!#i think its hilarious how u put it tho 'ugh ok time for' BC IT RLY DO FEEL LIKE THAT SOMETIMES DKJFHASF#me when i finish my sketch/lines. ugh now time for everything else BAHAHA#ALSO SORRY I REPLIED SO LATE this has been sitting in drafts for a while and i forgot to finish writing my response omfg
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Sooo... about your ghost roxas au, are there, mayhaps other ghosts like riku replica or Xion or is it just Roxas?
OH OKAY SOSOSOSOOSO THIS COULD BE SUCH A COOL CONCEPT !!!!! sadly its not within the scope of this specific au? but theres definitely a lot to play with with xion or repliku,,,,,,, anyways im going to explain a bit of the lore:tm: being ghost roxas au here since i never really properly explained whats going on in this au i think?
so the explanation of how this au works is kind of 90% "whats an explanation that allows my idea to happen while also seeming plausible in terms of kh lores uhhhhhh. im going to call it "narrative flexability" (bending like a rubber ruler to let whatever nomura wants to happen make sense) so the idea is at the start of kh2 when roxas "returns" to sora it doesnt like. fully work? leaving roxas in a sort of frightening liminal space between life and death !! dfgbhgfrerfhg anyways. sora is the only one who can see him also (hence the last comic where he was asking if he was hallucinating).
this au is like. entirely self indulgent i dont think its particularly interesting with like. whats actually going on more with the relationships which was always the focus to me. so theres not really that much to explain with the plot? its mostly true to kh2 but roxas is there and its a lot less focused on the actual events. idk it is but a humble character drama to me because thats what i like to read and write! i am SO fucking serious when i say the xion or repliku concept could be cool as hell however,,,,,,,,,,,,,, someone else should go insane about those guys and write that
#THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME TALK ABOUT MY AU#I LOVEEE YAPPING ABOUT IT#its everything to me ok#my draft doc which isnt even half finished is like 60 pages long i am not even joking i suffer more than jesus fr#ghost roxas au#the inspiration for this au was some dialogue when looking at objects in twilight town#where as roxas its very personal ('the darts you and hayner always play with')#and then as sora it gets very distant ('a set of darts')#i sent that to my lovely friend phantom and we were talking about how it reminded us of narra chara#thus the au was invented on the spot#AND HAS HAD LITTLE TO NO CHANGE SINCE THEN HONESTLY#the au starts at soras part of kh2 and ends when roxas fights sora in twtnw heheh#sorry the result of writing an au thats mostly a character drama where the plot is used for set dressing is that its hard to talk about it-#-in a way that doesnt feel reductive#anyways ive posted a bunch of stuff for it (sillies and otherwise) so if youre curious about it yeah those exist#there has been very little change to the canon of it over time fgbhgfrf#ok done rambling now o777
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New toys âš (Patreon)
#Doodles#Original#I found a gift card that had been swallowed by my chair for the past ??months and so opted to get myself some new tools!#I've been wanting new erasers for sooooooo incredibly long now hwahh#I've been using stick erasers - the kind that you can kachunk out similar to a utility knife? Retractable like that - since high school#Even sharpening them to get a finer point - if you'll recall from my getting .3 drafting mechanical pencils I draw Very small lol#But they'd never stay sharp for long! And getting fine details had to fall on the editing side of things when I Wanted my paper to be clean!#So I finally bit the bullet and got myself some shiny news :D And then my laptop charger broke and I had to use the rest for that :/#But I still got the erasers so! I'll take it! Lol#And I do quite like them âȘ They still don't Quite beat out my current favourite brick eraser that I got I think two birthdays ago?#Or last Christmas? From my brother <3 Such a sweetheart â„ It's been working Fantastically but it is - as stated - a brick#Fine details =/= brick#Which sucks Especially now because if you look at that second one - the examples - The Brick is an Excellent eraser!!#Leaves no scannable residue is Extremely clean and shiny! And it has a soft formula that is very friendly on the paper! I love it#If I could have a stick of That in my new mechanical guys I would in a heartbeat buuuut it's a different formula for stability :P#I get why but uughhhh#Not to say that the others are bad! There's also the learning curve element! Still getting used to them!#But you can probably guess that I doodled my positive reaction before scanning lol - it looks clean to the naked eye! Computers see more smh#I ended up with a multipack of all the same brand of erasers but in different shapes :) Two mechanical two bricks and one sharpenable#And one kneaded but those dry out so fast I tend not to use them lol#So far I have completely fallen for my sharpenable of all things haha âȘ It just has Such a fine point!! And a shavings brush on the end!#It's kind of silly with how long it is lol but I like it!#I think part of it Has been user error - I'm pretty sure I over-brushed some of my doodles which caused the graphite to rub off#Specifically into the supposed-to-be-white sections - if you remember the dream comic I made with Gaster and Papyrus you can imagine#Lots of residue that makes it a long edit :P The whole idea is to make editing easier by Not having lines or toning where it's not wanted!#Still a bit hit or miss but I'm Very willing to keep working with them haha - they make my page-eyes happy if nothing else#I feel like I can spend a bit more time on the drawing side of things - more willing to make it prettier before scanning :)#Which is what I want!! I want more time drawing and less time editing!! Even just proportionately#So I'm pleased overall âȘ
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RAHHHH the next lighter post is like super long i think idk weâll see. i keep having to stop because i feel a little dissatisfied with it sometimes. AGHKSHSKSBS need to just. write. and not worry. truly im gonna shake myself if i donât finish this soon
#luminotes Ëâ§âââ#its mainly cuz this one has been ROTTING in my drafts#for so long#but its such an interesting idea#that i really want to execute it well#BUT AT THE SAME TIME I WANNA BE DONE WITH IT#cuz i always feel bad for keeping asks locked up#keeping reqs locked up in my inbox like how hoyo keeps wrio locked up in their basement#I MISS MY HUSBAND OKAY WHEN WILL HE BE BACKK#sobbing crying
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youâve probably already read it before, but the poem Party by Kim Addonizio really got me tonight. first thought was âoh man. yeahâ and then my second thought was âhow can i make this about my hockey guys somehowâŠâŠâŠ..âanyway! have a good one!Â
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#donât think iâve read this kim addonizio poem and it just blindsided me like a truck thank you so much#i. oh god. like yeah.#pour me shitfaced into your car i feel like you own a comforter extremely dysfunctional only in surface details like which person was the#black hole and the distant spark in space that mightâve been a star thereâs something too with unrelenting mist / many-headed mist / missed#who knew mis(t)/sed had undone so many. while you keep an eye on the burner hereâs hoping this flame doesnât go out#the flame as in the spark as in donât let me have pinned my hopes on you to watch it burn out again but also me. like please let me not go#and i think thereâs something there too with the repetitive âi have just met youâ and i already love you that reminds me both of a story#colman domingo told abt meeting his partner i cry everytime i hear it right when he says âi think i love u &youâre about to change my lifeâ#and i KNOW thereâs another poem. and i feel like it maybe has a dog and it talks about how they donât even know you but they love you#OH ITâS ALSO. OH MY GOD THATâS IT. i mean not exactly so maybe i have read this before & itâs what has been haunting me for so long but#the opening line to tim seibles naĂŻve is âi love you but i donât know youâ - mennonite woman#the odds of that dog poem being a carl phillips poem is non-zero btw. his poems about dogs make me see shrimp colors (bertuzzi thesis)#ANYWAY. agreed. this is incredibly hockey and incredibly hurtful because they DO bond like this in 0.0001 seconds because if you canât#youâre fucked. you have to just find somebody and fall in love with them and itâs the salmon and the triple cream brie like they got taken#out to some fancy meet the donors team night in their suits and one of them is dealing with a heartbreak and a trade and are the things#they think true or are they just missing what the used to have. jamie who used to empty and refill the ice tray YES sorry i have been a#little bit thinking that about the trevor dealing so poorly with the breakup and i wish i had another narrative (which i do) but it fits#trade deadline tragedy#and also the formation of a codependent rookies like. two guys that get drafted and brought up together and suddenly theyâre doing#everything together and itâs your first time in the big show and none of your old college friends understand because theyâre not there#and you canât get it. like you think you know but they canât understand and the loneliness and it IS guys taking care of each other#(alexa play harriet by hey rosetta! but specifically the bridge) and itâs just. i just!!! trying to fill up the missing pieces of your life#like i cannot convey WHOMST i am trying to pin this narrative to this is going to rotate for a long while i think#because itâs not a wild i fell in love with you at first sight itâs a you were kind to me when i was broken. and i love you for that.#like who is FALLING APART &happens to fall into someone elseâs arms. purely for the partygirl aspect the devil (old hrpf) says â13 bennguin#who among us hasnât fallen mildly briefly brilliantly in love with a stranger and imagined a future where you get everything you want#sometimes we love people for who they are and sometimes we love them for what weâre not and sometimes for who we think theyâll be#this was a very long way to say thank you for sharing <3 i will also be making this about my hockey guys <3#OH MY GOD ITâS DPAIRS. WHOâS BEEN THROUGH SEVERAL DPAIRS#nonny <3
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