#this has been a brain worm actually
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So like bc I've actually thought about this recently, it was like... A lot easier to be a non present observer of things. A "ghost" viewer, of you will.
That is to say, you didn't need to have an account to view things on a site. I was an avid follower of a lot of artists on this now defunct site called Elfwood(not nsfw, just used here as an example) but never once did I make an account. I was young(10/11), and had no reason yet to disbelieve my anti-internet family when they told me that making an account on any website but neopets was a guaranteed way to get picked up by a creepy guy in a white van.
So I just... Went to their pages and browsed their art. And nsfw art I viewed was much the same. I went, I looked, there was no record I was there except probably my IP address in back end stuff. Even when I did start making accounts, I lied about my age(less to view adult content and more to throw people off from my identity, however poorly that might've worked), and I often just... Didn't directly engage. I think this is kind of what Denizens Of The Internet expected kids to do, and realistically it's how I interpret "minors DNI"- the Internet's version of "leave no trace".
But this is fucking unheard of today.
Websites require accounts to view even the most innocuous content, engagement is the name of the game, people are expected to put their full name out there, etc etc etc. so it's really hard for minors who grew up in this environment to understand that mindset.
(and I'm sure the fully anti-sex attitudes a lot of them have been raised under don't help, but that's a totally different matter)
Anyway, point is: minors DNI PROBABLY doesn't mean minors aren't looking(or technically that they CAN'T). It just means that the ones who are looking aren't leaving traces that they've done so- which is good for both them & the creator/provider of that adult content, since the minor could get in trouble with family/etc for viewing it, and the creator can get in trouble for providing it, despite precautions taken, because the culture IS so anti-sex rn.
additional comment from the anon: this mostly applies to things like smut or nsfw art. I see a lot of blogs that are 18+ and I’ve always wondered if people actually listen to "minors dni (do not interact)" or if they just ignore them.
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being too depressed to draw for months means returning to my roots (using an old art base to draw a totally heterosexual zoro as quickly as possible so my brain can’t stop me)
#zosan#key.ma#genuinely my brain has been worm food for what feels like half a yr atp#i don’t even like this that much but actually having drawn anything feels like a victory rn ngl
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GUYS GUYS GUYS WE DID IT. Normally I would put here something about how Spies are Forever has invaded my life like the Romans did to every country they could find, but instead WE DID IT. I DREW EVERY SPIES ARE FOREVER CHARACTER DAILY UNTIL I DREW THEM ALL. I ACTUALLY DID IT
I started this series as a joke on 2/19 just to see if I could. Well today is 4/13 and guess what I DREW THEM ALL💪💪💪
Today's character, and the final character, is our dear friend Oleg Day 55/55!!!!!
#I ACTUALLY DID IT#LIKE WOAH#I DREW ALL 55#SOMEONE TELL SOMEONE ABOUT THIS#I can confidently say that I am the only person in this fandom who has drawn ALL 55 characters.#i didnt think i would actually do it#take that commitment issues#55 days later and the brain worms are still going strong#and who better to finish this than the man who was at the very beginning#sorry this is a lot of tags#im a professional tag rambler#but AUGU I DID IT#55 DAYS IN A ROW WITH NO BREAKS AND NO EXCEPTIONS 💪💪💪#brian rosenthal the man that u are#Eddies daily thing BUT IT HAS BEEN COMPLETED#WOOOHOOOOO#spies are forever#tin can bros#tcb#tin can brothers#saf#saf fanart#spies are forever fanart#eddies daily thing
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BTW-GF
Writer has now watched all of GF.
Writer knows who "Will Puzzle" is.
Writer has met...Writer Twin.
But Writer now is led to understand that there is even more lore outside of the show.
Perhaps Writer's fishes can help them discover how to access the lore quicker than Writer?
Also, Writer did shed a tear. Yes, yes, they did.
Grumpy Store Owner is SO FUCKING ENDEARING!
And is it particularly odd that I don't even want to age him down if I write him? Like, that damn pudgy belly in that A-line tank is so much potential.
Is pushing 70 too old to write for? Is that why the other fic about this show was set in the past? I mean, ultimately, I'm gonna write it cause I want to. But do I need to make a CW specifically for OOOOLD?
Meh, anyway, I think it's a cute concept when one twin gets the hiccups and the other one starts hiccuping too so there's my muse...
They must be having some grand adventures on that boat. That's all I'm saying.
Will Puzzle is not as immediately intriguing to me as I thought he'd be. But I'm open to having my mind changed.
#hiccups kink#hiccup kink#hiccups#minors dni#non kink blogs do not reblog#18+ mdni#Force of Attraction Plummets#Writer Twin#Grumpy Shop Owner#One day I'll be old#Like actually and not how worm sees me as old now#;)#Forgive the inactivity content-wise#Writer has been going through some shit#Fucking bodies are stupid#And so are brains#Upsetting that we need both to live#At least there's the diaphragm
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Rebecca sugar is so fuckin cool I wish I could make characters interactions as messy as they do in their doodles for no reason
#the sadie and amethyst art has been chewing through my brain like worms what do you MEAN amethyst had sex with her WHILE COSPLAYING LARS#it's a ship I was sold on before I even saw the art but gOD I would pay actual money to spend 10 minutes in their brain fr#truly iconic I wish I had whatever they (rebecca sugar) has in my brain I can think of the fucked up part but not the tender resolution#their knack for creating messy queer stories is unparalleled
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"Im not even sure anymore if we get to choose who our friends are" There is a part of me that resents you for making me a worse person than i want to be but i am inexplicably uncontrollably drawn to you. You make me a worse person which is the last thing i want yet i want you in every way. If i could leave i would. Maybe i can but i dont want to. I have fun with you. You challenge me and you captivate me and you push me and pull and run circles around me and it makes me feel like a younger man. For the price of being a worse person i get to feel truly, wholly alive. You are the blood that runs through my veins; vital, inseparable. I was reborn when i met you and you are the womb that haunts me. You are the one person on planet earth who knows me. I wish i could leave, move on and be the man im supposed to be but my heart is tied to yours in a gordian knot. There is a part of my soul that rests in yours, magnetic. For as long as i love you i cannot be better than i am. But maybe thats something i can learn to live with. Gregory House-- I think you're worth it.
#house md#james wilson#gregory house#hilson#johan being crazy about yaoi md#johan's mindpalace#Im crazy#like im tearing up#this scene is so romantic it genuinely makes me nauseous#the lowlight setting the lingering stares the soft little smile a dam thats finally broken#I need a 12 gauge bullet in the thigh#Please watch this scene screencaps do not do it near enough justice#do you know whats so genuinely actually sickening#its been months since i finished house md#and i have not watched a single show that has managed to fill even a quarter of the gaping bleeding hilson shaped hole in my heart#shows that have actual gay people actual representation and not a single one has managed to alter my brain chemistry the way hilson has#since day 1 episode 1#Like its actually nauseating a little its so over for me for the rest of my life#Like im actually never recovering#people say “they dont make xyz like they used to haha” But Guys they Genuinely dont#Im going through withdrawls#I need my yaoi cocaine so bad but my plug died 12 years ago and i cant fucking Move#House md capital of fatphobia homophobia transphobia early 2000s edgy humour outshining modern shows with actual rep like im sick#Its not even because i want to like i feel like there are worms in my brain. I feel like ratatoullie if the rat was evil#This is not what the stonewall riots were for#I feel like so nausous why couldnt i be crazy about an actual gay pairing like a normal gay person. Im gonna throwup#Why couldnt i like music and girls#Its not even that house md is objectively logically better than these shows like no. Im just crazy#Im so sick they make me so sick i feel like there are worms in my head. My head#Dont know when i will ever be onorlmal again. Sorr
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there r a lot of things about the myth of psyche and eros that makes me a little insane but one of them has always been the tasks from aphrodite and the unfairness of it. they're not intended to be possible. they're so obviously not meant to be possible, and psyche isn't fucking hercules, you know, she's not a demigod or whatever, she's mortal and these aren't mortal tasks!! it's why psyche has to be helped with each one, fucking by like ants and river gods and shit. and so like. idk. i know ppl see psyche and eros as like a story about love and shit which obviously it is but as a kid psyche and eros always felt like a story about being able to accept help
#in my theoretical adaptation of psyche and eros i'll never write i emphasize this theme#by changing psyche from a princess and youngest daughter to a poorer girl and eldest daughter who is very like. sophie hatter esque#also tbh when i first started thinking about my theoretical adaptation of psyche and eros i was reading hmc LMAO#also also ALSO. as a kid i always felt like the story was soooo deeply about regret and atonement and forgiveness#like YES the story is about love but not about easy love. love is difficult and requires work and sometimes u hurt each other !!!!!#it always struck me as a kid how psyche just. accepts the tasks.#i always read it as like. psyche KNOWS these tasks are unfair and i dont even think she expects to achieve them#but she accepts them anyways because she so deeply regrets what she did to eros and has no idea what else she can do.#am i verbalizing this well or have the worms eating my brain reached an irreversible point#also tbf im pretty sure the version i read as a kid didnt include the multiple times psyche tries to kill herself LMAO.#but we're ignoring that because i love the idea that shes just. so aimless and resigned to the tasks#ALSO on eros' side of things#i dont have like proper analysis about it but as a kid i saw eros hiding his face as like. fear?#like. fear that the person he loves will think he's a monster if he reveals his true self. or somethin. which also. i think is very queer#also very beauty and the beast. for obvious reasons since it was based on psyche and eros lmao#oh also. i already mentioned it but psyche and hercules r so similar.#did something unforgivable to a loved one --> given multiple impossible tasks to atone for it etc etc#i dont have any real analysis abt it i dont remember a lot abt hercules tbh but. yah#ALSO. okay i think retellings of hades and persephone where theyre totally in love and stuff r kinda tired.#BUT. in the theoretical adaptation i always imagined a scene where psyche does the last task where she goes to the underworld#and shes tired shes soso tired#and she goes to persephone and persephone is gentle and motherly which aphrodite has Not been to psyche#and i think if persephone is unkidnapped and truly in love w hades#then i think there could be a fun parallel between persephone and psyche in which like. theyre both in love w ppl#who are seen as monsters. and shit. or whatever#anyways. idk what made me think abt this again. ACTUALLY i do know i might write a twine for the neotwiny game jam#and it might be inspired by psyche and eros#anyways. lmao#jc.txt
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absolutely buckwild to see people like "um, Matt Mercer is weaving an incredibly intricate tale full of complex themes that are clearly beyond your comprehension. He will be doing this by throwing nearly all the past player characters of his closest friends under the bus."
#sometimes you can't even say someone has brain worms bc that would imply there was a brain for worms to eat you know?#honestly this has been a bizarre theme though like. no guys matt is not going to kill beau offscreen.#my biggest criticism of matt actually is that he is sometimes too nice so it's BIZARRE to see people paint him this cruel#and claim it as a GOOD thing too.
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chaps, never forget
Red still holds the record for coming up with the most fucking compelling ship i ever did think about. and when i say "think about" let's just say you could ask me anything about chiken farming
so many though, so many possibilities, let me just tell you they fish on the lake okay???? they fish on the lake, Rocky gets the worms (sorry)
#yeah sorry this must be out of the blue for everyone but the brain has sugeth a though long sitting on a frame and broken it out#jeeves and wooster#well actually i've been cracking about different types of worms lately but that isn't the point#i found this in my camera roll and you shall bear the consequinses#sorry#roght that's not how you wright consiquinses is it?#l#rockmetteller todd#bicky bickersteth#bickmetteller
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thinking about clem vi and minnie
#cant stop thinking about them....the Drama of it all.....the Gay Drama of it all#SORRYYY but like.... vi and minnie only ending their relationship bc vi thought minnie died and couldnt save her and blamed herself.....#vi finding out minnie was traded off by marlon and did not actually die#and finding out shes working for the enemy and vi has to accept the fact that the Real minnie is gone#the way minnie basically called vi a coward implying there mightve been some tension in their relationship(right after re-meeting after 1yr#the weird tension and mental battle between clem and minnie bc they are like 2 sides of the same coin#(and clem is dating her ex and taking her family)#vi reassuring clem that none of this changes her feelings for her and will go to battle against minnie for their friends#vi either getting kidnapped by the delta (bc clem doesnt save her) and brainwashed by minnie to act against her friends and fight clem#vs her saving clem from minnie by shooting her with her own crossbow with no hesitation other than a plead to stop (still makes me scream)#vi not being able to leave minnie alone and injured#brainwashed vi getting blinded in the explosion#ep 4 minnie not hesitating to try to kill vi for tenn#clem and minnie fighting to the Death#minnie being the reason clem gets bit..one last fuck you#vi having to leave clem on the other side of the fence leading to clem getting bit#s4 didnt have to give us one of the gayest drama-iest side plots in a game but it did and i still cant get over it#hehe hehe hehe :) :) :) infested with brain worms#thank u twdg s4 for existing i love u#need to draw more clem/vi/minnie tension#and also clem and minnie fighting i love when they fight#started replaying s4 but im taking it sooooooo sllooowwwlllyy i cant wait to get to ep3 this shit was written specifically for me#it speaks#twdg
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Teen Wolf Motel California
So many thoughts about Teen Wolf Motel California
#So like I’m well and truly stoned#But like Boyd#This is like a crazy thing to be the third thing we learn about Vernon Boyd#We know he’s lonely. We know he was/is in ROTC. We know that as a child a CHILD his sister went missing#And they don’t even give us all the information about that! That makes me so mad#And Scott#We’ve been fed hints that Scott feels like a failure for three episodes now#And the kind of vision he get is SO INTERESTING. This vision hasn’t happened yet and while it is something we know he worries about#It’s such a specific situation. Why not Matt? Or Gerard? Why Duecalion? The first two have actually threatened Melissa’s life before#The goal was totally for him to want to kill Deucalion#And there were only 3 more deaths predicted not 4#How much of that was Scott and much of it was the Darach?#And then they put that thought in my head and have Scott consistently throw himself at dangerous situations without further addressing this#Ever again#And Issac#Every other time we see him a panic response#it’s like fight or flight (I can’t remember if those are real or not but for the purpose of language and I’m high I’m using them?)#But this time he freezes#Why#and like the whole thing with Ethan too#Like that just makes really neat implications about whatever the fuck the twin wolf mega wolf thing means#Like who has control? Is it equal? Do they know where Ethan starts and Aidan begins?#But like also I’m high and I don’t think the writers thought this much about this shit before writing this episode#It just gives me so many worms in my brain they are eating my brain oh my god#Teen Wolf
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what are your opinions on 0507. erm erm not sure if uve heard of them
never heard of them... bet they're losers. big losers. freaks even. i hope they get hit by a car. i hope theyfall off a cliff. i can't beleive these middle aged men are kissing each other good lord. someone call an exorcist they are in my walls help send help HELP ME
#i trip and fall and a bunch of pics of this supposed 0507 start pouring out. i start crying#if 0507 has one billion fans then i've probably been grinded up into one billion pieces#sigh. anyways i'm try to draw them again they're so soggy and pathetic i need them dead#actual brain worms#chibi's ramblings#lee postings
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i think i have not had many substantial observations about worm in my liveblogs despite being 3/4 of the way through because my main goal thus far has not been to experience worm, or even necessarily enjoy worm, but to finish worm. so i have decided there is only one way to solve this problem. once i finish worm i am going to start over and read worm all over again
#half joking (?)#for my followers who still have no idea what worm is it’s a 1.7 million word long web serial. so that’s the punchline here#i don’t know if i will actually do that because i miss reading other things#but i AM seriously considering it. a more intentional and thoughtful read#not that i’m not enjoying worn (i am! very much!) i just feel like my brain has been partially turned off lmao#i’m reading it with the mindset with which i would read. like. naruto or something.#which is probably doing the book a disservice but at this point i am committed to experiencing the rest of it in this way#to be fair i also have no fucking clue where this is going. at all.#should i start posting my stupid predictions that would be fun right#i feel like i’m always too afraid to look like an idiot when i’m liveblogging when in fact the most fun part of watching a liveblog is#seeing your friend be wildly wrong about everything judgement free#worm liveblogging#frogs.txt
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sometimes i think the way the sonic fanbase treats shadow 2005 is so silly “hes out of character” YOU DECIDE WHAT DECISIONS HE MAKES if u dont want him to be mean dont make him mean.... “it was the beginning of them treating shadow like an edgelord” u dont like gun and motorbike and evil alien dad who tells him to murder?????? lame + whimseyless + didnt pay attention to any other game because hes always been an edgelord. the canon ending of shth05 implies hes friends with everyone anyway why are we mad
#im dying on this hill#the game is silly and goofy and funny and the story is poorly conveyed due to the morality system but it has merit#and it wasnt the all consuming arbiter of inevitable bad shadow characterization#the decision to completely omit humans and take the franchise/its stories less serious (obviously to become more profitable)#(considering the state of segasammy at the time)#(and the horrific flop of 06)#arguably did more harm to storytelling with shadow in it than anything shth05 did#because they still want to use him for marketing but cant do anything meaningful with him because of story restrictions and retcons#the latter of which have been mended by tailstube but im gonna wait to see if they actually follow through... one thing to make a yt vid#another to put humans back into the franchise#heliichats#oh wow another shadowpost by eli. ignore me i have brain worms
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Do you mean it in the way that Malvolio is the most embarrassing character put in the most vulnerable position possible, and mr Tennant's gift for portraying naked vulnerability will make watching him do the part utterly unbearable, so that your teeth will ache and hair fall out from sheer record breaking amounts of believable cringefail? Then I agree.
yes anon i agree 100% like you know how tony baddingham makes you feel really bad for a second or seven because he's so unbelievably pathetic and he isn't loved back and people keep leaving him now imagine this but a million times worse because malvolio didn't really do anything that wrong but he is psychologically tortured for no reason anyways
#i dont think i could watch it . well like obviously if it did happen i would watch it and i woudl cry (again)#I DIDNT CARE ABOUT MALVOLIO AND NOW I DO AND ITS ALL HIS FAULT#twelfth night#me reading act 4 scene 2 'oh i feel like he would play this in a way where i'd feel really bad for malvolio'#UNDERSTATEMENT.#UNDERSTATEMENT OF THE FUCKING CENTURY I FEEL SO BAD FOR HIM#THAT MY PERCEPTION OF THE WHOLE PLAY HAS BEEN UPENDED#IN FAVOR OF MALVOLIO. BRAIN. WORMS. I NEED TO BE SHOT#I CANT EVEN IMAGINE WHAT EMOTIONAL DAMAGE THIS COULD DO TO ME IF THIS WAS ACTUALLY ON STAGE#WHAT THE FUCK
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oh no i think im in my fic writing era,,
#its a scared of my guitar au#i have Countless au ideas and thoughts for my guys but ive never felt the need to actually write anything#but scared of my guitar has been haunting me lately. its not even new i listened to this when it came out#idk why its the brain worm right now!!!#but oops i wrote for like an hour straight. who is she ive missed her. ive missed writing !!
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