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#cowboy campaign#my art#dnd art#dante(oc)#dante sparkclaw#dnd ocs#i love dnd#anywaysyydas#wow#THIS guy#this guy has to help save the world?#i think he'd postpone saving it#just to fix his god#damn eyeliner#also i love him stealing his bfs coat#sorta doodle dump#but i like this doodle a lot#dante sparkclaw (oc)
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Gai has plummeted from the sky exactly twice in canon, one was his fall after releasing the 8th gate. A serene acceptance of his own end. And the second was off the Tobisachimaru, where Kakashi caught him and they fell hand in hand. Kakashis Story (the book) opens up to Gai I think at his most honest, he is childish and selfish and desperate. He threatens Lee into getting him on a flying boat for absolutely no reason, other than to feel the importance of being one of the first Shinobi to be on it. He is striving for a significance the universe stole from him by allowing him to leave past his prime, his moment with Madara where he was no longer human; but God. Kakashi has spent the entire novel not scrutinizing, but pitying Gai for a lack of understanding of what they have left. But Kakashi, who has lived in the past for nearly his whole life, is met with a woman who lives in that same war; who’s leaking grief out onto Kakashi the entire novel. In a moment of her exposition, her; the embodiment of past, weeping before Kakashi, Gai is falling off the boat. A descent into oblivion; an oblivion he wants but was denied. And Kakashi cannot care about the war or the woman or the past, all he does is jump after Gai. And hold his hand. It is by outside, coincidental forces (Sai, on a bird.) that either survive. Kakashi refused Gai to descend into oblivion alone.
This novel is also the first instance of Kakashi being relevant with both of his eyes. I like to think it’s them falling together that Gai really understands that this is the first time he’s looked into Kakashi’s eyes since adolescence.
#naruto#maito gai#might guy#kakashi#kakashi hatake#Gai spends the book dehumanizing everyone around him#in Gai’s mind kakashi is incapable of help#kakashi to gai is still the sad hound he was protecting#riddled with grief#it’s more comfortable for Gai if they’re both stuck#but kakashi isn’t stuck anymore#he’s moving forward#and gai has to confront that he never really has#always stronger better faster#always in motion but still in place#still a child desperate for attention#to annoy#to rub in the face of everyone that he did it#he’s better#he’s greater#physically at least#but isn’t that what matters#it’s a dog eat dog world and he’s a fucking tiger#I think Gai saved Kakashi by living but Gai killed himself by living#and Kakashi has to bring him back#people talk a lot about steam ninja scrolls but no one talks about kakashis story#which I never understood#to me kakashis story is an essential read to really appreciate steam ninja#Kakagai
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✨❤️ Faith and Max | [ 🔍 AU ] ❤️✨
In my heart, I have but one desire And that one is you No other will do
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#happy 3 year anniversary to faith and max!! and to those who celebrate lmao#I can't believe how much drawing and sharing my art of these goobers have changed my life in such a massive way#how many of y'all that are so dear to me have I only had the honor of getting to know because I decided to post these guys together one day#I wouldn't have made all the friends I did since. I wouldn't have kept creating or sharing all the things I have since#if it weren't for them none of y'all would know me#I'm just so unbelievably grateful for how much my life has improved and how much happier I've become these past 3 years#and how much they've played a massive part in it#and ofc all of you. my closest besties especially. thank you for being so goddamn kind and supportive constantly#it means the world to me. it helps me and motivates me and inspires me so much more than y'all will ever know#and I can never thank y'all enough for that#I know this is all meant to be silly and fun to celebrate the very first time I drew them together#but it's just as much a way for me to celebrate just how much has saved me since#and show my appreciation to all the wonderful things in my life worth loving and living for#my art#faith and max#oc x canon#the outer worlds#captain of the unreliable#vicar max#maximillian desoto
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Big fan of all the depictions of Mario that have him as a kindly uncle figure guy. Love that for him
#super mario bros#mario bros#mario#super mario#Like yeah he might also be a famous Hero Of Legend guy who’s famous throughout the mushroom kingdom#and maybe might also have some ‘pot smashing cryptid’ style vibes a la that one post about Link#but also. him just being the kind of guy who stops to help you when you break down on the side of the road#/offers to come help take a look at the plumbing or help you fix a button just bc ‘he has some time’ and ‘it’s just the right thing to do’#and always seems genuinely (albeit pleasantly) suprised when someone recognizes him#even though he’s saved the world/kingdom many times#I feel like he’d be the kind of person to look at a creepypasta/horror fangame someone made#and be. A little confused but still supportive of the creativity and effort involved#and ‘glad that they’re having-a fun’ as long as it’s not like actively mean-spirited or anything-#like. ‘He’s a little confused but he’s got the spirit’/‘everyone’s dad friend’ vibe (despite also being a little chaotic in his own way)#Also bonus points if he’s older but also bonus points if he’s like. barely 30/late 20’s but just Has That Vibe#Like. barely 30’s/late 20’s guy who happens to come off as a middle aged father/uncle#multi rambles
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even though this is vale’s last dance, i can’t help but wonder how casey would react if he knew dorna only called him “valentino rossi’s rival from 2006 to 2012”
it's so cuteeeeee (I mean not to him I'm sure), I was talking about this the other day how one of the key valentino rivalry dynamics is that he's kind of everyone's main rival but none of them are really his... and when casey talks about it, he's always careful to equivocate that valentino was ONE of his biggest rivals ONE of the top guys he was fighting just ONE fellow rider like everyone else - and obviously the other ones do matter to him too!! he was already fighting his fellow baby aliens and dovi way before they got to valentino, he already had his own dynamics with them and they were all already rivals... plus his last two years in motogp feature a version of valentino who is basically competitively irrelevant... but. but!! it still doesn't change anything! valentino will always be casey's main career rival, casey will always be One of valentino's rivals
dead giveaway that in his autobiography chapter for 2011, a season in which valentino just literally does not matter, casey spends so much time giving his in-depth assessment of valentino's career and soul - using jerez as his jumping off point to call valentino a talentless hack without respect or class or kindness in his heart... like by that point him and jorge do more or less get on, they're at the very least united in having been burnt by their respective valentino feuds and are motivated to keep things pretty chill that year. but casey's obviously no stranger to using a bit of spite and anger and RESENTMENT to fuel himself... valentino might be irrelevant, but the key aspect of that dynamic of those two years is that casey simply cannot leave well enough alone. there is no point at which he even HESITATES before plunging into another petty bickering match with a man who is spending much of his time languishing in pee eight. at the end of the day, whatever casey's rhetoric might be, of course valentino is the rival who matters the most to him!!! when they're actually fighting for a title and even when they're not. no matter that valentino isn't even the rival casey's technically fought the longest
so yeah. something dead frustrating about that I reckon. casey inevitably part of valentino's legacy. I mean, it's his fault for rocking up again first time since the pandemic for valentino's two part swansong. such a stifling legacy, right... casey in late 2021 is such a fun mix between showing how he's totally over it, making up with valentino, exchanging helmets, all the rest of it... and then a couple weeks later he makes sure to get in another jibe or three. maybe he saw the caption. this would be a kind of petty thing to get annoyed about but casey's a kind of petty guy, so I'm sure if he saw it he absolutely did
#i mean it'd help if casey weren't also obsessed with valentino. like this is the perpetual problem right#motogp world might be obsessed with him but UNFORTUNATELY the rivals themselves aren't even immune#//#brr brr#heretic tag#kwisatzworld#batsplat responds#i think this is funny for narrative purposes and it's just about borderline acceptable because i like valentino#BUT i can easily get irritable about this kind of thing myself. hate it when sports just wants to be about 1-3 guys#valentino has the saving grace that he is the only main character of a sport who also happens to be interesting enough to make it work#still. thin ice
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Just saw this comment on a story posted a month ago.
*cries in Eddie Munson Solo Series no one wanted to read, interact with or request for*
No shade to the person that commented this on their own fic if you recognize it. It's not their fault. I'm not mad at them. More crying in the tags.
#and no I didn't tag the solo series like I normally would because it's not about THAT. It's not about trying to get people to read it#It was just really ouchie to see the same concept I wrote 2 years ago get triple the notes in ONE MONTH.#and double the notes of my solo series masterlist in general in one month vs 2 years of my stories sitting there rotting#Then I see people saying they need more solo Eddie and I'm just here like my dudes I begged for requests. BEGGED. But bc I wasn't#/have never been a popular writer people don't want it from ME. It's like omg we want THIS but not like that. Not from you.#Can't help but let it get you down when nothing has changed in 2 years. It's not like I worked my way up and have the interaction now#that every other blog I used to commiserate with back in the day is getting currently. Fandom isn't a competition but it's not fair either#and I really struggle with that a lot of the time#Also yes I will concede I should be happy with the notes on the solo series because they are the highest of all the work on my page but#they're still nothing compared to what some people have just hours after posting a new story.#I saw someone complaining the other day that there are less new stories in the fandom than ever 1. That's simply not true. 2. Even if it wa#can you blame writers for giving up when readers are checking the same popular blogs over again or reading the same 5 tropes the same#2 pairings over and over. The same series? Over and over. Ignoring everything else and then complaining that their faves don't post enough?#That the popular writer with the incredible series (that rightfully deserves interaction) hasn't posted a new dad!eddie or rockstar!eddie#drabble in ages meanwhile there are writes out there pouring their souls into dad!eddie and no one reads it. There is so much rockstar Eddi#smut out there that it could sustain a brand new reader for an entire year before they needed a new fic#Idk man. I'm just feeling so defeated. I write for fun now. But there was a point in time where I desperately tried to build a platform by#offering requests and writing a lot of things I would not otherwise write to try and gain traction on my page and every time I see another#food fucking fic get hundreds of notes I get so sad that I wrote that stupid Melon fic because I had people in my life that told me#they would be excited to read it and for what? One of them still talks to me. The others moved on so fast. Most didn't even reblog it.#Some of them have since written their own food fucking fics that got triple the notes of my OG. Again. No shade to them. I don't own the#concept. It's just disheartening and fucking sad above all else. How hard I tried to get people to LIKE me and my stories. 😂#Just sad hours in general tonight my guys. Going to go and pour the bad feelings into Aftermath and then maybe make a bad life choice and#pour all my savings into an ipad#YES I KNOW first world problems. I know. That's why I try not to talk about it bc it seems so petty considering the state of the world#But you can't help what gets you down#EMMs Journal#EMM's Journal
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For real though as someone who has watched both MP100 and Steven Universe I can tell you with relative certainty that the reason SU is so hated is because there were complex women in it. A lot of the guys (gn) that praise MP100 as SUCH a good show that shows the power of MERCY and UNDERSTANDING are literally the same people that shit on SU for being "too pussy to prosecute its villains properly" <- real words from a man I've spoken with about it 🙃
I like both shows and they're actually very similar, which is why it's hysterical to me when people try to rag on SU after having praised MP100 so ardently like,,,,if you're misogynistic just say that lmao
#not tagging fandoms bc this is a personal rant post#grim rants#but still—#a show about a teenage boy growing up trying to get a handle on his strange powers that sometimes go out of control#dealing with his emotions and puberty all while battling monsters and authoritarian groups hellbent on world domination/destruction#'Its Up To You To Save Everyone!'#CRIPPLING GUILT#PTSD#WAR AND VIOLENCE#goofiness inbetween 🥰#MORE VIOLENCE#accepting yourself#helping others accept themselves#copious redemption arcs#even for characters who do NOT deserve it thematically#You Were The Final Boss All Along :)#honest to god even if you dislike su if you like other media with the same tropes as it maYBE DONT GO AFTER THE TROPES??? LMAO#this is specifically aimed at that one guy i was talking ab anime with for a while before we moved on childhood cartoons & he said this shit#also because he said hed never rewatch any of the shows bc They're For Kids#like damn motherfucker so are gushers but guess who has Adult Money to buy them with ʘ‿ʘ
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I asked my friend to guess the sexuality’s of Lotr/potc characters and the moment I showed them will they went “loser Bi” and I have never heard something so real in all my life
#pirates of the caribbean#will turner#they said “Loser Bi with cool Bi wife”#Sad Bi puppy that has been kicked way too many times by literally everyone around him.#The pirates franchise really was the saving grace of Bisexuals across the world in the 2000s#It was my trans awakening bc holy shit will omggggg#Uhh yea will is transmasc bc I said so#1700s T shots just hit different ig#Testosterone made him immortal Dw guys he didn’t die him Elizabeth and Jack became a happy T4T4T Bi4Bi4Bi throuple#Weather Elizabeth is transmasc or Nb is up to you guys#They don’t call him the pirate king for nothing ig#Jack probably smuggles Hrt illegally for them#The crew helps out they are#allys#Also most of them are gay too#Pirates of the gayriebran
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Just had the mental image of Ena going "I have perfect control over my emotions, you can never tell what I'm thinking about" then immediately falling and busting his ass bc lucanis said hi to him. He's very subtle guys don't point out his blaringly obvious crush he'll get embarrassed
#dragon age#crow rambles#rookanis#oc: ena de riva#rookanis is most appealing to me when both of them are fucking stupid btw#ena with romance is like. he can probably count the amount of romantic intrest hes had on one hand#and bc he was always more worried about crow shit he never really like. focused on it#listen saving the world is like 10x LESS stressful than an average crow party.#i should draw this actually#ena thinks he has suchhh good control over his emotions and then he repeatedly makes a fool of himself#'i am a perfect weapon who feels nothing' says the guy who stops to help everyone he sees#worldstate: mage rights
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not me popping back on here with a post after months of semi-inactivity (uni is being a bitch) just to reiterate how much i love writing the pahkitew island cast.
aside from sammy and amy (obviously), literally everyone else can be shipped with one another and it'd make sense to some degree, like it takes skill to create a group of people so inherently shippable (platonically and/or romantically) and ofc the writers didn't know it they just shoved a bunch of random ppl together and dusted their hands off on it but fr tho 😭
(yeah im planning out my leonave 'stranger things inspired' au, and the gears are turning, and i forgot just how much i love writing for this dumbass group)
(i swear im working on the next chapter of a guide to surviving the apocalypse too)
#no but i've way too many ideas lmaoo#i forgot ive a whole longass post in my drafts dedicated to ramblings abt this longfic and i came across it today ahaha#like amy leading a manhunt for leonard bc shes got everyone to think he killed her sister (who she didn't even like much smh)#and topher's one of the ppl involved and when shawn hears he's like “topher? yeah i can handle him dw” (possible tophawn minor pairing??)#and leonard's abt to get the equivalent of being burnt at the stake literally#when guess who shows up in a fucking mercedes of all cars#fucking dave#and he helps leonard escape narrowly by driving fast af and leonard's so confused bc like “i thought you'd be with those guys”#and get this: dave doesnt believe leonard killed sammy bc of his vehement belief that leonard doesn't know magic LMAOOO#and leonard doesnt know whether to be affronted or grudgingly thankful bc if it wasn't for dave's desire for everything to be normal#leonard would have been part of the witch trials 2.0#and idk who's watched st but the plot is somewhat inspired by it#like shawn goes missing first and dave as his best friend is panicking abt it (in this one axel is shawns cousin???)#and then when they find him at last the weird deaths start leading to leonard finding sammy dead and this whole situation#and theres a whole different world underneath them and its up to leonard dave ella and sky to team up and prevent certain destruction#and theres slowburn leonave (with pining leonard and oblivious dave)#and leonard lives with his uncle whos understanding of his passions (unlike his dad who basically gave him away for the same reason)#and leonard's life is total opppsite from dave's#and they both know it#and omgggg this au has been a brainrot for so goddamn long#but idk why i just got a slew of ideas for it today#and like dave stays over at leonards at one point and leonard gives him his bed (like a gentleman)#and the next morning shawn barges in like “wheres my best friend” bc ever since he was taken he's been v paranoid abt losing the ppl he lov#and he hugs dave and daves like “how dirty are you rn” and shawns like “nothing yet i waited so that i can hug you when i see your dumb ass#and everyones like abt dave to leonard “idk if he's the right one for you”#but then later on dave saves his life by going a little bit unhinged classic dave-style#and ends up scaring a nurse and receptionist into retiring early#total drama#td leonard#td dave
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alistair almost always has a spot in his party because he’s the other grey warden, but he’s also there to help with directions + interactions in case ariel fumbles/doesn’t know something (which is often). if not alistair then zevran or leliana who both seem worldly and experienced, even more than alistair at least 😭
#guy who has never been outside needs help navigating the world and saving it#he doesn’t know something and he just stares at them for help 😭#hc.
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I have connected two dots... yamato kaido and momo (and kinda shirahoshi with her top) have clouds above their shoulders... and luffy in gear fourth has them also.... I can see the signs
#momo must be so emotionally confused omg poor child. this guy says he is my father and treats me like his son and also this samurai who has#been acting like my father just died. and now i turned 28 and a dragon and i need to save this island or my shougnate will die. jesus#FUCKING ROB RUCCI!!! I SURE HOPE NOT ONE STRAY ATTACK REACHES THE ROOM FULL OF CP0 AGENTS!!!#now the government is going to invade wano AND TAKE ROBIN!!!!! ROB LUCCI DIEEEE!!!!! AND YOU WILL FAIL AGAIN!!!#now how tf did the heart pirates get there... who can fly on there or did they just tag along on momos tail#the dinosaur head snake???? hello?? qjdhakshsk and it worked.... sanji... 'thats what a brachiosaurus is!' well i do not think so....#wtf sanji.... so much of that wiggly dance he does with the heart eyes has brought him here...#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1053#poor killer man.... why doesnt he cut off the arm kid doesnt have... that should do it right???#jesus.... goodbye kid and law.... hawkins just hitting his head to a wall.... CUT OFF HIS ARM!!! oh no..... another self sacrificing mate..#YEAAHHH THE ARM!!!!! is he gonna take it and give it to kid akdjsksj OH HE TOOK THE STRAW DOLL!!! killer your brain is so huge..#the death card looking JUST like killer.... that was such a slay... they had this one thought out for a while.....#THE MUSIC!!! GOODBYE HAWKINS!!! KILLER OUTSERVED!!!! whats with the cutting of arms this arc.... kid now its your turn to slay (big mom)#episode 1054#sanji having an existential crisis and queen just: WELCOME TO THIS MOMSTER WORLD#having issues with his body transforming doesnt help with the transfem allegations#APOO IS STILL ALIVE???? CUT OFF HIS HEAD!!!!#i was gonna say KINEMON!!! BUT I KNOW ITS THAT FUCKING KANJURO!!!!!! nami drawing the moon on his asscheek akdjsksj#KIKU AND KINEMON ARE ALIVE??? I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS THIS IS A TRAP!!! DON'T GIVE ME HOPE!!!#NOOOOOO THE CP0 IS IN ACTION TOO NOOOOOOOOO#they are breathing.... omg.... kiku..... ORICHI DIEEEE!!!!! i knew this couldn't end like this for her... i have been completely bamboozled#kinemon appearing like the first time... just legs.... amazing#how does big mom ikoku inside the castle are we insane... yamato can you like bite off kanjuros head off or smth... finish him off PLEASE#why do they have steel beams in kaido's castle. everything else is wood and stone. who designed this.#bepo being in law's mid episode animation akdjaksns.... thats really his beffo (bff) bepo#big mom being crushed by some beams doesn't sound right... kid should turn into magneto and start bloodbending... or repel her into the sea#episode 1055#episode 1056
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Guys. I just went to prom all by myself without a date (cuz nobody asked me) and friends (even tho I’ve been living here for 3 years). I was going to just mope and be sad, but I decided to just have an epic time and be really happy. I even went out on a limb and asked this dude to dance with me, and he was genuinely happy and ACTUALLY had rizz, and turned out to be an elite smash bros player who actually likes and plays kingdom hearts. WHAT!? WHO IS THIS MAN?
I SHOULD NOT HAVE LET HIM LEAAAVEEE
#kingdom hearts#Kh#that one gamer guy who came with a classy date who decided to dance with the overly cheerful stranger girl#tangent time#i am so happy I actually had a good expirience#the bro asked me my name#I ALWAYS HAVE TO INITIATE THINGS BUT NOT WITH HIM#HE HAS RESTORED MY FAITH IN THE WORLD#WHAT AN EXCEPTIONAL HUMAN BEING#CLAP FOR HIM#IDK IDK#His name was Aiden#support kingdom hearts rizz boys#Aiden if you read this:#you are a lovely human being#thx for helping me save my prom experience#and plz break up with your girlfriend
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anyway episodes that sam's psychic powers should have come back during. imagine him arguing with this 'i'm a real psychic' guy and then yanking his gun out his hand with his own powers. fully on accident but it happens.
now see there's some drama for him and dean! that would work! sam tried to hide his hallucinations but couldnt. but theoretically he could hide this. and he should! because his brother literally just went and killed a woman for being a little too on the monster side for his liking. for being so evil that she couldn't possibly change. and so if sam's powers came back now? sam's powers? that he has because he has demon blood? he would be so fucking sick with stress trying to hide that from dean.
because. you know. if dean's already jumping for a reason to 'deal with' sam because he's hallucinating, a thing he can't even control. then what else is sam supposed to assume will happen once dean knows about this?
#to clarify: i don't actually think dean would hurt sam. i think that the amy conflict is poorly written esp surrounding dean's responses#HOWEVER. taking it all at face value. sam would think that dean would kill him.#i mean. the voicemail still rattling in his head years later? the memory of being soulless and dean attacking him when he asked for help?#of course sam would think that. of course he would.#and all he did was use his powers to defend himself. to save someone's life. but they're evil. so he's evil. no matter the good he does.#the world has to be black and white for him to get along with his brother after all.#also bonus for me but i think the activation of his powers should come from him looking at the gun pointed at him#and then looking slightly behind that guy. at hallucifer. who is going 'sam. you know how to take care of this. come on.#this is child's play. squeeze the soul out of him. at least knock the gun away.' goading him. you know?#but its a familiar voice. and sam's looking death down the barrel. and lucifer is ordering him to use his powers.#so he does. so he does. and that makes it worse that lucifer tells him to. and that afterwards. lucifer probably praises him for it.#spn#sam winchester#dean winchester#psychic!sam
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I could play one of the most beautiful well crafted video games on the planet and it will never be as appealing to me as one that kind of sucks shit but has soooo much potential
#merlin.txt#just finished cyberpunk#i feel like they could have done sooo much more with the concepts they had#the game showed us a bit of everything in the world but i dont think they explored any one topic enough#and they pulled a ton of punches. the ending did not feel like this big 'grab your allies and fuck the corpos' thing it shouldve been#it was mostly just tying up johnnys loose end. one big loop. which i fuck with; but it wasnt rlly anticapitalist at all in that sense#i have a bunch of other thoughts on johnny but ill save it#but god. the beginning (act 1 and the first bits of act 2) where just soooo fucking good#and it rlly felt like it was going to gear up into this huge thing instead of just being one last hurrah for rogue and johnny#AUUUGHH theres just So Much Potential. goddamn#imo i think the major thing is that at some point it stopped being v's story. it was everyone elses#he has Very little agency. which is interesting but man this guy deserves better#when it comes down to it the game Is really shallow. whenever there is any sincerity in themes its very centrist#the fact is you dont rlly meet many characters in game who are Truly working to take down corps except for johnny and he doesnt rlly count#and if there Are its usually played for irony and laughs (looking at kerry) or theyre flat out kind of awful.#judys story is probably the best of the companions bc shes actively trying to help sex workers and its played very positively#i also think two of the main themes (letting go of the past; what it means to die) are Majorly helped by some incredible emotional beats#and w/o some just Really Really good scenes and good repetition of lines and motifs its very tropey.#ok i wasnt going to write a full thing. but let me be clear: i fucking loved this game. i would not be writing so much if i did not love it#the sun ending was Still soooo vindicating. v is still kicking and that's all that matters to me#(it helps that v is a Great protag like one of the Best voiced rpg protags next to hawke da2)#(which is kind of a funny comparison since i think both protags suffer from a lack of agency)#ok im done now
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There's no guarantee that a best friend is truly going to be a best friend *forever* even if you have known each other for the majority of your lives and think you know each other inside out. Things change and not enough people understand that.
#inspired by that post that's like 'having your best friend move closer to you is what will really fix you uwu'#no??????#like#first off why are we saying that any one single person or thing in life will be what 'fixes' us?#be fr#as much as I hate it even I know that I'm the only one who has to save myself in this life#a friend who is willing to listen and support you is genuinely wonderful and helpful to have#but that doesn't mean that they're going to be what saves you in life#and it definitely doesn't mean that they're always going to be there for you either#not even in a bad way but like. people change like I said before!!#people get busy and find relationships and new jobs and I don't expect the whole world to stop for ME#just because I am frozen in place doesn't mean my friends can't enjoy their own lives!!!#and in the case of *that one friend* I didn't know what her true colors were until recently#despite knowing her since elementary school and telling each other everything#and like... it sucks and of course I'm incredibly hurt#but I'm not going to force myself to keep being friends with someone like that#or thinking that they are my 'savior'#and that 'omg if only we lived next to each other my whole entire life would be fixed'#like do you guys hear yourselves or...#lmao#come on
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