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Yes, exactly! Not sure who this is for. Supposedly there were some test screening which is where all these leaks are coming from and it gets more absurd when you have one of the leakers insisting that a paramount employee said: 1) Korra deliberately destroyed the world
2) The surviving population is now afraid of the Avatar
Even if this is all a misunderstanding and Korra didn't destroy the world or she had to for some convoluted reason - the end result is still: the world is destroyed.
It just seems like there was more of an effort to build on top of the end of ATLA going into LOK (regardless of how you feel about some changes). Whereas this seems like taking a nuke to the world post LOK with a hard reset.
I know Bryke have gotten on a podcast and said some of these new projects will be more challenging for audiences than what they've previously done, but this is kinda absurd. I guess they figure they could experiment more with the LOK cast because they aren't as beloved as the ATLA cast? But even then ATLA-only fans won't like the 4 nations being destroyed.
At this point so many people have watched ATLA and LOK since it came to Netflix that I'm not quite sure what type of new audience they're trying to find.
If these leaks turn out to be tremendously wrong I'll laugh but we got people arguing about the apocalypse being a good thing.
WHAT THE FUCK
DELIBERATLEY???
Honestly, a post apocalyptic-esque Avatar series could be fun. They could just set it in the far future. Then you’d have at least a few Avatar’s post Korra and you can do this plot. Soft reset the tech boom, bring it back to basics. Could be really fun.
I have a feeling Korra will be sympathetic, but her destroying the world sounds utterly baffling as a concept
I am all for exploring the good and bad of Korra’s legacy, but this seem like an absurd plot development, and very little to do with Korra’ as a character and what she learnt during the seasons of TLOK
There’s a breadth of difference between ‘Aang in TLOK is revealed to have struggled to balance his duties as a father, the Avatar and the last Airbender so may not have been attentive to his non-bending kids’ which you may not like, but it is a small-scale interpersonal story, and ‘Korra nuked the world’
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the more this show goes on the more i just genuinely don't get how people hate kant, or at the very least have no empathy for him and his situation.
kant is a man literally built of sacrifice. in so many ways he sacrificed his own life for babe's. over and over and over again. his grief for babe's. his education for babe's. his happiness for babe's safety and security. his social life in order to stay at home taking care of babe. relationships with partners who didn't take any interest in babe, or didn't want the baggage of a man with a dependent. whatever dreams or aspirations he had for himself fell to the wayside, at least temporarily, in favour of supporting babe.
he sacrificed his own freedom every time he stepped out of their house to go and steal a car - something that he so clearly isn't proud of at all - just so babe can get the education he deserves. the fact that he wasn't caught doesn't matter, he went to altar every single time, willing to be caught and slaughtered like a lamb if it meant babe was good.
and then he was finally caught, and he sacrificed himself in brand new ways just so he could stay out of prison. never mind the fact that kant might not have even gone to prison if it was his first offence and he played the system right, and even if he did it wouldn't have been for long. but that wasn't a chance he could ever take, because who would look after babe if he was gone, even for a few months? who would pay for school and make sure he ate? and so he stayed willingly under christ's thumb for god only knows how many years, playing whatever new versions of big brother he had to be, ingratiating himself with drug dealers and thieves and whatever other kinds of dangerous people christ wanted him to, getting himself onto all these people's bad side knowing it would only take one to figure him out and turn on him and put him in hospital, or worse. but that was a sacrifice he willingly made the moment he pulled his grieving baby brother into his arms and said 'i'll take care of him'.
and here it is, the ultimate sacrifice: christ tells kant to jump into the lion's den, promising that if he makes it out alive, he can have his freedom back. and what choice does kant have? if he doesn't they'll be back to square one after he worked so fucking hard for his and babe's stability. and babe's old enough now that kant can start having a life again, and kant's business is doing well, and things are finally good for them, but now this. and if he doesn't do this it will have all been for nothing. so he does it. essentially puts his life up as collateral once again the moment he walks through the door of heart burger and tries to seduce an assassin, knowing it could be taken from him in an instant if he missteps.
except it doesn't go as he planned, because bison is beautiful and bison is bright, and he's sweet and he's dangerous and kant can't help but fall for him, no matter how he tries to dig his heels in and think about the end goal: his freedom, his brother's safety. he says as much to style - style says bison has you wrapped around his finger and kant says i know. that's why i'm trying to end things quickly. and in that moment bison becomes yet another sacrifice kant makes for babe. or at least he's trying so hard to make him one. because what kant wants, he cannot have. not when there's babe to think about.
but it's so unfair. and it's so sad. like yes we all know it's unfair for bison and it'll be such a betrayal, but what about kant? what about his heart in all of this? what about him giggling at his phone screen like a teenager texting bison, only for the grin to fall the moment he remembers who he is and what he must do? what about him acknowledging that he's working so hard to hold bison at arms length but he's failing and that's why he needs this over asap? what about him having to be on all the fucking time, spewing out lie after lie after lie, and what that does that him? what about him being so fucking scared every time a gun is shoved in his face that he's fucked up in a way he can't talk himself out of and that babe will be left all alone in the world?
what about kant having this beautiful boy in his bed, who's kissing him in places he's never been kissed before and telling him that he loves his fuck ups, and that he won't come over because doesn't want to be a bad influence on babe, and that him stealing cars was not only not a shameful thing, but an admirable thing to do for someone you love? this beautiful boy who notices his brother is hurting and follows him to defend him from the people that hurt him without question? this beautiful boy who has asked for nothing but the truth, the one thing kant can never give him? this beautiful boy that kant is falling for, and he knows he is, and he knows he can't, because that's not allowed, because bison isn't his, he doesn't get to keep him. he's just another sacrifice in a long line of sacrifices kant has made for love, and yet this one... this one has claws. this one will leave scars that he'll get to keep longer than he will ever get to keep bison.
kant has been living with an asterisk next to his name from the moment his parents died. from then on, at every opportunity kant sacrificed who he might've been for who babe still could be. he sacrificed kant the person for kant the big brother, and whatever that included. kant the protector. kant the provider. kant the thief, the scammer, the informant. kant the manipulator. never just kant, not anymore.
but then there's bison. beautiful, observant bison who always seems to be asking who are you whenever he looks at kant. and kant doesn't know what to tell him, he really doesn't, bc whatever mask he tries to put on, whatever facade he tries to hide behind, bison just sees right through him. and although kant does everything possible to avoid telling him anything, bison always seems to get his answers anyway, even when kant doesn't say a word. like bison is collecting every splintered version of kant and putting them together to make a whole person again. just kant. no asterisk.
and kant doesn't know what to do, because bison is beautiful and he's in his bed and he has kant wrapped around his finger despite his best efforts. and yet he knows it's only of time before he has to peel himself away and never look back. let bison sit in the prison cell that was always supposed to be kant's. and despite how he might try to convince himself otherwise, he knows the guilt will eat him alive. he knows he'll feel the place where he tore them apart just as acutely as bison will. he'll have to splinter apart into a thousand versions of himself all over again. kant with an asterisk. and he'll have no one to blame but himself.
and isn't that just so fucking unfair?
#the heart killers#kantbison#kant pattanawat#thk meta#genuinely might start crying. i love you kant they could never make me hate you.
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Hey so because El0n Muskrat is a fucking pigheaded manchild Twitter will be shut down in Brazil. They're gonna charge a 50K brl (about 8900usd) fine to whoever is caught accessing the site/app with a VPN. Hopefully the accounts will still be intact (not so sure but I'm hoping) but we won't be able to access it. I'm so genuinely frustrated since it was the only other soc media where I had a following and could promote my art and commissions. If you're a moot from twitter pls let me know, say hi and send me asks!! I don't want to lose the connections I made there 😭
#ngl the thought of losing all of the great jp artists I follow there makes me want to cry#it was the best place too to look for fun fandom discussions and translations... im so genuinely sad#I just recently got to 2000 followers too#anyway I created a bluesky acc as an alternative#and I might (regretfully) revive my dead instagram#same @ as usual
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ok but THE SIGNIFICANCE of suguru being the one who waits for satoru in the s2 outro. the way their friendship is framed later is that satoru is the strongest, the fastest, the one who grows exponentially, who becomes unreachable, and before long suguru can’t do a thing to keep up with him. satoru is the one who leaves suguru behind, at least at first. but in the beginning, suguru is the one waiting for satoru to catch up. suguru is waiting for satoru to reach him. soaking wet, probably annoyed as hell, but waiting anyway. and in the end, he’s waiting for satoru in death, too.
#the symbolism in satosugu genuinely makes me cry so hard i get sick#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#satosugu#stsg#geto suguru#gojo satoru#gonna do my literature thesis on these fools just wait#i might rewrite this later idk
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in the cr2 episode i was listening to earlier tmn were talking to essek and cad turned to him and was like we think that someone in the dynasty is working against the dynasty, and the same for the empire, i think they're working together, and it could be you (essek), but we really hope its not and that if it isn't then this information will be carried on. and i just know essek was absolutely shitting bricks as he lied to his face saying hehe yea i'll carry on the information to someone trustworthy
#kiddo say#caduceus get his ass#watching him lie to tmn while racking up favours he wants them to do is making me want to hit him with a rock i wont lie#i thought i might like him more on rewatch but you guys 😭#u can rly feel that he was meant to be a villain#hes sort of vile actually#sidenote . going to cry and throw up abt jester crying to the traveller in yasha's room : ( baby girl ..#sorry for essek posting im just genuinely surprised at the bad vibes. i will get back to the posting abt the girlies
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now life is living you
#latest leak is cool and all but oh my god i was crying over it while drawing this thinking about it#not gonna elaborate but....... man.........#might write something about it later but oh my god it makes me sad#also tell me why this is the most gorgeous beautiful radiant satoru i've ever drawn#genuinely so funny that the only reason i started practicing faces was because i didnt think i was drawing satoru and suguru pretty enough#my blue eyed princess.. i love you#gojo satoru#satoru gojo#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#doodooart
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so has anyone got any idea what the fuck we're supposed to do in this general election? particularly when you're in a constituency where a vote for anyone except labour is a vote for the tories and a vote for labour is also a vote for tories (ie. tory policies.)
"democracy" it's an actual joke
#(eg. voting green would be 'splitting the vote' etc etc)#might have a little cry on the train!#i know what i said about tactical voting but honestly what's the point#the thought of voting labour right now makes me sick#but#like genuinely me voting green is helping the tories win#what the fuck#can you tell i'm in a terrible mood today 💀#just adding that of course i'm glad i actually have a right to vote and i acknowledge that's more than some#still basically useless though#i am absolutely not saying you shouldn't vote. i'm just calling out how fucked up our electoral system is
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morning campers i think ill be mad about the goku black arc's ending until i die actually
#snap chats#AH JUMPSCARE its me#daima's coming out in like a month . no i will not be posting regularly until then but i MIGHT once it starts#anyways no im thinking about this cause every time someone puts the ending on my twitter timeline i get pissed#its such a bad ending idc it pissa me off#very few times media will make me Mad and this is like. one of three. if not THE one of three i really dont get mad at media that much#it should never be that serious but it is serious for this arc cause whatt he fcuk was that GENUINELY#it was all excellent up until that ending. and like. some minor things tbh BUT STILL#coulda been one of the few perf things from dbs but naw. fucka you#fuck trunks fuck the people from his timeline and fuck the reader zamasu was right and he aint even here anymore either#ok im better now im gonna drink a whole pot of tea and cry about yaoi. my typical activities if you must know
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I know in the grand scheme of things that this is by no means a lot, but it doesn't stop me from being FLOORED by the reception of my Rayllum Month stuff?!?! Like these PROPORTIONS are NUTS to me and I'm just over here in my bedroom sobbing my eyes out that my stuff (apparently) resonates with people the way I really want it to.
(^ the proportions in question)
Like, out of 895 people, and SO FAST (6 days, as of my posting this), 15 subscribed and I've got 79 kudos?! And 16 bookmarks?! AND 17 PEOPLE CARED ENOUGH TO COMMENT WHAT THE HECK?!?!?! I'm an emotional mess you guys and ik it's not a lot but it means EVERYTHING to me that people like my writing and I just CAN'T-
#side note if you saw me post ch4 of it NO YOU DIDN'T#it was an accident but it'll be up in a few hours i pinky promise#the people i've met in this fandom are so genuinely amazing#like i actually can't think too long about interactions i've had otherwise i'll start crying (happy tears i swear)#so THANK YOU guys#i'm just a small town girl livin' in a lonely world and frantically making rayllum stuff to cope#like writing is so much to me and the fact that people like it always makes my heart explode#we do this for free! because we like it! and people care enough to get personal and interact and I LOVE FANDOM SO MUCH#brb crying in the tub#tdp#the dragon prince#rayllum#my fic#fic: i'm gonna marry him if he keeps all this up... i might just be in love#yk what?#FANDOM APPRECIATION POST#APPRECIATE PPL WHO WRITE AND PPL WHO MAKE ART AND PPL WHO COMMENT#AND EVEN JUST SHY PPL WHO DON'T COMMENT I SEE AND RESPECT AND LOVE YOU
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Your heart is a muscle the size of your fist Keep on loving, keep on fighting And hold on, and hold on Hold on for your life
And the print by Dalia Sapon-Shevin that inspired it.
#radio ironykins#folk punk#pat the bunny#your heart is a muscle the size of your first#this might genuinely be pat's best song#It hit me so viscerally the first time I heard it#I had to keep skipping it cause it made me cry every time#honestly makes me feel insane when I think about it long enough#the fact that this is essentially his last word before retiring has me all kinds of fucked up#after all the drugs and alcohol and stealing and nihilism and detox and rehab this is where he ended up#Youtube#there's that one video where he's playing a basement show#and he starts singing this and just looks baffled when an overwhelming number of people start singing along#I cannot feel normal about this
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Hey, look guys, more art-
HOPE.
I’ve been wanting to draw him like this ever since I first saw him smile, but my will to draw eluded me until now! This started off as a doodle, so, please excuse the messiness. I drew this to de-stress.
“Fire” Red belongs to @creatively-cosmic. They have a blog called @themissingnumbers, which is really good! Go check it out if you want to see more.
[Sketch + Colored Version below the cut!]
#Not my greatest work but it’s what I made :)#Hope you don’t mind the lack in quality- haha#I’ve made better pieces#but I still like this one!#I feel like I’m getting better at drawing his hair lmao-#I just kinda messed around with this one but I really wanted to draw him smiling#Fire smiling makes me happy :)#He deserves to be happy#and I hope I can help him attain that happiness.#Even if my help is the equivalent of Baby Steps lmao#Gotta start somewhere!#I could not find the font used for the hidden text for the life of me#but I found a similar one!#Hope Starry and the Mods are doing well!#And I hope we get to see more Happy/Hopeful Fire in the future :)#His smile is precious-#(Bonus!: Y’know what I really wanna see? Red smiling. And not the creepy wide/crazy/manic smiles he usually has.#I mean a true honest-to-god genuine smile. Now THAT would be a sight for the history books. Red deserves to smile too.#Just like everyone else does.#That might be my next goal aside from befriending Leaf—getting Red to smile.#Is that probably going to be extremely difficult? Oh most definitely! But I think he’s worth the effort.)#(Bonus-Bonus!: I wanna give Red a hug so bad-#but I also feel like he’d bite me or something if I tried :(#Maybe he’d just let it happen? Or cry. Or both—who knows?#Red deserves some gentle treatment. He’s been through a lot too.)#I wonder who I’ll get the will to draw next? Hopefully I’ll do them justice!#Long ahh tags Jesus Christ- Didn’t know I could max them out.#Missing Numbers#Fire Red Yuuji#My Art
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if you're wondering how i'm taking mizu5
the answer is "badly"
#i feel really sick#idk i already explained my thoughts as best as i could on twt and i'm really upset and it all just kind of hurts rn idk if i can reiterate#four years of build-up right into a devastating cliffhanger that quite literally removes mizuki from the game's real world#and changes her menu sprites and voicelines#and of course the most pressing concerns were not really addressed#and it's just oging to be like this for at least a month#and after all this they're going to segue into akito5 vbs beach episode or whatever like ??????#FUCK YOUR STANDARD EVENT SCHEDULING. FINISH THIS MESS RN HOLY SHIT#i say mess i don't know if it's a Mess (BECAUSE IT'S A FUCKING CLIFFHANGER) it might still turn out well#but sitting with this is making me feeel fucking horrible i can't do it#i don't think i've ever experienced a media going from a source of comfort to a source of discomfort in the span of like 3 minutes#whiplash#i genuinely. hhhhhhhh I FEEL SICK AND THIS ISN'T A FUNNY HAHA JOKE#if i knew how to let myself cry i'd be crying a lot rn#sega pay me for emotional damages
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Oh I totally forgot to post about this here I'm pretty sure but
Best mom ever (continued)
#im not taking this off until i have to and im not ashamed to admit it#fucking. kim shirt. i could cry...#genuinely it makes me so happy. if anything ever happens to this shirt im committing Violence#ooc#txt#sp comic#kim pine#from blom#(technically speaking)#before anyone asks she didn't like buy this from anywhere or anything she just has a friend who can print stuff on shirts#this was technically meant to be a birthday gift but i asked if i could have it earlier... for pride month... hhfjdhfn#it's genuinely so nice guys. i desire. m ore. but this was the only viable one for printing apparently 💔#(ik someone closer who can also do this though so i might Double Test those claims... sometime... maybe....)#(only for me personally sorry lol. i am NOT looking to get sued. if i ever come up with some designs of my own though... 🤔)#8 days. would have gone longer but ya girl has to go to the DMV ✌️😔 so yeah. (im getting my id photo done w my spvtwtg shirt LMAO)
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Dread be dreading
#ughg#i usually have awful thoughts randomly popping up here or there#make me pretty anxious for a few days then i won't think about them for a while#but man i can't handle doubts suddenly resurfacing#like this monday i was listening to my last lecture and everything bad i cooked up a in the past few months hit me like a truck#couldn't even focus i was too busy internally chanting shit fuck i don't want this i made a huge mistake shit shit#i won't be able to handle all this responsibility i'm so tired this will butcher my mental health should have chosen media studies fuuuck#what was i thinking what am i gonna do help#then proceeded to distract myself with an electric outlet otherwise i might have started crying#:/#and those thoughts aren't wrong unfortunately#i love this university and the classes and the things i study#the teachers and my classmates and the kids i got to take care of#but i don't think i could do this for real#i'm not even struggling with anything i'm just scared and tired as hell#and thought i could just. power through it- like if i'm stubborn enough it won't matter that it's draining#but damn#and hell originally i came here because i wanted to teach english to kids#i guess my expectations were too high i don't feel like i've learned anything that useful this far#and turns out it won't get better#we just gonna do presentations again#to be fair i loved researching nursery rhymes but i hoped we would have... more. of that#also about media studies. chief... i crave to be there#could have picked the english specialization there too- i'm a moron. a bozo. holy shit#well. gonna go through this semester either way. because again everything i study here (almost everything) is genuinely great and useful#and perhaps i'm just in a Pit right now#the dread pit#should probably break this to my sister. somehow#random squeak
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Uh. Hi. I'm a schizophrenic autistic trans man, my husband is a physically disabled trans man. We are gonna be homeless this month. Please consider commissioning me or donating to my cashapp or paypal
My cashapp is $vwolfe my PayPal is vwolfe23
#i just checked my cash savings and i literally got. $140#please help me#this is a cry for help a genuine one#i dont know what to do i really dont#at least were getting out of Florida (by force)#i guess i just keep working like normal but it def wont be enough.#keep working untill the hammer hits me on the head#and then what?#i dont know. we have a breif plan to drive up to a refreational state get a hotel and find jobs#but#id ont know#im so scared#i know nobody ever sees these but i just. need it so bad right now.#this might actually kill us lol#it all ends on a big fucking blow up every single time#just kinda glad we getting out before they reveal another hateful layer pre election day#i got kicked out and disowned by my dad last election day eve#and then i moved in with my husband. and now my husbands dad is kicking us out AGAIN bc again. we arent taking transphobia and bullshit#called us dykes bruh. they make a big deal everytime they say fag and how they have a 'fag jar' but gonna call 2 fully grown trannies dykes#got it#im suicidal lol#our power is out from helene rn too and wr have a generator but they keep flipping our breaker just to upset us#and on top of all of this. we might be given custody of 3 kids. which im not ready for. im so scared and i dont know what my future beholds
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mmm essay about sally and kid gort in the tags (cw for child abuse, mentions of suicide, animal cruelty and a murder attempt. i always hope i don’t have to say this but just in case: i don’t excuse or condone any of her or gort’s behaviour at all.) this is literally not even touching upon everything i have to say because i hit the fucking tag limit lmao. NOBODY READ IT’S BAD BRAINSTORMING I JUST NEEDED TO GET IT OUT SOMEHOW
#thinkin too much about gortie side characters again.#sally this time and why she specifically talks about him the way she does#like dravo is obviously still shitty but to me he was. ‘just ‘neglectful#while sally actively hated and even felt terrorised by her own child#like. it’s not like i don’t understand her at all.#imagine you and your love don’t have much besides each other and your shop and you get pregnant and ready to raise a child#only for it to not be a child he didn’t and doesn’t cry ever and he learns everything so much sooner than most but then he never calls you#his parents and it’s not just a petty thing kids do sometimes you feel that he doesn’t see you as family and the worst part is that you#agree deep down#and as he gets older he doesn’t have any friends and actively rejects the notion of the entire concept#but then as time passes you hear about how he has entire groups of children following him and then several of them commit suicide#and that thing coming to sit with you and dravo at the dinner table says that he did what you did last week when the axe to chop wood broke#and you discarded it and got a new one#and he has these habits of ripping out flowers and making sure that they don’t regrow#and then you hear rumours about a friend’s daughter’s cat disappearing and think nothing of it#until you visit his tree house a month later and find a declawed cat and birds with clipped wings and crushed bugs that he keeps fondly#and then you see him with other children and they don’t know and his face is different and body language is entirely different#and were it not for the fact that you know better you would never see anything but a normal child#and you know that you are one who painstakingly brought this thing that should not be into the world and so you decide to end it all one da#and go to him as he’s asleep with the knife shaking in your hand#but he cries when you’re above him! screams at the top of his lungs!#so you beg for forgiveness even though you don’t deserve it through tears but as soon as the knife is put away you see the act drop and fee#his clever fingers having twisted your brain inside and out and you know that you can do nothing#and so the opportunity arises to at least remove him out of your life if not everyone’s lives and you take it immediately.#but you heard him talk. how he will close his fist around the world one day. and you know that it is not a matter of if but when.#like. imagine that. jesus dude.#like i hc her as someone that is messy and does not know a lot about life and she certainly wouldn’t have been a good mother but the love#or at least desire to love is there somewhere. and believing that having a child is really the only somewhat meaningful thing she can do#with her life. she’s not some hero or rich or anything of note. so there’s a lot obligation and not genuine desire for family here.#but she never really got the chance to be an actual mother in the first place so. who knows what that might have looked like
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