#this game is like smoking weed to me

[esto-es-un-error]

Been falling back into some horrid coping habits this week which prompted me to install life is strange again in desperate need for familiarity and comfort. It's soothing. I missed them a lot.

[watchfuldeer]

our secret thing

succession 1.09 pre-nuptial

[cry-ptidd]

girl idc how long it takes to get Laura high ass hell, she needs that cannabis.

Get this poor bitch some weed omg

[nico-olas]

I bring a sort of: "I think imma throw up" vibe to the function

[so-very-small]

“omg abigail would be a great giant” “oh i want shane to be a giant” well what if i want willy to be a giant. what if i want him to pick tiny me up in weathered hands and take me out on his boat and show me the ocean. ‘stardew bachleor/ettes!’ GIVE ME THE OLD MAN. NOW.

[plumbutch]

Any bad bitches wanna read my self indulgent until dawn fanfiction writen in the year of 2024???

Capitalism calls first, so unfortunately, the work doesn't drop till this evening, but I wanted to let anyone interested know that I've got a five part series coming out. The first one drops tonight and the second is being worked on currently !

Ask box is open for anyone who's curious :)

[vulturereyy]

didn't know outer wilds was a romance sim

[deadallover]

Still wip but I like him

[iraprince]

do you find it harder to draw well when you're stoned? that's my experience, and I wind up putting pressure on myself and that fucks with the enjoyment of being high in the first place. if that has ever been your experience... any tips on how to Not go that? and how to handle decreased artistic abilities when blazed constructively so I can enjoy both being stoned and making art simultaneously? thank you!

well like not to be a killjoy but in all seriousness: i rly can't give other ppl advice on drug use! i'm not u and i'm not in ur body, and it's all too individualized for me to rly be able to talk abt it meaningfully.

what i can say re: my own habits is i've occasionally had cool experiences w weed + making art, but generally those experiences have not been consistently replicable (ppl who follow me on twitter have probably seen me joking now and then about "hitting the ballmer peak, but with weed"; the joke is that this never happens and u usually just end up overshooting it and getting couchlocked. lmfao.) again, super individualized, but for me i've found that a rly important part of keeping my relationship w weed safe and healthy (esp as a habitual stoner) is to keep it purely recreational; it's better for me when i don't use weed to adjust my mood or like, try to "improve" or "enhance" anything outside of like, the experience of eating a burger. if art happens, cool! if not, then it's not in the cards for me that evening. and so i can't rly speak to any experiences outside of that!

[calicoclovers]

their height difference is so silly. they are so silly

[kelgorath]

*steadily chanting while approaching the court of oryx* RAT KING RAT KING RAT KING

[nico-olas]

Lets go on a date

The date: doing everyday stuff like grocery shopping,homework,reading and so on just now not alone anymore.

The date being coexisting

[rosicheeks]

🤔

[sydmarch]

does anyone know how you get kim to tell you a secret about himself do you need to have a certain authority stat or what?

[nyupuun]

They should allow me to run 30 Extra Deck cards like how they used to in WCS2007 (DS) because I'm very bad at math and I keep messing up my Synchro plays and I only have room for 2 big Level 12 Dragons :'(

[aniposting]

getting high and experiencing emotions make me realize how i can and have altered my own experience in life. it makes me realize i have an arsenal of coping mechanisms for when i feel bad and that i can effectively execute them.

it makes me realize how i’m doing so much better than i was, that i can sense when i feel bad and i can correct my course, that even when i’m experiencing anxiety from smoking weed, i can still stabilize and calm myself.

i feel myself getting amped up, and anxious about the way my body is feeling (it gives me some kind of hypersensitivity to my body like breathing) and accurately help myself calm down. i’ve only experienced one panic attack while high and i have been experiencing a bit of anxiety since then (only when i’m not with friends who keep me busy), but each time now i’m able to calm myself down.

i don’t really smoke often anymore, but i’ve been able to realize my own emotions, listen to my body and accordingly respond based on my needs since beginning to smoke about 2 years ago.

i feel i don’t need to anymore. but this helped because at least i now know where my progress has (partially) come from.