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He lets his eyes flutter closed, allows himself to indulge in all of the affection you provide him with, and though there's still that voice in the base of his skull screaming that he doesn't deserve it, he thinks maybe your words can drown it out.
Look at you, turnin' me into a sap. But I don't mind...
One of his large hands comes up to play with the ends of your hair, and he's still fascinated by how strong you are, how valiant you are, despite him giving you every reason to turn your back , your lips are leaving little traces of love on his face and he might be able to stay longer than he ever thought possible. If you'd allow him. If you'd like for him to. And he thinks that, maybe, you just might.
Listen, sweetheart, I don't trust easily. I'm kind of an asshole that way. So if we're gonna do this—be this—I need to be sure that you're in it. That this isn't just some short term thing to get your rocks off to. Because...
His voice waivers slightly, and his eyes pull down to the space between your bodies. Hesitance is a foreign thing to him, nearly as foreign as vulnerability, and he's still not quite sure how to hold it in his mouth. He tries to be delicate about it, but it comes out too rough, too crude. He hopes that you can see through it was well as you see through everything else about him.
Because I don't think I can handle short term. Not with you. Never with you.
-Simon "Ghost" Riley
His words coax a demure grin from my lips, a soft, sweet smile meant only for him. It's hopelessly endearing watching him learn to open up, like Bambi attempting to walk for the first time, helplessly clumsy but determined, with purpose. I take a hold of his hand from where it tangles amongst my hair and pull it down, until his fingers are pressed against the pulse point in my neck, the feeling of my stuttering heartbeat pulsing against his touch.
I can promise you wholeheartedly that the only 'short term' you will ever have to worry about in relation to me is my height. And even then I think that works in your favour a good 99% of the time.
I pause, fingers still pressing his against my neck, feeling strangely exposed and vulnerable at the prospect of him sensing every spike of my heart rate. But it feels like the only way to truly make him understand my sincerity, to make him feel the truth the body cannot disguise.
I'm not going anywhere. Not without you. Not now, or ever. I know there's no way to prove that to you, not yet, but I want to.
It takes a strength within me I wasn't aware I possessed to look him in the eye, knowing I was laid bare before him in a way I wasn't entirely used to.
Will you let me?
#simonriley.exe#i am a goner#that's it#my pupils are heart shaped now#and i stare at simon riley with my heart shaped eyes and sigh dreamily#tom and jerry cartoon style#GOD#this entire thing#i'm#mod you are doing the absolute most and i literally cannot thank you enough for it#like you're doing this#FOR FREE???#FOR ME????#literally blessed
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genuine question, do you actually dox people who say mean things? i'm so afraid to send asks in fear i say something and you misunderstand it and get offended which = doxxing me. i just wanted to ask because ur one of my fav writers but you scare me soso bad 🥲 /gen
tone indicators are encouraged if you think i’ll take it a certain/different way!! i don’t dox but i’m not letting that shit slide.
this blog is a safe place for everyone and i mean it, including me. i’m not going to take certain things lightly if people are telling me they don’t care about an event regarding my personal life and trying to get me to get over it?? just so i can finish a piece of fanfiction?? i’m gagging.
as long as you aren’t being a cunt, i don’t care what you say to me lol. most things i take as jokes bcs that’s the type of person i am, unless you’re disrespecting me or sending in anything offensive/discriminatory, nothing will happen.
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adding to the last point: i’ve never written fanfic, but even READING fanfic about female characters can be a chore because you usually have to use your imagination to fill in the lack of complex and realistic characteristization that canon has left underdeveloped and empty. plus there’s a higher chance the author writes them out of character and/or just fills in the gaps in a completely different way than YOU fill in the gaps, i.e. you have vastly different headcanons. bc there’s barely any actual canon about that female character. every single thing in this post hits home.
It just kills me when writers create franchises where like 95% of the speaking roles are male, then get morally offended that all of the popular ships are gay. It’s like, what did they expect?
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i didn't have "i'm broken" teenage asexual angst i had "i'm literally being the only reasonable one about this concept and the rest of you are behaving like fucking freaks" perception issues
#oh the experience of being 13 years old and seeing all my friends talking about wanting to have sex and obsessing over it#and being like 'we are all literally WAY too young to be having sex what the actual fuck are you talking about#why are you even considering it when we have much more important things to worry about. like how much middle school sucks'#you know what though. i still stand by this. that was an entirely reasonable thought to have and i WAS being normal about it#anyway#mine#asexuality
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[image id: a four-page comic. it is titled "immortality” after the poem by clare harner (more popularly known as “do not stand at my grave and weep”). the first page shows paleontologists digging up fossils at a dig. it reads, “do not stand at my grave and weep. i am not there. i do not sleep.” page two features several prehistoric creatures living in the wild. not featured but notable, each have modern descendants: horses, cetaceans, horsetail plants, and crocodilians. it reads, “i am a thousand winds that blow. i am the diamond glints on snow. i am the sunlight on ripened grain. i am the gentle autumn rain.” the third page shows archaeopteryx in the treetops and the skies, then a modern museum-goer reading the placard on a fossil display. it reads, “when you awaken in the morning’s hush, i am the swift uplifting rush, of quiet birds in circled flight. i am the soft stars that shine at night. do not stand at my grave and cry.” the fourth page shows a chicken in a field. it reads, “i am not there. i did not die” / end id]
a comic i made in about 15 hours for my school’s comic anthology. the theme was “evolution”
#dinosaur#evolution#comic#prehistoric#animal#wildlife#paleontology#biology#poetry#comics#original#my art#archaeopteryx has no direct living descendants i know#but i wanted something aerial and the dinosaur to bird connection is classic and well known anyway#also the chicken over any other bird is very on purpose#its the mix of truth and comedy and genuineness and the fantastic in the mundane#its me asking you to see something so wonderful in something taken so un-seriously#and to love it both ways#also the jurassic park thing#where someone saw the reconstructed gait of a dino#and said. hey hang on. i know that walk.#and pulled up footage of a chicken walking#which jumpstarted the entire study into the link between dinosaurs and birds#in the end take whatever you want from it i just thought id provide some insight#i always like it when other artists do#the point is that i enjoy when people laugh at the end and when they dont#and i like it when they cry. i like it best when they both laugh and cry. eeaao intent#anyway mourn your losses but to live is to change#also hi guys i finally figured out tipping after 5 months so no more annoying ko-fi link#the antidote to despair is awe
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guys i'm truly anxious about the election hysteria detracting from attention that should be going into fundraisers, so ahead of all the ruckus i genuinely think it's important to remember and that fundraisers remain paramount. platforming campaigns periodically is one of very few ways we can help and i'm worried many people will lose sight of that in the midst of the pointless discourse about the election. but it's literally all smoke and mirrors and none of it makes a tangible difference the way fundraising does
#plus this election hysteria will be drawn out and itll give me secondhand embarrassment#and like i'm not willing to lose the next 2 months to this whole thing when entire families could be getting helped rn
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There's no such thing as overpreparing for love.
Happy (late) Rarijack Valentine's.
#mlp#rarity#applejack#rarijack#my art#fanart#comic#the grand galloping 20s#bonbon#rose#my little pony#aj is 100% the type to overthink/overdo things especially for people she cares about#panics because she starts second guessing her valentines plans for rarity so she buys out the entire flower boutique cuz she can't remember#her favorite flower. “ten boxes of chocolates is better than one right???” meanwhile rarity gives extremely thoughtful handmade gifts
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i love getting to see day one expac launch bugs such as "eating pizza breaks male au ra faces" and "syrcus tower now has savage level difficulty mechanics"
#ffxiv#chattering#dawntrail#the amon thing is soooooo funny to me#to non ffxiv players: essentially there's a bug right now#where a Very Essential Mechanic just. doesnt work#said Very Essential Mechanic is important to shield players from an instakill raidwide attack#so the entire party is just immediately wiped#and unless you get the entire party of 24 strangers to work together#(let healers die first rez then wait to accept during instakill)#you literally can't finish the raid#this is one of the lowest level raids available btw.#its so funny to me
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Satosugu redraw
#satosugu#gojo satoru#geto suguru#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#redraw a year later 😭#satosugu making out is the only thing i got better at drawing the entire year im so srs rn#also no one even try n talk to me ant the ending i simply d#ont care anymore 😭😭😭💔💔💔#im just gonna enjoy the tragic yaoi n ignore cannon rn
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I guess Chilchuck has brought us right back to 'adults who are short are child-coded and if you like them you're a pedophile' discourse huh
#spitblaze says things#anyway.#1) please google 'halfling'#2) THERE ARE ADULTS WHO ARE VERY SHORT. DID YOU KNOW THAT. WERE YOU AWARE#3) THERE ARE ALSO ADULTS WHO HAVE CHILDLIKE FACES. DID YOU KNOW *THAT*#4) IF YOU THINK THE ONLY REASON A MAN COULD LOOK LIKE THAT IS BECAUSE THEY ARE TRANS MEN IM GOING TO KILL YOU#5) jesus christ will you just read/watch dungeon meshi and understand that the entire conceit of his character and of half-foots in general#is that its fucked up to treat people as children or subhuman because they do not 'look' like what you expect a cisgender adult to look lik#anyway if i see one more person call Chilchuck 'has gray streaks and an ex wife and three adult daughters' Tims a sh*ta#im gonna start smashing things#doin numbers
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Quilt update. This is split somewhere in the blues and I have to sew that together and then I have to add one more yellow row to the top. Then the quilt top is finally, finally done.
#dear god this has been a journey#I started buying material and making hexagons out of circles last July so it’s been a year and some change#it’ll be over a year and a half by the time I’m finished probably because I’m spending October writing#so I’m waiting until November to find the time and space to actually quilt this thing#and im doing that entirely by hand too#I may bind it with my sewing machine though because holy hell#my quilt#quilt progress
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Literally what the hell was Session 5 lol
#wlsmp#wlsmp spoilers#life series#trafficblr#mcyt#grian#mumbo jumbo#jimmy solidarity#martyn inthelittlewood#goodtimeswithscar#desert duo#3rd life#art#my art#ink does minecraft art tag#you can see where the brainrot really started taking a hold of me. i did not intend to fully color the 3rd one lol#designs being made up as i go ofc not entirely sold on a lot of things#getting into the life series right before wild life started either the greatest decision i've ever made or the worst mistake of my life#1k
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#svsss#bingqiu#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#white lotus binghe#i saw this tweet and this scene wohld not leave my brain#white lotus binghe is probablh my favorite thing in the entire world
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Archery: expectations vs reality vs reality again! REJECT THE BORING VERSION OF REALITY AND SUBSTITUTE THE FUN ONE!
You can find the College of Arrows here join us and be an Archery Bard! Or something
#please do ridiculous things responsibly. there's a reason one of the courses on my site is entirely on safety.#archer#archery#nerd#fantasy#history#trick shot#tutorial
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Armand recreating Amadeo in the penthouse
#cuz you know the rashid thing was entirely his idea i need to study his brain under a microscope#armand#louis de pointe du lac#interview with the vampire#iwtvedit#edits
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Edit: the expression added under the cut 🫡
Blue-eyes
#did I base this entire thing solely on the fact that the hanged man in the dream calls Harry blue eyes? maybe.#also shivers#ALSO NO HES NOT SMOKING THE FILTER HES HOLDING IT I SWEAR#art#sketch#fanart#procreate#painting#digital art#disco elysium#disco elysium fanart#de fanart#disco elysium harry#de harry#harry du bois#harry dubois#harrier du bois
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