#this doesnt make any sense does it

[dorkydiaz]

this is gonna be sorta rambly but like the way that eddie was unbothered by the helicopter to the point where he was laughing upon discovering the boat and that the hunch was right, that relief, and that they are going to save bobby and athena in direct juxtaposition to his own trauma of his helicopter being shot down and exploding which ultimately resulted in everyone else that was there dying. and again with him going back for someone who was already dead vs. being part of a rescue where his captain and friend are alive, and everyone that was alive when they arrived surviving. the fact that for years he subconsciously thought he should have been on the lookout in addition to doing his actual job as a medic to him laughing in relief upon the flare being spotted by someone else

are you with me? do you get it? im pacing around in circles

[7swordsmen]

people have said i seem 15 since i was 11

[pinkisbestgirl]

I think it's kinda interesting how fnaf seemed to evolve so quickly yet so slowly (which is probably because I grew up with it to an extent). but I feel like it feels weirder, since every game felt like it was the newest thing to talk about the franchise for an ungodly amount of time, yet in reality the newest game was teased/confirmed only a month or 2 (maybe 3 or at the max) after the previous game came out (this could also just be due to the fact I was so young/growing up with the series, but I still think it's interesting nonetheless).

[bunnnali]

maybe the term “antisemitism” seems “overused” because theres so much of it

[tubbytarchia]

a Gemtaur thing I didn't like from many months ago

[applestruda]

Okok hear me out, boatem knights au but mumbo has a rocket launcher

[s0fter-sin]

kneeling is a broad term for what ghost does with price

surrendering is slightly more accurate but even that doesn’t hope to touch the sheer desperation in the way he clutches at him; his body bowed low at his feet, his legs latched around one of his, hugging it so tightly to his chest his arms shake as he digs his face into his thigh

it’s only here that he can finally give in to the screaming; to the distant voice he strangles into silence every day of his life. the one who begs him to make himself as small as possible; do everything he can to hide from the ever encroaching demons growling and salivating at his heels

it’s only here, in the dark of price’s barracks, hidden by a bed at his back and a wall to his front, that he finally lets himself stop running; only between solid combat boots and worn fatigues does he let himself tremble and admit to the choking fear

he’d break open price’s chest if he could; crawl past his gushing viscera and curl up under his ribs, hidden in the warm dark

ghost clawed his way out of the grave with broken nails and gritted teeth but he wouldn’t mind being buried again if it meant being cradled in the safety of price’s insides. his warm blood and soft lungs would blanket him, mask the stench of his rotten flesh until he could even convince himself that, maybe, he too was still alive

he shifts, unnerved by his own longing, and price runs his hand over the crown of his mask the same way he’d card it through his hair until he settles once more

he grounds him over the long hours it takes for his white-knuckled grip to relax into a loose hold; for his face to stop grinding into the meat of his thigh and simply rest in his lap, his bracketing legs the only thing holding his lax body up as he floats, untethered by fear

[falloutnewnobody]

a moment from DE that lives rent free in my head is that one exchange where Klaasje is talking about how she's "89% sure," that lely didnt rape her, saying "you know how things are," and a HALF LIGHT check chimes in to confirm that you do, in fact, know how those things are.

not empathy, not esprit de corps, half-light. Harry's fight or flight response. fucking insane i'm screaming crying throwing up.

[cosmicalls]

kinda thinking about neil's gunshot and how we don't hear it. totally silent. it reminds of the "if a tree falls in the woods" question. neil dying alone in the middle of his father's study.

and it's such a loud weapon, too, which makes it seem all the more intentional that it was cut out. in his last moments he went out with a bang, but nearly no one hears it.

even before the night of the play: his friends and keating independently told him to just talk, and perhaps he'll get what he wants — but he knows that's impossible. no one else truly understood. they didn't really hear him.

just like rebelling against his father to be in the play: did it matter if he was found out anyway? he knew when he was caught that it was over no matter what. does his death mean anything if the only one to hear the shot was the very same man who controlled every aspect of his life?

if neil falls and no one is around to hear the gunshot, did he contribute a verse?

[rarepairnation]

when boromir died for merry and pippin and then pippin saves faramir's life. when pippin says i offer you my service in payment for this debt. when he offers it to denethor but really it's to gondor and to boromir and to the man that denethor once was. when boromir saving pippin's life directly means that pippin saves faramir's life and literally...to boromir, that would've been enough, to have his brother live. for gondor that is enough, to have their captain returned to them.

[thankstothe]

[epiphainie]

i've just finished my s7 rewatch and it's kinda so funny to me how much discourse people created over every bucktommy interaction when their whole arc boils down to tommy being patient and vulnerable with buck and showing up for him. like when you are not wearing shipper goggles under the name of "analysis" and don't try to reverse-engineer every word and look and shot with utmost bad faith, that's what it is. a simple and sweet story of a new exciting relationship with a guy who's understanding and willing to show up. literally the two things buck needs from a relationship but never had with his previous love interests. they are kinda sickeningly sweet and well-communicating actually lol

[charmac]

[seagull9111]

so we have this family friend, he is around 60 years old, asian, and a man. and a while back i introduced him to chappell roan.

he asked for some good upbeat songs i told him femininomenon and hot to go. those are both great upbeat songs, right? so during a family friends dinner i see him again, i ask him about if he liked the songs. he says yes he loved them.

then he tells me that he was in the car listening to the radio when pink pony club came on. and even tho he had only heard those two songs by chappell he says he just knew it was her.

he told me that even tho the songs are about queer strugling he related to them, so much so that he started crying. he said that they made him think of his family back in his hometown and how they reacted when he moved to "the big city" (new york).

this old asian man related to this songs about queer struggles.

so here is me saying,

guys queer music is for everyone

guys queer music is for everyone cry about it

[semiotomatics]

*note: im only talking abt delivery people, AKA ppl who had nothing to do with making/collecting whatever you ordered. their only job is getting it to your door.