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skhardwarevers1 · 10 months
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is everything progressively getting worse or am I just tired and need to go to sleep
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hawnks · 2 years
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idk if this makes sense but ….. sometimes i feel like having a lot (relatively ajsjjdjdkd) of fic on my profile makes people think of me as more of an npc than a writer :’)
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vigilskeep · 4 days
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do you have any refs for Minerva’s relationship with the other dao companions? I did not realize she and leliana was estranged 😭 also if im remembering correctly she makes loghain do the dark ritual? sorry I do like spinning her around in my head and knowing the little details she’s such a great character!!
leliana and minerva did not have a clear breakup in the alistair minerva sense but they did grow apart because of the simple reason that post dao minerva becomes politically at odds with the chantry while leliana is serving its leader. leliana is not a type of person minerva finds very easy to like or trust so while they did grow on each other over the course of dao they never had a simple friendship in the first place
alistair you probably know about bc its kind of the cornerstone of minervaposting but theres a post fully explaining it not much further down in her tag
zevran is her romance <3 i hesitate to use the word “soulmates” exactly but they definitely fit together in a way no other minerva pairing could match
morrigan she has a weird close complicated vaguely homosexual friendship with, i’m sure this is par for the course for f!wardens. they probably could have been in love if morrigan had been willing to pursue it in the start and if minerva hadn’t already gone for someone else by the end, and all that is unspoken but very present in everything about them
sten is i guess kind of the typical high approval relationship as presented in game? not much more unique. a lot of respect a lot of arguing a lot of dry humour. they could hang out in silence comfortably and they’re also both know and respect that they’re very capable of killing the other if their greater purposes ever demand it
oghren she kind of doesn’t pay much mind in origins when she doesn’t have to but he becomes part of the family in awakening. they bond over having their insane shared experiences of the blight, and also over him trying to quit drinking and her trying to quit blood magic which leads to some really wild out of context conversations for the others. and hey, eventually over first attempting to parent at similar times
wynne she has a bit of a sharp relationship with. i think this could vary a lot if i pick her up earlier, but in my main minerva playthrough i picked her up late by which time minerva had absolutely no fucking interest in getting the kind of lectures she grew up with. sorry grandma </3
uhhhh who else. shale idk man im sorry for being a fake fan but shale’s dlc truly does nothing for me it’s unfunny and i dont think abt it at all 💔 this would be written in less harsh terms if i wasnt sleepy
loghain is. well that’s a kettle of fish. minerva spares him because it happens to be a preferable move for her agenda and her way of thinking, it’s not rlly about him as a person at all. she doesn’t absolve him of anything he did, like, she still thinks he’s a bastard it’s just that she doesn’t really believe at all in the concept of justice being done if it doesn’t serve a purpose. when he’s in the party they do build up respect and a weird kind of friendship. he sucks and she’s bitter about what sparing him cost her, but that isn’t relevant, it’s not going to stop her learning from him, or fighting at his side as the best team she can quickly make them, or simply finding him entertaining to talk to. so by the end it’s as a friend that she asks him to do the dark ritual, whatever that means. post dao she agrees with weisshaupt that him being assigned outside of ferelden is wise but they continue to write to each other extremely regularly, mostly on matters of news and strategy but occasionally on the more personal
is that everyone i think thats everyone
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katsus-world · 1 year
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Mha boys reacting to you getting hurt on the battle field 😱
Characters: bakugou, kirishima 🤗
Warning: cussing (?) And mentions of injuries (not graphic at all tbh)
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Boy he’s mad as soon as he hangs up the phone, getting the call from the hospital.
He’s not mad he’s absolutely worried
Get ready to be yelled at 😭
Of corse he’s more worried than angry but he can’t help but express himself through yells and lectures.
“What the fuck were you thinking?! You can’t just go jumping in front of villains y/n! What if something else happened?! What if he fucking killed you!? You have to think be-“
You roll your eyes, cutting him off
“Katsuki you would do the same thing if you were in my position! Don’t sit here and act like you’ve never gotten hurt before. This just comes with the job..”
You slowly sit up straight, your head pounding at your not so sudden movements. You wince as you place yourself straight. The wince obviously not going unnoticed by your very mad boyfriend.
“Tch, it doesn’t matter what I’ve done. You need to be more careful. You have to think y/n.”
He turns around, pulling the chair that was by the door to you. His eyes are filled with concern as he scans your scratched up face. A ping of guilt hits you as you try to reassure the worried hot head.
“Katsuki, I’m fine. Don’t worry, it’s only a couple of scratches. I’ll be better before you know it.
After the hospital
Once you get discharged from the hospital, it’s bed rest for you.
Did you really think he’d let you get out and just dump yourself into work again? Nope you finna stay in bed because you still have a mild concussion.
Would make sure your agency is taken care of. He’d take shifts with Kirishima who offered to help him. Wanting to help katsuki who is already stressed out w his own agency.
You sigh as you flip through the channels of the tv, looking for anything that can help you with the boredom that has stayed with you for the last hour or so.
Ping*
Katsu 🖤: hey I’m about to get off from patrol I’ll be home in 5.
You send a quick reply as you smile in content. Seeing him after a long day of doing nothing is the best.
“Hey I’m home!” You hear the door open as he calls out. Feeling his gauntlets hit the floor and his steps quickly making their way to your shared bedroom.
His tired frame looking back at you, a soft smile pulled at your lips as you opened your arms to him.
“How you feeling?” His gruff voice rumbled in his chest, sitting down on the bed to give you a peck on the lips, engulfing himself in your arms.
“Better now that you’re here.” The cheesy line making him roll his eyes playfully
You ask him about how his day was, listening to him rant about some dumbass reporter who shoved his microphone all too close to Katsuki’s face.
When you’re finally healed,
(about two weeks after, with the help of some medication and doctors with healing quirks),
Katsuki is a Little nervous to see you out in the field again 😭 but he trusts that nothing bad will happen to you
You’re smart you know how to take care of yourself. And well if something does happen, it’s only inevitable.
It comes with the job sadly.
Only thing he could do is trust you and your abilities, and hope to see you at your shared house.
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Bro was on the verge of tears when he saw you.
Your pretty body all bandaged up, scratches on your legs and face.
He would most definitely tell you to be more careful, thinking of lecturing you but he’s more understanding than bakugou. He knows this happens so he wouldn’t be giving you a semi-hard time abt it.
Would most definitely be mad, not at you but the villain and especially if they got away!
“God, that fucking villain better hope I don’t find him!” You’ve never really seen him this mad, the red head looks like an actual dragon, smoke about to come out of his nose. 😭
“Ei, calm down. You look like bakugou.” You try to pop a joke, but it only makes his shoulders losen.
“Y/n, this isn’t funny. You could’ve gotten killed. And I know it comes with the job but..” his glossy eyes meet yours.
“Ejirou, don’t cry baby. I’m not going anywhere.”
He’d be so worried I can’t even 😭😭
You’d have to calm him down because he’d would just feel so bad.
It just makes him feel bad because he wasn’t able to protect you 😭
After the hospital
He would take a few days off of work to stay with you.
He’d keep you in bed though. Only letting you get up when you need to use the bathroom.
He’d clean your wounds and replace your bandages.
He’d smother you like a mf 😭
Always asking if you need something. He’d try and fluff your pillows to make you feel more comfortable.
At one point he’d ask you if you’re ok in the bathroom 😭
You can’t tell me he wouldn’t bc what if you fall?? What if you need help getting up??
Once he has to go back to work, he’d text you every chance he gets.
Would most definitely FaceTime you while he’s in his office doing paper work.
If he’s on patrol, he’d tell his assistant to call you, make sure you’re ok.
Would most definitely ask Mina to take you some food! Maybe stay with you a little so someone is taking care of you.
And so you’re not bored
When he comes home from work, he’d hang up his gear. Walking quickly to your bedroom and just plop down next to you on the bed.
“Hey babe. How are you feeling?” His yawns as he looks up at you, a toothy smile as he lays on his stomach.
“I’m feeling better ei.” Your hand meets his hair, grazing his scalp. The feeling making a chill go down his spine.
Once you’re ready to go back to work, he’d make sure to still text you every now and then.
Every 2 hours 😭
Like bakugou, he’d still be worried. This job is so hard on a person, and his love for you is so great that the fear of you getting hurt makes his chest ache.
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This was originally supposed to also have Midoriya but I got lazy 😭💔 not proof read sorry for any misspellings! Let me know if any of y’all want to read Midoriya’s reaction!
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hyperfizationss · 11 months
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Charlie nsfw alphabet.
X male reader smut.
Charlie(yuurivoice) x amab/male (can be gender neutral but it is focused on male) reader
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A-after care (what they’re like after sex)
Yeah,no.not that he would like to do it,but he’s either stunned or sleepy after sex,so your the one doing aftercare
B-body part (their and your favorite body part)
Personal headcanon that Charlie has really veiny hands for no reason,so he adores his hands,the way he can hold a joint and grab your dick is amazing.his favorite body part of yours would have to be your hair,long short as long as he can use it to grip you while your sucking his dick he likes it.
C-cum (kinda self explanatory)
He’s has mixed feelings abt it,he doesn’t mind it but he’s not completely into it.but he doesn’t like to swallow it,so don’t try that kinky shit on him
D-dirty secret (also self explanatory)
Desperately wants to be choked out and called a male slut.
E-experience (does he know what he’s doing?)
Charlie has definitely had his share of hookups,he knows what he’s doing but he’ll act like he doesn’t cause he’s a Whiney baby
F- fav position (also kinda self explanatory)
Pirates bounty and suspended congress (both are gay sex positions.and as a girl,I think they both have the funniest name on planet earth)
G-Goofy (how are they in the moment,serious or silly?)
Charlie likes to be a tease,he prefers to keep the bedroom light hearted and fun,he definitely keeps you entertained if you here what I’m saying
H-hair (how well groomed are they,does the carpet match the drapes)
He shaves,nothing special about it.but I do think he’d be a bit harry
I-intamicy (how are they in the moment,on the romantic aspect)
He can be lovey dovey,like dying I love you in low groans as she fucks you
J-Jack off (masturbation hc)
I’ll give you this much,he wants to be caught,he wants you to see him jacking off to a picture of you while you were sucking him off once
K-kink (any kink of theirs)
Praise kink,choking kink(even tho it doesn’t happen) and not sure if this counts but he really likes to slap his dick around your face before you suck him off
L-location (places he likes or has done it)
He’s definitely took you in the closet of Pete’s Pizzeria,and in the back of his car,and he’s pushed you over the kitchen counter before,but he stopped and said he was joking cause he was nervous
M-motivation (what gets him going)
When you admit your horny to him,that could make him cum anytime anywhere
N-no.(something he wouldn’t do)
He wouldn’t be into hate fucking,he’s a strong believer of “we don’t go to bed mad in this house”
O-oral (giver or receiver?)
He honestly doesn’t care,he likes to give just as much as he likes to receive.but don’t make him swallow cum,that’s how you get no oral for a week
P-pace (how fast/rough are they)
He’s fast and rough,he likes hearing you whine ass he fucks your ass and digs his hands into your lower body
Q-quickie (opinions on them)
One simple word
Yes.
R-risk (risky thoughts or experiments)
He so wants to pull you into an alley and give you the best blowing of your life but he’s to afraid to do so
S-Stamina(how many rounds)
Depends on the day,if he didn’t have work he’s more likely to go for about 5 maybe 6,but after a long day he really just needs to cum so maybe 1 or 2 rounds
T-toys (does he own them?like them?)
He personally doesn’t own anything other than a dildo he keeps under his bed,but I’d you have cooler stuff you want to sue on him he’s down
U-Unfair(how much they like teasing)
If you start to whine and say fuck offs and fuck you’s to him he’ll force you to look at him and apologize(which is so hot)
V-Volume (how loud is he)
Oh Jesus he can be loud and whiney,like no matter what the position is,he’s a big whiner
W-Wildcard (random headcanon)
He likes to bite your thighs(god damn I’m mains myself blush,and I’m writing about gay sex)
X-X-ray (how big is he)
A tiny bit over average (6.7 inches)
Y-Yearning ( how high is his sex drive)
Anytime,anywhere,no matter what
Z-zzzzz (how quickly they fall apart)
He gets tired so easily,so easily so he’s asleep almost immediately
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Kinda a gift for a friend (i know I usually don’t do smut but ya know ppl change)
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wendytestabrat · 6 months
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cartman did absolutely nothing wrong in season 20 (FROM THE VAULT [2020])
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Honestly I feel like I’m the only one who felt bad for Cartman after everyone broke his stuff for no reason. Like ik Cartman has done a lot of shitty stuff in the past, but he didn’t do anything to deserve that. He was trying his best to make changes & become a better person in that season in his own stupid way even tho he doesn’t rlly know how to do that but at least A for effort. I really feel like the only reason why they had Cartman go through that dramatic character change that season was so they could show how shitty Kyle has gotten in comparison LMAO. Kyle is rlly becoming just as toxic as Cartman, he’s the one that falsely accused Cartman of being the troll and got everyone in the school all worked up and riled up over it (he’s always been the one that’s trying to turn all his classmates against Cartman) so that they’d break his stuff. Kyle vowed to take down the troll no matter what, but stopped caring about it once he found out Cartman didn’t do it even though his OWN DAD was the one who was the troll, like how could he be so clueless about that. It didn’t even take him until like one of the last episodes of the season to figure that out bc all he was focused on was Cartman. Heidi sucks, but I get why Cartman fell for Heidi in s20, and why he felt like he was losing Kyle. Cartman made some really good points to Kyle about how much he had changed, and how he wasn’t acting like himself. Heidi was very similar to Kyle, she was just as smart, and she actually did care about finding out who the troll was and making positive changes and all that shit. While Kyle on the other hand was just being a hypocrite, he was just acting like he cared about this shit when really all he wanted was an excuse to fight with Cartman. That’s why he was so petty & jealous over Cartman & Heidi’s relationship and couldn’t just accept that they were together. Even when they were doing good things together, like trying to track down the troll, which is something Kyle should support bc he allegedly cares about this stuff he still decided to be an asshole and threatened to share Cartman’s entire internet history. That’s why even when he was AGAINST the wieners out stuff before, and wanted to support the girls, he pulled a 180 and then joined Butters bc Cartman wouldn’t help him take down Butters, & he saw Cartman & Heidi together. Kyle was NOT acting like himself at all in s20, he was completely sexually confused abt his feeling for Cartman and the first 2 episodes of s20 set it up perfectly by calling Kyle a little gay boy and then having him cry over Cartman.
update 2024: ok i feel like this rant was wayy ahead of its time bc i was like one of the first people to point out how kyle was starting to become more toxic than cartman, yet the normies didn’t start to notice it too until all the kyle bullshit that happened in s24 lol.
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horizon-verizon · 2 months
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The show really wants us to empathize with both Rhaenyra and Alicent but the women so far have been nothing but peace loving no matter the circumstances and they seem downright incompetent. Because the show doesn’t seem to have caught up on the fact that war is unavoidable at this point. Lucerys and Jaehaerys were murdered, civilians are dying, armies are out in the field… like it’s over.
The show is very much aware of that fact though. Even in the council scenes, as Rhaenyra admits Alfred Broomes a sexist and an asshole but he’s not entirely wrong when he criticizes Rhaenyra. Its that frustration at her own passivity and indecision that pushes her to to be more decisive. None of the council scenes involving Alicent and Rhaenyra are played entirely straight, council members can be sexist and be assholes but their not entirely wrong. Cristin in his convo with Alicent was insanely patronizing but again he’s not entirely wrong. They’re trying to show how women are dismissed by the sexist men on their councils but at the same time... the men actually have very valid reasons to be dismissive. I’m a woman but I wouldn’t listen to Alicent or Rhaenyra either. So far they’re both total liabilities who make one ridiculous decision after another.
These men are wrong in how they exclude women on anti women principle alone, which is what they are doing. The men were obviously out of line & sexistly-motivated, but I'd argue that the scene that the bulk of the wrongness of the "not played straight" Rhaenyra's side than Alicent's. And the men are at least not coming from a totally bad place when they want action from Rhaenyra.
The episode made as if Rhaenyra not being on Syrax to burn soldiers and wage war was a more so a sexistly-motivated thing whereas it was more bc she is a monarch with no battle or war-command experience like Rhaenys. Aegon was just flambroiled alive and nearly taken out and if Aemond or Daeron had not existed or were too young, it would have made the greens so much more vulnerable. They already have taken that hit, but it would have been even worse.
Whereas with Alicent, a queen dowager and then queen Consort--not a Queen Regnant or the person these people are fighting to make the next monarch--is of course going to be less able to pushback aaginst the men that would try to deny her involvement and desires to strategize their next moves. Alicent being a liability as Cole says she is him projecting even as she is also responsible for him not being at his post to protect her grandson and entire family, but it doesn't stop that the reason why Alicent can be ignored is not bc of lack of will or intelligence but position and not actually having a truly loyal attendant/knight by her side who she could trust to unquestionably go for her interests alone and use violence against other men to do so. To sublimate his own desires.
Yes, it is true that Alicent hasn't actually done much before the war to improve the realm while she was on council as Alysanne did before Otto came back. She had little to no real impact on the council's decisions and actions, there is no scene that shows such in HotD. She kept trying to say Daemon was responsible for the Stepstones instead of building fortifications like Rhaenyra said they should out of pure spite, which is basically her saying they should do nothing abt the Stepstones. She herself worked to get Otto back bc she felt she was not taken seriously by Rhaenyra and the rest of the court. It was always Otto who directed her and the green's plans and directed the council after Viserys died. Yes this is all true, but the real reason why this scene made more sense to convey her limits as a woman is that she has no backup resources not the actual position to be be expecting to assert her will and almost demand for acceptance of her leadership. Rhaenyra is already in a leader's seat...look at your circumstances and act like one.
Also Rhaenyra's going to Alicent out of a stupid hope to make things stop (for why did she even think Alicent could do anything?!) as well as her allowing them to talk over her while being NOT a Queen consort like Alicent when bk!Rhaenyra likely would never except maybe from Corlys is ridiculous. She wants to do something with Maidenpool, don't allow them to roll over you and give those orders if you think they are needed so bad! Other than that, Lucerys was Aemond's kin, this is a major taboo, she is well within her rights to wage war for that alone in this society, nvm the wanting to claim back her seat and birthright.
So I think that we agree on the observation of why no one would follow Rhaenyra, but when it comes to Alicent there was just little way for her both as a Consort/Dowager to assert herself as Rhaenyra could and should, as Rhaenyra could have like GoT Dany (not ASoIaF Dany, I mean the show, and not the Dany who still reopens the fighting pits).
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sillygoofyqueer · 1 month
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Caught up on losing hope and Four? You asshole (affectionate)?? You made me cry for several reasons?? (I’m only half exaggerating but tbh you got me pretty damn close) wwx being taken care of and getting emotional abt it?? Running away and having a panic attack??? HUALIAN CAMEO?!?? Tbh it’d be a little funny if they became consistent cameo characters who give advice to the disaster that is wangxian. Also you spoil me with all this good writing istg. Like, what else do I read?? It’s hard to find well written fics Four >:/! Also Jin ling crying over Wu Ming??? I was in my room yelling “you would help him escape but he doesn’t want you to because he thinks you’ll hate him!! :(!! (And you actually might…)”. Also jgy catching on?? Hello??? What’s he gonna do with that? Idk whether to hope he does nothing with it and brushes it off or that he’s an evil little asshole and uses it against both of them. I am a bit curious as to what Jiang cheng is going to think about all this. Same with Lan Xichen because in canon he denies it but he can’t really do that here because there’s PHYSICAL EVIDENCE. Or maybe he will deny it because jgy is a good liar. But yea. As per usual I wish I could give you more kudos and please remember to TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF :/
Wrestling you into the biggest hug ever right now, aight?? BIGGEST hug ever. You can't cry, 'cause then I'll cry and I won't be able to work on Losing Hope 😨😨, and nobody wants that. Hey, there's so much going on, maybe Hualian do just randomly pop up throughout the fic and are like, "don't forget, communication is key!" or "always wear red if you want to look badass" and then just vanish, leaving everyone like "???" I'm going to think about this so much now... You are so sweet oh my golly gosh, PLEAASE THERE ARE OTHER FICS THAT ARE BETTER THAN MINE (I've been reading them instead of working on losing hope, but you can't prove that)- ((my current favourite is Grimoire)). You flatter me, now I'm violently sobbing. AGAIN. This really can't be good for me, I can't cry this much. Jin Ling just wants his Wu Ming to come back! He surely could have helped his friend escape, because he cares about his friend more than anything Xiao-Shushu could say about him! No matter what he had done, there has to be a reason for it, or else he would have scared Jin Ling off, right? I think the real question is, how could he recognise Wu Ming if he were to see him on the streets? I think that is one of the biggest fears for Jin Ling, and I can't WAIT to get into that. Jin Guangyao catching on about possible communication between Jin Ling and Wei Wuxian could not be a good thing. I wonder what on earth he could do with all of this information...nothing bad, right? He's too good for that, right? :] Jiang Cheng and Lan Xichen are definitely in an interesting situation in all of this, because Jiang Cheng has no idea what's going on - why on earth is Jin Ling crying? He simply has to do something about this, he has to fucking find who has made his nephew cry and kill them chat to them about why they think it's a good idea to insult Jin Ling. My favourite thing about this AU (of sorts) is that while Lan Xichen does know that Lan Wangji is madly in love with Wei Wuxian (due to being told by his brother, they can talk about these things because ✨communication✨), he doesn't know HOW madly in love with Wei Wuxian his brother actually is, because there was no confrontation after the Nightless City Massacre. For all Lan Xichen knows, Lan Wangji has moved on from Wei Wuxian because he has no idea how down bad Lan Wangji is for this chaotic controversial man of the cultivation world. This is a little ramble away from what you actually pointed out, but I think it genuinely actually helps out with it. As you've said, there's physical evidence of how Wei Wuxian's been treated by Jin Guangyao and the Jin Clan. PLUS!! Lan Xichen in canon could be seen as biased AWAY from Wei Wuxian because of how he's treated his brother (this is just me rambling at this point), meaning he would be less likely to feel sympathy and want to help Wei Wuxian even for his brother. In this world, there isn't this bias away from Wei Wuxian! Could that help with convincing him of what Jin Guangyao has done? We'll damn well see, or my name isn't Four.
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greenheros · 2 months
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Kratos + Freya (why I don’t like it)
I’m not a big fan of Kratos and Freya being together at all. Firstly in the game Kratos gets flashbacks to Faye who he loved and still loves greatly (I mean they did have a child together). From what I perceived from the story is that Kratos is done with romantic love the only two women he ever actually loved are dead and seems to be content on being without someone. Secondly it would make sense that Freya would not want to be with anyone after how Odin treated her. This leads to my third point, it is very obvious that throughout the story Kratos and Freya do not see each other in an romantic light they see each other as equals and almost in a way the same side of a coin. Both have lost children and have gone mad they see each other in the other it’s very much a partnership nothing else. My last point is this…KRATOS KILLED HER SON. It doesn’t matter if it’s a man or a woman if someone kills their child I really don’t think they’ll ever harbor romantic feelings for that person even if they did forgive them like Freya did with Kratos it just doesn’t make much sense. I think people need to stop seeing male and female friendships and instantly thinking abt relationships.
This is not an attack on anyone who does ship them do ur thing it doesn’t effect me I just don’t like it personally
(This is abt a video game btw)
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sailoryooons · 1 year
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are you on here2bbtstrash’s side bc they are your friend or because they are right, I’m really concerned for the world if everyone allows behavior like this (THAT THEY HAVE NOT EVEN APOLOGIZED FOR) just because they are friends w that person. Also it doesn’t matter that you are poc and don’t feel bad or hurt abt the situation bc guess what you don’t speak for the entire community. i would have really expected some maturity at your big age but ig anything can be excused when one is friends w someone
Hi, I already talked about essentially everything you're addressing in this post here. Being that you have additionally sent another message to someone else that is, to be fair, a lot meaner than this one, I'd like to say a few extra things here: TW: Mentions of racism/ethics and harassment
A majority of what has been said in regard to this topic from anonymous users has not felt like it's coming from a place of good faith, which I talk about in the post above. Your ask immediately going to insult me about my 'big age' and lack of maturity shows that you are more eager to insult me than to pose questions of racial ethics in your ask
I have never, and will never, as stated in my previous post, assert that I am the mouthpiece for a community or anyone besides myself. So you don't have to worry, I am not narcissistic enough to believe that I represent a single person outside of myself. And again, I am a white Latina who absolutely benefits from my whiteness and I mention the intersection between my whiteness and the way I've experienced racism in the above, but I feel the need to belabor the point that I am coming from a white Latina perspective
Perhaps you're someone who has blocked or been blocked by M, but they did apologize and attempted several times to talk about why it was included, but ultimately agreed that if one person was offended, it wasn't worth keeping. And what happened? Nothing, M was still being harassed because no one cares about 'accountability' or 'an apology' they only care about M (and now those who are still friends with M) being wrong. That's what you want everyone to do, right? You want them to say they were wrong and you're right.
You, and the others submitting to the tea blog who have been calling bipoc members of the community 'ass lickers' because they have a different point of view essentially negates your entire argument that 'it doesn't matter that you are poc and don't feel back or hurt abt the situation bc guess what you don't speak for the entire community' because... the second anyone else in the 'community' disagreed with your point of view, you attacked them. So what is it? Does only your experience dictate what should be said and done here?
This is the only time I will be talking about this. My blog is not a place for you to use as a platform to trivialize topics of racial justice by a poorly disguised personal vendetta against another user. The refusal to accept that others might not agree with you seems to be incredibly triggering so I'm sorry for whatever experiences that you have had that causes you to refuse to let this go.
Moving forward, if you wish to scream at someone about how people don't agree with you, please do it elsewhere, because I will no longer be signal-boosting your issues by honoring them with responses.
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commaclear · 2 years
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I just had an absolute banger idea so hear me out
So a few times it’s been mentioned that Quackity’s into lingerie and Wilbur will eventually own some if he doesn’t already.
Now get this. Imagine that one of Phil’s deep dark old man secrets is that he’s always had a thing for lingerie too. Nothing that ever mattered because he did his own laundry and it didn’t have anything to do with anyone but him.
One day while Quackity’s over, Wilbur starts complaining abt not having any clean shirts left and Quackity tells him to start his laundry then. They go to the laundry room together so Wilbur will actually get it done.
While they’re down there, Quackity notices quite a few baskets of clean, unfolded clothes. He asks Wilbur who’s laundry it is and Wilbur explains that it’s a mix of everyone’s from when Phil started laundry a few weeks ago. Quackity asks if he can fold them because his firbid there be unfolded clothes. Wilbur tells him Phil usually folds laundry when he does it and he doesn’t really like other people doing it.
Quackity rolls his eyes and starts folding laundry. Wilbur just awkwardly sits on top of the washer, occasionally helping Quackity sort out who’s clothes were who’s.
Eventually, Quackity starts finding some of Wilbur’s lingerie and folding it. Until he gets to an item he hasn’t seen before.
“Since when did you start buying this stuff for yourself?” Quackity asks, holding it up to fully see it.
Wilbur furrows his eyebrows. “Never?”
“Then whose is this? Because I’ve never seen it before.”
“I don’t know. It’s not mine.”
“Are you sure?”
“Why wouldn’t I be sure? Quackity, you’re the only person who buys me stuff like that. I think I know what is mine or not. That doesn’t even look like the kind you’d buy.”
Quackity huffs and goes back to folding clothes. But it’s not long before he finds another piece he doesn’t recognize. And another. And another. Now he’s just confused.
“You know, if you’re buying lingerie for yourself, I’ll support you. I’m not gonna be mad. I’d be happy you’re comfortable with-“
Wilbur groaned and set his phone down on the surface next to him. “It’s not mine, I already told you that.”
“Well, then who’s is it?”
“I don’t know,” Wilbur said, crossing his arms. “Maybe Tommy got some to fuck with you or something. I don’t know. He can see your search history.”
“If you wanted something different from what you had you could’ve just told me. I would’ve helped you shop for some.”
“I already told you. It’s not mine.”
They continue to argue over it for a little bit until the laundry room door opens. It’s Phil. Both of them stop fighting and turn to look at him.
“What are you two fighting about?” Phil asks.
Neither of them say anything, just glancing at each other.
Phil looked behind Quackity, eyes landing on the lingerie Quackity had been folding. Grimacing, he quickly walks up to the folded stack of clothes. He awkwardly takes the lingerie and shoved it inside his coat, takinf extra steps to avoid eye contact.
“Sorry, uh-“ Phil coughs a bit as he makes his way out of the room. “Those are mine, sorry.”
Both Quackity and Wilbur share horrified looks with each other. Neither of them speak for a while. Dinner that night is painful to sit through.
Gotta say, I've read this about five times and it actually just gets worse every time /pos
The sheer cursed energy radiating off thus ask... I love it
SOMEONE DO ART GO GO GO I KNOW THERE ARE ARTISTS READING THIS
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yersina · 1 year
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Tbh I wanna ask the whole thing but to stick to the realm of reasonability may I ask 7, 10, 14, 23, and 29? And anything else you might want to answer if there's any. 🦭 [decompresses from the lack of pressure]
[weird questions for writers]
7. What is your deepest joy about writing?
Ohhh what an interesting question! I think what I love most abt writing—why I still write even if it only results in unfinished wips—is… hm how to put this… an execution of an idea? Putting my own spin on a concept? Bringing smth to life from my mind and onto a page? Like I just love thinking about things, and writing gives me a way to share that w other ppl or put it into words, and that’s what’s best about it!
10. Has a piece of writing ever “haunted” you? Has your own writing haunted you? What does that mean to you?
LOL uh the first definition that comes to mind for a piece of writing ‘haunting’ me is in the ‘god why did I write this’ sense, in which case I’d probably say my fanfic from my hetalia days……. A full ten years ago at this point…… But I’m also an advocate for not being ashamed of your writing no matter how old or cringy it is bc we all had to start somewhere right? And it still brought me joy at one point even if it doesn’t anymore, so I wouldn’t exactly say that it really does haunt me per se haha
The other sense of ‘haunting’ is probably ‘I think abt it a lot’ in which case—my wips haunt me. OTL
14. Do you lend your books to people? Are people scared to borrow books from you? Do you know exactly where all your “lost” books are and which specific friend from school you haven’t seen in twelve years still possesses them? Will you ever get them back?
I do! Not as much (read: at all) anymore bc my friends and I have all diverged in terms of preferences and also physical location, but in high school, sometimes I’d even give my kindle acct in order to share ebooks haha.
But I’ve also always been a library person, and my physical collection is exceedingly small. I also don’t tend to reread anything? So I only buy books if there’s a reason I’d want to display it and/or come back to it. And it’s hard to lend books if you don’t own them haha. I would lend them if I had any though!
23. Describe the physical environment in which you write. Be as detailed as possible. Tell me what’s around you as you work. Paint me a picture.
So. Most often I’m on my bed (full size, cheap, IKEA) and on top of my blankets (cheap, Amazon). I do most of my work in bed and lying down lol and also on my phone bc if I waited until I had my computer I would get nothing done. It’s probably either late at night or very early in the morning (bc I am unfortunately both a night owl and an early bird—no sleep for me!), so the light is rather dim. I have several larger stuffed animals w me on my bed (one is ice bear from CN, one’s a weighted dragon plushie, and one’s a really loooong shiba-dog-thing that’s probably close to my height) that I can prop my head up on or squash beneath me, depending on my mood. I also have an extra pillow to put against the wall for if I do decide to do anything while sitting up (currently cuddling it as I write this). A lot of what I own is a shade of blue or green. There’s a string of white Christmas lights around the wall next to my bed bc I can’t stand the brightness of the overhead light. Currently there’s a half-finished quilt rolled up beside me.
Really tho I write anywhere inspiration strikes me. Once I wrote a decent chunk while sitting in my car in the parking lot of a homegoods lol
29. Where do you draw your inspiration? What do you do when the inspiration well runs dry?
Hm… my inspiration probably comes most often from other people! I had a ton of fun with all the sctir prompts I got a while back :) A lot of my favorite ideas that I’ve executed comes from putting a spin on an existing trope or concept, or from seeing smth around tumblr or twitter and wanting to write my own version.
My inspiration well runs dry very often, actually. I’m a huge binge-writer—most of what you see from me is stuff that I wrote within a couple days, which is why most of my fics tend to be short. I’m definitely not one of those ‘write a little bit every day!!’ kind of people—that would never work for me, and kinda drains my soul. Trust me I’ve tried lol (case in point: I managed to do an entire nanowrimo a couple years ago (the whole 50k!) and never touched or looked at that fic ever again. Was a fantastic exercise, but just not the way I work). Usually if I have an active wip, I do try to go back to it every couple days, just to make sure I don’t forget about it entirely haha. If I’m not actively working on an idea, I try not to let it bother me too much; the waiting is as much a part of my writing process as the actual writing. I’m all for making it easier for yourself—fanfic writing is a hobby, not a job, and I’m here for my own enjoyment more than anything else. I want to lean into it most when I’m happiest, yknow? :)
Bonus question for fun: 11. Do you believe in the old advice to “kill your darlings?” Are you a ruthless darling assassin? What happens to the darlings you murder? Do you have a darling graveyard? Do you grieve?
Yes absolutely!!! This isn’t to say that you should ruthlessly get rid of what you love most in your writing, but definitely don’t be too attached to every single word you write. The writing advice that I’ve found most helpful so far in my writing journey is: if you’re stuck in your writing, the problem isn’t with the current scene or paragraph, it’s what happened before. I’ve also had an English teacher suggest to us once that we should try rewriting something from memory to pare down to what’s most important (bc anything you don’t remember isn’t essential). I start over all the time if smth’s not working for me and I delete and go back if I get stuck. If I’m getting rid of smth that’s longer, I do try to keep it around or move it to a separate doc in case I need to use it later, or to try and incorporate into a different scene so that I’m not dropping it entirely, but I’ve found myself doing that less and less as I go. It’s annoying, maybe, but I don’t grieve haha
Kill your darlings, for sure 🔪
(ALSO the best part abt fanfiction is that even if a scene that you really love doesn’t work in the main sequence, you’re allowed to write spin offs and side stories and extra scenes as much as you want to lol. Like killing your darlings doesn’t have to mean you resign it to never seeing the light of day, maybe you just fake their death and move them to a different neighborhood skdnejcbjdd)
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madzenhaisof · 2 years
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Happy new year mother fuckers. So last year was a roller coaster and I was super happy and the most depressed I’ve ever been and I just started this year off with depression. But we are done. If anyone has read abt if my post most of it has been linked to women and all it brings is depression. I can’t do it anymore. I don’t know why but some reason I got it in my head that I was going to get a new years kiss today. Funny right now I’m crying because I don’t know if I’m unattractive or just have no rizz cause it’s been so long since I’ve tried a women or done anything with a women so I’m just too old and dont know what to do. But I have goals to achieve and I can’t keep feeling this lonely and messed up abt women. So I’m done. I’m asexual now, instead of trying to lose my virginity I’m going to try and break the record. Which is apparently 107 years lmao so I’m going to have to try really hard. Only problem is that I’m so honey all the time. But I guess masterbating is my main source of pleasure now so it doesn’t matter so I’m just going to use that as my outlet. I have a flesh light which is suppose to feel close to the real thing so hopefully I’m good on that lol. I’m serious too. I deleted all my dating apps and can’t take being anxious all the time. I’m just going to live my life because it’s my life and I don’t want to feel like this. I already buried my emotions once for other reasons I don’t want to become that closed off from the ppl I love so I have to just get away from the people that make me feel like I want to die and that’s sadly women I hit myself so much. I’m asexual only person I want to give me pleasure is myself I’m done, that’s my god damn resolution. No more tears. Just business. That’s what’s important. I know Ive sayid things like this before I think anyways but I mean it I really do. I’m done I can’t no more. I felt so low when I wanted to feel happy. So much darkness over came me. I can never let that happen again I cannot I dont want to be sad anymore. It’s just too late for me I wish it wasn’t but here I am with nothing but loneliness . Im just going to cry the rest out. Thanks to listening as always
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whataphantasia · 1 year
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ok it's nighttime where i am which makes it PERFECT to go on about my
✨post-crystallized ninjago brain ramble and non-critical retrospective✨
because. ninjago do be making my brain go !! and i need to yell abt it to myself to my blog void b4 i go onto dragons rising and stuff. i talked abt this on discord but only 2 ppl following me are in that server so wtv (hi btw X3)
i want to preface this by saying i dont interact with the ninjago fandom at all, and i know near nothing about behind-the-scenes things or stuff said by production. this is all my thoughts babeyy (which means im going to sound absolutely clueless and talk abt things that hav probably already been resolved. wtv) none of this is supposed to be critical thinking LOL pls dont attack me. i sound complainey but i dont hate the show, this is how i show love for media <3
really the most pressing thing to me was. being really frustrated about garmadon’s whole arc at the end of tournament of elements. yknow when misako finds out about the letter. i feel like they didn’t really go into depth about RESOLVING that whole thing, like showing the repercussions and thoughts of all parties involved after the fact? how does this affect their family? i suppose misako and lloyd talked about it during day of the departed, kind of? but. my needy ass just goes “IT WASN’T ENOUGH.” really, i don’t really like character death or sacrifice as the resolution to a conflict or arc unless it’s done really well, and. is this supposed to feel unsatisfying?! because it is to me!!
yes. i know it’s a kids show. its super likely something's going over my head right now, but. it really made me think again because misako and garmadon didn’t really even talk after harumi revived his oni side, and especially after all the interactions lloyd and garmadon had during crystallized. seriously, someone rec me fics that explore misako and garmadon talking post tournament of elements please JDKWNFJSND. and really i didn’t hate the resolution of tournament of elements... this is my single major nitpick about it LOL
continuing with that thought, like. lloyd has lost his dad multiple times... this isn’t fair to him!!! give bro a break!!! (silly) (i know its fiction LOL) honestly why doesn’t he have WORSE trust issues after considering his mom and harumi and all the other people who’ve abandoned slash betrayed him?! and yeah misako really is the least terrible offender here, and i’m not blaming her— but ya can’t ignore that it DID affect him. this is why i was really excited for the prospect of a corruption arc for him during crystallized, however brief. he deserves it! let him destroy a few buildings, maybe kill a guy! let him fulfill his rise of the serpentine dreams, but for real this time! again REC ME FICS RAGHH
...though yes. i know he’s developed really far to the point he’d never hurt people like that, and tbh you could say he was never really evil in the first place but. you gotta understand that the corruption arc is one of my FAVORITE tropes. i’ll do anything for em... it’s my fatal flaw...
heck like. this is why i was really excited for the ice emperor because i KNEW that was zane the moment i saw him LMAO. he’s my favorite character how can i not tell. but in the end he just lost his memories and was being manipulated by some other bad guy... same thing goes for possession, lloyd wasn’t the bad guy, it was morro possessing him... its not the same </3 let them be lead astray even WITH their past memories and relationships and feelings... i need the angst... (you can tell im insane because im saying this about a lego show)
anyways point is. i like corruption arcs. and i WILL write fic about the ice emperor gaining more agency no matter how out of character and detached from the original message it is. (even sillier connotation)
okay thats the end of me nitpicking for now, i think. i mean i have a lot of qualms... esp about wu characterization in the new animation studio half, but. thats one thing i know that has been talked abt AT LENGTH. and idk if this is an unpopular opinion but i liked all da seasons for different reasons, they all appeal to my different happy little facets of media i enjoy :) im still fresh off of watching the show again for the first time in forever so this opinion will probably change, who knows.
really im just happy to have gone thru the whole main series! including wu's teas! not including dragons rising tho. ill get around to that after this. and maybe look into more production and behind the scenes stuff, and the games and supplementary content too. i love consuming content 🥰
anyway... uhm. can you tell zane is my favorite. because i said it explicitly some sentences ago. god he is so. ykwhat heres a screenshot bc i dont want to write this all out again
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thanks for listening bye :3
ninjago... my favorite piece of inherently kind of problematic but overall very fun and well meaning media (esp in the later seasons compared to the earlier ones)... kisses it
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vigilskeep · 2 years
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top 2 dragon age romances?
AGHSJSKSK i’m assuming this is for me to list the only 2 i’ve done. of course zevran’s is first, i think everyone can tell that from the insanity. the only other one i’ve played the whole way through is actually merrill’s. i adore her and i had a lot of fun but i have to say, i don’t love the way her romance is written. her lines abt how hawke is so perfect and beautiful and she doesnt deserve them just make me a bit uncomfortable, it’s not my thing at all. and maybe it was only how i played my hawke but it all felt a bit lacking in conclusion? i didn’t love her act 3 quest for how it treated the dalish, and she didn’t really have anything going on in the conclusion compared to the other romanceable characters. at least in my playthrough, it didn’t feel like she went through an arc or anything in the way the others absolutely did; the conclusion doesn’t test her or particularly matter to her character’s main narrative questions, and she makes the exact same decisions she would have in act 1. and there’s nothing wrong with that, it’s just a little weak when you love Constructing A Narrative as much as i do
just wasn’t my cup of tea in terms of writing! which is a shame bc i love her sooooo much and i want 2 kiss her little face
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enchantricksbot · 2 years
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I saw you share that letter you’re a hater idc what u say abt this being a “open place” it’s just propaganda. Be honest what do you really think about sylki.
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Wholesome gif of Loki and his mom for tax. TLDR at bottom.
I have a few anons I’ve gotten that are a bit negative; and some straight hate anon, I’ve deleted majority. I’m replying to this bc u asked a honest question. I share the open letter (link for context) when it’s updated because I agree that the gender rep was done poorly, and there were plot holes. I understand many ppl like the strip tease scene but I personally felt the context was uncomfortable. So I liked that section of the letter as well. My opinion on that is irrelevant to what I think about Sylki. What I think of any ship or context for that matter, has nothing to do with this blog being a safe place for all shippers. Even if you don’t ship Enchantricks or like Amora, I don’t mind people being here for just Loki content. I don’t share attack posts on any ship here.
No I don’t personally ship Sylki but that’s ok, I don’t ship a lot of things. That doesn’t mean my followers can’t or I have anything against Sylki shippers. I can still think there’s very talented Sylki artists and still have friends that ship Sylki.
The hate anon I’ve gotten concerning Sylki is so exhausting but ik not all Sylki shippers are like that. The same way not all Amora fans are angry. I am personally genderqueer, I think the GF rep that was promised to us was non existent and assigning Sylvie as the sole female felt hurtful, but that doesn’t mean I’m about to gatekeep another Loki ship or anything. Ship wars are petty and exhausting. I understand why ppl might be upset by some ships but they’re entitled to feel that way. The same way someone can feel Amora ships are bad bc she’s a villain. I don’t rant or slander any ships here. I’m going to talk generally here. Even if you think one ship or another is problematic that’s fine, you can enjoy problematic media and still want better to be done. Im a multishipper myself. I could ship Sylki and still hope for it to be changed, the same way some people ship things and not want it to be canon. Or crack ship, like Sif and Amora, who hate each other but idk I like them. Enchantricks being canon does not mean I want everything canon.
TLDR: I don’t ship Sylki personally or any MCU Loki ships bc I don’t see any chem. but Sylkis are welcome here even if they hate Enchantricks. I share the letter when updated bc I think genderfluid rep could be done better, but that doesn’t mean I agree with 100% of the letter, and u don’t have to agree with it for us to get along. U r welcome here whether u like it or not 🫵😡/LH
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