#this close to losing it

[lesbian-moon-gf]

i love how we (about 50-100 oil executives) sacrificed fall and winter and general global weather stability/security so we (about 50-100 oil executives) could have a bigger number and another yacht

[zhingmain]

so i swore up and down that i'd never touch genshin impact again until dainsleif was announced. well guess whose placeholder icon just got leaked today

[yerimathy]

Oke I tried holding it in but I actually never done that so here I go venting on this hell site

I am participating in a uni program despite being in school. I like it and I'd like to stay in it but I failed the first of 3 exams. I can retake and I will, but in a few days I have another one to which I have Barely Studied TM.

Point is, my parents are supportive of me studying, but they see it as "She needs to pull a whole 24/7 study session" and make sour faces if I come out of my room not during meal time.

I have ruined my attention span and I have a hard time studying. I have always been addicted to YouTube and I'm trying to solve it.

Basically, today I was yelled at because my Dad came into my room (while I wasn't in it) without permission, saw a laptop with YouTube on my bed and started screaming, threatening to throw away the laptop he got me for said program, and hit my hand when I closed the door.

I am locked in my room (by choice), since both my parents are against me at this point, and we have a guest over. Me defending myself, saying I have done a part of my work and watching a 10 min video without any visuals is "throwing a tantrum in front of a guest", but my father screaming and yelling and calling me names and threatening to break my door down is okay.

The sad part (for me) is, I am currently doing the rest of the work. I don't want it to seem like the yelling worked on me, because I'm scared they will pick up on it. I really do want to succeed, but man, I wanna rest as well.

I hate yelling so I break in tears very fast , which leads me to "lose". I am this close to either saying fuck it and dropping out of the program and changing classes to the ones they (mainly Dad) don't support, starting cussing him out because words don't work on him, or reminding them that they already have a dead child who committed suicide at 15, asking do they want another suicide at 17.

Man I really hate this. I love studying, but I have my pace plus YouTube is way more enjoyable. Everything that isn't "I have acquired 3 degrees in 2 years and have the average of 15 seconds of weekly YouTube" isn't on the list for them.

They aren't abusive, but I wish they would consider my feelings more and understand that not only I am not a fucking machine, but also that I have a lot of distractions half of which are their fault.

[keferon]

Don’t mind me I just like to see him go bananas about cartoonish Autobot rules

Maaan…..if Prowl was in tfp he would spontaneously combust at least once a day

[okidraw]

i wanted to show them the stars.

[yashley]

#I just want to see Imogen happy

[wltsquareih]

I had a dumb thought (x)

[go-fornicate-yourself]

Okay so I know that people were talking about how Caitlyn looks weirdly similar to Jinx and Vi’s mom and people were joking abou Vi might have mommy issues for getting with a woman that looks like her mom.

Speaking of mommy issues (and banging someone that looks like your mom) I have discovered something quite interesting…

WHY DO VIKTOR AND XIMENA HAVE THE SAME PROFILE???

[chaobunnyarts]

ardbert in ultima thule

[frownyalfred]

the thing about many comics is that they will list female characters at the VERY edge of underweight for their height (or just straight up underweight) and then list male characters at the edge or well into overweight for their height and blame both on “muscle.”

Dick Grayson at 5 ft 10 and 175 lbs (general canon average) is overweight by BMI. Cassandra Cain at 5’5 and 110 lbs is underweight by BMI. and I’ve seen female characters as tall as 5’9 getting down to 110-115 lbs in canon estimates.

carrying extra muscle rarely means carrying less weight overall. Dick Grayson might be a BMI outlier for having more muscle than the average human (making his slightly overweight BMI arguably healthy) but being underweight and carrying a higher proportion of muscle than the average human rarely benefits women.

time to get real, DC. I want my 5’5+ women ripped and somewhere between 130-150. If they’re carrying more muscle, it just makes sense. if it’s for “agility” then why is Dick Grayson allowed to be overweight by BMI?

[finnickodaiir]

Testing again

[schadenfredde]

Venom 3 spoilers:

I don't know why everyone seems so upset, did no one wait to see the end credits?

also note how in the first movie Venom says "goodbye Eddie" before inexplicably surviving the rocket explosion and in this one he says "goodbye for now"

he will come back to him like he did the first time. and I have a feeling Eddie knows that deep down too, that's why he's not too broken over it

and they can move back to their apartment and get their chickens back and the government will be off their backs because they all think Venom is gone

this is the best possible outcome

[ciderjacks]

thinking again about how much trust he had to have in Laios to recommend his own daughter in case he dies

[tititilani]

Matt Murdock to himself, at literally any given moment in DDBA:

[cattysapien]

Normie Eren tries to do gothkasa's makeup

hold yourself TOGETHER, dude

(erens pov below)

there’s more info in the tags that adds a little more depth to it HAHAHA.. i had so much fun making this

[quesocheeso]

3am au

Awwwwww we get Shadowpeach kisses on 3am Au?? Who would have thought💖

Sike! Get possessed you fool