#this blindsided me lmao

[doctormori]

I love this book to death, so here's some things I noticed <3

[streetlightgoblin]

Well, chapter 37 murdered me

Art time!

Messing around without lineart too, fun times

[morethansky]

***THE ACOLYTE SPOILERS***

Oh my god, absolutely FEASTING on fanboy tears tonight as I repeatedly rewatch not only a sexy, well-choreographed and performed fight between an Asian man and an Asian Canadian but also one between a nonbinary person and a woman (who's even playing her character as queer), holy shit!!!

And, like, do you understand what it means to me to have an evil Asian character who's not a racist caricature??? Like yeah, in Star Wars, but also in Western media in general! Also very important to me is that he's ACTUALLY HOT. Asian men never get to be hot on screen in Western media, especially Asian diaspora folks. It's not only shitty in a racist way but also a travesty for hot people enjoyers such as myself!! (And I mean like one of the few times they attempted to give it somewhat of a shot, the role went to a former incel ffs.)

This is also important because Qimir getting to be hot means people are thirsting after him!!! That's an important part of representation people don't talk about enough. Just reading posts and chats where people are seeing him as physically attractive and salivating over his body makes me so emotional??

The casting director, the costumers, and the hair and makeup teams on this production, my god. First Mother Aniseya and now Qimir. They're just casually dropping some of the hottest characters in Star Wars into this show, bless.

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

I've always felt that it'd be Killua who initiates the first hug we see between him and Gon

[chibiveneficus]

*upbeat cheery tune* he couldn't wait to be prime🎶

[burinazar]

happy mother’s day

[forestgreenlesbian]

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[ianthedebonair]

So out of curiosity, why do you suffer from a “secret crush”? If the Drama of Hooking Up with Ortega in the past right after almost die in a mission, shaking his heart while he suffers a moral dilemma for us being “his enemy’s lil brother” as we put him in the ~ no strings attached box ;) ~

plus we actually DIE traumatizes him for life to see his loved one fall to his death and he never has any “closure” and when we come back out of the blue from the dead we are 200x worse, make him suffer more by wanting and pinning for us + make out in dark alleys, cause why not~

make this man rethink his entire trajectory (because we’re also messing around using the puppet making him have a flashback of what he lived with us, but in another body) and in the end when he’s eventually betrayed by a younger version that resembles a ghost of ourselves. Ortega is in the hospital screwed up and hurting again (because of us) he calls us his boyfriend and we say, “haha, hey! we NEVER defined a term for it” AND We're dating one of his teammates too, haha…

it’s SO much more fun this way. Why secret crush tho?

As the reader/player, I'm a sucker for messy and drawn out mutual pining and longing. I need those characters edged with the possibility of something more without them knowing that they could already have it going on if it wasn't for their dumbassery, non-communication, or evil author (affectionate).

Teetering the line between acting like what you deem is appropriate for your established relationship vs doing/saying/being more (and sometimes slipping up)... that tension and self-torture in and of itself is the drama I'm living for 🤭

In my playthoughs, I think secret crush has a different flavor of hell for both Damien and Ortega since they both had the level of investment of being in love with each other without getting to act on it, so the loss and grief they felt after Heartbreak is intensified by the what-ifs. And now that they meet again, one is determined not to waste his second chance and is desperately clinging on the past they shared even when the person in front of him is fundamentally different, while the other one is hopelessly trying to get rid of his past attachment from the person who he should consider as an enemy now, only to find himself falling deeper.

[palant1r]

i haven't interacted with antis in AGES so i kinda got into the mindset of "yes, these particular mindsets can easily lead to/perpetuate the same underlying logic of many reactionary arguments, but i don't think this is intentional or realized by antis, and they generally couch their arguments in terms far removed from actual homophobia" and then i got called a pedo for drawing fanart of two 17-18 year old boys dancing. like

[mo-ok]

guess who was in jiraiya episode 27

[felidaefatigue]

im convinced many people who think they read dont actually read

like i was joking with my bf about how i dont understand when ppl say it took them months to get thru a novel cause ive always only ever been able to marathon hyperfixate read. like 3 sittings maximum no matter the length of the book. i will do nothing not even eat if need be. and he was like "itd be impossible to even comprehend all that- you dont even take notes!"

and yet anytime im in a fandom. ppl will be like "oh i missed all these things i didnt realize xyz was important" and im just like ???????????

like sure i get details confused and miss things sometimes but like. ???? not often? i struggle more with being bored waiting for the hints and implied narrative leads to wrap up. are you not consumed by the novel? how? clearly im understanding more than most people despite my unhealthy need to binge consume god damn

[r0entgen]

Please consider:

Hannigram post-fall in Cuba. Both can speak Spanish. Hannibal comes across this song one day (perhaps on the radio while he's cooking?) and it reminds him that not only did he get rejected by Will - he gave up his freedom for him as well, only to find out later that Will actually got married while he was locked up and waiting for him:

[slumbering-shadows]

thinking hard about that post about what symptoms aren't actually normal for periods and I almost certainly have pmdd. However. I am already ON antidepressants and birth control, which are like.. the only treatments im able to find aside from like cbt. So i guess i just have to deal with it lmfao

[the-random-phan]

👁-👁

So. Uh

Seems like y'all really enjoyed that post 🙃

[shroombies]

Why did i wake up to ranboolive endorsing being called babygirl

[shikai-the-storyteller]

"Do you miss human touch, Pac?"