#due to the birth control
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thinking hard about that post about what symptoms aren't actually normal for periods and I almost certainly have pmdd. However. I am already ON antidepressants and birth control, which are like.. the only treatments im able to find aside from like cbt. So i guess i just have to deal with it lmfao
#like yeah i get HARD hard suicidal and depressed right before my period which should be easier to deal with since i always know when it is#due to the birth control#but it always blindsides me#and i can tell that my husband is starting to get really tired of it#on the other hand. therapy is so fucking expensive so i think im just fucked#its actually almost feels like its worse now that i am on antidepressants but im pretty sure thats because before i started these meds#that empty pit of despair was my baseline for normal so i didn't notice a change lmao#idk maybe a higher dose of bc might help but thats dangerous for me because my endo is already stage 4. sigh
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Drake Siblings
Have I read this prompt somewhere or was this a fever dream from my bored mind.
What if, now hear me out.
What if we bring up Dana Winters-Drake (whose confirmed to at least be alive in the DC verse but no one knows where she actually is)
What if instead of when she had a mental breakdown and getting committed to an Bludhaven clinc she wandered away before anyone noticed and by the time Tim or anyone did notice a lot of stuff started happening at once in both Gotham and Bludhaven (Steph dying, The Bludhaven crisis, etc etc)
Tim still tries to find her though but even with best resources it was like she just disappeared into the wilderness and the stress of trying to handle more and more problems get worse.
So when out of the blue, a couple of years later, he gets a call from an unknown number. On his private, only for friends and family, phone and when he answers he meet with a young girls voice on the other end.
A very young, maybe six or seven, girl who informs him about his apparently half-brother Danny Drake-Fenton. And how she loves Danny so, so, so much but knows her home is dangerous for him to be in.
Tim is stunned and before he could question her, she says Danny is Dana and Jack's baby and that her parents had adopted him years ago and put Dana's stuff that the hospital had away for him to look at when he was older but she just had to fight off their lunch from eating her brother and she knows he needs a better place to live and so she snooped around and found Dana's diary and that she had to unscramble the nonsense Dana wrote and found Tim's number with the words 'tell him about his brother Danny' hidden in it. And-
But before she could keep rambling she hears Danny screaming "JAZZY THE MILK WENT BAD AGAIN AND HISSED AT ME!"
Tim is left with silence after hearing Jazz yell to Danny to lock the fridge and step out of the kitchen as she gets the bat.
#danny phantom#danny fenton#crossover#dp x dc#blue rambles#danny phantom dc#writing ideas#random idea#dpxdc#jazz fenton#tim drake#danny and tim are half brothers#dana Winters-Drake was pregnant when she disappeared#she was out of her mind until she found out and tried her best to regain control but it was hard#she had in and out episodes#she wanted to contact Tim but knew he was still in Gotham and she just coulnt due to episodes of her mental health failing#she was found months later in labor and rushed to a hospital and Danny somehow came out healthy#small but healthy#Dana however lasted a few more hours before passing away from the birth#weeks laters Danny is adopted or fostered out#Dana wrote in diary but scramble and scribbled during her episodes#Jazz finds it and being the smarty she is starts figuring it out#it also set her on her path to understand the human mind#Tim gets to be a big brother#not just for Danny though#hes gonna take Jazz in too after he finds out about how bad the home life is#will Danny still become Phantom though?#maybe#maybe Tim gets there and Jack and Maddie finished the portal way earlier than canon and Danny being curious goes to see#and comes down the stairs to see his baby brother die and then come back
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thinking about fallout 4 against my will
#random thoughts#fallout#unfortunately nora compels me#the fact the 'hi honey!' tape specifically mentions her 'shaking the dust off' her law degree is interesting#like she gave up her job to stay at home with her husband and kid. why?#like that's a whole year. at LEAST.#love the idea of nate pressuring her into it <3 maternity leave turns into 'isnt it so nice being with sean around the clock?'#'too bad you won't have this quality time when you return to work'#turns into 'you can always return to work if you feel like it but we DO have a lot saved up . . .'#and it's like. okay so fallout 4 would be so much better if it were set in the 1960s. literally no reason it shouldnt be#yknow beyond complying with lore which. it isnt that faithful to in the first place#i just think it's weird the game is like 'here's the FUTURE' and then it's like 'here's the FUTURE FUTURE'#anyway make it the 1960s. give me time-appropriate fucked up family dynamics#and nora's a laywer and a feminist who promised herself she'd never compromise her career for a man#and nate seemed so NICE and like he understood until uh oh. frog in a slow cooker#and he makes everything seem like it's her idea until she's barefoot in the kitchen with a screaming baby on her hip and burnt food in a pan#and she doesn't even realize she's trapped until it's too late. isolated from friends and family#idk ill do more research later to make it more time-accurate (ESPECIALLY interested in second-wave feminism)#anyway i think she cheats. with a door-to-door salesman selling places in the bomb shelters#(honestly probably the only adult social interaction she's had in weeks beyond her husband)#i like to think at some point she had a bit of a car accident due to the stress so nate took her keys#probably just a minor fender bender he blew out of proportion but she believes it because oh god what if she hurt sean#her feelings toward sean are complicated. i dont think she quite loves him which she feels guilty about so she overcompensates#with trying to keep him as safe as possible and she feels like he KNOWS and HATES her#(honestly when the bombs drop everything happens so quickly and when she's in the future and registers sean's gone she feels. so relieved)#(followed by heavy shame)#nate sabotaged her birth control btw. love evil 1960s patriarchs#never outright stated but heavily implied!#anyway nora in the future (while she felt very progressive for her time) feels very out of place#like her ideals have no place. like she has no place
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Major shout out to all the men in the thread I referenced here saying they got vasectomies for their partner.
Y'all are the real ones
#i know it should be a more common and accepted form of birth control#but it feels really stigmatized and so many men just refuse#so i wanna give credit where it's due
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i keep telling myself ill be not a worthless person to follow when im "back to being normal again" whatever that suppose 2 mean
#literally cant figure it out lost a lot of my life outlook changes due to being sedated on the strongest birth control for 6 years and#abusing substances because i didnt know what was going on and trying to cure my braindeadness with anything i could get effects from#also i know my worth isnt how cool and funny i am online but i dont havw irl friends
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#ayyy. today was a day.#i overslept and spent the 1st half of the day close to tears for no apparent reason#cried for a while in the garage where they keep the liquid nitrogen tanks and was incapable of reading anything at all#and this is y i have to start taking birth control. bc everything starts falling apart when my period hits. its fucking bullshit#it would b great if i had a normal working brain. i just dont want to deal with anything rn#i dont even wanna draw. i just want to dissolve into the ground. but noooo i have to find 2 papers to read for background info#bc theyre due Friday. and this weekend im gonna have to do a ton of reading bc i have a committee meeting Friday#its just frustrating. itll probably b fine but i wish it was different#unrelated
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Endo + extremely irregular cycles (that may or may not be PCOS but still waiting on that diagnosis) + PMDD is the fucking worst combo… I get 1 week or so in intense physical pain while bleeding, another week or 2 as a Functional Person, then an unknown number of ❔Mystery Weeks❔dealing with intense anxiety, cravings, breast tenderness, hypersensitivity, & volatile mood swings… and then it all starts over again!
#plus also the ADHD gets way worse during my luteal phase but I always forget that bit until it happens due to ya know the ADHD#anyway#lia’s hormones are out of whack and she’s upset#talking about oneself in the third person isn’t officially a PMDD symptom but should it be? possibly?#menstrual issues fucking suck#plus I can’t do certain hormonal birth control due to strong family history of blood clots#so I’m just wallowing in self-pity and hormonal fury at the moment
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my non serious one piece “incarnated into a canon character” si au is si(r) crocodile wherein the protagonist doesn’t realize he’s crocodile (due to crocodile being trans and mysterious) until he slid down the slope of moral depravity and just wound up being basically crocodile naturally. all the best intentions in the world not holding up under the weight of didjdjdj All That. [eats the sand sand fruit] wait… **crocodile rock????**
#so mad#also didn’t believe in crocodad theory until he accidentally became pregnant with luffy#due to believing T works as birth control. it does not.#op tag
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#i am. getting Very fucking tired of my mother giving me shit for being disabled#truly ?? im Done#like. i would like to think i have p good control over my impulses but oooooooooo boy#am i getting close to the recent images of that woman throwing a milkshake in nigel farage's face#SO CLOSE#shut uP ur life is not a gd prison bc u have a disabled child#like my dude#my guy#u have had me for 28 fuckin years#and Now u have a problem bc i am physically incapable of doing laundry due to my back issues ??#that i have had since birth and u knew were progressive ??#o-fucking-kay#we're doing this now#fr she is trying to compare doing a laundry for me to being a full-time maid#ok bud#i just asked a favour#which YOU agreed to#but now that u have to follow thru on it ur angry#alright#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#u made this bed. time to lie in it
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#welcome back to spencer wakes up in the middle of the night and can’t fall back asleep due to cramps !#god i really should look into being put on birth control#this shit sucks so bad#and i know losing sleep and being in#so much pain you feel nauseous is not normal#ughhhhhh#anyways whatever i might play stardew for a bit until i hopefully can fall back asleep :((
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Just asking how you're doing...
How's the leg etc and life...
I am so sorry friend, I am just now seeing this! I swear I never get inbox notifs from Tumblr.
Thank you for asking! This must be from the beginning of the year. Thankfully my leg is doing much better. I got my final blood tests done, and though I have one alele that is mutated and indicative of a slightly elevated risk of blood clots in the future, the doctor seemed certain that if I maintain a healthy lifestyle to the best of my ability, it's unlikely it'll happen again. They're pretty sure that it was all the stress mixed with a sudden change in lifestyle (managing from the office a lot during winter and sitting too much), possibly exacerbated by the hormonal birth control I was using. I'm now avoiding ibuprofen as much as possible, trying to eat healthier and stay active, trying desperately to manage stress, and looking for a non-hormonal birth control option that works for me. 💖
#and my acne is out of control without the birth control now 😭#im too damn old i already paid my awkward teenage dues!!!
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i cant do this
#how do I go to my gynecologist and be like update it’s not the birth control that’s causing the suicidal ideation im just like this on my#period now and yes I know that first one I tried gave me the worst week of my life ever#but I think that was at least partially outside factors and until that week it was good so can we try that again please fucking please#cause I’m just due on the period hasnt even started and I’m just stuck in bed and I don’t know what to do#everything hurts and I can’t do this#boom’s bad days#at least if I was at school i could get high but since I’m at home with my dad idk if I can#but omfg I need to do Something I feel like I’m dying
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i love living in a state with zero reproductive rights
#i am at my wits fucking end with my gynecologist and insurance#stupid fucks#saying I was due to come in in October#SORRY BITCH my brother was manic and I was in the deepest depression of my life you FUCK#I wasn’t thinking about the fact that yall were about to cut off my birth control#IN A STATE THAT HATES WOMEN!!!!!#YOURE PLAYING WITH MY REPRODUCTIVE HEALTH#IN A STATE THAT WANTS WOMEN TO BE INCUBATORS#YOU FUCK#and bitch I have good insurance!!! I have an open access plan!! let me the fuck IN GODDAMMIT
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hugs?
Yes please
#kiwi answers#liz my sweet#basically#my younger sister whom i will start calling doe#is due to give birth beginning of april (dw shes healthy)#and she graduates the last friday of april so the plan is we’ll get to meet my new niece for the first time then#because she lives a couple states away#but#today i found out that the required performance for vocal lessons#is that same friday in april#and then when i asked what to so about that#he started out with ‘well i missed my own grandfather’s funeral and my sister’s wedding because i had performances…’#and i lost it#he basically said email him and we’ll talk about it#and when he saw me start to tear up to not freak out yet because nothings in stone or anything#but yeah i cant control my tears once they start#and also cant control when they start most of the time#just ignore me I’m an emotional wreck its fine /lh
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My doctor has me on diabetes meds even though I don't have diabetes as a prophylactic, and it's taken... 2? years now but I've been slowly noticing some weight loss and it's like oh cool so the sudden weight gain when I was in my late teens was indeed due to the whole metabolic disorder thing and not just age. Neat. Awesome. Cool. Not at all unnerving
#diabetes is present in my family and my PCOS predisposes me enormously to it so my doc was just like#let's just put you on this juuuussst in case... cause once you have diabetes you can't like. un-have it#i mean props to her for being ahead of the curve in believing diabetes is mostly due to your innate biology and genetics#rather than behavior e.g. diet. which is what evidence nowadays is pointing towards more and more#but i'm like oh so PCOS was having an effect on me metabolically after all and the meds are actually doing things. great /s#i mean i guess i'm happy the meds are like... working? but that's also kinda spooky#i'm also glad the weight loss is INCREDIBLY slow. all the evidence shows fast weight loss is bad for your heart#but slow weight loss due to legitimate lifestyle changes and/or baseline biological changes doesn't have the same health effects#it's on the level of like 10lbs lost per year which is a satisfactory level of slowness#weight loss tw#i wasn't aiming or expecting this to happen and i don't really care either way but it's an interesting indicator#i gained like 80lbs between the ages of 15 and 18 and at the time i blamed it on hormonal birth control#but i guess looking back on it. it's kind of obvious there was something else going on
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ooooooughggb okay i see the suffering is eternal 😁!
#my birth control ran out so I’m due for my period any day and my PELVIS is DETONATING abt it#like it doesn’t even feel like a normal cramp my Bone just Hurt#tho. there’s some normal cramp too BFMSBDN#love this gif btw. the quirky
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